Deeker's Diaper Page

Entry Number:	0014
Date:	07/30/09

Name:

[not given]

Location:

colorado

Age:

6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17                       ●

What is your body size?

Skinny   Average ● Chubby

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What is your height?

Less than 4 feet (<120 cm)   4 to 4 1/2 feet (120 to 135 cm)   4 1/2 to 5 feet (135 to 150 cm)   5 to 5 1/2 feet (150 to 165 cm)   5 1/2 to 6 feet (165 to 180 cm)   More than 6 feet (>180 cm) ●

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What is your hair color and length?

Blonde, short   Blonde, medium   Blonde, long   Brown, short   Brown, medium ● Brown, long   Red, short   Red, medium   Red, long   Black, short   Black, medium   Black, long

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How would you describe your musculature/build?

Lanky   Average   Stocky ●

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Do you wear glasses?

Yes   No ●

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Current appearance:

[not given]

Appearance as a little boy:

[not given]

Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a little boy?
Currently Cloth   Disposable ● Multiple white boys' underpants	As a little boy (through age 8) Cloth   Disposable   Multiple white boys' underpants
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How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never ●
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How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a little boy?
Currently 1 ● 2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10	As a little boy (through age 8) 1   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10
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If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a little boy?
Currently One   Two   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   20 to 25   26 to 30	As a little boy (through age 8) One   Two   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   20 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30
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For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently More capacity/absorbency   Fewer diaper changes necessary   Makes diaper changes last longer   Keeps me from wearing any pants   To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show   I cannot remove my diapers as easily   Makes my diapers more conspicious   Reduces chances for leakage   Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains   To make my diapers as thick as possible   Control my diaper odors   My sexual gratification   Because I deserve thick diapers   Makes my butt look bigger/cuter	As a little boy (through age 8) More capacity/absorbency   Fewer diaper changes necessary   Makes diaper changes last longer   Keeps me from wearing any pants   To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show   I cannot remove my diapers as easily   Makes my diapers more conspicious   Reduces chances for leakage   Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains   To make my diapers as thick as possible   Control my diaper odors   Punishment   To enforce my diaper discipline   My sexual gratification   Because I deserve thick diapers   Makes my butt look bigger/cuter
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a little boy?
Currently Below my waist   At my waist   Between my waist and stomach ● Over my entire stomach   Up to my chest	As a little boy (through age 8) Below my waist   At my waist   Between my waist and stomach   Over my entire stomach   Up to my chest
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a little boy?
Currently Below my waist   At my waist ● Between waist/middle back   Up to my middle back   Past middle of back	As a little boy (through age 8) Below my waist   At my waist   Between waist/middle back   Up to my middle back   Past middle of back
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How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently Less than 6 inches (15 cm)   6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm)   9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm) ● 12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm)   More than 18 inches (45 cm)	As a little boy (through age 8) Less than 6 inches (15 cm)   6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm)   9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm)   12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm)   More than 18 inches (45 cm)
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How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10	As a little boy (through age 8) 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10
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How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a little boy?
Currently 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10	As a little boy (through age 8) 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10
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How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a little boy?
Currently None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100	As a little boy (through age 8) None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100
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How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a little boy?
Currently None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20 ● 20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100	As a little boy (through age 8) None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100
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Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a little boy for any of these specific reasons given:
Currently I was not toilet trained   I lost my bladder control   I lost my bowel control   I have a diaper fetish ● Because my brother wears/wore diapers   Because my friend wears/wore diapers   Because I am a boy ●	As a little boy (through age 8) I was not toilet trained   I lost my bladder control   I lost my bowel control   Punishment   I have a diaper fetish   Because my brother wears/wore diapers   Because my friend wears/wore diapers   Because I am a boy
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How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a little boy?
Currently Too thick for pants   Pants barely fit   Pants fit tightly   Pants fit okay ● Pants fit loosely	As a little boy (through age 8) Too thick for pants   Pants barely fit   Pants fit tightly   Pants fit okay   Pants fit loosely
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How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a little boy?
Currently Cannot walk at all   Walking very difficult   Walking somewhat difficult   Walking affected minimally ● Walking not affected at all   Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk	As a little boy (through age 8) Cannot walk at all   Walking very difficult   Walking somewhat difficult   Walking affected minimally   Walking not affected at all   Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk
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During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy?
Currently Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
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During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy?
Currently Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
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How often are you pantsless now and when you were a little boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?)
Currently Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never ●	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
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How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a little boy?
Currently Always   Usually ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
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How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a little boy?
Currently Always   Usually ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
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As a little boy (through age 8), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)?

