Deeker's Diaper Page

Entry Number:	0124
Date:	02/17/10

Name:

RYAN

Location:

OSLOW SWEDEN

Age:

19

Adult appearance:

CREW CUT LIGHT BROWN HAIR, SLIM AND TRIM, CLEAR LIGHT COMPLEXION, NO GLASSES, TIGHT JEANS AND POLO SHIRT, WEARING TIGHT JOCK STRAP AND TWE TIGHT DIAPERS. WET WITH PEE AS REQUIRED BY MY GAY MASTER. WEARING NO OTHER CLOTHES IN HOUSE.

Boyhood appearance:

PRETTY MUCH AS ABOVE. MOVED OUT WHEN SIXTEEN WITH MY MASTER AN ON DIAPERS EVER SINCE.WORE TIGHT SHORTS OR TIGHT JEANS WHEN OUTSIDE HOUSE. ALSO WORE PENIS CHASTITY AT ALL TIMES AND A LOCKED IN BUTT PLUG.

Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Cloth   Disposable ● Multiple white boys' underpants ●	As a boy (through age 14) Cloth   Disposable ● Multiple white boys' underpants ●
Details/comments: WEAR TIGHT WHITES WHEN AT A PARTY. BOTH OF ABOVE FROM TIME TO TIME.

How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never
Details/comments: VARIEWD WHEN YOUNGER. I HAD VERY STRICT PARENTS. THATS WHY I HOOKED UP WITH A YOUNG GAY MASTER. ITS BEEEN A GOOD DECISION AND I FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF NOW BUT NOT AT HOM

How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) 1   2   3 ● 4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10	As a boy (through age 14) 1 ● 2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10
Details/comments: AT 19. 1 WHEN YOUNGER.

If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) One   Two ● 3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   20 to 25   26 to 30	As a boy (through age 14) One   Two   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   20 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30
Details/comments: NOW AND ONE WHEN YONGER PLUS ONE DIAPER. WHEN YOUNG USED AS DISCIPLINE.

For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) More capacity/absorbency ● Fewer diaper changes necessary ● Makes diaper changes last longer ● Keeps me from wearing any pants ● To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show ● I can't remove my diapers as easily   Makes my diapers more conspicious ● Reduces chances for leakage ● Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains ● To make my diapers as thick as possible ● Control my diaper odors ● My sexual gratification ● Because I deserve thick diapers ● Makes my butt look bigger/cuter ●	As a boy (through age 14) More capacity/absorbency   Fewer diaper changes necessary   Makes diaper changes last longer   Keeps me from wearing any pants   To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show   I can't remove my diapers as easily   Makes my diapers more conspicious   Reduces chances for leakage   Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains   To make my diapers as thick as possible   Control my diaper odors   Punishment   To enforce my diaper discipline   My sexual gratification   Because I deserve thick diapers   Makes my butt look bigger/cuter
Details/comments: DECISION ALWAYS AS TO WHAT I WEAR MADE BY MY MASTER.

How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Below my waist ● At my waist   Between my waist and stomach   Over my entire stomach   Up to my chest	As a boy (through age 14) Below my waist   At my waist ● Between my waist and stomach   Over my entire stomach   Up to my chest
Details/comments: MY DIAPERS CHOSEN TO SHOW OFF MY PRIVATES TO MY MASTER'S FRIENDS.

How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Below my waist ● At my waist   Between waist/middle back   Up to my middle back   Past middle of back	As a boy (through age 14) Below my waist   At my waist ● Between waist/middle back   Up to my middle back   Past middle of back
Details/comments: AGAIN DIAPERS USED TO SHOW OFF MY GENITALS NOW. WHEN YOUNG USED AS PUNISHMENT.

How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Less than 6 inches (15 cm)   6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm)   9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm)   12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm) ● More than 18 inches (45 cm)	As a boy (through age 14) Less than 6 inches (15 cm)   6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm) ● 9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm)   12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm)   More than 18 inches (45 cm)
Details/comments: SIZE SELECTED BASED UPON AGE AT TIME.

How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10	As a boy (through age 14) 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10
Details/comments: NEVER USED. ONLY WORE DISPOSABLE TYPE.

How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10	As a boy (through age 14) 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10
Details/comments: AGAIN, NONE.

How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) None ● Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100	As a boy (through age 14) None ● Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100
Details/comments: ONLY USED DISPOSABLE TYPES.

How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20 ● 20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100	As a boy (through age 14) None   Fewer than 10 ● 10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100
Details/comments: DID NOT NEED THEM. YSED TO CONTROL ME WHEN YONGER.

Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a boy for any of these specific reasons given:

Currently (ages 18>) I was not toilet trained   I lost my bladder control   I lost my bowel control   I have a diaper fetish ● Because my brother wore diapers ● Because my friend wore diapers ● Because I am a boy (at heart)

As a boy (through age 14) I was not toilet trained   I lost my bladder control   I lost my bowel control   Punishment ● I have a diaper fetish   Because my brother wore diapers ● Because my friend wore diapers ● Because I was a boy

Details/comments: PARENTS MADE ME WEAR THEM AND SO DOES MY MASTER.

How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Too thick for pants   Pants barely fit   Pants fit tightly ● Pants fit okay   Pants fit loosely	As a boy (through age 14) Too thick for pants   Pants barely fit   Pants fit tightly ● Pants fit okay   Pants fit loosely
Details/comments: CHOSEN TO MAKE ME SELF CONSCIENCE ABOUT MY BODY AND GENATILES AND BUTT.

How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Cannot walk at all   Walking very difficult   Walking somewhat difficult ● Walking affected minimally   Walking not affected at all   Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk	As a boy (through age 14) Cannot walk at all   Walking very difficult   Walking somewhat difficult ● Walking affected minimally   Walking not affected at all   Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk
Details/comments: STILL NOT COMFORTABLE AT EITHER AGE.

During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: AT HOME WHEN YOUNGER AND AT VISISTS TO MY MASTER'S GAY FRIENDS.

During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: AT TIMES MY MASTER MADE ME SLEEP WITH ONLY A JOCK STRAP, CHASITY DEVICE, AND A TIGHT BUTT PLUG.

How often are you pantsless now and when you were a boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?)
Currently (ages 18>) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: THROUGH AGE 12 ALWAYS PANTLESS TO SHOW I WAS A BAD BOY. I WAS NOT.

How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: HOUS KEPT AT ABOUT 73 DREGREES.

