Deeker's Diaper Page

Entry Number:	0043
Date:	10/06/09

Name:

Darren

Location:

Seattle, WA

Age:

28

Adult appearance:

dark brown hair, athletic build. I have a onesie on with a dry Attends 10 w/waisteband with bambino pads inserted for extra thickness.

Boyhood appearance:

from at 2-6, I was very skiny but not under sized at all, I wore pampers through kindergarden. I was kind of a geeky looking boy. Always wore tight jeans and a striped shirt.from 6 through my teen years didn't wear any diapers and

Which of the following kinds of diapers do you wear now and wore as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Cloth   Disposable ● Multiple white boys' underpants	As a boy (through age 14) Cloth ● Disposable ● Multiple white boys' underpants
Details/comments: Don't really remember wearing cloth diapers, but I am sure I did.

How often do you wear plain white diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always   Usually ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: I tend to wear attends, secure plus and bambino's now. All they had when I was a boy what all white and very thick diapers.

How many diapers do you wear at a time now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) 1 ● 2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10	As a boy (through age 14) 1 ● 2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10
Details/comments: Just wear one diaper now with the new bambino stuffers 2 large ones and 2 small ones. When I was a kind my mom just put me in one thick pampers diaper.

If you wear multiple pairs of plain white boys' underwear for your diapers, how many pairs do you wear at a time now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) One   Two   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   20 to 25   26 to 30	As a boy (through age 14) One   Two   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   20 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30
Details/comments:

For which reasons do you wear multiple diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) More capacity/absorbency ● Fewer diaper changes necessary ● Makes diaper changes last longer ● Keeps me from wearing any pants   To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show   I can't remove my diapers as easily   Makes my diapers more conspicious   Reduces chances for leakage ● Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains   To make my diapers as thick as possible   Control my diaper odors   My sexual gratification   Because I deserve thick diapers   Makes my butt look bigger/cuter	As a boy (through age 14) More capacity/absorbency   Fewer diaper changes necessary   Makes diaper changes last longer   Keeps me from wearing any pants   To force my legs wider apart/make my diapered crotch show   I can't remove my diapers as easily   Makes my diapers more conspicious   Reduces chances for leakage   Reduces others seeing my unsightly stains   To make my diapers as thick as possible   Control my diaper odors   Punishment   To enforce my diaper discipline   My sexual gratification   Because I deserve thick diapers   Makes my butt look bigger/cuter
Details/comments: *I answered this question for why I wear stuffers in my diapers

How high up do your diapers go on you in the front now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Below my waist   At my waist   Between my waist and stomach ● Over my entire stomach   Up to my chest	As a boy (through age 14) Below my waist   At my waist   Between my waist and stomach ● Over my entire stomach   Up to my chest
Details/comments: I don't like thing over my belly button so I keep my diapers between my waist and stomach

How high up do your diapers go on you in the rear now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Below my waist   At my waist   Between waist/middle back ● Up to my middle back   Past middle of back	As a boy (through age 14) Below my waist   At my waist   Between waist/middle back ● Up to my middle back   Past middle of back
Details/comments: I like them to be higher in the back so no poop leaks out the back

How wide is the crotch of your diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Less than 6 inches (15 cm)   6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm) ● 9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm)   12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm)   More than 18 inches (45 cm)	As a boy (through age 14) Less than 6 inches (15 cm) ● 6 to 9 inches (15 to 22 cm)   9 to 12 inches (22 to 30 cm)   12 to 18 inches (30 to 45 cm)   More than 18 inches (45 cm)
Details/comments: more than 9 inches would be too hard for me to walk and I would look funny at work waddling.

How many pins are used in each of your inner diapers now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) 2 ● 4   6   8   10   More than 10	As a boy (through age 14) 2 ● 4   6   8   10   More than 10
Details/comments: don't use cloth all that much...but just 2 when I do wear them. I'm sure my mom just used 2 also.

How many pins are used in your outer diaper now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10	As a boy (through age 14) 2   4   6   8   10   More than 10
Details/comments: i only use one cloth diaper and my mom probably only used one cloth diaper on me.

How many cloth diapers do you have now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) None   Fewer than 10 ● 10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100	As a boy (through age 14) None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20 ● 20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100
Details/comments: I don't really like cloth diapers and my mom probably had at least a dozen.

How many disposable diapers do you keep supplied now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40   40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100 ●	As a boy (through age 14) None   Fewer than 10   10 to 20   20 to 40 ● 40 to 60   60 to 80   80 to 100   More than 100
Details/comments: I buy my diapers by the case so I will always have 300 to 400 diapers on hand. My mom would have a case or 2 of pampers on hand.

Indicate if you wear diapers now or wore diapers as a boy for any of these specific reasons given:

Currently (ages 18>) I was not toilet trained   I lost my bladder control ● I lost my bowel control ● I have a diaper fetish   Because my brother wore diapers   Because my friend wore diapers   Because I am a boy (at heart)

As a boy (through age 14) I was not toilet trained ● I lost my bladder control   I lost my bowel control   Punishment ● I have a diaper fetish   Because my brother wore diapers   Because my friend wore diapers   Because I was a boy

Details/comments: I wear now for medical reasons and when I was a boy I had day and night accidents so my mom made me wear diapers to bed and school until I was consistantly dry.

How does the thickness of your diapers affect your wearing of pants now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Too thick for pants   Pants barely fit   Pants fit tightly   Pants fit okay   Pants fit loosely ●	As a boy (through age 14) Too thick for pants   Pants barely fit   Pants fit tightly ● Pants fit okay   Pants fit loosely
Details/comments: I buy a size bigger now so you can't really tell unless you know what you are looking for. My jeans where tight when I was a kid and I wore no belt so it was total noticalble that I was wearing a diaper.

How does the thickness of your diapers affect your ability to walk now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Cannot walk at all   Walking very difficult   Walking somewhat difficult   Walking affected minimally ● Walking not affected at all   Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk	As a boy (through age 14) Cannot walk at all   Walking very difficult   Walking somewhat difficult   Walking affected minimally ● Walking not affected at all   Wheelchair-bound, cannot walk
Details/comments: I don't wear my diapers sooooo thick that I can't walk right...can't be good for your hips!

