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Date: | 09/13/09 |
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Current appearance: |
I have blonde hair, a little longer and thicker than Zac Efron's. I have blue eyes, I'm fairly tall, and I'm lean and athletic. |
Appearance as a boy: |
I had very bright blonde hair, almost toe head blonde. Everything else is pretty much the same as now. Except I was smaller of course. |
Section #1: Frequency and Duration |
What is your diaper punishment status? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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At what ages (post-toddler, preteen and teen only) were you punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How recently were you last punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How frequently on average (times per year) during your boyhood were you punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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What is/was the usual uninterrupted duration for your diaper punishment? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Which kinds of diapers do/did you wear for diaper punishment? | ||||||||
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How often did you wear plain white diapers (including multiple underpants)? | ||||||||||
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For each diaper type, how many diapers/pairs does this person have you wear at a time? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: For going to school I only wear 1. When I'm at home I can wear up to 6. |
If you wear/wore multiple underpants for punishment purposes, which characteristics do/did your underwear include? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Why are/were multiple underpants used instead of regular diapers for punishment? |
What do/did your sisters and/or other girls think of you wearing multiple underpants for diapers when being punished? What things do/did they say and do? |
How are/were your cloth diapers pinned up? How many pins are/were used? |
How high up do/did your diapers (including multiple underpants, outermost pairs) go up when standing? | |||||||||||||||||||
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Do/did you always wear thicker diapers when you are/were being punished in diapers? | ||||||
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For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers made thicker? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which punitive reasons are/were your diapers always plain white? | ||||||
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In which ways does/did diaper punishment make you uncomfortable? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Where do/did your diapers come from? Who was responsible for getting the diapers? |
My diapers came from regular stores like Walmart, Walgreens, Target, etc. |
How do/did the diapers you wear/wore for punishment purposes compare to the diapers that you wear/wore when not being punished in diapers? |
I wore diapers when i was punished. |
Section #2: Pantslessness and Shirts |
How often are/were you forced to go pantsless at home when being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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Under which circumstances are/were you forced to remain pantsless when being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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For which punitive reasons are/were you not allowed to wear pants over your diapers? | ||||||||||
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Where are/were the pants you wear/wore outside the house kept when you are/were at home? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Are/were your pants locked away so that you cannot/could not get to them? | ||||||
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Are/were any of the following ever done with your pants? | ||||||||||||||
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What was the longest time you spent pantsless while being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How soon after getting home are/were you to have your pants off? | ||||||||||||
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How often do/did you wear a shirt when you are punished in diapers (pantsless)? | ||||||||||
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Which punitive measures are applied to your shirts for diaper punishment? | ||||||||
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What kinds of shirts do/did you wear when you are/were being punished in diapers (pantsless)? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How much of your diapers do /didyour shirts allow to show (when you are standing up straight) when you were being punished in diapers (pantsless)? | ||||||||||||
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How does/did your wearing of pants during diaper punishment compare to when you are/were not being punished? |
When I was not punished pants fit over easier. |
Section #3: Pee and Poop |
How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for pee? | ||||||||||
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How often are/were you expected to use your diapers for poop? | ||||||||||
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For which of the following toilet mishaps have you been punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How are/were you prevented from using the toilet? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to brush your teeth (or to perform other hygiene not involving the toilet)? | ||||||||||
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Are/were you allowed to enter the bathroom to shower or to take a bath? | ||||||||||
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How are/were you made to pee and poop more in your diapers? | ||||||||
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Section #4: Sisters |
How many older sisters do/did you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age sisters do/did you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your sisters by name and age. Describe what they look like, how they are usually dressed, and how they treat you for wearing diapers: |
I have two older twin sisters, Holly and Sarah. They have very tan skin and light brown hair with blonde highlights. They are tall and slim and are models. |
What kinds of underwear do/did your sisters wear? | ||||||
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Which of the following clothing types do/did your sisters wear? | ||||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters voluntarily wear their underwear around the house? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at home versus your sisters being in their underwear? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do your sisters wear pajamas or something other than just underwear to bed? | ||||||||||