How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: RULES NEVER CHANGED.

As a young boy boy (through age 14), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)?

None   One   Two   Three   Four   Five ●

Details/comments: NORMAL FOR A BOY MY AGE. ALSO HAD 5 SHORTS.

As a young boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers?

They wouldn't even touch my waist without my diapers on ● They would be very loose and fall down to my knees   They would be fairly loose and slip down easily upon walking   They would be somewhat loose and slip down a little   They would still fit without my diapers on

Details/comments: ALSO VERY TIGHT FITTING TO CAUSE SOME DISCOMFORT.

As an adult, for which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

My diapers are too thick for pants   So my diapers can remain fully exposed ● To make my diapers easier to check and change ● Because everybody already knows I wear diapers ● Because I like to let my diapers show ● Because I don't like to wear pants ● My significant other likes to see my diapers ●

Details/comments: TO SHOW ME OFF TO MY MASTER'S FRIENDS. I AM TOLD I LOOK VERY HANDSOME IN TIGHT DIAPERS.

As a boy (through age 14), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear   Punishment ● Boys in my family were not allowed to wear pants over diapers ● My diapers were too thick for pants   So my diapers could remain fully exposed ● To make my diapers easier to check and change ● Because everybody already knew I wore diapers ● Because I liked to let my diapers show   Because I didn't like to wear pants ●

Details/comments: I ONLY WORE PANTS AND SHORTS OUTSIDE PARENTS SAVED MONEY THIS WAY.

As a boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear   Pants kept outside my room (location unknown) ● Pants kept outside my room (location known but inaccessible)   Pants were locked away ● Multiple locks were used ●

Details/comments: NO PANTS ALLOWED INSIDE HOUSE. I HAD VERY STRICT PARENTS.

If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored?

My bedroom   Sister's bedroom   Brother's bedroom ● Parents' bedroom ● Laundry/wash room   Some other room ● Garage   Car/trunk   Someone else's house   Returned to owner (I have to borrow pants when needed)

Details/comments: I HAD TO ASK TO WEAR PANTS AND A PAIR WAS GIVEN TO ME IF APPROVED.

As a boy (through age 14), what was the longest time you had gone without wearing any pants over your diapers?

Less than 12 hours   12 to 24 hours ● 1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days   5 to 7 days   2 weeks   3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 to 6 months   6 months to one year   More than one year

Details/comments: ALMOST ANY TIME I WAS AT HOME.

If you had worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home?

Yes, first thing upon entering house ● Yes, going straight to my bedroom   Yes, within a few minutes   No, I did not have to take them off   No, but I took them off right away anyway

Details/comments: NO PANTS ALLOWED FOR ME IN THE HOUSE. STRICT DISCIPLINE HERE.

How much did you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers?
Yourself I loved it   I liked it   It was okay   I didn't like it ● I hated it   It didn't matter to me	Brothers They loved it ● They liked it   It was okay to them   They didn't like it   They hated it   It didn't matter to them	Sisters They loved it   They liked it   It was okay to them   They didn't like it   They hated it   It didn't matter to them	Friends They loved it ● They liked it   It was okay to them   They didn't like it   They hated it   It didn't matter to them
Details/comments: I GOT TEASED BY MY FRIENDS ABOUT IT BUT I DID NOT CARE.

What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a young boy (through age 14)?

Getting attention from my sisters   Getting attention from my brothers ● Getting attention from other girls   Getting attention from other boys ● Getting to show off my diapers to others   Easier to walk around without pants on   No worrying about diapers showing above pants ● One less thing to put on ● More comfortable   Made diaper checks/changes faster   I aroused myself ● I aroused others ● I got to go around in diapers when my sisters didn't   I got to go around in diapers when my brothers didn't   I got to go around in diapers just like my brothers did

Details/comments: I GUESS IT EVOLVED TO BE A SEXUAL THING AS I GOT OLDER BEFORE I LEFT HOME.

What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers?

Getting unwanted attention from my sisters   Getting unwanted attention from my brothers ● Getting unwanted attention from other girls   Getting unwanted attention from other boys ● Loss of dignity ● Unable to leave house ● Unable to play outside ● It was embarrassing ● It was like being in my underwear   I felt cold without pants on ● I felt like a baby ● I felt naked or underdressed without pants on ● I didn't like having my legs exposed   Others could see when I peed ● Others could see when I pooped   My sisters had pants on but I didn't   My brothers had pants on but I didn't

Details/comments: I LEARNED TO LIVE WITH IT. I HAD TO PEE IN THEM BECAUSED THEY WERE CHANDED ONLY ONCE A DAY.SAME FOR POOPING . IF I DID THAT I GOT BELTED.

Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)?

Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.):

I WORE ONLY DIAPERS IN SIDE HOUSE AND NORMAL WEAR PLUS DIAPERS OUTSIDE HOUSE. FROM AGE FOURTEEN I WAS ALWAYS WEARING DIAPERS AND JOCK STRAPS.

How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never ●	As a boy (through age 14) Always   Sometimes ● Usually   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: AT HOME I WAS NOT ALLOOWED TO WEAR ANYTHING EXCEPT DIAPERS. NOW MY MASTER DETERMINES WHAT I WEAR.

What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Polo shirts ● Button-up shirts ● Pajama top   Other shirts   Short-sleeved ● Long-sleeved ●

As a boy (through age 14) White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts ● Colored T-shirts ● Polo shirts ● Button-up shirts ● Pajama top   Other shirts   Short-sleeved ● Long-sleeved ●

Details/comments: WHEN ALLOWED BY MY MASTER.. AT 14 CHOSEN BY MY FATHER WHAT TO WEAR.

Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) White undershirts   Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   I wear no shirt to bed ●

As a boy (through age 14) White undershirts   Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   I wear no shirt to bed ●

Details/comments: NOW I WEAR A CHASTITY DEVICE, BUTT PLUG, AND SLEP NAKED. AT 14 SLEEP BASICALLY NAKED.

