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Date: | 01/23/10 |
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Current appearance: |
I am about 5 foot 4 inches and average weight. My complesion is very clean, and my Mom says my features are girlish. I do not shave much yet. I am wearing a double cloth diaper which is dry. |
Appearance as a boy: |
I mostly grew up wearing regular clothes, and my appearance was normal. I was not put into diapers until this year, except for when I was an actual toddler. |
Section #1: Frequency and Duration |
What is your diaper punishment status? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: My Mom makes me wear diapers because she says it will keep me from masturbating. She found stains on my underwear yesterday, so I must wear diapers all weekend. |
At what ages (post-toddler, preteen and teen only) were you punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How recently were you last punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How frequently on average (times per year) during your boyhood were you punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: This punishment only started last year, and now averages once a month. |
What is/was the usual uninterrupted duration for your diaper punishment? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Which kinds of diapers do/did you wear for diaper punishment? | ||||||||
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How often did you wear plain white diapers (including multiple underpants)? | ||||||||||
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For each diaper type, how many diapers/pairs does this person have you wear at a time? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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If you wear/wore multiple underpants for punishment purposes, which characteristics do/did your underwear include? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Why are/were multiple underpants used instead of regular diapers for punishment? |
What do/did your sisters and/or other girls think of you wearing multiple underpants for diapers when being punished? What things do/did they say and do? |
How are/were your cloth diapers pinned up? How many pins are/were used? |
How high up do/did your diapers (including multiple underpants, outermost pairs) go up when standing? | |||||||||||||||||||
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Do/did you always wear thicker diapers when you are/were being punished in diapers? | ||||||
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For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers made thicker? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers always plain white? | ||||||
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In which ways does/did diaper punishment make you uncomfortable? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Where do/did your diapers come from? Who was responsible for getting the diapers? |
My Mom - I don't know where she gets them. |
How do/did the diapers you wear/wore for punishment purposes compare to the diapers that you wear/wore when not being punished in diapers? |
I only wear diapers for punishment. |
Section #2: Pantslessness and Shirts |
How often are/were you forced to go pantsless at home when being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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Under which circumstances are/were you forced to remain pantsless when being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: When Mom goes out, my sister is in charge of me. She sometimes makes me go without pants. |
For which punitive reasons are/were you not allowed to wear pants over your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Mostly, because that is what my sister wants. |
Where are/were the pants you wear/wore outside the house kept when you are/were at home? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Are/were your pants locked away so that you cannot/could not get to them? | ||||||
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Are/were any of the following ever done with your pants? | ||||||||||||||
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What was the longest time you spent pantsless while being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How soon after getting home are/were you to have your pants off? | ||||||||||||
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How often do/did you wear a shirt when you are punished in diapers (pantsless)? | ||||||||||
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Which punitive measures are applied to your shirts for diaper punishment? | ||||||||
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What kinds of shirts do/did you wear when you are/were being punished in diapers (pantsless)? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How much of your diapers do /didyour shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight) when you were being punished in diapers (pantsless)? | ||||||||||||
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How does/did your wearing of pants during diaper punishment compare to when you are/were not being punished? |
Section #3: Pee and Poop |
How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for pee? | ||||||||||
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How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for poop? | ||||||||||
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For which of the following toilet mishaps have you been punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How are/were you prevented from using the toilet? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)? | ||||||||||
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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath? | ||||||||||
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How are/were you made to pee and poop more in your diapers? | ||||||||
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Details/comments: just normal |
Section #4: Sisters |
How many older sisters do/did you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age sisters do/did you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers: |
My sister Chelsea is 2 years younger than me. |
What kinds of underwear do/did your sisters wear? | ||||||