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Compared to your sisters, how often are/were you in diapers/underwear at bedtime versus your sisters being in their underwear at bedtime? | ||||||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters laugh at you for being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters tease you for being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters have some involvement in your diaper punishment? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did you see your sisters wearing the following clothing types around you when you were being punished in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How often do/did your sisters change your diapers (versus other family members) when you were being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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For which punitive reasons do/did your sisters change your diapers when you were being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How much control do/did your sisters have on how your diaper punishment was meted out? | ||||||||||
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How did your sisters call attention to seeing you in your diapers and/or the fact that you were being punished in diapers? What features and parts of your diapers did they point out? |
They would ask if I went. |
How do your sisters feel about themselves and other girls wearing pants when they saw you only had diapers on for punishment? |
They feel powerful. |
Did your sisters have any concerns about wearing shorts or otherwise having bare legs because of how your diapered state during punishment made your legs bare as well? |
No |
How do your sisters feel about wearing white? Did they associate white clothes (especially underwear) with diapers and avoid wearing white clothes and underwear? |
Not really |
How do your sisters feel about their underwear and how it compared to your diapers? In which ways did they compare their underwear to your diapers (color, thickness, height, multiplicity, etc.)? |
They will sometimes change or bathe me in their underwear. Not always though |
How do your sisters feel about their bodies and their cleanliness and hygiene compared to you being smelly and in diapers? |
They feel fresh and powerful. |
How do/did your sisters feel about tighty whities? Do/did they think boys' white briefs resemble diapers, and if so, how do/did they make such associations? How do/did they feel about boys' underwear having fly fronts, striped waistbands, double seats and other features not found on girls' underwear? |
They don't |
List and describe all the ways your sisters like to tease you for wearing diapers and how they do not wear diapers. How do they like to call attention to seeing and smelling your diapers? |
They generally don't. |
Describe the times when you have seen your sisters using the toilet when you were being punished in diapers. How did this make you feel? |
I've seen them use it a lot. I would feel frustrated. |
Describe a typical diaper change from your sisters. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitter |
My sisters will usually try to embarrass or harass me. They first make sure I've pooped. They start by feeling my diaper and rubbing it against me many times. Next one of them stre When they are sure I've pooped, they lay me down and grab powder, diapers, and wipes. One of them spreads my legs. Then, they take my dirty diaper off. One sister will start to wip Next my legs are lifted and my butt is wiped with the clean parts of the diaper. MY legs and dirty butt and penis are kept in the air. Next I am wiped usually with many wipes until will go up in my buttcrack with the wipe over their hand. When this part is done, my sisters like to start playing with me. They will pretend my penis is hurt and start to massage it feel better. If this doesn't give me an erection they move on to the second plan. The second plan involves pretending like they're a physician. They play with my penis again, an and spread my buttcheeks. They will feel up my butt and penis again. When they are finished, I will definitely have an erection. Next they reward me for having an erection and they I (and my brother when he's diapered) am allowed to suck, squeeze, and play with their tits and genitals. When I am finished, they will put their clothes back on and finish changin and sometimes ointment. They like using ointment more, and so do I. When the ointment is spread all over my crack and penis, they put a new diaper on. |
Why do you think your sisters change your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters change your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
My brother himself is in diapers. When we are both punished at the same time, we both get changed at the same time. |
Why do you think your sisters pay so much attention to your diapers? Why do you think your sisters pay more attention to your diapers than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
My brother is diapered |
Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers so much? Why do you think your sisters tease you about your diapers more than your brothers do, if at all (if applicable)? If the opposite is true, explain why. |
they don't |
What kinds of language do your sisters use when they talked about your diapers and your diaper changes? What words do they use to describe your diaper usage, your private parts, etc.? Do they say the word "diaper" in any distinctive or notable way? |
They say diaper. They will talk as if I'm a baby. They will usually call my penis penis, but they sometimes call it private, part, or wee wee. They usually call my butt butt, but s |
How do you feel about your sisters wearing pants when you can only wear diapers? How do you feel about your sisters not being in their underwear as often (if ever) as you are in your diapers? How do you feel about the thinness and skimpiness of their underwear in comparison to the thickness and bulkiness of your diapers? |
How do/did you feel about your sisters when they are/were behind you and could see your diapered butt? How did they react to seeing your diapered butt? |
How do/did your sisters enforce your diaper punishment? |
How do/did your sisters keep you pantsless for diaper punishment? |
How do/did your sisters keep you from using the toilet for diaper punishment? |
What are/were your sisters other duties related to your diaper punishment? |
In which ways do/did your sisters take advantage of you being punished in diapers? |
Include any other comments or details concerning your sisters, especially where Deekerian aspects are concerned (how your sisters treat you, their attitudes about diapers and boys, how these attitudes came about, how you feel towards them, etc.): |
Section #5: Brothers |
How many older brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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How many younger or same-age brothers do you live with? | ||||||||||
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List your brothers by name and age. Describe what they look like now or looked like when you were a young boy: |
I have a younger brother named Chris, he looks like me, except, he has darker hair |
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How often do your brothers wear plain white diapers (punishment or non-punishment)? | ||||||||||
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How many diapers do your brothers wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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Details/comments: he can wear up to 6 at home. |
