At what age do you first remember thinking at length about your own diapers (having feelings about wearing them)?

Number of responses received: 23

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Under 4	3	13.0%
4	1	4.3%
5	2	8.7%
6	1	4.3%
7	1	4.3%
8	1	4.3%
9	3	13.0%
10	3	13.0%
11	1	4.3%
12	1	4.3%
13	3	13.0%
14	0	0.0%
15	0	0.0%
16	1	4.3%
17	0	0.0%
Over 17	2	8.7%
Total:	23

At what age do you first remember thinking at length about other boys in diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Under 4	1	4.3%
4	2	8.7%
5	1	4.3%
6	2	8.7%
7	0	0.0%
8	2	8.7%
9	1	4.3%
10	0	0.0%
11	2	8.7%
12	3	13.0%
13	2	8.7%
14	2	8.7%
15	0	0.0%
16	0	0.0%
17	1	4.3%
Over 17	1	4.3%
Total:	23

At what age did you first like seeing and/or thinking about other boys in diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Under 4	0	0.0%
4	0	0.0%
5	3	13.0%
6	2	8.7%
7	0	0.0%
8	1	4.3%
9	1	4.3%
10	2	8.7%
11	1	4.3%
12	3	13.0%
13	2	8.7%
14	1	4.3%
15	0	0.0%
16	1	4.3%
17	0	0.0%
Over 17	1	4.3%
Total:	23

At what age did seeing pictures/home video of yourself in diapers and/or listening to others talk about your diapers first make an impression on you?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Under 4	1	4.3%
4	0	0.0%
5	1	4.3%
6	2	8.7%
7	1	4.3%
8	4	17.4%
9	2	8.7%
10	2	8.7%
11	1	4.3%
12	1	4.3%
13	2	8.7%
14	0	0.0%
15	0	0.0%
16	1	4.3%
17	0	0.0%
Over 17	1	4.3%
Total:	23

At what ages did you write about wearing diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Before 6	0	0.0%
6	0	0.0%
7	0	0.0%
8	1	4.3%
9	1	4.3%
10	3	13.0%
11	1	4.3%
12	4	17.4%
13	5	21.7%
14	6	26.1%
15	3	13.0%
16	3	13.0%
17	1	4.3%
Over 17	7	30.4%

What did you write?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
A story about me wearing diapers	12	52.2%
A story about me and other boys wearing diapers	5	21.7%
A story about other boys wearing diapers	7	30.4%
Diary or journal entries	7	30.4%

Who else has/had read what you wrote?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Mother	3	13.0%
Father	3	13.0%
Older sisters	2	8.7%
Younger sisters	4	17.4%
Older brothers	3	13.0%
Younger brothers	3	13.0%
Friends	5	21.7%
Teachers	0	0.0%
Therapists/counselors	4	17.4%
Other boys	4	17.4%
Other girls	2	8.7%
Other adults	2	8.7%
Internet readers	8	34.8%

At what ages did you make artwork of boys in diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Under 4	0	0.0%
4	0	0.0%
5	0	0.0%
6	1	4.3%
7	1	4.3%
8	1	4.3%
9	1	4.3%
10	1	4.3%
11	3	13.0%
12	3	13.0%
13	1	4.3%
14	1	4.3%
15	1	4.3%
16	0	0.0%
17	0	0.0%
Over 17	1	4.3%

What did you use for your diaper artwork?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Pen/ink	1	4.3%
Pencil (black)	6	26.1%
Colored pencils	2	8.7%
Crayons	1	4.3%
Paint	0	0.0%
Other media	0	0.0%
Computer-generated art	3	13.0%

Who else has/had seen your diaper artwork?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Mother	1	4.3%
Father	1	4.3%
Older sisters	1	4.3%
Younger sisters	2	8.7%
Older brothers	1	4.3%
Younger brothers	2	8.7%
Friends	4	17.4%
Teachers	1	4.3%
Therapists/counselors	1	4.3%
Other boys	2	8.7%
Other girls	0	0.0%
Other adults	2	8.7%
Internet viewers	2	8.7%

For which reasons did you express your diaper feelings through writing and/or art?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
To help me to enjoy my good feelings about diapers	12	52.2%
To help me to deal with my bad feelings about diapers	6	26.1%
So others would know how I felt	4	17.4%
To help others become more aware of boys my age in diapers	4	17.4%
To help others to enjoy their good feelings about diapers	6	26.1%
To help others to deal with their bad feelings about diapers	3	13.0%
For my own sexual arousal	8	34.8%
For the sexual arousal of others	5	21.7%
School writing assignment	0	0.0%
School art project	0	0.0%
For my therapist/counselor	2	8.7%

Describe your first good thoughts about wearing diapers and how they developed through your childhood. What influences fed into these thoughts asyou got older?

