Updated on April 14, 2002
The name "Deeker" comes from pronouncing my first initial ("Dee") and the first two letters of my last name "Cr". At the time I set out to create this web site I wanted to use a name that would be unique, distinctive and would also have a sort of a "juvenile"-sounding ring to it. I have since learned that this name isn't necessarily unique and that this monicker is used by other people in areas not related to diapers. Some people have even asked that I relinquish my domain name because other people tend to think that I am them. I have no intentions to release this name to anyone, nor do I wish to re-establish a new identity with the DL/AB community.
If I had to do it all over again, however, I would likely choose to go by
my secondary alias, Yobrepaid, which is "diaperboy" spelled backwards. So far
I have not seen this name used with as much frequency as I have seen Deeker used.
While my reasons are very well defined, there really is no short, easy
answer that can succinctly explain it. The simplest way to explain it is that
it's my preference. To explain why I only like stories and other content
involving boys would be like trying to explain why I like rock music. It just
sounds good. To explain why I think rock music sounds good to me, and why
country music doesn't, would require a more detailed discussion. The same
principle applies to my preferences for boys over girls. A more detailed
article is prposed for inclusion on this site explaining how my exclusive
preference for diapered boys and my aversion to girls filling this role
developed from my early childhood.
for inclusion on this site at a later time.
Please allow me to state for the record that while I am personally not
interested in stories or other content involving girls wearing diapers, I
do not wish to imply that I don't feel that girls should be allowed to wear
diapers, nor that I don't recognize the fact that some girls do wear them
for the same reasons as boys do.
Why are there no pictures of boys in diapers on this site?
(Well, actually there are a few of them used here and there, but there
is no dedicated section on this site for pictures.)
There are two reasons for this. The first is that such pictures have been
proven to be highly controversial even within the AB/DL community. Some
people feel that such pictures are considered to be child pornography or
at the very least are exploitative. I strongly disagree with this opinion,
personally and see nothing wrong with these pictures. I will not discuss
this matter with anyone who chooses to debate it. Other people are more open-
minded and accept such pictures, but they still feel that having them displayed
on a web site that is available to anyone may give "outsiders" the wrong
impression about those of us who are AB/DLs, and worsening the stigma we are
already burdened with in that many outsiders falsely associate diaper
fetishism with pedophilia. I am sensitive to these concerns and thus I choose
to not display pictures of DB on my site.
My other reason for not including pictures on this site is the amount of
space they would occupy on my site. Since I would have to pay for the usage
of this space, I prefer to keep my costs down and devote such space to
stories and other text-based material instead when it is needed. While I have
not actually tested it, I imagine that having a large volume of pictures on
the site would significantly increase the load on the server on which this
site is hosted and the extra traffic would slow things down considerably.
Why are there no pictures of me on this site?
At one time there were pictures of me posted here but they have since been
removed. I had about 30 pictures of me taken of me by a fellow DL friend and
I posted them. These pictures gave people an idea of what my diapers look like.
In January of 2001 my pictures page was linked from a site outside of the
AB/DL community, whose visitors were not as receptive to diaper fetishism.
While I could never figure out what the purpose of the site in question really
was, it seemed that it was designed to mock and ridicule people with "unusual"
fetishes, which I must admit a desire to wear diapers must seem unusual to
someone who does not engage in this behavior. I am not going to state the name
of the site or post a link to it from here. As a result of this, a sudden
influx of rude and nasty guestbook entries and emails came to me and I knew
that there had to be a reason for this sudden surge in hateful responses
coming to me about my site. While I ignored most of these bad emails and
deleted the offending guestbook entries right away, I did have to tell this
one persistent bitch to eat shit and go fuck herself and stay away from my site
if she doesn't like it. I did some investigating and determined the source of
the problem. I removed the page that was linked and I directed the photo page
link within this site to a differently named page to explain why the pictures
were gone. In the meantime I checked back with the offending site in question
the next day and I was pleased to see that the link to the defunct photo page
had been removed from the site.
Please do not ask me to send these photos. I will not honor such requests.
There is no definitive answer for this, but I can speculate that there are a number of possible reasons:
It's a shame that some really great stories are met with the fate of never
being finished. There is very little that I can do to curb this problem,
unfortunately. Obviously I have no way of knowing what an author's future plans
are for a story once he's already started it. While it could be a possible solution,
I don't want to require that all stories sent to me be complete works as several
stories on this page including my own are written in serial fashion. Such a
requirement would likely deter writers who are determined to produce a completed
story.
Why is this site focused only on boys in diapers? Why are there no stories other any other content about girls wearing diapers?
Why are there no pictures on this site?
This question can be interpreted two different ways, so I will address each
of them separately:
Why are there so many discontinued stories?