If any your brothers wear boys' white underpants (single or multiple), how many pairs do they wear at a time? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How often are your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants pantsless at home (voluntarily)? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear a shirt while pantsless? | ||||||||||
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How often do your brothers who wear diapers or multiple underpants wear pajamas to bed? | ||||||||||
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For which reasons do your brothers wear diapers? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers pee in their diapers versus pee in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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How often do your diaper-wearing brothers poop in their diapers versus poop in the toilet? | ||||||||||
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Have any of your brothers been punished in diapers? | ||||
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How often do/did your brothers see you in just your diapers (no pants) when being punished? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your brothers laugh at you for being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your brothers tease you for being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often do/did your brothers have some involvement in your diaper punishment? | ||||||||||
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Which kinds of diapers do/did your brothers get punished in? | ||||||||||||||||
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How often did your brothers wear plain white diapers for punishment (including multiple underpants)? | ||||||||||
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How often were your brothers pantsless while they were being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||
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How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for pee? | ||||||||||
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How often are/were your brothers expected to use their diapers for poop? | ||||||||||
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How does your brothers' behavior towards seeing you in diapers differ from how your sisters behaved when they saw you in diapers? |
How does your brothers' handling of your diaper changes differ from how your sisters handled your diaper changes? |
How does your brothers' teasing you about your diapers differ from how your sisters teased you about your diapers? |
Describe a typical diaper change from your brothers. Include all details and compare to diaper changes performed by others in your family and outside of your family (e.g. babysitte |
In which ways do/did your brothers take advantage of you being punished in diapers? |
How do/did the diapers your brothers wore for punishment compare to the diapers you wore? Include details such as diaper thickness, multiplicity, rise, pantslessness, etc. |
How does/did your reaction to being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers? |
How does/did your diaper usage compare to that of your brothers when being punished in diapers? |
How does/did your duration of being punished in diapers compare to that of your brothers? |
How does/did your reaction to having sisters and/or other girls see you get punished in diapers compare to how your brothers reacted? |
For which reasons were your brothers punished in diapers? |
Section #6: Getting Into Trouble |
How often are/were you punished in diapers for bathroom/toilet-related problems? | ||||||||||
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Other than for bathroom/toilet problems, for which reasons have you been punished in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Describe how the problems you had with your parents resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
My parents told me I acted like a baby, so i was going to be treated like one. |
Describe how the problems you had with your sisters resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
Describe how the problems you had with your brothers resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
Describe how the problems you had with general getting in trouble around the house resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
Describe how the problems you had with sexual behaviors resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
Describe how the problems you had in school resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
Describe how the problems you had with the law resulted in you getting punished in diapers: |
Section #7: Getting Punished in Diapers |
Were you aware of diapers being used as a form of punishment before it was used on you? | ||||
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How did your parents find out about using diaper punishment? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Whose idea and/or decision was it to use diaper punishment on you? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Were you warned about getting diaper punishment before it was used? | ||||
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Which purposes do/did your parents feel are served by using diapers on you as a form of punishment? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How did you resist or try to avoid being diaper punished? | ||||||||||||||||||||
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In which ways have/had you been restrained? | ||||||||||||
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Who held you down and/or applied restraints to you in order for you to be diapered? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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At what times are/were you restrained? | ||||||
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How often was the term for your diaper punishment extended? | ||||||||||
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Which other reinforcements have been used on your diapers? | ||||||||||||
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In which ways have your siblings joined in on the effort to punish you in diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Which other boys do/did you know of being diaper punished? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What evidence do you have that these boys are/were punished in diapers? |
How did you feel about not being allowed to use the toilet because you were being punished in diapers? |
How did you feel when your parents first told you that they would punish you in diapers? How did you react towards your parents? How did your sisters and brothers react to the idea? |
I was really unhappy. |
How did your sisters and brothers behave the first time they saw you get punished in diapers? |
What did you expect or anticipate when you were going to be punished in diapers? What has happened that you did not expect, consider or ever count on happening or dealing with? |
How and when was it decided that diapers would be used on you as a form of punishment? |
Why do you think your parents use/used diapers as a form of punishment on you? |
