Entry Number: | 0034 |
Date: | 08/12/09 |
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Billy | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What is your body size? | ||||||
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Details/comments: I weigh about 100 lbs, and I'm five feet tall, so I'm at average weight for my height and age. |
What is your height? | ||||||||||||
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What is your hair color and length? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Similar to crew-cut style. I want to let it grow out. |
How would you describe your musculature/build? | ||||||
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Details/comments: I'm not a football player or anything, but I'm not lanky either. |
Do you wear glasses? | ||||
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Current appearance: |
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Appearance as a little boy: |
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Section #1: Your Diapers |
Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a little boy? | |||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Want to wear cloth, but my mom doesn't know where to get them. |
How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Some of my Bambinos have prints on the place where the tapes go. They were cute, and I couldn't resist, but otherwise I wear plain white diapers. |
How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: I can't wear a lot of diapers at once because my skin is really sensitive and I sweat a lot in my diaper area, and wearing a lot of diapers at once makes it hot and itchy. |
If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: They cover my belly button |
How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Just barely higher than they do in the front. |
How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I'm hoping that'll change someday. |
How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: We always keep them in stock for me and my brother. |
Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a little boy for any of these specific reasons given: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: I was never toilet trained, and as a side-effect of that I don't have control over my bladder and bowels, so I technically have to wear them. |
How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: There's a little diaper bulge, especially when I bend over, but it's not too noticable unless you're looking for it. |
How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: I waddle a little, especially when I'm wet and dirty, but I can still walk just fine, and I can run a little as long as I'm not really wet or dirty. |
Section #2: Pants (Or Lack Thereof) |
During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Pants just make my legs hot and sweaty and I avoid wearing them. |
During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: I don't really need them. |
How often are you pantsless now and when you were a little boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?) | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Pretty much all the people that come over know that my brother and I wear diapers anyways, so it doesn't matter. I don't invite friends over until they know and I know they don't mind, and neither does mr brother and sister. |
How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: The weather is actually what causes me to want to be pantsless. It gets really hot here. |
How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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As a little boy (through age 8), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I shared pants with my brother, but they looked the same, so it didn't matter who wore what pair. |
As a little boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I would definitely need to wear a belt or something like that with them. |
For which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||
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As a little boy (through age 8), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||||||
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As a little boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I didn't need to be, I wasn't going to wear pants unless I had to, and everyone knew it! |
If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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What is the longest time you have gone without wearing any pants over your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Breaks from school, obvious times. |
If you have worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home? | ||||||||||
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How much do you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: My friends' opinions differ, obviously. A lot of them don't care/mind, and some who are DLs like it. |
What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a little boy (through age 8)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)? |
My pants were always ones my mom picked up from places like Goodwill. They were okay in most categories, except for fashion. I cared nothing for that. They were always a simply pair of jeans that were able to cover my jeans, and my mom always bought them with some room to grow in. |
Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.): |
Section #3: Shirts |
How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Except when it was extremely hot. |
What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Band t-shirts, striped t-shirts, two-tone t-shirts... things like that. |
Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a little boy: | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I can't wear too-small shirts. I find them to be really itchy, for some reason. |
How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| As a little boy (through age 8)
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Details/comments: Maybe everything but the top inch or so of the waistband. |
Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts: |
Section #4: Diaper Usage and Toilet Training (Or Lack Thereof) |
How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: 100% of the time. |
How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a little boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: I wasn't toilet trained, and I'm incontinent because of it so I have to now. |
For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a little boy? | ||||||||||
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Were you ever toilet trained? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: My mom's younger brother wears them, and she knew that boys were harder to toilet train, so she never really enforced it on my brother and I. |
At what age were you declared toilet trained? | ||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Never have been, never will be. |
At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: My mother had mentioned the toilet a few times to my brother and I, but we didn't want to do it, so in diapers we stayed. |
How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training? | ||||||||||||||
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Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this? |
My mom mentioned using the potty to my brother and I a few times when we were three, but we always told her we didn't want to do it. She never forced it on us, and we just remained in diapers. She use to babysit when she was a teenager and she saw that boys were often times harder to train, so she didn't want to put the stress on anyone. |
For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a little boy? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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Details/comments: I never really even attained control. |
Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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How are/were you prevented from using the toilet? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I am not planning on using that thing anytime soon... or not-so soon, for that matter. |
Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)? | ||||||||||
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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath? | ||||||||||
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Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training: |
