Deeker's Diaper Page

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Describe your overall current appearance (hair, body build, hair color/style, complexion, glasses, etc.) What are you wearing (and not wearing) and what is the condition of your diapers (if applicable)?

Describe your overall appearance as a boy (hair, body build, hair color/style, complexion, glasses, etc.) Include all ages from preteen and teen years. How were you most often dressed and seen wearing (and not wearing) by others in your family?

Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Cloth Disposable Multiple white boys' underpants	As a boy (through age 14) Cloth Disposable Multiple white boys' underpants
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How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 More than 10	As a boy (through age 14) --- 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 More than 10
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If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- One Two 3 to 5 6 to 10 11 to 15 16 to 20 20 to 25 26 to 30 More than 30	As a boy (through age 14) --- One Two 3 to 5 6 to 10 11 to 15 16 to 20 20 to 25 26 to 30 More than 30
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For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) More capacity/absorbency Fewer diaper changes necessary Makes diaper changes last longer Keeps me from wearing any pants To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show I can't remove my diapers as easily Makes my diapers more conspicious Reduces chances for leakage Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains To make my diapers as thick as possible Control my diaper odors My sexual gratification Because I deserve thick diapers Makes my butt look bigger/cuter	As a boy (through age 14) More capacity/absorbency Fewer diaper changes necessary Makes diaper changes last longer Keeps me from wearing any pants To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show I can't remove my diapers as easily Makes my diapers more conspicious Reduces chances for leakage Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains To make my diapers as thick as possible Control my diaper odors Punishment To enforce my diaper discipline My sexual gratification Because I deserve thick diapers Makes my butt look bigger/cuter
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Below my waist At my waist Between my waist and stomach Over my entire stomach Up to my chest	As a boy (through age 14) --- Below my waist At my waist Between my waist and stomach Over my entire stomach Up to my chest
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How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Below my waist At my waist Between waist/middle back Up to my middle back Past middle of back	As a boy (through age 14) --- Below my waist At my waist Between waist/middle back Up to my middle back Past middle of back
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How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Less than 6 inches (15 cm) 6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm) 9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm) 12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm) More than 18 inches (45 cm)	As a boy (through age 14) --- Less than 6 inches (15 cm) 6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm) 9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm) 12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm) More than 18 inches (45 cm)
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How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- 2 4 6 8 10 More than 10	As a boy (through age 14) --- 2 4 6 8 10 More than 10
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How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- 2 4 6 8 10 More than 10	As a boy (through age 14) --- 2 4 6 8 10 More than 10
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How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- None Fewer than 10 10 to 20 20 to 40 40 to 60 60 to 80 80 to 100 More than 100	As a boy (through age 14) --- None Fewer than 10 10 to 20 20 to 40 40 to 60 60 to 80 80 to 100 More than 100
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How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- None Fewer than 10 10 to 20 20 to 40 40 to 60 60 to 80 80 to 100 More than 100	As a boy (through age 14) --- None Fewer than 10 10 to 20 20 to 40 40 to 60 60 to 80 80 to 100 More than 100
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Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a boy for any of these specific reasons given:
Currently (ages 18>) I was not toilet trained I lost my bladder control I lost my bowel control I have a diaper fetish Because my brother wore diapers Because my friend wore diapers Because I am a boy (at heart)	As a boy (through age 14) I was not toilet trained I lost my bladder control I lost my bowel control Punishment I have a diaper fetish Because my brother wore diapers Because my friend wore diapers Because I was a boy
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How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Too thick for pants Pants barely fit Pants fit tightly Pants fit okay Pants fit loosely	As a boy (through age 14) --- Too thick for pants Pants barely fit Pants fit tightly Pants fit okay Pants fit loosely
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How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Cannot walk at all Walking very difficult Walking somewhat difficult Walking affected minimally Walking not affected at all Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk	As a boy (through age 14) --- Cannot walk at all Walking very difficult Walking somewhat difficult Walking affected minimally Walking not affected at all Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk
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During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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How often are you pantsless now and when you were a boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?)
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never
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As a young boy boy (through age 14), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)?

----- None One Two Three Four Five

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As a young boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers?