During the daytime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pants, shorts, pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never
Details/comments: If it's hot I will go with out pants around the house. Probably the same when I was a kid.

During the nighttime at bedtime, how often do you wear your diapers without any pajama bottoms or any other clothing over them while at home, now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never
Details/comments: Warmth decides when I wear bottems or not.

How often are you pantsless now and when you were a boy while at home and in your diapers regardless of who is visiting (relatives, friends, etc.?)
Currently (ages 18>) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never ●	As a boy (through age 14) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never
Details/comments: I am a little self contious now as an adult. When I was a kid I remember a few times running around the house in a diaper with the grandparents around.

How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what the weather is or the temperature is outside, now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never
Details/comments: weather has a huge part to do with wearing pants or not.

How often are you pantsless while at home and in your diapers regardless of what day it is (weekday, weekend, holidays, etc.), now and as a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely ● Never
Details/comments: doesn't really matter what day it is.

As a young boy boy (through age 14), how many pairs of pants did you have (to the best of your recollection)?

None   One   Two   Three   Four   Five ●

Details/comments: between jeans and sweat pants I had a few

As a young boy, how were the pants you wore sized to fit over your diapers?

They wouldn't even touch my waist without my diapers on   They would be very loose and fall down to my knees   They would be fairly loose and slip down easily upon walking ● They would be somewhat loose and slip down a little   They would still fit without my diapers on

Details/comments: I remember my diaper showing in kindergarden when the teacher had us sit on the floor for story time.

As an adult, for which of the following specific reasons do you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

My diapers are too thick for pants   So my diapers can remain fully exposed   To make my diapers easier to check and change ● Because everybody already knows I wear diapers ● Because I like to let my diapers show   Because I don't like to wear pants   My significant other likes to see my diapers

Details/comments: some times it is more comfortable to have the air get to your diaper area.

As a boy (through age 14), for which of the following specific reasons did you not wear any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear   Punishment ● Boys in my family were not allowed to wear pants over diapers   My diapers were too thick for pants   So my diapers could remain fully exposed ● To make my diapers easier to check and change ● Because everybody already knew I wore diapers ● Because I liked to let my diapers show   Because I didn't like to wear pants

Details/comments: my mom probably wanted me to suffer with embarassment and to know when I had pooped or pee in my diaper.

As a boy, how else were you kept from wearing any pants over your diapers while at home?

I had no pants of my own to wear   Pants kept outside my room (location unknown)   Pants kept outside my room (location known but inaccessible)   Pants were locked away   Multiple locks were used

Details/comments: my mom really never took my pants away from me.

If you knew where the pants you wore were kept, where were they stored?

My bedroom ● Sister's bedroom   Brother's bedroom   Parents' bedroom   Laundry/wash room   Some other room   Garage   Car/trunk   Someone else's house   Returned to owner (I have to borrow pants when needed)

Details/comments: in my drawer where they belonged

As a boy (through age 14), what was the longest time you had gone without wearing any pants over your diapers?

Less than 12 hours   12 to 24 hours ● 1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days   5 to 7 days   2 weeks   3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 to 6 months   6 months to one year   More than one year

Details/comments: probably just a day

If you had worn pants to go outside of the house, did you have to take them off immediately upon getting back home?

Yes, first thing upon entering house   Yes, going straight to my bedroom   Yes, within a few minutes   No, I did not have to take them off ● No, but I took them off right away anyway

Details/comments: mom never forced me to take them off.

How much did you and others like seeing you pantsless and in diapers?
Yourself I loved it   I liked it   It was okay   I didn't like it   I hated it ● It didn't matter to me	Brothers They loved it   They liked it   It was okay to them   They didn't like it   They hated it   It didn't matter to them	Sisters They loved it   They liked it   It was okay to them   They didn't like it   They hated it   It didn't matter to them ●	Friends They loved it   They liked it   It was okay to them   They didn't like it   They hated it   It didn't matter to them ●
Details/comments: i absolutely hated it, every one else either teased me or didn't care

What did you like about being pantsless while in diapers as a young boy (through age 14)?

Getting attention from my sisters   Getting attention from my brothers   Getting attention from other girls   Getting attention from other boys   Getting to show off my diapers to others   Easier to walk around without pants on ● No worrying about diapers showing above pants   One less thing to put on ● More comfortable ● Made diaper checks/changes faster   I aroused myself   I aroused others   I got to go around in diapers when my sisters didn't   I got to go around in diapers when my brothers didn't   I got to go around in diapers just like my brothers did

Details/comments: alot cooler and didn't have to worry about pants, more comfortable

What did you NOT like about being pantsless while in diapers?

Getting unwanted attention from my sisters ● Getting unwanted attention from my brothers   Getting unwanted attention from other girls ● Getting unwanted attention from other boys ● Loss of dignity   Unable to leave house ● Unable to play outside ● It was embarrassing ● It was like being in my underwear   I felt cold without pants on ● I felt like a baby ● I felt naked or underdressed without pants on ● I didn't like having my legs exposed   Others could see when I peed ● Others could see when I pooped ● My sisters had pants on but I didn't ● My brothers had pants on but I didn't

Details/comments: was really embarrassed about having to wear diapers at such an older age (5 and 6).

Describe the pants you have worn over your diapers. How did they differ in quality, style, etc. from the pants your sisters and your brothers wore? How often did you get new pants compared to your sisters and brothers? Where did the pants you wore come from (including if borrowed)?

Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing pants, (e.g. your family's attitudes towards you wearing pants or staying in your diapers, etc.):

It probably didn't matter if I was wearing pants or not people still knew I was wearing a diaper. They wear really thick and crinkly back in the mid 80's.

How often do you wear a shirt at home when you are pantsless and in diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never	As a boy (through age 14) Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never
Details/comments: wearing a diaper didn't make a difference on wearing a shirt or not.

What kinds of shirts do you wear when you are in just your diapers now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts ● Colored T-shirts ● Polo shirts ● Button-up shirts ● Pajama top   Other shirts ● Short-sleeved ● Long-sleeved ●

As a boy (through age 14) White undershirts   Other white T-shirts ● Colored T-shirts ● Polo shirts ● Button-up shirts   Pajama top ● Other shirts   Short-sleeved ● Long-sleeved ●

Details/comments: Other shirts now I wear onesies. I like them alot because your diaper will never show in the back, when I don't wear a onesie I am constantly checking.

