Deeker’s Diaper Page- About
This Web Site
Updated 08/09/2009
Introduction
Thank you for visiting Deeker’s
Diaper Page, and welcome! Everyone with an open mind is welcome to visit, but because
some stories and other items contain sexual material, discretion is strongly
advised. This web site is geared towards males of all ages who wear diapers for
any reason, and for adult males who wore diapers extensively in boyhood. No
matter what your age or your reason for wearing diapers is, you are invited and
encouraged to peruse this web site and familiarize yourself with its contents,
and more importantly, its purpose and to also share your own experiences with
diapers.
Content Description
This site contains material on diaper fetishism and
infantilism, with more of an emphasis on the former than on the latter. It is
intended for people who enjoy wearing and using diapers, whether for paraphelic (fetish), emotional, or medical necessity, or
any combination of these reasons.
Specifically, the material on this page primarily contains
stories about boys who wear diapers and use them for their intended purposes. Please
be aware that as this site obviously is about diapers and all the topics that
come with the territory, there exists a great deal of vulgarity in reference to
pee, poop, farts, butts, balls (testicles), penises and offensive bodily odors.
Many of the stories also contain sexual references, including mention of
genitalia, masturbation, sexual arousal and implied sexual acts. Explicit
references to intercourse, however, are kept to a minimum and not encouraged.
No sexual activity between adults and minors occurs in any of the stories.
If you are
offended by this type of material, please leave NOW and do not bother complaining
to the webmaster. Your complaint will be summarily ignored and deleted at once!
The bulk of the materials found on this web site are
organized into the following sections:
·
Stories- fictional stories and
true accounts
·
Surveys- geared towards various
specific demographics
·
Sightings- reports of real-life
observations of diaper wearers in the field
·
Toilet
Violations- reports of boys whose potty problems as observed by others
demonstrate a need for diapers.
·
Drawings- a collection of images
depicting the themes of this web site
·
Question
of the Week- New questions posted each week that focus on a particular theme of
this web site.
·
Ask Deeker- A
forum to give readers a chance to seek information, opinions and advice from
the webmaster.
Other less prominent and less frequently updated sections
also appear.
Purpose Statement
This web site serves a number of purposes, which are as
follows:
·
To
share my personal thoughts and feelings about diapers, and my experiences and
observations upon which the foundation for these thoughts is based.
·
To
provide for others who have similar thoughts and feelings about diapers a
repository of materials to aid them in understanding, accepting, and exploring
these thoughts and feelings
·
To
provide for others who have similar thoughts and feelings about diapers a place
where they can express and share their thoughts about and experiences with
diapers.
·
To
provide materials to aid people whose fantasies and desires for wearing diapers
are unfulfilled or less than fully satisfactory the vicarious experiences of
other peoples’ diaper situations.
·
To
provide solace, comfort and assurance to those who may feel alone, uncertain,
fearful, doubtful, guilty or insecure about their desires to wear diapers.
·
To
encourage people to consider ideas not explored by other diaper lover web sites
and to give thought and focused attention to these ideas.
·
To
promote to parents the benefits of raising boys in a diaper-centric environment
and foregoing toilet training boys*.
·
To
encourage girls to exhibit bodily cleanliness, maturity, modesty and
responsibility in the presence of diaper-wearing boys who lack such virtues.
*
·
To
educate girls on boys’ lesser abilities to maintain bodily cleanliness and
proper elimination of bodily wastes and to exploit these weaknesses by keeping
boys in diapers. *
*While these items are considered to be genuine purposes, they are
secondary in nature and are primarily presented for fantasy and fun.
Differences from Other Diaper Lover
Web Sites
Many diaper lover and adult baby web sites focus on a
variety of themes such as infantilism, role-playing (age play), domination,
bondage, sadomasochism and cross-dressing. Most of these particular themes,
however, while presented on this web site in one form or another, are overall subordinated
or presented in unconventional ways, and some ideas, namely cross-dressing, are not found at all
(follow link for more information).
While I don’t have any issues with these other themes
(except for cross-dressing), my interests and experiences diapers don’t fall
into any of these areas. Instead, the themes that are emphasized on this web
site conform to these simple rules:
·
Boys
and only boys wear diapers.