----- They wouldn't even touch my waist without my diapers on They would be very loose and fall down to my knees They would be fairly loose and slip down easily upon walking They would be somewhat loose and slip down a little They would still fit without my diapers on

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As an adult, for which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

My diapers are too thick for pants So my diapers can remain fully exposed To make my diapers easier to check and change Because everybody already knows I wear diapers Because I like to let my diapers show Because I don't like to wear pants My significant other likes to see my diapers

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As a boy (through age 14), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear Punishment Boys in my family were not allowed to wear pants over diapers My diapers were too thick for pants So my diapers could remain fully exposed To make my diapers easier to check and change Because everybody already knew I wore diapers Because I liked to let my diapers show Because I didn't like to wear pants

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As a boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear Pants kept outside my room (location unknown) Pants kept outside my room (location known but inaccessible) Pants were locked away Multiple locks were used

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If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored?

My bedroom Sister's bedroom Brother's bedroom Parents' bedroom Laundry/wash room Some other room Garage Car/trunk Someone else's house Returned to owner (I have to borrow pants when needed)

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As a boy (through age 14), what was the longest time you had gone without wearing any pants over your diapers?

----- Less than 12 hours 12 to 24 hours 1 to 2 days 3 to 4 days 5 to 7 days 2 weeks 3 weeks 1 month 2 months 3 to 6 months 6 months to one year More than one year

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If you had worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home?

----- Yes, first thing upon entering house Yes, going straight to my bedroom Yes, within a few minutes No, I did not have to take them off No, but I took them off right away anyway

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How much did you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers?
Yourself --- I loved it I liked it It was okay I didn't like it I hated it It didn't matter to me	Brothers --- They loved it They liked it It was okay to them They didn't like it They hated it It didn't matter to them	Sisters --- They loved it They liked it It was okay to them They didn't like it They hated it It didn't matter to them	Friends --- They loved it They liked it It was okay to them They didn't like it They hated it It didn't matter to them
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What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a young boy (through age 14)?

Getting attention from my sisters Getting attention from my brothers Getting attention from other girls Getting attention from other boys Getting to show off my diapers to others Easier to walk around without pants on No worrying about diapers showing above pants One less thing to put on More comfortable Made diaper checks/changes faster I aroused myself I aroused others I got to go around in diapers when my sisters didn't I got to go around in diapers when my brothers didn't I got to go around in diapers just like my brothers did

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What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers?

Getting unwanted attention from my sisters Getting unwanted attention from my brothers Getting unwanted attention from other girls Getting unwanted attention from other boys Loss of dignity Unable to leave house Unable to play outside It was embarrassing It was like being in my underwear I felt cold without pants on I felt like a baby I felt naked or underdressed without pants on I didn't like having my legs exposed Others could see when I peed Others could see when I pooped My sisters had pants on but I didn't My brothers had pants on but I didn't

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Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.):

How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never
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What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) White undershirts Other white T-shirts Colored T-shirts Polo shirts Button-up shirts Pajama top Other shirts Short-sleeved Long-sleeved	As a boy (through age 14) White undershirts Other white T-shirts Colored T-shirts Polo shirts Button-up shirts Pajama top Other shirts Short-sleeved Long-sleeved
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Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) White undershirts Other white T-shirts Colored T-shirts Pajama top Other shirts I wear no shirt to bed	As a boy (through age 14) White undershirts Other white T-shirts Colored T-shirts Pajama top Other shirts I wear no shirt to bed
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For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Comfort I feel too naked without a shirt on To complement my diapers The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants To display messages about my diapers So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt	As a boy (through age 14) Comfort I feel too naked without a shirt on To complement my diapers The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants To display messages about my diapers So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt
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For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Comfort To expose even more of my body So my diapers are entirely exposed So others can see how many diapers I am wearing So others can see how high up my diapers go on me Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need To have more money to spend on my diapers instead Because boys do not have to wear a shirt	As a boy (through age 14) Comfort To expose even more of my body So my diapers are entirely exposed So others can see how many diapers I am wearing So others can see how high up my diapers go on me Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need To have more money to spend on my diapers instead Because boys do not have to wear a shirt
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Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a boy:
Currently (ages 18>) I wear white shirts to match my white diapers I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure My shirts are pinned to my diapers My shirts contain hand-written messages My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages	As a boy (through age 14) I wear white shirts to match my white diapers I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure My shirts are pinned to my diapers My shirts contain hand-written messages My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages
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How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Full exposure w/ shirt Full exposure no shirt Most of diapers Some of diapers Little of diapers No exposure	As a boy (through age 14) --- Full exposure w/ shirt Full exposure no shirt Most of diapers Some of diapers Little of diapers No exposure
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Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts:

