Entry Number: | 0074 |
Date: | 10/04/09 |
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matt | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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united states | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What is your body size? | ||||||
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What is your height? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: 5'9 |
What is your hair color and length? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: goes down to the middle of my neck. |
How would you describe your musculature/build? | ||||||
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Do you wear glasses? | ||||
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Current appearance: |
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Appearance as a little boy: |
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Section #1: Your Diapers |
Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a little boy? | |||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: don't do that anymore |
For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: never really wore multiples |
How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: about an inch above |
How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: about two inches above my waist. like them that way. |
How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: not sure |
How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: none |
How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: none |
How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: none |
How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a little boy for any of these specific reasons given: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: typically buy pants to compensate |
How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I had a lil' waddle as a boy |
Section #2: Pants (Or Lack Thereof) |
During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: unless it bothered someone at the time, usually. |
During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: who wears pants to bed? really! |
How often are you pantsless now and when you were a little boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?) | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: indoor heating solves this problem |
How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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As a little boy (through age 8), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)? | ||||||||||||
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As a little boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: they were bought to compensate |
For which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||
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As a little boy (through age 8), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||||||
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As a little boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||
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If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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What is the longest time you have gone without wearing any pants over your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: summer vacation out of town |
If you have worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I didn't *have* too, but I did anyways |
How much do you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Brothers
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What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a little boy (through age 8)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)? |
they were rather large and kinda cheap, but they got the job done. |
Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.): |
My family gets irritated sometimes if they're irritated at me, but usually it doesn't bug them. |
Section #3: Shirts |
How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: family isn't a fan of me being shirtless...i love it |
What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: who wears clothes to bed? really? |
For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: family made me |
For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a little boy: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: typically i wear shirts that go down straight to my waist or a little below |
Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts: |
I'd like to not wear a shirt at all, but my parents are uncomfortable with me being so naked all the time. |
Section #4: Diaper Usage and Toilet Training (Or Lack Thereof) |
How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: no bladder control |
How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: when its convenient |
For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||
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For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Convenience |
Were you ever toilet trained? | ||||||||
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At what age were you declared toilet trained? | ||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: was trained with my twin and younger brother |
At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: dad just gave up trying to keep me out of diapers. bladder control went away with time. |
How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training? | ||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: or so i'm told. |
Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this? |
I don't really remember, but I think my older bro was egging the three of us on to keep us in diapers, and we didn't really want to get rid of them. I continued to have bedwetting accidents even when i wore normal underwear, and daytime |
For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a little boy? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: just going off my dads word here |
What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: yeah, thanks bro for that phobia! -.- |
What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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Details/comments: comes with the territory |
Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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How are/were you prevented from using the toilet? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: not prevented, but kinda useless to prevent when i just wear them anyways |
Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)? | ||||||||||
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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath? | ||||||||||
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Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training: |
My older bro wanted us to stay in diapers so he always told us diapers were better and about how we had another older bro and a few friends who got eaten by the toilet, he told us the toilet would eat us and made noises when it was hung |
Section #5: Sisters |
How many older sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers: |
What kinds of underwear do your sisters wear? | ||||||
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Which of the following clothing types do your sisters wear? | ||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear their underwear around the house? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often are you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Jeans
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How often do your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household? | ||||||||||
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For which reasons do your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much do your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Pantslessness
| Whiteness
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| Diaper pins
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Rise/height
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Peeing in diapers
| Pooping in diapers
| Pee smells
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Bare legs
| Butt during diaper change
| Genitals during diaper change
| Erections during diaper change
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Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers: |
How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which view of your diapers do your sisters enjoy looking at the most? | ||||||||
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How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which details about your diapers do your sisters talk about around you? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers? | ||||||||||
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How do your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers? | ||||||||
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How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants? |
How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons? |
How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear? |
How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)? |
How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers? |
How do your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do they make such associations? How do they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear? |
How do your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting? |
How do your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts? |
How do you feel about girls farting and pooping? Have you ever had any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How do you feel about girls' butts and how they differ from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How has wearing diapers affected such feelings? |
List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers? |
Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel? |
Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters): |
Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way? |
How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #6: Brothers |
How many older brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too: |
Brian - 24, he had short black hair, no glasses, always strong and treated us really awesome when we wore diapers Mike - 16, he has blonde hair like me, but he keeps it short and doesn't wear glasses Nathan - 15, he has black hair like |
Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear? | ||||||||||
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How many diapers do your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: or when he feels like it he wears multiples. |
How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: unless we get yelled at |
How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: My younger brother always does, my twin doesn't |
For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: my younger one lost his bowel continence |
How often do your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: we're teenagers...what do you expect |
How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers? |
Well I have no sisters, so I'll answer this as if its just asking how my brothers behave. My younger bro and twin act pretty normally, but my older bro always treated us with special attention and care. He spoiled us! |
