Deeker's Diaper Page

Entry Number:	0069
Date:	11/29/09

Your Name:

tate

Location:

oceanport, nj

Age:

6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 to 30 31 to 40 41 to 50 51 to 60 61 to 70 71 to 80                         ●

Current appearance:

tall, brown hair, very thin - wearing a sweatshirt and a pull-up

Appearance as a boy:

[not given]

What is your diaper punishment status?

Boy ages 8 and under currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 8 and under NOT currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 9 to 12 currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 9 to 12 currently NOT being diaper punished   Boy ages 13 to 15 currently being diaper punished   Boy ages 13 to 15 currently NOT being diaper punished   Boy ages 16 to 18 currently being diaper punished ● Boy ages 16 to 18 currently NOT being diaper punished   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 8   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 12   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 15   Adult male who was diaper punished up to age 18

Details/comments: when i'm home from college like this week i'm punished

At what ages (post-toddler, preteen and teen only) were you punished in diapers?

4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16 ● 17 ●

Details/comments: 16 to present

How recently were you last punished in diapers?

Currently ● Earlier today   Yesterday   Within the past week   Within the past month   Within the past 2-3 months   Within the past 3-6 momths   Within the past 6-12 months   1 year ago   2-3 years ago   4-5 years ago   More than 5 years ago   I'm an adult (18+) and was diaper punished as a boy   I don't remember

Details/comments:

How frequently on average (times per year) during your boyhood were you punished in diapers?

Less than one time per year   One time per year   Twice per year   3-5 times a year   5-10 times per year   At least once a month   2-3 times a month   Weekly   Daily (but not always)   Permanently (diapered all year) ● I don't remember

Details/comments:

What is/was the usual uninterrupted duration for your diaper punishment?

Less than 6 hours   6 to 8 hours   8 to 12 hours   12 to 24 hours   1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days   5 to 7 days   2 weeks   3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 months   4 to 6 months   6 to 12 months   1 year   More than 1 year (permanently) ●

Details/comments:

Which kinds of diapers do/did you wear for diaper punishment?

Cloth   Disposable ● Multiple white underpants   Plastic pants ●

Details/comments:

How often did you wear plain white diapers (including multiple underpants)?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

For each diaper type, how many diapers/pairs does this person have you wear at a time?
Cloth 1 diaper   2 diapers   3 diapers   4 diapers   5 to 8 diapers   9 to 12 diapers   13 to 16 diapers   17 to 20 diapers   More than 20 diapers	Disposable 1 diaper   2 diapers ● 3 diapers   4 diapers   5 to 8 diapers   9 to 12 diapers   13 to 16 diapers   17 to 20 diapers   More than 20 diapers	Multiple underpants 3 to 5 pairs   6 to 10 pairs   11 to 15 pairs   16 to 20 pairs   20 to 25 pairs   26 to 30 pairs   31 to 40 pairs   41 to 50 pairs   More than 50 pairs	Plastic pants One pair ● Two pairs   Three pairs   Four pairs   Five pairs   More than five pairs
Details/comments: at school, 1, when i get home from school 2, at night 3

If you wear/wore multiple underpants for punishment purposes, which characteristics do/did your underwear include?

All pairs plain white   Double-seated   Triple-seated   Quad-seated   High-rising garment   Larger-sized pairs worn over smaller pairs   Wide waistbands   Red-striped waistbands   Blue-striped waistbands   Black-striped waistbands   Unstriped (white) waistbands   Solid line waistbands   Dashed line waistbands   Always worn in multiples without pants   Always Worn to bed without pajama bottoms   Plain white T-shirts worn with multi-briefs   Shirt tucked into briefs   No shirt worn   Some pairs worn backwards   Briefs pinned to shirt   Remained in multi-briefs for more than 24 hours at a time   Had to pee in briefs   Had to poop in briefs   Seen wearing by older sisters   Seen wearing by younger sisters   Seen wearing by other girls   Waistbands snapped by girls   Pictures taken by girls   Teased by girls

Details/comments:

Why are/were multiple underpants used instead of regular diapers for punishment?

What do/did your sisters and/or other girls think of you wearing multiple underpants for diapers when being punished? What things do/did they say and do?

How are/were your cloth diapers pinned up? How many pins are/were used?

How high up do/did your diapers (including multiple underpants, outermost pairs) go up when standing?
Front Below the waist   At or just above the waist ● To my stomach, covers belly button   Past my stomach, towards my chest	Rear At or just above the buttocks   At around the waist ● Between waist and elbows   Up to my elbows   Past my elbows
Details/comments:

Do/did you always wear thicker diapers when you are/were being punished in diapers?

Yes   Not always ● No

Details/comments: sometimes my mom just gets really mad and all of a sudden forces me into another few diapers because she knows it's annoying

For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers made thicker?