How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never
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How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never
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For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Weak bladder Bedwetting Bladder infection Other urinary problems	As a boy (through age 14) Weak bladder Bedwetting Bladder infection Other urinary problems
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For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Weak bowels Encopresis Diarrhea Irritable bowel syndrome Other bowel problems	As a boy (through age 14) Weak bowels Encopresis Diarrhea Irritable bowel syndrome Other bowel problems
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Were you ever toilet trained?

----- No, my parents never even bothered with it My parents tried but failed Yes, but I am not trained anymore Yes, I am still toilet trained

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At what age were you declared toilet trained?

----- Never Over 6 6 5 4 3 2 Under 2

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At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again?

----- Under 2 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 Over 12

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How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training?

----- Never trained Extremely difficult Very difficult Moderately Difficult Mildly difficult (more difficult than easy) Fairly easy Very easy

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Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this?

For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a young boy?

Peeing on the floor/toilet seat Failing to flush Poor wiping skills Not wiping at all Having soiled underwear (skidmarks)/pants Forgetting to put the lid back down Using too much toilet paper Leaving too large of stools (turds) Stinking up the bathroom

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What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers?

Being toilet trained too early Being toilet trained too late Being nagged about using the toilet Losing play time to using the toilet Getting punished or scolded for having accidents The discomfort/embarrassment/guilt of having an accident Being told that only babies wear diapers Fear of falling into the toilet Fear of the noises the toilet made Overall difficulties with using the toilet Seeing younger siblings in diapers/getting changed Seeing other children in diapers/getting changed Associating the toilet with something only girls use

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What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult?

Making it to the toilet on time Being able to determine when to go Avoiding pee accidents Avoiding poop accidents Wiping adequately Remembering to flush Aiming technique/not getting pee on the floor Putting the lid up or down Getting onto the toilet Remembering to wash my hands Keeping my underwear free of skid marks

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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers?

The way my diapers looked on me They way my diapers felt on me The feel of getting cleaned up/changed The bonding/intimacy that comes with diaper changes The feel of using my diapers Not having to get up and go to the toilet The sense of being a baby or little boy The smell of fresh diapers/baby powder, lotion, etc. Not having to worry about accidents

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Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

----- Yes, diapers caused my urinary incontinence No, my urinary incontinence was caused by something else No, I do not have any urinary incontinence

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Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

----- Yes, diapers caused my fecal incontinence No, my fecal incontinence was caused by something else No, I do not have any fecal incontinence

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How were you prevented from using the toilet as a young boy?

I am diapered extra thickly to prevent easy removal My diapers have lots of pins in them to prevent easy removal My diapers have lots of tape on them to prevent easy removal The bathroom door is locked with a key-lock doorknob The bathroom door is locked with a padlock The toilet lid is key-locked The toilet is partitioned off with a locking door The bathroom is monitored by my mother The bathroom is monitored by my father The bathroom is monitored by my sister The bathroom is monitored by my brother The bathroom is monitored by my female babysitters The bathroom is monitored by my male babysitters The bathroom is monitored by a surveillence camera The bathroom is monitored by an entry alarm

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Were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)?

----- Not at all Yes, but with close (direct) supervision Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after) Yes, and with no supervision

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Were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath?

----- Not at all Yes, but with close (direct) supervision Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after) Yes, and with no supervision

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Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training:

IF YOU HAVE NO SISTERS PLEASE INDICATE BELOW AND SKIP TO SECTION #6

I HAVE NO SISTERS

How many older sisters did you live with as a boy?

----- None One Two Three More than three

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How many younger or same-age sisters did you live with as a boy?

----- None One Two Three More than three

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List your sisters by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers:

What kinds of underwear did your sisters wear when you were a boy?

----- Regular panties Low-rise panties Thongs

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Which of the following clothing types did your sisters wear?