Which kinds of shirts do you wear to bed when wearing just your diapers to bed now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts ● Colored T-shirts ● Pajama top   Other shirts ● I wear no shirt to bed

As a boy (through age 14) White undershirts   Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts   Pajama top ● Other shirts   I wear no shirt to bed ●

Details/comments: again I will wear a onesie to bed. Sometimes when I was younger I would wear on shirt if it was really hot.

For which reasons do you wear a shirt while wearing just your diapers now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Comfort ● I feel too naked without a shirt on ● To complement my diapers   The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants   To display messages about my diapers   So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt

As a boy (through age 14) Comfort ● I feel too naked without a shirt on ● To complement my diapers   The shirt further points out the specific absence of pants   To display messages about my diapers   So my diapers can be pinned to my shirt

Details/comments: I feel naked with out a shirt

For which reasons do you NOT wear a shirt with your diapers now and as a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Comfort   To expose even more of my body   So my diapers are entirely exposed   So others can see how many diapers I am wearing   So others can see how high up my diapers go on me   Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need   To have more money to spend on my diapers instead   Because boys do not have to wear a shirt

As a boy (through age 14) Comfort   To expose even more of my body   So my diapers are entirely exposed   So others can see how many diapers I am wearing   So others can see how high up my diapers go on me   Shirts, like pants, are thought to be clothing I do not need   To have more money to spend on my diapers instead   Because boys do not have to wear a shirt

Details/comments: 98% of the time I will wear a shirt

Please indicate if you wear shirts in the colors specified for the reasons given for these colors. Also indicate the other characteristics that apply to your shirts, now and when you were a boy:

Currently (ages 18>) I wear white shirts to match my white diapers   I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers   I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure ● My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure ● My shirts are pinned to my diapers   My shirts contain hand-written messages   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home   My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages

As a boy (through age 14) I wear white shirts to match my white diapers   I wear dark shirts to contrast against my white diapers   I wear shirts that are too small to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are trimmed to maximize diaper exposure   My shirts are pinned to my diapers   My shirts contain hand-written messages   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at a store   My shirts contain custom ironed-on messages made at home   My shirts come from cafepress.com with diaper messages

Details/comments: sometimes I will wear a tight shirt that is a little short becasue my wife thinks it's hot.

How much of your diapers do your shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight), now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Full exposure w/ shirt   Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers   Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure

As a boy (through age 14) Full exposure w/ shirt   Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers ● Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure

Details/comments: my shirt tipically will show most of my diaper

Include any other comments or details concerning you wearing and not wearing shirts:

I really like wearing a shirt with no pants to bed. When I wake up in the morning I look at my self in the mirror in a soggy wet diaper, it can me kind of hot!

How often do you pee in your diapers versus pee in the toilet now and as a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

As a boy (through age 14) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely ● Never

Details/comments: I always pee in my diaper now and rarely when I was little because I wanted out of them.

How often do you poop in your diapers versus poop in the toilet now and as a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely ● Never

As a boy (through age 14) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely ● Never

Details/comments: I only have a couple accidents a month now and when I was little I would very rarely us my diaper.

For which reasons do you pee in your diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Weak bladder ● Bedwetting ● Bladder infection   Other urinary problems ●	As a boy (through age 14) Weak bladder ● Bedwetting ● Bladder infection   Other urinary problems
Details/comments: I have nerve damage to my bladder and bowls now. I wasn't fully potty trained when I was younger.

For which reasons do you poop in your diapers now and when you were a boy?
Currently (ages 18>) Weak bowels ● Encopresis   Diarrhea   Irritable bowel syndrome   Other bowel problems ●	As a boy (through age 14) Weak bowels   Encopresis   Diarrhea   Irritable bowel syndrome   Other bowel problems ●
Details/comments: Again I have never damage in the bowel area. I will go most of the time in the towlet. When I was a kid I just wanted to keep playing so I would fill my diaper.

Were you ever toilet trained?

No, my parents never even bothered with it   My parents tried but failed   Yes, but I am not trained anymore ● Yes, I am still toilet trained

Details/comments: I have the damage nerves that cause me to use diapers now. I was fully trained at age 6 until 22 with no or minimal accidents.

At what age were you declared toilet trained?

Never   Over 6   6 ● 5   4   3   2   Under 2

Details/comments: took me 6 years

At what age was it determined that you would never use the toilet or never use the toilet again?

Under 2   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   Over 12 ●

Details/comments: at age 23 was when I was dignosed with never damage in my bladder and bowels

How difficult or uncooperative were you with toilet training?

Never trained   Extremely difficult   Very difficult   Moderately Difficult   Mildly difficult (more difficult than easy)   Fairly easy ● Very easy

Details/comments: easy once I stopped having accidents

Describe what your toilet training was like and why it was so difficult. If you were never toilet trained explain why. When and how was it decided that you were going to remain in diapers indefinitely? How did you learn of this?

I had the chart with the stars and if I got so many stars I would get a toy. When I was 23 was when I recieved the news that I would probably never get out of diapers again, it was and still is at times hard for me to swollow. I can't lie there are definently times where I have desires for them.

For which of the following toilet mishaps were you scolded or punished as a young boy?

Peeing on the floor/toilet seat ● Failing to flush   Poor wiping skills ● Not wiping at all   Having soiled underwear (skidmarks)/pants ● Forgetting to put the lid back down   Using too much toilet paper ● Leaving too large of stools (turds)   Stinking up the bathroom

Details/comments: I was never put back in diaper for these things these where things that just happen throughout me life.

What parts of your toilet training do you think made you want to stay in diapers?

Being toilet trained too early   Being toilet trained too late   Being nagged about using the toilet   Losing play time to using the toilet   Getting punished or scolded for having accidents   The discomfort/embarrassment/guilt of having an accident   Being told that only babies wear diapers   Fear of falling into the toilet   Fear of the noises the toilet made   Overall difficulties with using the toilet   Seeing younger siblings in diapers/getting changed   Seeing other children in diapers/getting changed   Associating the toilet with something only girls use

Details/comments: I never wanted to be put back in diapers...didn't have a choice.

