Deeker's Diaper Page

Entry Number:	0045
Date:	12/31/09

Name:

Jessica

Location:

New York

Age:

6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21>       ●

What is your height?

Less than 4 feet (<120 cm)   4 to 4 1/2 feet (120 to 135 cm) ● 4 1/2 to 5 feet (135 to 150 cm)   5 to 5 1/2 feet (150 to 165 cm)   5 1/2 to 6 feet (165 to 180 cm)   More than 6 feet (>180 cm)   Decline to answer

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What is your body size?

Slender   Average ● Heavyset   Obese   Decline to answer

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What is your hair color?

Blonde   Brunette ● Red   Black   Decline to answer

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What is your hair length?

Very long   Long ● Medium   Short   Decline to answer

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What is your hair style?

Straight ● Lightly curly   Moderately curly   Very curly   Decline to answer

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Do you wear glasses?

Yes ● No

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How would you describe your butt size?

Firm/tight ● Moderate/average   Plump/big   Decline to answer

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How else would you describe your appearance? How would you describe your personality?

Im starting to get boobs, though they are small still.

How often do you wear a thong?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: Just started.

Which types of thongs do you wear?

T-back ● G-string ● V-string ● C-string ● Cheeky ●

Details/comments: Many different colors.

How old were you when you wore your first thong?

6 or under   7   8   9 ● 10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17   18   19   20   21 and over

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Where did you get your first thong(s)?

Bought at a store   Ordered online ● Received as birthday gift   Received as Christmas gift   Received as other kind of gift

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Who got you your first thong(s)?

Myself ● Mother   Older sister   Younger sister   Older brother   Younger brother   Aunt   Girl cousin   Boy cousin   Female friend   Male friend   Boyfriend (dating)   Other boy   Other girl

Details/comments: My mom helped me order them.

Where have you gotten your thongs?

Store   Online ● Birthday gift   Christmas gift   Other gift

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Who has given you thongs as gifts?

Mother ● Older sister   Younger sister   Older brother   Younger brother   Aunt   Girl cousin   Boy cousin   Female friend   Male friend   Boyfriend (dating)   Other boy   Other girl

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Describe the first time you wore a thong. How old were you then? How and where did you get it? Did you wear it out in the open? Who saw you wearing it? In ways did you show it off? How did those who saw you react? How did it feel to you (physical and mental feelings)? What concerns did you have regarding near-nudity, hygiene, etc.?

I just turned nine and asked my mom. She said ok and told me that I was too young for adult things still and had the talk with me, I understood and told her I just wanted to start wearing them for me and to tease my brothers. We are pretty loose in our family my dad died when we were young. I like showing off my thongs to my brothers at home and I could tell they liked it cause their thing gets hard when I change them and I feel a lot more mature now that I have them on...I like them a lot. Im not worried about near nudity at home we are a very close family and I learned about dangers of being too sexy in public.

How many thongs do you have?

1   2   3   4   5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20 ● More than 20

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What colors and styles of thongs do you wear? Which ones are your favorite and why?

I wear all styles and colors except for white. My favorite colors are navy blue and dark green.

How small is the smallest strap you have on your thongs (the part that runs through your butt crack?)

Less than 1 / 4 inch   1 / 4 inch ● 1 / 2 inch   3 / 4 inch   1 inch   More than 1 inch

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What portion of your underwear supply consists of thongs?

All of them   Most of them ● Some of them   Few of them   None of them

Details/comments: I have a few panties mom said I should keep them for my period when I get it.

Do you also wear regular panties?

Nearly all the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Rarely   Never ●

Details/comments: Not anymore I like thongs now.

At what times do you wear thongs?

At home in daytime with pants on ● At home in daytime without pants on ● At home at night with pants on ● At home at night without pants, pajamas or nightshirt on ● While in bed with pajamas on ● While in bed with a night shirt on ● While in bed with nothing covering thong ● School ● While visiting friends ● While out with friends ● While visiting boyfriend   While boyfriend is visiting me   While out on date with boyfriend   When alone with boyfriend   At the swimming pool (thong swimsuit)   At the beach (thong swimsuit)   At the lake/river (thong swimsuit)   While camping (thong swimsuit)   While out with family ● While visiting relatives ● While traveling ●

Details/comments: No boyfriend yet I dont want one for a long time.

For which reasons do you wear thongs?