Jeans Khakis Sweat pants Other long pants Shorts Dresses/skirts

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How often did your sisters wear their underwear around the house?

----- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear?

----- Much more often Moderately more often Somewhat more often About the same Somewhat less often Moderately less often Much less often

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How often did your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed?

----- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime?

----- Much more often Moderately more often Somewhat more often About the same Somewhat less often Moderately less often Much less often

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How often did your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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How often did your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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How often did your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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How often did your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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How often did your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)?
Jeans --- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time	Shorts --- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time	Underwear --- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time	Nothing --- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time
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How often did your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household?

----- All of the time Most of the time Some of the time Little of the time None of the time

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For which reasons did your sisters change your diapers?

To see me in my diapers even more To see me naked To embarrass me To play with my genitals Because they diapered me the thickest They did a better job diapering me Parents didn't have the time Parents weren't home Parents didn't want to do it They were faster at it Because I sucked at doing it Because I was not allowed to do it Because I didn't want to do it Because my brothers sucked at doing it Because my brothers weren't allowed to do it Because my brothers didn't want to do it Because they were girls Because I was a boy To dominate and control me To learn how to change diapers as a parenting skill

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How much did your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers?
Pantslessness --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Whiteness --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Thickness/layers --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Diaper pins --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention
Rise/height --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Frontal view --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Rear view --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Crotch view --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention
Peeing in diapers --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Pooping in diapers --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Pee smells --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Poop smells --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention
Bare legs --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Butt during diaper change --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Genitals during diaper change --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention	Erections during diaper change --- A lot of attention Moderate attention Some attention Little attention No attention

Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers:

How much influence did your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers?

----- A lot of influence Moderate influence Some influence Little influence No influence

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How much influence did your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers?

----- A lot of influence Moderate influence Some influence Little influence No influence

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Which view of your diapers did your sisters enjoy looking at the most?

----- Frontal view Butt view Crotch view All views equally

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How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers?

----- All the time- it was the main topic about me Often- at least once daily Sometimes- whenever the topic came up Rarely- only when they needed to talk about it Never- they didn't talk about this with me

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Which details about your diapers did your sisters talk about around you?

My diaper changes My diaper odors How I looked in my diapers Peeing in my diapers Pooping in my diapers Wearing diapers for punishment My erections during diaper changes Masturbating in my diapers Teasing me for wearing diapers

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How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers?

----- Complete control Lots of control Moderate control Little control No control

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How did your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers?

Parents asked them to do it Parents expect them to do it They volunteered to do it I asked them to do it

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How did your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants?

How did your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons?

How did your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear?

How did your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)?

How did your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers?

How did your sisters feel about tighty whities? Did they think boys' white briefs resembled diapers, and if so, how did they make such associations? How did they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on their underwear?

How did your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting?

How did your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts?

How did you feel about girls farting and pooping? Did you ever have any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How did you feel about girls' butts and how they differed from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How did wearing diapers affect such feelings?

List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers?

Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel?

Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters):

Why do you think your sisters changed your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters changed your diapers more than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters paid so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters paid more attention to your diapers than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters teased you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters teased you about your diapers more than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why.

What kinds of language did your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words did they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Did they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way?

How did you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you could only wear diapers? How did you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you were in your diapers? How did you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers?

Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

IF YOU HAVE NO BROTHERS PLEASE INDICATE BELOW AND SKIP TO SECTION #7

I HAVE NO BROTHERS

How many older brothers did you live with as a boy?

----- None One Two Three More than three

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How many younger or same-age brothers did you live with as a boy?

----- None One Two Three More than three

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List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too:

Which kinds of diapers/underwear did your brothers wear?

Cloth Disposable Multiple white boys' underpants- double seated Multiple white boys' underpants- single seated Single white boys' underpants- double seated Single white boys' underpants- single seated Colored briefs Boxer shorts

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How often did your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often did your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How many diapers did your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time?

----- 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 More than 10

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If any your brothers wore boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs did they wear at a time?

----- 1 2 3 to 5 6 to 10 11 to 15 16 to 20 21 to 25 26 to 30 More than 30

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How often were your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often did your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often did your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed?

----- Never Rarely Sometimes Usually Always

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For which reasons did your brothers wear diapers?

