PART 2
It was the summer 1964 and I had just turned ten years old my baby
brother is two years and two months old. He was too young last year to
be in summer day camp. You have to be over 18 months old because of the
day camp license was for 18-month- to 12-year-old kids.
The class arrangements have changed a little from last year if you are
potty trained and wearing regular underpants. Ages 2 to 5 you are in
preschool-kindergarten class; ages 6 to 9, new adventure class; ages 10
to 12, great adventure class. If you still need training pants or
diapers no matter your age you stay in the 18-month to two-year-old
room it is call the two-year-old room.
I was all ready to go to the great adventure class but when they
learned I still wet my pants they told mom their license would allow me
to be in the two-year-old room only, even if I could change my own wet
pants.
I have been in charge of changing my own wet paants I was in third
grade without my friends knowing I was not fully potty trained. I would
change my wet training pants at every recess break. Mom did not tell me
that I was going to have to go to the baby class until we arrived at
day camp the first day walking in the building.
My brother had been fully potty independent for the last three months
going to the preschool class he was a big boy, not a baby. I was so
busy with my own play. Even playing together every day I did not
realize he was potty trained. I never saw him using the potty but I
never saw mom change his diaper, either. I thought he was still a
diaper baby because there were still diapers and baby things in his
room.
When we walked in the summer day camp building mom told me that I had
to go to the same class I was in last year. I cried that class is for
babies I am a big boy I can change my wet pants if I wet.
�Can�t I be in the big-boy class?�
Mrs. Walker said, �If you are wear training pants or diapers you belong
in this baby class.�
I cried and pulled back on her hand as she led me crying to the baby
class. I saw my brother go the other way into the preschool
kindergarten class, smiling at me.
As soon as walked in the baby room Mrs. Johnson grabbed me and checked
my training pants. I had wet sometime between home and day camp but I
can�t remember when. Mrs. Johnson picked me up placing me on the
changing table, strapping me down like a baby. I started to kick,
saying, �I can change my own wet pants.� Mrs. Johnson said not while in
the baby room babies are not allowed to touch their underwear diapers
or training pants.
My wet pants and training pants were removed and placed into a bag to
be taken home. My wet training pants were replaced by a thick cloth
diaper and plastic pants just like last year I was back to baby status.
There were only three other kids in this class one diapered just like
me two wearing training pants one had plastic training pants one had
thin training pants ready for big boy pants. It was breakfast time so
we were all put into our highchairs I was fed breakfast because I
refused to eat baby food in a highchair. I had to eat what they fed me
to get out of the highchair so I could go play.
I asked for my pants to cover my diaper. Mrs. Johnson said, �no pants
are allowed in this class if you are wearing diapers. First, you have
to earn training pants by staying clean and dry like a big boy to get
pants to cover your underwear.� I asked, �How am I going to use the
potty?� Mrs. Johnson said that she would be taking me to the potty
every two hours. If I can stay dry for the two hours every potty time
all day I earn thick plastic training pants the next day, until then I
must stay diapered. If I can keep my thick plastic training pants dry
for three more days I get thick training pants with no plastic. If keep
my thick just cloth training pants clean and dry for three more days
dry I get thin training pants. Keep my thin training pants dry for
three more days I will get big-boy underpants. Keep my big boy pants
dry for three more days I will get to go to kindergarten class for a
week. Stay clean and dry in kindergarten class I get to go to my
regular class.
If I mess myself once I will go all the way back to diapers for three
weeks before I can start potty training all over again.
I played for two hours with the other babies having fun until potty
time Mrs. Johnson lined us up checking every one before they were sat
on the potty. The first boy had thin training pants after he used the
potty he got his reward big boy under pants boy was he happy. The
second boy graduated from thick training pants to thin training pants.
The diapered boy got his thick plastic covered training pants. I had my
diaper changed.
We played more until lunch where I was again fed more baby food. After
lunch I had to take my nap in a crib just like last year every one else
had a map to sleep on, diapered kids had to sleep in a crib all others
had a mat.
When I got home found out I would have to start sleeping in the crib at
home too. My brother would get my big boy bed. I would have to start
using all the baby things at home that my brother no longer needed the
highchair, playpen and toys while my brother got my big boy things.
I was in trouble I could not even hold my pee for one hour how could I
get my plastic training pants back. In 1964 there were very few people
using disposable diapers. Cloth diapers were always very thick covered
with plastic pants. I had forgotten what thick diapers felt like I had
not worn them in almost a year. When Mrs. Johnson put me on the floor
dressed in my diapers, plastic pants and short T-shirt. There was a
large open door between my brothers class and mine guarded by a four
foot high toddler gate. The kids could see each other but could not go
from room to room.
I could not hide every one in big kid class could see what a big baby I
looked like. My brother giggled when he saw me get my diaper changed
one hour later. He knew it would be a long time before I would be potty
trained like him.
Three days later one half hour after I was fed my breakfast in my
highchair I felt the need to poop and asked Mrs. Johnson for the potty
she said I have to wait for potty time. I tried to hold it for another
few minutes when poop started to come out into my diaper I could not
stop my poop. Eating baby food for three days made me start pooping
like a baby, too.
I tried to hide so no one would find out I was such a baby. Then Mrs.
Johnson smelled it and called out, �Who has poopy?� as she walked
around the room checking everyone�s pants. I was the last one and she
knew it was me that was the poopy baby, meaning no more potty time for
me for three weeks. I was just a little baby from now until they let me
back in potty training class again. By that time the only kid left in
diapers or training was me. No one in baby class still wore diapers
except me so they combined my brother�s class and baby class me.
I could not hide my diapers. All the little kids treated me like I was
a baby. Even though I was a little bigger they were by two or three
inches except the four-year-old kids they were the same size as me but
they weighed more because I was so skinny. They were my boss I had to
do what they told me to do play the way they wanted me to play for the
rest of the summer I was just a diaper baby using my diapers with no
potty training in sight for me.
At the end of summer I had to start fourth grade wearing diapers,
letting the nurse change my diaper until I would not mess at school.
Then I was again in charge of my own wet clothes.
No one found out I was not potty trained well enough to wear regular
underwear. I was good at keeping it my secret.