Main Information |
Entry Number: | 0006 |
Date: | 07/25/09 |
Name: |
Chris Williams |
Location: |
Eagle Mountain, UT |
Age: |
41 |
Adult appearance: |
Full head, cut short, large build, fair skin. I am wearing shorts, a T-shirt and wet diaper, I should go change to avoid my small rash from growing. I wear diapers 24/7 almost 365. I am rarely out of diapers, I always wet and occa |
Boyhood appearance: |
Much the same as above, except the diapers, I wanted to wear tehm all the time but didn't have the guts to tell my parents, I snuck diapers, made make shift diapers and bought diapers or plastic pants whenever I could. |
Section #1: Your Diapers |
Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a boy? | |||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: Usuall wear disposables, but love cloth now. As a kid it was easier to use makeshift cloth and toss them in the wash. |
How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: It is rare that I am not diapered now, my family knows and some friends |
How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: never weard multiple undies |
For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: I LOVE my diapers to just stick up over my waistline |
How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: I LOVE my diapers to just stick up over my waistline |
How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: Smaller diapers as a boy, equals smaller crotch |
How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: I found that 4 makes my diaper more comfortable |
How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: I'm am much more open and wear them much more frequently then I could as a boy |
Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a boy for any of these specific reasons given: | ||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: I was a bed wetter and always wished I had worn diapers for it. |
How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: I buy pants with diapers in mind, I usually have a diaper on when trying on pants, since diapers are just what I wear it will be far less chance of pants not fitting. |
How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: maybe it would be affected if I was new to diapers. |
Section #2: Pants (Or Lack Thereof) |
During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: I am discrete, |
During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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How often are you pantsless now and when you were a boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?) | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
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How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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As a young boy boy (through age 14), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)? | ||||||||||||
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As a young boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: rarely wore a diaper outside the bedroom, as a kid |
As an adult, for which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||
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As a boy (through age 14), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: always had them covered |
As a boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I always had pants |
If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: not an issue |
As a boy (through age 14), what was the longest time you had gone without wearing any pants over your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I always kept them covered |
If you had worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home? | ||||||||||
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How much did you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a young boy (through age 14)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)? |
Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.): |
Section #3: Shirts |
How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: This is my favorite way to lounge, diaper and t-shirt |
What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a boy? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a boy? | ||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a boy? | ||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a boy? | ||||||||||||||||
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Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a boy: | ||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a boy? | ||||||||||||
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Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts: |
Section #4: Diaper Usage and Toilet Training (Or Lack Thereof) |
How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a boy? | ||||||||||
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How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a boy? | ||||||||||
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For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a boy? | |||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: Just because I love it |
For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a boy? | |||||||||||||||||||||
Currently (ages 18>)
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Details/comments: I enjoy the freedom, on occassion, after all what is a diaper for??? |
Were you ever toilet trained? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: but wish I never was |
At what age were you declared toilet trained? | ||||||||||||||||
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At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training? | ||||||||||||||
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Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this? |
For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a young boy? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I don't ever remember being scolded for my bedwetting |
What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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Details/comments: but I have been diaperless and forgotten |
Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing? | ||||||
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How were you prevented from using the toilet as a young boy? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)? | ||||||||||
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Were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath? | ||||||||||
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Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training: |
Section #5: Sisters |
How many older sisters did you live with as a boy? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age sisters did you live with as a boy? | ||||||||||
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List your sisters by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers: |
What kinds of underwear did your sisters wear when you were a boy? | ||||||
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Which of the following clothing types did your sisters wear? | ||||||||||||
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How often did your sisters wear their underwear around the house? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear? | ||||||||||||||
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How often did your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime? | ||||||||||||||
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How often did your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home? | ||||||||||
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How often did your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often did your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often did your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often did your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)? | ||||||||||
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How often did your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household? | ||||||||||
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For which reasons did your sisters change your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much did your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers? | ||||||||||
Pantslessness
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Peeing in diapers
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Pooping in diapers
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Butt during diaper change
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Erections during diaper change
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Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers: |
How much influence did your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How much influence did your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which view of your diapers did your sisters enjoy looking at the most? | ||||||||
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How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which details about your diapers did your sisters talk about around you? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers? | ||||||||||
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How did your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers? | ||||||||
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How did your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants? |
How did your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons? |
How did your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear? |
How did your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)? |
How did your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers? |
How did your sisters feel about tighty whities? Did they think boys' white briefs resembled diapers, and if so, how did they make such associations? How did they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on their underwear? |
How did your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting? |
How did your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts? |