Not toilet trained Lost bladder control Lost bowel control Punishment Diaper fetish Because I wore diapers Because another brother wore diapers Because another boy they knew wore diapers

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How often did your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet?

----- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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How often did your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet?

----- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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How often did your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers?

----- Frequently Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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How did your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers?

How did your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes?

How did your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers?

How did your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How did your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How did your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How did your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use?

Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How much privacy did you get for the following?
Diaper changes --- No privacy at all Little privacy Some privacy Almost enough privacy Complete privacy	Masturbating --- No privacy at all Little privacy Some privacy Almost enough privacy Complete privacy	Dressing/undressing --- No privacy at all Little privacy Some privacy Almost enough privacy Complete privacy	Baths/showers --- No privacy at all Little privacy Some privacy Almost enough privacy Complete privacy
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Did your sisters respect your privacy?

----- Not at all A little Somewhat Mostly Total respect for my privacy

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Did your brothers respect your privacy?

----- Not at all A little Somewhat Mostly Total respect for my privacy

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How often were your sisters present when your diapers were changed (when she was not the one who was changing you)?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often were your brothers present when your diapers were changed (when he was not the one who was changing you)?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often were your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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How often were your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers?

----- Always Usually Sometimes Rarely Never

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Which areas of the house were your diapers changed in where others could see you?

Living room My bedroom with the door open Sisters bedroom with the door open Brother's bedroom with the door open Parent's bedroom with the door open Other room in the house with the door open

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Did you have your own bedroom?

Yes No

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With whom did you share your bedroom?

Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers Other girls Other boys

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With whom did you share your bed?

Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers Other girls Other boys

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For which activities did your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet Taking baths/showers Getting dressed/undressed Masturbation

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For which activities did your non-diaper-wearing brothers get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet Taking baths/showers Getting dressed/undressed Masturbation

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For which reasons were you not given privacy?

Others saw me in my diapers anyway Others changed my diapers anyway I was not allowed to request or demand privacy Punishment I didn't feel the need for privacy We were all boys in my household Parents thought it was okay for my sisters to see me naked

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How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or didn't get?

How much did you enjoy wearing diapers as a boy?

----- I completely indulged in my diapers I enjoyed my diapers very much I enjoyed my diapers moderately I didn't mind my diapers but didn't enjoy them, either I didn't enjoy my diapers very much I did not enjoy my diapers at all

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In what ways did you act upon your feelings for your diapers as a boy?

Showed off my diapers Downloaded photos or drawings of boys in diapers on the net Looked for pictures of boys in diapers Looked for pictures of boys in underwear (as if in diapers) Watched and/or recorded TV diaper commercials Looked at photos of myself in diapers Looked at myself in diapers in a mirror Took pictures of myself in my diapers Had others take pictures of me in my diapers Drew pictures of boys in diapers Read diaper stories Wrote diaper stories Masturbated in my diapers Engaged in diaper play with others (e.g. diaper humping) Altered my diet to pee/poop more Used diuretics, laxatives, etc.

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As a boy, how much did you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys?
Diapered butts --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Diapered fronts --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Diapered crotches --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Getting diaper changes --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all
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As a boy, how much did you enjoy the following activities concerning your diapers?
Appearance of my diapers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Feel of my diapers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Peeing in my diapers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Pooping in my diapers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all
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As a boy, how much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers?
Sisters --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Brothers --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Other girls --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all	Other boys --- Very much Moderately Somewhat Not really Not at all
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What did you enjoy more about your diapers as a boy, the look or the feel?

----- The look of my diapers The feel of my diapers The look and the feel of my diapers Neither

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How involved were you with your feelings about your diapers as a boy?

----- Completely obsessed Very involved Moderately involved Somewhat involved Not involved much

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What do you think influenced your feelings about diapers at a young age?

Being forced out of diapers/into toilet training too early Becoming toilet trained at a late age (4 or older) Not being toilet trained at all Unpleasant toilet training experiences Envy towards another sibling who was in diapers Knowing other kids who wore diapers Seeing other kids in diapers Watching other kids get their diapers changed Seeing diapers in the store Diaper commercials on TV Diaper advertisements in magazines Diaper scenes/references on TV/movies Diaper web sites Encouraged to wear diapers by another boy Encouraged to wear diapers by a girl Being diapered for punishment Being diapered out of necessity Prolonged diaper-wearing My sisters My brothers

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How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers?

