Entry Number:	0086
Date:	10/18/09

Name:

Matt

Location:

usa

Age:

6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17             ●

What is your body size?

Skinny   Average ● Chubby

Details/comments:

What is your height?

Less than 4 feet (<120 cm)   4 to 4 1/2 feet (120 to 135 cm)   4 1/2 to 5 feet (135 to 150 cm) ● 5 to 5 1/2 feet (150 to 165 cm)   5 1/2 to 6 feet (165 to 180 cm)   More than 6 feet (>180 cm)

Details/comments: im small for my age

What is your hair color and length?

Blonde, short   Blonde, medium   Blonde, long   Brown, short   Brown, medium ● Brown, long   Red, short   Red, medium   Red, long   Black, short   Black, medium   Black, long

Details/comments:

How would you describe your musculature/build?

Lanky   Average ● Stocky

Details/comments:

Do you wear glasses?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments:

Current appearance:

[not given]

Appearance as a little boy:

[not given]

Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a little boy?
Currently Cloth ● Disposable ● Multiple white boys' underpants	As a little boy (through age 8) Cloth ● Disposable ● Multiple white boys' underpants
Details/comments: cloth at home disposable at school.

How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: mom says i didnt want to use the toilet but i dont remember.

How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a little boy?
Currently 1   2   3   4 ● 5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10	As a little boy (through age 8) 1   2 ● 3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10
Details/comments:

If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a little boy?
Currently One   Two   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20 ● 20 to 25   26 to 30	As a little boy (through age 8) One   Two   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15 ● 16 to 20   20 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30
Details/comments:

For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently More capacity/absorbency ● Fewer diaper changes necessary ● Makes diaper changes last longer ● Keeps me from wearing any pants ● To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show ● I cannot remove my diapers as easily ● Makes my diapers more conspicious ● Reduces chances for leakage ● Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains ● To make my diapers as thick as possible ● Control my diaper odors ● My sexual gratification   Because I deserve thick diapers ● Makes my butt look bigger/cuter	As a little boy (through age 8) More capacity/absorbency   Fewer diaper changes necessary   Makes diaper changes last longer   Keeps me from wearing any pants   To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show   I cannot remove my diapers as easily   Makes my diapers more conspicious   Reduces chances for leakage   Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains   To make my diapers as thick as possible   Control my diaper odors   Punishment   To enforce my diaper discipline   My sexual gratification   Because I deserve thick diapers   Makes my butt look bigger/cuter
Details/comments: my mom and sister decide how many to put on me. mostly my sister.

How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a little boy?
Currently Below my waist   At my waist   Between my waist and stomach ● Over my entire stomach   Up to my chest	As a little boy (through age 8) Below my waist   At my waist   Between my waist and stomach ● Over my entire stomach   Up to my chest
Details/comments:

How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a little boy?
Currently Below my waist   At my waist   Between waist/middle back ● Up to my middle back   Past middle of back	As a little boy (through age 8) Below my waist   At my waist   Between waist/middle back ● Up to my middle back   Past middle of back
Details/comments:

How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently Less than 6 inches (15 cm)   6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm)   9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm)   12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm)   More than 18 inches (45 cm)	As a little boy (through age 8) Less than 6 inches (15 cm)   6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm)   9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm)   12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm)   More than 18 inches (45 cm)
Details/comments: i dont really know.

How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently 2   4   6 ● 8   10   More than 10	As a little boy (through age 8) 2   4   6 ● 8   10   More than 10
Details/comments:

How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a little boy?
Currently 2   4   6   8 ● 10   More than 10	As a little boy (through age 8) 2   4   6 ● 8   10   More than 10
Details/comments:

How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a little boy?
Currently None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80 ● 80 to 100   More than 100	As a little boy (through age 8) None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80 ● 80 to 100   More than 100
Details/comments: i guess i never really counted them

How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a little boy?
Currently None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80 ● 80 to 100   More than 100	As a little boy (through age 8) None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80 ● 80 to 100   More than 100
Details/comments: i think

Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a little boy for any of these specific reasons given:
Currently I was not toilet trained ● I lost my bladder control   I lost my bowel control   I have a diaper fetish   Because my brother wears/wore diapers   Because my friend wears/wore diapers   Because I am a boy ●	As a little boy (through age 8) I was not toilet trained ● I lost my bladder control   I lost my bowel control   Punishment   I have a diaper fetish   Because my brother wears/wore diapers   Because my friend wears/wore diapers   Because I am a boy ●
Details/comments: i dont remember but mom said i wouldnt use the toilet and fussed so she gave up

How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a little boy?
Currently Too thick for pants   Pants barely fit   Pants fit tightly   Pants fit okay ● Pants fit loosely	As a little boy (through age 8) Too thick for pants   Pants barely fit   Pants fit tightly   Pants fit okay ● Pants fit loosely
Details/comments: if i go utside i wear dispoasables. at home its just diapers and plastic pants mostly

How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a little boy?
Currently Cannot walk at all   Walking very difficult   Walking somewhat difficult   Walking affected minimally ● Walking not affected at all   Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk	As a little boy (through age 8) Cannot walk at all   Walking very difficult   Walking somewhat difficult   Walking affected minimally ● Walking not affected at all   Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk
Details/comments: when i got or more on i think i walk with my legs apart more.