For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Comfort   I feel too naked without a shirt on   To complement my diapers ● The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants ● To display messages about my diapers   So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt

As a boy (through age 14) Comfort   I feel too naked without a shirt on ● To complement my diapers ● The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants ● To display messages about my diapers   So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt

Details/comments:

For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Comfort   To expose even more of my body ● So my diapers are entirely exposed ● So others can see how many diapers I am wearing ● So others can see how high up my diapers go on me ● Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need ● To have more money to spend on my diapers instead   Because boys do not have to wear a shirt

As a boy (through age 14) Comfort   To expose even more of my body   So my diapers are entirely exposed   So others can see how many diapers I am wearing   So others can see how high up my diapers go on me   Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need ● To have more money to spend on my diapers instead   Because boys do not have to wear a shirt ●

Details/comments:

Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a boy:

Currently (ages 18>) I wear white shirts to match my white diapers ● I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers ● I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure ● My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure ● My shirts are pinned to my diapers   My shirts contain hand-written messages   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home   My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages

As a boy (through age 14) I wear white shirts to match my white diapers ● I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers ● I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure ● My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are pinned to my diapers   My shirts contain hand-written messages   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home   My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages

Details/comments:

How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Full exposure w/ shirt   Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers   Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure

As a boy (through age 14) Full exposure w/ shirt   Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers ● Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure

Details/comments:

Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts:

I WORE SHIRTS ONLY ONCE IN A WHILE AT HOME. IF WE HAD VISITORS I WAS REQUIRED TO WEAR A LONG SHIRT. WITH MY MASTER HE DECIDES WHAT I WEAR.

How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

As a boy (through age 14) Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Always   Sometimes ● Usually   Rarely   Never

As a boy (through age 14) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely ● Never

Details/comments: MY MASAER DETERMINES MY TOILET ACTIVITIES. AT HOME AS A 14 YEAR OLD I GOT BELTED IF I POOPED IN MY DIAPER. PEEING WAS EXPECTED AND REQUIRED.

For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Weak bladder   Bedwetting   Bladder infection   Other urinary problems	As a boy (through age 14) Weak bladder   Bedwetting   Bladder infection   Other urinary problems
Details/comments: REQUIRED TO DO SO. NO MEDICAL PROBLEMS. AN ASPECT OF PUNISHMENT.

For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Weak bowels   Encopresis   Diarrhea   Irritable bowel syndrome   Other bowel problems ●	As a boy (through age 14) Weak bowels   Encopresis   Diarrhea   Irritable bowel syndrome   Other bowel problems ●
Details/comments: ONLY I COULD NOT GET PERMISSION TO USE BATHROOM. IF I DID IT I GOT PUNISHED.

Were you ever toilet trained?

No, my parents never even bothered with it   My parents tried but failed   Yes, but I am not trained anymore   Yes, I am still toilet trained ●

Details/comments:

At what age were you declared toilet trained?

Never   Over 6   6   5   4 ● 3   2   Under 2

Details/comments:

At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again?

Under 2   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   Over 12 ●

Details/comments:

How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training?

Never trained   Extremely difficult   Very difficult   Moderately Difficult   Mildly difficult (more difficult than easy)   Fairly easy   Very easy ●

Details/comments:

Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this?

IT WAS EASY. I WAS TRAINED TO ASK TO GO AND THEN DID. TRAINING LASTED ABOUT 9 MONTHS. PARENTS FELT DIAPERS SAVED MONEY AND GAVE THEM TOTAL CONTROL OVER ME. NOW MY MASTER MAKES TOILET RULES. PARENTS CONTROLLED WHAT I WORE. ONLY DIAPERS WERE KEPTIN MY ROOOM AND JOCK STRAPS. I WORE JOCK STRAPS AND DIAPERS AT HOME SINCE I WAS 12.

For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a young boy?

Peeing on the floor/toilet seat ● Failing to flush ● Poor wiping skills   Not wiping at all   Having soiled underwear (skidmarks)/pants   Forgetting to put the lid back down   Using too much toilet paper   Leaving too large of stools (turds)   Stinking up the bathroom ●

Details/comments:

What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers?

Being toilet trained too early ● Being toilet trained too late   Being nagged about using the toilet ● Losing play time to using the toilet ● Getting punished or scolded for having accidents ● The discomfort/embarrassment/guilt of having an accident ● Being told that only babies wear diapers   Fear of falling into the toilet   Fear of the noises the toilet made   Overall difficulties with using the toilet   Seeing younger siblings in diapers/getting changed   Seeing other children in diapers/getting changed   Associating the toilet with something only girls use

Details/comments:

What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult?

Making it to the toilet on time ● Being able to determine when to go ● Avoiding pee accidents ● Avoiding poop accidents ● Wiping adequately ● Remembering to flush ● Aiming technique/not getting pee on the floor ● Putting the lid up or down   Getting onto the toilet   Remembering to wash my hands ● Keeping my underwear free of skid marks

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Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers?

The way my diapers looked on me   They way my diapers felt on me   The feel of getting cleaned up/changed   The bonding/intimacy that comes with diaper changes   The feel of using my diapers   Not having to get up and go to the toilet   The sense of being a baby or little boy   The smell of fresh diapers/baby powder, lotion, etc.   Not having to worry about accidents

Details/comments: I WORE DIAPERS FROM AGE 11, I THING ON.

Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

Yes, diapers caused my urinary incontinence   No, my urinary incontinence was caused by something else   No, I do not have any urinary incontinence ●

Details/comments: REQUIRED TO ALWAYS PEE IN DIAPERS WHEN I NEEDED TO GO. PARENT CHECK DIAPERS FOR PEE ON A DAILY BASIS.

Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

Yes, diapers caused my fecal incontinence   No, my fecal incontinence was caused by something else   No, I do not have any fecal incontinence ●

Details/comments: AS A 11-14 YEAR OLD DIAPER I WAS ALLOWED TO USE TOILET TO POOP.

How were you prevented from using the toilet as a young boy?

I am diapered extra thickly to prevent easy removal ● My diapers have lots of pins in them to prevent easy removal   My diapers have lots of tape on them to prevent easy removal   The bathroom door is locked with a key-lock doorknob   The bathroom door is locked with a padlock   The toilet lid is key-locked   The toilet is partitioned off with a locking door   The bathroom is monitored by my mother   The bathroom is monitored by my father   The bathroom is monitored by my sister   The bathroom is monitored by my brother ● The bathroom is monitored by my female babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by my male babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by a surveillence camera   The bathroom is monitored by an entry alarm

Details/comments: I AM NOT RESTRTICED FROM USING BATHROOM. ONLY TO POOP IN TOILET AND MUST PEE IN DIAPER AND JOCK STAP.

