Deeker's Diaper Page

Your Name:

Your Location:

Your Age: (17 and under only)  --- 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17

What is your body size?

----- Skinny Average Chubby

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What is your height?

----- Less than 4 feet (<120 cm) 4 to 4 1/2 feet (120 to 135 cm) 4 1/2 to 5 feet (135 to 150 cm) 5 to 5 1/2 feet (150 to 165 cm) 5 1/2 to 6 feet (165 to 180 cm) More than 6 feet (>180 cm)

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What is your hair color and length?

----- Blonde, short Blonde, medium Blonde, long Brown, short Brown, medium Brown, long Red, short Red, medium Red, long Black, short Black, medium Black, long

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How would you describe your musculature/build?

----- Lanky Average Stocky

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Do you wear glasses?

Yes No

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Describe other aspects of your overall current appearance. What are you wearing (and not wearing) and what is the condition of your diapers (if applicable)?

Describe your overall appearance as a little boy- up to age 8 (hair, body build, hair color/style, complexion, glasses, etc.) Include all ages from preteen and teen years. How were you most often dressed and seen wearing (and not wearing) by others in your family?

Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a little boy?
Currently Cloth Disposable Multiple white boys' underpants	As a little boy (through age 8) Cloth Disposable Multiple white boys' underpants
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How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a little boy?
Currently --- 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 More than 10	As a little boy (through age 8) --- 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 More than 10
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If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a little boy?
Currently --- One Two 3 to 5 6 to 10 11 to 15 16 to 20 20 to 25 26 to 30 More than 30	As a little boy (through age 8) --- One Two 3 to 5 6 to 10 11 to 15 16 to 20 20 to 25 26 to 30 More than 30
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For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently More capacity/absorbency Fewer diaper changes necessary Makes diaper changes last longer Keeps me from wearing any pants To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show I cannot remove my diapers as easily Makes my diapers more conspicious Reduces chances for leakage Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains To make my diapers as thick as possible Control my diaper odors My sexual gratification Because I deserve thick diapers Makes my butt look bigger/cuter	As a little boy (through age 8) More capacity/absorbency Fewer diaper changes necessary Makes diaper changes last longer Keeps me from wearing any pants To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show I cannot remove my diapers as easily Makes my diapers more conspicious Reduces chances for leakage Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains To make my diapers as thick as possible Control my diaper odors Punishment To enforce my diaper discipline My sexual gratification Because I deserve thick diapers Makes my butt look bigger/cuter
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Below my waist At my waist Between my waist and stomach Over my entire stomach Up to my chest	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Below my waist At my waist Between my waist and stomach Over my entire stomach Up to my chest
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Below my waist At my waist Between waist/middle back Up to my middle back Past middle of back	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Below my waist At my waist Between waist/middle back Up to my middle back Past middle of back
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How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Less than 6 inches (15 cm) 6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm) 9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm) 12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm) More than 18 inches (45 cm)	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Less than 6 inches (15 cm) 6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm) 9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm) 12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm) More than 18 inches (45 cm)
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How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently --- 2 4 6 8 10 More than 10	As a little boy (through age 8) --- 2 4 6 8 10 More than 10
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How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a little boy?
Currently --- 2 4 6 8 10 More than 10	As a little boy (through age 8) --- 2 4 6 8 10 More than 10
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How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a little boy?
Currently --- None Fewer than 10 10 to 20 20 to 40 40 to 60 60 to 80 80 to 100 More than 100	As a little boy (through age 8) --- None Fewer than 10 10 to 20 20 to 40 40 to 60 60 to 80 80 to 100 More than 100
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How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a little boy?
Currently --- None Fewer than 10 10 to 20 20 to 40 40 to 60 60 to 80 80 to 100 More than 100	As a little boy (through age 8) --- None Fewer than 10 10 to 20 20 to 40 40 to 60 60 to 80 80 to 100 More than 100
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Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a little boy for any of these specific reasons given:
Currently I was not toilet trained I lost my bladder control I lost my bowel control I have a diaper fetish Because my brother wears/wore diapers Because my friend wears/wore diapers Because I am a boy	As a little boy (through age 8) I was not toilet trained I lost my bladder control I lost my bowel control Punishment I have a diaper fetish Because my brother wears/wore diapers Because my friend wears/wore diapers Because I am a boy
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How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Too thick for pants Pants barely fit Pants fit tightly Pants fit okay Pants fit loosely	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Too thick for pants Pants barely fit Pants fit tightly Pants fit okay Pants fit loosely
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How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Cannot walk at all Walking very difficult Walking somewhat difficult Walking affected minimally Walking not affected at all Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Cannot walk at all Walking very difficult Walking somewhat difficult Walking affected minimally Walking not affected at all Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk
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During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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How often are you pantsless now and when you were a little boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?)
Currently --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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As a little boy (through age 8), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)?