So I could not wear any pants   So others would fully see my diapers ● So that I could see the magnitude of my diapers ● So that I could feel the magnitude of my diapers ● So others could see the magnitude of my diapers ● So I could pee/poop in my diapers more   To make diaper changes last longer ● To make diaper changes less frequent   So I would not leave the house   So I would become smellier   So I could not walk/run as fast ● So I would remain in diapers longer   So I would be less able to remove them

Details/comments:

For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers always plain white?

So everyone would recognize them as diapers ● So I would look like I was in super thick underwear   So I would not get to wear anything fashionable

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In which ways does/did diaper punishment make you uncomfortable?

Having bare legs ● Having a bare chest/back   Awkward or difficult walking ● Overall thickness of diapers ● Tightness of diapers   Trying to sit comfortably ● Trying to sleep comfortably   Not being able to hide from others ● Not being able or allowed to wear pants ● Wetness ● Poopiness ● Pee smells ● Poop smells ● Being seen in by sisters   Being seen in by brothers   Being seen in by other girls   Being seen in by other boys ● Getting diapers changed by sister   Getting diapers changed by brother   Getting diapers changed by mother ● Getting diapers changed by father ● Getting diapers changed by other girls   Getting diapers changed by other boys   Getting diapers changed by other adult ● Not knowing when I will/would be changed ●

Details/comments:

Where do/did your diapers come from? Who was responsible for getting the diapers?

the drugstore or sometimes online, my mom gets them. i don't know how or when, we just never run out

How do/did the diapers you wear/wore for punishment purposes compare to the diapers that you wear/wore when not being punished in diapers?

it's always a punishment for one big thing, but when i'm actually making my parents mad at the moment they just put more on me and add plastic pants

How often are/were you forced to go pantsless at home when being punished in diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: i can wear pants until dinner - i have to eat in just diapers and then no pants the rest of the night

Under which circumstances are/were you forced to remain pantsless when being punished in diapers?

At any time when at home   All throughout the weekend   All throughout the summertime   All throughout holiday breaks from school   Whenever friends are/were present   Whenever sisters' friends are/were present   Whenever brothers' friends are/were present   Whenever other girls are/were present   Whenever other boys are/were present   Whenever adult relatives are/were present   Whenever girl cousins are/were present   Whenever boy cousins are/were present   During family holiday gatherings (including birthdays)   While going outside at home (front yard)   While going outside at home (back yard)

Details/comments:

For which punitive reasons are/were you not allowed to wear pants over your diapers?

So that everyone would see my diapers ● So my diapers could be checked/changed ● To enforce grounding ● To discourage visits from friends   So that diaper thickness is not limited ●

Details/comments: friends could only come over before dinner anyway when i was wearing pants, i think that's why there was that rule, so i could still have a semi social life

Where are/were the pants you wear/wore outside the house kept when you are/were at home?

My bedroom   Brother's bedroom   Sister's bedroom   Parents' bedroom ● Front room   Hall closet   Bathroom   Laundry/wash room   Garage   Car/trunk   Elsewhere in house   Outbuilding away from house   Another household   I don't know where

Details/comments: there's a bin in their bedroom i have to put my pants in every night to make sure i don't put them back on before bed

Are/were your pants locked away so that you cannot/could not get to them?

Yes   No ● I do not know

Details/comments: but i don't have access to my parents room anyway

Are/were any of the following ever done with your pants?

Given away or sold   Given to sisters for keeps   Given to brothers for keeps   Repurposed (used for something else)   Disposed of   Destroyed   I never had any pants to begin with

Details/comments:

What was the longest time you spent pantsless while being punished in diapers?

Less than one day   1 to 2 days   3 to 4 days   5 to 7 days   2 weeks   3 weeks   1 month   2 months   3 months   4 to 6 months   6 to 12 months   1 year   More than 1 year (permanently)

Details/comments: winter break when i was 16 cuz it was right after i'd first been punished and they were still really mad

How soon after getting home are/were you to have your pants off?

Immediately upon entering house   Within 5 minutes   Within 10 minutes   Within 20 minutes   Within 30 minutes   No particular time

Details/comments: i had a 3 hour window between getting home and dinner on school days to wear pants

How often do/did you wear a shirt when you are punished in diapers (pantsless)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: it depends on the weather - during the summer i'm not allowed to have a shirt, in the winter i can wear a special short one and in between my parents judge

Which punitive measures are applied to your shirts for diaper punishment?

Cut short to maximize diaper exposure ● Tucked into diapers to maximize exposure   Printed with diaper-related messages   Pinned to diapers

Details/comments:

What kinds of shirts do/did you wear when you are/were being punished in diapers (pantsless)?

White undershirts ● Other white T-shirts   Colored T-shirts ● Polo shirts   Button-up shirts   Pajama top   Other shirts   Short-sleeved ● Long-sleeved

Details/comments:

How much of your diapers do /didyour shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight) when you were being punished in diapers (pantsless)?