·
Only
girls wear pants and use toilets and take pride in doing so.
·
Boys
cannot be reliably toilet trained; only girls should be toilet trained.
·
A
boy’s diapers are meant to be seen, not just worn and used.
·
Boys
should be conditioned to fully indulge in their diapers.
·
Girls
should be encouraged to extol their gender-ascribed virtues (modesty,
cleanliness, maturity, self-discipline and responsibility) and exploit a diaper
boy’s lack of such virtues (crudeness, uncleanliness,
immaturity, impulsiveness and irresponsibility) that force him to remain in
diapers.
Comparisons to Conventional Diaper
Fetish Themes
While the themes on this web site do follow the themes
that are recognized and understood by most diaper lovers and teen/adult babies,
they are presented in specific ways that are not necessarily emphasized on
other web sites. For example:
·
Infantilism- This generally includes the use
of baby paraphernalia such as bottles, pacifiers, baby- or toddler-style
clothes and use of fixtures intended for babies such as cribs and high chairs.
This web site focuses more on the mental or psychological aspects of
infantilism (i.e. a sense of being immature and unable to look after the
cleanliness of one’s own body).
·
Role-playing- traditional role playing involves
consenting adults acting as babies or little boys to their partner who,
depending on gender, plays the role of his “mommy” or “daddy”. On this web
site, the ages of the subjects are similar to one another (usually brother and
sister, but sometimes the girl subject is a babysitter or female cousin) and
range from ages 6 to 14 for boys (who are always the submissive diaper wearers
to their sisters) and 6 to 16 for girls, who are always the dominant figures who
are in control of their brothers’ diapers. These roles are only imagined (in
story or drawn form) and in absolutely no way are real children ever called
upon to play such roles. Any such stories involving actual children are only
based on what is submitted as one’s true, actual experiences (either at the
present or from the past, as told by adults).
·
Domination- As described above, domination
typically involves the mother or father figure taking control of the baby
subject and dictating everything he does, forcing his obedience under threat of
punishment. On this web site the sister dominates her brother and exploits his
hygienic deficiencies with diapers while at the same time boasting about her
superior hygiene habits which grants her the privilege of dressing modestly.
·
Bondage- The extreme level of diapering a
boy is subjected to by his sister is a form of bondage in that he is locked
into his diapers and unable to escape from wearing them or wearing them in full
view of others.
·
Sadomasochism- The sister (the sadist) enjoys
subjecting her brother to embarrassment and humiliation by continually pointing
out the characteristics of his diapers, his odors and his lack of pants, going
out of her way to make comparisons between him and her clean body, the clothes
she wears, and the fact that she can reliably use a toilet and get to it
easily. The brother (the masochist), secretly enjoys the ways his sister teases
him but is afraid to admit it. The sexual tension that builds up from this
treatment forces the boy to use his diapers as his only available outlet to
release such pent-up feelings.
Unlike most other diaper web sites, this web site focuses
on unique themes that focus more on the diapers themselves. The themes,
collectively referred to as “Deekerianism”, that are emphasized, include the
following:
·
Diapers with the following
characteristics:
o
Cloth diapers, which are preferred over
disposable diapers because a boy who has cloth diapers has a set of diapers
that he is to call his diapers. A boy who wears diapers that are lovingly cared for by being washed,
dried and folded and then put on him again and again, bonds with these diapers,
unlike disposable diapers, which are only worn once and then tossed. Cloth
diapers allow a boy to become intimate with his diapers.
o
Plain white diapers are preferred in that they present
diapers in their absolute plainest, most conspicuous and most obvious way
possible. Diapers should not contain any colors or patterns that detract one’s
attention away from what they are— diapers. The pure whiteness of a diaper conveys
its unadulterated essence to the wearer and to observers and does not present
any degree of character, personality, or fashionability,
as one’s outer clothes might do. A Deekerian diaper should clearly call
attention to its purpose.
o
Exaggerated attributes to increase conspicuousness— thick,
multi-layered diapers with extra high rise and wide crotch for the purposes of
making his diapers more conspicuous, too thick to wear pants or other articles
of clothing over them (which in turn forces him to fully display the extreme
magnitude of his diapers), to make their removal more difficult for the wearer
and more time-consuming and involved for the diaper changer, and to increase
their capacity for containing pee and poop. Such diapers are tightly fastened
with an excessively abundant amount of diaper pins, which further makes their
removal more difficult and more involved for the diaper changer.