----- Under 4 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 Over 17

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Who within your family did you confide in to fully know about your true diaper feelings as a boy?

Mother Father Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers

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Who within your family do you now confide in to fully know about your true diaper feelings as an adult?

Mother Father Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers

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What did you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What did you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What made having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers?

What did you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What did you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What made having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers?

How did your sisters influence your feelings towards diapers as a young boy?

How did your brothers influence your feelings towards diapers as a young boy?

At about what age did you begin going through puberty?

----- 9 or younger 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 or older

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How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- More than 3 times per day 3 times a day 2 times a day Once a day Almost every day 2 to 3 times per week Once per week Once every two weeks About once per month or less Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- More than 3 times per day 3 times a day 2 times a day Once a day Almost every day 2 to 3 times per week Once per week Once every two weeks About once per month or less Never
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At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)?

----- 5 or under 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 or over

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Which methods did you use for masturbating in your diapers as a boy?

Hands inside of diapers Hands outside of diapers Rub up against bed or other object Rub up against another person's body Have older brothers assist me Have younger brothers assist me Have older sisters assist me Have younger sisters assist me Have male friends assist me Have female friends assist me

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Which methods do you use for masturbating in your diapers as an adult?

Hands inside of diapers Hands outside of diapers Rub up against bed or other object Rub up against another person's body Have male friends assist me Have female friends assist me Have wife/female significant other assist me Have male significant other assist me

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For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers?

It feels better than doing it naked Diapers contain ejaculate (semen), make cleanup easier I'm unable/not allowed to remove diapers, I have no choice Diapers too thick or too tight to remove Don't want to bother with removing diapers Diapers would take too long to remove I've never tried it without diapers on I don't have to worry about leaving 'evidence' on bed, etc. Don�t have to 'cover up' in case I'm suddenly intruded on The diapers are a necessary part of my thoughts

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What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers?

The look of my own diapers on me The feel of my own diapers on me Thoughts about diapers in general Being seen in diapers by a girl Seeing what the girl is wearing (not wearing) The things the girl says to me about my diapers Being physically sexually stimulated by the girl Being seen in diapers by a boy Seeing what the boy is wearing (not wearing) The things the boy says to me during a diaper change Being physically sexually stimulated by the boy Seeing other boys in diapers The feel of my wet diapers The feel of my poopy diapers The smell of my pee The smell of my poop The smell of another boy's pee The smell of another boy's poop The smell of baby powder/lotion The sight of diapers themselves Reading diaper stories Looking at pictures of diapered boys Getting a diaper change Watching another boy get a diaper change Dreams

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Who within your family knew that you masturbated in your diapers as a boy?

Mother Father Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers

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Who within your family saw you masturbate in your diapers as a boy?

Mother Father Older sisters Younger sisters Older brothers Younger brothers

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How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never	As a boy (through age 14) --- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never
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Were your erections more pronounced when your sisters changed your diapers as a boy?

Yes Sometimes No

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How embarrassed did you feel when you got erections during diaper changes as a boy?

----- Very embarrassed Moderately embarrassed Somewhat embarrassed Mildly embarrassed Not embarrassed at all

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At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers?

----- 5 or under 6">6">6 7">7">7 8">8">8 9">9">9 10">10">10 11">11">11 12">12">12 13">13">13 14">14">14 15 or over

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At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)?

----- 5 or under 6">6">6 7">7">7 8">8">8 9">9">9 10">10">10 11">11">11 12">12">12 13">13">13 14">14">14 15 or over

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What is your sexual orientation?

----- Purely straight Mostly straight, but with some gay leaning Bixesual Mostly gay, but with some straight leaning Purely gay I'm not sure

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Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies?

----- Yes, very much Yes, to some degree Only somewhat Not at all (diapers had nothing to do with it) Not applicable (I'm purely straight) I'm not sure

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At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you didn't understand such feelings at the time)?

----- 5 or under 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 or over

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Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it?

How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom?

How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers?

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a boy?

How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how?

How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys?

How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits?

