As a young boy (ages 12 and under), how much did you indulge in your diapers?

Number of responses received: 15

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
I was completely obsessed with my diapers	0	0.0%
Mostly devoted my thoughts and activities to my diapers	2	13.3%
Moderately devoted my thoughts and activities to my diapers	6	40.0%
Frequently thought about diapers, rarely acted upon thoughts	4	26.7%
Sometimes thought about diapers, rarely acted upon thoughts	3	20.0%
I rarely thought about my diapers or acted on such thoughts	0	0.0%
I never gave my diapers any thought at all	0	0.0%
Total:	15

Part 1 of 2 (wants sought): How did your indulgence in your diapers manifest itself as a young boy (ages 12 and under)?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
I wanted to wear thick diapers	10	66.7%
I wanted to wear multiple diapers	4	26.7%
I wanted to wear high-rising diapers	3	20.0%
I wanted to wear plain white diapers	6	40.0%
I wanted my diapers to be hard to remove	4	26.7%
I wanted others to see me in my diapers	7	46.7%
I wanted others to change my diapers	6	40.0%
I wanted to show off my diapers to others	4	26.7%
I did not want to wear pants	4	26.7%
I did not want to wear pajamas (PJ bottoms)	5	33.3%
I hated having to wear pants in public	1	6.7%
I wanted to let my diapers show in public	4	26.7%
I wanted to wear short shirts to maximize my diaper exposure	1	6.7%
I wanted to wear no shirt at all to maximize diaper exposure	1	6.7%
I wanted to have pictures of myself in diapers	2	13.3%
I wanted others to acknowledge my diapers as much as poss.	3	20.0%

Part 2 of 2 (wants sought): How did your indulgence in your diapers manifest itself as a young boy (ages 12 and under)?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
I wanted to smell my pee	7	46.7%
I wanted to smell my poop	3	20.0%
I wanted others to smell my pee	4	26.7%
I wanted others to smell my poop	4	26.7%
I wanted to feel my diapers when they were wet	13	86.7%
I wanted to feel my diapers when they were poopy	7	46.7%
I wanted to have lots of diapers available to me	10	66.7%
I wanted to have few outer clothing choices (pants)	2	13.3%
I wanted my brothers to wear diapers, too	3	20.0%
I wanted my friends to wear diapers, too	7	46.7%
I wanted to see other boys in diapers	8	53.3%
I wanted to smell other boys' pee	3	20.0%
I wanted to smell other boys' poop	1	6.7%
I wanted to change other boys' diapers	6	40.0%

Part 1 of 2 (wants fulfilled): How did your indulgence in your diapers manifest itself as a young boy in ways that were actually fulfilled (ages 12 and under)?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
I wore thick diapers	5	33.3%
I wore multiple diapers	3	20.0%
I wore high-rising diapers	1	6.7%
I wore plain white diapers	5	33.3%
My diapers were made to be hard to remove	0	0.0%
Others saw me in my diapers	4	26.7%
Others changed my diapers	3	20.0%
I showed off my diapers to others	1	6.7%
I did not wear pants at home	4	26.7%
I did not wear pajamas (PJ bottoms)	7	46.7%
I hated having to wear pants in public	1	6.7%
I let my diapers show in public	1	6.7%
I wore short shirts to maximize my diaper exposure	0	0.0%
I wore no shirt at all to maximize diaper exposure	0	0.0%
I had pictures of myself in diapers	2	13.3%
Others acknowledged my diapers as much as possible	2	13.3%

Part 2 of 2 (wants fulfilled): How did your indulgence in your diapers manifest itself as a young boy in ways that were actually fulfilled (ages 12 and under)?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
I got to smell my pee	10	66.7%
I got to smell my poop	5	33.3%
I got others to smell my pee (including unwillingly)	5	33.3%
I got others to smell my poop (including unwillingly)	3	20.0%
I got to feel my diapers when they were wet	12	80.0%
I got to feel my diapers when they were poopy	8	53.3%
I got to have lots of diapers available to me	6	40.0%
I got to have few outer clothing choices (pants)	1	6.7%
My brothers wore diapers, too	4	26.7%
My friends wore diapers, too	2	13.3%
I got to see other boys in diapers	8	53.3%
I got to smell other boys' pee	4	26.7%
I got to smell other boys' poop	2	13.3%
I got to change other boys' diapers	2	13.3%