·
Pantslessness, fully conspicuous and
unobstructed display of diapers at all times possible.
·
The
way the wearer perceives himself as
a diaper wearer.
·
Full use of diapers for peeing and
pooping.
·
History of difficult, frustrating,
unpleasant and traumatic toilet training; or that toilet training was never attempted on principle
of being a boy.
·
Sisters and other girls of similar
age to the diaper-wearing boys who are deeply involved in and dedicated to the
handling of their brothers’ diapers in the following ways:
o
Continual reminding the boy of the
fact that she freely sees him in his diapers and points out the various characteristics and the
magnitude of his diapers, and the parts of his body that his diapers cover (and
don’t cover, e.g. his legs)
o
Continual reminding the boy that
she knows how and when he uses his diapers and why he wears them, emphasizing his odors, uncleanliness, immaturity and irresponsibility. She makes a
conspicuous display of her pants.
o
Pointing out the fact that she can
and does wear pants and he cannot wear pants over his diapers. She is decently dressed and he is
not.
o
She can willingly choose to wear
no pants and display her underwear and her body to tout her cleanliness,
maturity and responsibility. Like pants, she makes a conspicuous display of her
panties (or thong, which yields best results) and compares the differences.
o
She can reliably use the toilet
with ease. Her
clothes are easy enough to remove, and she can thoroughly wipe her butt and
leave no visible or odiferous trace of ever having pooped. She also prides
herself on being able to eliminate her bodily wastes in complete privacy, but
may choose to allow her brother to observe her use of the toilet to point that
she can use the toilet and he cannot.
o
In
addition to making frequent and highly
detailed observations about her brothers’ diapers, she frequently changes
his diapers and ensures that he remains thickly and conspicuously diapered and pantsless.
·
Continual exposure from early
childhood onward
to the combination of the circumstances listed above significantly influences
the boy’s sexual development, resulting in a strong diaper fetish that
conflicts with and often overrides normal sexual feelings and causes confusion
towards how he perceives his body and the bodies of others of his own sex and
of the opposite sex. As such sexual urges cannot be relieved through normal
sexual activities, the boy turns to his diapers, which are a more familiar and
reliable outlet for such feelings. His feelings about nudity become distorted
because of his conflicting impressions between the dual functions of sexual and
sexualized parts of the body that also serve to eliminate wastes from the body.
Even though some of the material on this site is sexual in
nature and involves minors, I do want
to make it clear that this is not to be confused with pedophilia! This
site neither contains nor condones pedophilic behavior, which involves the
pursuit of children themselves for the sexual gratification of an adult. There
is a clear distinction between this type of behavior and the desire to want to
wear diapers to revisit one's childhood feelings and experiences. This page is
not intended to exploit children, but rather, its purpose is to allow those of
us who enjoy wearing diapers to relive the best years of our lives.
It is also very important to understand that many of us
who do enjoy wearing diapers developed these feelings in our early childhood
years, in some cases before puberty and for some of us, these feelings began to
develop during toilet training. This is the reason that many of the stories on
this site are centered on childhood.
No Minimum Age Required
While there are stories and other items on this web site
that mention erections and include masturbation and other sexual activities, I
do not feel that anyone should be excluded from viewing this web page just because
of his age. If you have such feelings about wearing diapers then you are likely
old enough to understand and appreciate the content of this site.
In light of recent
increasing criticism towards the sexual content found on this web site as it
pertains to minors, a movement is in place to limit and discourage the
inclusion of sexual content in stories, survey responses, etc. on all materials
submitted hereafter, with such content being limited to mentioning the penis
and testicles, erections resulting from wearing and using diapers and from the
natural response to getting a diaper change, and solo masturbation. Any and all
other sexual acts are hereafter considered to be
irrelevant to wearing diapers. Any sexual arousal derived from the materials on
this web site will be implicit.
In other words, if
thick diapers full of poop excite you, that’s fine,
but please try to avoid mentioning such sexual arousal coming about as a result
of how you wear your diapers or perceive others who wear such diapers.
