Entry Number: | 0153 |
Date: | 01/05/10 |
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What is your body size? | ||||||
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What is your height? | ||||||||||||
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What is your hair color and length? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How would you describe your musculature/build? | ||||||
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Do you wear glasses? | ||||
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Appearance as a little boy: |
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Section #1: Your Diapers |
Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a little boy? | |||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: We use a baby diaper or tranquility stuffer in my diapers now so they swell more. |
If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: We usually stock up for a week or so extra. |
Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a little boy for any of these specific reasons given: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Learning to walk took me longer. |
Section #2: Pants (Or Lack Thereof) |
During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: No pants at bedtime, ever. Its not fun. |
How often are you pantsless now and when you were a little boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?) | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: We respect visitors. |
How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Weather is always hot here. |
How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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As a little boy (through age 8), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)? | ||||||||||||
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As a little boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers? | ||||||||||
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For which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||
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As a little boy (through age 8), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||||||
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As a little boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||
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If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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What is the longest time you have gone without wearing any pants over your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: If I stay at home I usually wont wear pants unless I feel like it. |
If you have worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home? | ||||||||||
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How much do you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a little boy (through age 8)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)? |
They are usually stretchy pants. Sometimes I wear my jeans when I leave the house. I have no pajamas. We just buy pants at a store like everyone else. |
Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.): |
My sister does not wear pants while at home, my father does not wear pants at home, so I dont wear pants either. My mother wears pants, though, she doesnt like showing her underwear. |
Section #3: Shirts |
How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Usually what I wear during the day. |
For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a little boy: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts: |
I feel too naked without a shirt on. My sister wears shirts to hide her bra and her chest. Everyone else wears a shirt. |
Section #4: Diaper Usage and Toilet Training (Or Lack Thereof) |
How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||
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For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||||
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Were you ever toilet trained? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: I wanted to stay in diapers they asked and I said I wanted to be like my dad. |
At what age were you declared toilet trained? | ||||||||||||||||
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At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training? | ||||||||||||||
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Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this? |
When I was three they asked me if I wanted to stay in diapers like dad. I said yes and that I liked it (I guess, I dont really remember). So, I stayed in diapers and I love every minute of it. |
For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a little boy? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Never trained. |
Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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Details/comments: I just pee when I have to. |
Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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Details/comments: I feel when I have to poop and can usually go somewhere before it comes out. I like to squat somewhere safe before I poop. |
How are/were you prevented from using the toilet? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I dont have babysitters anymore. |
Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: They know I like my diapers and I have to keep myself clean. |
Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: This is the only time I dont have diapers on. |
Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training: |
My sister is 14 and she never really had to do anything. She knew when she was five that I decided to use diapers. She thinks its cute. |
Section #5: Sisters |
How many older sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers: |
Her name is denise and she is 14. She usually wears tight jeans and a tshirt outside of the house and no pants on when at home cause she thinks its more comfortable. She likes me wearing diapers and thinks its cute. |
What kinds of underwear do your sisters wear? | ||||||
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Details/comments: Sometimes she wears low panties during her period. |
Which of the following clothing types do your sisters wear? | ||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear their underwear around the house? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Sometimes she wears her pants but not a lot. |
Compared to your sisters, how often are you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Only if she is cold but I dont know why she would be. |
Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: She never goes naked in front of us. |
How often do your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: She likes to change my diapers. |
For which reasons do your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much do your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Peeing in diapers
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| Erections during diaper change
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Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers: |
She likes to check me for pee by feeling the front of me and check for poop by feeling the back of me. She likes it when my thing gets stiff during a change or when she is in her underwear around the house. She likes to make comments about how well she changes me and likes to discover me filling my diapers with poop when I am squatting in a safe place around the house. |
How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which view of your diapers do your sisters enjoy looking at the most? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: She likes it when my crotch swells from a stiff thing and pee. |