Were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision ● Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision

Details/comments:

Were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision   Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision

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Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training:

NEVER DID.BROTHERS SUBJECTED YO DIAPER DISCIPLINE AS WELL AS ME. I HAVE NO SISTERS ONLY 2 BROTHERS.

How many older sisters did you live with as a boy?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

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How many younger or same-age sisters did you live with as a boy?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

List your sisters by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers:

What kinds of underwear did your sisters wear when you were a boy?

Regular panties   Low-rise panties   Thongs

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Which of the following clothing types did your sisters wear?

Jeans   Khakis   Sweat pants   Other long pants   Shorts   Dresses/skirts

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How often did your sisters wear their underwear around the house?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear?

Much more often   Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

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How often did your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime?

Much more often   Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

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How often did your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often did your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often did your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often did your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often did your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)?

Jeans All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Shorts All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Underwear All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Nothing All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often did your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

For which reasons did your sisters change your diapers?

To see me in my diapers even more   To see me naked   To embarrass me   To play with my genitals   Because they diapered me the thickest   They did a better job diapering me   Parents didn't have the time   Parents weren't home   Parents didn't want to do it   They were faster at it   Because I sucked at doing it   Because I was not allowed to do it   Because I didn't want to do it   Because my brothers sucked at doing it   Because my brothers weren't allowed to do it   Because my brothers didn't want to do it   Because they were girls   Because I was a boy   To dominate and control me   To learn how to change diapers as a parenting skill

Details/comments:

How much did your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers?

Pantslessness A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Whiteness A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Thickness/layers A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Diaper pins A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Rise/height A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Frontal view A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Rear view A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Crotch view A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Peeing in diapers A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Pooping in diapers A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Pee smells A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Poop smells A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Bare legs A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Butt during diaper change A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Genitals during diaper change A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Erections during diaper change A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers:

How much influence did your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers?

A lot of influence   Moderate influence   Some influence   Little influence   No influence

Details/comments:

How much influence did your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers?

A lot of influence   Moderate influence   Some influence   Little influence   No influence

Details/comments:

Which view of your diapers did your sisters enjoy looking at the most?

Frontal view   Butt view   Crotch view   All views equally

Details/comments:

How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers?

All the time- it was the main topic about me   Often- at least once daily   Sometimes- whenever the topic came up   Rarely- only when they needed to talk about it   Never- they didn't talk about this with me

Details/comments:

Which details about your diapers did your sisters talk about around you?

My diaper changes   My diaper odors   How I looked in my diapers   Peeing in my diapers   Pooping in my diapers   Wearing diapers for punishment   My erections during diaper changes   Masturbating in my diapers   Teasing me for wearing diapers

Details/comments:

How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers?

Complete control   Lots of control   Moderate control   Little control   No control

Details/comments:

How did your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers?

Parents asked them to do it   Parents expect them to do it   They volunteered to do it   I asked them to do it

Details/comments:

How did your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants?

How did your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons?

How did your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear?

How did your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)?

How did your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers?

How did your sisters feel about tighty whities? Did they think boys' white briefs resembled diapers, and if so, how did they make such associations? How did they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on their underwear?

How did your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting?

How did your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts?

How did you feel about girls farting and pooping? Did you ever have any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How did you feel about girls' butts and how they differed from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How did wearing diapers affect such feelings?

List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers?

Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel?

Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters):

Why do you think your sisters changed your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters changed your diapers more than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters paid so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters paid more attention to your diapers than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters teased you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters teased you about your diapers more than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why.

What kinds of language did your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words did they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Did they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way?

How did you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you could only wear diapers? How did you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you were in your diapers? How did you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers?

Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How many older brothers did you live with as a boy?

None   One   Two ● Three   More than three

Details/comments:

How many younger or same-age brothers did you live with as a boy?

None   One ● Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too:

MARK (13)HANDSOME WE ALL WORE DIAPERS SO NO PROBLEM.TERRY (16)HANDSOME

Which kinds of diapers/underwear did your brothers wear?

Cloth   Disposable ● Multiple white boys' underpants- double seated   Multiple white boys' underpants- single seated   Single white boys' underpants- double seated ● Single white boys' underpants- single seated   Colored briefs ● Boxer shorts

Details/comments: STYLED VARIED WITH PARENTS CHOICE OF WHAT WE WORE. WE NEVER CHOSE WHAT TO WEAR.

How often did your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: CHEAPER AND BOUGHT IN BIG PACKAGES, SIZE BOUGHT FIT MOST OF US.

How often did your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: ALL WORE DIAPERS.

How many diapers did your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time?

1   2 ● 3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10

Details/comments: USUALLY A TIGHT JOCK STRAP, A TIGHT DIAPER, AND A LOOSE ONE.

If any your brothers wore boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs did they wear at a time?

1   2   3 to 5 ● 6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   21 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30

Details/comments: DEPENDED ON PARENTS.

How often were your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: NOTHING ALLOWED FOR US EXCEPT JOCK STRAPS AND DIAPERS.

How often did your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never ●

Details/comments:

How often did your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed?

Never ● Rarely   Sometimes   Usually   Always

Details/comments: NEVER. EITHER SLEPT NUDE OR WORE DIAPERS. NO BLANKETS ALLOWED. WE WERE ALWAYS FULLY EXPOSED.

For which reasons did your brothers wear diapers?

Not toilet trained   Lost bladder control   Lost bowel control   Punishment ● Diaper fetish   Because I wore diapers ● Because another brother wore diapers ● Because another boy they knew wore diapers ●

Details/comments: IT WAS A HOUS RULE. ALL TEENAGE BOYS WORE A JOCK AND DIAPERS, PERIOD.

How often did your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet?

Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: A HOUSE RULE. NO WET DIAPERS WHEN CHECKED, PUNISHMENT.

How often did your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely ● Never

Details/comments: ONLY WHEN THEY COULD NOT GET PERMISSION TO USE BATHROOM/.

How often did your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers?

Frequently ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: MOST TIME WHEN IN BED AND PARENTS ASLEEP.

How did your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers?

WE ALL WORE THEM SO NO PROBLEM. NO SISTERS.

How did your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes?

NO SISTERS. FATHER CHECKED OLD DIAPERS AND ALWAYS INSPECTED OUR BUTT AND GENITAL AREAS AND GAVE US CLEAN DIAPERS TO PUT ON AFTER WE SHOWERED. IF HE THOUGHT WE HAD MASTURBATED HE GAVE US A GOOD BELTING FOR MESSI N UP THE DIAPERS.