What parts about using the toilet did you find to be the most difficult?

Making it to the toilet on time ● Being able to determine when to go ● Avoiding pee accidents ● Avoiding poop accidents ● Wiping adequately   Remembering to flush   Aiming technique/not getting pee on the floor   Putting the lid up or down   Getting onto the toilet   Remembering to wash my hands   Keeping my underwear free of skid marks ●

Details/comments: I was so busy with playing that I didn't want to waist time using the toilet...it got me back in diapers!

Once potty trained, what did you miss the most about your diapers?

The way my diapers looked on me   They way my diapers felt on me   The feel of getting cleaned up/changed   The bonding/intimacy that comes with diaper changes   The feel of using my diapers   Not having to get up and go to the toilet   The sense of being a baby or little boy   The smell of fresh diapers/baby powder, lotion, etc.   Not having to worry about accidents

Details/comments: I didn't miss any thing...I was glad to be out of them.

Do you have urinary incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

Yes, diapers caused my urinary incontinence   No, my urinary incontinence was caused by something else ● No, I do not have any urinary incontinence

Details/comments: nerve damage.

Do you have fecal incontinence as a result of prolonged diaper-wearing?

Yes, diapers caused my fecal incontinence   No, my fecal incontinence was caused by something else ● No, I do not have any fecal incontinence

Details/comments: nerve damage.

How were you prevented from using the toilet as a young boy?

I am diapered extra thickly to prevent easy removal   My diapers have lots of pins in them to prevent easy removal   My diapers have lots of tape on them to prevent easy removal   The bathroom door is locked with a key-lock doorknob   The bathroom door is locked with a padlock   The toilet lid is key-locked   The toilet is partitioned off with a locking door   The bathroom is monitored by my mother   The bathroom is monitored by my father   The bathroom is monitored by my sister   The bathroom is monitored by my brother   The bathroom is monitored by my female babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by my male babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by a surveillence camera   The bathroom is monitored by an entry alarm

Details/comments: my mom would incurage me to use the toilet.

Were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision   Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision ●

Details/comments: I think my parents had no problem with me using the bathroom at any time.

Were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision   Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision ●

Details/comments: my mom probably made sure I didn't poop or pee in the bath water.

Describe how your sisters and brothers encouraged you to stay in diapers and/or sabotaged or intefered with your toilet training:

My sister really didn't encourage me to stay in diapers, although they probably like see the baby in diapers.

How many older sisters did you live with as a boy?

None   One   Two ● Three   More than three

Details/comments: one is 14 months older and the other one is 5 years older.

How many younger or same-age sisters did you live with as a boy?

None ● One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments: Thank goodness!

List your sisters by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers:

Jennifer is 5 years older and Kay Lynn is 14 months older. They both looked avarage and didn't have any reall feeling for me in diapers.

What kinds of underwear did your sisters wear when you were a boy?

Regular panties ● Low-rise panties   Thongs

Details/comments: regular ones with different colors and flowers.

Which of the following clothing types did your sisters wear?

Jeans ● Khakis ● Sweat pants   Other long pants   Shorts ● Dresses/skirts ●

Details/comments: nothing to fancy.

How often did your sisters wear their underwear around the house?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never ●

Details/comments: never really remembering them wearing around the house.

Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear?

Much more often   Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same ● Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

Details/comments: I think they always wore under wear.

How often did your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed?

Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: always wore something to bed.

Compared to your sisters, how often were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime?

Much more often   Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same ● Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

Details/comments: they always wore underwear with there pajamas.

How often did your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) at home?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: i defentantly just had me diaper on in a few occations

How often did your sisters laugh at you for being in just your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: I'm sure the got quite a good laugh sometimes.

How often did your sisters tease you for being in just your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: same as above.

How often did your sisters go out of their way to see you in your diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time ●

Details/comments: I don't know never asked them.

How often did your sisters wear the following clothing types around you when all you had on were diapers (and maybe a shirt)?

Jeans All of the time ● Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Shorts All of the time ● Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Underwear All of the time ● Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Nothing All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time ●

Details/comments: always had cloths on.

How often did your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members, including yourself) in your household?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time ●

Details/comments: I don't ever remember my sisters changeing my diapers...not to say it never happened.

For which reasons did your sisters change your diapers?

To see me in my diapers even more   To see me naked   To embarrass me   To play with my genitals   Because they diapered me the thickest   They did a better job diapering me   Parents didn't have the time   Parents weren't home   Parents didn't want to do it   They were faster at it   Because I sucked at doing it   Because I was not allowed to do it   Because I didn't want to do it   Because my brothers sucked at doing it   Because my brothers weren't allowed to do it   Because my brothers didn't want to do it   Because they were girls   Because I was a boy   To dominate and control me   To learn how to change diapers as a parenting skill

Details/comments: They never changed my diapers.

How much did your sisters call attention or pay attention to the following Deekerian elements of your diapers?

Pantslessness A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention ●

Whiteness A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention ●

Thickness/layers A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention ● No attention

Diaper pins A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention ●

Rise/height A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention ●

Frontal view A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention ● Little attention   No attention

Rear view A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention ● Little attention   No attention

Crotch view A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention ●

Peeing in diapers A lot of attention   Moderate attention ● Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Pooping in diapers A lot of attention   Moderate attention ● Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Pee smells A lot of attention   Moderate attention ● Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Poop smells A lot of attention   Moderate attention ● Some attention   Little attention   No attention

Bare legs A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention ● Little attention   No attention

Butt during diaper change A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention ●

Genitals during diaper change A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention ●

Erections during diaper change A lot of attention   Moderate attention   Some attention   Little attention   No attention ●

Please provide details on how your sisters called attention to and paid attention to these elements of your diapers:

My sisters where never around when I would wet or mess my diapers. My mom would do it in private in my bed room. They would probably tell my mom if my diaper was wet or messy.

How much influence did your sisters have on your feelings about your diapers?

A lot of influence   Moderate influence   Some influence   Little influence   No influence ●

Details/comments: never really taked about it.

How much influence did your sisters have on your feelings about the roles of boys vs. girls when it comes to wearing diapers?