During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy?
Currently Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never
Details/comments: at home always

During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a little boy?
Currently Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments:

How often are you pantsless now and when you were a little boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?)
Currently Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never
Details/comments: everybody knows i wear diapers but mom dont make it obvious. my sister tries to tho

How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a little boy?
Currently Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments:

How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a little boy?
Currently Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: its easier for every body i guess.

As a little boy (through age 8), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)?

None   One   Two   Three ● Four   Five

Details/comments:

As a little boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers?

They wouldn't even touch my waist without my diapers on   They would be very loose and fall down to my knees   They would be fairly loose and slip down easily upon walking   They would be somewhat loose and slip down a little ● They would still fit without my diapers on

Details/comments: mostly i wore disposables when i got older and when i went outside

For which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

My diapers are too thick for pants ● So my diapers can remain fully exposed ● To make my diapers easier to check and change ● Because everybody already knows I wear diapers ● Because I like to let my diapers show   Because I do not like to wear pants ● My significant other likes to see my diapers

Details/comments: its more comfortable

As a little boy (through age 8), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear   Punishment   Boys in my family were not allowed to wear pants over diapers   My diapers were too thick for pants ● So my diapers could remain fully exposed ● To make my diapers easier to check and change ● Because everybody already knew I wore diapers ● Because I liked to let my diapers show   Because I did not like to wear pants ●

Details/comments: the same

As a little boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear   Pants kept outside my room (location unknown)   Pants kept outside my room (location known but inaccessible)   Pants were locked away   Multiple locks were used

Details/comments: just dont wear them

If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored?

My bedroom   Sister's bedroom   Brother's bedroom   Parents' bedroom   Laundry/wash room   Some other room   Garage   Car/trunk   Someone else's house   Returned to owner (I have to borrow pants when needed)

Details/comments: i can wear them but not at home

What is the longest time you have gone without wearing any pants over your diapers?

Less than 12 hours   12 to 24 hours   1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days   5 to 7 days   2 weeks   3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 to 6 months ● 6 months to one year   More than one year

Details/comments: during the summer unless we had to go some place

If you have worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home?

Yes, first thing upon entering house ● Yes, going straight to my bedroom   Yes, within a few minutes   No, I did not have to take them off   No, but I took them off right away anyway

Details/comments: mom and my sister dont want me in them. i think its more comfortable to.

How much do you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers?
Yourself I love it   I like it   It is okay ● I do not like it   I hate it   It does not matter to me	Brothers They love it   They like it   It is okay to them   They do not like it   They hate it   It does not matter to them	Sisters They love it ● They like it   It is okay to them   They do not like it   They hate it   It does not matter to them	Friends They love it   They like it   It is okay to them   They do not like it   They hate it   It does not matter to them ●
Details/comments: my sister likes to treat me like a baby. my friends are used to it i think

What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a little boy (through age 8)?

Getting attention from my sisters   Getting attention from my brothers   Getting attention from other girls   Getting attention from other boys ● Getting to show off my diapers to others ● Easier to walk around without pants on ● No worrying about diapers showing above pants ● One less thing to put on ● More comfortable ● Made diaper checks/changes faster ● I aroused myself   I aroused others   I got to go around in diapers when my sisters do not ● I got to go around in diapers when my brothers do not   I got to go around in diapers just like my brothers did

Details/comments: i like diapers

What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers?

Getting unwanted attention from my sisters ● Getting unwanted attention from my brothers   Getting unwanted attention from other girls   Getting unwanted attention from other boys   Loss of dignity ● Unable to leave house ● Unable to play outside ● It was embarrassing ● It was like being in my underwear   I felt cold without pants on ● I felt like a baby ● I felt naked or underdressed without pants on ● I do not like having my legs exposed ● Others could see when I peed ● Others could see when I pooped ● My sisters had pants on but I do not ● My brothers had pants on but I do not

Details/comments: i like it but i hate it when my sister makes a big deal about it.

Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)?

i think there just plain boy pants maybe a little big bigger for diapers im not sure

Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.):

my mom and especially my sister treat me like a baby. i hate it cause im 12 years old and not a baby. its not fair just because i wear diapers that they treat me like a baby. my sister gets to boss me around and shes only 10 but mom says shes more machure then me. its so unfair.

How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a little boy?
Currently Always   Sometimes ● Usually   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Sometimes ● Usually   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: not usually but sometimes

What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a little boy?
Currently White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Polo shirts   Button-up shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   Short-sleeved   Long-sleeved	As a little boy (through age 8) White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Polo shirts   Button-up shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   Short-sleeved   Long-sleeved
Details/comments:

Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a little boy?
Currently White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   I wear no shirt to bed	As a little boy (through age 8) White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   I wear no shirt to bed
Details/comments: mostly no shirts

For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a little boy?
Currently Comfort   I feel too naked without a shirt on   To complement my diapers   The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants   To display messages about my diapers   So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt	As a little boy (through age 8) Comfort   I feel too naked without a shirt on   To complement my diapers   The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants   To display messages about my diapers   So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt
Details/comments:

For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently Comfort ● To expose even more of my body   So my diapers are entirely exposed   So others can see how many diapers I am wearing ● So others can see how high up my diapers go on me ● Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need   To have more money to spend on my diapers instead ● Because boys do not have to wear a shirt ●	As a little boy (through age 8) Comfort ● To expose even more of my body   So my diapers are entirely exposed   So others can see how many diapers I am wearing ● So others can see how high up my diapers go on me ● Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need   To have more money to spend on my diapers instead ● Because boys do not have to wear a shirt ●
Details/comments: i think my mom and sister think its easier to change me with out more clothes on.

Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a little boy:
Currently I wear white shirts to match my white diapers ● I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers   I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are pinned to my diapers   My shirts contain hand-written messages ● My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home   My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages	As a little boy (through age 8) I wear white shirts to match my white diapers ● I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers   I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are pinned to my diapers   My shirts contain hand-written messages ● My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home   My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages
Details/comments: my sister wrote on some of my shirts ab out her baby brother

How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a little boy?
Currently Full exposure w/ shirt   Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers   Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure	As a little boy (through age 8) Full exposure w/ shirt   Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers ● Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure
Details/comments: mom and my sister dont care about styles and stuff

Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts:

i just wear a shirt if we have company or if its a little cold. my sister wrote on a bunch of them about me being a baby and look at the baby and that im her baby brother and stuff. i tried to throw them away but mom said not to waste them so i have to wear them sometimes. my sister did get in big trouble tho.

How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a little boy?
Currently Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: mom says she thinks i will always have to use diapers

How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a little boy?
Currently Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: mom says i will always have to use diapers

For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a little boy?

Weak bladder   Bedwetting   Bladder infection   Other urinary problems

Details/comments: i guess i just hated to use the toilet. now i like the feel of diapers

For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a little boy?

Weak bowels   Encopresis   Diarrhea   Irritable bowel syndrome   Other bowel problems

Details/comments: i dont know what encopresis is but i just poop in them a lot

Were you ever toilet trained?

No, my parents never even bothered with it   My parents tried but failed   Yes, but I am not trained anymore   Yes, I am still toilet trained

Details/comments: i dont remember i have to believe what mom says

At what age were you declared toilet trained?

Never ● Over 6   6   5   4   3   2   Under 2

Details/comments:

At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again?

Under 2   2   3   4 ● 5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   Over 12

Details/comments: i think

How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training?

Never trained   Extremely difficult ● Very difficult   Moderately Difficult   Mildly difficult (more difficult than easy)   Fairly easy   Very easy

Details/comments: according to mom

Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this?

i dont remember. i know that when my 11 year old cousin spent a month with us last summer and he tried to get me to wear his under pants. i did try it but it felt like i had nothing on. but i put my pants on and we went out to play and when i came back in mom didn't notice. until we were eating lunch and i peed all over my pants and all over the floor. she was soooooooooooooo mad. she mad us both clean it up. i know for sure i that like diapers better.

For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a little boy?

Peeing on the floor/toilet seat   Failing to flush   Poor wiping skills   Not wiping at all   Having soiled underwear (skidmarks)/pants   Hiding soiled underwear   Forgetting to put the lid back down   Using too much toilet paper   Not replacing empty toilet paper roll   Leaving too large of stools (turds)   Leaving excess poop on the toilet   Stinking up the bathroom   Pee accidents   Poop accidents   Deliberately peeing in pants   Deliberately pooping in pants   Wetting the bed   Failing to meet toilet training expectations ● Lying when asked if need to go potty

Details/comments: i really dont remember much

What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers?

Being toilet trained too early ● Being toilet trained too late   Being nagged about using the toilet ● Losing play time to using the toilet   Getting punished or scolded for having accidents ● The discomfort/embarrassment/guilt of having an accident   Being told that only babies wear diapers   Fear of falling into the toilet ● Fear of the noises the toilet made ● Overall difficulties with using the toilet ● Seeing younger siblings in diapers/getting changed   Seeing other children in diapers/getting changed   Associating the toilet with something only girls use

Details/comments: i think

What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult?

Making it to the toilet on time ● Being able to determine when to go ● Avoiding pee accidents ● Avoiding poop accidents ● Wiping adequately ● Remembering to flush ● Aiming technique/not getting pee on the floor ● Putting the lid up or down ● Getting onto the toilet ● Remembering to wash my hands ● Keeping my underwear free of skid marks ●

Details/comments: i tihnk cause i really dont remember to much

Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers?

The way my diapers looked on me   They way my diapers felt on me   The feel of getting cleaned up/changed   The bonding/intimacy that comes with diaper changes   The feel of using my diapers   Not having to get up and go to the toilet   The sense of being a baby or little boy   The smell of fresh diapers/baby powder, lotion, etc.   Not having to worry about accidents

Details/comments: i wasnt potty trained

Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

Yes, diapers caused my urinary incontinence ● No, my urinary incontinence was caused by something else   No, I do not have any urinary incontinence

Details/comments: i think but i dont know for sure

Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

Yes, diapers caused my fecal incontinence ● No, my fecal incontinence was caused by something else   No, I do not have any fecal incontinence

Details/comments: i think

How are/were you prevented from using the toilet?

I am diapered extra thickly to prevent easy removal ● My diapers have lots of pins in them to prevent easy removal ● My diapers have lots of tape on them to prevent easy removal   The bathroom door is locked with a key-lock doorknob   The bathroom door is locked with a padlock   The toilet lid is key-locked   The toilet is partitioned off with a locking door   The bathroom is monitored by my mother ● The bathroom is monitored by my father   The bathroom is monitored by my sister ● The bathroom is monitored by my brother   The bathroom is monitored by my female babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by my male babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by a surveillence camera   The bathroom is monitored by an entry alarm

Details/comments: i dont really try cause i like to go in my diaper. its real warm and feels good

Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision   Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision ●

Details/comments: pretty much nobody watches me. about the only time they dont treat me like a baby.

Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision ● Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision

Details/comments: my mom or sister take the diapers off and clean me up first then just stay there

Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training:

mom made my sister the boss cause shes more "machure." shes mean. she always does a diaper check and wont believe me even if im really dry or not poopy. when her friends are over or when my friends are over she just walks up and says diaper check and puts her finger down my diaper and even if im playing video games or something with my friends or if her friends are there she makes me stop and puts a pad right down in front of every body and changes me right there. she even lets her friends do diaper checks. i complain to mom but she says i should be happy that theres someone there to help take care of me.

How many older sisters do you live with?

None   One ● Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments: shes 10 and shes bossy

How many younger or same-age sisters do you live with?

None   One ● Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments: same as above

List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers:

her names Heather and shes 10 but shes real bossy. she wears normal girls clothes i guess. she just bosses me around. when her friends are over she just says diaper check and puts her finger down my diapers even if i tell her its ok. if im wet she puts a pad down right there in front of her friends and says time for a change. if i dont let her mom really spanks me hard. she even lets her friends do the diaper check or change me. they talk about my private parts and some girsl say my parts are not much bigger then there baby cousins and laugh. if i got a erection or something they also laugh at me. but the girls all like to change me and powder me and put oil on me. i hate them.

What kinds of underwear do your sisters wear?

Regular panties ● Low-rise panties   Thongs

Details/comments: she dont show me herself in them but i saw them in the laundry.

Which of the following clothing types do your sisters wear?

Jeans ● Khakis   Sweat pants   Other long pants   Shorts ● Dresses/skirts ●

Details/comments: regular girl clothes i guess

How often do your sisters wear their underwear around the house?

Always   Sometimes ● Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: she says girls can see boys in diapers but boys cant see girls in there underwear.

Compared to your sisters, how often are you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear?

Much more often ● Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

Details/comments: she dont let me see her in her underwear

How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed?

Always   Sometimes   Usually ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: i think

Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime?

Much more often ● Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

Details/comments: i think

How often do your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: she likes it that way. she says its easier to check on me.

How often do your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time ● Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: especially if her friends are there or my friends are there

How often do your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time ● Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: mostly in front of her friends or my friends

How often do your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers?

All of the time ● Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: i dont now that she goes out of her way really, its just the way it is

How often do your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)?
Jeans All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time	Shorts All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time	Underwear All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Nothing All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time
Details/comments: depends on the weather or her mood i guess

How often do your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household?

All of the time   Most of the time ● Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: moms pretty much put her in charge of me and i have to do what she says.

For which reasons do your sisters change your diapers?

To see me in my diapers even more ● To see me naked ● To embarrass me ● To play with my genitals ● Because they diaper me the thickest ● They do a better job diapering me ● Parents do not have the time ● Parents are not home   Parents do not want to do it ● They are faster at it ● Because I suck at doing it   Because I am not allowed to do it ● Because I do not want to do it ● Because my brothers suck at doing it   Because my brothers weren't allowed to do it   Because my brothers do not want to do it   Because they are girls ● Because I am a boy ● To dominate and control me ● To learn how to change diapers as a parenting skill ●

Details/comments: i guess girls are best at doing diaper changes.

How much do your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers?
Pantslessness A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Whiteness A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Thickness/layers A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Diaper pins A lot of attention   Moderate attention ● Some attention   Little attention   No attention
Rise/height A lot of attention   Moderate attention ● Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Frontal view A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Rear view A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Crotch view A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention
Peeing in diapers A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Pooping in diapers A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Pee smells A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Poop smells A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention
Bare legs A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Butt during diaper change A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Genitals during diaper change A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention	Erections during diaper change A lot of attention ● Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers:

its pretty much routine i think unless companys over then it really gets a lot of attention. i guess her friends like to change me cause im a boy. my sister said they think its cool and funny when i get a erection.

How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers?

A lot of influence ● Moderate influence   Some influence   Little influence   No influence

Details/comments: i think. but i think i would of liked diapers no matter what.

How much influence do your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers?

A lot of influence ● Moderate influence   Some influence   Little influence   No influence

Details/comments: girls are the bosses over boys. even my friends know they got to obey her.

Which view of your diapers do your sisters enjoy looking at the most?

Frontal view   Butt view   Crotch view   All views equally

Details/comments: i guess. its when i get a erection i think

How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers?

All the time- it was the main topic about me ● Often- at least once daily   Sometimes- whenever the topic came up   Rarely- only when they needed to talk about it   Never- they do not talk about this with me

Details/comments: she treats me like a baby a lot.

Which details about your diapers do your sisters talk about around you?

My diaper changes ● My diaper odors ● How I look in my diapers ● Peeing in my diapers ● Pooping in my diapers ● Wearing diapers for punishment   My erections during diaper changes ● Masturbating in my diapers ● Teasing me for wearing diapers ●

Details/comments: she caught me masterbating once

How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers?

Complete control ● Lots of control   Moderate control   Little control   No control

Details/comments: unless mom changes me but she dont do that much

How do your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers?

Parents asked them to do it ● Parents expect them to do it ● They volunteered to do it ● I asked them to do it

Details/comments: i think she likes to be my boss

How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants?

i know she thinks girls are superior. she was even bossy when to my boy cousins when they spent a month with us and shes bossy to my friends and if my friends dont behave her they got to go home.