I like how they look on me ● My friends also wear thongs   My sisters also wear thongs   Other girls I know also wear thongs ● All the cool girls wear thongs   They are more comfortable than panties ● They don't create visible panty lines ● Thongs make me look sexy ● Thongs make me feel sexy ● I like boys to see my thong showing above pants   I like boys to see my thong out in the open   I do not like to wear panties ●

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For which reasons do you wear regular panties instead of a thong?

I usually wear panties anyway   That time of the month ● Panties are more comfortable   My mother will not let me wear a thong   My father will not let me wear a thong   To avoid offending elderly relatives   I am too shy to wear a thong outside the house   I am too shy to wear a thong in school   My school does not let girls wear thongs   More warmth during cold weather   Thongs not appropriate in some settings (e.g. church)   When I have no clean thongs   When I have loose bowels   When I have excessive flatulence

Details/comments: When I get my period I will wear panties mom says its more comfortable.

How do you feel about panties versus thongs?

I prefer thongs because they are more comfortable and I like how it feels in my butt.

Who was the first girl you saw wearing a thong? How old were you and her at the time? Where did you see her wearing it? What were your thoughts?

My mom has thongs and I saw her in her bedroom when I was about 5 years old and asked if I could wear one too and she said I was too young.

Who or what urged you or convinced you to try wearing a thong? What reservations, if any, did you have about wearing a thong before trying one?

I asked my mom when I saw some older friends wearing them and she said that I was old enough to wear them now. I was nervous about wearing them at first but not anymore.

How do you think you look wearing a thong? How would you like to look wearing a thong?

I like how I look wearing a thong.

If you are fat, how do you feel about having a big butt and wearing thongs? How do you feel about other fat girls wearing thongs?

I am not too fat but I am not skinny either. I dont think fat girls should wear thongs its gross.

How many older brothers do you have?

None ● 1   2   3   More than 3

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How many younger brothers do you have?

None   1   2 ● 3   More than 3

Details/comments: They are seven and six years old.

Describe what your brothers look like. Include ages, body size and build, hair color, and how they are usually dressed. What are their personalities like?

They are skinny with brown and black hair. They are home schooled and im not so they usually wear a shirt and their diapers. They are really nice boys and loving brothers.

Do any of your brothers over the age of four wear white diapers?

Yes ● No

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Do any of your brothers wear plain white briefs (tighty whities) for underwear?

Yes   No ●

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How often are your brothers in their white diapers or white briefs without pants on when at home?

Always   Usually ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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What kinds of white diapers or white briefs do your brothers wear?

Single white disposable diaper ● Multiple white disposable diapers   Single white cloth diaper   Multiple white cloth diapers   Single white brief   Multiple white briefs

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How many white diapers or pairs of white underwear do your brothers wear at a time?
Disposable diapers 1 ● 2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10	Cloth diapers 1   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10	White boys' briefs 1   2   3   4 to 6   7 to 9   10 to 12   13 to 15   16 to 20   21 to 25   25 to 30   31 to 40   41 to 50   51 to 60   More than 60
Details/comments: Sometimes we use a diaper stuffer to increase the amount of pee they can hold.

Indicate if your brothers wear diapers (including multiple underpants) for any of these specific reasons given:

Not toilet trained ● Little or no bladder control ● Little or no bowel control ● Punishment   Diaper fetish   Because the other boys wear diapers   Because their friends wear diapers   Boys wear diapers on principle in our family ●

Details/comments: My dad wore diapers too before he died.

For which reasons do your brothers wear multiple diapers?

More capacity/absorbency ● Fewer diaper changes necessary ● Makes diaper changes last longer ● Keeps my brothers from wearing any pants   To force their legs wider apart so their crotches will show   My brothers can't remove their diapers as easily   Makes my brothers diapers more conspicious   Reduces chances for my brothers' diapers to leak ● Prevents me/others from seeing my brothers' pee/poop stains   To make my brothers' diapers as thick as possible   Control my brothers' diaper odors   To punish my brothers   My brothers' sexual gratification   Because my brothers deserve thick diapers   Makes my brothers' butts look bigger/cuter ●

Details/comments: Usually diaper stuffer or a baby diaper for more pee.

For which reasons do your brothers wear plain white diapers?