A lot of influence   Moderate influence   Some influence   Little influence   No influence ●

Details/comments: diapers in our family where used for accidents and before potty training.

Which view of your diapers did your sisters enjoy looking at the most?

Frontal view   Butt view   Crotch view   All views equally

Details/comments: I would have to guess a diaper butt if any thing...who could pass up on a diaper butt running around the house.

How much do your sisters talk to you about your diapers?

All the time- it was the main topic about me   Often- at least once daily   Sometimes- whenever the topic came up   Rarely- only when they needed to talk about it ● Never- they didn't talk about this with me

Details/comments: didn't really take about it when I was around.

Which details about your diapers did your sisters talk about around you?

My diaper changes   My diaper odors ● How I looked in my diapers   Peeing in my diapers ● Pooping in my diapers ● Wearing diapers for punishment   My erections during diaper changes   Masturbating in my diapers   Teasing me for wearing diapers ●

Details/comments: They didn't pay to much attention to them.

How much control do your sisters have on how, when, where, and why you wear diapers?

Complete control   Lots of control   Moderate control   Little control   No control ●

Details/comments: My mom was incharge.

How did your sisters first become involved in changing your diapers?

Parents asked them to do it   Parents expect them to do it   They volunteered to do it   I asked them to do it

Details/comments: They were never incharge of my diaper changes...just mom.

How did your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants and the reasons for only girls to wear pants?

I'm sure they would think that girls could wear diapers too if they needed them.

How did your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing shorts? Did any of them not wear shorts, and if so, what were their reasons?

They didn't care.

How did your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear?

They had white underwear so they probably didn't associate it with diapers.

How did your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)?

I would guess they never compared them.

How did your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers?

I hope they never smelled like poo and pee.

How did your sisters feel about tighty whities? Did they think boys' white briefs resembled diapers, and if so, how did they make such associations? How did they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on their underwear?

They probable thought nothing of them.

How did your sisters feel about farting and other girls farting compared to boys farting?

They would definatley laugh and could be embarrassed to if they were the ones farting.

How did your sisters feel about their butts and other girls' butts compared to boys' butts?

don't know

How did you feel about girls farting and pooping? Did you ever have any strange notions about girls farting and pooping? How did you feel about girls' butts and how they differed from boys' butts? Did your early impressions of girls' butts affect your sexual feelings towards girls' butts once you were old enough to recognize the sexual aspects of the female butt? How did wearing diapers affect such feelings?

Never thought about it when I was still in diapers.

List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers?

They would just laugh at me when I would lay on the floor of the kitchen and cry like a baby when I would have to be put back in diapers.

Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were in your diapers. How did this make you feel?

Never walked in on them to my knowlege.

Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters):

I was never changed by my sisters that I know of. My mom would pull out a thick all white pampers from the package stored in the closet. She would open it and grab the wipes that were in the closet too and whipe my private down and my butt if I had pooped. Then put the new diaper on. I never remember her using baby powder or lotion.

Why do you think your sisters changed your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters changed your diapers more than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why.

They didn't.

Why do you think your sisters paid so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters paid more attention to your diapers than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why.

They didn't.

Why do you think your sisters teased you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters teased you about your diapers more than your brothers did, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite was true, explain why.

Because they could get away with it.

What kinds of language did your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words did they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Did they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way?

Don't remember.

How did you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you could only wear diapers? How did you feel about your sisters not being in their underewear as often (if ever) as you were in your diapers? How did you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers?

I hated wearing diapers and wanted to wear underwear baddly but knew that I needed to stop wetting and pooping my diapers and pants to get back in them.

Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

I think I covered everything.

How many older brothers did you live with as a boy?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

How many younger or same-age brothers did you live with as a boy?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

List your brothers by name and relative age. Describe what they looked like growing up and how they treated you for wearing diapers and if they wore diapers, too:

Which kinds of diapers/underwear did your brothers wear?

Cloth   Disposable   Multiple white boys' underpants- double seated   Multiple white boys' underpants- single seated   Single white boys' underpants- double seated   Single white boys' underpants- single seated   Colored briefs   Boxer shorts

Details/comments:

How often did your diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often did your non-diaper-wearing brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How many diapers did your diaper-wearing brothers wear at a time?

1   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10

Details/comments:

If any your brothers wore boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs did they wear at a time?

1   2   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   21 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30

Details/comments:

How often were your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often did your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often did your brothers who wore diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed?

Never   Rarely   Sometimes   Usually   Always

Details/comments:

For which reasons did your brothers wear diapers?

Not toilet trained   Lost bladder control   Lost bowel control   Punishment   Diaper fetish   Because I wore diapers   Because another brother wore diapers   Because another boy they knew wore diapers

Details/comments:

How often did your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often did your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often did your diaper-wearing brothers masturbate in their diapers?

Frequently   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How did your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers?

How did your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes?

How did your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers?

How did your brothers feel about bathroom/potty humor? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for bathroom/potty humor? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How did your brothers feel about masturbation? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for masturbation? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How did your brothers feel about nudity and pornography? What kinds of things did you and your brothers do for looking at nudity and pornography? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior?

How did your brothers feel about profanity and vulgar language? What kinds of things did you and your brothers talk about or say when you used profanity? How did your sisters feel towards such behavior? What kinds of language did they use?

Include any other comments or details concerning your brothers, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your brothers treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How much privacy did you get for the following?

Diaper changes No privacy at all   Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy ●

Masturbating No privacy at all   Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy   Complete privacy

Dressing/undressing No privacy at all   Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy ● Complete privacy

Baths/showers No privacy at all   Little privacy   Some privacy   Almost enough privacy ● Complete privacy

Details/comments: My mom was the only one in the room when diapering me, my mom probably checked on my when getting dressed and would wash me when taking a bath.

Did your sisters respect your privacy?

Not at all   A little   Somewhat   Mostly   Total respect for my privacy ●

Details/comments: never had a probablem with that.

Did your brothers respect your privacy?

Not at all   A little   Somewhat   Mostly   Total respect for my privacy

Details/comments:

How often were your sisters present when your diapers were changed (when she was not the one who was changing you)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never ●

Details/comments: never that I can remember.