How did you feel about girls farting and pooping? Did you ever have any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How did you feel about girls' butts and how they differed from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How did wearing diapers affect such feelings? |
List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers? |
Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel? |
Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters): |
Why do you think your sisters changed your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters changed your diapers more than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why. |
Why do you think your sisters paid so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters paid more attention to your diapers than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why. |
Why do you think your sisters teased you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters teased you about your diapers more than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why. |
What kinds of language did your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words did they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Did they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way? |
How did you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you could only wear diapers? How did you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you were in your diapers? How did you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #6: Brothers |
How many older brothers did you live with as a boy? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age brothers did you live with as a boy? | ||||||||||
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List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too: |
Which kinds of diapers/underwear did your brothers wear? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often did your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often did your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear? | ||||||||||
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How many diapers did your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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If any your brothers wore boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs did they wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How often were your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home? | ||||||||||
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How often did your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless? | ||||||||||
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How often did your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed? | ||||||||||
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For which reasons did your brothers wear diapers? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often did your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often did your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often did your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers? | ||||||||||
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How did your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers? |
How did your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes? |
How did your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers? |
How did your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
How did your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
How did your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior? |
How did your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #7: Privacy (Or Lack Thereof) |
How much privacy did you get for the following? | ||||||||||
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Did your sisters respect your privacy? | ||||||||||
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Did your brothers respect your privacy? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I am a twin and shared a room most of my childhood |
How often were your sisters present when your diapers were changed (when she was not the one who was changing you)? | ||||||||||
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How often were your brothers present when your diapers were changed (when he was not the one who was changing you)? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: I snuck my diaper on under my covers, thinking my brother was asleep |
How often were your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often were your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Which areas of the house were your diapers changed in where others could see you? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: always in the bathroom in secret |
Did you have your own bedroom? | ||||
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Details/comments: I shared with my twin brother |
With whom did you share your bedroom? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: older by 4 minutes |
With whom did you share your bed? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: had my own bed |
For which activities did your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for? | ||||||||
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For which activities did your non-diaper-wearing brothers get privacy that you did not get privacy for? | ||||||||
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How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or didn't get? |
Section #8: Behavior |
How much did you enjoy wearing diapers as a boy? | ||||||||||||
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In what ways did you act upon your feelings for your diapers as a boy? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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As a boy, how much did you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys? | ||||||||||
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As a boy, how much did you enjoy the following activities concerning your diapers? | ||||||||||
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As a boy, how much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers? | ||||||||||
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What did you enjoy more about your diapers as a boy, the look or the feel? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: I loved every aspect of my diapers, I only wish I would not have kept it a secret |
How involved were you with your feelings about your diapers as a boy? | ||||||||||
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How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Who within your family did you confide in to fully know about your true diaper feelings as a boy? | ||||||||||||
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Details/comments: No one, as a boy I was 39 before I really told many people, boy how I wish I had the courage 35 years ago |
Who within your family do you now confide in to fully know about your true diaper feelings as an adult? | ||||||||||||
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What did you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What did you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What made having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers? |
What did you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What did you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What made having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers? |
How did your sisters influence your feelings towards diapers as a young boy? |
How did your brothers influence your feelings towards diapers as a young boy? |
Section #9: Sexual Diaper Feelings, Masturbation, Puberty and Bodily Perceptions |
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How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a boy? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Which methods did you use for masturbating in your diapers as a boy? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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Which methods do you use for masturbating in your diapers as an adult? | ||||||||||||||||
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For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Who within your family knew that you masturbated in your diapers as a boy? | ||||||||||||
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Who within your family saw you masturbate in your diapers as a boy? | ||||||||||||
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How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a boy? | ||||||||||
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Were your erections more pronounced when your sisters changed your diapers as a boy? | ||||||
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How embarrassed did you feel when you got erections during diaper changes as a boy? | ||||||||||
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At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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What is your sexual orientation? | ||||||||||||
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Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies? | ||||||||||||
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At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you didn't understand such feelings at the time)? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it? |
How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom? |
How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers? |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings? |
If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a boy? |
How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how? |
How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys? |
How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits? |
What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions? |
Section #10: For Adults Only |
What is your marital status? | ||||||||||||
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Know you wear diapers?