Full exposure w/ shirt ● Full exposure no shirt   Most of diapers   Some of diapers   Little of diapers   No exposure

Details/comments:

How does/did your wearing of pants during diaper punishment compare to when you are/were not being punished?

well in public i'm allowed to wear normal jeans so you can't even tell, but in the house even with relatives around i have to wear pants that go lower than my diapers so they're vi

How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for pee?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for poop?

Always ● Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

Details/comments:

For which of the following toilet mishaps have you been punished in diapers?

Peeing on the floor/toilet seat   Failing to flush   Poor wiping skills   Not wiping at all   Having soiled underwear (skidmarks)/pants   Hiding soiled underwear   Forgetting to put the lid back down   Using too much toilet paper   Not replacing empty toilet paper roll   Leaving too large of stools (turds)   Leaving excess poop on the toilet   Stinking up the bathroom   Pee accidents   Poop accidents   Deliberately peeing in pants   Deliberately pooping in pants   Wetting the bed   Failing to meet toilet training expectations   Lying when asked if need to go potty

Details/comments:

How are/were you prevented from using the toilet?

I am diapered extra thickly to prevent easy removal   My diapers have lots of pins in them to prevent easy removal   My diapers have lots of tape on them to prevent easy removal   The bathroom door is locked with a key-lock doorknob ● The bathroom door is locked with a padlock   The toilet lid is locked/secured ● The toilet is partitioned off with a locking door   The bathroom is monitored by my mother ● The bathroom is monitored by my father ● The bathroom is monitored by my sister   The bathroom is monitored by my brother   The bathroom is monitored by my female babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by my male babysitters   The bathroom is monitored by a surveillence camera   The bathroom is monitored by an entry alarm/motion detector

Details/comments: also locking plastic pants, all this was only about the first 6 months of diaper punishment

Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision   Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision   Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after) ● Yes, and with no supervision

Details/comments: my dad used to watch me but now they just walk by so there's no way i could try to use the toilet anyway, they trust me more i guess

Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath?

Not at all   Yes, but with close (direct) supervision   Yes, but with moderate (indirect) supervision ● Yes, but with minor supervision (bathroom is checked after)   Yes, and with no supervision

Details/comments: i have to tell my dad before i take a shower so he can put the lock on the toilet seat

How are/were you made to pee and poop more in your diapers?

Diuretics   Extra fluids to pee more   Laxatives   Foods that stimulate/loosen bowel movements

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How many older sisters do/did you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

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How many younger or same-age sisters do/did you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers:

What kinds of underwear do/did your sisters wear?

Regular panties   Low-rise panties   Thongs

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Which of the following clothing types do/did your sisters wear?

Jeans   Khakis   Sweat pants   Other long pants   Shorts   Dresses/skirts

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How often do/did your sisters voluntarily wear their underwear around the house?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear?

Much more often   Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime?

Much more often   Moderately more often   Somewhat more often   About the same   Somewhat less often   Moderately less often   Much less often

Details/comments:

How often do/did your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do/did your sisters laugh at you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do/did your sisters tease you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do/did your sisters have some involvement in your diaper punishment?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do/did you see your sisters wearing the following clothing types around you when you were being punished in diapers?
Jeans All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Shorts All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Underwear All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time	Nothing All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time
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How often do/did your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members) when you were being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

Details/comments:

For which punitive reasons do/did your sisters change your diapers when you were being punished in diapers?

To see me in my diapers even more   To see me naked   To embarrass me   To play with my genitals   Because they diaper me the thickest   They do a better job diapering me   Parents do not have the time   Parents are not home   Parents do not want to do it   They are faster at it   Because I am not allowed to do it   Because my brothers suck at doing it   Because my brothers weren't allowed to do it   Because my brothers do not want to do it   To dominate and control me

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How much control do/did your sisters have on how your diaper punishment was meted out?

Complete control   Lots of control   Moderate control   Little control   No control

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How did your sisters call attention to seeing you in your diapers and/or the fact that you were being punished in diapers? What features and parts of your diapers did they point out?

How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants when they saw you only had diapers on for punishment?

Did your sisters have any concerns about wearing shorts or otherwise having bare legs because of how your diapered state during punishment made your legs bare as well?

How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear?

How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)?

How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers?

How do/did your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do/did they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do/did they make such associations? How do/did they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear?

List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers?

Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were being punished in diapers. How did this make you feel?

Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitter

Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why.

What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way?

How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underwear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers?

How do/did you feel about your sisters when they are/were behind you and could see your diapered butt? How did they react to seeing your diapered butt?

How do/did your sisters enforce your diaper punishment?

How do/did your sisters keep you pantsless for diaper punishment?

How do/did your sisters keep you from using the toilet for diaper punishment?

What are/were your sisters other duties related to your diaper punishment?

In which ways do/did your sisters take advantage of you being punished in diapers?

Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.):

How many older brothers do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

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How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with?

None   One   Two   Three   More than three

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List your brothers by name and age. Describe what they look like now or looked like when you were a young boy:

Which kinds of diapers/underwear do your brothers wear?

Cloth   Disposable   Multiple white boys' underpants- double seated   Multiple white boys' underpants- single seated   Single white boys' underpants- double seated   Single white boys' underpants- single seated   Colored briefs   Boxer shorts

Details/comments:

How often do your brothers wear plain white diapers (punishment or non-punishment)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often do your brothers wear plain white briefs for underwear (single or multiple, punishment or not)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How many diapers do your brothers wear at a time?

1   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   More than 10

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If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time?

1   2   3 to 5   6 to 10   11 to 15   16 to 20   21 to 25   26 to 30   More than 30

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How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home (voluntarily)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed?

Never   Rarely   Sometimes   Usually   Always

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For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers?

Not toilet trained   Lost bladder control   Lost bowel control   Punishment   Diaper fetish   Because I wore diapers   Because another brother wore diapers   Because another boy they knew wore diapers

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet?

Always   Sometimes   Usually   Rarely   Never

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Have any of your brothers been punished in diapers?

Yes   No

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How often do/did your brothers see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do/did your brothers laugh at you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do/did your brothers tease you for being punished in diapers?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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How often do/did your brothers have some involvement in your diaper punishment?

All of the time   Most of the time   Some of the time   Little of the time   None of the time

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Which kinds of diapers do/did your brothers get punished in?

Single disposable diapers   Multiple disposable diapers   Single cloth diapers   Multiple cloth diapers   Multiple underpants (6 to 12 pairs)   Multiple underpants (more than 12 pairs)   Single plastic pants   Multiple plastic pants

Details/comments:

How often did your brothers wear plain white diapers for punishment (including multiple underpants)?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often were your brothers pantsless while they were being punished in diapers?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for pee?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for poop?

Always   Usually   Sometimes   Rarely   Never

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How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers?

How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes?

How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers?

Describe a typical diaper change from your brothers. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitte

In which ways do/did your brothers take advantage of you being punished in diapers?

How do/did the diapers your brothers wore for punishment compare to the diapers you wore? Include details such as diaper thickness, multiplicity, rise, pantslessness, etc.

How does/did your reaction to being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers?

How does/did your diaper usage compare to that of your brothers when being punished in diapers?

How does/did your duration of being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers?

How does/did your reaction to having sisters and/or other girls see you get punished in diapers compare to how your brothers reacted?

For which reasons were your brothers punished in diapers?

How often are/were you punished in diapers for bathroom/toilet-related problems?

Always for these reasons   Usually for these reasons   Sometimes for these reasons   Rarely for these reasons   Never for these reasons ●

Details/comments:

Other than for bathroom/toilet problems, for which reasons have you been punished in diapers?
Parents Backtalking to parents ● Swearing to parents ● Lying to parents ● Annoying parents ● Stealing from parents   Disobeying parents ● Defiance (testing limits) ● Disturbing parents' sleep   Arguing with parents ● Embarrassing parents   Threatening parents ● Hitting parents ● Breaking/destroying parents' property ● Causing problems with their job   Causing them problems with the law   Causing them expensive monetary outlays ●	Siblings Hitting siblings   Teasing siblings   Annoying siblings   Insulting siblings   Threatening siblings   Pranking siblings   Embarrassing siblings   Stealing from siblings   Unwarranted tattling on siblings   Using siblings property w/o permission   Destroying/breaking sibling's property   Arguing with siblings   Violating brother's privacy   Violating sister's privacy   Disturbing sibling's sleep   Refusing to share w/ siblings   Inappropriate tattling on siblings
General Misbehavior Swearing   Vulgar/inappropriate language   Not doing chores ● Doing chores poorly   Overall poor attitude ● Not eating undesired foods   Not taking bath   Not getting ready for bed   Eating snacks/candy when not allowed   Bad manners ● Violations of religious matters ● Sneaking out of the house   Running away from home   Messing up the house ● Breaking/destroying household items ● Temper tantrums   Roughousing/horseplay   Disturbing neighbors   Disobeying/disrespecting babysitter   Disobeying/disrespecting elders   Staying up past bedtime   Getting up at night for illegitimate reasons   Leaving house w/o permission   Coming home late   Unpermitted visiting of friends   Sneaking unauthorized friends into house   Unauthorized partying   Getting caught drinking alcohol ● Getting caught using tobacco   Getting caught using marijuana   Getting caught using hard drugs   Getting caught with stolen items   Mistreatment of pets   Negligence of pets/pet-related duties   Violating terms of previous punishments   Watching objectionable TV shows/movies   Listening to objectionable music   Playing objectionable video games   Reading objectionable books/magazines   Playing music too loud   Abuse of telephone privileges   Abuse of Internet privileges   Abuse of video game privileges   Abuse of TV watching privileges   Abuse of driving/car privileges ●	Sexual/bodily offenses Masturbating   Having sex with a girl   Having sex with another boy   Other inappropriate sexual behavior   Looking at porn (magazines)   Looking at porn (videos)   Looking at porn (online)   Inappropriate nudity   Inappropriate indecency   Farting inappropriately
School Bad grades   Flunking classes   Skipping class/playing hooky   Tardiness   Not doing homework   Cheating on tests   Cheating on assignments (e.g. plagiarism)   Having contraband (iPods, elec. games, etc.)   Getting caught with illicit substances   Bullying/threatening/instigating trouble   Fighting with other students   Teasing/harassing other students   Frequently disrupting class   Food fights in cafeteria   Inappropriate sexually motivated conduct in school   Getting in trouble with teacher   Getting in trouble with principal   Getting in trouble with other school official   Getting in trouble in gym/phys. ed. class   Getting in trouble on school bus   Getting in trouble during extracurricular activities   Missing the bus   Getting detention   Getting suspended   Getting expelled   Vandalism   Weapons	Law Shoplifting   Other theft   Fighting   Alcohol ● Tobacco   Marijuana   Hard drugs   Vandalism ● Weapons   Curfew violations   Driving violations ● Running away   Getting juvenile detention   Other run-ins with the law