----- None One Two Three Four Five

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As a little boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers?

----- They wouldn't even touch my waist without my diapers on They would be very loose and fall down to my knees They would be fairly loose and slip down easily upon walking They would be somewhat loose and slip down a little They would still fit without my diapers on

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For which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

My diapers are too thick for pants So my diapers can remain fully exposed To make my diapers easier to check and change Because everybody already knows I wear diapers Because I like to let my diapers show Because I do not like to wear pants My significant other likes to see my diapers

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As a little boy (through age 8), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear Punishment Boys in my family were not allowed to wear pants over diapers My diapers were too thick for pants So my diapers could remain fully exposed To make my diapers easier to check and change Because everybody already knew I wore diapers Because I liked to let my diapers show Because I did not like to wear pants

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As a little boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear Pants kept outside my room (location unknown) Pants kept outside my room (location known but inaccessible) Pants were locked away Multiple locks were used

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If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored?

My bedroom Sister's bedroom Brother's bedroom Parents' bedroom Laundry/wash room Some other room Garage Car/trunk Someone else's house Returned to owner (I have to borrow pants when needed)

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What is the longest time you have gone without wearing any pants over your diapers?

----- Less than 12 hours 12 to 24 hours 1 to 2 days 3 to 4 days 5 to 7 days 2 weeks 3 weeks 1 month 2 months 3 to 6 months 6 months to one year More than one year

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If you have worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home?

----- Yes, first thing upon entering house Yes, going straight to my bedroom Yes, within a few minutes No, I did not have to take them off No, but I took them off right away anyway

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How much do you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers?
Yourself --- I love it I like it It is okay I do not like it I hate it It does not matter to me	Brothers --- They love it They like it It is okay to them They do not like it They hate it It does not matter to them	Sisters --- They love it They like it It is okay to them They do not like it They hate it It does not matter to them	Friends --- They love it They like it It is okay to them They do not like it They hate it It does not matter to them
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What do you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a little boy (through age 8)?

Getting attention from my sisters Getting attention from my brothers Getting attention from other girls Getting attention from other boys Getting to show off my diapers to others Easier to walk around without pants on No worrying about diapers showing above pants One less thing to put on More comfortable Made diaper checks/changes faster I aroused myself I aroused others I got to go around in diapers when my sisters do not I got to go around in diapers when my brothers do not I got to go around in diapers just like my brothers did

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What do you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers?

Getting unwanted attention from my sisters Getting unwanted attention from my brothers Getting unwanted attention from other girls Getting unwanted attention from other boys Loss of dignity Unable to leave house Unable to play outside It was embarrassing It was like being in my underwear I felt cold without pants on I felt like a baby I felt naked or underdressed without pants on I do not like having my legs exposed Others could see when I peed Others could see when I pooped My sisters had pants on but I do not My brothers had pants on but I do not

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Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)?

Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.):

