Name: Will Email: [email protected] Ages: 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16 So here goes my story, everyone has one. My name is Will and I love diapers. I can still remember a diaper change even when I was 3 years old. Mom came up to me and put her finger in the back of my diaper by my thighs. I can still feel her probing finger! So then I was told to run off into my room and wait for her. I ran and jumped onto my bed and waited. Mom came in and started undressing me, I was in Oshkosh overalls so I was easy to change. She just unsnapped the legs and opened my crotch. She pulled down my Gerber plastic pants and tossed them on the bed beside me. I could smell the pee pee odor, uummm. So then she turned to get a clean diaper from my diaper hanger in my closet. When she turned back I was shivering a little. She unpinned my diaper and I must have been hard 'cuz she seemed a bit flustered. I was cleaned with a wash rag and it felt great. I don't remember much after that, she must have put on a clean diaper and fresh plastic pants. All I remember is smelling that sweet smell of wet plastic pants and then being exposed with a boner to my mom. Skip ahead to age 10 I was wetting the bed all the time until I was 8 and all my parents did was to change the sheets in the morning. I would wake up wet and cold during the night and move to the floor to get away from the bed. Sometimes I could curl up in the corner of the bed and fall back asleep, but mostly it was the floor. So when I was 8 mom started buying me toddler disposables to tuck into my underpants at night. I would wake up mostly dry but the sheets were a little wet. So I could go all week without changing my sheets so the washing was down and parents were happy. My room stunk around say three because I would let the sheets dry during the day. Of course the whole mattress was protected from my nightly wettings. I think this only increased my love of smelly pee soaked cloth. So I wasn't really diapered for my bedwetting but I had the feelings of being diapered. I hated wetting the bed though. I always tried to stay dry. I was taken to every doctor around and even some that weren't near our house. Everyone said I would outgrow it. So we just dealt with it as best as we could. I really wish that I wore real diapers but as I found out the toddler ones were great too! Age 11 I woke up at Grammas house one bright Christmas vacation morning. She is kinda deaf and I knew it was early so I could lay in bed for a while if I wanted. I felt really neat actually. Something inside me was on fire and I had lots of energy. All of it seemed to be focused around my crotch. I opened the covers to look down and saw that my diaper had leaked and I was all wet. Something seemed different though. I had been punishing myself for the whole Christmas vacation and this was like the last day till I was going home. I had been smacking my boner against the wet diaper and making myself smell it. I rubbed my face it in and made myself drink some of the pee. The toddler diapers were always soaked and the plastic backing is usually slippery so I would slap my boner on it to try and stop bedwetting. I thought that rubbing the pee all over me would disgust me, but no. I still wet at night. This morning though I wasn't thinking about punishing myself. I was wondering what that feeling was in my diaper. I had to pee so I rolled over onto my tummy and since the bedding was already wet I just let loose and soaked the bed and diaper more. Well, my boner must have woken me up to pee and the fresh pee was so slippery and warm I just started to rub back and forth without even thinking about it. I just naturally humped my diaper. Something that I though was so shameful and disgusting just became something so great. I probably only humped for a second or two before I exploded into my diaper. My night diapers that I hated became overloaded with pee/cum that I came on the sheets, too. I felt so slippery and warm I fell back to sleep. Gramma woke me up about an hour later and commented on how wet the bed was. Did she see my cum stain? I'll never know. Age 18 I thought bedwetting was long in my past but I would still buy toddler diapers as a masturbation tool. Mom stopped buying them for me when she was cleaning my room and found a stash of smelly toddler diapers in my closet. Since I loved the smell of wet sheets it was only natural for me to love the smell of wet diapers. Back when I was around 16, mom still bought them for me, I would keep the wet diaper in the morning and use it after school. Well once you have one then two three isn't bad either. So I had almost a week's worth in my closet and I used each one. After school I would come home and pull them out and rub my penis against each one until I found a favorite. That one would get the life humped out of it. It would be SO slippery when they got three days old. So mom used her sense of smell to find out my little hobby. She confronted me about it and told me that each morning I had to show her that I was throwing my wet diaper away in the kitchen trash, how humiliating. But being a horny teenager I soon learned I could give her the nights before and still have one to use after school. Well she found that out soon enough and stopped buying them. I bought a few bags and hid them around my room through out the next few months. She just kept finding them. I wasn't bedwetting any more so the only obvious use for them was masturbation, and my mom knew that. They confronted me about it and I just was to embarrassed to admit it so the subject just sort of got dropped. I moved out soon enough and the subject is just sort of dropped in the family. Age 21 I started wetting the bed as soon as I got comfortable with a girlfriend next to me. One day it just happened. I ruined the mattress cuz' I didn't have a plastic sheet on the bed. We just let it dry and I told her about my past with bedwetting. After I wet three more times that month I was told to go buy diapers. I bought toddler diapers with no concern, but adult diapers were a different story. I just went in and picked out what I wanted. I was nervous inside but I just kept thinking who cares. Nobody know me here and I just did it. Soon after I was in diapers every night to protect the bed. She wasn't into the diapers but I really got into them!!! Soon I was masturbating every morning and not having sex with her. That relationship died soon, but another was starting up shortly. I LEARNED OF DPF FROM PENTHOUSE LETTERS!!!! DPF changed my life. Until I learned of DPF I thought I was sick and wrong. Who gets turned on by diapers? Smelly wet sheets and stained underpants. Well as I found out lots of people. I felt great about myself and started to actively look for cloth diapers. After lots of searching the internet soon came out and my searching was over. I bought real cloth diapers and plastic pants and I loved it. I love diapers and will all my life.