How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which details about your diapers do your sisters talk about around you? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: She likes to tease for fun. |
How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I like to wear diapers I do it voluntarily. |
How do your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers? | ||||||||
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How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants? |
I dont know she just does not like diapers. |
How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons? |
They are girls, no diapers for them I guess. |
How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear? |
She likes colors hardly any white. |
How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)? |
She likes her panties because they are thin and tight around her parts. |
How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers? |
She likes her body and likes staying clean she says. |
How do your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do they make such associations? How do they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear? |
Not sure. |
How do your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting? |
She thinks its rude for girls to fart. |
How do your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts? |
She likes her butt and how tight it looks in her panties and thongs. |
How do you feel about girls farting and pooping? Have you ever had any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How do you feel about girls' butts and how they differ from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How has wearing diapers affected such feelings? |
I think its weird. I never get a sex feeling when girls poop. Now that I am growing up I like looking at girls butts and how hott they are and it makes me stiff but I will never get out of diapers. |
List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers? |
She teases me because I get stiff when I look at her in thongs and panties and when I sit on her lap. She also teases me when I fill my diaper with pee and when I go to a place in the house to fill my diaper with poop too. She also makes fun of my stiff thing during a change. Sometimes she has caught me grabbing my diaper when my thing is stiff and when she is around and told me that it was cute. |
Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel? |
I never did she closes the door. |
Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters): |
She takes me to my room and lays me on my bed with a towel down. She undos my diaper and wipes me down with a baby wipe and if its poopy too she does and extra good job cleaning me. My thing is small but gets stiff every time she cleans it and she says she likes cleaning it when its stiff cause its easier. Then she puts powder on me and gives me a new clean diaper with a baby diaper inside or a stuffer. After that I sometimes sit on her lap and hug her for my new clean diaper and grab my thing through the diaper and she thinks its cute. |
Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
My mother usually changes my dad so my sister changes me. She also likes seeing my parts so she can practice with her boyfriend she says. |
Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
She loves me and thinks im cute. |
Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
She thinks its fun to tease. |
What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way? |
She talks to me normally. |
How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers? |
I dont care I like diapers. |
Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
She is a good sister and I like her. |
Section #6: Brothers |
How many older brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too: |
Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear? | ||||||||||
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How many diapers do your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed? | ||||||||||
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For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers? | ||||||||||
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How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers? |
How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes? |
How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers? |
How do your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
How do your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
How do your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
How do your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #7: Privacy (Or Lack Thereof) |
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Details/comments: I usually grab my thing through the diapers anywhere at home. |
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Details/comments: Only when Im in the shower. |
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How often are your sisters present when your diapers are changed (when she is not the one who is changing you)? | ||||||||||
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How often are your brothers present when your diapers are changed (when he is not the one who is changing you)? | ||||||||||
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How often are your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I sit on her lap when I do it through the diapers she thinks its cute. |
How often are your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which areas of the house are your diapers changed in where others can see you? | ||||||||||||
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Did you have your own bedroom? | ||||
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With whom have you shared your bedroom? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: When I was younger we shared a room. |
With whom have you shared your bed? | ||||||||||||
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For which activities do your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: She says she masturbates too but I dont know how she has no thing. |
For which activities do your non-diaper-wearing brothers get privacy that you did not get privacy for? | ||||||||
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For which reasons are you not given privacy? | ||||||||||||||
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How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
Its ok she changes me. |
How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or do not get? |
We are an open family. |
Section #8: Behavior |
How much do you enjoy wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||
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In what ways have you acted upon your feelings for your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much do you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Diapered butts
| Diapered fronts
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| Getting diaper changes
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How much do you enjoy the following activities concerning your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Appearance of my diapers
| Feel of my diapers
| Peeing in my diapers
| Pooping in my diapers
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How much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Sisters
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What do you enjoy more about your diapers, the look or the feel? | ||||||||
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How involved are you with your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I will never give up diapers. |