How often were your brothers present when your diapers were changed (when he was not the one who was changing you)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often were your sisters present when you masturbated in your diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: didn't know what masturbation was at that age.

How often were your brothers present when you masturbated in your diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

Which areas of the house were your diapers changed in where others could see you?

Living room   My bedroom with the door open ● Sisters bedroom with the door open   Brother's bedroom with the door open   Parent's bedroom with the door open   Other room in the house with the door open

Details/comments: Always my bedroom, maybe the bathroom...i don't know.

Did you have your own bedroom?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: I was the only boy so I had my own bedroom

With whom did you share your bedroom?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Other girls   Other boys

Details/comments: I had my own bedroom

With whom did you share your bed?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Other girls   Other boys

Details/comments: had my own bed.

For which activities did your sisters get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet ● Taking baths/showers ● Getting dressed/undressed ● Masturbation

Details/comments: They had their own rooms

For which activities did your non-diaper-wearing brothers get privacy that you did not get privacy for?

Using the toilet   Taking baths/showers   Getting dressed/undressed   Masturbation

Details/comments:

For which reasons were you not given privacy?

Others saw me in my diapers anyway   Others changed my diapers anyway   I was not allowed to request or demand privacy   Punishment   I didn't feel the need for privacy ● We were all boys in my household   Parents thought it was okay for my sisters to see me naked ●

Details/comments: Didn't need any really privacy once my diaper was on.

How did you feel about your sisters being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

I don't think she was ever in the same room. My mom probably shut the door when I was getting my diaper changed.

How did you feel about your brothers being in the same room as you during a diaper change?

Include any other comments or details concerning your privacy and how it compared to your sisters' and brothers' privacy. How did wearing diapers affect the amount of privacy you got or didn't get?

Privacy was always givin.

How much did you enjoy wearing diapers as a boy?

I completely indulged in my diapers   I enjoyed my diapers very much   I enjoyed my diapers moderately   I didn't mind my diapers but didn't enjoy them, either   I didn't enjoy my diapers very much   I did not enjoy my diapers at all ●

Details/comments: I hated them.

In what ways did you act upon your feelings for your diapers as a boy?

Showed off my diapers   Downloaded photos or drawings of boys in diapers on the net   Looked for pictures of boys in diapers   Looked for pictures of boys in underwear (as if in diapers)   Watched and/or recorded TV diaper commercials   Looked at photos of myself in diapers   Looked at myself in diapers in a mirror   Took pictures of myself in my diapers   Had others take pictures of me in my diapers   Drew pictures of boys in diapers   Read diaper stories   Wrote diaper stories   Masturbated in my diapers   Engaged in diaper play with others (e.g. diaper humping)   Altered my diet to pee/poop more   Used diuretics, laxatives, etc.

Details/comments: I hated diapers, I would throw a fit.

As a boy, how much did you enjoy looking at the following on other diapered boys?

Diapered butts Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Diapered fronts Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Diapered crotches Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Getting diaper changes Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Details/comments: Never look at other diaper kids

As a boy, how much did you enjoy the following activities concerning your diapers?

Appearance of my diapers Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Feel of my diapers Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Peeing in my diapers Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Pooping in my diapers Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Details/comments: never enjoyed anthing to do with diaper except to get them off.

As a boy, how much did you enjoy letting the following people see you in your diapers?

Sisters Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Brothers Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Other girls Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Other girls Very much   Moderately   Somewhat   Not really   Not at all

Details/comments: didn't want anyone to see me in diapers.

What did you enjoy more about your diapers as a boy, the look or the feel?

The look of my diapers   The feel of my diapers   The look and the feel of my diapers   Neither ●

Details/comments: hated both of them. Except it probably felt better to pee and poop in a diaper than my underwear.

How involved were you with your feelings about your diapers as a boy?

Completely obsessed   Very involved   Moderately involved   Somewhat involved   Not involved much ●

Details/comments: didn't have any feelings for them.

What do you think influenced your feelings about diapers at a young age?

Being forced out of diapers/into toilet training too early   Becoming toilet trained at a late age (4 or older)   Not being toilet trained at all   Unpleasant toilet training experiences   Envy towards another sibling who was in diapers   Knowing other kids who wore diapers   Seeing other kids in diapers   Watching other kids get their diapers changed   Seeing diapers in the store   Diaper commercials on TV   Diaper advertisements in magazines   Diaper scenes/references on TV/movies   Diaper web sites   Encouraged to wear diapers by another boy   Encouraged to wear diapers by a girl   Being diapered for punishment   Being diapered out of necessity   Prolonged diaper-wearing   My sisters   My brothers

Details/comments: had no influence

How old were you when you realized you liked wearing diapers?

Under 4   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17   Over 17 ●

Details/comments: once I started wearing diapers again at age 22 I started liking them at age 26.

Who within your family did you confide in to fully know about your true diaper feelings as a boy?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers

Details/comments: No one knows.

Who within your family do you now confide in to fully know about your true diaper feelings as an adult?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers

Details/comments: No one knows

What did you enjoy about girls (including sisters) seeing you in your diapers? What did you NOT enjoy about girls seeing you in your diapers? What made having girls see you in your diapers different from having boys see you in your diapers?

I don't like anyone except my wife seeing me in my diapers.

What did you enjoy about girls (including sisters) changing your diapers? What did you NOT enjoy about girls changing your diapers? What made having girls change your diapers different from having boys change your diapers?

only me mom changed my diapers

How did your sisters influence your feelings towards diapers as a young boy?

They never did.

How did your brothers influence your feelings towards diapers as a young boy?

At about what age did you begin going through puberty?

9 or younger   10   11   12 ● 13   14   15   16   17   18 or older

Details/comments: Totally remember the feeling

How frequently on average do you masturbate in your diapers now and as a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) More than 3 times per day   3 times a day   2 times a day   Once a day   Almost every day   2 to 3 times per week   Once per week   Once every two weeks   About once per month or less ● Never

As a boy (through age 14) More than 3 times per day   3 times a day   2 times a day ● Once a day   Almost every day   2 to 3 times per week   Once per week   Once every two weeks   About once per month or less   Never

Details/comments: I didn't masterbate in a diaper, but just in my thick underwear.

