At what age do you first remember having an erection that was caused by your diapers or a diaper change?

Number of responses received: 44

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
3 or under	2	4.8%
4	0	0.0%
5	2	4.8%
6	3	7.1%
7	3	7.1%
8	6	14.3%
9	3	7.1%
10	2	4.8%
11	5	11.9%
12	8	19.0%
13	1	2.4%
14	4	9.5%
15 or over	3	7.1%
Total:	42

How did your diapers cause your erections as a young boy?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
The way my diapers looked on me	17	38.6%
The way my diapers felt on me	30	68.2%
The way my diapers felt when wet	26	59.1%
The way my diapers felt when poopy	15	34.1%
The smell of diapers/baby powder	17	38.6%
The smell of pee	13	29.5%
The smell of poop	8	18.2%
The way diapers looked on other boys	9	20.5%
Getting my diapers changed	24	54.5%
The sight of my diapers themselves	18	40.9%
The mention of the word "diaper"	10	22.7%
Listening to someone else talk about my diapers	8	18.2%
Just thinking about diapers	21	47.7%

At what age do you first remember playing with yourself through your diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
3 or under	0	0.0%
4	0	0.0%
5	2	4.7%
6	6	14.0%
7	2	4.7%
8	2	4.7%
9	1	2.3%
10	3	7.0%
11	4	9.3%
12	8	18.6%
13	6	14.0%
14	5	11.6%
15 or over	4	9.3%
Total:	43

At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
6 or under	0	0.0%
7	1	2.4%
8	2	4.9%
9	1	2.4%
10	4	9.8%
11	6	14.6%
12	8	19.5%
13	2	4.9%
14	10	24.4%
15 or over	7	17.1%
Total:	41

At what age did you fully recognize (or admit) that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
6 or under	3	7.1%
7	0	0.0%
8	1	2.4%
9	1	2.4%
10	4	9.5%
11	2	4.8%
12	8	19.0%
13	5	11.9%
14	6	14.3%
15 or over	12	28.6%
Total:	42

Did your sexual desires for diapers cause you any confusion regarding your "regular" sexual feelings towards other people?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Yes	18	42.9%
No	24	57.1%
Total:	42

At what age did you learn that you were not alone in your sexual feelings towards diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
8 or younger	2	4.7%
9	0	0.0%
10	4	9.3%
11	2	4.7%
12	5	11.6%
13	1	2.3%
14	7	16.3%
15	3	7.0%
16	2	4.7%
17	0	0.0%
18	2	4.7%
19	0	0.0%
20s	9	20.9%
30s	3	7.0%
40s	2	4.7%
50s or older	1	2.3%
Total:	43

At what age did you first talk to someone else (either in person or via email) about your feelings towards diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
8 or younger	1	2.6%
9	3	7.7%
10	2	5.1%
11	2	5.1%
12	3	7.7%
13	3	7.7%
14	6	15.4%
15	2	5.1%
16	1	2.6%
17	0	0.0%
18	2	5.1%
19	0	0.0%
20s	9	23.1%
30s	2	5.1%
40s	2	5.1%
50s or older	1	2.6%
Total:	39

With whom have you openly discussed your sexual feelings towards wearing diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Mother	7	15.9%
Father	4	9.1%
Other adult relatives	2	4.5%
Older brothers	3	6.8%
Younger/same-age brothers	5	11.4%
Older sisters	5	11.4%
Younger/same-age sisters	3	6.8%
Boy cousins	6	13.6%
Girl cousins	2	4.5%
Male friends	10	22.7%
Female friends	2	4.5%
Girlfriend/Wife (male significant other if gay)	10	22.7%
Counselor/psychologist	5	11.4%
Other boy	9	20.5%
Other girl	7	15.9%
Other adult	11	25.0%

Describe your earliest memories of getting erections in your diapers or during diaper changes:

