Deeker's Diaper Page

Entry Number:	0116
Date:	02/02/10

Your Name:

Andrew

Location:

USA

Age:

6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 to 30 31 to 40 41 to 50 51 to 60 61 to 70 71 to 80                               ●

Current appearance:

5'9". 170 lbs. Brown hair, hazel eyes, not muscular, have a small belly. No butt. Glasses, beard, mustache.

Appearance as a boy:

I was average height and build. My eyes were more green and my hair was a lighter blonde color. I wore glasses from fifth grade on.I was most often dressed in blue jeans or shorts and a t-shirt with tennis shoes.

What is your diaper punishment status?

Boy ages 8 and under currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 8 and under NOT currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 9 to 12 currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 9 to 12 currently NOT being diaper punished   Boy ages 13 to 15 currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 13 to 15 currently NOT being diaper punished   Boy ages 16 to 18 currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 16 to 18 currently NOT being diaper punished   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 8   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 12   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 15   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 18 ●

Details/comments: Punished on and off for years.

At what ages (post-toddler, preteen and teen only) were you punished in diapers?

4   5   6 ● 7 ● 8 ● 9 ● 10 ● 11 ● 12 ● 13 ● 14 ● 15 ● 16 ● 17 ●

Details/comments: Punished from age 6 to 18

How recently were you last punished in diapers?

Currently   Earlier today   Yesterday   Within the past week   Within the past month ● Within the past 2-3 months   Within the past 3-6 momths   Within the past 6-12 months   1 year ago   2-3 years ago   4-5 years ago   More than 5 years ago   I'm an adult (18+) and was diaper punished as a boy   I don't remember

Details/comments: I am still often punished in diapers by my dominant wife.

How frequently on average (times per year) during your boyhood were you punished in diapers?

Less than one time per year   One time per year   Twice per year   3-5 times a year   5-10 times per year   At least once a month ● 2-3 times a month   Weekly   Daily (but not always)   Permanently (diapered all year)   I don't remember

Details/comments:

What is/was the usual uninterrupted duration for your diaper punishment?

Less than 6 hours   6 to 8 hours   8 to 12 hours   12 to 24 hours   1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days   5 to 7 days   2 weeks ● 3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 months   4 to 6 months   6 to 12 months   1 year   More than 1 year (permanently)

Details/comments:

Which kinds of diapers do/did you wear for diaper punishment?

Cloth   Disposable ● Multiple white underpants   Plastic pants

Details/comments: Thick baby diapers doubled or stuffed. Duct taped on for extra security sometimes.

How often did you wear plain white diapers (including multiple underpants)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: As I got older, I gre out of baby diapers with their designs and was put into larger adult diapers that were usually plain.

For each diaper type, how many diapers/pairs does this person have you wear at a time?
Cloth 1 diaper   2 diapers ● 3 diapers   4 diapers   5 to 8 diapers   9 to 12 diapers   13 to 16 diapers   17 to 20 diapers   More than 20 diapers	Disposable 1 diaper   2 diapers   3 diapers ● 4 diapers   5 to 8 diapers   9 to 12 diapers   13 to 16 diapers   17 to 20 diapers   More than 20 diapers	Multiple underpants 3 to 5 pairs   6 to 10 pairs   11 to 15 pairs   16 to 20 pairs   20 to 25 pairs   26 to 30 pairs   31 to 40 pairs   41 to 50 pairs   More than 50 pairs	Plastic pants One pair   Two pairs   Three pairs   Four pairs   Five pairs   More than five pairs
Details/comments: Between 2 to four diapers depending on time of day, severity of punishment, location.

If you wear/wore multiple underpants for punishment purposes, which characteristics do/did your underwear include?

All pairs plain white   Double-seated   Triple-seated   Quad-seated   High-rising garment   Larger-sized pairs worn over smaller pairs   Wide waistbands   Red-striped waistbands   Blue-striped waistbands   Black-striped waistbands   Unstriped (white) waistbands   Solid line waistbands   Dashed line waistbands   Always worn in multiples without pants   Always Worn to bed without pajama bottoms   Plain white T-shirts worn with multi-briefs   Shirt tucked into briefs   No shirt worn   Some pairs worn backwards   Briefs pinned to shirt   Remained in multi-briefs for more than 24 hours at a time   Had to pee in briefs   Had to poop in briefs   Seen wearing by older sisters   Seen wearing by younger sisters   Seen wearing by other girls   Waistbands snapped by girls   Pictures taken by girls   Teased by girls

Details/comments:

Why are/were multiple underpants used instead of regular diapers for punishment?