Which activities did you engage in or indulge in to satisfy your feelings about diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Drawing pictures of boys in diapers	1	6.7%
Writing stories about boys in diapers	3	20.0%
Looking at pictures of diapered boys	7	46.7%
Reading stories about boys in diapers	5	33.3%
Visiting deeker.com	2	13.3%
Visiting other diaper web sites	2	13.3%
I would have visited web sites if they had existed back then	6	40.0%
Masturbating to thoughts of diapers	8	53.3%
Engaging in diaper-related sexual activities with others	2	13.3%
Engaging in diaper-related non-sexual activities with others	3	20.0%

How aware were the members of your family of your feelings about diapers as a young boy (ages 12 and under)? Skip the ones that do not apply.

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Mother:
Mother- very aware	2	13.3%
Mother- moderately aware	1	6.7%
Mother- somewhat aware	2	13.3%
Mother- vaguely aware	3	20.0%
Mother- not aware at all	7	46.7%
Father:
Father- very aware	1	6.7%
Father- moderately aware	2	13.3%
Father- somewhat aware	3	20.0%
Father- vaguely aware	2	13.3%
Father- not aware at all	7	46.7%
Older Sister:
Older sisters- very aware	1	6.7%
Older sisters- moderately aware	1	6.7%
Older sisters- somewhat aware	0	0.0%
Older sisters- vaguely aware	0	0.0%
Older sisters- not aware at all	8	53.3%
Younger Sister:
Younger sisters- very aware	2	13.3%
Younger sisters- moderately aware	0	0.0%
Younger sisters- somewhat aware	0	0.0%
Younger sisters- vaguely aware	1	6.7%
Younger sisters- not aware at all	7	46.7%
Older Brother:
Older brothers- very aware	3	20.0%
Older brothers- moderately aware	0	0.0%
Older brothers- somewhat aware	0	0.0%
Older brothers- vaguely aware	2	13.3%
Older brothers- not aware at all	3	20.0%
Younger Brother:
Younger brothers- very aware	2	13.3%
Younger brothers- moderately aware	1	6.7%
Younger brothers- somewhat aware	0	0.0%
Younger brothers- vaguely aware	1	6.7%
Younger brothers- not aware at all	5	33.3%
Total:	15

By what age did your strong feelings for diapers first become apparent to you? By what age did your strong feelings for diapers first become apparent to your parents? By what age did you come to realize how much you indulge in your diapers

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Under 4	0	0.0%
4	0	0.0%
5	0	0.0%
6	0	0.0%
7	1	6.7%
8	3	20.0%
9	3	20.0%
10	2	13.3%
11	1	6.7%
12	1	6.7%
13	1	6.7%
14	0	0.0%
15	0	0.0%
16	0	0.0%
17	0	0.0%
Over 17	2	13.3%
My current age (7)	1	6.7%
My current age (8)	0	0.0%
My current age (9)	0	0.0%
My current age (10)	0	0.0%
My current age (11)	0	0.0%
My current age (12)	0	0.0%
My current age (13)	0	0.0%
My current age (14)	0	0.0%
My current age (15)	0	0.0%
My current age (16)	0	0.0%
My current age (17)	0	0.0%
My current age (18+)	0	0.0%
Total:	15

Which activities or other aspects of your life did you sacrifice or compromise in order to indulge in your diaper interests?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Playing sports	3	20.0%
Playing outside in summer/warm weather	3	20.0%
Playing outside in winter/cold	3	20.0%
Having normal friendships (diapers not involved)	3	20.0%
My reputation/popularity in school	2	13.3%
My self-esteem	4	26.7%
Activities outside the home with friends	4	26.7%
Activities outside the home with family	3	20.0%
Visiting friends' houses	5	33.3%
Artistic talents that could have been applied elsewhere	3	20.0%
Writing talents that could have been applied elsewhere	1	6.7%
Homework/schoolwork	6	40.0%
Chores and other obligations	4	26.7%
Reading non-diaper-related materials	3	20.0%
Other hobbies/interests	3	20.0%
Normal sexual development/exploration	5	33.3%

