Deeker's Diaper Page

Entry Number:	0018
Date:	08/18/09

Your Name:

Shane

Location:

Great Britain

Age:

6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 to 30 31 to 40 41 to 50 51 to 60 61 to 70 71 to 80             ●

Current appearance:

short, brunette hair, no glasses.i'm going to be diapered permanently for punishment until i grow up if i can go without diapers anymore.

Appearance as a boy:

body slim slender, pale a bit of freckles, still look like i'm 8 although i'm really 12.

What is your diaper punishment status?

Boy ages 8 and under currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 8 and under NOT currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 9 to 12 currently being diaper punished ● Boy ages 9 to 12 currently NOT being diaper punished   Boy ages 13 to 15 currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 13 to 15 currently NOT being diaper punished   Boy ages 16 to 18 currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 16 to 18 currently NOT being diaper punished   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 8   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 12   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 15   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 18

Details/comments: I will be diapered permanently

At what ages (post-toddler, preteen and teen only) were you punished in diapers?

4   5   6   7   8 ● 9 ● 10 ● 11 ● 12 ● 13   14   15   16   17

Details/comments: I wore on and off since I was 8. But after age 12 it will be permanently.

How recently were you last punished in diapers?

Currently   Earlier today   Yesterday   Within the past week   Within the past month   Within the past 2-3 months   Within the past 3-6 momths   Within the past 6-12 months   1 year ago   2-3 years ago   4-5 years ago ● More than 5 years ago   I'm an adult (18+) and was diaper punished as a boy   I don't remember

Details/comments: On and off since I was 8 years old.

How frequently on average (times per year) during your boyhood were you punished in diapers?

Less than one time per year   One time per year   Twice per year   3-5 times a year   5-10 times per year   At least once a month   2-3 times a month   Weekly ● Daily (but not always)   Permanently (diapered all year)   I don't remember

Details/comments: Before I wore every week when I have an accident or misbehaved.

What is/was the usual uninterrupted duration for your diaper punishment?

Less than 6 hours   6 to 8 hours   8 to 12 hours   12 to 24 hours   1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days   5 to 7 days   2 weeks   3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 months   4 to 6 months   6 to 12 months   1 year   More than 1 year (permanently) ●

Details/comments: It will be permanently starting this year at age 12.

Which kinds of diapers do/did you wear for diaper punishment?

Cloth   Disposable ● Multiple white underpants   Plastic pants

Details/comments: I started with Huggies, Luvs, Pampers. Then now I use Attends Youth or Tena Youth.

How often did you wear plain white diapers (including multiple underpants)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: Just for double padding.

For each diaper type, how many diapers/pairs does this person have you wear at a time?
Cloth 1 diaper   2 diapers   3 diapers   4 diapers   5 to 8 diapers   9 to 12 diapers   13 to 16 diapers   17 to 20 diapers   More than 20 diapers	Disposable 1 diaper   2 diapers ● 3 diapers   4 diapers   5 to 8 diapers   9 to 12 diapers   13 to 16 diapers   17 to 20 diapers   More than 20 diapers	Multiple underpants 3 to 5 pairs ● 6 to 10 pairs   11 to 15 pairs   16 to 20 pairs   20 to 25 pairs   26 to 30 pairs   31 to 40 pairs   41 to 50 pairs   More than 50 pairs	Plastic pants One pair ● Two pairs   Three pairs   Four pairs   Five pairs   More than five pairs
Details/comments: It depends on what occasion I am told to wear.

If you wear/wore multiple underpants for punishment purposes, which characteristics do/did your underwear include?

All pairs plain white ● Double-seated   Triple-seated   Quad-seated   High-rising garment   Larger-sized pairs worn over smaller pairs   Wide waistbands ● Red-striped waistbands   Blue-striped waistbands   Black-striped waistbands   Unstriped (white) waistbands   Solid line waistbands   Dashed line waistbands   Always worn in multiples without pants   Always Worn to bed without pajama bottoms   Plain white T-shirts worn with multi-briefs   Shirt tucked into briefs   No shirt worn   Some pairs worn backwards   Briefs pinned to shirt   Remained in multi-briefs for more than 24 hours at a time ● Had to pee in briefs ● Had to poop in briefs ● Seen wearing by older sisters   Seen wearing by younger sisters   Seen wearing by other girls   Waistbands snapped by girls   Pictures taken by girls   Teased by girls ●

Details/comments: Everything depends on what I am told to use.

Why are/were multiple underpants used instead of regular diapers for punishment?

Just to get the extra padding if it leaks.

What do/did your sisters and/or other girls think of you wearing multiple underpants for diapers when being punished? What things do/did they say and do?

They would teased me and made fun of me.

How are/were your cloth diapers pinned up? How many pins are/were used?