What do/did your sisters and/or other girls think of you wearing multiple underpants for diapers when being punished? What things do/did they say and do?

How are/were your cloth diapers pinned up? How many pins are/were used?

How high up do/did your diapers (including multiple underpants, outermost pairs) go up when standing?
Front Below the waist   At or just above the waist   To my stomach, covers belly button ● Past my stomach, towards my chest	Rear At or just above the buttocks   At around the waist ● Between waist and elbows   Up to my elbows   Past my elbows
Details/comments: High rise diapers made for a more absorbent and longer-lasting diaper.

Do/did you always wear thicker diapers when you are/were being punished in diapers?

Yes ● Not always   No

Details/comments: Thicker diapers for more severe punishments.

For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers made thicker?

So I could not wear any pants ● So others would fully see my diapers ● So that I could see the magnitude of my diapers ● So that I could feel the magnitude of my diapers ● So others could see the magnitude of my diapers ● So I could pee/poop in my diapers more ● To make diaper changes last longer ● To make diaper changes less frequent ● So I would not leave the house   So I would become smellier   So I could not walk/run as fast ● So I would remain in diapers longer ● So I would be less able to remove them ●

Details/comments: Thicker diapers were duct taped around the waist to prevent sagging. White cotton tights and onesies were used for extra punishment and holding capabilities.

For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers always plain white?

So everyone would recognize them as diapers   So I would look like I was in super thick underwear   So I would not get to wear anything fashionable

Details/comments:

In which ways does/did diaper punishment make you uncomfortable?

Having bare legs ● Having a bare chest/back   Awkward or difficult walking ● Overall thickness of diapers ● Tightness of diapers ● Trying to sit comfortably ● Trying to sleep comfortably ● Not being able to hide from others ● Not being able or allowed to wear pants ● Wetness ● Poopiness ● Pee smells   Poop smells ● Being seen in by sisters ● Being seen in by brothers   Being seen in by other girls ● Being seen in by other boys   Getting diapers changed by sister ● Getting diapers changed by brother   Getting diapers changed by mother ● Getting diapers changed by father   Getting diapers changed by other girls   Getting diapers changed by other boys   Getting diapers changed by other adult ● Not knowing when I will/would be changed ●

Details/comments: I was frequently changed by my younger sister. Thicker diapers made it more difficult to dress and move.

Where do/did your diapers come from? Who was responsible for getting the diapers?

My mother bought baby diapers from the grocery store. As I got older, adult diapers were bought at a local hospital supply store in town. As I became an adult, I was forced to buy my own diapers.

How do/did the diapers you wear/wore for punishment purposes compare to the diapers that you wear/wore when not being punished in diapers?

Punishment diapers were made to be very thick and were meant to last around eight hours. Normal diapers were meant to last around two hours.

How often are/were you forced to go pantsless at home when being punished in diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: When the diapers were too thick, or I was forced to be pantless for extra embarassment.

Under which circumstances are/were you forced to remain pantsless when being punished in diapers?

At any time when at home   All throughout the weekend ● All throughout the summertime   All throughout holiday breaks from school   Whenever friends are/were present ● Whenever sisters' friends are/were present ● Whenever brothers' friends are/were present   Whenever other girls are/were present ● Whenever other boys are/were present ● Whenever adult relatives are/were present ● Whenever girl cousins are/were present   Whenever boy cousins are/were present ● During family holiday gatherings (including birthdays)   While going outside at home (front yard)   While going outside at home (back yard) ●

Details/comments: I was forced to be pantless whenever we had company or family over so I would be even more embarassed.

For which punitive reasons are/were you not allowed to wear pants over your diapers?

So that everyone would see my diapers ● So my diapers could be checked/changed ● To enforce grounding   To discourage visits from friends   So that diaper thickness is not limited ●

Details/comments:

Where are/were the pants you wear/wore outside the house kept when you are/were at home?

My bedroom ● Brother's bedroom   Sister's bedroom   Parents' bedroom   Front room   Hall closet   Bathroom   Laundry/wash room ● Garage   Car/trunk   Elsewhere in house   Outbuilding away from house   Another household   I don't know where

Details/comments:

Are/were your pants locked away so that you cannot/could not get to them?

Yes   No ● I do not know

Details/comments: Threat of more punishment kept me from wanting to put on pants.

Are/were any of the following ever done with your pants?

Given away or sold ● Given to sisters for keeps ● Given to brothers for keeps   Repurposed (used for something else)   Disposed of   Destroyed   I never had any pants to begin with

Details/comments: As pants became too small, they were given away.