Many of the stories and other items on this site make
references to the penis and the buttocks ways that are not necessarily sexual
in nature, but rather, merely because these are the parts of the body that are
associated with the elimination of wastes, which, along with wearing and using
diapers, is a topic we are all exposed to from early childhood onward. Bathroom-related
matters (especially potty humor) is a natural element of childhood, so I feel
that no young mind should be shielded from the frequent mentioning of pee,
poop, farts, butts, balls (testicles), penises and offensive bodily odors. If
you feel otherwise, then why are there award-winning
books like The
Adventures of Captain Underpants which cater to a young children’s
readership? Let’s not forget such titles as Day
My Butt Went Psycho, Butt
Wars, Zombie
Butts From Uranus!, and The Brotherhood of the Stinky Underpants. Let’s face it,
kids as young as three years old, especially boys, love anything that has to do
with stinky, poopy butts, so who is to say they should be forbidden from taking
it to the next level and adding diapers to the mix?
It’s also important to understand the reason why stories
about boys are preferred to stories about adults on this web site:
·
Boys
have fewer rights and responsibilities and have less control of their lives and
are expected to submit to and obey their parents and other authority figures or
face punishment for failure to do so.
·
Boys
are far more impressionable at this age where diapers and nudity associated
with wearing diapers will have a greater impact on their sexual development.
·
Boys
are more likely to have peeing and pooping accidents and will be less
experienced with dealing with such matters.
·
Boys
are held more accountable for having accidents and are subjected to greater
levels of punishment involving diapers and pantslessness.
·
Because
they are more impulsive, less mature and less capable of considering the
consequences of their actions before acting upon such impulses, boys are more
apt to get into trouble for other things and therefore be punished with
diapers.
·
Their
lack of muscle mass and other bodily features of maturity make their diapers
look more prominent on their smaller, lankier bodies. Boys look more
appropriate in diapers since they are closer to looking like babies/toddlers
than adults.
·
Before
boys reach puberty they are considerably smaller and weaker than the adults who
administer discipline, they are less capable of fighting off, resisting and
escaping from such discipline.
·
Their
wearing of diapers will have a much greater impression on their siblings,
classmates and other peers of similar age and on themselves, whereas most
adults are mature enough to not entertain such feelings and responses to seeing
someone their age in diapers. If they do, it's all for play.
·
Because
young children (especially boys) are highly amused by potty humor, the topic of
diapers is highly impressionable on them since diapers involve the genitals,
the butt, pee, poop, farts, underwear, overall nudity and exposure and other
pseudo-sexual and bodily/eliminatory elements. While such matters are highly
impressionable on girls, girls in this same age range tend to see such things
as gross and immature.
·
Girls
who have brothers who wear diapers are usually close in age and, as it would
seem that girls have a natural maternal instinct, they are more apt to enjoy
changing their brothers' diapers at this age, plus, it gives these girls a
reason to feel better about themselves, which is very important to a lot of
young girls.
·
In
my own experience, which is the experience of many others (but not everyone, I
understand), my first sexual feelings came from my extended diaper-wearing and
all of the things I associate with these memories (being pantsless,
wearing lots of white underwear for diapers, being teased by my sisters) have
always been very exciting to me. Since these feelings are deeply rooted in my
childhood I prefer to focus on this age level in stories and visual materials.
If You Are a Girl
Boys and girls, men and women alike are all welcome, but the
content of this page is clearly geared towards a male readership. That said, this site does not cater to girls or adult females who
wear diapers. You will find sparsely little in the way of stories and other
content about girls wearing diapers, as such submissions are strongly
discouraged and are usually rejected or edited to exclude or at least minimize
the presence of such content. This is not to say that I do not recognize that
there are girls and women who wear diapers for the same reasons that boys wear
them; I am just not at all interested in such material.
What I AM interested in from girls are stories and other
submissions about their brothers and only
their brothers and/or boys (past toddler-age) they have babysat who wear
diapers. This is where you, the girls to whom this writing is addressed, are
invited and strongly encouraged to participate in the various surveys and to
read the stories and view the artwork posted on this site. These key sections
with their accompanying links are listed in the article Information
for Girls.