Name	Age	Answer
samuel	14	It only recently i realised i like wearing dipers iallways enjoyed watching other boys in dipers and been changed also titty feeds i dont realy remember when it started i was about 12 when i got realy curious
Toby	23	I had to wear diapers again when I was six years old after being toilet trained as a child. I had been very bad as a young child. I broke things, I wet the bed, I did not obey and I would swear at my parents. I heard this all from my older brother who was five years older. I was diapered by my Dad after the third time I wet the bed and also peed on the floor rather than going in the toilet. He was very mad and had me ina diaper fast. A few years later I realized that I felt safe, warm and protected in my diapers and actually wanted to wear them. At the smae time I knoew that other boys did not do this and it was wrong. I just knew I wanted to wear diapers and asked to wear them or put them on myself. Dad usually had to straighten my diapers and re-pin them tighter. Over time, wearing diapers meant (and still does) that I can relax, be safe and protected and act like a little boy.
zachy	--	My little sister was wearing them, i snuck into her room and stole some put them under matress and wore them, now there too small so i steal teenage depends from school in a handicap bathroom...=0
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	I was toilet trained at 3 and a half or so, and I can remember various times when I wore and used my diapers. I can vividly remember the good feelings I often experienced when using, especially wetting, my diapers. That may have something to do with the lateness of my toilet training. I thought of these vivid memories almost constantly during my early childhood, especially at night just before going to sleep. This fueled the insatiable desire to experience those feelings again in more than just my memory.
Andrew	14	the first time i ejaculated was while wearing a diaper
Oldwetter	60	When I was 6 to 8 I just wanted to wet the bed and my pants I didn't have any real thoughts about wearing a diaper myself
Tomar	23	They made me feel very secure
	53	I didn't wear diapers until I was an adult. I liked the security of being able to venture away from the restroom. I was also able to attend meetings without interruption.
littleboy 100	43	i had cp and nees to use diapers 24/7.
Grub	37	We were in a tree fort and my friend pulled a cloth nappy out of the wall and told me to try it "...it feels really cool ...". It DID!

Describe your first bad thoughts about wearing diapers and how they developed through your childhood. What influences fed into these thoughts asyou got older?

Name	Age	Answer
Toby	23	Just when I was happy running around the house in a diaper and plactic pants at about age 7, Dad would get mad and pull me over and spank me hard and shout at me. He then would stand me in the corner and I would stand there and cry and wet my diaper eventually and cry some more. Dad would not change me if he was really mad until the next worning.
zachy	--	I thought of what my parents would think, and so i never told anyone now i will like show my friends but they don't say anything
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	I eventually began to suspect that my intense interest, maybe even obsession, regarding diapers was abnormal, or even maybe weird. I told a friend about my interest one time, and he called me a weirdo. This label hurt, but I didn't really care. My parents thought I was already an oddball anyway, so I kept my mouth shut tight for them.
Andrew	14	when my brothers friends found out that i wear em
Oldwetter	60	When about 10 I started to look at pictures and catalogs with kids in diapers and I wanted to be like them. Then I would think, what's wrong with me that a big kid like me would want diapers, I must be sick in the head.
Tomar	23	None
	53	I didn't wear diapers until I was an adult. I was afraid that people would find out that I wear diapers.
Grub	37	I don't think I ever really had bad thoughts about nappies. I had thoughts about me being the only weirdo in the world - but I liked the,. I've never thrown everything out like some have done. I used to get a bad feeling as soon as I had cum but I think that's normal and it didn't last more than an hour or two.

Describe your first thoughts about other boys wearing diapers and how they developed through your childhood. What influences fed into these thoughts as you got older?