What was the longest time you spent pantsless while being punished in diapers?

Less than one day   1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days ● 5 to 7 days   2 weeks   3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 months   4 to 6 months   6 to 12 months   1 year   More than 1 year (permanently)

Details/comments:

How soon after getting home are/were you to have your pants off?

Immediately upon entering house   Within 5 minutes   Within 10 minutes ● Within 20 minutes   Within 30 minutes   No particular time

Details/comments:

How often do/did you wear a shirt when you are punished in diapers (pantsless)?

Always   Usually ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: Sometimes had to wear a onesie.

Which punitive measures are applied to your shirts for diaper punishment?

Cut short to maximize diaper exposure   Tucked into diapers to maximize exposure   Printed with diaper-related messages   Pinned to diapers

Details/comments:

What kinds of shirts do/did you wear when you are/were being punished in diapers (pantsless)?

White undershirts   Other white T-shirts ● Colored T-shirts ● Polo shirts   Button-up shirts   Pajama top ● Other shirts   Short-sleeved ● Long-sleeved ●

Details/comments:

How much of your diapers do /didyour shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight) when you were being punished in diapers (pantsless)?

Full exposure w/ shirt   Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers ● Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure

Details/comments:

How does/did your wearing of pants during diaper punishment compare to when you are/were not being punished?

I was allowed to wear pants when not being diaper punished.

How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for pee?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for poop?

Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: I was forced to poop after enemas were administered, or for extra embarassment.

For which of the following toilet mishaps have you been punished in diapers?

Peeing on the floor/toilet seat ● Failing to flush ● Poor wiping skills ● Not wiping at all   Having soiled underwear (skidmarks)/pants ● Hiding soiled underwear   Forgetting to put the lid back down ● Using too much toilet paper   Not replacing empty toilet paper roll ● Leaving too large of stools (turds)   Leaving excess poop on the toilet ● Stinking up the bathroom   Pee accidents ● Poop accidents ● Deliberately peeing in pants   Deliberately pooping in pants   Wetting the bed ● Failing to meet toilet training expectations   Lying when asked if need to go potty

Details/comments: Most diaper punishments stemmed from toilet-related issues.

How are/were you prevented from using the toilet?

I am diapered extra thickly to prevent easy removal ● My diapers have lots of pins in them to prevent easy removal   My diapers have lots of tape on them to prevent easy removal ● The bathroom door is locked with a key-lock doorknob   The bathroom door is locked with a padlock   The toilet lid is locked/secured   The toilet is partitioned off with a locking door   The bathroom is monitored by my mother ● The bathroom is monitored by my father   The bathroom is monitored by my sister ● The bathroom is monitored by my brother   The bathroom is monitored by my female babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by my male babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by a surveillence camera   The bathroom is monitored by an entry alarm/motion detector

Details/comments:

Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision   Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after) ● Yes, and with no supervision

Details/comments:

Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision ● Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision

Details/comments: When I was diaper punished, I was watched when I showered to make sure I didn't pee in the shower or touch myself.

How are/were you made to pee and poop more in your diapers?

Diuretics   Extra fluids to pee more ● Laxatives   Foods that stimulate/loosen bowel movements ●

Details/comments: I was given an enema before bedtime and forced to sleep in a messy diaper until I was changed in the morning if I was being severely punished.

How many older sisters do/did you live with?

None ● One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

How many younger or same-age sisters do/did you live with?

None   One ● Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers:

My sister is a year younger than me. She was about two inches shorter than me and weighed about 90 lbs when she was 13. She also had brown hair and had green eyes.

What kinds of underwear do/did your sisters wear?

Regular panties ● Low-rise panties   Thongs

Details/comments: She wore either white cotton panties or Disney themed panties when she was younger.

Which of the following clothing types do/did your sisters wear?

Jeans ● Khakis   Sweat pants ● Other long pants   Shorts ● Dresses/skirts ●

Details/comments:

How often do/did your sisters voluntarily wear their underwear around the house?

Always ● Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear?

Much more often ● Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

Details/comments:

How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed?

Always   Sometimes   Usually ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: She usually wore pajamas unless it was really hot. Then she slept in her underwear and a shirt.

Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime?

Much more often ● Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

Details/comments:

How often do/did your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished?

All of the time ● Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often do/did your sisters laugh at you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: In the beginning she laughed all the time, but as time went on, she got used to it.

How often do/did your sisters tease you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often do/did your sisters have some involvement in your diaper punishment?

All of the time   Most of the time ● Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments: She changed me and watched me shower.