How are/were you kept from hiding from others? How did you attempt to hide and how/when were you caught? What were the consequences? |
Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers at home. What were the consequences of doing this? |
Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet at home. What were the consequences of doing this? |
How did having your sisters and/or other girls see you in your diapers make you feel versus having your brothers and/or other boys see you? Why did you feel different about girls vs. boys seeing you? |
What things do/did you think were excessive, extreme, extravagent or unnecessary or perhaps even abusive with regards to how you were diaper punished? |
Section #8: School |
Do/did you have to wear diapers to school when you are/were punished in diapers? | ||||
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In which grades did you wear diapers to school purely for punishment purposes? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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What did your classmates know about you coming to school wearing diapers for punishment? How much did they know and/or observe? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Except for friends and family members, how many of your classmates know/knew that you wear/wore diapers? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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How did you attempt to keep others from seeing and/or smelling your diapers in school? | ||||||||||||||||||
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How did the girls in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers? |
The girls used to think I was hot, but they ended up babying me. |
How did the boys in school react to you coming to school wearing diapers? |
The boys used to think I was popular, but i got made fun of. |
What were the terms you had to adhere to with regards to your diaper punishment in school? How was it enforced on you when you were in school? What problems did you run into because of wearing diapers to school? |
In school, I had to have my diaper changed by whichever teacher was there when I pooped. ALmost all of my teachers were girls. They knew when i needed to be changed. |
Describe the times when you attempted to remove your diapers in school. What were the consequences of doing this? |
Describe the times when you attempted to get to the toilet or use the toilet in school. What were the consequences of doing this? |
Section #9: Spanking |
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After you are/were spanked, how long is it before you are/were diapered? | ||||||||||||||||
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Do/did you have to stand in the corner after getting spanked? | ||||
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Did you have to have your bare butt on display? | ||||
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Were you allowed to touch your butt or make any attempt to alleviate the pain? | ||||
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What position do/did you assume when spanked? How are/were you restrained? |
I was layed over my sisters/mom's legs. |
How would you describe the fear, the anticipation, the feel of the initial swats and subsequent swats of a spanking? What would you compare the pain to? How did you cope with the physical and emotional pain? |
How do/did you deal with the crying and the emotional pain of getting spanked? |
I scream and cry. |
How do/did you deal with your feelings towards your parents after they spank/spanked you? |
How did you attempt to alleviate the pain? What happened if you were caught doing so and were not allowed to do this? |
I was not allowed. |
What do/did you do when you have to stand in the corner? What do/did you think about? What happens if you move, turn around, rub your butt, etc.? |
When I stood in the corner, I would usually cry so much I would pee or poop unintentionally. This is why they started doing my spankings indoors, and made me stand outside afterwar |
If you had to pee or poop while standing in the corner what did you do? |
I let it out. |
Do/did your parents realize how much getting spanked hurt you? Did your parents ever assure you that they loved you in spite of spanking you? How did you feel if/when they did this? |
Have you ever gotten back at your parents for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it? |
Have you ever gotten back at the school principal for spanking you? What have you thought about doing (at least semi-seriously) but never gone through with it? |
How do you think getting spanked has affected you emotionally? |
How do you think getting spanked affected your relationship with your parents? |
From a punitive point of view, what advantages would you say there are there to diaper punishment over spanking? In which ways would you consider spanking to have advantages over diapers? |
Would you have rather gotten spanked or diapered, if you had a choice of one or the other? | ||||
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Explain why you would choose either getting diapered or getting spanked. |
I hate being spanked. |
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How has getting punished in diapers negatively affected you in the long term? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Did diaper punishment ultimately correct your behavioral problems? | ||||
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Do you feel any resentment towards your parents for diaper disciplining you? | ||||||
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Did being punished in diapers turn you into a diaper fetishist? | ||||
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How old were you when you realized you enjoyed your diapers in spite of being punished in diapers? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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If your diaper punishments turned you into a diaper fetishist, who knows about it? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Did you ever deliberately get in trouble so that you could get put into diapers? | ||||
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Do you think it was worth the risk to get spanked and possibly face other punishments in order to get diapered? | ||||
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Did you succeed with getting put (back) into diapers as planned? | ||||
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What parts of being diaper punished (including spanking) do you think did the most damage to you psychologically? In what ways do you feel damaged by this? |
How did diaper punishment affect your sexuality, your sexual feelings, perceptions, etc.? |
Why do you think you developed a diaper fetish from being punished in diapers? |
What elements make up your diaper fetish? That is, what do enjoy thinking about or fantasizing about as you indulge in your diaper fetish? |
How did your parents handle diapering you once they became aware of you enjoying your diapers? How did they feel about the punitive intent of diapering you having the opposite effect? |
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