Skippy Ages: 5, 6, 7 When I was little a lot of bad stressful things all happened while a toddler/preschooler. Diapers were my sanctuary. I tried to be trained by fear and discipline only made me want to give up and stay wet and dirty. I only wanted to be trained to avoid getting beat up at school, by peers and stay out of parental trouble. I remember as a 6 year old trying to run home from school with the need to poo. I didn't make it in time. My pants, shorts and all big boy stuff was taken away, I had to scrub out my underwear. Then for eight humiliating days be in heavy plastic covered diapers. I was taken to the store and had baby stuff bought and my mom saying to the clerk, "he was naughty and will be a baby until he can act like a big boy." The clerk giggled and said she had never seen a baby as big as me and patted my head . For every poop in my in pants I made , another meal consisted of pureed food was prepared and forced into me. which made me make another big pants mess .My mother solved the leaks by adding a plastic pant over the disposable. My sister took advantage of my predicament and added more food to the bowl I began to like the warm feeling of being wet, slippery , stinky and leaky. My mother even gave me hugs and said I'd never be a big boy if I stay stinky. My mother's strategy was since I like messy pants she was going to make me not like messy pants by keeping me in them longer. Some days you could smell me a room away. When I got out of diapers my sister would get me back in them. Tickling me 'til I wet. On a real funny occasion (to her) she could see I had to poo. She held me from going to the wash room until I dumped. Then she told mommy. Diapers again, except my sister was having her friends come over. I was the girls big baby at play time. They all wanted me to do a fudgie in my pants. When I couldn't they supplied the pudding or lemonade. When I am in diapers I still remember females poking me, laughing at me and teasing me about my funny pants. Each time I messed my pants my sister would tell my mother and I would be put back in the baby pants and all my underwear suspended. I acted like I didn't want to be a baby but I really liked it.