I don't use cloth so I never have pins on.

How high up do/did your diapers (including multiple underpants, outermost pairs) go up when standing?
Front Below the waist   At or just above the waist ● To my stomach, covers belly button   Past my stomach, towards my chest	Rear At or just above the buttocks ● At around the waist   Between waist and elbows   Up to my elbows   Past my elbows
Details/comments: Just to show that I am well diapered.

Do/did you always wear thicker diapers when you are/were being punished in diapers?

Yes ● Not always   No

Details/comments: ALWAYS for long period of time.

For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers made thicker?

So I could not wear any pants   So others would fully see my diapers ● So that I could see the magnitude of my diapers   So that I could feel the magnitude of my diapers   So others could see the magnitude of my diapers   So I could pee/poop in my diapers more ● To make diaper changes last longer ● To make diaper changes less frequent ● So I would not leave the house ● So I would become smellier   So I could not walk/run as fast   So I would remain in diapers longer ● So I would be less able to remove them

Details/comments: Just to make sure I stay wearing on.

For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers always plain white?

So everyone would recognize them as diapers ● So I would look like I was in super thick underwear   So I would not get to wear anything fashionable ●

Details/comments: Just the daily diapers.

In which ways does/did diaper punishment make you uncomfortable?

Having bare legs   Having a bare chest/back   Awkward or difficult walking ● Overall thickness of diapers ● Tightness of diapers ● Trying to sit comfortably   Trying to sleep comfortably   Not being able to hide from others   Not being able or allowed to wear pants   Wetness   Poopiness ● Pee smells   Poop smells ● Being seen in by sisters   Being seen in by brothers   Being seen in by other girls   Being seen in by other boys   Getting diapers changed by sister   Getting diapers changed by brother   Getting diapers changed by mother   Getting diapers changed by father   Getting diapers changed by other girls   Getting diapers changed by other boys   Getting diapers changed by other adult ● Not knowing when I will/would be changed ●

Details/comments: It is just embarrasing when it all happens.

Where do/did your diapers come from? Who was responsible for getting the diapers?

Mom is responsible for all of this.Mom bought my disposable diapers down in the drug store or online.

How do/did the diapers you wear/wore for punishment purposes compare to the diapers that you wear/wore when not being punished in diapers?

I don't know. I guess it is a bit different.

How often are/were you forced to go pantsless at home when being punished in diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never

Details/comments: Almost never.

Under which circumstances are/were you forced to remain pantsless when being punished in diapers?

At any time when at home ● All throughout the weekend   All throughout the summertime   All throughout holiday breaks from school   Whenever friends are/were present   Whenever sisters' friends are/were present   Whenever brothers' friends are/were present   Whenever other girls are/were present   Whenever other boys are/were present   Whenever adult relatives are/were present   Whenever girl cousins are/were present   Whenever boy cousins are/were present   During family holiday gatherings (including birthdays)   While going outside at home (front yard)   While going outside at home (back yard)

Details/comments: Still feeling embarrased when it happens.

For which punitive reasons are/were you not allowed to wear pants over your diapers?

So that everyone would see my diapers ● So my diapers could be checked/changed ● To enforce grounding   To discourage visits from friends ● So that diaper thickness is not limited ●

Details/comments: So that my diaper bulge would show.

Where are/were the pants you wear/wore outside the house kept when you are/were at home?

My bedroom   Brother's bedroom   Sister's bedroom   Parents' bedroom   Front room   Hall closet ● Bathroom ● Laundry/wash room   Garage   Car/trunk   Elsewhere in house ● Outbuilding away from house ● Another household ● I don't know where ●

Details/comments: Usually it is hidden somewhere but since I have to wear them permanently then those pants are thrown away.

Are/were your pants locked away so that you cannot/could not get to them?

Yes ● No   I do not know

Details/comments: Indeed probably.

Are/were any of the following ever done with your pants?

Given away or sold   Given to sisters for keeps   Given to brothers for keeps   Repurposed (used for something else)   Disposed of ● Destroyed ● I never had any pants to begin with

Details/comments: Gone somewhere or thrown away.

What was the longest time you spent pantsless while being punished in diapers?

Less than one day   1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days   5 to 7 days   2 weeks   3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 months   4 to 6 months   6 to 12 months   1 year   More than 1 year (permanently)

Details/comments: I always get diapered.

How soon after getting home are/were you to have your pants off?

Immediately upon entering house   Within 5 minutes   Within 10 minutes   Within 20 minutes   Within 30 minutes   No particular time ●

Details/comments: When diapers is ready then pants is off.

How often do/did you wear a shirt when you are punished in diapers (pantsless)?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: I always have a T-Shirt when I am fully diapered.

Which punitive measures are applied to your shirts for diaper punishment?