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How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Who within your family have you confided in to fully know about your true diaper feelings? | ||||||||||||
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What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What makes having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers? |
I think its cool that we are an open family. Sometimes I am embarrased to have a stiff thing around my sister when she changes me but she says its natural and its ok. |
What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What makes having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers? |
She does a good job especially cleaning my thing. Sometimes she plays with my thing too long and I really want to get in my clean diaper so I can grab it through the diaper. |
How have your sisters influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
She does a good job cleaning and changing me. |
How have your brothers influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
Section #9: Sexual Diaper Feelings, Masturbation, Puberty and Bodily Perceptions |
At about what age did you begin going through puberty? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Im going through it now and know a little about six. |
How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: About ten Im not sure. |
Which methods have you used for masturbating in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I never grab inside of my diaper its usually full of pee or poop. |
For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I only started leaving semen about a few months ago it feels good. |
What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Who within your family knew that you masturbate in your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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Who within your family has seen you masturbating in your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: My dad does it too. |
How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Are your erections more pronounced when your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||
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How embarrassed do you feel when you get erections during diaper changes? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: My sis says its ok so I try to relax. |
At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Now that im in puberty I know its a sex feeling too and I like it. |
What is your sexual orientation? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Id like to know what another boys thing feels like. |
Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies? | ||||||||||||
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At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you do not understand such feelings at the time)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it? |
I was about 7 when i noticed my thing could get hard so I started to rub my diapers when they had pee in them and it felt really good. My whole family I live with knows I do this so its ok and they dont care my dad does it too but he does it in private I guess with my mom. I really like doing it especially when I have pee and poop. |
How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom? |
I first had semen a few months ago and I thought it was pee at first until my dad had the talk with me about sex and I know what it is now. Im glad I wear diapers cause its really sticky. |
How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers? |
They dont care. |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
I didnt understand at all. |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
I now know that my diapers cause me to get stiff and grab myself I think it might be genetic cause my dad likes it too. |
If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a little boy? |
Not gay. |
How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how? |
None really, its all natural. |
How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys? |
I dont like being nude thats why I take fast showers. I have never seen a girl naked. |
How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits? |
The same really. |
What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions? |
I think im too young for this question. |
What do you think about when you masturbate in your diapers? What sorts of visual or other aids do you use? |
I think about how it feels and I think about where I am, like sitting on my sisters lap, facing her breast. I usually close my eyes and think of pee soaked diapers and how cool it feels against me and how my sister looks in her thongs |
Section #10:School |
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If you are or were home schooled, for which diaper-related reasons are/were you home-schooled? | ||||||
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Provide more details on how you wearing diapers is related to your being home schooled: |
Not really my sister is home schooled too. |
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By how much do your diapers show when you are in school? | ||||||||||
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How often do you pee in your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||
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In which places in school have you peed in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Do you get special privileges or provisions for leaving class because of wearing diapers? | ||||
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Do any other boys at school (other than brothers, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school? | ||||||
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Do any girls at school (other than sisters, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school? | ||||||
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How many other boys have you known throughout your school years to have worn diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Explain why you wear diapers to school (e.g. medical need, punishment, etc.) |
Im home schooled. |
Describe the people who have changed your diapers in school. How old were they? What did they look like? How did you and the other person associate with each other during diaper changes? What did you like or dislike about the person? |
Describe the most awkward, embarassing or uncomfortable diaper change you have had in school and which grade it occurred in. Who all was present? |
What other embarrassing, awkward, difficult or otherwise uncomfortable situations have you dealt with in school because of wearing diapers? |
Describe how your special privileges or provisions for diaper changes are/were handled in school. How discreet/indiscreet were your teachers about it? |
In which ways have the boys teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
In which ways have the girls teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
How do you deal with teasing from other classmates? Do you react differently towards the boys versus towards the girls? |
Describe any other boys you have seen in diapers or have known to wear diapers while in school. Especially include those you have seen in the locker room. Include details such as grade, diaper types, diaper usage, reasons they wear diapers (if known), etc. |
What problems do you deal with in gym class because you wear diapers (on the field, in the gym, in the locker room, etc.) |
How do your teachers react to you wearing diapers? What have been the best and worst reactions from teachers? |
If you wear or wore cloth diapers (or other nondisposable diapers, including multiple underpants) to school, how did you deal with the wet/dirty diapers? |
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