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Which of the following clothing types do/did your sisters wear? | ||||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters voluntarily wear their underwear around the house? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters laugh at you for being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters tease you for being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters have some involvement in your diaper punishment? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did you see your sisters wearing the following clothing types around you when you were being punished in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members) when you were being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Mom has put Chelsea in charge of changing me most of the time, because I hate it. |
For which punitive reasons do/did your sisters change your diapers when you were being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much control do/did your sisters have on how your diaper punishment was meted out? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: Chelsea has a lot to say about when I am diapered. |
How did your sisters call attention to seeing you in your diapers and/or the fact that you were being punished in diapers? What features and parts of your diapers did they point out? |
chelsea will often pat me on my bottom to show I am in diapers, especially when she has friends over. |
How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants when they saw you only had diapers on for punishment? |
She feels completely superior, and I have to admit that she really is. |
Did your sisters have any concerns about wearing shorts or otherwise having bare legs because of how your diapered state during punishment made your legs bare as well? |
no |
How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear? |
no |
How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)? |
none really |
How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers? |
I am not really that smelly, because I don't poop in the diapers. When I am to be punished, Mom makes me use a potty first, and I have to tell Mom or Chelsea if I am in diapers and feel that I need to poop. I guess Chelses probably feels pretty good about her body when I have to pee in the diaper. |
How do/did your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do/did they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do/did they make such associations? How do/did they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear? |
List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers? |
She calls me Babycheeks, or Wee-wee, and encourages her friends to make me show them my diapers. She will often touch me, and put her hand over the front of my pants, saying she is checking to wh |
Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were being punished in diapers. How did this make you feel? |
no times |
Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters): |
chelsea will pull out the change pad and put it on the floor where she wants to change me. I have to lie on the pad, and co-operate with her, lifting up so she can pull my pants down, or my plastic pants. She removes the old diaper, cleans me andsometimes leaves me bare for awhile. She will then powder me front and back, and put on the new diaper. |
Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
She likes doing it, even more when she has friends over. |
Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
I think because it makes her feel more in charge, and she knows that I hate it. |
Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
Because she is more in charge. My Mom says that I don't argue or fight with Chelsea anymore,even when I am not in diapers. |
What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way? |
Chelsea uses some babytalk, and says wee-wee and bottom. She says that I too cannot use ass,butt, or anything else but bottom when it has to do with diapering |
How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underwear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers? |
I guess it is okay because I was the one doing something, not Chelsea. |
How do/did you feel about your sisters when they are/were behind you and could see your diapered butt? How did they react to seeing your diapered butt? |
It is okay now because I am used to it. |
How do/did your sisters enforce your diaper punishment? |
Chelsea changes me or not depending on what she wants. |
How do/did your sisters keep you pantsless for diaper punishment? |
she just tells me that I am only to wear my diapers and plastic panties until she says different. |
How do/did your sisters keep you from using the toilet for diaper punishment? |
I know I am not allowed to take off my diaper myself. |
What are/were your sisters other duties related to your diaper punishment? |
she is in charge, and I have to do what she wants. |
In which ways do/did your sisters take advantage of you being punished in diapers? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
I read some of the other polls and know that mine is different, because I don't really need diapers, and my sister does not let me see her underwear. |
Section #5: Brothers |
How many older brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your brothers by name and age. Describe what they look like now or looked like when you were a young boy: |
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How often do your brothers wear plain white diapers (punishment or non-punishment)? | ||||||||||
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How many diapers do your brothers wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home (voluntarily)? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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Have any of your brothers been punished in diapers? | ||||
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How often do/did your brothers see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your brothers laugh at you for being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your brothers tease you for being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your brothers have some involvement in your diaper punishment? | ||||||||||
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Which kinds of diapers do/did your brothers get punished in? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often did your brothers wear plain white diapers for punishment (including multiple underpants)? | ||||||||||
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How often were your brothers pantsless while they were being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for pee? | ||||||||||
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How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for poop? | ||||||||||
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How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers? |
How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes? |
How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers? |