Cut short to maximize diaper exposure ● Tucked into diapers to maximize exposure   Printed with diaper-related messages   Pinned to diapers

Details/comments: Just to see T-Shirt with diapers on.

What kinds of shirts do/did you wear when you are/were being punished in diapers (pantsless)?

White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts ● Colored T-shirts ● Polo shirts   Button-up shirts   Pajama top ● Other shirts ● Short-sleeved ● Long-sleeved ●

Details/comments: All sorts depending on what I get.

How much of your diapers do /didyour shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight) when you were being punished in diapers (pantsless)?

Full exposure w/ shirt ● Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers   Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure

Details/comments: Yes full exposure of diapers and have a T-Shirt on.

How does/did your wearing of pants during diaper punishment compare to when you are/were not being punished?

It feels different of course. I would rather not use diapers.

How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for pee?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: Must use them at all times.

How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for poop?

Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: No choice but to try using them at all times.

For which of the following toilet mishaps have you been punished in diapers?

Peeing on the floor/toilet seat ● Failing to flush ● Poor wiping skills   Not wiping at all   Having soiled underwear (skidmarks)/pants ● Hiding soiled underwear   Forgetting to put the lid back down ● Using too much toilet paper ● Not replacing empty toilet paper roll ● Leaving too large of stools (turds) ● Leaving excess poop on the toilet ● Stinking up the bathroom ● Pee accidents ● Poop accidents   Deliberately peeing in pants   Deliberately pooping in pants   Wetting the bed ● Failing to meet toilet training expectations   Lying when asked if need to go potty ●

Details/comments: Almost all of the above.

How are/were you prevented from using the toilet?

I am diapered extra thickly to prevent easy removal ● My diapers have lots of pins in them to prevent easy removal   My diapers have lots of tape on them to prevent easy removal ● The bathroom door is locked with a key-lock doorknob ● The bathroom door is locked with a padlock ● The toilet lid is locked/secured ● The toilet is partitioned off with a locking door   The bathroom is monitored by my mother ● The bathroom is monitored by my father ● The bathroom is monitored by my sister ● The bathroom is monitored by my brother   The bathroom is monitored by my female babysitters ● The bathroom is monitored by my male babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by a surveillence camera ● The bathroom is monitored by an entry alarm/motion detector ●

Details/comments: It is always tight security at home for me.

Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision ● Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision

Details/comments: Yes I always get accompanied when entering the bathroom.

Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision ● Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision

Details/comments: Yes they always make sure I take a bath and not use the toilet when I'm always diapered.

How are/were you made to pee and poop more in your diapers?

Diuretics ● Extra fluids to pee more ● Laxatives ● Foods that stimulate/loosen bowel movements ●

Details/comments: All of the above materials.

How many older sisters do/did you live with?

None   One ● Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments: Just one.

How many younger or same-age sisters do/did you live with?

None ● One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments: None but except the older fussy ones.

List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers:

Lindsay. She is 16 years old.Tall slim like me. Brunette hair up to her shoulder.

What kinds of underwear do/did your sisters wear?

Regular panties ● Low-rise panties   Thongs

Details/comments: Regular girl panties.

Which of the following clothing types do/did your sisters wear?

Jeans ● Khakis   Sweat pants ● Other long pants   Shorts ● Dresses/skirts ●

Details/comments: All girl clothes.

How often do/did your sisters voluntarily wear their underwear around the house?

Always   Sometimes ● Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: Sometimes when the house gets hot.

Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear?

Much more often ● Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

Details/comments: Of course I wear diapers more often compared to her wearing panties at home.

How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed?

Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: Always. Just to cover her panties.

Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime?

Much more often ● Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

Details/comments: I wear diapers more often then what she usually wears.

How often do/did your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished?

All of the time ● Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: Everytime everyday.

How often do/did your sisters laugh at you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: She laughed when my diaper starts to bulge.

How often do/did your sisters tease you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time ● Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: She made fun of me when I am stinky.

How often do/did your sisters have some involvement in your diaper punishment?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time ● None of the time

Details/comments: Yes sometimes she changes my stinky diaper.

How often do/did you see your sisters wearing the following clothing types around you when you were being punished in diapers?
Jeans All of the time ● Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Shorts All of the time ● Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Underwear All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time	Nothing All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time ● None of the time
Details/comments: I'm not a peeping tom so how should I know.

How often do/did your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members) when you were being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: Embarrasingly some of the time she changes my diapers.

For which punitive reasons do/did your sisters change your diapers when you were being punished in diapers?

To see me in my diapers even more ● To see me naked   To embarrass me ● To play with my genitals   Because they diaper me the thickest ● They do a better job diapering me ● Parents do not have the time   Parents are not home   Parents do not want to do it   They are faster at it   Because I am not allowed to do it ● Because my brothers suck at doing it   Because my brothers weren't allowed to do it   Because my brothers do not want to do it   To dominate and control me ●

Details/comments: She seems to be an expert in diaper changing me.