How often do/did you see your sisters wearing the following clothing types around you when you were being punished in diapers?
Jeans All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time	Shorts All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time	Underwear All of the time ● Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Nothing All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time ● None of the time
Details/comments:

How often do/did your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members) when you were being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time ● Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

For which punitive reasons do/did your sisters change your diapers when you were being punished in diapers?

To see me in my diapers even more ● To see me naked ● To embarrass me ● To play with my genitals ● Because they diaper me the thickest   They do a better job diapering me   Parents do not have the time   Parents are not home ● Parents do not want to do it ● They are faster at it   Because I am not allowed to do it ● Because my brothers suck at doing it   Because my brothers weren't allowed to do it   Because my brothers do not want to do it   To dominate and control me ●

Details/comments:

How much control do/did your sisters have on how your diaper punishment was meted out?

Complete control   Lots of control   Moderate control ● Little control   No control

Details/comments:

How did your sisters call attention to seeing you in your diapers and/or the fact that you were being punished in diapers? What features and parts of your diapers did they point out?

How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants when they saw you only had diapers on for punishment?

Did your sisters have any concerns about wearing shorts or otherwise having bare legs because of how your diapered state during punishment made your legs bare as well?

How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear?

How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)?

How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers?

How do/did your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do/did they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do/did they make such associations? How do/did they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear?

List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers?

Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were being punished in diapers. How did this make you feel?

Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters):

Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way?

How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underwear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers?

How do/did you feel about your sisters when they are/were behind you and could see your diapered butt? How did they react to seeing your diapered butt?

How do/did your sisters enforce your diaper punishment?

How do/did your sisters keep you pantsless for diaper punishment?

How do/did your sisters keep you from using the toilet for diaper punishment?

What are/were your sisters other duties related to your diaper punishment?

In which ways do/did your sisters take advantage of you being punished in diapers?

Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How many older brothers do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

Details/comments:

List your brothers by name and age. Describe what they look like now or looked like when you were a young boy:

Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear?

Cloth   Disposable   Multiple white boys' underpants- double seated   Multiple white boys' underpants- single seated   Single white boys' underpants- double seated   Single white boys' underpants- single seated   Colored briefs   Boxer shorts

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers wear plain white diapers (punishment or non-punishment)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear (single or multiple, punishment or not)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How many diapers do your brothers wear at a time?

1   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10

Details/comments:

If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time?

1   2   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   21 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30

Details/comments:

How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home (voluntarily)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed?

Never   Rarely   Sometimes   Usually   Always

Details/comments:

For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers?

Not toilet trained   Lost bladder control   Lost bowel control   Punishment   Diaper fetish   Because I wore diapers   Because another brother wore diapers   Because another boy they knew wore diapers

Details/comments:

How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

Have any of your brothers been punished in diapers?

Yes   No

Details/comments:

How often do/did your brothers see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often do/did your brothers laugh at you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often do/did your brothers tease you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

How often do/did your brothers have some involvement in your diaper punishment?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

Which kinds of diapers do/did your brothers get punished in?

Single disposable diapers   Multiple disposable diapers   Single cloth diapers   Multiple cloth diapers   Multiple underpants (6 to 12 pairs)   Multiple underpants (more than 12 pairs)   Single plastic pants   Multiple plastic pants

Details/comments:

How often did your brothers wear plain white diapers for punishment (including multiple underpants)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often were your brothers pantsless while they were being punished in diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for pee?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for poop?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers?

How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes?

How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers?

Describe a typical diaper change from your brothers. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters):

In which ways do/did your brothers take advantage of you being punished in diapers?

How do/did the diapers your brothers wore for punishment compare to the diapers you wore? Include details such as diaper thickness, multiplicity, rise, pantslessness, etc.

How does/did your reaction to being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers?

How does/did your diaper usage compare to that of your brothers when being punished in diapers?

How does/did your duration of being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers?

How does/did your reaction to having sisters and/or other girls see you get punished in diapers compare to how your brothers reacted?

For which reasons were your brothers punished in diapers?

How often are/were you punished in diapers for bathroom/toilet-related problems?