Describe how the problems you had with your parents resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

when i was 16 i drove home drunk, threatened to kill my parents, and smashed everything in the house. that was the big thing. then that made them start diaper punishment indefinitely and i was so mad at them that i never listened to anything they said, cursed at them, and started fights every day trying to prove that it didn't work. that made them decide that it would be permanent and they occasionally make it more intense with extra punishments because of that.

Describe how the problems you had with your sisters resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had with your brothers resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had with general getting in trouble around the house resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had with sexual behaviors resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had in school resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

Describe how the problems you had with the law resulted in you getting punished in diapers:

i didn't get busted the first time i drove drunk but i did it again just to spite my parents a few months after i was caught by them and that time i was pulled over and arrested, that made the punishment from them a lot worse

Were you aware of diapers being used as a form of punishment before it was used on you?

Yes   No ●

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How did your parents find out about using diaper punishment?

Father had it used on him as a boy   It was used on my boy cousins   It was used on my friends   It was used on boys of parents' acquaintances   Parenting magazine   Women's-oriented magazine (e.g. Good Housekeeping)   Other Book or magazine   General parenting website ● Diaper-discipline website ● Deeker's Diaper Page   The Girls Guide to Deekerianism   Other Diaper Lover site   Other/unknown type of site   Thought of idea themselves   Suggested by sisters   Suggested by brothers   Suggested by other family member

Details/comments: theyre members of all these parenting forums and websites where they get advice from crazy strict people

Whose idea and/or decision was it to use diaper punishment on you?

Mother ● Father   Sisters   Brothers   Aunt   Uncle   Grandmother   Grandfather   Girl cousins   Boy cousins   Girl babysitter   Boy babysitter   Adult babysitter   Other girl   Other boy   Other adult

Details/comments: my mom had to convince my dad because he didn't want me to become a wuss so it was really awkward for him for a while

Were you warned about getting diaper punishment before it was used?

Yes   No ●

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Which purposes do/did your parents feel are served by using diapers on you as a form of punishment?

To keep me from leaving the house ● To point out what age I am thought to be acting ● So I won't invite friends over   To embarrass me in front of my siblings   To embarrass me in front of my friends ● To embarrass me in front of my relatives   To force me to sit in my pee/poop   To force me to smell my own bodily wastes   To help deal with existing bathroom problems

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How did you resist or try to avoid being diaper punished?

I fought it physically ● I complained about it ● I begged/pleaded against it ● I made threats ● I tried to bargain/negotiate ● I dared parents to go through with it   I ran away from the house   I hid outside the house   I went to a friend's house ● I hid in the house

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In which ways have/had you been restrained?

Held down ● Hands tied behind back ● Feet tied ● Tied to bed/furniture   Tethered   Sedated

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Who held you down and/or applied restraints to you in order for you to be diapered?

Mother ● Father ● Older brother   Younger brother   Older sister   Younger sister   Other boys   Other girls   Other adults ● Boy babysitter   Girl babysitter   Adult babysitter

Details/comments: when it first started it was near thanksgiving and when all my family came over my parents announced it and at one point, they all gathered around and held me down, worst experienc

For which reasons were you restrained?

To keep me from resisting getting diapered ● To keep me from removing/changing diapers ● To keep me from masturbating in my diapers   To keep me from putting my pants on ● To keep me from leaving the house ● To keep me from defending myself ● To keep me from being able to hide myself ● To further embarrass/humiliate me ●

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At what times are/were you restrained?