How much control do/did your sisters have on how your diaper punishment was meted out?

Complete control ● Lots of control   Moderate control   Little control   No control

Details/comments: She seems to be dominant.

How did your sisters call attention to seeing you in your diapers and/or the fact that you were being punished in diapers? What features and parts of your diapers did they point out?

I call her when I am feeling uncomfortable with my diapers so she can check my wet diaper.

How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants when they saw you only had diapers on for punishment?

Not much of a say for that.

Did your sisters have any concerns about wearing shorts or otherwise having bare legs because of how your diapered state during punishment made your legs bare as well?

It depends on everything.

How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear?

They are ok.

How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)?

She says thick disposable diapers are better.

How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers?

Yes indeed being clean and hygienic is very important.

How do/did your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do/did they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do/did they make such associations? How do/did they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear?

It is better to have a tight worn diapers so it can bulge out.

List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers?

Calling me names. Laughed till I'm upset.

Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were being punished in diapers. How did this make you feel?

I miss the toilet sometimes.

Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitter

It is embarrassing enough being changed by my sister. But I sometimes got a real babysitter that done it for me.

Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

So she could embarrassed me all she wants sometimes.

Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

She doesn't pay attention to my diapers except when I am wet because I call her to check my diaper.

Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

She teases me whenever she wants to. There is no known limit to it.

What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way?

Swear slang words.

How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underwear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers?

I miss my underpants. But I guess I am stuck with diapers forever.

How do/did you feel about your sisters when they are/were behind you and could see your diapered butt? How did they react to seeing your diapered butt?

She would giggle when I walk funny or waddled.

How do/did your sisters enforce your diaper punishment?

Yes and mom.

How do/did your sisters keep you pantsless for diaper punishment?

She never done that except mom who does it.

How do/did your sisters keep you from using the toilet for diaper punishment?

She help mom monitored the toilet.

What are/were your sisters other duties related to your diaper punishment?

She made sure I always wear my diapers and use them just what mom told me to.

In which ways do/did your sisters take advantage of you being punished in diapers?

Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How many older brothers do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

List your brothers by name and age. Describe what they look like now or looked like when you were a young boy:

Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear?

Cloth   Disposable   Multiple white boys' underpants- double seated   Multiple white boys' underpants- single seated   Single white boys' underpants- double seated   Single white boys' underpants- single seated   Colored briefs   Boxer shorts

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers wear plain white diapers (punishment or non-punishment)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear (single or multiple, punishment or not)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How many diapers do your brothers wear at a time?

1   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10

Details/comments:

If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time?

1   2   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   21 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30

Details/comments:

How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home (voluntarily)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed?

Never   Rarely   Sometimes   Usually   Always

Details/comments:

For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers?

Not toilet trained   Lost bladder control   Lost bowel control   Punishment   Diaper fetish   Because I wore diapers   Because another brother wore diapers   Because another boy they knew wore diapers

Details/comments:

How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

Have any of your brothers been punished in diapers?

Yes   No

Details/comments:

How often do/did your brothers see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often do/did your brothers laugh at you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often do/did your brothers tease you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often do/did your brothers have some involvement in your diaper punishment?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

Which kinds of diapers do/did your brothers get punished in?

Single disposable diapers   Multiple disposable diapers   Single cloth diapers   Multiple cloth diapers   Multiple underpants (6 to 12 pairs)   Multiple underpants (more than 12 pairs)   Single plastic pants   Multiple plastic pants

Details/comments:

How often did your brothers wear plain white diapers for punishment (including multiple underpants)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often were your brothers pantsless while they were being punished in diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for pee?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for poop?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers?

How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes?

How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers?

Describe a typical diaper change from your brothers. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitte

In which ways do/did your brothers take advantage of you being punished in diapers?

How do/did the diapers your brothers wore for punishment compare to the diapers you wore? Include details such as diaper thickness, multiplicity, rise, pantslessness, etc.

How does/did your reaction to being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers?

How does/did your diaper usage compare to that of your brothers when being punished in diapers?

How does/did your duration of being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers?

How does/did your reaction to having sisters and/or other girls see you get punished in diapers compare to how your brothers reacted?

For which reasons were your brothers punished in diapers?

How often are/were you punished in diapers for bathroom/toilet-related problems?

Always for these reasons ● Usually for these reasons   Sometimes for these reasons   Rarely for these reasons   Never for these reasons

Details/comments: Yes one of those reasons.