How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a little boy?
Currently --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never
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What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a little boy?
Currently White undershirts Other white T-shirts Colored T-shirts Polo shirts Button-up shirts Pajama top Other shirts Short-sleeved Long-sleeved	As a little boy (through age 8) White undershirts Other white T-shirts Colored T-shirts Polo shirts Button-up shirts Pajama top Other shirts Short-sleeved Long-sleeved
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Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a little boy?
Currently White undershirts Other white T-shirts Colored T-shirts Pajama top Other shirts I wear no shirt to bed	As a little boy (through age 8) White undershirts Other white T-shirts Colored T-shirts Pajama top Other shirts I wear no shirt to bed
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For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a little boy?
Currently Comfort I feel too naked without a shirt on To complement my diapers The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants To display messages about my diapers So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt	As a little boy (through age 8) Comfort I feel too naked without a shirt on To complement my diapers The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants To display messages about my diapers So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt
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For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently Comfort To expose even more of my body So my diapers are entirely exposed So others can see how many diapers I am wearing So others can see how high up my diapers go on me Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need To have more money to spend on my diapers instead Because boys do not have to wear a shirt	As a little boy (through age 8) Comfort To expose even more of my body So my diapers are entirely exposed So others can see how many diapers I am wearing So others can see how high up my diapers go on me Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need To have more money to spend on my diapers instead Because boys do not have to wear a shirt
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Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a little boy:
Currently I wear white shirts to match my white diapers I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure My shirts are pinned to my diapers My shirts contain hand-written messages My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages	As a little boy (through age 8) I wear white shirts to match my white diapers I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure My shirts are pinned to my diapers My shirts contain hand-written messages My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages
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How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a little boy?
Currently --- Full exposure w/ shirt Full exposure no shirt Most of diapers Some of diapers Little of diapers No exposure	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Full exposure w/ shirt Full exposure no shirt Most of diapers Some of diapers Little of diapers No exposure
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How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never
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How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a little boy?
Currently --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never
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For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a little boy?

Weak bladder Bedwetting Bladder infection Other urinary problems

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For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a little boy?

Weak bowels Encopresis Diarrhea Irritable bowel syndrome Other bowel problems

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Were you ever toilet trained?

----- No, my parents never even bothered with it My parents tried but failed Yes, but I am not trained anymore Yes, I am still toilet trained

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At what age were you declared toilet trained?

----- Never Over 6 6 5 4 3 2 Under 2

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At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again?

----- Under 2 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 Over 12

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How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training?

----- Never trained Extremely difficult Very difficult Moderately Difficult Mildly difficult (more difficult than easy) Fairly easy Very easy

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Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this?

For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a little boy?

Peeing on the floor/toilet seat Failing to flush Poor wiping skills Not wiping at all Having soiled underwear (skidmarks)/pants Hiding soiled underwear Forgetting to put the lid back down Using too much toilet paper Not replacing empty toilet paper roll Leaving too large of stools (turds) Leaving excess poop on the toilet Stinking up the bathroom Pee accidents Poop accidents Deliberately peeing in pants Deliberately pooping in pants Wetting the bed Failing to meet toilet training expectations Lying when asked if need to go potty

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What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers?

Being toilet trained too early Being toilet trained too late Being nagged about using the toilet Losing play time to using the toilet Getting punished or scolded for having accidents The discomfort/embarrassment/guilt of having an accident Being told that only babies wear diapers Fear of falling into the toilet Fear of the noises the toilet made Overall difficulties with using the toilet Seeing younger siblings in diapers/getting changed Seeing other children in diapers/getting changed Associating the toilet with something only girls use

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What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult?

Making it to the toilet on time Being able to determine when to go Avoiding pee accidents Avoiding poop accidents Wiping adequately Remembering to flush Aiming technique/not getting pee on the floor Putting the lid up or down Getting onto the toilet Remembering to wash my hands Keeping my underwear free of skid marks

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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers?

The way my diapers looked on me They way my diapers felt on me The feel of getting cleaned up/changed The bonding/intimacy that comes with diaper changes The feel of using my diapers Not having to get up and go to the toilet The sense of being a baby or little boy The smell of fresh diapers/baby powder, lotion, etc. Not having to worry about accidents

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Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

----- Yes, diapers caused my urinary incontinence No, my urinary incontinence was caused by something else No, I do not have any urinary incontinence

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Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

----- Yes, diapers caused my fecal incontinence No, my fecal incontinence was caused by something else No, I do not have any fecal incontinence

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How are/were you prevented from using the toilet?