Before getting diapered   During diapering ● After diapering ●

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How often was the term for your diaper punishment extended?

Frequently   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never   It was usually shortened

Details/comments: it started for "until we decide you've learned your lesson" and then it was "a few more weeks" and then it was til my birthday and then when i got arrested it was forever

Which other reinforcements have been used on your diapers?

Extra tape applied to diapers (disposable) ● Extra diaper pins used (cloth only)   Diapers pinned to shirt (cloth only)   Locking plastic pants used ● Bathroom/toilet locked ● Multiple diapers used ●

Details/comments: when they first started my parents got desperate and duct taped them on a few times

In which ways have your siblings joined in on the effort to punish you in diapers?
Older sisters Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet   Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers   Put diapers on me   Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements   Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers	Younger sisters Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet   Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers   Put diapers on me   Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements   Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers	Older brothers Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet   Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers   Put diapers on me   Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements   Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers	Younger brothers Hold down my hands   Hold down my feet   Apply restraints to hands   Apply restraints to feet   Sit on me   Remove my pants   Prepare my diapers   Put diapers on me   Put multiple diapers on me   Pin up my diapers   Apply additional reinforcements   Confiscate my pants   Destroy my pants   Tease me for being in diapers
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Which other boys do/did you know of being diaper punished?

Boy cousins older than me   Boy cousins younger than me   Friends   Brothers of friends   Friends of brothers   Brothers of sisters friends   Boys from school   Sons   Sons' friends   Nephews   Stepsons   Sons of my friends/acquaintences   Other boys I know/knew directly   Other boys I know/knew indirectly/secondarily

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What evidence do you have that these boys are/were punished in diapers?

How did you feel about not being allowed to use the toilet because you were being punished in diapers?

angry and i kept telling my parents that i was going to become so unhygeinic that i would infect them

How did you feel when your parents first told you that they would punish you in diapers? How did you react towards your parents? How did your sisters and brothers react to the idea?

i thought they were kidding and when i realized they weren't, i was sure i could either change their minds or somehow escape. the night they told me i started threatening them again like i did to get put in diapers in the first place. and when they actually put a diaper on me the first time, i punched my father and screamed at them both

How did your sisters and brothers behave the first time they saw you get punished in diapers?

What did you expect or anticipate when you were going to be punished in diapers? What has happened that you did not expect, consider or ever count on happening or dealing with?

when i figured out that they were for real, i thought it would just be a substitute for underwear, i could hide them with my normal clothes and life would go on. i had no idea i'd never use the toilet again or how degrading the whole thing would be

How and when was it decided that diapers would be used on you as a form of punishment?

it was less than a week between me coming home drunk the first time and them telling me about the punishment so at some point when i was at school they must have gotten the idea from some website and talked about it, bought supplies, and all without me knowing

Why do you think your parents use/used diapers as a form of punishment on you?

because i always resist every kind of punishment like grounding and with this, they will always have the upper hand

How are/were you kept from hiding from others? How did you attempt to hide and how/when were you caught? What were the consequences?

our house is small, there's always someone watching me so i never could

Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers at home. What were the consequences of doing this?

only two or three times the first week before they figured out they would need locking plastic pants. i took it off as soon as my mom diapered me the first time ever and then every night for a week i would just take them off and go to sleep. when my parents found out, i was yelled at, spanked, and they bought the locking plastic pants. i remember the first time they found out they were so furious i ended up in something like 10 diapers so i couldn't walk.

Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet at home. What were the consequences of doing this?

when my dad said he could trust me enough to let me shower alone again, like a few months after the punishment started, i tried and they just bought a lock for the toilet seat and i got yelled at and he bathed me for the next few weeks

How did having your sisters and/or other girls see you in your diapers make you feel versus having your brothers and/or other boys see you? Why did you feel different about girls vs. boys seeing you?

What things do/did you think were excessive, extreme, extravagent or unnecessary or perhaps even abusive with regards to how you were diaper punished?

the whole thing..it took me forever to get used to my parents seeing me naked all the time. that's just not normal. my father bathing me was probably the worst thing that's ever ha

Do/did you have to wear diapers to school when you are/were punished in diapers?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: pull-ups and when i've been especially bad regular diapers and plastic pants

In which grades did you wear diapers to school purely for punishment purposes?