Other than for bathroom/toilet problems, for which reasons have you been punished in diapers?
Parents Backtalking to parents ● Swearing to parents   Lying to parents ● Annoying parents ● Stealing from parents   Disobeying parents ● Defiance (testing limits)   Disturbing parents' sleep   Arguing with parents   Embarrassing parents ● Threatening parents   Hitting parents   Breaking/destroying parents' property ● Causing problems with their job   Causing them problems with the law   Causing them expensive monetary outlays ●	Siblings Hitting siblings   Teasing siblings ● Annoying siblings ● Insulting siblings   Threatening siblings   Pranking siblings ● Embarrassing siblings ● Stealing from siblings ● Unwarranted tattling on siblings   Using siblings property w/o permission ● Destroying/breaking sibling's property ● Arguing with siblings ● Violating brother's privacy   Violating sister's privacy ● Disturbing sibling's sleep   Refusing to share w/ siblings ● Inappropriate tattling on siblings
General Misbehavior Swearing ● Vulgar/inappropriate language ● Not doing chores ● Doing chores poorly ● Overall poor attitude ● Not eating undesired foods   Not taking bath   Not getting ready for bed   Eating snacks/candy when not allowed ● Bad manners ● Violations of religious matters   Sneaking out of the house ● Running away from home   Messing up the house ● Breaking/destroying household items ● Temper tantrums   Roughousing/horseplay   Disturbing neighbors ● Disobeying/disrespecting babysitter   Disobeying/disrespecting elders ● Staying up past bedtime ● Getting up at night for illegitimate reasons ● Leaving house w/o permission ● Coming home late   Unpermitted visiting of friends   Sneaking unauthorized friends into house   Unauthorized partying   Getting caught drinking alcohol   Getting caught using tobacco   Getting caught using marijuana   Getting caught using hard drugs   Getting caught with stolen items   Mistreatment of pets   Negligence of pets/pet-related duties   Violating terms of previous punishments ● Watching objectionable TV shows/movies ● Listening to objectionable music   Playing objectionable video games ● Reading objectionable books/magazines ● Playing music too loud ● Abuse of telephone privileges ● Abuse of Internet privileges   Abuse of video game privileges ● Abuse of TV watching privileges ● Abuse of driving/car privileges	Sexual/bodily offenses Masturbating   Having sex with a girl   Having sex with another boy   Other inappropriate sexual behavior   Looking at porn (magazines) ● Looking at porn (videos) ● Looking at porn (online)   Inappropriate nudity   Inappropriate indecency   Farting inappropriately ●
School Bad grades ● Flunking classes ● Skipping class/playing hooky   Tardiness   Not doing homework ● Cheating on tests ● Cheating on assignments (e.g. plagiarism) ● Having contraband (iPods, elec. games, etc.) ● Getting caught with illicit substances   Bullying/threatening/instigating trouble   Fighting with other students   Teasing/harassing other students ● Frequently disrupting class ● Food fights in cafeteria   Inappropriate sexually motivated conduct in school   Getting in trouble with teacher   Getting in trouble with principal   Getting in trouble with other school official   Getting in trouble in gym/phys. ed. class   Getting in trouble on school bus   Getting in trouble during extracurricular activities ● Missing the bus   Getting detention ● Getting suspended   Getting expelled   Vandalism   Weapons	Law Shoplifting   Other theft   Fighting   Alcohol   Tobacco   Marijuana   Hard drugs   Vandalism   Weapons   Curfew violations ● Driving violations   Running away   Getting juvenile detention   Other run-ins with the law

Describe how the problems you had with your parents resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Almost all of the above. They just got so upset until they decided that diapers is good for me.

Describe how the problems you had with your sisters resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

I made her mad until she agrees that I should get diapered too.

Describe how the problems you had with your brothers resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

None.

Describe how the problems you had with general getting in trouble around the house resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Getting caught in the act.

Describe how the problems you had with sexual behaviors resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Just farting out loud while disturbing the surroundings.

Describe how the problems you had in school resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Not doing well in school. The school almost expelled me.

Describe how the problems you had with the law resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Luckily never.

Were you aware of diapers being used as a form of punishment before it was used on you?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: I have been warned that if I do not behave then I would get diapered all the time.

How did your parents find out about using diaper punishment?

Father had it used on him as a boy   It was used on my boy cousins   It was used on my friends ● It was used on boys of parents' acquaintances   Parenting magazine ● Women's-oriented magazine (e.g. Good Housekeeping)   Other Book or magazine   General parenting website   Diaper-discipline website ● Deeker's Diaper Page ● The Girls Guide to Deekerianism   Other Diaper Lover site   Other/unknown type of site   Thought of idea themselves ● Suggested by sisters   Suggested by brothers   Suggested by other family member ●

Details/comments: Mainly read an information online in the internet.

Whose idea and/or decision was it to use diaper punishment on you?