None   One   Two   Three   Four   Five

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As a little boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers?

They wouldn't even touch my waist without my diapers on   They would be very loose and fall down to my knees   They would be fairly loose and slip down easily upon walking   They would be somewhat loose and slip down a little   They would still fit without my diapers on

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For which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

My diapers are too thick for pants   So my diapers can remain fully exposed ● To make my diapers easier to check and change   Because everybody already knows I wear diapers   Because I like to let my diapers show   Because I do not like to wear pants   My significant other likes to see my diapers

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As a little boy (through age 8), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear   Punishment   Boys in my family were not allowed to wear pants over diapers   My diapers were too thick for pants   So my diapers could remain fully exposed   To make my diapers easier to check and change   Because everybody already knew I wore diapers   Because I liked to let my diapers show   Because I did not like to wear pants

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As a little boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear   Pants kept outside my room (location unknown)   Pants kept outside my room (location known but inaccessible)   Pants were locked away   Multiple locks were used

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If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored?

My bedroom   Sister's bedroom   Brother's bedroom   Parents' bedroom   Laundry/wash room   Some other room   Garage   Car/trunk   Someone else's house   Returned to owner (I have to borrow pants when needed)

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What is the longest time you have gone without wearing any pants over your diapers?

Less than 12 hours   12 to 24 hours   1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days   5 to 7 days   2 weeks   3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 to 6 months   6 months to one year   More than one year

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If you have worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home?

Yes, first thing upon entering house   Yes, going straight to my bedroom   Yes, within a few minutes   No, I did not have to take them off   No, but I took them off right away anyway

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How much do you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers?
Yourself I love it ● I like it   It is okay   I do not like it   I hate it   It does not matter to me	Brothers They love it   They like it   It is okay to them   They do not like it   They hate it   It does not matter to them	Sisters They love it   They like it   It is okay to them   They do not like it   They hate it   It does not matter to them	Friends They love it   They like it   It is okay to them   They do not like it   They hate it   It does not matter to them
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What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a little boy (through age 8)?

Getting attention from my sisters   Getting attention from my brothers   Getting attention from other girls   Getting attention from other boys   Getting to show off my diapers to others   Easier to walk around without pants on   No worrying about diapers showing above pants   One less thing to put on   More comfortable   Made diaper checks/changes faster   I aroused myself   I aroused others   I got to go around in diapers when my sisters do not   I got to go around in diapers when my brothers do not   I got to go around in diapers just like my brothers did

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What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers?

Getting unwanted attention from my sisters   Getting unwanted attention from my brothers   Getting unwanted attention from other girls   Getting unwanted attention from other boys   Loss of dignity   Unable to leave house   Unable to play outside   It was embarrassing   It was like being in my underwear   I felt cold without pants on   I felt like a baby   I felt naked or underdressed without pants on   I do not like having my legs exposed   Others could see when I peed   Others could see when I pooped   My sisters had pants on but I do not   My brothers had pants on but I do not

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Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)?

Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.):