Always for these reasons   Usually for these reasons ● Sometimes for these reasons   Rarely for these reasons   Never for these reasons

Details/comments:

Other than for bathroom/toilet problems, for which reasons have you been punished in diapers?
Parents Backtalking to parents ● Swearing to parents   Lying to parents ● Annoying parents   Stealing from parents   Disobeying parents ● Defiance (testing limits) ● Disturbing parents' sleep   Arguing with parents ● Embarrassing parents   Threatening parents   Hitting parents   Breaking/destroying parents' property   Causing problems with their job   Causing them problems with the law   Causing them expensive monetary outlays	Siblings Hitting siblings ● Teasing siblings ● Annoying siblings ● Insulting siblings   Threatening siblings   Pranking siblings   Embarrassing siblings ● Stealing from siblings   Unwarranted tattling on siblings ● Using siblings property w/o permission ● Destroying/breaking sibling's property ● Arguing with siblings ● Violating brother's privacy   Violating sister's privacy ● Disturbing sibling's sleep   Refusing to share w/ siblings   Inappropriate tattling on siblings ●
General Misbehavior Swearing   Vulgar/inappropriate language   Not doing chores ● Doing chores poorly ● Overall poor attitude   Not eating undesired foods   Not taking bath ● Not getting ready for bed ● Eating snacks/candy when not allowed ● Bad manners ● Violations of religious matters   Sneaking out of the house   Running away from home   Messing up the house ● Breaking/destroying household items ● Temper tantrums ● Roughousing/horseplay ● Disturbing neighbors   Disobeying/disrespecting babysitter   Disobeying/disrespecting elders   Staying up past bedtime ● Getting up at night for illegitimate reasons ● Leaving house w/o permission   Coming home late   Unpermitted visiting of friends   Sneaking unauthorized friends into house   Unauthorized partying   Getting caught drinking alcohol   Getting caught using tobacco   Getting caught using marijuana   Getting caught using hard drugs   Getting caught with stolen items   Mistreatment of pets   Negligence of pets/pet-related duties   Violating terms of previous punishments ● Watching objectionable TV shows/movies ● Listening to objectionable music   Playing objectionable video games   Reading objectionable books/magazines   Playing music too loud   Abuse of telephone privileges   Abuse of Internet privileges   Abuse of video game privileges   Abuse of TV watching privileges   Abuse of driving/car privileges	Sexual/bodily offenses Masturbating ● Having sex with a girl   Having sex with another boy   Other inappropriate sexual behavior   Looking at porn (magazines)   Looking at porn (videos)   Looking at porn (online)   Inappropriate nudity   Inappropriate indecency   Farting inappropriately
School Bad grades   Flunking classes   Skipping class/playing hooky   Tardiness   Not doing homework   Cheating on tests   Cheating on assignments (e.g. plagiarism)   Having contraband (iPods, elec. games, etc.)   Getting caught with illicit substances   Bullying/threatening/instigating trouble   Fighting with other students   Teasing/harassing other students   Frequently disrupting class   Food fights in cafeteria   Inappropriate sexually motivated conduct in school   Getting in trouble with teacher   Getting in trouble with principal   Getting in trouble with other school official   Getting in trouble in gym/phys. ed. class   Getting in trouble on school bus   Getting in trouble during extracurricular activities   Missing the bus   Getting detention   Getting suspended   Getting expelled   Vandalism   Weapons	Law Shoplifting   Other theft   Fighting   Alcohol   Tobacco   Marijuana   Hard drugs   Vandalism   Weapons   Curfew violations   Driving violations   Running away   Getting juvenile detention   Other run-ins with the law

Describe how the problems you had with your parents resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had with your sisters resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had with your brothers resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had with general getting in trouble around the house resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had with sexual behaviors resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had in school resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had with the law resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Were you aware of diapers being used as a form of punishment before it was used on you?

Yes   No ●

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How did your parents find out about using diaper punishment?

Father had it used on him as a boy   It was used on my boy cousins   It was used on my friends   It was used on boys of parents' acquaintances   Parenting magazine   Women's-oriented magazine (e.g. Good Housekeeping)   Other Book or magazine   General parenting website   Diaper-discipline website   Deeker's Diaper Page   The Girls Guide to Deekerianism   Other Diaper Lover site   Other/unknown type of site   Thought of idea themselves ● Suggested by sisters   Suggested by brothers   Suggested by other family member ●

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Whose idea and/or decision was it to use diaper punishment on you?

Mother ● Father   Sisters ● Brothers   Aunt   Uncle   Grandmother   Grandfather   Girl cousins   Boy cousins   Girl babysitter   Boy babysitter   Adult babysitter   Other girl   Other boy   Other adult

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Were you warned about getting diaper punishment before it was used?

Yes ● No

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Which purposes do/did your parents feel are served by using diapers on you as a form of punishment?