Mother ● Father   Sisters ● Brothers   Aunt ● Uncle   Grandmother ● Grandfather ● Girl cousins ● Boy cousins   Girl babysitter ● Boy babysitter   Adult babysitter   Other girl ● Other boy   Other adult

Details/comments: Just those couple who wants me to wear diapers again.

Were you warned about getting diaper punishment before it was used?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: Yes I was warned but I disobey the warnings.

Which purposes do/did your parents feel are served by using diapers on you as a form of punishment?

To keep me from leaving the house ● To point out what age I am thought to be acting ● So I won't invite friends over   To embarrass me in front of my siblings ● To embarrass me in front of my friends ● To embarrass me in front of my relatives ● To force me to sit in my pee/poop ● To force me to smell my own bodily wastes ● To help deal with existing bathroom problems ●

Details/comments: So I would learnt my lessons.

How did you resist or try to avoid being diaper punished?

I fought it physically ● I complained about it ● I begged/pleaded against it ● I made threats   I tried to bargain/negotiate ● I dared parents to go through with it   I ran away from the house   I hid outside the house   I went to a friend's house   I hid in the house

Details/comments: I resist all of those but finally I still ended up in diapers.

In which ways have/had you been restrained?

Held down   Hands tied behind back ● Feet tied   Tied to bed/furniture   Tethered   Sedated ●

Details/comments: All of those if I resisted hard.

Who held you down and/or applied restraints to you in order for you to be diapered?

Mother   Father ● Older brother   Younger brother   Older sister ● Younger sister   Other boys   Other girls   Other adults   Boy babysitter   Girl babysitter ● Adult babysitter

Details/comments: All of the adults.

For which reasons were you restrained?

To keep me from resisting getting diapered ● To keep me from removing/changing diapers ● To keep me from masturbating in my diapers   To keep me from putting my pants on   To keep me from leaving the house   To keep me from defending myself ● To keep me from being able to hide myself ● To further embarrass/humiliate me ●

Details/comments: Just to make sure I always have my diaper on all the time.

At what times are/were you restrained?

Before getting diapered ● During diapering ● After diapering ●

Details/comments: It depends if I resist it or not.

How often was the term for your diaper punishment extended?

Frequently ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never   It was usually shortened

Details/comments: The time limit will increased as soon as I get use to my diapers.

Which other reinforcements have been used on your diapers?

Extra tape applied to diapers (disposable) ● Extra diaper pins used (cloth only)   Diapers pinned to shirt (cloth only)   Locking plastic pants used ● Bathroom/toilet locked ● Multiple diapers used ●

Details/comments: To make sure I would never take off my own diapers.

In which ways have your siblings joined in on the effort to punish you in diapers?
Older sisters Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet ● Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers ● Put diapers on me ● Put multiple diapers on me ● Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements ● Confiscate my pants ● Destroy my pants ● Tease me for being in diapers	Younger sisters Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet   Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers   Put diapers on me   Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements   Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers	Older brothers Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet   Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers   Put diapers on me   Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements   Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers	Younger brothers Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet   Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers   Put diapers on me   Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements   Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers
Details/comments: She made sure I don't struggle when I get diapered up.

Which other boys do/did you know of being diaper punished?

Boy cousins older than me   Boy cousins younger than me   Friends   Brothers of friends   Friends of brothers   Brothers of sisters friends   Boys from school   Sons   Sons' friends   Nephews   Stepsons   Sons of my friends/acquaintences   Other boys I know/knew directly   Other boys I know/knew indirectly/secondarily

Details/comments: None.

What evidence do you have that these boys are/were punished in diapers?

Their diapers shows up. The bulge and the crinkles can be seen or heard.

How did you feel about not being allowed to use the toilet because you were being punished in diapers?

Upset. I have no choice but to keep using my diapers.

How did you feel when your parents first told you that they would punish you in diapers? How did you react towards your parents? How did your sisters and brothers react to the idea?

I felt angry and sad but I have no choice but to obey them.

How did your sisters and brothers behave the first time they saw you get punished in diapers?

They would like it.

What did you expect or anticipate when you were going to be punished in diapers? What has happened that you did not expect, consider or ever count on happening or dealing with?

I would be sent to a juvenile home if I don't obey them by getting me in diapers.

How and when was it decided that diapers would be used on you as a form of punishment?

It was decided when I fail to behave and obey them.

Why do you think your parents use/used diapers as a form of punishment on you?

A form of new way of getting me into controlled.

How are/were you kept from hiding from others? How did you attempt to hide and how/when were you caught? What were the consequences?

I try to hide my diapers but I cannot since the bulge and the crinkles can be noticed.

Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers at home. What were the consequences of doing this?

When it is time for diaper change.

Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet at home. What were the consequences of doing this?

When it is time to be cleaned or bathed.