How did your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers?

NA

How did your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior?

WE TEASED EACH OTHER ABOUT STINKING UP BATHROOM AND LEAVING SKID MARKS ON TOILET SEAT. NO SISTERS

How did your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior?

WE ALL LIKED IT AND DID IT SOMETIMES TOGETHER. WE JERKED OFF, PLAYED WITH OTHER ONCE IN A WHILE, AND SUCKED EACH OTHER , WE NEVER TOOK CUM BUT LIKED FINGERS UP OUR BUTT. IT FELT REALLY GOOD.NO SISTERS.

How did your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior?

IT WAS NO BIG DEAL WITH US. WE ALL FELT GOOD ABOUT OUR BODIES.WE WERE NOT ALLOWED INTERNET ACCESS SO WE DID WHAT COMES NATURALLY WITH TEEN AGE BOYS., IT WAS NOT ALLOWED IN OUR HOUSE AND IF WE CUSSED WE GOT BELTED.NO SISTERS

How did your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use?

Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

ITI KNEW I WAS GAY AT14. MY BROTHERS ARE STRAIGHT. I MET A 20 YEARD GAY GUY AND HE BECAME MY MASTER. I LIKE BEIMG A SUBMISSIVE AND SERVE HIM AND HIS FRIENDS TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY. I HAVE A JOB NOW AND LIVE VERY WELL. MY MASTER COMES FROM A VERY WEALTHY FAMILY.BEING IN DIAPERS PUSHED TOWARD BEING GAY. SEX WITH MY BROTHERS HELPED ME TO KNOW WHAT I NEEDED.THE ACPETDED ME AND WE ARE STILL GOOD BUDDIES. I HAVBE NO CONTACT WITH MY PARENTS ANY LONGER FOR WHAT THEY PUT ME THROUGH. I AM HAPPY NOW.

How much privacy did you get for the following?

Diaper changes No privacy at all ● Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy

Masturbating No privacy at all   Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy ●

Dressing/undressing No privacy at all ● Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy

Baths/showers No privacy at all ● Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy

Details/comments: MY BBROTHERS AND I SHARED A BEDROOM AND SMALL BATH. THERE WAS LITTHE PRIVACY. WE JUST GOT ALONG AS BEST AS WE COULD AND NEVER FOUGHT. WE BASICALLY SHARED EVERYTHING TO SURVIVE OUR REPRESSIOV PARENTS CONCEPT OF DISCIPLINE AND CONTROL OF US AND OUR BODIES. THATS WHY I LEFT HOME AT 16../

Did your sisters respect your privacy?

Not at all   A little   Somewhat   Mostly   Total respect for my privacy

Details/comments: NO SISTERS, THANK HEVEANS.

Did your brothers respect your privacy?

Not at all   A little   Somewhat   Mostly   Total respect for my privacy ●

Details/comments: WE WERE CLOSE.

How often were your sisters present when your diapers were changed (when she was not the one who was changing you)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never ●

Details/comments:

How often were your brothers present when your diapers were changed (when he was not the one who was changing you)?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: ALL UF HAD OUR DIAPERS CHANCED NUDE AT THE SAME TIME BY OUR FATHER. NO EXCEPTIONS.

How often were your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: NO SISTERS

How often were your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: WE DID IT TOGETHER AFTER OUR PARENTS WENT TO BED.

Which areas of the house were your diapers changed in where others could see you?

Living room   My bedroom with the door open ● Sisters bedroom with the door open   Brother's bedroom with the door open   Parent's bedroom with the door open   Other room in the house with the door open

Details/comments: WE SHARED ONLY ONE BEDROOM.

Did you have your own bedroom?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: SHARED WITH BROTHERS.

With whom did you share your bedroom?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers ● Younger brothers ● Other girls   Other boys

Details/comments: I WAS OLDEST WITH 2 YOUNGER BROTHERS.

With whom did you share your bed?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers ● Other girls   Other boys

Details/comments: WE HAD A BUNK BED AND ONE TWIN BED.

For which activities did your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet   Taking baths/showers   Getting dressed/undressed   Masturbation

Details/comments: NO SISTERS.

For which activities did your non-diaper-wearing brothers get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet   Taking baths/showers   Getting dressed/undressed   Masturbation

Details/comments: WE ALL WORE DIAPERS.

For which reasons were you not given privacy?

Others saw me in my diapers anyway ● Others changed my diapers anyway ● I was not allowed to request or demand privacy ● Punishment ● I didn't feel the need for privacy ● We were all boys in my household   Parents thought it was okay for my sisters to see me naked

Details/comments: NO SISTERS

How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

NO SISTERS

How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

WE WERE ALL CHANGED NUDE AT SAME TIME EACH NIGHT SO NO PROBLEM.

Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or didn't get?

WE HAD NO PRIVACY. NO SISTERS. WE ACCEPTED WHAT WAS DON TO US WIRTHOUT QUESTION FOR FEAR OF BEING SEVERLY BELTYED. WE WERE ALL SUBMISSIVE.

How much did you enjoy wearing diapers as a boy?

I completely indulged in my diapers ● I enjoyed my diapers very much   I enjoyed my diapers moderately   I didn't mind my diapers but didn't enjoy them, either   I didn't enjoy my diapers very much   I did not enjoy my diapers at all

Details/comments: I LEARNED TO LIKE MMY JOCK STRAP AND DIAPERS. FOR ME IT WAS A SEXUAL EXPEERIENCE ALONG WITH MASTERBATING WITH MY BROTHERS. I LOVED THE SMELL OF MY BROTHERS SMELLY BODIES AND THEIR CUM. I NEVER UNTIL I MET MY MASTER TOO CUM IN THE MOUTH.

In what ways did you act upon your feelings for your diapers as a boy?

Showed off my diapers ● Downloaded photos or drawings of boys in diapers on the net   Looked for pictures of boys in diapers   Looked for pictures of boys in underwear (as if in diapers)   Watched and/or recorded TV diaper commercials   Looked at photos of myself in diapers ● Looked at myself in diapers in a mirror ● Took pictures of myself in my diapers ● Had others take pictures of me in my diapers ● Drew pictures of boys in diapers   Read diaper stories   Wrote diaper stories   Masturbated in my diapers ● Engaged in diaper play with others (e.g. diaper humping) ● Altered my diet to pee/poop more   Used diuretics, laxatives, etc.