It's all that is available ● It's all my brothers have to wear   It's all my parents get for my brothers   I prefer to see my brothers in plain white diapers   My sisters prefer to see my brothers in plain white diapers   My other brothers prefer to see them in plain white diapers   It's part of my brothers' diaper punishment   Plain white diapers cost less ● Plain white diapers easier to wash   My brothers' diapers aren't meant for fashion   They look more diaper-y by being plain white   They look like thick tighty whities on my brothers   They just look more appropriate on boys   Easier to tell when my brothers pee/poop in their diapers

Details/comments: We like designs too when we can find them...pampers underjams, goodnites.

How often are your brothers pantsless and in diapers/underwear against their will?

Frequently   Sometimes   Rarely   Never ●

Details/comments: They accept their diapers.

For which of the following specific reasons do your brothers not wear any pants over their diapers or underwear while at home?

They have no pants of their own to wear   They are punished by not being allowed to wear pants   Diaper boys are forced to go pantsless   Their diapers are too thick for pants   So their diapers can remain fully exposed ● To make their diapers easier to check and change ● Because everybody already knows they wear diapers ● Because they like to let their diapers show ● Because they do not like to wear pants ● Because I make them go around without any pants on

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How often do your brothers pee in their diapers versus in the toilet?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often do your brothers poop in their diapers versus in the toilet?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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What are your thoughts and feelings about your brothers peeing and pooping in their diapers or underwear?

I think its cute and if they like it then thats ok.

Describe what your brothers' diapers look like. Include details such as thickness, height/rise on their bodies, width of crotch, whiteness. How do your brothers look in their diapers? Include details such as their legs, their shirts, how they walk, what features you notice about their diapers, etc.

Their diapers look like any other diapers we always buy the right size for them plus baby ones for extra pee in the diaper. They look very cute and happy in their diapers their shirts are just above the diaper and I notice that they have a bigger crotch and butt, really big when they are wet or poopy.

What feelings and impressions do you get from seeing your brothers in white diapers and/or white underwear? How do you feel about white being a distinction or noteworthy charactertistic of the diapers and underwear that boys wear?

I dont really understand this question...I feel happy to be in a close family that allows boys to wear diapers if they want to.

How often do your brothers see you wearing a thong?

Frequently ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: At home when its hot I wear no pants.

How often do you go around the house in a thong when your brothers are in just their diapers or tighty whities?

Frequently ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: My mom says its ok when we dont have company why where cute thongs and not show them off?

What do you want your brothers to notice when you are in a thong?

How skimpy my thongs are compared to their thick diapers ● How none of my thongs are white like their diapers are ● How my being pantsless is my choice unlike theirs   How my butt is clean and not smelly and poopy ● I can be nearly naked and not pee and poop everywhere ●

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In which ways do you compare your thongs to your brothers' diapers? What comparisons do you make between the cleanliness and presentations of your bodies?

I really dont think about it that way I just like to tease them for fun and they tease me too.

In which ways do you use your wearing of thongs to tease your brothers about their diapers?

Compare volume of diaper material to material in thong ● Compare their poopy butts to my clean butt ● Forcibly induce sexual arousal in my brothers ● Stick my butt in their faces ● Make them smell my butt ● Sit on or near their faces ● Fart in their faces

Provide details on the ways in which ways do you use your wearing of thongs to tease your brothers about their diapers.

We play for fun they like it when I wear my thongs and I like their diapers its cute when they get older they will know what a hard on is and why they get them (thats what I tease them about).

Do your brothers become sexually aroused when they see you in a thong?

Yes ● Probably   Maybe   Probably not   No

Details/comments: They get a hard on but they dont know why.

Which other boys do you like to tease by showing off your thong?

My brothers' friends   My friends' brothers   My sisters' friends brothers   My boy cousins   Boys I babysit   Other boys who are visiting

Details/comments: I dont tease other boys.

How do you know when and how your brothers and/or other boys are sexually aroused by seeing you in a thong?

I can see their erections through their diapers ● They idly or subtly rub the fronts of their diapers ● They masturbate in my presence   They tell me   They leave the room to masturbate   They like to look at pictures of me in thongs

Details/comments: They dont know what an erection is yet they just get them.

What do you know about your brothers' sexual feelings towards seeing you and/or other girls in thongs? For what you cannot confirm, what do you suspect about their sexual feelings?

I think their feelings are all natural right now they dont understand yet I do though my mom had that talk with me when I ordered thongs.