How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a little boy?
Currently Always   Sometimes   Usually ● Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never
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What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a little boy?
Currently White undershirts   Other white T-shirts ● Colored T-shirts ● Polo shirts   Button-up shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   Short-sleeved ● Long-sleeved	As a little boy (through age 8) White undershirts   Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Polo shirts   Button-up shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   Short-sleeved   Long-sleeved
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Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a little boy?
Currently White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts ● Colored T-shirts ● Pajama top   Other shirts   I wear no shirt to bed	As a little boy (through age 8) White undershirts   Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   I wear no shirt to bed
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For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a little boy?
Currently Comfort ● I feel too naked without a shirt on   To complement my diapers   The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants ● To display messages about my diapers   So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt	As a little boy (through age 8) Comfort   I feel too naked without a shirt on   To complement my diapers   The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants   To display messages about my diapers   So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt
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For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently Comfort   To expose even more of my body   So my diapers are entirely exposed   So others can see how many diapers I am wearing   So others can see how high up my diapers go on me   Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need   To have more money to spend on my diapers instead   Because boys do not have to wear a shirt	As a little boy (through age 8) Comfort   To expose even more of my body   So my diapers are entirely exposed   So others can see how many diapers I am wearing   So others can see how high up my diapers go on me   Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need   To have more money to spend on my diapers instead   Because boys do not have to wear a shirt
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Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a little boy:
Currently I wear white shirts to match my white diapers   I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers   I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are pinned to my diapers   My shirts contain hand-written messages   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home   My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages	As a little boy (through age 8) I wear white shirts to match my white diapers   I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers   I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are pinned to my diapers   My shirts contain hand-written messages   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home   My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages
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How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a little boy?
Currently Full exposure w/ shirt   Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers   Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure	As a little boy (through age 8) Full exposure w/ shirt   Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers   Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure
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Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts:

How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a little boy?
Currently Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely ● Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never
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How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a little boy?
Currently Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely ● Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never
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For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a little boy?

Weak bladder ● Bedwetting   Bladder infection   Other urinary problems

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For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a little boy?

Weak bowels ● Encopresis   Diarrhea   Irritable bowel syndrome   Other bowel problems

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Were you ever toilet trained?

No, my parents never even bothered with it   My parents tried but failed   Yes, but I am not trained anymore   Yes, I am still toilet trained

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At what age were you declared toilet trained?

Never   Over 6   6   5   4   3 ● 2   Under 2

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At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again?

Under 2   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   Over 12

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How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training?

Never trained   Extremely difficult   Very difficult   Moderately Difficult   Mildly difficult (more difficult than easy)   Fairly easy ● Very easy

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Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this?

For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a little boy?

Peeing on the floor/toilet seat   Failing to flush   Poor wiping skills   Not wiping at all   Having soiled underwear (skidmarks)/pants   Hiding soiled underwear   Forgetting to put the lid back down   Using too much toilet paper   Not replacing empty toilet paper roll   Leaving too large of stools (turds)   Leaving excess poop on the toilet   Stinking up the bathroom   Pee accidents   Poop accidents   Deliberately peeing in pants   Deliberately pooping in pants   Wetting the bed   Failing to meet toilet training expectations   Lying when asked if need to go potty

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What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers?

Being toilet trained too early   Being toilet trained too late   Being nagged about using the toilet   Losing play time to using the toilet   Getting punished or scolded for having accidents   The discomfort/embarrassment/guilt of having an accident   Being told that only babies wear diapers   Fear of falling into the toilet   Fear of the noises the toilet made   Overall difficulties with using the toilet   Seeing younger siblings in diapers/getting changed   Seeing other children in diapers/getting changed   Associating the toilet with something only girls use

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What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult?

Making it to the toilet on time   Being able to determine when to go   Avoiding pee accidents   Avoiding poop accidents   Wiping adequately   Remembering to flush   Aiming technique/not getting pee on the floor   Putting the lid up or down   Getting onto the toilet   Remembering to wash my hands   Keeping my underwear free of skid marks

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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers?

The way my diapers looked on me   They way my diapers felt on me   The feel of getting cleaned up/changed   The bonding/intimacy that comes with diaper changes   The feel of using my diapers   Not having to get up and go to the toilet   The sense of being a baby or little boy   The smell of fresh diapers/baby powder, lotion, etc.   Not having to worry about accidents

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Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

Yes, diapers caused my urinary incontinence   No, my urinary incontinence was caused by something else   No, I do not have any urinary incontinence ●

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Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

Yes, diapers caused my fecal incontinence   No, my fecal incontinence was caused by something else   No, I do not have any fecal incontinence ●

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How are/were you prevented from using the toilet?