Name	Age	Answer
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, & Marc (ages 12-17)	14	I, loved more and more seeing boys in Diapers, and Plastic baby pants, and seeing them walk or crawl, and mostly seeing and experiencing Diaper changes with them, talking with them about wearing and using Diapers, especially if their own experience is limited and they are just getting started. Sharing Stiffi, with them and sexual things, and how they're even better with Diapers involved.
Toby	23	When I was in my early teens, my Dad decided to my cousin wear diapers when he visited me. He diapered him in front of me when I was about 8 and my cousin was about 10. He got a hard on and Dad rubbed his penis just before he pinned him into a diaper and slid up a pair of plastic pants. I alwasy liked to see other boys like me in diapers.
zachy	--	i thought that it took guts so i tried
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	I can remember wishing to talk to someone, male or female, who also wore or wanted to wear diapers. There was my brain damaged cousin Paige, but she couldn't talk. I did try to ask a few little kids about their feelings regarding diapers when I was young, but they never seemed to get me. Little kids didn't seem to care, while children in the toilet training stage thought diapers to be only for little babies. As big kids, they wanted to discuss underwear instead. It was only when I was able to access the internet AWAY from my parents, which finally occurred in college, that I FINALLY found like minded people.
Andrew	14	i think about how it wud be cool to have a friend who wore diapers too
Oldwetter	60	I identified with other boys in diapers, I could see myself being like them and also my friends that wet thier beds. I wanted to be able to wet mine to, but didn't have the courage to start doing it on purpose.
Tomar	23	We had something in common
	53	I never really thought about other guys wearing diapers.
Grub	37	I was introduced to them by my friend. I got hooked. I asked him a few weeks later if he stil "did it" and he said no. That meant that there was nobody else like me. Of course I now know he was lying because you don't have a stash, tell someone they are really cool and then just not have anything to do with them. We were 9.

Describe your early impressions from seeing pictures/home video of you in diapers. What were your early impressions of listening to other people (especially parents, brothers and sisters) talking about your diapers?

Name	Age	Answer
Byron, Timothy, D.J., Kevin, & Marc (ages 12-17)	14	Hearing others talk, arouses me, I, only wish I, could see more, No! actually any videos, movies, and pictures, of boys in and using Diapers, or even just being changed, if his, their genitals have to be covered over, (it can and could be done, but just enough to cover, so that it isn't porn.) The wearing and using of Diapers, is what is important, it could be told that He's aroused and erect because of his Diaperts. But there's Nothing
samuel	14	i get embarresed still my brothers sisters friends famly nabours see everything but its the punnishment
Toby	23	We only had a couple of home movies that caught me in diapers. The first was when I was four and still in diapers but just about trained. I wore them to bed. Dad took a picture of my Mother in sitting on her new sofa dn I came running out in my diapers and rant to her and then ran back across the room. I was small with a large white, diapered butt. The next time, I was about 13 and Dad had me in diapers and in the next room. He had on the camera and was coaxing me to come out. I was very insecure and afrain. I stood oin the shadow of the next room in nothing but a diaper. I was afraid. Dad kept saying that I was a good boy and to come out so he could se his good boy. Eventually I stepped into the light, sucking my thoub and wearing a diaper. DAd said,"That's a good boy", and I smiled. I saw these tapes over and over from age 11 until I left home at age 10. I am in my early twenties and still waer diapers around my apartment.
zachy	--	never did home vids cant risk getting caught
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	I only had stories, and being blind I couldn't see pictures or videos. Naturally, my parents and especially grandparents had plenty of diaper related stories. I learned about my diaper related history through various friends and relatives. I stopped when people began questioning me as to why I, a child in grade school, was asking so many questions about diapers.
Oldwetter	60	I think my desire to wear and use diapers comes from not ever seeing me in diapers. The only talk was how early I was potty trained, I think around two and a half. I only remember having a wetting accident when I was five coming home on the bus from school.
Tomar	23	I looked really cool
	53	There are no pictures or video of me wearing diapers. No one in my family knows I wear diapers.
Grub	37	My nappies is a very solo thing. When I could, I used to take pics of myself and masturbate to them but nobody knew.