Name	Age	Answer
BOBBY	6	When I was six (6) years old
	15	I was angry because my mom and step dad and I got into a fight that day because I wanted them to buy me something at a store and they wouldn't. I started crying and throwing a fit and they were yelling at me. My mom screamed that I was acting like a baby and said "you're acting like such a baby that I might as well put a diaper on you!!!" I being a stupid kid said "I DARE YOU. YOU CAN"T TOUCH ME". So later they went out to the store and bought a package of diapers, wipes, powder, and baby diaper rash cream. They held me down as I cried and cried and said that I would wear diapers for the whole weekend. Poop and pee and be changed by them. So I was angry with them and so I pooped a huge load, not holding anything back, and it leaked down my legs. It smeared all over my butt and my penis. My mom smelled it, acted angry at first and then started treating me like a baby. She got all the diaper stuff out, layed me down on the floor and took of my soiled diaper. She started wiping me down and talked baby talk to me. I started feeling this sensation in my penis and I was getting excited. Then it happened. She grabbed the diaper rash cream/ointment and put a big glob on her forefinger. She then put it right up my butthole and rubbed it allllllll around my butt...i was getting more excited by the minute. Then she put more on her finger and started rubbing down my penis and balls with it. I couldn't have been happier. I was so hard. That diaper change felt like it lasted a lifetime. She then powdered me (taking no notice to my erection) and put a new diaper right under my butt and taped it up. Then she patted me on the front diaper area twice (sort of to signify that she was done) and i EXPLODED in my diaper. It was the best feeling in the entire world. I'll never forget that. Ever since then I have loved diapers. My parents made me go see a counselor so I talk to him every week about it but i dont care if he thinks i'm crazy. I love diapers and I love being changed!!!
bobbie	8	the feeling of getting my penis cleand and then covered with nursery jelly
Matt	11	The first one I had in a diaper was when I was 9, I was peeing in my diaper and after I was done I started to feel one coming on, it was kind of messy...
doug	14	My oldr brother was canging me and he kept playing with my penis and balls and it got hard and he told me that is how boys jack off
	54	Around age six, was caught by babysitter durning nap time in diapers and plastic pants hiding in closet. The babysitter put me back in bed and put my hand inside my baby pants on the front of my diapers to see if I was wet. I wasn't, but from that time on I would play with myself while in diapers and plastic pants because it felt good and I would make believe mommy was checking to see if I was wet.
Jimmy	59	I would take diapers and pins from my baby brother's nursery up to my room and play with them resulting in an erection.
Brendan	16	When I was like 7 or 8 when my mom or older sister would change me I started getting hard especially when they would rub baby oil on me or powder me. I really didn't know why it was happening but I liked it when they touched my dick.
Loring	40	This one goes back to 1968-69 when I was 2-3 years old. I'm pretty sure I got turned on and enjoyed the feel of wet cloth diapers. The one thing that gave me an erection was the feel of the plastic pants between my legs.
rob	24	it felt very good
Nick16	16	I remember when I was getting my diaper changed, my mom would comment on me being excited. She would also have to ensure that the diaper was put on nice and snug.
		was at school went to the special ed hut had to fix a comp for the teacher i asked if i could use the bathroom saw a diaper and at that exact second i got one.
wettazs	9	when i was 5
	15	When I start wearing diapers
Brian	15	I remember that I have liked diapers all my life, but I didn't get an erection in my diapers until I was 11.
Mike	17	it was in the bathroom at a Burger King
baby jerry	16	Actually Im 16 and in all my diaper changes i feel very happy because my sister o my boyfriend change and i always perform an erection (especially when my boyfriend changes me (
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, and the rest of the gang	16	my youngest memories and all of our lives, growing up 24/7 in diapers, only in the past few years has the talk opened and come so easy, and to know that our erections both in our diapers, and on virtually every diaper change having a Stiffi, we've come to more and more realize that our feeling of wearing diapers, and seeing other boys in diapers, etc. all this is sexual.
Jimbo	59	I always played with myself startin at age 7 when wearing diapers and it always came out as pee.When I hit puberty that is when it changed and felt even better.
kbaby	50	I'd messed my pants and mom was mad as hell. I was 6 years old and still a pants pooper and a bedwetter. We were getting ready to go shopping as I was starting 1st grade the next week. Mom took me into the bathroom by my ear to clean me up and I mouthed off to her. She told me "Your going to be the only 1st grader still in diapers" and I told her I was not going to wear daipers anymore. After she cleaned me up, she took me over her knee and spanked me till I was crying and begging her to stop. Only after I told her I would wear my diapers did she stop. With that she placed my doubled pre-fitted cloth diapers over the edge of the tub and had me set my butt on them. My legs spred and my knees bent, my little balls were now pushed tight on the edge of the tub. This was the start of my 1st little hard on in diapers.