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| See you in your diapers?
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Details/comments: Then wife, no one since I seperated |
Do you wear diapers to bed? | ||||||||||
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How does your significant other feel about you wearing diapers? |
How does wearing diapers affect your sex life and your partner's sex life? |
How else does wearing diapers affect your marriage and/or dating relationships? |
How many sons do you have? | ||||||||||||||
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Do any of your sons (excluding those under age 4)... | |||||||||||||||||||||||
Wear diapers?
| Go pantsless while in diapers?
| Get changed by daughters?
| Enjoy their diapers?
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List and describe your sons who wear diapers. Also include details such as ages, appearance, why they wear diapers, how they feel about wearing diapers, what kinds of diapers they wear, how they wear them around the house, how they use them, who changes them, etc. |
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| See you in diapers?
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Details/comments: I don't flaunt it but don't hide it, if it sticks out then so be it, I no longer wear diapers in pure secrecy |
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Know you wear diapers?
| Know why you wear diapers?
| See you in diapers?
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Details/comments: I don't flaunt it but don't hide it, if it sticks out then so be it, I no longer wear diapers in pure secrecy |
As a parent, how do you feel about your children engaging in crude (bathroom) humor? How does your wife/partner feel about it? How do your sons and daughters differ in how they engage in such practices? |
As a parent, how do you feel about your children being exposed to nudity and sex in the media? |
As a parent, how do you feel about your children knowing about sex? How do you feel about them masturbating, viewing porn, etc.? |
As a parent, how do you feel about your children using foul language? How much of it do you tolerate and at what ages do you allow for such language and under what circumstances? How do your sons and daughters differ with regards to their language use? What kinds of language do they use when talking about diapers, bodily wastes, private parts associated with diapers, etc.? |
If you had it your way, would you have kept your sons in diapers and not put them through toilet training? How would you deal with conflicts from your partner over this? |
How did you feel about your sons going through toilet training? How would you have handled it if you could have had it your way? |
If your sons wanted to wear diapers, how would you handle this matter (or if he does want to wear diapers, how do you handle this?) How would you or do you address concerns such as how he would deal with his classmates, etc.? |
How does your wife or significant other deal with your post-toddler-aged sons wearing diapers? |
How do your daughters deal with your post-toddler-aged sons wearing diapers? |
At work, do you... | |||||||||||||||||||
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Do any of your male coworkers know you wear diapers? | ||||
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What kind of work do you do or have done? How have you dealt with wearing diapers at work? How has wearing diapers affected the jobs you have done? |
What other concerns do you have as far as wearing diapers at work is concerned (coworkers or clients finding out, etc.)? |
As a boy, did your mother... | |||||||||||||||||||
Know you wore diapers?
| Accept you wearing diapers?
| See you in your diapers?
| Change your diapers?
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Details/comments: I had been caught a couple of times but denied liking them, I think they knew but didn't want to, so accepted that it must not really exist |
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Know you wore diapers?
| Accept you wearing diapers?
| See you in your diapers?
| Change your diapers?
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Details/comments: I had been caught a couple of times but denied liking them, I think they knew but didn't want to, so accepted that it must not really exist |
Does your mother know you still wear diapers as an adult? | ||||
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Does your father know you still wear diapers as an adult? | ||||
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How did your mother feel about you wearing diapers as as boy? How does she feel about you wearing diapers now? |
They love me, they don't understand but then neither do I, but they accpet it and don't bother to discuss it. They wonder if they did something wrong, I assure them they did not. |
How did your father feel about you wearing diapers as as boy? How does he feel about you wearing diapers now? |
They love me, they don't understand but then neither do I, but they accpet it and don't bother to discuss it. They wonder if they did something wrong, I assure them they did not. |
How did wearing diapers affect your relationship with your parents as a boy? |
How does wearing diapers affect your relationship with your parents as an adult? |
What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards bathroom humor and crude behavior (farting, etc.)? |
What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards family nudity? |
What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards sexual matters? How did they feel about masturbation, pornography, your exposure to sex in movies, TV shows, music, etc. |
What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards profanity? |
How do you wish your boyhood would have turned out as far as diapers are concerned? What fantasies, if any, do you have that were |
If you had to do it all over again and go back to your boyhood, what would you do differently as far as wearing diapers is concerned? |
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