SUMMER DAY CAMP In 1963 I was 9 years old and in 1963 when they had no disposable diapers, cloth diapers and plastic pants were the rule for kids not potty trained. Kids being potty trained wore very thick cloth training pants that were six layers of terrycloth, sometimes with a pair of plastic pants sewn to them. Beginner trainees wore the plastic covered training pants after the trainee showed he could use the potty most of the time he got to were just the thick trainers. When he had a lot of success he was allowed to wear thinner trainer pants with regular summer shorts then he graduated to big-boy underpants. Accidents were allowed only once a day but the kid would be regressed one step back for wetting and two steps back for messing. They had three classes at the day camp-- toddlers 18 month to 4-year- old class, big kids 5-year-old to 9-year-old then pre-teens 10-year-old to 12-year-olds. Kids wearing training pants or diapers were not allowed out of the toddler class. The second week of going to day camp we were out in the field playing kickball there were 3 girls and 6 other boys. I felt the need to poop but it was my turn up so I held it in, I made it to second base where I waited still holding my poop. Then my friend kicked the winning kick letting me run to home base. I got so excited I pooped my pants on my run for home. I sneaked to my locker to get a change of clothes but one of the caretakers from the toddler room caught me asking me what I was after. Sniffing the air, she told me to turn around pulling the back of my pants to check if she was right. She asked me why I pooped my pants. I said it was an accident and asked what could I do. The caretaker led me to the toddler room, lifted me on to the changing table where she put the strap around my chest removed my shoes, socks, pants leaving me wearing messy underwear and a T-shirt. She removed my messy underpants and started to wash my behind. When she was done she dried and powdered me making me smell like a baby then she slipped the thickest pair of underpants I have ever felt. She removed my T-shirt and washed my back where a small amount poop got. I look down to see that the thick pants had a plastic cover. I began to cry that I was not a baby. I wanted my pants back. The caretaker told me to look at my clothes in the brown paper bag as I looked in I saw poop on everything. I asked, �But can�t I have thinner pants like that kid over there?� She told me the rules in the toddler room say if you poop your pants you need to wear these until you can prove you are a big boy. I asked. �How long does that take?� She said three days of using the potty without and accident to get thick training pants without plastic, three days with no accidents to get thin training pants and three days no accidents to be a big boy again three days to get back to your regular class. I said, �That�s a long time; can�t I skip anything because I am a big boy?� She said no, I was just a toddler now. It was an hour before lunch and I was hungry so I went to play with the other kids in the toddler class. There were five kids only one in diapers and one wearing thin training pants. The kids not wearing diapers did not want to play with me so I had to play with the one wearing diapers. His name was Larry. Larry said he is going to be a big boy like Jessy pointing to the one wearing training pants. I said, �I am a big kid.� He said, �Not until you get big-boy pants.� We played until lunch. I was starting to have fun without even thinking of what I was doing. The caretaker brought six highchairs. She grabbed the first kid closest to her me. She had me strapped in and the tray in place in seconds. I waited while the other five kids were placed into their chairs. Then our lunch was placed in front of us after a bib was tied around our neck. Lunch was soup and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. I told the caretaker I needed to pee. She told me I had to wait until I finished my lunch. Larry said, �me need to pee too!� The caretaker said he needed to wait, too. I was just about finished when pee started to come out little by little then all the sudden a flood and I was soaked. Lunch was over. Everyone was cleaned up and released from their chairs. She checked my pants, telling me to go wait by the changing table. I knew I was in trouble now. She led Larry over to the changing table where I thought he was going to get his diaper changed. She put him on the table removed his clean dry diaper and put him on the potty. The caretaker lifted me on to the table where I thought she would just change my wet training pants for dry ones. She removed my wet pants cleaned me and powdered me raised my bottom and put a thick diaper under me and pinned it in place; in seconds I was diapered. I started to pull it off when she gave my hand a smack. She had plastic pants covering my thick diaper telling not to touch my diapers or I would be very sorry. I was scared of what would happen so when she put me on the floor. I just walked over to the play area and started to play, followed by Larry wearing his new thick training pants. He said he is going to be a big boy not a baby. I asked the caretaker when I can get pants like Larry�s she said if I can hold my pee and poop until she can take me to the potty when I ask her to take me for the next three days I get to graduate to training pants like Larry�s. I went from being a big kid to a toddler in less than a few hours. Now it is naptime, and me being a bedwetter, I was in trouble. I will never get out of toddler class. After three days in toddler class I was happy to stay just to hide from the older kids. I only pooped three or four more times that summer but I wet so many I could not count keeping me in diapers. Since at home I wore diapers to bed before my accident that got me put back in diapers. Now mom just changes three of my diapers on week days and 6 diapers on weekends. That was how I spent the summer in 1963 and got hooked on diapers. When I started school that year I had to go wearing training pants with plastic pants no one found out and I was happy about that.
