This all started when I was about 7. I wanted to know what it felt like to wet myself so I got up the courage and put on a pair of old pants and wet myself; it felt so good. Later I did it again, probably once a year until I was 11. I got up the courage while my friend was staying the night to bring up the subject about diapers. It started like this: "Hey, wouldn't it be cool if we wore diapers and didn't have to go to the bathroom and could just sit and pee on ourselves?" He said, "I guess so." And so after a couple of weeks we went to save a lot and bought diapers. They were a little small but he went first and put on the diaper and I was looking at him so I went in my closet and got changed. We put on pants over them and my dad called us downstairs. When we got downstairs he was mad about something but I do not remember because I had my hand under my butt to check if the diaper was leaking. Later we went upstairs. Both of us had wet our diapers and we liked it. We used a few more diapers and he left to go home and life was back to normal. But every couple of months I would wet an old pair of jeans and hide them. It had gotten worse. I was wetting old pants a lot. Eventually, when I was 14 I was wetting almost once a day secretly but it was starting to stink. But by the time I started 9th grade I stopped it. But not too long ago a few months before I turned 15 I found about three diapers left from when my friend and me tried them, so I used them and so fast; they were gone now. For the past two weeks I have been wetting my bed on purpose and putting towels and blankets over it. But last night I got the courage to do something from one of these stories and am wetting myself and telling my mom. I just did it once and I'm trying to get put back in diapers, so email me at [email protected] if you wanna talk about thing like diapers k cya. Oh, and I wet my pants during school once in 3rd grade once in 4th and once in 5th grade.