To keep me from leaving the house   To point out what age I am thought to be acting ● So I won't invite friends over ● To embarrass me in front of my siblings ● To embarrass me in front of my friends ● To embarrass me in front of my relatives ● To force me to sit in my pee/poop ● To force me to smell my own bodily wastes   To help deal with existing bathroom problems ●

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How did you resist or try to avoid being diaper punished?

I fought it physically   I complained about it ● I begged/pleaded against it ● I made threats   I tried to bargain/negotiate ● I dared parents to go through with it   I ran away from the house   I hid outside the house   I went to a friend's house   I hid in the house

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In which ways have/had you been restrained?

Held down ● Hands tied behind back ● Feet tied ● Tied to bed/furniture ● Tethered   Sedated

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Who held you down and/or applied restraints to you in order for you to be diapered?

Mother ● Father   Older brother   Younger brother   Older sister   Younger sister ● Other boys ● Other girls ● Other adults ● Boy babysitter   Girl babysitter   Adult babysitter

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For which reasons were you restrained?

To keep me from resisting getting diapered ● To keep me from removing/changing diapers ● To keep me from masturbating in my diapers ● To keep me from putting my pants on   To keep me from leaving the house   To keep me from defending myself   To keep me from being able to hide myself   To further embarrass/humiliate me ●

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At what times are/were you restrained?

Before getting diapered ● During diapering ● After diapering ●

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How often was the term for your diaper punishment extended?

Frequently ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never   It was usually shortened

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Which other reinforcements have been used on your diapers?

Extra tape applied to diapers (disposable) ● Extra diaper pins used (cloth only)   Diapers pinned to shirt (cloth only)   Locking plastic pants used   Bathroom/toilet locked   Multiple diapers used ●

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In which ways have your siblings joined in on the effort to punish you in diapers?
Older sisters Hold down my hands ● Hold down my feet ● Apply restraints to hands ● Apply restraints to feet ● Sit on me ● Remove my pants ● Prepare my diapers ● Put diapers on me ● Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements ● Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers ●	Younger sisters Hold down my hands ● Hold down my feet ● Apply restraints to hands ● Apply restraints to feet ● Sit on me ● Remove my pants ● Prepare my diapers ● Put diapers on me ● Put multiple diapers on me ● Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements ● Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers ●	Older brothers Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet   Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers   Put diapers on me   Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements   Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers	Younger brothers Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet   Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers   Put diapers on me   Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements   Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers
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Which other boys do/did you know of being diaper punished?

Boy cousins older than me ● Boy cousins younger than me   Friends   Brothers of friends   Friends of brothers   Brothers of sisters friends   Boys from school   Sons   Sons' friends   Nephews   Stepsons   Sons of my friends/acquaintences   Other boys I know/knew directly   Other boys I know/knew indirectly/secondarily

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What evidence do you have that these boys are/were punished in diapers?

How did you feel about not being allowed to use the toilet because you were being punished in diapers?

How did you feel when your parents first told you that they would punish you in diapers? How did you react towards your parents? How did your sisters and brothers react to the idea?

How did your sisters and brothers behave the first time they saw you get punished in diapers?

What did you expect or anticipate when you were going to be punished in diapers? What has happened that you did not expect, consider or ever count on happening or dealing with?

How and when was it decided that diapers would be used on you as a form of punishment?

Why do you think your parents use/used diapers as a form of punishment on you?

How are/were you kept from hiding from others? How did you attempt to hide and how/when were you caught? What were the consequences?

Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers at home. What were the consequences of doing this?

Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet at home. What were the consequences of doing this?

How did having your sisters and/or other girls see you in your diapers make you feel versus having your brothers and/or other boys see you? Why did you feel different about girls vs. boys seeing you?

What things do/did you think were excessive, extreme, extravagent or unnecessary or perhaps even abusive with regards to how you were diaper punished?

Do/did you have to wear diapers to school when you are/were punished in diapers?

Yes ● No

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In which grades did you wear diapers to school purely for punishment purposes?

Kindergarten   First ● Second ● Third ● Fourth ● Fifth ● Sixth ● Seventh ● Eighth ● Ninth (Freshman) ● Tenth (Sophomore) ● Eleventh (Junior) ● Twelfth (Seniot) ●

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What did your classmates know about you coming to school wearing diapers for punishment? How much did they know and/or observe?
Girls Knew I wore diapers ● Knew I peed in my diapers ● Knew I pooped in my diapers   Seen my diapers showing above pants ● Seen my diapers fully exposed   Acknowledged pee smell   Acknowledged poop smell   Acknowledged unspecified smell   Teased me ● Offered to change me   Knew that I was diapered for punishment ●	Boys Knew I wore diapers ● Knew I peed in my diapers ● Knew I pooped in my diapers   Seen my diapers showing above pants ● Seen my diapers fully exposed ● Acknowledged pee smell   Acknowledged poop smell   Acknowledged unspecified smell   Teased me ● Offered to change me   Knew that I was diapered for punishment ●
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Except for friends and family members, how many of your classmates know/knew that you wear/wore diapers?
Girls All of them ● Most of them   Some of them   A few of them   One of them   None of them	Boys All of them ● Most of them   Some of them   A few of them   One of them   None of them
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How did you attempt to keep others from seeing and/or smelling your diapers in school?

