MY FIRST RUBBER PANTS I had been using makeshift diapers since I was a young boy (and couldn't fit into baby diapers that I would sneak). I finally got up the courage to call the local medical supply store and ask if they had some adult sized "rubber pants". I was informed that they had waterproof "incontinent" pants for over diapers. Bingo! That's what I wanted. So after work I went to the medical supply store and asked for them. The guy whipped them right out of the box for me and every one else to see. The plastic pants were white and sort of nylon with rubber backing. With sturdy elastic around the waist and leg openings. I had hoped for some Gerber type plastic pants but these seemed babyish enough for me. I made sure they would fit a 34" in waist, paid for them and got out of there. I was so excited I popped a boner while I was in the car. I couldn't wait to try them on. So I stopped at the local mall and went into the restroom to put them on over my underwear. It felt weird and exciting standing in the stall practically naked from the top down with a huge hot stiffy. It felt so erotic as I stepped into my new rubber pants and slowly pulled them up over my underpants to contain my switching excitement. I put my pants and coat back on and walked back out of the mall to my car. Next stop the fabric store for some nice soft cotton diapers! I went into the fabric store enjoying the feeling of my new rubber pants as I walked. I found some really soft diaper flannel and took it to the cutting table. I nice pretty lady cut it for me. I bought enough for a double night diaper. That is my favorite diaper configuration. She asked me if I was going to use the cloth for diapers and I said yes. Little did she know that the diapers were for me! Or did she? I took the diaper cloth up to the register where the lady ran here hand across it and said how nice and soft it was. I was beginning to think these ladies liked diapers too! Well I took my diapers to the car and prepared for my last stop at the drug store. I went in and picked up a couple of diapering supplies which included: diaper pins, baby powder, diaper rash ointment and some wipe & dipes. When I got home I was shaky with excitement and sexual tension. I forgot to mention that I had a rectum that was quite full with a large long log of poo poo. I had to pee as well so I set out to put on my night diapers. I cut the cloth and folded the diapers into thirds and then the night diaper doubler into thirds again. I laid all the supplies out onto my bed and got undressed. I was fully aroused with a full bladder and bowels that were ready to move. My plan was to get diapered and mess my clean soft white diapers in three ways. I lay naked on my diapers and proceeded to apply the baby powder onto my diaper area. I then applied liberal amounts of diaper rash ointment to my rectal and butt cheek area. I then pulled the soft white diaper flannel firmly up between my legs folding the extra material in front down over my erection. Then I snuggly pinned the diaper on. My favorite part is pulling the plastic pants up my legs and over the diaper. The aroma of diaper powder and rash ointment was in the air. I was turned on by the rustling sound and smell of the plastic pants as I pulled them up my legs. I finally snapped the waistband up over my diapers and made sure all the diaper was tucked under the plastic pants. I couldn't believe I was diapered in thick night diapers. The excitement left a lump in my throat. I rolled over on my tummy and felt the warm snugness of my diaper all over my crotch area. I reached back and patted my diapered bottom. It felt so good to be in bed with my diapers again. I wanted to see myself in my diapers so I hopped out of bed and waddled to the full length mirror to have a look. Just like a baby! Although my diapers were thick I could still see the outline of my excited member inside the diapers. I went back to bed and savored my diaperedness. I didn't quite have to poop yet but all of a sudden as I relaxed a hot stream of wee wee warmed the entire front of my diaper. I felt it wash over the shaft of my erection and bathe my tummy and balls in warm wetness. No wonder it is so hard to toilet train a youngster. Who would want to give up this feeling or convenience? And what's wrong with wanting to wear diapers? I wasn't going to worry about that right now.