Describe the specific things that caused you to get erections from diapers as a young boy

Name	Age	Answer
BOBBY	6	The smell ofpee pee poo poo and the smell of baby power
	15	GETTING MY DIAPER CHANGED feeling someone else's hands on my penis/balls/butt rubbing ointment all up and down, wiping me clean, patting powder on me, rubbing baby oil on me. any kind of touch or play with me during diaper changed.
bobbie	8	watching girls in diapers
Matt	11	Peeing in them, or being changed by a girl I really like.
doug	14	anytime i was naked during my brother changing me or seeing my friend who wore pullups and diapers getting changed too. his older brother and my older brother tease us and have pulled our diapers down many time to embarrass us. that is when i would get hardons. and at night im my bed when it is quiet and i can hare my diaper make noises when i move then i start playing with myself.
	54	Rubbing myself while in diapers or plastic baby pants or remembering the way mommy treated my the day my baby brother died.
Jimmy	59	Putting a diaper on or just looking at them or touching my penis to them
Ryan	32	the way i felt when i would wet my diaper and feeling the hot pee squirt out filling the front of the diaper then going down my ball sack to my but i would drink alot of coffee to make my self go. The wetter i was the harder i got.Wet diapers=lots of hard-ons. Also the smell of the pee in the diaper,and my friends pee when he came over to put one on with me.
Brendan	16	When I saw my younger cousins wearing there diapers and they were wet and poopy. I was 8 or 9 and they were like 5 and 6. Also when I would get changed my mom or older sister would touck my dick when they rubbed baby oil or powder on me during the change.
Loring	40	Knowing how I felt wearing diapers, seeing my younger brother and cousins in their cloth diapers and plastic pants did it for me. One aggravating factor was if they were wearing light blue plastic pants. (I had a very early sexual awareness)
rob	24	wetting the diaper
Nick16	16	when my diaper was wet things would feel different and I would be really hard. this would also happen when I was told to get changed.
		just wearing and seeing a diaper
wettazs	9	the feel the smell sound
Brian	15	I liked the feel, look, thickness, smell (fresh diaper), and the crinkle. Those all caused me to get erections.
Mike	17	diaper changes
baby jerry	16	Im my chidhood between 9 i use diapers i feel happy whwen my mom or my sister changed my diapers and i alwas like the comfortable they are and the way the look on me
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, and the rest of the gang	16	the feel of the diaper against our genitals, and between our legs, seeing other boys in thick, big White or just diapers. our diaper changes and stimulation to our penis and genitals by the one, ones, changing us. and to see a new boys being diapered for his first time or after a long time out of diapers, and his helplessness as his sister, or parent diapers him.
Jimbo	59	The tightness of the daiper and the way it felt on my penis.

Who and/or what helped you to fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers?