How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons?

i think she just wears what she wants when she wants.

How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear?

she dont wear white much but shes never said why.

How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)?

i know she thinks shes cooler and more machure than me cause she gets to wear regular girls underwear and i got to wear diapers.

How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers?

she and her friends talk about boys a lot, it think they try to get boys to notice there bodies. they flirt with my friends somtimes. i dont pay no attrention to them tho causs there mean and especially mean to me in front of my friends.

How do your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do they make such associations? How do they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear?

i think she thinks all boys should be in diapers

How do your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting?

she dont do it at least in front of me or my friends

How do your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts?

she thinks girls bodys are superior in every way to boys bodys.

How do you feel about girls farting and pooping? Have you ever had any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How do you feel about girls' butts and how they differ from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How has wearing diapers affected such feelings?

girls dont fart and the poop in the toilet. i dont pay no attention to there butts. i sort of like to think about boys butts more.

List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers?

in every way she can i think.

Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel?

never

Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters):

at any time or any place she does a diaper check and then puts a pad down and makes me lie down on it even if her friends or my friends are there. then she or one of her friends takes all the pins off and pulls the diaper off. if im poopy i got to put my legs up in the air so she can wipe the poop of with the dirty diaper as much as she can. then she takes a baby wipe and cleans me up real good and makes sure she wipes my weener real real good so she can watch it bounce. then she or her friends puts oil on me and rubs it all over then they power me real good and rub that it then start putting diapers on me and pinning them one by one. then they put the plastic pants on and make me stand up and then pull them up then they pat my butt and say go play.

Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

she likes to be superior to me and make me feel like a baby.

Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

i think she likes being the boss and that she thinks girls are superior and bosses of boys.

Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

shes mean

What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way?

she always talks in baby talk and so do her friends. the just stick there fingers down my diapers whenever they want no matter what im doing. T hen they talk about my private parts like im not even there and compare it with other boys that they've seen that are babies and make fun of it.

How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers?

i dont care what she wears she just dont have to be so mean to me.

Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

i like boys a lot better there not so mean.

How many older brothers do you live with?

None ● One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with?

None ● One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too:

Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear?

Cloth   Disposable   Multiple white boys' underpants- double seated   Multiple white boys' underpants- single seated   Single white boys' underpants- double seated   Single white boys' underpants- single seated   Colored briefs   Boxer shorts

Details/comments:

How often do your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How many diapers do your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time?

1   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10

Details/comments:

If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time?

1   2   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   21 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30

Details/comments:

How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed?

Never   Rarely   Sometimes   Usually   Always

Details/comments:

For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers?

Not toilet trained   Lost bladder control   Lost bowel control   Punishment   Diaper fetish   Because I wore diapers   Because another brother wore diapers   Because another boy they knew wore diapers

Details/comments:

How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers?

Frequently   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers?

How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes?

How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers?

How do your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How do your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How do your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How do your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How do your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use?

Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How much privacy do you get for the following?
Diaper changes No privacy at all ● Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy	Masturbating No privacy at all   Little privacy ● Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy	Dressing/undressing No privacy at all ● Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy	Baths/showers No privacy at all ● Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy
Details/comments: i try to masterbate in private but its hard

Do your sisters respect your privacy?

Not at all ● A little   Somewhat   Mostly   Total respect for my privacy

Details/comments: she thinks shes so cool and superior to me.

Do your brothers respect your privacy?

Not at all   A little   Somewhat   Mostly   Total respect for my privacy

Details/comments:

How often are your sisters present when your diapers are changed (when she is not the one who is changing you)?

Always   Usually ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: sometimes mom will do it. shes not mean to me like my sister.

How often are your brothers present when your diapers are changed (when he is not the one who is changing you)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often are your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never

Details/comments: she caught me once, i try real hard to not let her see me do it.

How often are your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

Which areas of the house are your diapers changed in where others can see you?

Living room ● My bedroom with the door open ● Sisters bedroom with the door open   Brother's bedroom with the door open   Parent's bedroom with the door open   Other room in the house with the door open ●

Details/comments: when ever where ever

Did you have your own bedroom?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: my sister can come in at anytime cause she's in charge of me.

With whom have you shared your bedroom?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Other girls   Other boys ●

Details/comments: when my cousins vist or my friends spend the night.

With whom have you shared your bed?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Other girls   Other boys ●

Details/comments: with my 11 year old cousin or some of my friends.

For which activities do your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet ● Taking baths/showers ● Getting dressed/undressed ● Masturbation ●

Details/comments: i dont kow if she masturbates

For which activities do your non-diaper-wearing brothers get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet   Taking baths/showers   Getting dressed/undressed   Masturbation

Details/comments:

For which reasons are you not given privacy?

Others see me in my diapers anyway ● Others changed my diapers anyway   I was not allowed to request or demand privacy   Punishment   I do not feel the need for privacy ● We are all boys in my household   Parents think it is okay for my sisters to see me naked ●

Details/comments: every bodys seen everything all ready

How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

i have no choise in it.

How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or do not get?

sometimes i think its a lot easier to be a girl then it is to be a boy. but i do like to wear diapers so i guess its worth it.

How much do you enjoy wearing diapers?

I completely indulge in my diapers ● I enjoy my diapers very much   I enjoy my diapers moderately   I do not mind my diapers but do not enjoy them, either   I do not enjoy my diapers very much   I do not enjoy my diapers at all

Details/comments: i felt naked that one time i tried regular underpants

In what ways have you acted upon your feelings for your diapers?