Which of the following statements were true about you as a young boy (ages 12 and under)?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
I'd rather have looked at diapered boys than porno pictures	8	53.3%
I only chose friends who also wore diapers	0	0.0%
I chose friends who at least understood/accepted my feelings	4	26.7%
I enjoyed having girls(incl. sisters) involved in my diapers	1	6.7%
My sisters enjoyed being involved in my diapers	1	6.7%
My sexuality did not develop normally because of diapers	4	26.7%
People thought I was gay because of my feelings	1	6.7%
My parents tried getting me professional help	1	6.7%
My teachers were concerned about my behavior	0	0.0%
People suspected sexual abuse to explain my behavior	0	0.0%
My parents were suspected of sexual abuse but then cleared	0	0.0%
My parents let me fully indulge in my diaper activities	3	20.0%
My parents kept my love for diapers a family secret	2	13.3%
I refused to be toilet trained and I fought it	1	6.7%
I was never subjected to toilet training to begin with	1	6.7%
Most if not all of my free time was devoted to my diapers	0	0.0%

Describe your self appearance:

Name	Age	Answer
Austin	7	I were clothes and 1 diaper. I wear size 4 pampers and they poopy and peepy alot.
Connor	13	Multiple underwear, brown hair, hazel eyes, the underwear is white with most of them are grey stripes but i like the blue stripes better cuz they are tighter. but i want "tiger briefs" or diapers that fit me.
David	--	I am 14 years old and I stand 5'4" and weigh 134. I have a soft very white and pudgy body. I have no pubic hair. I have medium brown hair, blue eyes and I wear thick plastic glasses. I also wear braces on my teeth. I am wearing 4 attends diapers and a footed sleeper
Sean	15	I am 15 brown hair, I am five feet and eight inches, I am wearing a wet and poopy diaper
misterman	16	tank top and 1 attends, sorta wet
wavesoaker	35	heavy set. worre normal clothes from sears and mervyns as a kid
Greg	33	I have brown hair and blue eyes. I'm currently wearing a sweatshirt, with jeans and a dry diaper underneath. It's a white disposable diaper with the cloth like backing. I wear one of these
75865463427377	14	Tall, top care brand diaper, wet, about to mess.
Tom	24	diaper and plastic pants

Describe your brother's appearance:

Name	Age	Answer
David	--	TThey are tall and athletic and are dressed in jeans and football jerseys
misterman	16	1) t-shirt and white briefs 2) shirtless and white briefs 3) just a diaper
Tom	24	same

Describe your sister's appearance:

Name	Age	Answer
David	--	She is tall and shapely, and is very fashionably dressed
Tom	24	no sisters

Explain how and when your feelings about diapers developed. Describe the level of involvement you had with regards to indulging in your diapers as a young boy (ages 12 and under).

Name	Age	Answer
Connor	13	When i was 9 i saw some diapers on some older boys and girls and other people. so whenever i could find a diaper (mostly ones that fit me a little to where i could strap them on or slip them on)
David	--	I was wetting my bed at age ten, and my parents talked to me about going back to diapers , I joyfully accepted.
Sean	15	Ive always loved to wear diapers the feeling of poop and pee felt good
DiaperDon	39	As a boy, I didn't realize how much I liked my diapers. They were a mostly a source of embarrasment, not of excitement. I do remember occasional sexual feelings when I was 10-12 and there was some change to the regular diaper routine. (Like when I had disposables for camping or traveling instead of the regular cloth.) My sexual feeling towards diapers were mostly realized years later when I tried diapers as an adult.
		Access to diapers was not as available as it today. I used to use towels folded as diapers and pinned without rubber pants. I could only "use" the diaper for its intented purpose when no one was h
misterman	16	I discovered my love for diapers when I was 8. I already wore diapers for bedwetting reasons, but i loved the way they felt and I wanted to wear them all the time. So I started to actually wear them all the time and really enjoyed it, though I tried to hide it from my parents. When I was discovered, my parents weren't too pleased about it but I told them I was having accidents during the day and was afraid and wanted the protection. My parents eventually gave in and now I wear whenever I want to. They even buy me good ones! And they wound up not even bothering training my younger bro, who is now 11.
wavesoaker	35	used them to masterbate after school each day and often at nght too. would wear and wet them when I could and when I could get soem that fit right.
Greg	33	My diaper habit started with a desire to pee and poop in my pants. Whenever I would have the need to poop and had more than a few blocks to walk, I would poop in my pants while I walked. I pretended that I couldn't hold it and had to poop in my pants. When I was around 11 I started to pee in my pants. I Really enjoyed that! I started to make my own diapers out of papertowels and cling wrap and wear them under my underpants. When I was older, around 15 or 16 I started babysitting once in a while. This got me interested in the diapers of the kids I was babysitting. I stuffed my pants with baby diapers and wet myself. This got me started on buying toddler diapers and wearing them in my pants. I did this well into adulthood before I started wearing adult diapers.