How did having your sisters and/or other girls see you in your diapers make you feel versus having your brothers and/or other boys see you? Why did you feel different about girls vs. boys seeing you?

None.

What things do/did you think were excessive, extreme, extravagent or unnecessary or perhaps even abusive with regards to how you were diaper punished?

Not really.

Do/did you have to wear diapers to school when you are/were punished in diapers?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: Yes always. It is because I got moved to a SPECIAL SCHOOL.

In which grades did you wear diapers to school purely for punishment purposes?

Kindergarten ● First ● Second ● Third ● Fourth ● Fifth   Sixth   Seventh   Eighth   Ninth (Freshman)   Tenth (Sophomore)   Eleventh (Junior)   Twelfth (Seniot)

Details/comments: Depending on how long I would wear them.

What did your classmates know about you coming to school wearing diapers for punishment? How much did they know and/or observe?
Girls Knew I wore diapers ● Knew I peed in my diapers ● Knew I pooped in my diapers ● Seen my diapers showing above pants   Seen my diapers fully exposed ● Acknowledged pee smell ● Acknowledged poop smell ● Acknowledged unspecified smell ● Teased me   Offered to change me   Knew that I was diapered for punishment ●	Boys Knew I wore diapers   Knew I peed in my diapers   Knew I pooped in my diapers   Seen my diapers showing above pants   Seen my diapers fully exposed   Acknowledged pee smell   Acknowledged poop smell   Acknowledged unspecified smell   Teased me   Offered to change me   Knew that I was diapered for punishment
Details/comments: Just because my diapers is pretty noticable.

Except for friends and family members, how many of your classmates know/knew that you wear/wore diapers?
Girls All of them   Most of them ● Some of them   A few of them   One of them   None of them	Boys All of them   Most of them   Some of them ● A few of them   One of them   None of them
Details/comments: It depends on how far they would check on me.

How did you attempt to keep others from seeing and/or smelling your diapers in school?

I kept my jacket on   I wore long shirts   I tucked my shirt in ● I wore nondescript underwear over diapers   I pretended to use toilets like everyone else ● I still used the toilet in spite of wearing diapers   I waited until after class to pee/poop ● I isolated myself from others as much as possible ● I removed my diapers once I got to school

Details/comments: I always wear diapers all the time. There is no escape.

How did the girls in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers?

They all don't care.

How did the boys in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers?

They all don't care.

What were the terms you had to adhere to with regards to your diaper punishment in school? How was it enforced on you when you were in school? What problems did you run into because of wearing diapers to school?

It's because a SPECIAL SCHOOL.

Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers in school. What were the consequences of doing this?

During diaper change.

Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet in school. What were the consequences of doing this?

I can never do that because I am using locking pants and locking pants keys are kept by the nurse.

How often are/were you spanked before getting diapered?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never

Details/comments: Sometimes when I am so bad.

At what ages were you spanked (preceding diaper punishment only)?

4   5   6   7   8 ● 9 ● 10 ● 11 ● 12 ● 13   14   15   16   17

Details/comments: At least once a month when I am so badly behaved.

Who spanks/spanked you?

Mother   Father ● Older sister   Younger Sister   Older brother   Younger brother   Grandmother ● Grandfather ● Aunt ● Uncle   Girl babysitter ● Boy babysitter   Adult babysitter

Details/comments: Most of the adults.

How many spanks did you usually get each time?

Fewer than 5 ● 5 to 10   10 to 25   25 to 50   50 to 75   75 to 100   Over 100

Details/comments: Less than twice but it hurts very bad.

For how long does/did the spanking usually last?

Less than one minute ● 1 to 3 minutes   3 to 5 minutes   5 to 10 minutes   10 to 15 minutes   15 to 20 minutes   20 to 30 minutes   Over 30 minutes

Details/comments: It lasted than one minute but it sure gives unforgettable pain.

What instruments are/were used?

Hand ● Stick ● Belt ● Wooden spoon ● Small paddle (under 12 inches, incl. handle)   Medium paddle (12 to 24 inches, incl. handle)   Large paddle (over 24 inches, incl. handle)

Details/comments: The tools varies.

Who has witnessed you getting spanked?

Older sisters ● Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Friends   Boy cousins ● Girl cousins ● Other boys   Other girls

Details/comments: Some of them witness when we have visitors around just to embarrassed me.

After you are/were spanked, how long is it before you are/were diapered?

Immediately   Within 5 minutes ● 5 to 10 minutes   10 to 20 minutes   20 to 30 minutes   30 to 45 minutes   45 to 60 minutes   Over 60 minutes

Details/comments: I got diapered later on after my burning buttocks cools down.

Do/did you have to stand in the corner after getting spanked?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: Not really.

Did you have to have your bare butt on display?

Yes   No

Details/comments:

Were you allowed to touch your butt or make any attempt to alleviate the pain?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: No. I should feel the great pain to ensure I learnt my lesson.