Describe the first things you wrote about yourself wearing diapers. Include all the good things and bad things that you remember writing. Explain why you wrote what you wrote. (if you still have this writing or can reproduce it for posting on this site please consider doing so)

Name	Age	Answer
samuel	14	playing in dipers with other boys and wanking games
Toby	23	I am a bad boy and have to wear diapers. about a thousand times on tablet paper. "I am a bad boy and want to be spanked", about two thousand times. "I am a diaper boy and I will obey my Dad", when I finally submitted and was reasonable to deal with. I also kept a diary and talked about seeing my Dad in his white underwear and about wearing a diaper and plastic pants out into the living room to watch TV until bedtime. I liked to read about how I wore diapers and it always made me giggle when I read about what I was doing in my diapers. I was happy and calm and Dad's boy.
zachy	--	nothing
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	I wrote a few things on my computer when I was a kid, but always got spooked and erased them. Privacy was scarce in my parents' house. I only wrote permanent stories after I got to college, though these too are now gone. I went on a perge rampage when I realized that my mother was, ONCE AGAIN, systematically going through my files.
Andrew	14	i wrote it on this site taking surveys and answering questions
Oldwetter	60	When I was 17 I wrote about all my wantings of diapers and how I used various ways to get some kind of diapers or pee my pants or some elses wet bed or get to see thier wet pajamas or underwear. I destroyed all copies, I was afraid someone would find out what a weirdo I was.
Tomar	23	I'm a special person because I wear diapers
	53	I wrote about how I like wearing diapers and how they help me lead a normal life.
Grub	37	When I found DPF I found that there were all thse other people the same as me. I was well into my 20's by then but it was a massive relief and I loved to write about using them for pee and poop because I could (I'm DL)

List the adults (especially parents) who have read what you wrote. Did you intend for these people to read it? How did they react to reading it?

Name	Age	Answer
samuel	14	i dont know? aunty seems to encourage me?
Toby	23	My Dad read everything. He did not react much except he would spank me after he read some of the stuff and I would cry. I never wanted him to read my writings, but he always insisted and demanded that I give him y diary. Dad had bought me my first diary and he gave me notebooks after that. DAd read everything and I always felt haked in front of him. Wear my diapers was actually more comfortable.
zachy	--	no one
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	The first people to read my stories were those on line. Most of them seemed to view them as well written, as my mother tought me her writing and editing skills. My mother eventually got her nose into my files somehow, and then she got the scoop on my PRIVATE life. She didn't mention it for a while, though I KNEW full well what she had done. (Her computer crashed, so I let her check her e-mail on mine. How does she repay me? The little **** goes through my bloody computer like a cop looking for child porn. My sister, who has apparently fallen under her parents' spell, says it's for my own safety. I'm no genius, but even stupid no good but for a nuthouse me knows better than that...) At any rate, I eventually decided to confide in my best friend. This story is told in other QotW responses, but suffice it to say that she responded quite well, and we had a long talk. Things are going well, especially now that I am FINALLY back home where I belong, IE on campus.
Oldwetter	60	Never showed anyone, too embarased.
Tomar	23	Mother
	53	I have no idea what other people though; they probably just ignored what I wrote.
Grub	37	internet anonymity

List the kids (especially sisters and brothers) who have read what you wrote. Did you intend for these people to read it? How did they react to reading it?

Name	Age	Answer
samuel	14	thay all think its funny a fue think its cool and one we play diper games together
Toby	23	My older brothers were allowed to read my diary and they also were allowed to make me write standards when they were watching me. The two fo them would ta;l about what to make me write in front of me. Eventually it would be something like, "I am a pervert and will obey my brother's commanrds", or "I will submit ot all commands from my brothers". Hey, they loved that one. I would write it about 500 times util they figured out what they wanted me to do. They taught ,e about sucking cock, about peeing my diaper and enjoying it and about submitting to Dad and crawling on his lap and having him pet me. Dad's pets would eventually lead to both gentle love and severe discipline and punishment. I learned to enjoy the range of emotions.
zachy	--	no one
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	None, and I don't think even my snoop of a sister did. I doubt my mother told her, but I have doubted her before...
Tomar	23	Brothers
	53	No one that I know has read anything that I've written.
Grub	37	just drawings of me or tracings of boys from magazines and then I would draw nappies on them