List the ways you wanted to engage in or indulge in your diapers as as young boy (ages 12 and under):

Name	Age	Answer
Connor	13	i want other people to change me and treat me like a baby except for the family i live with. maybe my great aunt would be cool. I found diapers that i think that she wears. they were the only diapers that i could fit. so i used those when i slept at her house one night. i keep thinking since yesterday. that i want to go back to her house and stay the night.
Sean	15	I wanted my best friend to change me and to wear them all the time
		I wanted to be able to wear and show off wearing much more. I hoped wetting the bed would do it, bu my father just spanked me into submission instead of giving me what I really wanted.
misterman	16	I wanted my brothers and friends to play with me while wearing diapers too. I wanted to be changed by my friends, brothers, and parents, and I wanted to be able to change them too. I wanted for us to just hang out wearing our diapers and playing videogames, not worrying about the bathroom. I wanted to be able to walk around in nothing but a diaper all the time, and I wanted to have a lot of diapers so I'd never run out, thick ones.
wavesoaker	35	I wanted to wear them and wished I had friends that could wear them with me. My sister was handicapped so I had access to some of her diapers.
Greg	33	Every Friday night I would sleep in a makeshift diaper under my underpants. I would start getting exciited by midweek for my secret diaper night. Sometimes I would spend the night wet, sometimes I would last till morning before I would wet.

List the ways you actually did indulge in your diapers as as young boy (ages 12 and under): Explain how these provisions were made for you:

Name	Age	Answer
Connor	13	i didnt.
Sean	15	I wore them in secret and pooped and peed in them when I was alone
		Mainly wore folded towels at night and washed them when I was alone.
misterman	16	My older brothers wound up putting on a diaper from time to time for fun, but they mostly grew out of that now. My friends I had wear diapers when they stayed the night or I stayed at their houses, but only some of them. I got to change them and they changed me, it was awesome. When my parents realized I was wearing so often they wound up getting really high quality stuff and in bulk so I'd never run out.
wavesoaker	35	jacked of in them and snuck them and wore them when I could and used them and or poored water in them so they were nice and wet, sometimes warm, sometimes cold!

List and describe the activities you engaged in to indulge in your diapers as a young boy. Who else was aware of these activities and what were their roles in participating?

Name	Age	Answer
Sean	15	I went out in public in them. No one was aware
		A couple of times my sister came home to find me walking around the house with a wet diaper. She just laughed and went about her business. Sometimes I would just pee myself while out playing and ac
misterman	16	Diaper changing - Brothers, Friends, Family. Diaper wearing and lounging - Brothers and friends, but not terribly often and not all of them. those who didn't usually hung out with their undies. B)

List your family members and how and when they became aware of your feelings about diapers and how much they really know about you. How did they react when they approached you?

Name	Age	Answer
Sean	15	They never became aware Mom-pretended it was nothing Dad-anger Sister-indifferent
misterman	16	My parents were really surprised, but depressed when they found out when I was 8. They didn't know that I wore them because I liked to, they just thought I was having daytime accidents. I think they know now, but prefer not to talk about it. My brothers knew about it forever and even kind of egged it on, ever since I was young.

At what age did you first have definite strong feelings about your diapers? How did these feelings develop and advance as you got older? By the time you were twelve (or your current age) how established were your feelings?

