My mother forced me to wear diapers every night until I left for college. She loved to humiliate me. When I was 15 she caught my friends and I smoking, she pulled me by my hair over her lap and removed my bathing suit. She gave me a hard spanking until I started crying, WITH MY FRIENDS WATCHING OUTSIDE IN THE YARD. Then she made me run to the house naked. She liked to diaper and change me like a baby and loved to do it with other people watching, her girlfriends from work, relatives, my friends, neighbors and anyone that came to the door. She would put me on the floor right by the front door and call to have a pizza delivered then slowly start to change me, knowing the guy would come and see me with my legs in the air getting powder and lotion rubbed on my ass. I was 13 the last time that happened. She loved to take me to the drive in movie and diaper me in the backseat and make me go on the swings in just a diaper, plastic pants and a tee shirt. When I was 12 I refused to go so she pulled me by the hand right up by the screen and pushed me on the swing. People would think I was retarded. When I was 16 I told her I was done wearing diapers, she hung my diapers and plastic pants out on the line for all to see and called my girlfriends mother and started to tell her that I was still wetting the bed. I ran and got the diapers and begged her to stop, she covered the phone and told me I have to wear a wet diaper to school, I said, �yes, anything, just don't tell.� The next day I was sent to school in a soaking wet diaper and plastic pants that made a crinkling noise under my pants. I never crossed her again. I put on my diapers first so she would not have to. When I came home from college, for Christmas. It was diapers again. When I was 25 I was out of work and had to move back home. I had no place to go. She said I could move back under one condition, diapers every night. After a year of this I started to enjoy it and would pretend to fall asleep so she would come into my room at night and diaper me. I liked the humiliation too and walked around in diapers when her friends were there. Now I seek diaper humiliation anywhere I can find it. I let other men spank, diaper and expose me at parties and even in public. I let them take pics of me too and like posting them and sending them to anyone who asks so everyone will know I am a pee- pee pants diaper boy. I moved out and later got married but when I went to visit my mother I would beg her to diaper me and she would most of the time. This went on until she passed away, I was 38 and she was 76.