Name	Age	Answer
BOBBY	6	my other friends in diapers
	15	uhhh...read above
bobbie	8	my sister my younger sister
Matt	11	My younger cousin.
doug	14	being the olny one in diapers in my house and being forced to obey my family especially my brother.
	54	One day when I was around 6 or 7, my older sister wanted to play house with me. She knew about my being caught in diapers and baby pants before so I was going to be the baby. (which was fine by me) She dressed me in some diapers and baby pants then put one of her nighties on me. She was holding me while feeding me a bottle and noticed I had an erection in my diapers. She had me hold the bottle and she felt and rubed me a little explaining that diapers must made me feel sexy because that's what happened to boys when they want to have sex with a girl
Jimmy	59	Through research on all the available material and books written about the subject from the internet.
Ryan	32	I had a boyfriend that caught me wetting my diaper one day and he said that's why you are so horny all the time because you need the diaper and when you don't have them we are not as sexual. He made a good point i think.
Brendan	16	I don't totally remember exactly when it was. But I was like 9 and every time I would get hard usually after I wet my diaper I would turn over on my stomach and hump the bed and my dick would start feeling real good after doing that for a while. Because it felt so good I would keep humping the bed until 1 day I dry come. That was awesome feeling so I started doing that evey day.
Loring	40	Going back to when I was 8-9 in 1974-5, I started experimenting with makeshift diapers. Shortly after that, my sexual orientation developed. When I started fantasizing about other boys at that early age, I always pictured them wearing plastic panties. A few boys I looked at were already wearing boxer shorts and I used to fantasize plastic pants instead. I've also had a few dreams of others wearing plastic pants too.
rob	24	my grandparents and babysitters
		me and axl from diaper-boys.net
wettazs	9	i dont know
	15	My older sister and my mother.
Brian	15	This website.
baby jerry	16	My sister and my boyfriend
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, and the rest of the gang	16	Our, sisters talk, & writings, plus the recent writings on deekers, about it also being a sexual thing.
Jimbo	59	No one.Just playing with myself did it all.

Who and/or what helped you to recognize or admit to having a full-blown fetish for diapers?

Name	Age	Answer
BOBBY	6	my other friends in diapers
	15	my therapist
bobbie	8	sister
doug	14	i started looking on the cpomputer for other diapered boys.
	54	As I got older and would masterbate in diapers. I found that only diapers made me feel this way and want to masterbate. I was interested in girls but it was easier than dealing with them and it was always there. As time went by just thinking of being in diaper would give me an erection and I realized it, although at the time I didn"t know it was called a fetish.
Jimmy	59	After many years of the fetish getting increasingly stronger instead of weaker.
Ryan	32	I am 31 and have been wearing diapers full time to work,play,movies the bar since I was 13. And now I can't see my life without them. I like to pee mostly and only mess them in the a.m. before work. I have down to a science. put one one tape it up poke holes down the center of the diaper and put on another this gives you more holding power for less changes if need be add a size 6 baby diaper(with holes in it)pull off tapes no change for 8to10 hours unless you're a soaker.
Brendan	16	An older friend when I was 12 and he was 14. He liked to wear diapers too. We would pee and poop in them and started changing each other. Than that lead to us doing sex stuff together like masterbating each other and sucking each other. We still like to do it when we can.
Loring	40	Jumping ahead to December 2001, I came out of the diaper closet after finding this website and posting a Diaper Survey. I realized I had a full-blown diaper fetish along with the plastic/vinyl underwear fetish I have.
rob	24	my friends
		axl
wettazs	9	dont remember
	15	My sister.
Brian	15	This website.
baby jerry	16	My boyfriend Jason help me to recognize i feel interest in diaper fetish
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, and the rest of the gang	16	hard to answer, but it is a full blown fetish, but we don't think of it as such, or call it such.
Jimbo	59	Just the fact that I like diapers.

Describe how your sexual feelings for diapers caused you confusion about your sexual feelings towards other people

Name	Age	Answer
	15	i guess because i get hard when any person regardless of gender changes me
bobbie	8	it did not
Matt	11	Since I almost always had one when my girlfriend was changing me, I thought that meant that when I'm changed by girls I like it's both typer of sexual things.
doug	14	i suppose ims uppose to like girls bu ti find i onlylke other boys espically involving diapers and peeing and being naked
	54	Diapers and baby pants always made me feel "sexy" and were a lot easier than dealing with girls. They were always around in my family till I out grew them as I was 3rd to the oldest of 8 children. Then I would make due with towels and plastic bags till they found incontinent pants in drug stores.
Jimmy	59	I thought that once I got married and settled into a normal sexual life then I would lose interest in diapers, but I was only married for about four months before my craving for diapers returned.
Brendan	16	Its not been that confusion because I know other dudes who don't like to wear diapers like me and we done some sex things together too.
		i wonderd if i was gay or not (not i still like girls ) i just dont get an erection from girls just diapers.
wettazs	9	donr know realy
Brian	15	I used to think about my girlfriend in diapers. I can have diaper fetish feelings and regular sexual feelings. Though my girlfriend recently broke up with me (thought we should just be friends >_<)
baby jerry	16	Well they dont cause confusion on me at all in my childhood i was a bedwetter but three years later i stop as a betwetter but a intentionally wet my bet so my mom took in diaper again because i felt a high interest in diapers
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, and the rest of the gang	16	hard to answer, but it is a full blown fetish, but we don't think of it as such, or call it such.
Jimbo	59	Didn't have any affect at all.