I am diapered extra thickly to prevent easy removal My diapers have lots of pins in them to prevent easy removal My diapers have lots of tape on them to prevent easy removal The bathroom door is locked with a key-lock doorknob The bathroom door is locked with a padlock The toilet lid is key-locked The toilet is partitioned off with a locking door The bathroom is monitored by my mother The bathroom is monitored by my father The bathroom is monitored by my sister The bathroom is monitored by my brother The bathroom is monitored by my female babysitters The bathroom is monitored by my male babysitters The bathroom is monitored by a surveillence camera The bathroom is monitored by an entry alarm

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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)?

----- Not at all Yes, but with close (direct) supervision Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after) Yes, and with no supervision

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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath?

----- Not at all Yes, but with close (direct) supervision Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after) Yes, and with no supervision

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Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training:

IF YOU HAVE NO SISTERS PLEASE INDICATE BELOW AND SKIP TO SECTION #6

I HAVE NO SISTERS

How many older sisters do you live with?

----- None One Two Three More than three

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How many younger or same-age sisters do you live with?

----- None One Two Three More than three

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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers:

What kinds of underwear do your sisters wear?

----- Regular panties Low-rise panties Thongs

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Which of the following clothing types do your sisters wear?

Jeans Khakis Sweat pants Other long pants Shorts Dresses/skirts

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How often do your sisters wear their underwear around the house?

----- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often are you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear?

----- Much more often Moderately more often Somewhat more often About the same Somewhat less often Moderately less often Much less often

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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed?

----- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime?

----- Much more often Moderately more often Somewhat more often About the same Somewhat less often Moderately less often Much less often

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How often do your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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How often do your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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How often do your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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How often do your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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How often do your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)?
Jeans --- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time	Shorts --- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time	Underwear --- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time	Nothing --- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time
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How often do your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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For which reasons do your sisters change your diapers?

To see me in my diapers even more To see me naked To embarrass me To play with my genitals Because they diaper me the thickest They do a better job diapering me Parents do not have the time Parents are not home Parents do not want to do it They are faster at it Because I suck at doing it Because I am not allowed to do it Because I do not want to do it Because my brothers suck at doing it Because my brothers weren't allowed to do it Because my brothers do not want to do it Because they are girls Because I am a boy To dominate and control me To learn how to change diapers as a parenting skill

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How much do your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers?
Pantslessness --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Whiteness --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Thickness/layers --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Diaper pins --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention
Rise/height --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Frontal view --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Rear view --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Crotch view --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention
Peeing in diapers --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Pooping in diapers --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Pee smells --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Poop smells --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention
Bare legs --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Butt during diaper change --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Genitals during diaper change --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Erections during diaper change --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention

Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers:

How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers?

----- A lot of influence Moderate influence Some influence Little influence No influence

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How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers?

----- A lot of influence Moderate influence Some influence Little influence No influence

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Which view of your diapers do your sisters enjoy looking at the most?

----- Frontal view Butt view Crotch view All views equally

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How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers?

----- All the time- it was the main topic about me Often- at least once daily Sometimes- whenever the topic came up Rarely- only when they needed to talk about it Never- they do not talk about this with me

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Which details about your diapers do your sisters talk about around you?

My diaper changes My diaper odors How I look in my diapers Peeing in my diapers Pooping in my diapers Wearing diapers for punishment My erections during diaper changes Masturbating in my diapers Teasing me for wearing diapers

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How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers?

----- Complete control Lots of control Moderate control Little control No control

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How do your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers?

Parents asked them to do it Parents expect them to do it They volunteered to do it I asked them to do it

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How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants?

How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons?

How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear?

How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)?

How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers?

How do your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do they make such associations? How do they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear?

How do your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting?

How do your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts?

How do you feel about girls farting and pooping? Have you ever had any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How do you feel about girls' butts and how they differ from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How has wearing diapers affected such feelings?

List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers?

Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel?

Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters):

Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way?

How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers?

Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

IF YOU HAVE NO BROTHERS PLEASE INDICATE BELOW AND SKIP TO SECTION #7

I HAVE NO BROTHERS

How many older brothers do you live with?

----- None One Two Three More than three

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How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with?

----- None One Two Three More than three

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List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too:

Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear?

Cloth Disposable Multiple white boys' underpants- double seated Multiple white boys' underpants- single seated Single white boys' underpants- double seated Single white boys' underpants- single seated Colored briefs Boxer shorts

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often do your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How many diapers do your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time?