Details/comments:

As a boy, how much did you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys?

Diapered butts Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Diapered fronts Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Diapered crotches Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Getting diaper changes Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Details/comments: IT WAS SEXUALLY AROUSING AS I GOT OLDER (FROM 13-16).

As a boy, how much did you enjoy the following activities concerning your diapers?

Appearance of my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Feel of my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Peeing in my diapers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Pooping in my diapers Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Details/comments:

As a boy, how much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers?

Sisters Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Brothers Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Other girls Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Other girls Very much ● Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Details/comments: NO SISTERS. WE ALL LEARNED TO LIKE WEARING JOCK STRAPS AND DIAPERS. WE THOUGHT WE LOOKED COOL AND SEXY IN THEM.

What did you enjoy more about your diapers as a boy, the look or the feel?

The look of my diapers   The feel of my diapers   The look and the feel of my diapers ● Neither

Details/comments: I LIKED THEM AS I GOT OLDER.

How involved were you with your feelings about your diapers as a boy?

Completely obsessed ● Very involved   Moderately involved   Somewhat involved   Not involved much

Details/comments: EVEN ENJOYED WEARING THEM TO SCHOOL. GAVE MY CROTCH A MANELY LOOK FOR MY AGE. .

What do you think influenced your feelings about diapers at a young age?

Being forced out of diapers/into toilet training too early   Becoming toilet trained at a late age (4 or older)   Not being toilet trained at all   Unpleasant toilet training experiences   Envy towards another sibling who was in diapers ● Knowing other kids who wore diapers ● Seeing other kids in diapers ● Watching other kids get their diapers changed ● Seeing diapers in the store   Diaper commercials on TV   Diaper advertisements in magazines   Diaper scenes/references on TV/movies   Diaper web sites   Encouraged to wear diapers by another boy ● Encouraged to wear diapers by a girl   Being diapered for punishment ● Being diapered out of necessity ● Prolonged diaper-wearing ● My sisters   My brothers ●

Details/comments: IT ALL EVOLVED GRADUALLY TO A FETISH THING FOR ME AND WORKS WITH MY MASTER.

How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers?

Under 4   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14 ● 15   16   17   Over 17

Details/comments: IT WAS THEN I WAS FEELING GAY AND WEARING DIAPERS AND A JOCK PRESSING ON MY GENITALS ENHANCED THE FEELING.

Who within your family did you confide in to fully know about your true diaper feelings as a boy?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers

Details/comments: NO ONE!

Who within your family do you now confide in to fully know about your true diaper feelings as an adult?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers ●

Details/comments: NO ONE ELSE.

What did you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What did you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What made having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers?

WENT TO BOYS SCHOOL. I HAN NO INTEREST IN GIRLS FROM AGE 13 ON.

What did you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What did you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What made having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers?

NA

How did your sisters influence your feelings towards diapers as a young boy?

NA

How did your brothers influence your feelings towards diapers as a young boy?

WE ALL WORE THEM AND SUPPORTED EACH OTHERS. WE WERE CLOSE NIT BUDDIES.

At about what age did you begin going through puberty?

9 or younger   10   11 ● 12   13   14   15   16   17   18 or older

Details/comments: HAD WET DREAMS ABOUIT WHEN I WAS 11 1/2 YEARS OLD.

How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) More than 3 times per day   3 times a day   2 times a day   Once a day   Almost every day ● 2 to 3 times per week   Once per week   Once every two weeks   About once per month or less   Never

As a boy (through age 14) More than 3 times per day   3 times a day   2 times a day   Once a day   Almost every day   2 to 3 times per week ● Once per week   Once every two weeks   About once per month or less   Never

Details/comments: NOW WHEN PERMITTED BY MY MASTER. I AM REQUIRED TO WEAR A CHASTY PENIS DEVICE TO CONTROL MY NEEDS. MY MASTER DETERMINES HOW AND WHEN I CAN DO IT.

At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13 ● 14   15   16   17   18 or over

Details/comments:

Which methods did you use for masturbating in your diapers as a boy?

Hands inside of diapers ● Hands outside of diapers ● Rub up against bed or other object ● Rub up against another person's body ● Have older brothers assist me   Have younger brothers assist me ● Have older sisters assist me   Have younger sisters assist me   Have male friends assist me ● Have female friends assist me

Details/comments: MOST OF TIME IN BEDROOM IN THE DARK AND SOMESTIMES WITH BROTHERS. WE ALL DID IT ON A REGULAR BASIS.

Which methods do you use for masturbating in your diapers as an adult?

Hands inside of diapers ● Hands outside of diapers ● Rub up against bed or other object   Rub up against another person's body ● Have male friends assist me ● Have female friends assist me   Have wife/female significant other assist me   Have male significant other assist me ●

Details/comments:

For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers?

It feels better than doing it naked   Diapers contain ejaculate (semen), make cleanup easier ● I'm unable/not allowed to remove diapers, I have no choice ● Diapers too thick or too tight to remove ● Don't want to bother with removing diapers   Diapers would take too long to remove   I've never tried it without diapers on   I don't have to worry about leaving 'evidence' on bed, etc.   Don�t have to 'cover up' in case I'm suddenly intruded on   The diapers are a necessary part of my thoughts

Details/comments: I PREFER NAKED BUT MASTER DECIDES FOR ME ABOUT MY AND HIS SEXUAL REQUIREMENTS ON ANY GIVEN DAY.

What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers?

The look of my own diapers on me ● The feel of my own diapers on me ● Thoughts about diapers in general ● Being seen in diapers by a girl   Seeing what the girl is wearing (not wearing)   The things the girl says to me about my diapers   Being physically sexually stimulated by the girl   Being seen in diapers by a boy ● Seeing what the boy is wearing (not wearing) ● The things the boy says to me during a diaper change ● Being physically sexually stimulated by the boy ● Seeing other boys in diapers ● The feel of my wet diapers ● The feel of my poopy diapers   The smell of my pee ● The smell of my poop   The smell of another boy's pee ● The smell of another boy's poop   The smell of baby powder/lotion ● The sight of diapers themselves ● Reading diaper stories   Looking at pictures of diapered boys ● Getting a diaper change ● Watching another boy get a diaper change ● Dreams

Details/comments:

Who within your family knew that you masturbated in your diapers as a boy?