Name	Age	Answer
Connor	13	i dont remmber
Sean	15	I wanted to wear them when I was seven at the age of 13 I bought my first package
		About 10
misterman	16	At least 8 was when my love really kind of blossomed. By the time I was 12, I was inseperable from them, but I occasionally wore normal underwear when the occasion called.
Greg	33	I started with makeshift diapers at 11. This advanced to baby diapers when I was about 15. I wore baby diapers under my pants very frequently into my early adulthood. I transitioned to adult diapers when I bought my first house at age 24. It wasn't long before I was wearing diapers 24/7 because I never wanted to go without diapers. After a while I realized I was becoming incontinent. I let it go and after about a year of diapers 24/7 I was totally incontinent. I love it!

What sacrifices did you make in order to indulge in your diaper activities? Were these sacrifices made because you would rather have indulged in diapers, or did you turn to diapers after realizing that you could not engage in these activities due to your circumtances?

Name	Age	Answer
Sean	15	I sacraficed money and time
misterman	16	I don't know how to answer this really...I don't know what normal is...Most of the things normal people would do, like playing outside and sports and stuff, I had no interest in doing. I mean I did feel kind of lousy for my feelings but that kind of subsided when I realized I wasn't all that much of a freak! Though I rarely got invited to friends houses because they didn't want their parents to freak out, and my house was the coolest and best hangout spot anyways. (No girlz allowed! > :P)
Greg	33	I have never passed on activities due to being diapered. I think I live a normal life, I just wear, and use, diapers all the time.

How do your feelings about your diapers affect your popularity and your reputation in school? How did this effect your friendships? How did this effect your self-esteem? How did you react to how other classmates treated you?

Name	Age	Answer
Sean	15	It did not affect any of these things
		I kept it pretty secret. Only my best friend knew and never told anyone.
misterman	16	I was always a bit of an outcast, but the diapers were added on top of me loving computers, videogames, and heavy metal. So I got along with the other metal heads and videogame nerds. i'm still in school tho P
Greg	33	I never wore diapers at school.

Elaborate on all of the responses you selected in the final question [Which of the following statements were true about you as a young boy (ages 12 and under)?]

Name	Age	Answer
Sean	15	All of them
misterman	16	I think diapers might've caused me to be gay...or maybe I was always that way. I know i loved looking at diaper boys and in my head my imagination always came up with stuff related to diapers when my sexuality emerged.

Name

Age

Answer

Average Age of respondents to this question:	23.5
Range of ages of respondents:	7 -  39

Age Distribution
Under 10	1
10-14	2
15-19	2
20-24	1
25-29	0
30-34	1
35-39	3
40-44	0
45-49	0
50-54	0
55-59	0
60-64	0
65-69	0
70-74	0
75-79	0
80+	0

Youth Age Distribution
6	0
7	1
8	0
9	0
10	0
11	0
12	0
13	1
14	1
15	1
16	1
17	0

Diaper Types
Single disposable diapers- plain white	8
Single disposable diapers- plain white	5
Single disposable diapers- patterned/colored	2
Multiple disposable diapers- plain white	1
Multiple disposable diapers- patterned/colored	2
Single cloth diapers- plain white	0
Single cloth diapers- patterned/colored	3
Multiple cloth diapers- plain white	2
Multiple cloth diapers- patterned/colored	2
Multiple underpants- plain white	1
Multiple underpants- patterned/colored	1
Other makeshift diapers	4
Single plastic pants- plain	1
Single plastic pants- patterned/colored	0
Multiple plastic pants- plain	0
Percentage of those 18+ who only wore these diapers as a boy:	20.00%

Pantslessness
Always	0
Usually	2
Sometimes	6
Rarely	5
Never	0
Pantless score	38.33%
Percentage of those 18+ who reported being pantsless as a boy	20.00%

Diaper Usage
Pee	13
Poop	6
Percent of brothers 18+ whose diaper usage reported only as a boy	20.00%

Older Sisters
One	6
Two	1
Three	0
More than three	0

Younger Sisters
One	3
Two	2
Three	0
More than three	0

No sisters at all
One	3

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