----- 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 More than 10

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If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time?

----- 1 2 3 to 5 6 to 10 11 to 15 16 to 20 21 to 25 26 to 30 More than 30

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How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed?

----- Never Rarely Sometimes Usually Always

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For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers?

Not toilet trained Lost bladder control Lost bowel control Punishment Diaper fetish Because I wore diapers Because another brother wore diapers Because another boy they knew wore diapers

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet?

----- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet?

----- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers?

----- Frequently Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers?

How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes?

How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers?

How do your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How do your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How do your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How do your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use?

Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How much privacy do you get for the following?
Diaper changes --- No privacy at all Little privacy Some privacy Almost enough privacy Complete privacy	Masturbating --- No privacy at all Little privacy Some privacy Almost enough privacy Complete privacy	Dressing/undressing --- No privacy at all Little privacy Some privacy Almost enough privacy Complete privacy	Baths/showers --- No privacy at all Little privacy Some privacy Almost enough privacy Complete privacy
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Do your sisters respect your privacy?

----- Not at all A little Somewhat Mostly Total respect for my privacy

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Do your brothers respect your privacy?

----- Not at all A little Somewhat Mostly Total respect for my privacy

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How often are your sisters present when your diapers are changed (when she is not the one who is changing you)?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often are your brothers present when your diapers are changed (when he is not the one who is changing you)?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often are your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often are your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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Which areas of the house are your diapers changed in where others can see you?

Living room My bedroom with the door open Sisters bedroom with the door open Brother's bedroom with the door open Parent's bedroom with the door open Other room in the house with the door open

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Did you have your own bedroom?

Yes No

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With whom have you shared your bedroom?

Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers Other girls Other boys

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With whom have you shared your bed?

Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers Other girls Other boys

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For which activities do your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet Taking baths/showers Getting dressed/undressed Masturbation

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For which activities do your non-diaper-wearing brothers get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet Taking baths/showers Getting dressed/undressed Masturbation

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For which reasons are you not given privacy?

Others see me in my diapers anyway Others changed my diapers anyway I was not allowed to request or demand privacy Punishment I do not feel the need for privacy We are all boys in my household Parents think it is okay for my sisters to see me naked

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How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or do not get?

How much do you enjoy wearing diapers?

----- I completely indulge in my diapers I enjoy my diapers very much I enjoy my diapers moderately I do not mind my diapers but do not enjoy them, either I do not enjoy my diapers very much I do not enjoy my diapers at all

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In what ways have you acted upon your feelings for your diapers?

Showed off my diapers Downloaded photos or drawings of boys in diapers on the net Looked for pictures of boys in diapers Looked for pictures of boys in underwear (as if in diapers) Watched and/or recorded TV diaper commercials Looked at photos of myself in diapers Looked at myself in diapers in a mirror Took pictures of myself in my diapers Had others take pictures of me in my diapers Drew pictures of boys in diapers Read diaper stories Wrote diaper stories Masturbated in my diapers Engaged in diaper play with others (e.g. diaper humping) Altered my diet to pee/poop more Used diuretics, laxatives, etc.

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How much do you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys?
Diapered butts --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Diapered fronts --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Diapered crotches --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Getting diaper changes --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all
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How much do you enjoy the following activities concerning your diapers?
Appearance of my diapers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Feel of my diapers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Peeing in my diapers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Pooping in my diapers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all
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How much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers?
Sisters --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Brothers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Other girls --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Other boys --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all
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What do you enjoy more about your diapers, the look or the feel?

----- The look of my diapers The feel of my diapers The look and the feel of my diapers Neither

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How involved are you with your feelings about your diapers?

----- Completely obsessed Very involved Moderately involved Somewhat involved Not involved much

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What do you think has influenced your feelings about diapers?

Being forced out of diapers/into toilet training too early Becoming toilet trained at a late age (4 or older) Not being toilet trained at all Unpleasant toilet training experiences Envy towards another sibling who was in diapers Knowing other kids who wear diapers Seeing other kids in diapers Watching other kids get their diapers changed Seeing diapers in the store Diaper commercials on TV Diaper advertisements in magazines Diaper scenes/references on TV/movies Diaper web sites Encouraged to wear diapers by another boy Encouraged to wear diapers by a girl Being diapered for punishment Being diapered out of necessity Prolonged diaper-wearing My sisters My brothers

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How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers?

