Entry Number: | 0173 |
Date: | 02/03/10 |
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Matt | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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New Jersey | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What is your body size? | ||||||
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Details/comments: I have a very athletic build; I play water polo. |
What is your height? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I am 5'8", tall for my age. |
What is your hair color and length? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I have to keep it short for water polo. |
How would you describe your musculature/build? | ||||||
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Details/comments: Again, athletic. I'm pretty muscular. |
Do you wear glasses? | ||||
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Current appearance: |
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Appearance as a little boy: |
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Section #1: Your Diapers |
Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a little boy? | |||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Again, I only started wearing diapers since last year. I wear disposables to school and cloth everywhere else. |
How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: All my diapers are plain white, except my swim diapers. |
How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I wear two cloth diapers at home now, and only one out. |
If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I've never worn multiple pairs of underwear instead of diapers. |
For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: My dad puts two on me because they're better for leaks and are thicker. |
How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: They go up to just below my belly button. |
How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: They go up higher in the back than the front. |
How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: It's like eight inches. |
How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Two per side. |
How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Three per side. |
How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I have a lot! |
How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I bring a few in my backpack to school, just in case. |
Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a little boy for any of these specific reasons given: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I wear diapers because I was a bad kid, and they were a punishment. My dad kept me in them because they worked so well. Now my brothers wear too, and I have no poopoo or peepee control. My dad says all boys should wear diapers until they leave home. |
How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I don't wear pants at home, and my pants fit tightly over my cloth diapers when I go out. At school they are a little tight, but not bad. |
How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: At home it's most difficult, and at school it's easiest. You can definitely tell I'm diapered when I'm out in cloth though. |
Section #2: Pants (Or Lack Thereof) |
During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I'm not allowed to wear pants at home. |
During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Again, no pants! |
How often are you pantsless now and when you were a little boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?) | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I'm never allowed pants in the house. |
How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: The weather doesn't matter. It's warm in the house. |
How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: The day doesn't matter. |
As a little boy (through age 8), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I think I had like ten though. I didn't wear diapers then though. |
As a little boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I didn't wear diapers then. |
For which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||
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As a little boy (through age 8), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||||||
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As a little boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||
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If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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What is the longest time you have gone without wearing any pants over your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I spent all of last summer at my family's lake house, and I NEVER wore pants there! |
If you have worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: It's the first thing we all have to do after putting coats away. |
How much do you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: We're all coll with it. I'm more comfortable pantsless, and so are my brothers. We all love seeing each other in diapers. My friends think it's funny. |
What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a little boy (through age 8)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)? |
My pants are the same ones I wore before I got diapers. They're tight over cloth diapers, but it's okay. |
Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.): |
My dad requires that we not wear pants in the house, and that's what we prefer. |
Section #3: Shirts |
How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: It's not allowed either. |
What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Don't wear shirts. |
Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: My dad doesn't allow them. They make diapers harder to see. |
Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a little boy: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts: |
Section #4: Diaper Usage and Toilet Training (Or Lack Thereof) |
How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I have no more peepee control, and I'm not allowed the potty. |
How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I have no more poopoo control, and I'm not allowed the potty. |
For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: Not allowed the potty. Now I have no control. |
For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Wasn't allowed the potty, then lost poopoo control. |
Were you ever toilet trained? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: I'm not trained anymore because I wear diapers. |
At what age were you declared toilet trained? | ||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I was potty trained late. |
At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: My dad put me back in diapers at 15. |
How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training? | ||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I didn't want to bother with going inside to use the potty. |
Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this? |
I potty trained late. Then at 15 I started getting into lots of trouble, so my dad put me back in diapers for a month. When he saw how well it worked, he decided to keep me diapered until I leave home. |
For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a little boy? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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How are/were you prevented from using the toilet? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I don't know when I have to go. |
Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: At first. After a while, my dad knew we'd all rather just use our diapers than the potty anyway. |
Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Also at first. |
Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training: |
Section #5: Sisters |
How many older sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers: |
What kinds of underwear do your sisters wear? | ||||||
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Which of the following clothing types do your sisters wear? | ||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear their underwear around the house? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often are you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Jeans
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How often do your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household? | ||||||||||