Describe the first artwork you made about yourself wearing diapers. Describe what was depicted and what you used to create this artwork. Explain why you created this work. (if you still have this artwork or can reproduce it for posting on this site please consider doing so)

Name	Age	Answer
Toby	23	I learned to draw a boy from behind wearing diapers. I also learned how to draw the mid-section of a boy with diapers on and the pins showing. I did this in pencil around the margins of the standards I had to write. I drew a picture of a boy in diapers on the wall of the shower room in our basement and when Dad saw it, he grabbed me by the ear and pulled me back down to the basement and shouted at me for drawing on th wall. He preceed to spank me with his belt and make me clean the drawing off the wall. I then just drew pictures on paper I hid in my room.
zachy	--	none
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	As a blind person, I am NOT a good artist. I can draw shapes and stick figures, but otherwise I'm hopeless. Writing is the area where I really shine.
Oldwetter	60	I liked to draw as a kid but never did diaper art work.
Tomar	23	A boy like me wearing diapers
	53	I never made artwork of myself, much less in diapers.

List the adults (especially parents) who have seen your diaper artwork. Did you intend for these people to see it? How did they react to seeing it?

Name	Age	Answer
Toby	23	My Dad founed it and made me sit onthe floor naked while he shoved the pictures oin my face. "You pervert", he shouted at me. Dad slapped my facer hard and proceeded to pull me up and whip my butt with his belt folded over. He grabbed me with his large hand by the next and pulled my face up to his and kissed me on the lips. I was crying and just said, "Thank-you Daddy" as he sucked on my puth and tongue. I never wanted him to see my pictures but he demanded that I obey his commands. I was both afraid and very happy.
zachy	--	none
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	None.
Tomar	23	Mother
	53	No artwork, hence no people.

List the kids (especially sisters and brothers) who have who have seen your diaper artwork. Did you intend for them to see it? How did they react to seeing it?

Name	Age	Answer
Toby	23	My two ollder brothers saw pictures that my DAd showed them. They then would make me draw pictures for them or they would be abusive to me. They liked my pictures, but they also felt that by having me submit to their commanrds, I would be more fun to play with. When they learned to severely spank my butt, they learned that I would also drinl pee and sleep on the floor. Once they addeed diapering me, I would end up on the floor, ina wet diaper after Dad had spanked me, fucked me; sucked on my mouth; and controlled me fully. He was like a bull coralling the cows around.
zachy	--	none have seen anything
The Nasty Blind Aspie	21	None.
Tomar	23	Brothers
	53	No artwork, hence no kids.

Average Age of respondents to this question:	24.6
Range of ages of respondents:	6 -  60

Age Distribution
Under 10	1
10-14	4
15-19	6
20-24	4
25-29	0
30-34	1
35-39	2
40-44	1
45-49	0
50-54	1
55-59	0
60-64	1
65-69	0
70-74	0
75-79	0
80+	0

Youth Age Distribution
6	1
7	0
8	0
9	0
10	0
11	0
12	0
13	0
14	4
15	1
16	2
17	1

Diaper Types
Single disposable diapers- plain white	12
Single disposable diapers- plain white	10
Single disposable diapers- patterned/colored	9
Multiple disposable diapers- plain white	4
Multiple disposable diapers- patterned/colored	4
Single cloth diapers- plain white	4
Single cloth diapers- patterned/colored	7
Multiple cloth diapers- plain white	5
Multiple cloth diapers- patterned/colored	1
Multiple underpants- plain white	1
Multiple underpants- patterned/colored	4
Other makeshift diapers	7
Single plastic pants- plain	6
Single plastic pants- patterned/colored	2
Multiple plastic pants- plain	1
Percentage of those 18+ who only wore these diapers as a boy:	16.67%

Pantslessness
Always	5
Usually	6
Sometimes	4
Rarely	7
Never	1
Percentage of those 18+ who reported being pantsless as a boy	16.67%

Diaper Usage
Pee	23
Poop	11
Percent of brothers 18+ whose diaper usage reported only as a boy	8.33%

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