Who has seen your bare, spanked butt on display?

Older sisters ● Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Friends ● Boy cousins   Girl cousins ● Other boys   Other girls

Details/comments: They all saw when I have visitors around the house.

How long does/did it take for the pain to dissipate after a spanking?

Under 15 minutes   15 to 30 minutes ● 30 to 45 minutes   45 to 60 minutes   1 to 2 hours   2 to 3 hours   3 to 4 hours   4 to 6 hours   Over 6 hours

Details/comments: It depends upon the beatings on my buttocks.

What position do/did you assume when spanked? How are/were you restrained?

Kneeling down.

How would you describe the fear, the anticipation, the feel of the initial swats and subsequent swats of a spanking? What would you compare the pain to? How did you cope with the physical and emotional pain?

It is just scary because it hurts a lot.

How do/did you deal with the crying and the emotional pain of getting spanked?

Yes sometimes I do cry when I get spanked.

How do/did you deal with your feelings towards your parents after they spank/spanked you?

They felt sorry yet they felt satisfied because I should learn my lesson.

How did you attempt to alleviate the pain? What happened if you were caught doing so and were not allowed to do this?

After I'm spanked they don't care.

What do/did you do when you have to stand in the corner? What do/did you think about? What happens if you move, turn around, rub your butt, etc.?

No.

If you had to pee or poop while standing in the corner what did you do?

I should have a diapers on.

Do/did your parents realize how much getting spanked hurt you? Did your parents ever assure you that they loved you in spite of spanking you? How did you feel if/when they did this?

Yes they all noticed.

Have you ever gotten back at your parents for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it?

They would start talking about my misbehavior so I would obeying what they said.

Have you ever gotten back at the school principal for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it?

No.

How do you think getting spanked has affected you emotionally?

Yes sometimes.

How do you think getting spanked affected your relationship with your parents?

I don't know yet.

From a punitive point of view, what advantages would you say there are there to diaper punishment over spanking? In which ways would you consider spanking to have advantages over diapers?

I guess getting diapered is better than frequent spankings.

Would you have rather gotten spanked or diapered, if you had a choice of one or the other?

Diapered ● Spanked

Explain why you would choose either getting diapered or getting spanked.

Wearing diapers is comfortable.But getting spanking hurts like being beaten by a wooden stick.

How has getting punished in diapers negatively affected you in the long term?

Loss of bladder control ● Loss of bowel control ● Loss of self-esteem ● Emotional difficulties ● Recurring nightmares   Other psychological problems ● Sexual dificulties   Substance abuse   Thoughts of suicide   Thoughts of violence against family   Compromising of family relations   Social difficulties ●

Details/comments: I have gradually become incontinent.

Did diaper punishment ultimately correct your behavioral problems?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: It helps me change my behavior problems.

Do you honestly feel that you deserve/deserved to be punished in diapers?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: I think so.

Do you feel any resentment towards your parents for diaper disciplining you?

Very much   Somewhat ● Not really

Details/comments: Yes but it depends on what nature it should be.

Did being punished in diapers turn you into a diaper fetishist?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: I became a Diaper Lover as I grow older.

How old were you when you realized you enjoyed your diapers in spite of being punished in diapers?

6 or under   7   8   9   10 ● 11   12   13   14   15   16   17   18 or over

Details/comments: The feeling changes.

If your diaper punishments turned you into a diaper fetishist, who knows about it?

Mother ● Father   Older sisters ● Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Friends ● Girl cousins ● Boy cousins   Aunts ● Uncles   Grandmother ● Grandfather ● Other girls ● Other boys

Details/comments: Some of them who knows when I wear.

Did you ever deliberately get in trouble so that you could get put into diapers?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: Yes somewhat I do so I would get diapered some time.

Do you think it was worth the risk to get spanked and possibly face other punishments in order to get diapered?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: Depending on the occassion.

Did you succeed with getting put (back) into diapers as planned?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: Going back in diapers for me it was planned by the adults.

What parts of being diaper punished (including spanking) do you think did the most damage to you psychologically? In what ways do you feel damaged by this?

The damaged made me into incontinence.

How did diaper punishment affect your sexuality, your sexual feelings, perceptions, etc.?

I felt shy a lot because I always wet now.

Why do you think you developed a diaper fetish from being punished in diapers?

It's because of the comfortness and the convenience of diapers.

What elements make up your diaper fetish? That is, what do enjoy thinking about or fantasizing about as you indulge in your diaper fetish?

Not much practically.

How did your parents handle diapering you once they became aware of you enjoying your diapers? How did they feel about the punitive intent of diapering you having the opposite effect?

Well they had no choice at the beginning. But now it has become a second nature for them too to diaper me everyday all the time.