Mother   Father ● Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers ●

Details/comments:

Who within your family saw you masturbate in your diapers as a boy?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers ●

Details/comments: ONLY MY BROTHERS.

How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Always   Sometimes   Usually ● Rarely   Never

As a boy (through age 14) Always   Sometimes   Usually ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

Were your erections more pronounced when your sisters changed your diapers as a boy?

Yes   Sometimes   No

Details/comments: NA

How embarrassed did you feel when you got erections during diaper changes as a boy?

Very embarrassed   Moderately embarrassed   Somewhat embarrassed   Mildly embarrassed   Not embarrassed at all

Details/comments: IT FELT GOOD. I JUST COULD NO JERK OFF AS FATHER WAS CHANGINE ME AND MY BROTHERS. HE GAVE IT A HARD SMACK AND IT WENT AWAY..

At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13 ● 14   15 or over

Details/comments:

At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13 ● 14   15 or over

Details/comments:

What is your sexual orientation?

Purely straight   Mostly straight, but with some gay leaning   Bixesual   Mostly gay, but with some straight leaning   Purely gay ● I'm not sure

Details/comments:

Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies?

Yes, very much ● Yes, to some degree   Only somewhat   Not at all (diapers had nothing to do with it)   Not applicable (I'm purely straight)   I'm not sure

Details/comments: THE TIGHT FEEL CAUSING ME TO WANT RELIEF AND NOT ALLOWED TO DO SO UNTIL BED AT NOGHT.

At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you didn't understand such feelings at the time)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13 ● 14   15 or over

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Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it?

I GUESS IT WAS AT AGE 12 OR SO. ABOUT CUTE BOYS I LIKED AND HOW GOOD IT FELT GETTING SEXUAL RELEASE FROM BEING HORNY.MY BROTHER SAW ME AND WE DID IT TOGETHER. HE WAS ABOUT 11+ AND HAVING WET DREAMS AND ERECTIONS.

How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom?

IT FELT GOOD AND NO CONCERNS. I JUST HAPPENED ONE NIGHT. NO. NOT EVEN MY YOUNGER BROTHERS. THAT CAME LATER.

How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers?

I KEPT IT A SECRET. WITH PEE IN MY DIAPERS IT DID NOT SHOW UP AND MY FATHER NEVER BOTHERED TO LOOK. I AM SURE AS WE MATURED HE KNEW WE ALL MASTURBATED, BUT LEFT US ALONE.

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

NOT MUCH TO SAY THERE. ONCE I HIT PUBERTY I DEVELOPED SEXUAL FEELINGS AND DO TO THIS DAY.FROM HEALTH CLASS IN SCHOOL I UNDERSTOOD WHAT WAS HAPPENING. I WORE DIAPERS AT SCHOOL AND HATED WHEN I GOT ERECTIONS. BUT IT WAS A BOYS SCHOOL AND WE ALL DID. SOMETIMES WE JOKED ABOUT. ONE OF MY FRIENDS AT SCHOOL SAID HE HAD A HARD ON AND COVERED HIMSELF WITH A SWEATED AND MASTURBATED IN CLASS DURING A VIDEO WE WERE WATCHING. HE NEVER GOT CAUGHT AND SAID HE LEFT WITH WET BRIEFS.

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

BY THAT TIME I LIKED WEARING THEM AND MY JOCK STRAP.I JUST FELT GOOD ABOUT MY DIAPER AND THE SEXUAL FEELINGS THEY CAUSED FOR ME. I LOVE DIAPERS, JOCK STRAPS, CHASITY PENIS DEVICES, AND BUTT PLUGS FROM THE TIME I MET MY MASTER.

If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a boy?

NO GIRLS EVER SAW ME IN DIAPERS OR THEM BEING CHANGED. NO EVEN MY MOTHER. IT WAS MY FATHERS JOB. TOTALLY GAY AND NOT INTERESTED IN THEM. MALE SEX IS NEAT, TIDY, AND MORE FUN.

How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how?

MADE ME GRADUALLY MORE SEXUALLY AROUSED. NO, WEARING HELPED ME ENJOY THE TIGHT FEELING ON MY GENTILES.

How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys?

I LIKED WEARING THEM AND BEING NUDE DURING CHANGING TIME. OI ALSO LIKED LOOKING AT MY NAKED BROTHERS SINCE WE WERE ALWAYS CHANGED TOGETHER IN OUR BEDROOM.NAKED TEENAGE BOYS BODIES ALWAYS FOR ME CAUSED SEXUAL AROUSAL AND ERECTIONS. MY FATHER SAID I WAS TO HORNY BUT ALSO SAID I WAS DEVELOPING INTO A HANDSOME MAN AND THAT WAS GOOD.

How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits?

NEVER INTERESTED IN THEM. BESIDES I WENT TO AN ALL BOYS SCHOOL.

What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions?

NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT UNTIL I HAD MY FIRST WET DREAM AND ERECTION. NO PORNOGRAPHY IN OUR HOUSE, PERIOD, PARENTAL GUIDES ON EVERYTHING. WE LIVED IN A VERY STRICT CHRISTIAN SETTING, AND I MEAN VERY STRICT PERIOD.

What is your marital status?

Single   Married   Divorced   Separated   Widowed   Partnered (gay) ●

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Who is your significant other or partner?

Wife   Fiancee   Girlfriend   Boyfriend (gay) ● Nobody

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Does your significant other/partner...
Know you wear diapers? Yes ● No	Accept you wearing diapers? Yes ● No	See you in your diapers? Yes ● No	Change your diapers? Yes ● No
Details/comments: REQUIRED TO WEAR THEM AT ALL TIMES.

Do you wear diapers to bed?

Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: OR NUDE WITH A CHASITY PENIS DEVICE AND BUTT PLUG. MY MASTER DECIDES WHAT I WEAR. I HAVE NO CHOICE IN ANYTHING I DO. I AM TOTALLY SUBMISSIVE TO MY MASTER. THIS WORKS FOR ME JUST FINE.

How does your significant other feel about you wearing diapers?

HE REQUIRES ME TO WEAR THEM AND ANY THING ELSE THAT STRIKES HIS FANCY.

How does wearing diapers affect your sex life and your partner's sex life?