I am diapered extra thickly to prevent easy removal   My diapers have lots of pins in them to prevent easy removal   My diapers have lots of tape on them to prevent easy removal   The bathroom door is locked with a key-lock doorknob   The bathroom door is locked with a padlock   The toilet lid is key-locked   The toilet is partitioned off with a locking door   The bathroom is monitored by my mother   The bathroom is monitored by my father   The bathroom is monitored by my sister   The bathroom is monitored by my brother   The bathroom is monitored by my female babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by my male babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by a surveillence camera   The bathroom is monitored by an entry alarm

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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision   Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision

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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision   Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision

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Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training:

How many older sisters do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

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How many younger or same-age sisters do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers:

What kinds of underwear do your sisters wear?

Regular panties   Low-rise panties   Thongs

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Which of the following clothing types do your sisters wear?

Jeans   Khakis   Sweat pants   Other long pants   Shorts   Dresses/skirts

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How often do your sisters wear their underwear around the house?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often are you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear?

Much more often   Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime?

Much more often   Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

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How often do your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)?
Jeans All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Shorts All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Underwear All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Nothing All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time
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How often do your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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For which reasons do your sisters change your diapers?

To see me in my diapers even more   To see me naked   To embarrass me   To play with my genitals   Because they diaper me the thickest   They do a better job diapering me   Parents do not have the time   Parents are not home   Parents do not want to do it   They are faster at it   Because I suck at doing it   Because I am not allowed to do it   Because I do not want to do it   Because my brothers suck at doing it   Because my brothers weren't allowed to do it   Because my brothers do not want to do it   Because they are girls   Because I am a boy   To dominate and control me   To learn how to change diapers as a parenting skill

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How much do your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers?
Pantslessness A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Whiteness A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Thickness/layers A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Diaper pins A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention
Rise/height A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Frontal view A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Rear view A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Crotch view A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention
Peeing in diapers A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Pooping in diapers A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Pee smells A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Poop smells A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention
Bare legs A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Butt during diaper change A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Genitals during diaper change A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Erections during diaper change A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers:

How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers?

A lot of influence   Moderate influence   Some influence   Little influence   No influence

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How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers?

A lot of influence   Moderate influence   Some influence   Little influence   No influence

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Which view of your diapers do your sisters enjoy looking at the most?

Frontal view   Butt view   Crotch view   All views equally

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How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers?

All the time- it was the main topic about me   Often- at least once daily   Sometimes- whenever the topic came up   Rarely- only when they needed to talk about it   Never- they do not talk about this with me

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Which details about your diapers do your sisters talk about around you?

My diaper changes   My diaper odors   How I look in my diapers   Peeing in my diapers   Pooping in my diapers   Wearing diapers for punishment   My erections during diaper changes   Masturbating in my diapers   Teasing me for wearing diapers

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How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers?

Complete control   Lots of control   Moderate control   Little control   No control

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How do your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers?

Parents asked them to do it   Parents expect them to do it   They volunteered to do it   I asked them to do it

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How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants?

How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons?

How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear?

How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)?

How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers?

How do your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do they make such associations? How do they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear?

How do your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting?

How do your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts?

How do you feel about girls farting and pooping? Have you ever had any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How do you feel about girls' butts and how they differ from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How has wearing diapers affected such feelings?

List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers?

Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel?

Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters):

Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way?

How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers?

Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How many older brothers do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

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How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

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List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too:

Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear?

Cloth   Disposable   Multiple white boys' underpants- double seated   Multiple white boys' underpants- single seated   Single white boys' underpants- double seated   Single white boys' underpants- single seated   Colored briefs   Boxer shorts

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often do your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How many diapers do your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time?

1   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10

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If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time?

1   2   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   21 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30

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How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed?

Never   Rarely   Sometimes   Usually   Always

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For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers?

Not toilet trained   Lost bladder control   Lost bowel control   Punishment   Diaper fetish   Because I wore diapers   Because another brother wore diapers   Because another boy they knew wore diapers

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers?

Frequently   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers?

How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes?

How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers?

How do your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How do your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How do your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How do your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use?

Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How much privacy do you get for the following?
Diaper changes No privacy at all   Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy ●	Masturbating No privacy at all   Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy ●	Dressing/undressing No privacy at all   Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy ●	Baths/showers No privacy at all   Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy ●
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Do your sisters respect your privacy?