Who and/or what helped you to learn that you were not alone in your sexual feelings towards diapers?

Name	Age	Answer
BOBBY	6	Deeker's web site
	15	my therapist
bobbie	8	a friend of mine
Matt	11	My younger cousin.
doug	14	this page and some other diaper pages and my fiend who was the first to actully shoot a load at the same time i did wheni was staying over at his house.
	54	Reading letters from others in a "Letters" mag. in the late 70's. (don't remember the full name) and finding out about DPF in mid 80's.
Jimmy	59	When I was browsing in an adult bookstore I came across a magazine called Rubber Life. I looked through it and it had several items that related to wearing diapers and rubber pants.
Ryan	32	the internet
Brendan	16	Friends I meet online and some other people I know who like to wear diaper too.
Loring	40	This website and making a few contacts from here too.
rob	24	babysitters
		this website and axl
wettazs	9	the computer internet
	15	My cousin.
Brian	15	This website.
		my boyfriend Jason, he is a very close friend that I know him when we were 4 years old
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, and the rest of the gang	16	Just being with all the other boys, besides myself that are in diapers, and seeing their sexual arousal toward diapers, like diaper-humping, and their arousal on diaper changes, also the way that look at you and other boys in diapers.
Jimbo	59	Nothing comes to mind.

How did your parents react to you having sexual feelings towards diapers and/or having erections and playing with yourself in your diapers?

Name	Age	Answer
BOBBY	6	They don't know about it and I like to keep it that way
	15	they tolerated it for that weekend then shipped me off to therapy
bobbie	8	never told them
Matt	11	They don't normally pay attention to it.
doug	14	they dodnt know and mom doesnt want to see an erection when im changing. she says if i thingk i have one or am going to have one then i should change in my room.
	54	Mom didn't want me in diapers although I was caugth but her a few times and she knew I had an erection. She got really mad one time and put my back in diapers for a day trying to break me of it but found I only enjoyed the diapers and extra attention. She put me in the play pen and told me not to get out while she made fun of me in front of my brothers and sisters for wanting to be a baby. Later that day she spanked me when she caught me playing with my self while laying the the play pen watching cartoons on TV. She took me out of the diapers and from then on I got spanked if I was caught in diapers again. Dad didn't have anything to do with my "diaper thing" unless mom forced him, he spanked me a couple times but that was all.
Jimmy	59	My mother found some diapers that I had hidden in my room that I ejaculated into. She never said anything to me about them.
Ryan	32	They thought i was crazy and there was something wrong with me. So they tried counseling and i would tell the doc. that i liked diapers and was going to keep wearing them. and my parents would get enraged with anger. They just gave up after a while
Brendan	16	My mom used to get upset. Now she don't mind it if I get hard and play with myself when I get a change.
Loring	40	I don't know if they were aware of how I felt at that early age.
		just fine i was scared as heck to tell my mom though
wettazs	9	dont care i now wet the bed do to stress
	15	My mother encouraged me.
baby jerry	16	Nothing they think it was normal in a boy performing this
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, and the rest of the gang	16	Both Parents, and adult relatives, as well as older sisters, all promote us having and freely expressing in privacy-to those that might be upset or not like it, but even on diaper changes and time of nakedness, we can express and have our diaper sex.
Jimbo	59	They didn't know.

How did your brothers react to you having sexual feelings towards diapers and/or having erections and playing with yourself in your diapers?