Section #5: Sisters |
How many older sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age sisters do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers: |
Katelyn |
What kinds of underwear do your sisters wear? | ||||||
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Which of the following clothing types do your sisters wear? | ||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear their underwear around the house? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often are you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Jeans
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How often do your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: When she can't our mom does it, or sometimes my brother and I change each other. |
For which reasons do your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much do your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Pantslessness
| Whiteness
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Rise/height
| Frontal view
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Peeing in diapers
| Pooping in diapers
| Pee smells
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Bare legs
| Butt during diaper change
| Genitals during diaper change
| Erections during diaper change
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Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers: |
How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which view of your diapers do your sisters enjoy looking at the most? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: She likes to pat me on the butt a lot, and asks me to bend over a lot. |
How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which details about your diapers do your sisters talk about around you? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers? | ||||||||||
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How do your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: When she was younger she asked if she could help change us, and she's the one that always does it now. |
How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants? |
She feels that girls have a right to wear pants whenever they so desire, and should always make sure to stay in fashion with pants and stay in good pants. Boys, especially diaper-boys, should limit their pants-wearing to when it's absolutely necessary like at school and when out because they look better in diapers. |
How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons? |
Shorts are okay to wear because it still covers your underwear, and boys can wear shorts as if they were pants, and are encouraged to when they can't wear just diapers because shorts tend to show the diapers slightly more. She does wear shorts, but usually not to school, and only in hot weather. |
How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear? |
She doesn't care. It's okay to wear white underwear as long as it's not solid white (like if it has prints on it it's okay, because diapers usually don't have prints). White shirts are okay, too, because sometimes you can't avoid it like if you have to wear a uniform to school, and also because you don't wear shirts on your butt. |
How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)? |
How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers? |
She tries to stay as clean as possible, but I don't usually smell that bad unless I'm dirty, either. |
How do your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do they make such associations? How do they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear? |
She doesn't get to see them too often anymore, but when she does she comments that they're like diapers for the obvious reason |
How do your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting? |
How do your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts? |
How do you feel about girls farting and pooping? Have you ever had any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How do you feel about girls' butts and how they differ from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How has wearing diapers affected such feelings? |
List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers? |
Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel? |
Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters): |
Usually a diaper change from my sister takes about five to ten minutes, depending on if we're rushed or anything like that. She'll remove my plastic pants and set them in the special pail for them, and then she'll un-tape my diaper and slide it out from under me. Usually she'll hold a thick washcloth over my private in case I pee during the change, and she'll work on wiping my wiener and balls with a wet wipe, taking very good care not to miss a spot. She uses a wet washcloth to wipe off the poop from my butt until most of it's clean, then uses wipes for the rest of the job. She takes out a clean diaper from the pack and rubs a lot of baby powder and oil on my crotch area. She usually uses extra because I am very prone to getting rashes, and also because it smells good. Finally, she unfolds the clean diaper and slides it under me, then tapes it up nice and snug and puts my plastic pants on, and I'm good to go! |
Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
Because she always has, pretty much. She helped my mom change my brother's and my diapers when we were babies, and got use to it, and even found it fun at times. As she got older, she started to change both of us while our mom was busy, and now she's the only one that does it, unless she's sick or not home. My brother does change me a lot as well, though, especially now. When we do our last change before bedtime we've started changing each other� |
Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way? |
Sometimes she uses more childish terms, like "didee" or "diapie" instead of diaper, "tinkle" instead of pee, and stuff like that. She likes to talk to us as if she were talking to a baby or a toddler during a diaper change. (EX: Oooh, you made a little tinkle in your diapie, didn't you? That's okay! I'll clean you right up...) |
How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #6: Brothers |
How many older brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too: |
Bobby |
Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Except for the Bambinos, of course. |
How often do your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear? | ||||||||||
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If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: He's a little bit shyer than me, and usually whatever I choose to do is what he chooses as well. I didn't want to use the toilet, so he didn't either, and we've stayed in diapers together! |
How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Once a day at least. |
How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers? |
My brother likes to see me in diapers because I look the same as him, and he gets aroused by it sometimes. |
How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes? |
He tends to masturbate me more than my sister does. My sister does give us extra attention there, but I just feel my brother sort of 'knows me better' in that way because he's a boy like me and he's going through the exact same thing. |
How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers? |
How do your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
He's actually pretty shy about it, and always has been. I think he tends to worry that people who make those kinds of jokes might have found out about us wearing diapers. I always tell him not to worry, but he still does. |
How do your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
He likes doing it but is embarrassed somewhat by it. Sometimes when we change each other we'll masturbate each other, and also rub each others' diaper fronts. |
How do your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
Neither of us look at it. Even I feel weird about looking at nude pictures in magazines of people I don't know. |
How do your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #7: Privacy (Or Lack Thereof) |
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How often are your sisters present when your diapers are changed (when she is not the one who is changing you)? | ||||||||||
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How often are your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Everyone that comes over knows that my brother and I wear them, it doesn't really matter. |