----- Under 4 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17

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Who within your family have you confided in to fully know about your true diaper feelings?

Mother Father Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers

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What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What makes having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers?

What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What makes having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers?

How have your sisters influenced your feelings towards diapers?

How have your brothers influenced your feelings towards diapers?

At about what age did you begin going through puberty?

----- 9 or younger 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 Have not reached puberty

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How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently --- More than 3 times per day 3 times a day 2 times a day Once a day Almost every day 2 to 3 times per week Once per week Once every two weeks About once per month or less Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- More than 3 times per day 3 times a day 2 times a day Once a day Almost every day 2 to 3 times per week Once per week Once every two weeks About once per month or less Never
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At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)?

----- 5 or under 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17

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Which methods have you used for masturbating in your diapers?

Hands inside of diapers Hands outside of diapers Rub up against bed or other object Rub up against another person's body Have older brothers assist me Have younger brothers assist me Have older sisters assist me Have younger sisters assist me Have male friends assist me Have female friends assist me

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For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers?

It feels better than doing it naked Diapers contain ejaculate (semen), make cleanup easier I'm unable/not allowed to remove diapers, I have no choice Diapers too thick or too tight to remove do not want to bother with removing diapers Diapers would take too long to remove I've never tried it without diapers on I do not have to worry about leaving 'evidence' on bed, etc. Don�t have to 'cover up' in case I'm suddenly intruded on The diapers are a necessary part of my thoughts

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What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers?

The look of my own diapers on me The feel of my own diapers on me Thoughts about diapers in general Being seen in diapers by a girl Seeing what the girl is wearing (not wearing) The things the girl says to me about my diapers Being physically sexually stimulated by the girl Being seen in diapers by a boy Seeing what the boy is wearing (not wearing) The things the boy says to me during a diaper change Being physically sexually stimulated by the boy Seeing other boys in diapers The feel of my wet diapers The feel of my poopy diapers The smell of my pee The smell of my poop The smell of another boy's pee The smell of another boy's poop The smell of baby powder/lotion The sight of diapers themselves Reading diaper stories Looking at pictures of diapered boys Getting a diaper change Watching another boy get a diaper change Dreams

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Who within your family knew that you masturbate in your diapers?

Mother Father Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers

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Who within your family has seen you masturbating in your diapers?

Mother Father Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers

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How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a little boy?
Currently --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never	As a little boy (through age 8) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never
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Are your erections more pronounced when your sisters change your diapers?

Yes Sometimes No

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How embarrassed do you feel when you get erections during diaper changes?

----- Very embarrassed Moderately embarrassed Somewhat embarrassed Mildly embarrassed Not embarrassed at all

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At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers?

----- 5 or under 6">6">6 7">7">7 8">8">8 9">9">9 10">10">10 11">11">11 12">12">12 13">13">13 14">14">14 15 or over

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At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)?

----- 5 or under 6">6">6 7">7">7 8">8">8 9">9">9 10">10">10 11">11">11 12">12">12 13">13">13 14">14">14 15 or over

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What is your sexual orientation?

----- Purely straight Mostly straight, but with some gay leaning Bixesual Mostly gay, but with some straight leaning Purely gay I'm not sure

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Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies?

----- Yes, very much Yes, to some degree Only somewhat Not at all (diapers had nothing to do with it) Not applicable (I'm purely straight) I'm not sure

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At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you do not understand such feelings at the time)?

----- 5 or under 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 or over

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Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it?

How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom?

How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers?

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a little boy?

How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how?

How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys?

How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits?

What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions?

What do you think about when you masturbate in your diapers? What sorts of visual or other aids do you use?

What grade are you currently in or are due to enter next term?

----- Kindergarten First Second Third Fourth Fifth Sixth Seventh Eighth Ninth (freshman) Tenth (sophomore) Eleventh (junior) Twelfth (senior) Graduated College Home-schooled Dropped out Other

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What kind of school do you attend?