Not at all   A little   Somewhat   Mostly   Total respect for my privacy

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Do your brothers respect your privacy?

Not at all   A little   Somewhat   Mostly   Total respect for my privacy

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How often are your sisters present when your diapers are changed (when she is not the one who is changing you)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often are your brothers present when your diapers are changed (when he is not the one who is changing you)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often are your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often are your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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Which areas of the house are your diapers changed in where others can see you?

Living room   My bedroom with the door open   Sisters bedroom with the door open   Brother's bedroom with the door open   Parent's bedroom with the door open   Other room in the house with the door open

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Did you have your own bedroom?

Yes ● No

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With whom have you shared your bedroom?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Other girls   Other boys

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With whom have you shared your bed?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Other girls   Other boys

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For which activities do your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet   Taking baths/showers   Getting dressed/undressed   Masturbation

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For which activities do your non-diaper-wearing brothers get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet   Taking baths/showers   Getting dressed/undressed   Masturbation

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For which reasons are you not given privacy?

Others see me in my diapers anyway   Others changed my diapers anyway   I was not allowed to request or demand privacy   Punishment   I do not feel the need for privacy   We are all boys in my household   Parents think it is okay for my sisters to see me naked

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How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or do not get?

How much do you enjoy wearing diapers?

I completely indulge in my diapers   I enjoy my diapers very much ● I enjoy my diapers moderately   I do not mind my diapers but do not enjoy them, either   I do not enjoy my diapers very much   I do not enjoy my diapers at all

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In what ways have you acted upon your feelings for your diapers?

Showed off my diapers   Downloaded photos or drawings of boys in diapers on the net ● Looked for pictures of boys in diapers ● Looked for pictures of boys in underwear (as if in diapers)   Watched and/or recorded TV diaper commercials ● Looked at photos of myself in diapers   Looked at myself in diapers in a mirror ● Took pictures of myself in my diapers ● Had others take pictures of me in my diapers   Drew pictures of boys in diapers   Read diaper stories ● Wrote diaper stories   Masturbated in my diapers ● Engaged in diaper play with others (e.g. diaper humping) ● Altered my diet to pee/poop more ● Used diuretics, laxatives, etc.

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How much do you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys?
Diapered butts Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really ● Not at all	Diapered fronts Very much   Moderately ● Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Diapered crotches Very much   Moderately ● Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Getting diaper changes Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all
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How much do you enjoy the following activities concerning your diapers?
Appearance of my diapers Very much   Moderately   Somewhat ● Not really   Not at all	Feel of my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Peeing in my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Pooping in my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all
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How much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers?
Sisters Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Brothers Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Other girls Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Other girls Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really ● Not at all
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What do you enjoy more about your diapers, the look or the feel?

The look of my diapers   The feel of my diapers ● The look and the feel of my diapers   Neither

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How involved are you with your feelings about your diapers?

Completely obsessed   Very involved ● Moderately involved   Somewhat involved   Not involved much

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What do you think has influenced your feelings about diapers?

Being forced out of diapers/into toilet training too early   Becoming toilet trained at a late age (4 or older)   Not being toilet trained at all   Unpleasant toilet training experiences   Envy towards another sibling who was in diapers   Knowing other kids who wear diapers   Seeing other kids in diapers ● Watching other kids get their diapers changed ● Seeing diapers in the store ● Diaper commercials on TV ● Diaper advertisements in magazines ● Diaper scenes/references on TV/movies ● Diaper web sites ● Encouraged to wear diapers by another boy ● Encouraged to wear diapers by a girl   Being diapered for punishment   Being diapered out of necessity   Prolonged diaper-wearing   My sisters   My brothers

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How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers?

Under 4   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12 ● 13   14   15   16   17

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Who within your family have you confided in to fully know about your true diaper feelings?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers

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What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What makes having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers?

What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What makes having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers?

How have your sisters influenced your feelings towards diapers?

How have your brothers influenced your feelings towards diapers?

At about what age did you begin going through puberty?