IT DOES NOT. MY MASTER DETERMINES WHEN HE WANTS SEX AND I COMPLY. HE CHOOSES WHAT I CAN AND CAN NOT WEAR DURING SEXUAL ACTIVITIES. WHEN HE HAS FRIENDS AND THEIR MASTERED BOYS (SLAVES)OVER, WE ARE USUALLY ALL REQUIRED TO BE NUDE. I AM CONSIDERED MY MASTERS SLAVE BOY AND SERVE HIM AS SUCH WITH PRIDE. HE IS STRICT BUT GOOD TO ME AND I SERVE HIM TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY.

How else does wearing diapers affect your marriage and/or dating relationships?

NA

How many sons do you have?

None ● One   Two   Three   Four   Five   More than five

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How many daughters do you have?

None ● One   Two   Three   Four   Five   More than five

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Do any of your sons (excluding those under age 4)...
Wear diapers? Yes   No	Go pantsless while in diapers? Yes   No	Get changed by daughters? Yes   No	Enjoy their diapers? Yes   No
Details/comments: NA

List and describe your sons who wear diapers. Also include details such as ages, appearance, why they wear diapers, how they feel about wearing diapers, what kinds of diapers they wear, how they wear them around the house, how they use them, who changes them, etc.

NA

Do your sons�
Know you wear diapers? Yes   No	Know why you wear diapers? Yes   No	See you in diapers? Yes   No
Details/comments: NA

Do your daughters�
Know you wear diapers? Yes   No	Know why you wear diapers? Yes   No	See you in diapers? Yes   No
Details/comments: NA

As a parent, how do you feel about your children engaging in crude (bathroom) humor? How does your wife/partner feel about it? How do your sons and daughters differ in how they engage in such practices?

NA

As a parent, how do you feel about your children being exposed to nudity and sex in the media?

NA

As a parent, how do you feel about your children knowing about sex? How do you feel about them masturbating, viewing porn, etc.?

NA

As a parent, how do you feel about your children using foul language? How much of it do you tolerate and at what ages do you allow for such language and under what circumstances? How do your sons and daughters differ with regards to their language use? What kinds of language do they use when talking about diapers, bodily wastes, private parts associated with diapers, etc.?

NA

If you had it your way, would you have kept your sons in diapers and not put them through toilet training? How would you deal with conflicts from your partner over this?

NA

How did you feel about your sons going through toilet training? How would you have handled it if you could have had it your way?

NA

If your sons wanted to wear diapers, how would you handle this matter (or if he does want to wear diapers, how do you handle this?) How would you or do you address concerns such as how he would deal with his classmates, etc.?

NA

How does your wife or significant other deal with your post-toddler-aged sons wearing diapers?

NA

How do your daughters deal with your post-toddler-aged sons wearing diapers?

NA

At work, do you...
Wear diapers Yes ● No	Change diapers Yes   No	Pee in diapers Yes ● No	Poop in diapers Yes   No ●
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Do any of your male coworkers know you wear diapers?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: I TELL THEM I HAVE A MEDICAL PROBLEM AND THEY ACCEPT THAT.

Do any of your female coworkers know you wear diapers?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: I WORK IN AN ALL MALE ENVIROMENT.

What kind of work do you do or have done? How have you dealt with wearing diapers at work? How has wearing diapers affected the jobs you have done?

I DO DRAFTING FOR MY MASTER'S PARENTS ARCHITECTURAL FIRM AND WAS TRAINED ON THE JOB SINCE I WAS 16.WEARING DIAPERS HAS NEVER BEEN AN ISSUE AND I WEAR CLEAN DIAPERS TO WORK EACH DAY THAT HAVE A DEODORANT PAD SO THERE IS LITTLE ODOR PLUS I HAVE MY OWN WORK STATION.

What other concerns do you have as far as wearing diapers at work is concerned (coworkers or clients finding out, etc.)?

NONE. I WORK WITH A BUNCH OF DECENT GUYS.

As a boy, did your mother...
Know you wore diapers? Yes ● No	Accept you wearing diapers? Yes ● No	See you in your diapers? Yes ● No	Change your diapers? Yes   No ●
Details/comments: FATHER CHANGED MY DIAPERS SINCE I WAS 10 IN EVENING. TOILET TRAINED BY THEN.

As a boy, did your father...
Know you wore diapers? Yes ● No	Accept you wearing diapers? Yes ● No	See you in your diapers? Yes ● No	Change your diapers? Yes ● No
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Does your mother know you still wear diapers as an adult?

Yes ● No

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Does your father know you still wear diapers as an adult?

Yes ● No

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How did your mother feel about you wearing diapers as as boy? How does she feel about you wearing diapers now?

IT WAS FATHERS DECISION. PERIOD. FOR PURPOSES OF DISCIPLINE AND CONTROL.WHO KNOWS. I SPLIT FROM HOME AND HAVE NEVER GONE BACK. I DO SE MY YOUNGER BROTHERS FROM TIME TO TIME.

How did your father feel about you wearing diapers as as boy? How does he feel about you wearing diapers now?

HE MADE THE DECISION. SAID IT WOULD BE GOOD FOR US BOYS. NO TRENDY BOXERS AND SUCH.

How did wearing diapers affect your relationship with your parents as a boy?

I HATED THEM AND STILL DO ALTHOUGH I NOW LOVE WEARING WHAT MY MASTER REQUIRES OF ME. BESIDES AS HIS SLAVE BOY HE NOT I MAKES ALL DECISIONS ABOUT THE WAY WE LIVE TOGETHER AND WHAT I WEAR.

How does wearing diapers affect your relationship with your parents as an adult?

WE HAVE NONE.

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards bathroom humor and crude behavior (farting, etc.)?

NOT ALLOWED AS WHEN I WAS AT HOME.

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards family nudity?

ACCEPTED IT AS A PART OF US BOYS GROWING UP.

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards sexual matters? How did they feel about masturbation, pornography, your exposure to sex in movies, TV shows, music, etc.

VERY, VERY,STRICT IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards profanity?

NOT PERMITTED IN OUR HOUSE.

How do you wish your boyhood would have turned out as far as diapers are concerned? What fantasies, if any, do you have that were

I GUESS I WOULD STILL BE GAY BUT BEGAN TO HAVE A DIAPER FETISH BY THE TIME I WAS 13.HAVING KIND, LOVING, PARENTS WHO ACCEPTED ME FOR WHAT I WAS.

If you had to do it all over again and go back to your boyhood, what would you do differently as far as wearing diapers is concerned?

PROBABLY NOTHING.