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For which reasons do your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much do your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Pantslessness
| Whiteness
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Rise/height
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Peeing in diapers
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Bare legs
| Butt during diaper change
| Genitals during diaper change
| Erections during diaper change
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Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers: |
How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which view of your diapers do your sisters enjoy looking at the most? | ||||||||
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How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which details about your diapers do your sisters talk about around you? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers? | ||||||||||
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How do your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers? | ||||||||
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How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants? |
How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons? |
How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear? |
How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)? |
How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers? |
How do your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do they make such associations? How do they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear? |
How do your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting? |
How do your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts? |
How do you feel about girls farting and pooping? Have you ever had any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How do you feel about girls' butts and how they differ from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How has wearing diapers affected such feelings? |
List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers? |
Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel? |
Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters): |
Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way? |
How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #6: Brothers |
How many older brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I have no older brothers. |
How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too: |
My brothers are Timmy, who is 14, and Marty, who is 13. They started wearing diapers again at 13 and 12. |
Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear? | ||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Same as me, but they wear diapers to school instead of pull ups because they need to have the nurse change them. |
How often do your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Same as me. |
How often do your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear? | ||||||||||
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How many diapers do your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Same rules as me. |
If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Same rules as me. |
How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: They aren't allowed shirts either. |
How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Not allowed. |
For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers? | ||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: My dad saw how well it worked for me and decided to do it to them too. |
How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Potty not allowed. |
How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Potty not allowed. |
How often do your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: We have to after changes. We also do it in our cribs at night too. |
How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers? |
We have no sisters. |
How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes? |
Only our dad may change our diapers. |
How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers? |
They don't. |
How do your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
We didn't really have any. |
How do your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
They're cool with it. We have to after changes so we can point our weewees down in our diapers so we don't peepee out the top. We normally rub the outside of our diapers, or put our hands inside. |
How do your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
We are all okay with it. We get changed together and shower together too; we all sleep in the same room so we masturbate together at night too, but in separate cribs. We don't look at pornography, because we don't really go on the computer too often., We don't use profanity, because if dad hears us we are spanked. Sometimes the guys on the swim team use it, and I don't mind them using it, but we don't. |
How do your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #7: Privacy (Or Lack Thereof) |
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Details/comments: We all sleep in the same room, get changed in there or in the living room (even in front of other people), we shower together, and we see each other naked all the time. |
How often are your sisters present when your diapers are changed (when she is not the one who is changing you)? | ||||||||||
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How often are your brothers present when your diapers are changed (when he is not the one who is changing you)? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: We all get changed together. |
How often are your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often are your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: We all masturbate after changes, and we do it a lot before bed too. |
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Details/comments: My friends have to sleep in cribs when they come over too, and they sleep in mine a lot. |
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How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
We're all okay with it. We sorta bond in it, and it brings us closer and makes us more open. |
Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or do not get? |
Section #8: Behavior |
How much do you enjoy wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I love my diapers; I'm staying honme for college because then I get to wear them longer. |
In what ways have you acted upon your feelings for your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I think it's cool that they are wearing diapers like me! |
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Details/comments: I really like my diapers. They took a lot of getting used to, but I like them now. |
How much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: We learned to be open about it, so now I like letting other people see them and know about them. It means I don't have to hide them or be embarrassed by them. |
What do you enjoy more about your diapers, the look or the feel? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: I like all of it! |
How involved are you with your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Diapers are a huge part of my life. I wear them all the time, and most kids don't, so they're always reminding me that they're there. |
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Details/comments: My brothers wearing helped a lot, and so did losing peepee and poopoo control. |
How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Who within your family have you confided in to fully know about your true diaper feelings? | ||||||||||||
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What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What makes having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers? |
What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What makes having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers? |
How have your sisters influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
How have your brothers influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
Having two other boys in diapers with me really helped, because it means I'm not alone. |
Section #9: Sexual Diaper Feelings, Masturbation, Puberty and Bodily Perceptions |
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At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: That's when I started wearing diapers. |