I kept my jacket on ● I wore long shirts ● I tucked my shirt in   I wore nondescript underwear over diapers   I pretended to use toilets like everyone else   I still used the toilet in spite of wearing diapers   I waited until after class to pee/poop   I isolated myself from others as much as possible ● I removed my diapers once I got to school

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How did the girls in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers?

How did the boys in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers?

What were the terms you had to adhere to with regards to your diaper punishment in school? How was it enforced on you when you were in school? What problems did you run into because of wearing diapers to school?

Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers in school. What were the consequences of doing this?

Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet in school. What were the consequences of doing this?

How often are/were you spanked before getting diapered?

Always   Usually ● Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments: Spanked with a belt repeatedly before diapered my my mother.

At what ages were you spanked (preceding diaper punishment only)?

4   5   6 ● 7 ● 8 ● 9 ● 10 ● 11 ● 12 ● 13 ● 14 ● 15 ● 16 ● 17 ●

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Who spanks/spanked you?

Mother ● Father ● Older sister   Younger Sister   Older brother   Younger brother   Grandmother   Grandfather   Aunt   Uncle   Girl babysitter   Boy babysitter   Adult babysitter

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How many spanks did you usually get each time?

Fewer than 5   5 to 10   10 to 25   25 to 50   50 to 75   75 to 100   Over 100 ●

Details/comments: My mother would spank me with her hand until she was too tired to spank me anymore. She would take a break and then spank me with the belt even more.

For how long does/did the spanking usually last?

Less than one minute   1 to 3 minutes   3 to 5 minutes   5 to 10 minutes   10 to 15 minutes   15 to 20 minutes   20 to 30 minutes   Over 30 minutes ●

Details/comments: Severe spankings sometimes lasted over two hours.

What instruments are/were used?

Hand ● Stick   Belt ● Wooden spoon   Small paddle (under 12 inches, incl. handle)   Medium paddle (12 to 24 inches, incl. handle) ● Large paddle (over 24 inches, incl. handle)

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Who has witnessed you getting spanked?

Older sisters   Younger sisters ● Older brothers   Younger brothers   Friends ● Boy cousins   Girl cousins   Other boys ● Other girls ●

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After you are/were spanked, how long is it before you are/were diapered?

Immediately   Within 5 minutes   5 to 10 minutes   10 to 20 minutes   20 to 30 minutes ● 30 to 45 minutes   45 to 60 minutes   Over 60 minutes

Details/comments: Usually given an enema after more sever spankings.

Do/did you have to stand in the corner after getting spanked?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: I was forced to hold the enema.

Did you have to have your bare butt on display?

Yes ● No

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Were you allowed to touch your butt or make any attempt to alleviate the pain?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: Never allowed to touch any part of myself.

Who has seen your bare, spanked butt on display?

Older sisters   Younger sisters ● Older brothers   Younger brothers   Friends ● Boy cousins   Girl cousins   Other boys ● Other girls ●

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How long does/did it take for the pain to dissipate after a spanking?

Under 15 minutes   15 to 30 minutes   30 to 45 minutes   45 to 60 minutes   1 to 2 hours   2 to 3 hours   3 to 4 hours   4 to 6 hours   Over 6 hours ●

Details/comments: Pain would last overnight many times. Much pain persisted several days and overlapped other spankings.

What position do/did you assume when spanked? How are/were you restrained?

I was either put over my mother's knees, or made to bend over the couch and stand on my tip toes with my legs spread apart.If I was restrained, my hands were tied to the back of a chair. If I was put over her knees, my ankles were tied together, and my hands were tied behind my back. If I screamed too loudly, I was gagged with a dirty sock and had duct tape put over my mouth to muffle the screams.Several times I was tied to my bed at my wrists and hands face down and spanked with a belt until I was black with bruises. Often times I would pass out and pee or poop the bed, resulting in more punishment.

How would you describe the fear, the anticipation, the feel of the initial swats and subsequent swats of a spanking? What would you compare the pain to? How did you cope with the physical and emotional pain?

