Entry Number: | 0051 |
Date: | 09/01/09 |
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Jimmy | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Texas | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What is your body size? | ||||||
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Details/comments: 85 lbs |
What is your height? | ||||||||||||
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What is your hair color and length? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How would you describe your musculature/build? | ||||||
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Details/comments: scrawny |
Do you wear glasses? | ||||
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Current appearance: |
[not given] |
Appearance as a little boy: |
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Section #1: Your Diapers |
Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a little boy? | |||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Huggies |
How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a little boy for any of these specific reasons given: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Punishment for not having bladder control |
How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: They would, but I only am allowed to wear them outside the house |
How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Section #2: Pants (Or Lack Thereof) |
During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I am not allowed to wear pants at home |
During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: see above |
How often are you pantsless now and when you were a little boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?) | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: see above, no friends/relatives visit |
How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: see above |
How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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As a little boy (through age 8), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)? | ||||||||||||
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As a little boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers? | ||||||||||
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For which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I am not allowed pants |
As a little boy (through age 8), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||||||
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As a little boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||
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If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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What is the longest time you have gone without wearing any pants over your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: summer |
If you have worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home? | ||||||||||
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How much do you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Yourself
| Brothers
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| Friends
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Details/comments: i am not allowed friends outside of school |
What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a little boy (through age 8)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)? |
Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.): |
My stepfather would not allow me to be in pants, I think he liked me to be in diapers, and they were easier. |
Section #3: Shirts |
How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I am allowed a white undershirt if it is cold |
What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a little boy: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: no shirt as little boy |
Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts: |
I rarely am allowed a shirt by my stepdad. |
Section #4: Diaper Usage and Toilet Training (Or Lack Thereof) |
How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||
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For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Not allowed out of diapers/in bathroom |
Were you ever toilet trained? | ||||||||
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At what age were you declared toilet trained? | ||||||||||||||||
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At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: i think |
How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training? | ||||||||||||||
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Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this? |
My stepfather is lazy and does not mind just buying diapers. |
For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a little boy? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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How are/were you prevented from using the toilet? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)? | ||||||||||
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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: My stepfather had to be in the room |
Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training: |
Section #5: Sisters |
How many older sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers: |
Rachel, 15, tall, reddish hair,wears jeans and shirts,treats me like a little boy |
What kinds of underwear do your sisters wear? | ||||||
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Which of the following clothing types do your sisters wear? | ||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear their underwear around the house? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often are you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: She doesn't need to because my stepfather has her change my diaper sometimes |
How often do your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Jeans
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How often do your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household? | ||||||||||
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For which reasons do your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much do your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Pantslessness
| Whiteness
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| Diaper pins
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Rise/height
| Frontal view
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Peeing in diapers
| Pooping in diapers
| Pee smells
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Bare legs
| Butt during diaper change
| Genitals during diaper change
| Erections during diaper change
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Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers: |
My sister makes sure we have big enough diapers to go far up my stomach, she plays with my genitals sometimes during a change (extra attention with the wipes) and she takes pictures of my diaper changes. |
How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: She does not have to wear diapers. |
Which view of your diapers do your sisters enjoy looking at the most? | ||||||||
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How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which details about your diapers do your sisters talk about around you? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: She helps to enforce my stepfathers rules |
How do your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers? | ||||||||
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How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants? |
She was first; my lazy stepdad said he was only pottytraining one, and not a bedwetter. |
How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons? |
How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear? |
How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)? |
How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers? |
How do your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do they make such associations? How do they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear? |
How do your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting? |
How do your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts? |
How do you feel about girls farting and pooping? Have you ever had any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How do you feel about girls' butts and how they differ from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How has wearing diapers affected such feelings? |
List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers? |
She makes a big deal of having to chane my diaper, has done it with a friend of hers there, and takes pictures of me. |
Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel? |
Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters): |
My sister spreads out a diaper changingpad in the middle of a room,makes me lie down, removes my diaper, and uses babywipes to clean me. Then she puts a new huggies diaper on me, and sometimes takes pictures. When my stepdad does it, he does the same thing except he might spank me for wetting the diaper |
Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
Because my steepdad told her to. |
Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
Because she feels powerful. |
Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
see above |
What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way? |
normal or baby talk. she likes to ask me if i need a diaper chane, if i had an accident, if i wet myself, etc. when she is changing me she calls my penis a pee-pee. |
How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers? |
She is lucky not to be in diapers. |
Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #6: Brothers |
How many older brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too: |
John is 8. He has the same blond hair and baby face but is a little chubbier (not fat). He has the same problems and wears diapers too. |
Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: He is not allowed to wear pants either. |
How often do your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear? | ||||||||||
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How many diapers do your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: only if it is cold |
How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: not allowed |
For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: he doesn't know what that is |
How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers? |
he thinks its ok because he does too |
How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes? |
he doesnt care because he needs changes too |
How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers? |
he doesnt tease me |
How do your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
How do your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
he doesnt know what it is. |
How do your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
we sometimes look at boys in diapers but we are spanked if we are caught on the computer. when my brother is older i will show him gay porn, we are spanked if we swear but my stepdad does |
How do your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #7: Privacy (Or Lack Thereof) |
How much privacy do you get for the following? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Diaper changes
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Details/comments: i am changed wherever (once in a public rest area off a highway), i do not wear clothes and my stepdad supervises me in the shower, sometimes washing me (he is in the shower with me) |
Do your sisters respect your privacy? | ||||||||||
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Do your brothers respect your privacy? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: he doesnt understand privacy, not being given any just the same as me. |
How often are your sisters present when your diapers are changed (when she is not the one who is changing you)? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: sometimes to take pictures or look at me |
How often are your brothers present when your diapers are changed (when he is not the one who is changing you)? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: we get changed at the same time sometimes |
How often are your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often are your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: same as above for him |
Which areas of the house are your diapers changed in where others can see you? | ||||||||||||
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Did you have your own bedroom? | ||||
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Details/comments: shared with borther |
With whom have you shared your bedroom? | ||||||||||||
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With whom have you shared your bed? | ||||||||||||
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For which activities do your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: i dont know if she does the last one |
For which activities do your non-diaper-wearing brothers get privacy that you did not get privacy for? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: no nondiaper wearing brothers |
For which reasons are you not given privacy? | ||||||||||||||
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How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
she changes me alot anyway. |
How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
he gets changed too, so whatever. It is nice to see someone else get changed every once in a while. |
Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or do not get? |
Section #8: Behavior |
How much do you enjoy wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||
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In what ways have you acted upon your feelings for your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much do you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Diapered butts
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| Diapered crotches
| Getting diaper changes
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Details/comments: my brother |
How much do you enjoy the following activities concerning your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Appearance of my diapers
| Feel of my diapers
| Peeing in my diapers
| Pooping in my diapers
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How much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Sisters
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| Other girls
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What do you enjoy more about your diapers, the look or the feel? | ||||||||
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How involved are you with your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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What do you think has influenced your feelings about diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: i dont really care but i like seeing others in them |
Who within your family have you confided in to fully know about your true diaper feelings? | ||||||||||||
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What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What makes having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers? |
teasing not enjoyed, different because sister doesnt wear them |
What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What makes having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers? |
she doesnt play with my penis but takes pictures of me. I prefer her to change me |
How have your sisters influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
made them embarassing |
How have your brothers influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
made them fun to see and watch people in diapers/diaper changes |
Section #9: Sexual Diaper Feelings, Masturbation, Puberty and Bodily Perceptions |
At about what age did you begin going through puberty? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: my stepdad calls me a little boy and a late bloomer |
How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I dont do it |
Which methods have you used for masturbating in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Who within your family knew that you masturbate in your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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Who within your family has seen you masturbating in your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: see above |
How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Are your erections more pronounced when your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||
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How embarrassed do you feel when you get erections during diaper changes? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: if its my sister, just feel noncommital if its my stepdad b/c that prompts him to play with it |
At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: when i realized i liked seeing my brother in diapers/diaper changes |
What is your sexual orientation? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: probably because of my stepdad |
Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: partly seeing my brother in diapers or naked or showering/bathing with him and my stepdad |
At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you do not understand such feelings at the time)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: when i realized that my brother was not normal to be in diapers at age 6 |
Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it? |
How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom? |
i have not hit puberty yet, so my penis is about 2 inches and cannot ejaculate |
How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers? |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
I guess if i am going to be totally truthful, I like diapers and love my brother in them/naked |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
have not reached puberty |
If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a little boy? |
it is normal because my sister changes me often |
How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how? |
yes, i didnt know why i liked diapers/ my brother in diapers |
How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys? |
i like nkaed boys and diapered boys |
How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits? |
it was weird that my sister had a key to the bathroom and i didnt |
What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions? |
mim not sure what sex is totally, but my stepdad says that one night he'll explain it to me if we are alone from my sister and little brother because they shouldnt know yet. |
What do you think about when you masturbate in your diapers? What sorts of visual or other aids do you use? |
I think about diapers, |
Section #10:School |
What grade are you currently in or are due to enter next term? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What kind of school do you attend? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Do you wear diapers to school? | ||||||||||
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If you are or were home schooled, for which diaper-related reasons are/were you home-schooled? | ||||||
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Provide more details on how you wearing diapers is related to your being home schooled: |
What embarrasses you the most in school? | ||||||||||||
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By how much do your diapers show when you are in school? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: my shirts arent really big enough anymore so if i stand up th diapers show above my pants |
Do your diapers bulge through your pants? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: mostly they are noticed above my pants or from the crinkly sound |
How do you keep your diapers from showing in school? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: i cant |
How often do you pee in your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||
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How often do you poop in your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||
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In which places in school have you peed in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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In which places in school have you pooped in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Who changes your diapers at school? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: other is an aide who goes around and checks on my brother and i, i think my stepdad hired him |
At what times of the school day are your diapers usually changed? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Where are your diapers changed? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: the aide has changed me and exposed my entire naked body in the middle of the bathroom, the locker room, and a classroom in the back. if we're close he takes me to the nurses because she has a table with a pad on it for me and my brother in a seperate room |
Where do you keep your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: the aide has a diaper bag with huggies and wipes in it |
Do you get special privileges or provisions for leaving class because of wearing diapers? | ||||
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Details/comments: if i wet in a class, the aide takes me to the back of the room and changes me on a table or on the floor. |
Which kinds of diapers have you worn while in school? | ||||||
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Details/comments: I wear huggies |
In which grades have you worn diapers to school? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Do any other boys at school (other than brothers, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school? | ||||||
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Details/comments: everyone knows |
Do any girls at school (other than sisters, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school? | ||||||
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Details/comments: it is a boys school |
How many other boys have you known throughout your school years to have worn diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: my little brother and another boy |
Explain why you wear diapers to school (e.g. medical need, punishment, etc.) |
i have bladder problems and am not allowed out of diapers, the aide is about 25, muscular, blond hair, wears tight jeans and muscle shirts, during diaper changes he is down to business but does not care if others see me being changed or if he is showing me naked in a room full of people. however, when he has taken me to the private room in the nurses, he has spent more time on it, wiping my genitals, and making sure my diaper is perfect |
Describe the people who have changed your diapers in school. How old were they? What did they look like? How did you and the other person associate with each other during diaper changes? What did you like or dislike about the person? |
Describe the most awkward, embarassing or uncomfortable diaper change you have had in school and which grade it occurred in. Who all was present? |
in the sixth grade, i needed a diaper change and the aide was sick so there was a substitute, a 40 year old hispanic woman. she did not notice until i had to get up and go over to her, which disrupted the class. this made ms. moore, the english teacher angry, so she said, fine. if jimmy is so anxious to have a diaper change, bring him up front and do it on the front table in front of the class. the whole class watched and laughed as my diaper was changed. |
What other embarrassing, awkward, difficult or otherwise uncomfortable situations have you dealt with in school because of wearing diapers? |
i moved to texas in the fifth grade so no one knew until the first day, a boy walked into the restroom while the aide was changing me, stopped and stared and yelled everybody come here! jimmy wears diapers. |
Describe how your special privileges or provisions for diaper changes are/were handled in school. How discreet/indiscreet were your teachers about it? |
not very discreet |
In which ways have the boys teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
they tease me but they are used to it by now |
In which ways have the girls teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
all boys school |
How do you deal with teasing from other classmates? Do you react differently towards the boys versus towards the girls? |
i cry which makes them think i am more of a baby |
Describe any other boys you have seen in diapers or have known to wear diapers while in school. Especially include those you have seen in the locker room. Include details such as grade, diaper types, diaper usage, reasons they wear diapers (if known), etc. |
my brother but i have not seen him b/c he is in a different grade. in the locker room once, the aide left but a diaper fell out of the diaper bag. almost everyone was outside already except me and another boy. this boy walked up to me, pulled down his pants, and he was wearing a diaper! he told me he was out of diapers and had hid his diapers all through the school year and was jealous of my aide. he picked up the diaper on the floor and asked me to change him. i did, at the end but before that we took off our clothes in the equipment room, undiapered each other, and played with each other's penises until we rediapered each other. we missed the whole gym class. |
What problems do you deal with in gym class because you wear diapers (on the field, in the gym, in the locker room, etc.) |
in the locker room my diapers show when i change, and in gym the coach says to me sometimes, this game isnt for babies. sit out. |
How do your teachers react to you wearing diapers? What have been the best and worst reactions from teachers? |
some ignore it, one guy once told me he wet the bed and wore diapers until college, and the worst was ms. moore (see above) |
If you wear or wore cloth diapers (or other nondisposable diapers, including multiple underpants) to school, how did you deal with the wet/dirty diapers? |
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