How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes? |
My older bro, He's very thorough about it, and very gentle. My younger bros don't change me much but when they do its pretty normal and quick, but effective. |
How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers? |
they don't |
How do your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
huh? |
How do your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
well...we like to do it, it feels good. I typically masturbate before i go to bed by rubbing the outside or just jerking it when i change, i dunno how my brothers do it by themselves, but when we do it together or change each other we t |
How do your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
we're pretty open about it amongst ourselves, we have a stack of different gay and straight porno mags under our mattresses...but our parents don't know |
How do your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #7: Privacy (Or Lack Thereof) |
How much privacy do you get for the following? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Diaper changes
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Details/comments: we change each other, get dressed in front of each other and sometimes shower and bathe together. we're boys... |
Do your sisters respect your privacy? | ||||||||||
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How often are your sisters present when your diapers are changed (when she is not the one who is changing you)? | ||||||||||
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How often are your brothers present when your diapers are changed (when he is not the one who is changing you)? | ||||||||||
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How often are your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which areas of the house are your diapers changed in where others can see you? | ||||||||||||
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With whom have you shared your bed? | ||||||||||||
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For which activities do your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for? | ||||||||
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How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
don't care |
Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or do not get? |
Section #8: Behavior |
How much do you enjoy wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||
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In what ways have you acted upon your feelings for your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much do you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Diapered butts
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Appearance of my diapers
| Feel of my diapers
| Peeing in my diapers
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What do you enjoy more about your diapers, the look or the feel? | ||||||||
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How involved are you with your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Who within your family have you confided in to fully know about your true diaper feelings? | ||||||||||||
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What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What makes having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers? |
its just weird |
What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What makes having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers? |
How have your sisters influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
How have your brothers influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
quite a bit given he's kinda the reason i stayed in them |
Section #9: Sexual Diaper Feelings, Masturbation, Puberty and Bodily Perceptions |
At about what age did you begin going through puberty? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: felt kind of strange and awkward at first |
At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: brother kind of showed me how and explained that it wasn't wrong...so i did it more often. became a habit. |
Which methods have you used for masturbating in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: some methods more contrived than others |
For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: mainly just out of habit |
What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: mainly...anything. they come and come often. |
Who within your family knew that you masturbate in your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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Who within your family has seen you masturbating in your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: we've done it with each other around |
How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Are your erections more pronounced when your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||
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How embarrassed do you feel when you get erections during diaper changes? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: when my dad does it, otherwise not |
At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: If not how my brothers acted... |
At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you do not understand such feelings at the time)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it? |
well my older brother was changing me and saw that I had a boner while changing me. he asked me if I ever played with it before, i told him no and he kind of nodded and said i should. he diapered me up tightly and then started to rub my |
How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom? |
i wondered why my pee was white and asked my older bro about it. |
How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers? |
my father didn't know or care until i was old enough to where he realized it was normal, and my bros encouraged it. |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
i couldn't if i tried. |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
i wore them all the time so i'm not sure if i could really say how exactly they turn me on. i can't imagine life without them. |
If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a little boy? |
really really weird. there was a nurse at school in elementary and middle who did it sometimes when i didn't have any left in my bookbag and it was just uncomfortable. |
How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how? |
i don't know...i liked boys and boys in diapers. i always knew this but didn't really know how much it affected me until recently...i don't think that i could really get off without diapers even if i did get control. |
How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys? |
How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits? |
girls were like statues and paintings and boys were like real. i don't really indulge in their habits cause they seem too...feminine. |
What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions? |
i kind of giggled but a lot of it went over my head. |
What do you think about when you masturbate in your diapers? What sorts of visual or other aids do you use? |
i use my imagination a lot when i'm by myself...and sometimes my brothers or friends (just a couple in particular) help me. |
Section #10:School |
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By how much do your diapers show when you are in school? | ||||||||||
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How do you keep your diapers from showing in school? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: i try and make sure my diapers don't go over my pants, and wear tight tightie whities so the waistband goes over the diapers. sometimes they poke out tho. |
How often do you pee in your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: only change at times other than lunch when it gets heavy. |
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Do any other boys at school (other than brothers, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school? | ||||||
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Do any girls at school (other than sisters, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school? | ||||||
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Explain why you wear diapers to school (e.g. medical need, punishment, etc.) |
cause i have no bladder control , A couple friends (those who wore and didn't) asked to change me a few times, if my brothers and I are in the same class we change each other. typically its done better when someone else does it instead |
Describe the people who have changed your diapers in school. How old were they? What did they look like? How did you and the other person associate with each other during diaper changes? What did you like or dislike about the person? |
Describe the most awkward, embarassing or uncomfortable diaper change you have had in school and which grade it occurred in. Who all was present? |
when i messed really badly and there was a brown spot on my pants, and i had to go to the nurses office and wait like 10 minutes. she was scary...this was in 5th grade. |
What other embarrassing, awkward, difficult or otherwise uncomfortable situations have you dealt with in school because of wearing diapers? |
Mainly just things involving messing...or my diapers being exposed and poked at...i don't like to share it and try and keep it as unnoticeable as possible. |
Describe how your special privileges or provisions for diaper changes are/were handled in school. How discreet/indiscreet were your teachers about it? |
Most of my teachers were very discreet about it, they usually understood or were so taken off guard by it they just let me go. |
In which ways have the boys teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
some have just done the general poking fun of me, others actually de-panted me after school and made me walk home in just my diapers, i got beaten up a couple times. |
In which ways have the girls teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
they just poke fun and laugh, most think its kind of cute if they find out. I just laugh with them. |
How do you deal with teasing from other classmates? Do you react differently towards the boys versus towards the girls? |
I usually just shrug it off or tease them for something they have back, unless they get violent. |
Describe any other boys you have seen in diapers or have known to wear diapers while in school. Especially include those you have seen in the locker room. Include details such as grade, diaper types, diaper usage, reasons they wear diapers (if known), etc. |
A couple friends i made just by me noticing their diapers and them noticing mine. There was one boy throughout high school who wore like I did and we kind of stuck up for each other if we got teased. he was kind of a big kid so it was c |
What problems do you deal with in gym class because you wear diapers (on the field, in the gym, in the locker room, etc.) |
diapers showing or leaking, and bulging through the uniform |
How do your teachers react to you wearing diapers? What have been the best and worst reactions from teachers? |
Most were really cool and understanding, but some have just been really weirded out and just treated me awkwardly the whole year. |
If you wear or wore cloth diapers (or other nondisposable diapers, including multiple underpants) to school, how did you deal with the wet/dirty diapers? |
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