Total fear of knowing the searing pain about to be inflicted on my lower back, butt, and thighs, The first swats with a belt were sharp and powerful, but hurt far less than subsequent swats. I would compare the pain of my more severe spankings to having glass sliced across my butt and then having alcohol poured over it.

How do/did you deal with the crying and the emotional pain of getting spanked?

I was gagged often. I had tears streaming down my face, and snot pouring out of my nose. Drool often gathered in a puddle under my head.

How do/did you deal with your feelings towards your parents after they spank/spanked you?

I was deathly afraid of them.

How did you attempt to alleviate the pain? What happened if you were caught doing so and were not allowed to do this?

I was not allowed to touch any part of myself. When not being watched, I tried to relieve pressure on my butt by sitting differently, or sleeping on my stomach or sides.

What do/did you do when you have to stand in the corner? What do/did you think about? What happens if you move, turn around, rub your butt, etc.?

I was bound, gagged, and given an enema, then forced to stand in the corner while holding the enema for a period of time.

If you had to pee or poop while standing in the corner what did you do?

If I could not hold the enema, I would leak on the floor and would then be forced to expel the enema in my diaper, changed and cleaned, and spanked again. I would be given another enema and forced to stay in the corner until I could hold it in for the entire time. At least twice, I was spanked and given enemas three or more times in one night.

Do/did your parents realize how much getting spanked hurt you? Did your parents ever assure you that they loved you in spite of spanking you? How did you feel if/when they did this?

She didn't care. Often times she would laugh at me and call me a baby bitch when she was spanking me, or diapering me.

Have you ever gotten back at your parents for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it?

No.

Have you ever gotten back at the school principal for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it?

Never spanked by school personnel.

How do you think getting spanked has affected you emotionally?

Stunted emotional growth. Aversion to trust. Depression.

How do you think getting spanked affected your relationship with your parents?

Pure hatred.

From a punitive point of view, what advantages would you say there are there to diaper punishment over spanking? In which ways would you consider spanking to have advantages over diapers?

Diaper punishment is, in itself, painless and leaves no physical scars.

Would you have rather gotten spanked or diapered, if you had a choice of one or the other?

Diapered ● Spanked

Explain why you would choose either getting diapered or getting spanked.

Diapering was more comforting. Spankings were brutal and excruciating.

How has getting punished in diapers negatively affected you in the long term?

Loss of bladder control ● Loss of bowel control   Loss of self-esteem ● Emotional difficulties ● Recurring nightmares ● Other psychological problems ● Sexual dificulties ● Substance abuse   Thoughts of suicide   Thoughts of violence against family   Compromising of family relations ● Social difficulties ●

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Did diaper punishment ultimately correct your behavioral problems?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: Still well-behaved socially.

Do you honestly feel that you deserve/deserved to be punished in diapers?

Yes   No ●

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Do you feel any resentment towards your parents for diaper disciplining you?

Very much ● Somewhat   Not really

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Did being punished in diapers turn you into a diaper fetishist?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: I must be diapered and spanked before I can masturbate successfully.

How old were you when you realized you enjoyed your diapers in spite of being punished in diapers?

6 or under   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14 ● 15   16   17   18 or over

Details/comments: When I was being spanked one night with my sister watching after she changed me, I came in my diapers.

If your diaper punishments turned you into a diaper fetishist, who knows about it?

Mother ● Father ● Older sisters   Younger sisters ● Older brothers   Younger brothers   Friends ● Girl cousins   Boy cousins   Aunts   Uncles   Grandmother   Grandfather   Other girls ● Other boys ●

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Did you ever deliberately get in trouble so that you could get put into diapers?

Yes   No ●

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Do you think it was worth the risk to get spanked and possibly face other punishments in order to get diapered?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: Spankings generally preceded diapering, so I tried to avoid it if possible.

Did you succeed with getting put (back) into diapers as planned?

Yes   No ●

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What parts of being diaper punished (including spanking) do you think did the most damage to you psychologically? In what ways do you feel damaged by this?

How did diaper punishment affect your sexuality, your sexual feelings, perceptions, etc.?

I masturbate while diapered and after being spanked.

Why do you think you developed a diaper fetish from being punished in diapers?

It was the first reason I came.

What elements make up your diaper fetish? That is, what do enjoy thinking about or fantasizing about as you indulge in your diaper fetish?

How did your parents handle diapering you once they became aware of you enjoying your diapers? How did they feel about the punitive intent of diapering you having the opposite effect?

I was restrained almost constantly while home. Spankings became more severe and occurred more often.