9 or younger   10   11 ● 12   13   14   15   16   17   Have not reached puberty

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How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently More than 3 times per day   3 times a day   2 times a day   Once a day   Almost every day   2 to 3 times per week   Once per week   Once every two weeks ● About once per month or less   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) More than 3 times per day   3 times a day   2 times a day   Once a day   Almost every day   2 to 3 times per week   Once per week   Once every two weeks   About once per month or less   Never
Details/comments: whenever i get a chance to use them

At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14 ● 15   16   17

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Which methods have you used for masturbating in your diapers?

Hands inside of diapers ● Hands outside of diapers ● Rub up against bed or other object ● Rub up against another person's body   Have older brothers assist me   Have younger brothers assist me   Have older sisters assist me   Have younger sisters assist me   Have male friends assist me   Have female friends assist me

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For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers?

It feels better than doing it naked ● Diapers contain ejaculate (semen), make cleanup easier   I'm unable/not allowed to remove diapers, I have no choice   Diapers too thick or too tight to remove   do not want to bother with removing diapers   Diapers would take too long to remove   I've never tried it without diapers on   I do not have to worry about leaving 'evidence' on bed, etc.   Don�t have to 'cover up' in case I'm suddenly intruded on   The diapers are a necessary part of my thoughts ●

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What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers?

The look of my own diapers on me ● The feel of my own diapers on me ● Thoughts about diapers in general ● Being seen in diapers by a girl   Seeing what the girl is wearing (not wearing)   The things the girl says to me about my diapers   Being physically sexually stimulated by the girl   Being seen in diapers by a boy   Seeing what the boy is wearing (not wearing)   The things the boy says to me during a diaper change   Being physically sexually stimulated by the boy   Seeing other boys in diapers   The feel of my wet diapers ● The feel of my poopy diapers ● The smell of my pee ● The smell of my poop ● The smell of another boy's pee   The smell of another boy's poop   The smell of baby powder/lotion ● The sight of diapers themselves ● Reading diaper stories ● Looking at pictures of diapered boys ● Getting a diaper change ● Watching another boy get a diaper change ● Dreams ●

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Who within your family knew that you masturbate in your diapers?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers

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Who within your family has seen you masturbating in your diapers?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers

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How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a little boy?
Currently Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never
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Are your erections more pronounced when your sisters change your diapers?

Yes   Sometimes   No

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How embarrassed do you feel when you get erections during diaper changes?

Very embarrassed   Moderately embarrassed   Somewhat embarrassed   Mildly embarrassed   Not embarrassed at all

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At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14 ● 15 or over

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At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15 or over ●

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What is your sexual orientation?

Purely straight ● Mostly straight, but with some gay leaning   Bixesual   Mostly gay, but with some straight leaning   Purely gay   I'm not sure

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Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies?

Yes, very much   Yes, to some degree ● Only somewhat   Not at all (diapers had nothing to do with it)   Not applicable (I'm purely straight)   I'm not sure

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At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you do not understand such feelings at the time)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12 ● 13   14   15 or over

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Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it?

My friend had some diapers, yet they were too small for me because i am taller. We changed eachother and pretended one of us was the others girlfriend.

How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom?

It was awesome

How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers?

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

not very well

If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a little boy?

How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how?

caused me confusion if I was gay for liking to wear diapers, apparently I'm not.

How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys?

How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits?

What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions?

very open to jokes and behavior.

What do you think about when you masturbate in your diapers? What sorts of visual or other aids do you use?

getting diaper changes from a girl, pooping and peeing in the diapers.

What grade are you currently in or are due to enter next term?

Kindergarten   First   Second   Third   Fourth   Fifth   Sixth   Seventh   Eighth   Ninth (freshman)   Tenth (sophomore)   Eleventh (junior)   Twelfth (senior) ● Graduated   College   Home-schooled   Dropped out   Other

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What kind of school do you attend?

Public school   Private school (religious) ● Private school (secular)   All-boys school   Special-needs school   Alternative school   Other specialized school   College   Home-schooled   None

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Do you wear diapers to school?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never ●

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If you are or were home schooled, for which diaper-related reasons are/were you home-schooled?