Which methods have you used for masturbating in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Who within your family knew that you masturbate in your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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Who within your family has seen you masturbating in your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I always get an erection. My little brother Marty is the only one of us who doesn't. |
Are your erections more pronounced when your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||
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How embarrassed do you feel when you get erections during diaper changes? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: It's normal. How can I help it? All boys get erections when getting their diapers changed. |
At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Again, I wasn't diapered until I was 15. |
At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: When I finally figured out I liked my diapers and stopped fighting them. |
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Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies? | ||||||||||||
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At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you do not understand such feelings at the time)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I didn't think about it until I myself was diapered. I think it's the diapers and not the boys though. |
Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it? |
I was 15, and my dad told me I should not stay hard in my diaper for long because I would peepee out the top, so I had to masturbate. I didn't like diapers yet, and my brothers didn't know, but it was really weird knowing my dad knew what I was doing, and that he wanted me to do it. |
How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom? |
I felt good, cause that's what happens when you orgasm. But I didn't know why it felt better than it usually did. |
How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers? |
They expected me to do it. |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
I didn't wear diapers before puberty. |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
I didn't wear until I was 15, and I explained above what happened. |
If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a little boy? |
How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how? |
I don't think they've caused confusion. I know I'm straight, and that diapers have nothing to do with it. |
How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys? |
I really didn't like even being seen in boxers before I started wearing diapers. Now I'm completely okay with being naked and seen by other people, because they're going to see anyway, and there's nothing to be ashamed of. |
How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits? |
Girls were girls before puberty. I didn't think about it much. |
What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions? |
It was all sort of whatever--I didn't pay attention to it. Wearing diapers didn't change them, because I started wearing diapers way after puberty. |
What do you think about when you masturbate in your diapers? What sorts of visual or other aids do you use? |
I think of girls, of course! |
Section #10:School |
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What embarrasses you the most in school? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: My diapers are a normal thing for me now. All my water polo friends know I wear and support me, so I have a group that I like and know. |
By how much do your diapers show when you are in school? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: My diapers don't really show, but they're above my pants by about that much. |
Do your diapers bulge through your pants? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: My pants are meant to fit with underwear, so there's a little bulge. But I wear disposables, so it's okay. |
How do you keep your diapers from showing in school? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I sometimes wear a onesie to school, but not often because I can change myself there and it makes it harder. |
How often do you pee in your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I peepee in school A LOT, but I don't change myself every time. |
How often do you poop in your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I poopoo in school at least once a day, and then I go to the nurse for a change very quickly. |
In which places in school have you peed in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Anywhere except the bathroom, cause I don't go in there. |
In which places in school have you pooped in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Same as peepee. |
Who changes your diapers at school? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Me if they're only wet, the nurse when I poopoo. |
At what times of the school day are your diapers usually changed? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Between classes, and after gym because we have to shower. |
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Details/comments: In the nurse's office or the locker room after gym. |
Where do you keep your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I only started wearing last year. |
Do any other boys at school (other than brothers, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school? | ||||||
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Details/comments: Most everyone knows because I have to change for gym. |
Do any girls at school (other than sisters, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school? | ||||||
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Details/comments: They don't see me because we have separate locker rooms. |
How many other boys have you known throughout your school years to have worn diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: My friends have to wear when they come over, but I don't know any who wear other than at my house. |
Explain why you wear diapers to school (e.g. medical need, punishment, etc.) |
It started out as punishment, but now I need them., It's always been the nurse. She's sorta like that age my mom would be. She changes me fast though, so I don't really like her changes. |
Describe the people who have changed your diapers in school. How old were they? What did they look like? How did you and the other person associate with each other during diaper changes? What did you like or dislike about the person? |
Describe the most awkward, embarassing or uncomfortable diaper change you have had in school and which grade it occurred in. Who all was present? |
I dunno. They're all kinda the same. The nurse and I are in a room alone. |
What other embarrassing, awkward, difficult or otherwise uncomfortable situations have you dealt with in school because of wearing diapers? |
Pooping during gym is always hard to deal with. I normally am let go to the nurse right away though. During water polo is really weird too. |
Describe how your special privileges or provisions for diaper changes are/were handled in school. How discreet/indiscreet were your teachers about it? |
In which ways have the boys teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
They did at first a bit, but my teammates told them to shut up. My teammates tease me about it a bit, but that's because they're my friends. |
In which ways have the girls teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
They normally leave it alone. |
How do you deal with teasing from other classmates? Do you react differently towards the boys versus towards the girls? |
Describe any other boys you have seen in diapers or have known to wear diapers while in school. Especially include those you have seen in the locker room. Include details such as grade, diaper types, diaper usage, reasons they wear diapers (if known), etc. |
What problems do you deal with in gym class because you wear diapers (on the field, in the gym, in the locker room, etc.) |
Like I said, I'm just told to go get changed. |
How do your teachers react to you wearing diapers? What have been the best and worst reactions from teachers? |
They all know--the principal told them at a staff meeting, so I didn't see their reactions. |
If you wear or wore cloth diapers (or other nondisposable diapers, including multiple underpants) to school, how did you deal with the wet/dirty diapers? |
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