----- Public school Private school (religious) Private school (secular) All-boys school Special-needs school Alternative school Other specialized school College Home-schooled None

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Do you wear diapers to school?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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If you are or were home schooled, for which diaper-related reasons are/were you home-schooled?

To avoid getting teased by classmates So school staff does not have to deal with diaper changes So I do not have to wear pants

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Provide more details on how you wearing diapers is related to your being home schooled:

What embarrasses you the most in school?

When my diapers show above my pants When my daipers bulge through my pants When I smell of pee When I smell of poop When I have to get my diapers changed When someone calls attention to my diapers

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By how much do your diapers show when you are in school?

----- More than 3 inches 2 to 3 inches 1 to 2 inches Less than 1 inch Not at all

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Do your diapers bulge through your pants?

----- Very much Moderately A little Not noticeable

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How do you keep your diapers from showing in school?

Wear low-rising diapers Wear thinner diapers Wear long shirts Wear a onesie Wear boxers over diapers Wear briefs over diapers

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How often do you pee in your diapers while in school?

----- More than three times daily Three times daily Twice daily Once daily A few times per week About once a week or less

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How often do you poop in your diapers while in school?

----- More than three times daily Three times daily Twice daily Once daily A few times per week About once a week or less

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In which places in school have you peed in your diapers?

Classroom Hallway Cafeteria Gym class (indoors) Gym class (outdoors) Restroom Locker room On the bus At the bus stop

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In which places in school have you pooped in your diapers?

Classroom Hallway Cafeteria Gym class (indoors) Gym class (outdoors) Restroom Locker room On the bus At the bus stop

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Who changes your diapers at school?

Myself Nurse Classroom teacher Coach Principal Other school official My brother My sister A friend Another boy Another girl

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At what times of the school day are your diapers usually changed?

Before school starts Morning recess Lunch Afternoon recess After school During class (in private) During class (in front of others) Before gym class After gym class

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Where are your diapers changed?

Nurse's station Restroom Locker room Classroom

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Where do you keep your diapers while in school?

In my locker In my backpack In my gym locker In my gym bag In the classroom At the nurse's station In the office Other

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Do you get special privileges or provisions for leaving class because of wearing diapers?

Yes No

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Which kinds of diapers have you worn while in school?

Disposable Cloth Multiple underpants

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In which grades have you worn diapers to school?

Kindergarten First Second Third Fourth Fifth Sixth Seventh Eighth Ninth (freshman) Tenth (sophomore) Eleventh (junior) Twelfth (senior) Home-schooled College

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Do any other boys at school (other than brothers, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school?

----- They know but have not seen me in diapers They have seen me in diapers No

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Do any girls at school (other than sisters, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school?

----- They know but have not seen me in diapers They have seen me in diapers No

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How many other boys have you known throughout your school years to have worn diapers?

----- None 1 boy 2 boys 3 boys 4 boys 5 boys 6 boys 7 to 10 boys 11 to 15 boys 16 to 20 boys More than 20 boys

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Explain why you wear diapers to school (e.g. medical need, punishment, etc.)

Describe the people who have changed your diapers in school. How old were they? What did they look like? How did you and the other person associate with each other during diaper changes? What did you like or dislike about the person?

Describe the most awkward, embarassing or uncomfortable diaper change you have had in school and which grade it occurred in. Who all was present?

What other embarrassing, awkward, difficult or otherwise uncomfortable situations have you dealt with in school because of wearing diapers?

Describe how your special privileges or provisions for diaper changes are/were handled in school. How discreet/indiscreet were your teachers about it?

In which ways have the boys teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers?

In which ways have the girls teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers?

How do you deal with teasing from other classmates? Do you react differently towards the boys versus towards the girls?

Describe any other boys you have seen in diapers or have known to wear diapers while in school. Especially include those you have seen in the locker room. Include details such as grade, diaper types, diaper usage, reasons they wear diapers (if known), etc.

What problems do you deal with in gym class because you wear diapers (on the field, in the gym, in the locker room, etc.)

How do your teachers react to you wearing diapers? What have been the best and worst reactions from teachers?

If you wear or wore cloth diapers (or other nondisposable diapers, including multiple underpants) to school, how did you deal with the wet/dirty diapers?

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