Showed off my diapers ● Downloaded photos or drawings of boys in diapers on the net ● Looked for pictures of boys in diapers ● Looked for pictures of boys in underwear (as if in diapers) ● Watched and/or recorded TV diaper commercials ● Looked at photos of myself in diapers ● Looked at myself in diapers in a mirror ● Took pictures of myself in my diapers   Had others take pictures of me in my diapers   Drew pictures of boys in diapers ● Read diaper stories ● Wrote diaper stories   Masturbated in my diapers ● Engaged in diaper play with others (e.g. diaper humping)   Altered my diet to pee/poop more   Used diuretics, laxatives, etc.

Details/comments: i want to diaper play with a boy but i dont know anyone else who wears them

How much do you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys?
Diapered butts Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Diapered fronts Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Diapered crotches Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Getting diaper changes Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all
Details/comments: i think about my friends and wonder what it would be like if they wore diapers to

How much do you enjoy the following activities concerning your diapers?
Appearance of my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Feel of my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Peeing in my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Pooping in my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all
Details/comments: when i first pee or poop it feels so warm and nice. then clean diapers feel real nice to.

How much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers?
Sisters Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really ● Not at all	Brothers Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Other girls Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all	Other girls Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all
Details/comments: i got no choice with my sister. i want other boys to want to wear diapers.

What do you enjoy more about your diapers, the look or the feel?

The look of my diapers   The feel of my diapers   The look and the feel of my diapers ● Neither

Details/comments:

How involved are you with your feelings about your diapers?

Completely obsessed ● Very involved   Moderately involved   Somewhat involved   Not involved much

Details/comments: i cant think of what it would be like not to wear diapers.

What do you think has influenced your feelings about diapers?

Being forced out of diapers/into toilet training too early ● Becoming toilet trained at a late age (4 or older) ● Not being toilet trained at all ● Unpleasant toilet training experiences ● Envy towards another sibling who was in diapers   Knowing other kids who wear diapers ● Seeing other kids in diapers ● Watching other kids get their diapers changed ● Seeing diapers in the store ● Diaper commercials on TV ● Diaper advertisements in magazines ● Diaper scenes/references on TV/movies ● Diaper web sites ● Encouraged to wear diapers by another boy   Encouraged to wear diapers by a girl   Being diapered for punishment   Being diapered out of necessity ● Prolonged diaper-wearing ● My sisters ● My brothers

Details/comments: i dont remember the toilet training part to much tho

How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers?

Under 4   4   5   6 ● 7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17

Details/comments: i knew for sure i liked them and i felt lucky that i got to wear them

Who within your family have you confided in to fully know about your true diaper feelings?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers

Details/comments: i told my cousin

What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What makes having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers?

i dont care about girls much there mean and bossy.

What do you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What do you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What makes having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers?

she does a good job on changing even better then mom and a lot better then her friends. i dont know why she has to treat me like im a baby tho.

How have your sisters influenced your feelings towards diapers?

not to much. i think i would have liked diapers even if i didnt have no siser.

How have your brothers influenced your feelings towards diapers?

At about what age did you begin going through puberty?

9 or younger   10   11   12 ● 13   14   15   16   17   Have not reached puberty

Details/comments: i get erections a lot

How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a little boy?
Currently More than 3 times per day   3 times a day   2 times a day   Once a day ● Almost every day   2 to 3 times per week   Once per week   Once every two weeks   About once per month or less   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) More than 3 times per day   3 times a day   2 times a day   Once a day   Almost every day   2 to 3 times per week   Once per week   Once every two weeks   About once per month or less   Never ●
Details/comments: sometimes i do it more its real hard to get privacy tho.

At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12 ● 13   14   15   16   17

Details/comments: i was thinking about my cousin and it got hard and it itched and thats how i found out

Which methods have you used for masturbating in your diapers?

Hands inside of diapers   Hands outside of diapers   Rub up against bed or other object ● Rub up against another person's body   Have older brothers assist me   Have younger brothers assist me   Have older sisters assist me   Have younger sisters assist me   Have male friends assist me   Have female friends assist me

Details/comments: i want to rub against one of my friends but im scared to

For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers?

It feels better than doing it naked ● Diapers contain ejaculate (semen), make cleanup easier ● I'm unable/not allowed to remove diapers, I have no choice ● Diapers too thick or too tight to remove ● do not want to bother with removing diapers ● Diapers would take too long to remove ● I've never tried it without diapers on ● I do not have to worry about leaving 'evidence' on bed, etc.   Don�t have to 'cover up' in case I'm suddenly intruded on   The diapers are a necessary part of my thoughts ●

Details/comments: my older cousin told me that he squirts stuff but i dont do it so far

What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers?