How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
She is usually the one that changes me, so she's basically always there during it. When she's not it's when my brother is, and that's one of the few times I do care about privacy.I don't care. He likes watching. |
How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
I don't care, he likes watching. |
Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or do not get? |
Section #8: Behavior |
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How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Who within your family have you confided in to fully know about your true diaper feelings? | ||||||||||||
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What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What makes having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers? |
What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What makes having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers? |
How have your sisters influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
Yes, quite a bit, especially in the role girls play in the lives of diaper boys. |
How have your brothers influenced your feelings towards diapers? |
Section #9: Sexual Diaper Feelings, Masturbation, Puberty and Bodily Perceptions |
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Details/comments: I do it at least once a day, but sometimes more if I need it. |
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Details/comments: Just knowing another boy is wearing diapers, even if I can't see them (if they're wearing pants) |
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Who within your family has seen you masturbating in your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Probably gay. |
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At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you do not understand such feelings at the time)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it? |
How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom? |
How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers? |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a little boy? |
How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how? |
How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys? |
How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits? |
What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions? |
What do you think about when you masturbate in your diapers? What sorts of visual or other aids do you use? |
Section #10:School |
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By how much do your diapers show when you are in school? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I make sure of it. |
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Details/comments: Noticeable if someone's looking for it, especially if I bend over. |
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Details/comments: Tuck my shirt in. |
How often do you pee in your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: About three or four times, maybe more. I really don't keep track. |
How often do you poop in your diapers while in school? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: Usually a bit after lunch. |
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Details/comments: I usually try to avoid pooping in class by asking to go right before I poop, so then I do it in the halls. The hallways are almost always deserted during class time, so no one ever notices. |
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Details/comments: Sometimes if my brother and I need it at the same time we'll go in and change each other, but usually not because it's actually quicker to do it ourselves. |
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Details/comments: Right after lunch, and sometimes mid-morning if I'm soaked. |
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Details/comments: There's a room next to the bathrooms in the special ed. hall. It looks like a regular door, but it actually has a changing room. |
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Details/comments: I'm not allowed to be denied 'to go to the restroom'. |
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Do any other boys at school (other than brothers, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school? | ||||||
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Details/comments: Not to my knowledge, at least. I just started at a new school and I don't know a lot of people yet, other than the people from my elementary school. |
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Details/comments: Other than my brother, I didn't know anybody else that did. My elementary school was small and only had about 300 kids, so it wasn't likely too many others wore there. I've seen some people coming out of the 'changing room' at middle school but I haven't talked to them yet, so I technically don't know them. |
Explain why you wear diapers to school (e.g. medical need, punishment, etc.) |
I was never toilet trained and technically now I need them., Me and only me, for the most part. There was one time in about second grade where I got hurt and had to get changed by the nurse because I had trouble working around my broken leg, but other than that no one else has done it. |
Describe the people who have changed your diapers in school. How old were they? What did they look like? How did you and the other person associate with each other during diaper changes? What did you like or dislike about the person? |
Describe the most awkward, embarassing or uncomfortable diaper change you have had in school and which grade it occurred in. Who all was present? |
There was one time in fourth or fifth grade where I was in a hurry and forgot to lock the door behind me, and a teacher with a boy that had had an accident walked in on me. I've also sometimes accidentally taken a bit too long, and peed on the floor, which is embarrassing regardless of if anyone hears/sees it or not� |
What other embarrassing, awkward, difficult or otherwise uncomfortable situations have you dealt with in school because of wearing diapers? |
Describe how your special privileges or provisions for diaper changes are/were handled in school. How discreet/indiscreet were your teachers about it? |
It's treated like I'm a normal student. I just ask if I can go to the restroom, and my teachers know what I really mean. |
In which ways have the boys teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
They often came up and tried to pants me, but I often wore overalls with a t-shirt over them, so it never worked. They also liked to try to shove me back on my butt, or steal diapers from my backpack so that I can't change, which sometimes makes me wonder� |
In which ways have the girls teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers? |
Nothing too serious. Mostly gossiping and other girl stuff. |
How do you deal with teasing from other classmates? Do you react differently towards the boys versus towards the girls? |
I just ignore it. The only reason they do that in the first place is to try to get a reaction from me, but they won't. I'm happy with the way I am, and I can't help it if others disagree with my ways and my needs. That's their problem. |
Describe any other boys you have seen in diapers or have known to wear diapers while in school. Especially include those you have seen in the locker room. Include details such as grade, diaper types, diaper usage, reasons they wear diapers (if known), etc. |
What problems do you deal with in gym class because you wear diapers (on the field, in the gym, in the locker room, etc.) |
I'm exempt from having to take gym class. |
How do your teachers react to you wearing diapers? What have been the best and worst reactions from teachers? |
A lot of them find it weird at first, but they understand and some feel sorry (they don't know the 'real' reason I wear them---they think I just have control issues). There was one substitute teacher that sent me to the principal's office for pooping in my diaper (she probably didn't know I wore them, and instead thought I was being defiant or finding an excuse to get out of class). |
If you wear or wore cloth diapers (or other nondisposable diapers, including multiple underpants) to school, how did you deal with the wet/dirty diapers? |
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