Describe a typical diaper change from your brothers. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitters): |
In which ways do/did your brothers take advantage of you being punished in diapers? |
How do/did the diapers your brothers wore for punishment compare to the diapers you wore? Include details such as diaper thickness, multiplicity, rise, pantslessness, etc. |
How does/did your reaction to being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers? |
How does/did your diaper usage compare to that of your brothers when being punished in diapers? |
How does/did your duration of being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers? |
How does/did your reaction to having sisters and/or other girls see you get punished in diapers compare to how your brothers reacted? |
For which reasons were your brothers punished in diapers? |
Section #6: Getting Into Trouble |
How often are/were you punished in diapers for bathroom/toilet-related problems? | ||||||||||
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Describe how the problems you had with your parents resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
Mom told me that masturbating sometimes is okay, but that if she feel I do it too much, I will be put in diapers, because then I have to ask Mom or Chelsea to take the diaper off to do anything. |
Describe how the problems you had with your sisters resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
Now, she diapers me once or twice a month, because she says it will lessen my masturbating and because Chelsea wants me to be in diapers. Mom says it is better for girls to be in charge,and it is easier for Chelsea to be in charge if I am in diapers. |
Describe how the problems you had with your brothers resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
no brothers |
Describe how the problems you had with general getting in trouble around the house resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
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Describe how the problems you had with sexual behaviors resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
I did say that already |
Describe how the problems you had in school resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
none |
Describe how the problems you had with the law resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
none |
Section #7: Getting Punished in Diapers |
Were you aware of diapers being used as a form of punishment before it was used on you? | ||||
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Whose idea and/or decision was it to use diaper punishment on you? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Were you warned about getting diaper punishment before it was used? | ||||
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Which purposes do/did your parents feel are served by using diapers on you as a form of punishment? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: It makes Chelsea more in charge. |
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In which ways have/had you been restrained? | ||||||||||||
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Who held you down and/or applied restraints to you in order for you to be diapered? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: When Mom first started to diaper me, I fought against it. Chelsea would sit on my tummy and Mom would put the diaper on. Like before, Chelsea makes me say tummy , not stomach. |
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At what times are/were you restrained? | ||||||
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Which other reinforcements have been used on your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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Which other boys do/did you know of being diaper punished? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What evidence do you have that these boys are/were punished in diapers? |
How did you feel about not being allowed to use the toilet because you were being punished in diapers? |
I guess I deserve it. |
How did you feel when your parents first told you that they would punish you in diapers? How did you react towards your parents? How did your sisters and brothers react to the idea? |
I did not believe it. |
How did your sisters and brothers behave the first time they saw you get punished in diapers? |
she was happy and excited. |
What did you expect or anticipate when you were going to be punished in diapers? What has happened that you did not expect, consider or ever count on happening or dealing with? |
I did not know |
How and when was it decided that diapers would be used on you as a form of punishment? |
Last year by Mom |
Why do you think your parents use/used diapers as a form of punishment on you? |
I guess she thought it would work. |
How are/were you kept from hiding from others? How did you attempt to hide and how/when were you caught? What were the consequences? |
Mom said she would take off my bedroom if I tried to hide there. She says Chelsea or her must always know where I am so they can check on me. |
Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers at home. What were the consequences of doing this? |
none - Mom said I would have to stay in the diapers longer if I tried to take them off. |
Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet at home. What were the consequences of doing this? |
none |
How did having your sisters and/or other girls see you in your diapers make you feel versus having your brothers and/or other boys see you? Why did you feel different about girls vs. boys seeing you? |
no boys have seen me |
What things do/did you think were excessive, extreme, extravagent or unnecessary or perhaps even abusive with regards to how you were diaper punished? |
I think Mom lets Chelsea decide too much, but I guess it is my own fault and someone need to be in charge |
Section #8: School |
Do/did you have to wear diapers to school when you are/were punished in diapers? | ||||
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In which grades did you wear diapers to school purely for punishment purposes? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did your classmates know about you coming to school wearing diapers for punishment? How much did they know and/or observe? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Except for friends and family members, how many of your classmates know/knew that you wear/wore diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How did the girls in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers? |
How did the boys in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers? |