To avoid getting teased by classmates   So school staff does not have to deal with diaper changes   So I do not have to wear pants

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Provide more details on how you wearing diapers is related to your being home schooled:

What embarrasses you the most in school?

When my diapers show above my pants   When my daipers bulge through my pants   When I smell of pee   When I smell of poop   When I have to get my diapers changed   When someone calls attention to my diapers

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By how much do your diapers show when you are in school?

More than 3 inches   2 to 3 inches   1 to 2 inches   Less than 1 inch   Not at all

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Do your diapers bulge through your pants?

Very much   Moderately   A little   Not noticeable

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How do you keep your diapers from showing in school?

Wear low-rising diapers   Wear thinner diapers   Wear long shirts   Wear a onesie   Wear boxers over diapers   Wear briefs over diapers

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How often do you pee in your diapers while in school?

More than three times daily   Three times daily   Twice daily   Once daily   A few times per week   About once a week or less

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How often do you poop in your diapers while in school?

More than three times daily   Three times daily   Twice daily   Once daily   A few times per week   About once a week or less

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In which places in school have you peed in your diapers?

Classroom   Hallway   Cafeteria   Gym class (indoors)   Gym class (outdoors)   Restroom   Locker room   On the bus   At the bus stop

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In which places in school have you pooped in your diapers?

Classroom   Hallway   Cafeteria   Gym class (indoors)   Gym class (outdoors)   Restroom   Locker room   On the bus   At the bus stop

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Who changes your diapers at school?

Myself   Nurse   Classroom teacher   Coach   Principal   Other school official   My brother   My sister   A friend   Another boy   Another girl

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At what times of the school day are your diapers usually changed?

Before school starts   Morning recess   Lunch   Afternoon recess   After school   During class (in private)   During class (in front of others)   Before gym class   After gym class

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Where are your diapers changed?

Nurse's station   Restroom   Locker room   Classroom

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Where do you keep your diapers while in school?

In my locker   In my backpack   In my gym locker   In my gym bag   In the classroom   At the nurse's station   In the office   Other

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Do you get special privileges or provisions for leaving class because of wearing diapers?

Yes   No

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Which kinds of diapers have you worn while in school?

Disposable   Cloth   Multiple underpants

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In which grades have you worn diapers to school?

Kindergarten   First   Second   Third   Fourth   Fifth   Sixth   Seventh   Eighth   Ninth (freshman)   Tenth (sophomore)   Eleventh (junior)   Twelfth (senior)   Home-schooled   College

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Do any other boys at school (other than brothers, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school?

They know but have not seen me in diapers   They have seen me in diapers   No

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Do any girls at school (other than sisters, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school?

They know but have not seen me in diapers   They have seen me in diapers   No

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How many other boys have you known throughout your school years to have worn diapers?

None   1 boy   2 boys   3 boys   4 boys   5 boys   6 boys   7 to 10 boys   11 to 15 boys   16 to 20 boys   More than 20 boys

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Explain why you wear diapers to school (e.g. medical need, punishment, etc.)

Describe the people who have changed your diapers in school. How old were they? What did they look like? How did you and the other person associate with each other during diaper changes? What did you like or dislike about the person?

Describe the most awkward, embarassing or uncomfortable diaper change you have had in school and which grade it occurred in. Who all was present?

What other embarrassing, awkward, difficult or otherwise uncomfortable situations have you dealt with in school because of wearing diapers?

Describe how your special privileges or provisions for diaper changes are/were handled in school. How discreet/indiscreet were your teachers about it?

In which ways have the boys teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers?

In which ways have the girls teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers?

How do you deal with teasing from other classmates? Do you react differently towards the boys versus towards the girls?

Describe any other boys you have seen in diapers or have known to wear diapers while in school. Especially include those you have seen in the locker room. Include details such as grade, diaper types, diaper usage, reasons they wear diapers (if known), etc.

What problems do you deal with in gym class because you wear diapers (on the field, in the gym, in the locker room, etc.)

How do your teachers react to you wearing diapers? What have been the best and worst reactions from teachers?

If you wear or wore cloth diapers (or other nondisposable diapers, including multiple underpants) to school, how did you deal with the wet/dirty diapers?