What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions?

What is your marital status?

----- Single Married Divorced Separated Widowed Partnered (gay)

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Who is your significant other or partner?

----- Wife Fiancee Girlfriend Boyfriend (gay) Nobody

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Does your significant other/partner...
Know you wear diapers? Yes No	Accept you wearing diapers? Yes No	See you in your diapers? Yes No	Change your diapers? Yes No
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Do you wear diapers to bed?

----- Always Sometimes Usually Rarely Never

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How does your significant other feel about you wearing diapers?

How does wearing diapers affect your sex life and your partner's sex life?

How else does wearing diapers affect your marriage and/or dating relationships?

How many sons do you have?

----- None One Two Three Four Five More than five

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How many daughters do you have?

----- None One Two Three Four Five More than five

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Do any of your sons (excluding those under age 4)...
Wear diapers? Yes No	Go pantsless while in diapers? Yes No	Get changed by daughters? Yes No	Enjoy their diapers? Yes No
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List and describe your sons who wear diapers. Also include details such as ages, appearance, why they wear diapers, how they feel about wearing diapers, what kinds of diapers they wear, how they wear them around the house, how they use them, who changes them, etc.

Do your sons�
Know you wear diapers? Yes No	Know why you wear diapers? Yes No	See you in diapers? Yes No
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Do your daughters�
Know you wear diapers? Yes No	Know why you wear diapers? Yes No	See you in diapers? Yes No
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As a parent, how do you feel about your children engaging in crude (bathroom) humor? How does your wife/partner feel about it? How do your sons and daughters differ in how they engage in such practices?

As a parent, how do you feel about your children being exposed to nudity and sex in the media?

As a parent, how do you feel about your children knowing about sex? How do you feel about them masturbating, viewing porn, etc.?

As a parent, how do you feel about your children using foul language? How much of it do you tolerate and at what ages do you allow for such language and under what circumstances? How do your sons and daughters differ with regards to their language use? What kinds of language do they use when talking about diapers, bodily wastes, private parts associated with diapers, etc.?

If you had it your way, would you have kept your sons in diapers and not put them through toilet training? How would you deal with conflicts from your partner over this?

How did you feel about your sons going through toilet training? How would you have handled it if you could have had it your way?

If your sons wanted to wear diapers, how would you handle this matter (or if he does want to wear diapers, how do you handle this?) How would you or do you address concerns such as how he would deal with his classmates, etc.?

How does your wife or significant other deal with your post-toddler-aged sons wearing diapers?

How do your daughters deal with your post-toddler-aged sons wearing diapers?

At work, do you...
Wear diapers Yes No	Change diapers Yes No	Pee in diapers Yes No	Poop in diapers Yes No
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Do any of your male coworkers know you wear diapers?

Yes No

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Do any of your female coworkers know you wear diapers?

Yes No

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What kind of work do you do or have done? How have you dealt with wearing diapers at work? How has wearing diapers affected the jobs you have done?

What other concerns do you have as far as wearing diapers at work is concerned (coworkers or clients finding out, etc.)?

As a boy, did your mother...
Know you wore diapers? Yes No	Accept you wearing diapers? Yes No	See you in your diapers? Yes No	Change your diapers? Yes No
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As a boy, did your father...
Know you wore diapers? Yes No	Accept you wearing diapers? Yes No	See you in your diapers? Yes No	Change your diapers? Yes No
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Does your mother know you still wear diapers as an adult?

Yes No

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Does your father know you still wear diapers as an adult?

Yes No

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How did your mother feel about you wearing diapers as as boy? How does she feel about you wearing diapers now?

How did your father feel about you wearing diapers as as boy? How does he feel about you wearing diapers now?

How did wearing diapers affect your relationship with your parents as a boy?

How does wearing diapers affect your relationship with your parents as an adult?

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards bathroom humor and crude behavior (farting, etc.)?

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards family nudity?

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards sexual matters? How did they feel about masturbation, pornography, your exposure to sex in movies, TV shows, music, etc.

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards profanity?

How do you wish your boyhood would have turned out as far as diapers are concerned? What fantasies, if any, do you have that were never fulfilled?

If you had to do it all over again and go back to your boyhood, what would you do differently as far as wearing diapers is concerned?

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