What were the terms you had to adhere to with regards to your diaper punishment in school? How was it enforced on you when you were in school? What problems did you run into because of wearing diapers to school? |
Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers in school. What were the consequences of doing this? |
Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet in school. What were the consequences of doing this? |
Section #9: Spanking |
How often are/were you spanked before getting diapered? | ||||||||||
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Details/comments: sometimes Mom spanked me |
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Details/comments: Mom spanked me before Mom or Chelsea spank me now |
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Who has witnessed you getting spanked? | ||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: not my friends but Chelsea's friends |
After you are/were spanked, how long is it before you are/were diapered? | ||||||||||||||||
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Do/did you have to stand in the corner after getting spanked? | ||||
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Did you have to have your bare butt on display? | ||||
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Were you allowed to touch your butt or make any attempt to alleviate the pain? | ||||
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Who has seen your bare, spanked butt on display? | ||||||||||||||||||
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What position do/did you assume when spanked? How are/were you restrained? |
Chelsea sits on a chair and makes me stand beside her. I have to hol up my shirt nice and high, and she takes down my pants and panties and diaper. She then has me lie across her lap, and she spanks me. She does not restrain me. |
How would you describe the fear, the anticipation, the feel of the initial swats and subsequent swats of a spanking? What would you compare the pain to? How did you cope with the physical and emotional pain? |
I hate knowing and waiting for the spanking. The first spanks surprise you with how hard they are, because Chelsea is only a girl. the later spanks add to the pain. I almost always cry, and even then she does not stop right away but keeps spanking |
How do/did you deal with the crying and the emotional pain of getting spanked? |
I just cry. there is no way to deal with it. After a spanking, Chelsea is usually nice to me, and hugs me. I don't know why, but that sometimes makes me cry more. |
How do/did you deal with your feelings towards your parents after they spank/spanked you? |
Mom does not spank me anymore. |
How did you attempt to alleviate the pain? What happened if you were caught doing so and were not allowed to do this? |
I don' t do anything. Chelsea has told me not to. |
What do/did you do when you have to stand in the corner? What do/did you think about? What happens if you move, turn around, rub your butt, etc.? |
I just stand there with my plastic pants and pants around my feet. I juts think about how long I will have to wait. |
If you had to pee or poop while standing in the corner what did you do? |
It has not happened. I would have to ask Chelses what to do. |
Do/did your parents realize how much getting spanked hurt you? Did your parents ever assure you that they loved you in spite of spanking you? How did you feel if/when they did this? |
I think she does |
Have you ever gotten back at your parents for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it? |
no |
Have you ever gotten back at the school principal for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it? |
How do you think getting spanked has affected you emotionally? |
It makes me know that I was wrong, and makes it more certain that girls are better. |
How do you think getting spanked affected your relationship with your parents? |
not much |
From a punitive point of view, what advantages would you say there are there to diaper punishment over spanking? In which ways would you consider spanking to have advantages over diapers? |
A spanking ends sooner |
Would you have rather gotten spanked or diapered, if you had a choice of one or the other? | ||||
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Explain why you would choose either getting diapered or getting spanked. |
The spanking ends sooner, and people don't know you have been spanked. |
Section #10: Consequences of Diaper Punishment |
How has getting punished in diapers negatively affected you in the long term? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I don't think it has hurt me much |
Did diaper punishment ultimately correct your behavioral problems? | ||||
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Details/comments: I can't masturbate with the diapers on, and if I did, it would show. When I get the diapers off,I always need to masturbate. |
Do you honestly feel that you deserve/deserved to be punished in diapers? | ||||
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Do you feel any resentment towards your parents for diaper disciplining you? | ||||||
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Did being punished in diapers turn you into a diaper fetishist? | ||||
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How old were you when you realized you enjoyed your diapers in spite of being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: I don't like them. Sometimes, I like being changed by Chelsea |
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Did you ever deliberately get in trouble so that you could get put into diapers? | ||||
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Do you think it was worth the risk to get spanked and possibly face other punishments in order to get diapered? | ||||
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Did you succeed with getting put (back) into diapers as planned? | ||||
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What parts of being diaper punished (including spanking) do you think did the most damage to you psychologically? In what ways do you feel damaged by this? |
I am not damaged |
How did diaper punishment affect your sexuality, your sexual feelings, perceptions, etc.? |
I know that girls should be in charge on dates |
Why do you think you developed a diaper fetish from being punished in diapers? |
I did not |
What elements make up your diaper fetish? That is, what do enjoy thinking about or fantasizing about as you indulge in your diaper fetish? |
none |
How did your parents handle diapering you once they became aware of you enjoying your diapers? How did they feel about the punitive intent of diapering you having the opposite effect? |
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