At what age did you first begin regularly masturbating in your diapers (with or without ejaculation)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17   18 or over ●

Details/comments: 22 years old.

Which methods did you use for masturbating in your diapers as a boy?

Hands inside of diapers ● Hands outside of diapers   Rub up against bed or other object ● Rub up against another person's body   Have older brothers assist me   Have younger brothers assist me   Have older sisters assist me   Have younger sisters assist me   Have male friends assist me   Have female friends assist me

Details/comments: Not in diaper but in thick underwear.

Which methods do you use for masturbating in your diapers as an adult?

Hands inside of diapers ● Hands outside of diapers ● Rub up against bed or other object ● Rub up against another person's body ● Have male friends assist me   Have female friends assist me   Have wife/female significant other assist me ● Have male significant other assist me

Details/comments: I mostly have my wife do it for me, not to often anymore that I self maturbate.

For which reasons do you masturbate in your diapers?

It feels better than doing it naked   Diapers contain ejaculate (semen), make cleanup easier ● I'm unable/not allowed to remove diapers, I have no choice ● Diapers too thick or too tight to remove   Don't want to bother with removing diapers ● Diapers would take too long to remove ● I've never tried it without diapers on   I don't have to worry about leaving 'evidence' on bed, etc. ● Don�t have to 'cover up' in case I'm suddenly intruded on   The diapers are a necessary part of my thoughts

Details/comments: I like the thickness rubbing against me and the thickness rubbing against my wifes hand.

What causes you to have erections from wearing diapers?

The look of my own diapers on me   The feel of my own diapers on me ● Thoughts about diapers in general   Being seen in diapers by a girl ● Seeing what the girl is wearing (not wearing)   The things the girl says to me about my diapers ● Being physically sexually stimulated by the girl ● Being seen in diapers by a boy   Seeing what the boy is wearing (not wearing)   The things the boy says to me during a diaper change   Being physically sexually stimulated by the boy   Seeing other boys in diapers   The feel of my wet diapers ● The feel of my poopy diapers ● The smell of my pee ● The smell of my poop   The smell of another boy's pee   The smell of another boy's poop   The smell of baby powder/lotion ● The sight of diapers themselves ● Reading diaper stories ● Looking at pictures of diapered boys   Getting a diaper change ● Watching another boy get a diaper change   Dreams ●

Details/comments: I love it when my wife talks to me about diapers and when she makes comments about me in diapers...it really gets me hard.

Who within your family knew that you masturbated in your diapers as a boy?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers

Details/comments: Wife knows...because she masturbates me. She doesn't know that I do it myself.

Who within your family saw you masturbate in your diapers as a boy?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers

Details/comments: Just me wife when she does it.

How often do you have erections during diaper changes now and when you were a boy?

Currently (ages 18>) Always   Sometimes ● Usually   Rarely   Never

As a boy (through age 14) Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never ●

Details/comments: couldn't have erections at age 5 or 6 and only when my wife is cleaning my wee or puting lotion or powder on it.

Were your erections more pronounced when your sisters changed your diapers as a boy?

Yes   Sometimes   No ●

Details/comments: never changed me.

How embarrassed did you feel when you got erections during diaper changes as a boy?

Very embarrassed   Moderately embarrassed   Somewhat embarrassed   Mildly embarrassed   Not embarrassed at all

Details/comments: never had them when I was getting a diaper change.

At what age did you fully understand the sexual connection between you and diapers?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15 or over ●

Details/comments:

At what age did you fully recognize or admit that you had a fetish for diapers (that is, these feelings were here to stay)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15 or over

Details/comments: when I was 26 and started liking them.

What is your sexual orientation?

Purely straight ● Mostly straight, but with some gay leaning   Bixesual   Mostly gay, but with some straight leaning   Purely gay   I'm not sure

Details/comments: Only love my wife.

Do you think wearing diapers has caused you to develop any gay tendencies?

Yes, very much   Yes, to some degree   Only somewhat   Not at all (diapers had nothing to do with it)   Not applicable (I'm purely straight) ● I'm not sure

Details/comments: Not gay at all.

At what age did thoughts and/or images of boys in diapers first give you feelings of sexual arousal (even if you didn't understand such feelings at the time)?

5 or under   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15 or over

Details/comments: don't like boys in diapers. Just girls.

Describe the first time you remember masturbating in your diapers. What did you think about while masturbating? Did you tell anyone about it or did anyone witness it?

When I first masturbated in my diapers I was an adult at the age of 22. I was just rubbing the outside of my diaper that had be soaked with pee pee over night and all the cream cam pooring out. I was the only one there. My wifes masturbating of me in a diaper happened when I was 24. She was rubbing the outside of my diaper and also going in to my diaper which made me cum every were. Every time I masturbate I always want to take my diaper off right afterwards, it is kind of odd.

How did you feel the first time you ejaculated in your diapers? What were your concerns? Did you talk to anyone about it, and if so, whom?

I didn't have any real concerns except that I needed to wear diapers and I wanted to really take the diaper off.

How did others in your family react to you masturbating in your diapers?

My wife loved the masturbating session because of the look I have when I loose my load.

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers before going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

I didn't have any sexual desired with diapers before puberty.

Describe the sexual feelings you had towards wearing diapers after going into puberty. How well did you understand these feelings?

when I started really liking diapers at age 26 I could not stop thinking about them and my wife rubbing me and having my diaper rub against her pussy.

If you are gay, how did you feel about girls (including sisters) seeing you in diapers and changing your diapers as a boy?

Not gay

How did wearing diapers affect the development of your sexual feelings? Do you feel that diapers caused you confusion over your sexual feelings, and if so, how?

Diaper don't change my sexual nature at all, just like underwear I hope wouldn't change someones suexual nature.

How did wearing diapers affect your perceptions of nudity and the human body? Did you have conflicting or confusing feelings between sexual nudity, and bathroom nudity? How did these impressions differ between girls and boys?

Not at all.

How did you view girls before going into puberty? What were your impressions about girls and their bodies and their bathroom habits? How did these impressions differ from how you perceived boys' bodies and their bathroom habits?

Never really thought about it.