Kindergarten   First   Second   Third   Fourth   Fifth   Sixth   Seventh   Eighth   Ninth (Freshman)   Tenth (Sophomore) ● Eleventh (Junior) ● Twelfth (Seniot) ●

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What did your classmates know about you coming to school wearing diapers for punishment? How much did they know and/or observe?
Girls Knew I wore diapers ● Knew I peed in my diapers   Knew I pooped in my diapers   Seen my diapers showing above pants   Seen my diapers fully exposed   Acknowledged pee smell   Acknowledged poop smell   Acknowledged unspecified smell   Teased me   Offered to change me   Knew that I was diapered for punishment	Boys Knew I wore diapers ● Knew I peed in my diapers   Knew I pooped in my diapers   Seen my diapers showing above pants ● Seen my diapers fully exposed ● Acknowledged pee smell   Acknowledged poop smell   Acknowledged unspecified smell   Teased me ● Offered to change me   Knew that I was diapered for punishment
Details/comments: a few boys saw me changing in gym before i realized i had to go into the bathroom so no one would see. they teased me for years and probably told some of the girls. but luckily it never seriously spread all around school

Except for friends and family members, how many of your classmates know/knew that you wear/wore diapers?
Girls All of them   Most of them   Some of them   A few of them ● One of them   None of them	Boys All of them   Most of them   Some of them ● A few of them   One of them   None of them
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How did you attempt to keep others from seeing and/or smelling your diapers in school?

I kept my jacket on   I wore long shirts   I tucked my shirt in   I wore nondescript underwear over diapers   I pretended to use toilets like everyone else   I still used the toilet in spite of wearing diapers   I waited until after class to pee/poop   I isolated myself from others as much as possible   I removed my diapers once I got to school

Details/comments: i never used the diapers in school, that's how i'm not incontinent. the few times my parents made me wear locking plastic pants to school, i just didn't drink anything and held it

How did the girls in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers?

they never teased me to my face but i know they knew

How did the boys in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers?

they just teased me and humiliated me as can be expected, especially when i started changing in the bathroom

What were the terms you had to adhere to with regards to your diaper punishment in school? How was it enforced on you when you were in school? What problems did you run into because of wearing diapers to school?

my parents told the nurse to check in on me all the time but luckily she was really bad at her job and i told her i didn't need her and she just left me alone. my parents never realized that i didn't use the diapers in school. i was probably only sent to school in diapers and plastic pants a dozen or so times. every other time it was pull-ups but i had to keep them on because i didn't have any other underwear. i just pretended they were underwear, they weren't noisy or anything, just annoying because of the bulk

Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers in school. What were the consequences of doing this?

the first few weeks of the punishment i kept a pair of underwear in my locker and changed into it when i got to school every morning. i got caught when i stupidly forgot to change back into the pull-up before i got home one day. my mom went to diaper me and i was wearing underwear. that was probably the worst spanking i've ever gotten. i was in diapers and plastic pants at school that entire week and she threw the underwear out and started driving me to school later so i wouldn't have time to change.

Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet in school. What were the consequences of doing this?

it worked when i was in pull-ups. there was just one time where they were crinkling a lot and i almost got caught by a guy standing around obviously wondering what the noise was. i just stayed in the stall for an hour until he went away and from then on, went to the bathroom at times when i knew no one else would be there

How often are/were you spanked before getting diapered?

Always   Usually   Sometimes ● Rarely   Never

Details/comments: when i did something extra bad to make my parents mad

At what ages were you spanked (preceding diaper punishment only)?

4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17

Details/comments: before diaper punishment they were against corporal punishment but figured that if they were going to take that much privacy away they might as well spank me too

Who spanks/spanked you?

Mother   Father ● Older sister   Younger Sister   Older brother   Younger brother   Grandmother   Grandfather   Aunt   Uncle   Girl babysitter   Boy babysitter   Adult babysitter

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How many spanks did you usually get each time?

Fewer than 5   5 to 10   10 to 25 ● 25 to 50   50 to 75   75 to 100   Over 100

Details/comments: i don't think he really counted, but it usually look like 20 to make me red enough to satisfy my dad

For how long does/did the spanking usually last?

Less than one minute   1 to 3 minutes ● 3 to 5 minutes   5 to 10 minutes   10 to 15 minutes   15 to 20 minutes   20 to 30 minutes   Over 30 minutes

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What instruments are/were used?

Hand ● Stick   Belt ● Wooden spoon   Small paddle (under 12 inches, incl. handle)   Medium paddle (12 to 24 inches, incl. handle) ● Large paddle (over 24 inches, incl. handle)

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Who has witnessed you getting spanked?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Friends   Boy cousins   Girl cousins   Other boys   Other girls

Details/comments: just my mom and one time my uncle at a family gathering

After you are/were spanked, how long is it before you are/were diapered?

Immediately ● Within 5 minutes   5 to 10 minutes   10 to 20 minutes   20 to 30 minutes   30 to 45 minutes   45 to 60 minutes   Over 60 minutes

Details/comments: after getting spanked it was just the routine for me to get on the table to be diapered and then go wait on my bed for my dad to come back and tell me what to do next

Do/did you have to stand in the corner after getting spanked?

Yes   No ●

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Did you have to have your bare butt on display?

Yes   No ●

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Were you allowed to touch your butt or make any attempt to alleviate the pain?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: he hit my hands if i did

Who has seen your bare, spanked butt on display?

Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Friends   Boy cousins   Girl cousins   Other boys   Other girls

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How long does/did it take for the pain to dissipate after a spanking?

Under 15 minutes   15 to 30 minutes   30 to 45 minutes ● 45 to 60 minutes   1 to 2 hours   2 to 3 hours   3 to 4 hours   4 to 6 hours   Over 6 hours

Details/comments: which is about how long i'd have to sit on my bed and "think about it"

What position do/did you assume when spanked? How are/were you restrained?

always bending over a chair we had in the living room

How would you describe the fear, the anticipation, the feel of the initial swats and subsequent swats of a spanking? What would you compare the pain to? How did you cope with the physical and emotional pain?

i pretty much always surrendered when they threatened to spank me because my dad's paddle is brutal, its the most painful thing i've ever gone through, like needles shooting themselves at high speed into my butt. when i was sent to "think about it" i usually just laid down, stared at the ceiling, and tried to think of anything else

How do/did you deal with the crying and the emotional pain of getting spanked?

i never let anyone see me cry

How do/did you deal with your feelings towards your parents after they spank/spanked you?

we never spoke afterwards, there was awkward silence for at least a few hours after

How did you attempt to alleviate the pain? What happened if you were caught doing so and were not allowed to do this?

i never figured out how to

What do/did you do when you have to stand in the corner? What do/did you think about? What happens if you move, turn around, rub your butt, etc.?

If you had to pee or poop while standing in the corner what did you do?

Do/did your parents realize how much getting spanked hurt you? Did your parents ever assure you that they loved you in spite of spanking you? How did you feel if/when they did this?

no, we just pretend it never happened

Have you ever gotten back at your parents for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it?

no, they promised to stop once i went to college so i'm moving on

Have you ever gotten back at the school principal for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it?

How do you think getting spanked has affected you emotionally?

How do you think getting spanked affected your relationship with your parents?

it's just something that happened

From a punitive point of view, what advantages would you say there are there to diaper punishment over spanking? In which ways would you consider spanking to have advantages over diapers?

diaper punishment is at least somewhat comfortable. i mean, they're both invasions of privacy so you might as well be comfortable while it's happening. with being diapered, though, i feel like a baby. with being spanked, i feel like i'm supposed to be tough and take it.

Would you have rather gotten spanked or diapered, if you had a choice of one or the other?

Diapered ● Spanked

Explain why you would choose either getting diapered or getting spanked.

it doesn't hurt and at least i know to expect it now..spanking could never become a routine like diapering

How has getting punished in diapers negatively affected you in the long term?

Loss of bladder control   Loss of bowel control   Loss of self-esteem ● Emotional difficulties   Recurring nightmares   Other psychological problems   Sexual dificulties   Substance abuse   Thoughts of suicide   Thoughts of violence against family   Compromising of family relations   Social difficulties

Details/comments: i usually don't talk to people anymore. i guess i used to be cool and now i just have this horrible secret that, even though i could go on pretending i wasn't wearing diapers, i feel like everyone knows it

Did diaper punishment ultimately correct your behavioral problems?

Yes ● No

Details/comments: i hate to admit it, really. but i was just a complete animal a few years ago. i think that just growing up and becoming more mature had more of an impact than diapers, though.

Do you honestly feel that you deserve/deserved to be punished in diapers?

Yes   No ●

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Do you feel any resentment towards your parents for diaper disciplining you?

Very much ● Somewhat   Not really

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Did being punished in diapers turn you into a diaper fetishist?

Yes   No ●

Details/comments: i still think it's weird

How old were you when you realized you enjoyed your diapers in spite of being punished in diapers?

6 or under   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17   18 or over

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If your diaper punishments turned you into a diaper fetishist, who knows about it?

Mother   Father   Older sisters   Younger sisters   Older brothers   Younger brothers   Friends   Girl cousins   Boy cousins   Aunts   Uncles   Grandmother   Grandfather   Other girls   Other boys

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Did you ever deliberately get in trouble so that you could get put into diapers?

Yes   No ●

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Do you think it was worth the risk to get spanked and possibly face other punishments in order to get diapered?

Yes   No ●

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Did you succeed with getting put (back) into diapers as planned?

Yes   No

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What parts of being diaper punished (including spanking) do you think did the most damage to you psychologically? In what ways do you feel damaged by this?

being naked in front of my parents, it's like they know everything about me now and i'm not ok with that

How did diaper punishment affect your sexuality, your sexual feelings, perceptions, etc.?

i think i'm asexual..i don't know if i was before, but since i've been in diapers, i haven't thought about anything sexual at all because i've felt so stepped on and babied

Why do you think you developed a diaper fetish from being punished in diapers?

What elements make up your diaper fetish? That is, what do enjoy thinking about or fantasizing about as you indulge in your diaper fetish?

How did your parents handle diapering you once they became aware of you enjoying your diapers? How did they feel about the punitive intent of diapering you having the opposite effect?