The look of my own diapers on me ● The feel of my own diapers on me   Thoughts about diapers in general ● Being seen in diapers by a girl   Seeing what the girl is wearing (not wearing)   The things the girl says to me about my diapers   Being physically sexually stimulated by the girl   Being seen in diapers by a boy ● Seeing what the boy is wearing (not wearing) ● The things the boy says to me during a diaper change ● Being physically sexually stimulated by the boy   Seeing other boys in diapers ● The feel of my wet diapers ● The feel of my poopy diapers ● The smell of my pee ● The smell of my poop ● The smell of another boy's pee   The smell of another boy's poop   The smell of baby powder/lotion   The sight of diapers themselves   Reading diaper stories ● Looking at pictures of diapered boys ● Getting a diaper change ● Watching another boy get a diaper change ● Dreams ●

Details/comments: i never think about girls im pretty sure that makes me gay i guess

Who within your family knew that you masturbate in your diapers?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters ● Older brothers   Younger brothers

Details/comments: she caught me

Who within your family has seen you masturbating in your diapers?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters ● Older brothers   Younger brothers

Details/comments: she caught me

How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a little boy?
Currently Always   Sometimes   Usually ● Rarely   Never	As a little boy (through age 8) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: i hate it tho when her friends make fun of me

Are your erections more pronounced when your sisters change your diapers?

Yes   Sometimes ● No

Details/comments: i think its just about getting clean diapers on tho, not about my sister

How embarrassed do you feel when you get erections during diaper changes?

Very embarrassed ● Moderately embarrassed   Somewhat embarrassed   Mildly embarrassed   Not embarrassed at all

Details/comments: especially if her friends change me.

At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12 ● 13   14   15 or over

Details/comments: when it started getting erected and it felt good to rub it.

At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)?

5 or under   6 ● 7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15 or over

Details/comments: i knew i liked them a lot.

What is your sexual orientation?

Purely straight   Mostly straight, but with some gay leaning   Bixesual   Mostly gay, but with some straight leaning   Purely gay ● I'm not sure

Details/comments: i'm pretty sure cause I think about boys or diapers. girls are just to mean.

Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies?

Yes, very much   Yes, to some degree   Only somewhat   Not at all (diapers had nothing to do with it)   Not applicable (I'm purely straight)   I'm not sure ●

Details/comments: i don't know if diapers feeling good on you can make you gay.

At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you do not understand such feelings at the time)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12 ● 13   14   15 or over

Details/comments: when it started getting erected.

Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it?

last summer when i slept with my cousin i woke up with him next to me in bed and it got erected. it was so itchy i started rubbing it to make it stop itching but it felt soooooooooooooo good that i couldnt stop. i did it real quiet so i wouldn't wake up my cousin. later that day i asked my 13yo cousin about it and he told me all about it and masterbating. he was telling me about girls that he likes and how his squirts when he thinks about them. cause i did it about a boy i figured i was gay but i didnt tell no one.

How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom?

i havent really done that so far. i think my weenie is still to little.

How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers?

my sister freaked and slapped my butt and spanked me after she took my diaper off and then pinched my weener so that it hurt real bad. she said boys shouldn't do that. i dont want her to catch me again but its hard cause its like it feels to good not to rub it.

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

i dont know much about that. i really really really like it when i pee and poop cause its so nice and warm down there. and the powder and oil and clean diapers smell so good and nice and feel so good. it all makes me get erected.

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

diapers are cool.

If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a little boy?

i didn't think to much about it cause girls have always been the boss. first my mom and then my sister and teachers and the nurse and the principal and then her friends.

How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how?

i dont know if diapers can make you get to be gay.

How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys?

i just know i wish all boys wore diapers and that i could see them in them and see them get changes. especially my cousins and my friends.

How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits?

i dont like girls.

What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions?

i just know that girls are mean and i dont like them.

What do you think about when you masturbate in your diapers? What sorts of visual or other aids do you use?

i think about my friends and wish that they wore diapers and that i could be changing them and rub powcer on them and rub oil on them. sometimes i wonder what it would be like to kiss them or rub my diaper against them.

What grade are you currently in or are due to enter next term?

Kindergarten   First   Second   Third   Fourth   Fifth   Sixth ● Seventh   Eighth   Ninth (freshman)   Tenth (sophomore)   Eleventh (junior)   Twelfth (senior)   Graduated   College   Home-schooled   Dropped out   Other

Details/comments: i was supposed to be in 7th but mom made me stay back cause of the daipers

What kind of school do you attend?

Public school ● Private school (religious)   Private school (secular)   All-boys school   Special-needs school   Alternative school   Other specialized school   College   Home-schooled   None

Details/comments: every body knows about the diapers but my friends are used to it.

Do you wear diapers to school?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: usually disposables. if were out of disposables i got to wear cloth and plastic pants

If you are or were home schooled, for which diaper-related reasons are/were you home-schooled?

To avoid getting teased by classmates   So school staff does not have to deal with diaper changes   So I do not have to wear pants

Details/comments:

Provide more details on how you wearing diapers is related to your being home schooled:

What embarrasses you the most in school?

When my diapers show above my pants ● When my daipers bulge through my pants   When I smell of pee   When I smell of poop ● When I have to get my diapers changed ● When someone calls attention to my diapers ●

Details/comments: most kids are ok cause the teacher makes them be nice.

By how much do your diapers show when you are in school?

More than 3 inches   2 to 3 inches   1 to 2 inches ● Less than 1 inch   Not at all

Details/comments: if i have to bend over it shows

Do your diapers bulge through your pants?

Very much   Moderately   A little ● Not noticeable

Details/comments: there not to noticable.

How do you keep your diapers from showing in school?

Wear low-rising diapers   Wear thinner diapers   Wear long shirts ● Wear a onesie   Wear boxers over diapers   Wear briefs over diapers

Details/comments: i try not to bend over.

How often do you pee in your diapers while in school?

More than three times daily   Three times daily ● Twice daily   Once daily   A few times per week   About once a week or less

Details/comments: usually

How often do you poop in your diapers while in school?