The kind of girls this web site caters to are girls who are
completely opposite from diaper boys in every way possible. In other words,
these are “Deekerian” girls. Such girls proudly recognize themselves as being
more mature and more responsible than boys, mainly in their abilities to
maintain proper body cleanliness through good, consistent hygiene habits, which
in turn permits them to wear decent clothing (e.g. pants) and inconspicuous
undergarments. While modesty is a trait that a Deekerian girl celebrates, she
can, at her own choosing, display her body and her undergarments to reveal
their cleanliness to the boys who are forced to let her see them
wearing diapers. In fact, Deekerianism recognizes two distinct classes of
girls, as shown in the table below:
Deekerian Girls |
|
Type A |
Type B |
Only
wears long pants. Does not wear shorts because having one's legs left bare is
part of being in diapers. Wears pants to accent parts of body that are not
covered by diapers (e.g. buttocks). |
Will wear
shorts and show off legs. Feels that showing bare legs helps to accent
cleanliness of the body and draw attention to the parts that only a girl can
keep clean (e.g. her butt). |
Wears
pajamas at bedtime. Pajamas cover body for same reasons for wearing long
pants during the daytime. |
Wears
night shirts or no pajamas at all; may wear underwear or may wear nothing to
bed at all. Being naked or nearly naked is to show off bodily cleanliness and
to show that she can have nothing on and be trusted not to pee and poop all
over everything. She also does this to build sexual tension in the boys who
see her. |
While
worn inconspicuously, all underwear is in the form of full-cut panties or
low-rise panties. Underwear is meant to provide comfort only and is not for
show. Goes to great lengths to ensure that underwear is never even partially
visible. |
Wears
skimpy underwear, including bikinis and thongs (especially T-backs). Skimpy
underwear allows her to show off her body, arouse sexual tension and point
out cleanliness and good hygiene and to point out differences between girls'
underwear and boys' diapers. |
Will not
wear anything white, including pants, shirts or socks, as white is the color
of diapers and should only be worn by boys. Even though underwear is not
shown, she does not wear plain white underwear on principle of being too much
like diapers. |
Will wear
other white clothing but will not wear plain white underwear. Instead, will
wear black underwear (especially thongs) as black is as opposite from white
as possible. |
Is very
discreet about farting and is very embarrassed if anyone ever hears it or
smells it lest they think she more than just farted. Would like people to
believe that "girls don't fart". |
Is open
about farting. When she farts she points out that even if there is a smell
her butt is still clean and sexy. |
Is very
discreet about using the toilet. Demands absolute privacy. Refuses to talk
about having to pee or poop. Makes sure there is no trace of evidence of
having used the toilet, including ensuring the air does not smell bad. |
Is very
open about using the toilet and will even let (or force) brothers to watch
her use the toilet. She does this to point out how clean she keeps her body
and enjoys the opportunity to demonstrate her hygiene skills. She also does
this to tease brothers about not getting to use a toilet and having to
deposit all their pee and poop into their diapers where it will remain until
such time the diapers are removed. Likewise, is open to talk about her own peeing and pooping. |
Such girls use their superior traits to their full advantage
to exploit boys’ inferior abilities to control their bodily wastes and keep
their clothing clean and therefore are not entitled to wear decent clothing or
modest, inconspicuous undergarments. Such girls make comparisons between
themselves and their male counterparts and continually call attention to the
observations they make towards a boy’s diapers. They recognize that boys are
immature and irresponsible and are also impulsive and fail to consider the
consequences of the choices they make.
Closing Remarks
There are abundant resources on this site to help you (anyone)
to gain a greater understanding of what diapers mean to a boy who wears them
out of medical need, desire (especially a sexual fetish), punishment, or any
combination of these reasons. It is my sincere hope that you will at the very
least gain valuable and useful knowledge from this site about the profoundly
significant effects diapers have on the minds and bodies of the boys who wear
them.
Once you have looked over at least some of these materials
please feel free to drop me a line at [email protected]
and give me your comments, suggestions and other ideas in which I can improve
the site to cater to Sisters of Deekerian Diaper Boys. In the meantime please
be sure to share this site with your friends and any other girls who would
understand and appreciate the content presented here.
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