PART 2 It was the summer 1964 and I had just turned ten years old my baby brother is two years and two months old. He was too young last year to be in summer day camp. You have to be over 18 months old because of the day camp license was for 18-month- to 12-year-old kids. The class arrangements have changed a little from last year if you are potty trained and wearing regular underpants. Ages 2 to 5 you are in preschool-kindergarten class; ages 6 to 9, new adventure class; ages 10 to 12, great adventure class. If you still need training pants or diapers no matter your age you stay in the 18-month to two-year-old room it is call the two-year-old room. I was all ready to go to the great adventure class but when they learned I still wet my pants they told mom their license would allow me to be in the two-year-old room only, even if I could change my own wet pants. I have been in charge of changing my own wet paants I was in third grade without my friends knowing I was not fully potty trained. I would change my wet training pants at every recess break. Mom did not tell me that I was going to have to go to the baby class until we arrived at day camp the first day walking in the building. My brother had been fully potty independent for the last three months going to the preschool class he was a big boy, not a baby. I was so busy with my own play. Even playing together every day I did not realize he was potty trained. I never saw him using the potty but I never saw mom change his diaper, either. I thought he was still a diaper baby because there were still diapers and baby things in his room. When we walked in the summer day camp building mom told me that I had to go to the same class I was in last year. I cried that class is for babies I am a big boy I can change my wet pants if I wet. �Can�t I be in the big-boy class?� Mrs. Walker said, �If you are wear training pants or diapers you belong in this baby class.� I cried and pulled back on her hand as she led me crying to the baby class. I saw my brother go the other way into the preschool kindergarten class, smiling at me. As soon as walked in the baby room Mrs. Johnson grabbed me and checked my training pants. I had wet sometime between home and day camp but I can�t remember when. Mrs. Johnson picked me up placing me on the changing table, strapping me down like a baby. I started to kick, saying, �I can change my own wet pants.� Mrs. Johnson said not while in the baby room babies are not allowed to touch their underwear diapers or training pants. My wet pants and training pants were removed and placed into a bag to be taken home. My wet training pants were replaced by a thick cloth diaper and plastic pants just like last year I was back to baby status. There were only three other kids in this class one diapered just like me two wearing training pants one had plastic training pants one had thin training pants ready for big boy pants. It was breakfast time so we were all put into our highchairs I was fed breakfast because I refused to eat baby food in a highchair. I had to eat what they fed me to get out of the highchair so I could go play. I asked for my pants to cover my diaper. Mrs. Johnson said, �no pants are allowed in this class if you are wearing diapers. First, you have to earn training pants by staying clean and dry like a big boy to get pants to cover your underwear.� I asked, �How am I going to use the potty?� Mrs. Johnson said that she would be taking me to the potty every two hours. If I can stay dry for the two hours every potty time all day I earn thick plastic training pants the next day, until then I must stay diapered. If I can keep my thick plastic training pants dry for three more days I get thick training pants with no plastic. If keep my thick just cloth training pants clean and dry for three more days dry I get thin training pants. Keep my thin training pants dry for three more days I will get big-boy underpants. Keep my big boy pants dry for three more days I will get to go to kindergarten class for a week. Stay clean and dry in kindergarten class I get to go to my regular class. If I mess myself once I will go all the way back to diapers for three weeks before I can start potty training all over again. I played for two hours with the other babies having fun until potty time Mrs. Johnson lined us up checking every one before they were sat on the potty. The first boy had thin training pants after he used the potty he got his reward big boy under pants boy was he happy. The second boy graduated from thick training pants to thin training pants. The diapered boy got his thick plastic covered training pants. I had my diaper changed. We played more until lunch where I was again fed more baby food. After lunch I had to take my nap in a crib just like last year every one else had a map to sleep on, diapered kids had to sleep in a crib all others had a mat. When I got home found out I would have to start sleeping in the crib at home too. My brother would get my big boy bed. I would have to start using all the baby things at home that my brother no longer needed the highchair, playpen and toys while my brother got my big boy things. I was in trouble I could not even hold my pee for one hour how could I get my plastic training pants back. In 1964 there were very few people using disposable diapers. Cloth diapers were always very thick covered with plastic pants. I had forgotten what thick diapers felt like I had not worn them in almost a year. When Mrs. Johnson put me on the floor dressed in my diapers, plastic pants and short T-shirt. There was a large open door between my brothers class and mine guarded by a four foot high toddler gate. The kids could see each other but could not go from room to room. I could not hide every one in big kid class could see what a big baby I looked like. My brother giggled when he saw me get my diaper changed one hour later. He knew it would be a long time before I would be potty trained like him. Three days later one half hour after I was fed my breakfast in my highchair I felt the need to poop and asked Mrs. Johnson for the potty she said I have to wait for potty time. I tried to hold it for another few minutes when poop started to come out into my diaper I could not stop my poop. Eating baby food for three days made me start pooping like a baby, too. I tried to hide so no one would find out I was such a baby. Then Mrs. Johnson smelled it and called out, �Who has poopy?� as she walked around the room checking everyone�s pants. I was the last one and she knew it was me that was the poopy baby, meaning no more potty time for me for three weeks. I was just a little baby from now until they let me back in potty training class again. By that time the only kid left in diapers or training was me. No one in baby class still wore diapers except me so they combined my brother�s class and baby class me. I could not hide my diapers. All the little kids treated me like I was a baby. Even though I was a little bigger they were by two or three inches except the four-year-old kids they were the same size as me but they weighed more because I was so skinny. They were my boss I had to do what they told me to do play the way they wanted me to play for the rest of the summer I was just a diaper baby using my diapers with no potty training in sight for me. At the end of summer I had to start fourth grade wearing diapers, letting the nurse change my diaper until I would not mess at school. Then I was again in charge of my own wet clothes. No one found out I was not potty trained well enough to wear regular underwear. I was good at keeping it my secret.