More than three times daily   Three times daily   Twice daily   Once daily   A few times per week ● About once a week or less

Details/comments: i hate it when that happens cause it stinks even tho it does feel good.

In which places in school have you peed in your diapers?

Classroom ● Hallway ● Cafeteria ● Gym class (indoors)   Gym class (outdoors)   Restroom   Locker room   On the bus ● At the bus stop ●

Details/comments: it just happens

In which places in school have you pooped in your diapers?

Classroom ● Hallway ● Cafeteria ● Gym class (indoors)   Gym class (outdoors)   Restroom   Locker room   On the bus ● At the bus stop ●

Details/comments: it just happens to

Who changes your diapers at school?

Myself   Nurse ● Classroom teacher   Coach   Principal   Other school official   My brother   My sister   A friend   Another boy   Another girl

Details/comments: if my sister had to change me i would just die she would make a big deal of it.

At what times of the school day are your diapers usually changed?

Before school starts   Morning recess ● Lunch ● Afternoon recess ● After school   During class (in private) ● During class (in front of others)   Before gym class   After gym class

Details/comments: the nurse is nice about it.

Where are your diapers changed?

Nurse's station ● Restroom   Locker room   Classroom

Details/comments: shes real nice but my sister does a better job.

Where do you keep your diapers while in school?

In my locker   In my backpack ● In my gym locker   In my gym bag   In the classroom   At the nurse's station ● In the office   Other

Details/comments: mom sends them over in my backpack and i take them to the nurse.

Do you get special privileges or provisions for leaving class because of wearing diapers?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: not much except the teacher tells the kids not to make fun of me.

Which kinds of diapers have you worn while in school?

Disposable ● Cloth   Multiple underpants

Details/comments: or cloth if my sister forgets to tell mom that were out of disposables on purpose i think

In which grades have you worn diapers to school?

Kindergarten ● First ● Second ● Third ● Fourth ● Fifth ● Sixth ● Seventh   Eighth   Ninth (freshman)   Tenth (sophomore)   Eleventh (junior)   Twelfth (senior)   Home-schooled   College

Details/comments: mom says she thinks i will always have to wear them.

Do any other boys at school (other than brothers, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school?

They know but have not seen me in diapers ● They have seen me in diapers   No

Details/comments: unless they see me bend over.

Do any girls at school (other than sisters, cousins, friends, and other known acquaintences) know you wear diapers in school?

They know but have not seen me in diapers ● They have seen me in diapers   No

Details/comments: my sisters friends have seen me in them but there her friends not my friends

How many other boys have you known throughout your school years to have worn diapers?

None ● 1 boy   2 boys   3 boys   4 boys   5 boys   6 boys   7 to 10 boys   11 to 15 boys   16 to 20 boys   More than 20 boys

Details/comments: i wish i knew some other boys that wore them

Explain why you wear diapers to school (e.g. medical need, punishment, etc.)

to keep from making a mess., i think the nurse is real old she must be like 35 or something. she has blond hair and she talks real nice to me but not baby talk.

Describe the people who have changed your diapers in school. How old were they? What did they look like? How did you and the other person associate with each other during diaper changes? What did you like or dislike about the person?

Describe the most awkward, embarassing or uncomfortable diaper change you have had in school and which grade it occurred in. Who all was present?

when i was in 5th grade i had diarhea and it leaked all over the floor and smelled real real bad.

What other embarrassing, awkward, difficult or otherwise uncomfortable situations have you dealt with in school because of wearing diapers?

my sister alwyas trys to make it embarrassing. i think she forgets to tell mom that we ran out of disposables on purpose so i have to wear cloth and plastic pants to school.

Describe how your special privileges or provisions for diaper changes are/were handled in school. How discreet/indiscreet were your teachers about it?

If it stinks or gets uncomfortable i just raise my hand and ask to be excused but every body knows why and where im going.

In which ways have the boys teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers?

sometimes they have pantsed me and laughed at me. one friend told me he wondered what it would be like to wear diapers i want him to try it at my house but hes scared to.

In which ways have the girls teased you for wearing diapers? How did they act if they saw you in your diapers?

they treat me like a baby.

How do you deal with teasing from other classmates? Do you react differently towards the boys versus towards the girls?

girls are meanest i think. there supposed to be nice and sweet and stuff but when they make fun of you or laugh at you its awful. boys are supposed to be tough and stuff so i think its okay for boys to be mean better then girls.

Describe any other boys you have seen in diapers or have known to wear diapers while in school. Especially include those you have seen in the locker room. Include details such as grade, diaper types, diaper usage, reasons they wear diapers (if known), etc.

i dont go to gym so boys havent seen me in the locker room.

What problems do you deal with in gym class because you wear diapers (on the field, in the gym, in the locker room, etc.)

i dont go to gym

How do your teachers react to you wearing diapers? What have been the best and worst reactions from teachers?

there nice about it. one substitute made a big deal out of when i pooped and it stunk real bad. that was embarrasing. but the regular teacher is real good.

If you wear or wore cloth diapers (or other nondisposable diapers, including multiple underpants) to school, how did you deal with the wet/dirty diapers?

it wasn't much different for cloth, except they bulge out more and the plastic pants crinkle so its more obvious. thats why i think my sister "forgets" sometimes to tell mom were out of dispoasables. so she can make me get embarrassed even more.

   

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