What do you know about your brothers' sexual feelings towards their wearing and using diapers, seeing themselves in diapers and other boys in diapers? For what you cannot confirm, what do you suspect about their diaper-related sexual feelings?

Same as above they are too young to understand yet.

What are your thoughts on how your brothers might transfer their sexual feelings and urges to their diapers and other boys in diapers because of how your thongs induce forced sexual tension that they cannot release towards you because of the inappopriateness of sibling sexual relations, or because they cannot have sex with any girls?

Again, same as above.

How do you keep your butt clean so that you can confidently wear thongs?

I take showers and wipe myself good.

Do you avoid wearing white panties or thongs because of your brothers' diapers/underwear being white?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: I just dont like white its boring.

How many older sisters do you have?

None ● 1   2   3   More than 3

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How many younger sisters do you have?

None ● 1   2   3   More than 3

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Describe what your sisters look like. Include ages, body size and build, hair color, and how they are usually dressed. What are their personalities like?

None.

Do any of your older sisters wear thongs?

Yes   No ●

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Do any of your younger sisters wear thongs?

Yes   No ●

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Which of your sisters wear thongs? How old are they? How do they present their thongs to your brothers? How do they use their thongs to tease your brothers about wearing diapers?

n/a, My friend likes her thongs when she found out I had them too we had a lot to talk about. She does not wear thongs visible near my brothers its a family thing.

Do any of your friends wear thongs?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: I have one friend who does but I didnt know before buying mine.

Do any of your friends who wear thongs have brothers (over age 4) who wear diapers?

Yes   No ●

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What are your friends like? How do they feel about wearing thongs? Do they wear thongs in the presence of your brothers and/or their brothers?

n/a, My friend likes her thongs when she found out I had them too we had a lot to talk about. She does not wear thongs visible near my brothers its a family thing.

Does your mother know you wear thongs?

Yes ● No

How does your mother feel about you wearing thongs? What were her initial thoughts? How does she feel about you wearing thongs in the presence of your brothers? How does she feel about the way you present your thongs and your body to your brothers and how you tease them for wearing diapers?

She was scared at first but after talking she was ok with it. She encourages being open with my girliness near my brothers and says its ok.

Does your father know you wear thongs?

Yes   No ●

How does your father feel about you wearing thongs? What were his initial thoughts? How does he feel about you wearing thongs in the presence of your brothers? How does he feel about the way you present your thongs and your body to your brothers and how you tease them for wearing diapers?

My dad died when I was young it was very sad.

How do/did your school handle girls wearing thongs?
Elementary Did not allow thongs at all   Allowed thongs with some restrictions ● Did not have any rules or regulations	Middle school/Junior high Did not allow thongs at all   Allowed thongs with some restrictions ● Did not have any rules or regulations	High school Did not allow thongs at all   Allowed thongs with some restrictions ● Did not have any rules or regulations

What were the rules and regulations regarding thongs in your elementary school(s)?

No underwear is allowed to be visible on boys or girls.

What were the rules and regulations regarding thongs in your middle school(s)/junior high school(s)?

Same as above.

What were the rules and regulations regarding thongs in your high school(s)?

Same as above.

How many girls did you know who wore thongs in school?
Elementary A lot of girls   Some girls   A few girls ● None   Not yet old enough	Middle school/Junior high A lot of girls   Some girls   A few girls   None   Not yet old enough ●	High school A lot of girls   Some girls   A few girls   None   Not yet old enough ●

Describe the girls you knew in school at each grade level who wore thongs.

My one friend who is in my grade she is a lot like me.

Did you see girls wearing thongs in the P.E. locker room in junior high/middle school?

Yes   No ●

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Did you see girls wearing thongs in the P.E. locker room in high school?

Yes   No ●

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How did you find out about this survey?

My older brother showed it to me   My younger brother showed it to me   My older sister showed it to me   My younger sister showed it to me   My mother showed it to me ● My father showed it to me   My boy cousin showed it to me   My girl cousin showed it to me   A female friend showed it to me   A male friend showed it to me   Another boy showed it to me   Another girl showed it to me   Another adult showed it to me   I found it on a web search   I already knew it was on this site   It was linked from a thong web site   It was linked from a girl-oriented web site   It was linked from a non-related web site

Details/comments: She helped me.

What kinds of insight did this survey give you with regards to comparing girls who wear thongs to boys who wear diapers? What things did you not consider before taking this survey? What things had you already given thought to that this survey also covered?

I dont really understand.