Name	Age	Answer
BOBBY	6	They want to wear my diapers
	15	my step brother and sister think i'm disgusting
bobbie	8	did not
doug	14	he showed me how and we messa round all the time
	54	My brothers (older and younger) would make a comment every once in a while about me in "diapers and baby pants" because they knew it would shut me up, but besides that they didn't say or do anything else.
Jimmy	59	They never knew.
Ryan	32	My brother would join me we are only 2 yrs apart
Brendan	16	They don't care. My older brother jacks me sometimes and I do it to him. My little brother thinks it's cool.
Loring	40	I'm not sure if I ever played around with myself while wearing diapers at that age.
		they dont know not one of the 4 ive got
baby jerry	16	Dont have bros
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, and the rest of the gang	16	simply in their diapers too, they want in on the sexual fun and play.

How did your sisters react to you having sexual feelings towards diapers and/or having erections and playing with yourself in your diapers?

Name	Age	Answer
BOBBY	6	There is no sisters in the family
	15	she thought it was gross
bobbie	8	she was cool about it very cool infact she helped me
	54	My younger sisters didn't do or say much but my older sister was quick to bring up the subject even though she knew she would get in troulbe from mom for making fun of me. She played house with me that one day but mom found out about it and she got spanked. After that she would tease me when she could and still makes little remarks every once in a while. I know she told one of her friends about me one summer but luckly, she moved away a year later. Now it's the family secret and joke with only comments made now and thenat get togethers although I can always count on hearing something from my older sister.
Jimmy	59	They never knew.
Brendan	16	My sister used to think it was gross when I did it during a change. Now she don't really mind and she plays with me too sometimes.
Loring	40	I had no sisters back then.
		dont have any
	15	She enjoys it and participates.
baby jerry	16	My sister think it is funny the way a I perform my sexual feelings
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, and the rest of the gang	16	They, promote it and would have it no other way for us boys, as it keeps us happy and in out diapers, always.
Jimbo	59	They never knew.

Describe your open discussions about your diaper fetish that you have had with various people and how they reacted, what kinds of questions they asked, etc.

Name	Age	Answer
	15	i talk with my therapist about it a lot. i get really embarrassed. he asks about whether or not i get an erection from it and what specficially triggers the erection. then he asks about my emotions and feelings and what needs it fufills and such and such. its really weird.
	54	Only "open" discussions I've had is with Doctors. In the 2nd grade I went with mom and dad to the hospital once a week and talked to doctors about wanting to be a baby again. Later I found out from mom that it was the only way she could get dad to go and talk about their marriage as they were not talking to each other alot. Really this is the first time I've said much about it to anyone. I had gone to other "Doctors" over the years but didn't really discuse how diapers made me fell just how I got started on them.
Brendan	16	My friends all want to know what it feels like to wear a diaper. They want to know why I like to pee and poop on myself in a diaper. I talked to 1 of my friends moms about it alot of times and she says that boys should be kept in diaper until they leave home. She diapers me and my friend too and thats cool. She says that boys should have do sexual things in there diaper because it makes you calm down and be happy all the time.
Loring	40	I've been asked if I needed to wear them and if I needed to go to the bathroom.
		asked to see if i had any on and asked if i wanted her to buy them for me .... and so on ......
wettazs	9	whats it like and fell like
baby jerry	16	Well only like 3 or 4 friendsknow that i use diapers and they do not make fun about it actually they want having diapers in their house they always ask me How it feel?, Do you feel good in diapers? Can i try one?
Jimbo	59	Told my wife,She didn't care one way or the other.She loves me for me.Nothing else matters.

Average Age of respondents to this question:	23.9
Range of ages of respondents:	6 -  66

Age Distribution
Under 10	6
10-14	7
15-19	13
20-24	3
25-29	0
30-34	1
35-39	1
40-44	2
45-49	1
50-54	3
55-59	2
60-64	0
65-69	1
70-74	0
75-79	0
80+	0

Youth Age Distribution
6	1
7	0
8	3
9	2
10	0
11	1
12	2
13	0
14	4
15	4
16	4
17	2

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