What were your impressions towards sex before going into puberty? What were your impressions towards pornography, dirty jokes, sexual content in movies and on TV, sexual behavior, etc.? How did wearing diapers affect these impressions? How, where, when and from whom did you get these impressions?

Never thought about sex until I was in high school.

What is your marital status?

Single   Married ● Divorced   Separated   Widowed   Partnered (gay)

Details/comments: I have been married 6 years.

Who is your significant other or partner?

Wife ● Fiancee   Girlfriend   Boyfriend (gay)   Nobody

Details/comments:

Does your significant other/partner...
Know you wear diapers? Yes ● No	Accept you wearing diapers? Yes ● No	See you in your diapers? Yes ● No	Change your diapers? Yes ● No
Details/comments: She better know and understand because it is going to be for a long time.

Do you wear diapers to bed?

Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: have to or else I will have a wet bed in the morning.

How does your significant other feel about you wearing diapers?

She is very suportive to me wearing diapers.

How does wearing diapers affect your sex life and your partner's sex life?

My wife has made it more fun for both of us since I will be in them for the rest of our lives.

How else does wearing diapers affect your marriage and/or dating relationships?

Not at all. Thank goddness.

How many sons do you have?

None   One ● Two   Three   Four   Five   More than five

Details/comments: 2 years old

How many daughters do you have?

None ● One   Two   Three   Four   Five   More than five

Details/comments: Not yet!

Do any of your sons (excluding those under age 4)...
Wear diapers? Yes   No	Go pantsless while in diapers? Yes   No	Get changed by daughters? Yes   No	Enjoy their diapers? Yes   No
Details/comments: Son is only 2

List and describe your sons who wear diapers. Also include details such as ages, appearance, why they wear diapers, how they feel about wearing diapers, what kinds of diapers they wear, how they wear them around the house, how they use them, who changes them, etc.

My son is only 2 years old and we both change his diapers. We diaper him is the Cosco size 6 diapers now.

Do your sons�
Know you wear diapers? Yes ● No	Know why you wear diapers? Yes   No ●	See you in diapers? Yes ● No
Details/comments: He say's "diapers" ever time he sees me in a diaper.

Do your daughters�
Know you wear diapers? Yes   No	Know why you wear diapers? Yes   No	See you in diapers? Yes   No
Details/comments: Don't have one

As a parent, how do you feel about your children engaging in crude (bathroom) humor? How does your wife/partner feel about it? How do your sons and daughters differ in how they engage in such practices?

I hope my son won't have crude bathroom humor.

As a parent, how do you feel about your children being exposed to nudity and sex in the media?

Don't like nudity at all.

As a parent, how do you feel about your children knowing about sex? How do you feel about them masturbating, viewing porn, etc.?

When they are old enough they can learn about sex and if the masturbate then they masturbate.

As a parent, how do you feel about your children using foul language? How much of it do you tolerate and at what ages do you allow for such language and under what circumstances? How do your sons and daughters differ with regards to their language use? What kinds of language do they use when talking about diapers, bodily wastes, private parts associated with diapers, etc.?

My wife will not tolerate foul language.

If you had it your way, would you have kept your sons in diapers and not put them through toilet training? How would you deal with conflicts from your partner over this?

Absolutely not...Do you know how much diapers cost at there age and even more at mine. We will have him toilet trained by 3.

How did you feel about your sons going through toilet training? How would you have handled it if you could have had it your way?

hasen't gone through toilet training yet.

If your sons wanted to wear diapers, how would you handle this matter (or if he does want to wear diapers, how do you handle this?) How would you or do you address concerns such as how he would deal with his classmates, etc.?

I would tell him it is your choice and really try hard to get him focused on something else.

How does your wife or significant other deal with your post-toddler-aged sons wearing diapers?

I don't have a child that wants to wear right now.

How do your daughters deal with your post-toddler-aged sons wearing diapers?

don't have a daughter

At work, do you...
Wear diapers Yes ● No	Change diapers Yes ● No	Pee in diapers Yes ● No	Poop in diapers Yes ● No
Details/comments: If i don't it will be in my pants so a diaper is alot better.

Do any of your male coworkers know you wear diapers?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: haven't told anyone yet.

Do any of your female coworkers know you wear diapers?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: haven't told anyone yet.

What kind of work do you do or have done? How have you dealt with wearing diapers at work? How has wearing diapers affected the jobs you have done?

Own my own business. Just be very descreet about it, it's not that hard. I hasn't effected me at all.

What other concerns do you have as far as wearing diapers at work is concerned (coworkers or clients finding out, etc.)?

not at all, except leaks might procduce a challange.

As a boy, did your mother...
Know you wore diapers? Yes ● No	Accept you wearing diapers? Yes ● No	See you in your diapers? Yes ● No	Change your diapers? Yes ● No
Details/comments: When I was 5 and 6.

As a boy, did your father...
Know you wore diapers? Yes ● No	Accept you wearing diapers? Yes ● No	See you in your diapers? Yes ● No	Change your diapers? Yes   No ●
Details/comments: he supported my mother.

Does your mother know you still wear diapers as an adult?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: She knows about my disability.

Does your father know you still wear diapers as an adult?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: He knows about my disability.

How did your mother feel about you wearing diapers as as boy? How does she feel about you wearing diapers now?

She thinks that they were nessacary then and now.

How did your father feel about you wearing diapers as as boy? How does he feel about you wearing diapers now?

He thinks that they were nessacary then and now.

How did wearing diapers affect your relationship with your parents as a boy?

Don't think it did.

How does wearing diapers affect your relationship with your parents as an adult?

Don't think it does, except for there concern.

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards bathroom humor and crude behavior (farting, etc.)?

No attitude.

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards family nudity?

We never walked around nude.

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards sexual matters? How did they feel about masturbation, pornography, your exposure to sex in movies, TV shows, music, etc.

Don't think they really cared.

What kinds of attitudes did your parents have towards profanity?

We never had profanity in the house.

How do you wish your boyhood would have turned out as far as diapers are concerned? What fantasies, if any, do you have that were

I wish I would have liked diapers when I was younger.

If you had to do it all over again and go back to your boyhood, what would you do differently as far as wearing diapers is concerned?

Like wearing diapers more and remember wearing diapers and getting my diapers changed by my mother.