Name: Mike Ages: 13, 14, 15 Current Age: 15 I guess it started when I was around 13 years old. I was at my grandma's house with a few of my cousins. My one cousin was still young and wore diapers. I saw the pack and decided to try one on to see how it would feel. I snuck into the living room and quickly snatched the pack and ran upstairs. I tore open the corner or the CVS brand diapers and took one out. I sized it up to my crotch for a quick reference, figuring it wouldn't fit. I unzipped my shorts and took off my shirt, then I pulled my briefs down and tossed them over to the corner in case someone walked in. I unfolded the diaper with the little bears on the crotch and lay down, attempting to put it on. I couldn't get it to fit me, so I just lay on the floor and held it there on myself for a while. I really enjoyed the feeling of the soft diaper on my now stiffened penis and masturbated into it. Over the next few months I couldn't get diapers out of my mind. I would walk past them in the store wishing I could grab a pack and bring it home, but I did not want my parents to know, so every time I'd go over a house with little kids living in it, I would take what I could get. This went o and off until I was about to turn 15. I went to a the store in town and after about 20 minutes of procrastination I grabbed a pack of Boy's Goodnites with the BMX shapes on it and bought it. I biked home with them in my backpack and a had a boner the whole way. Once I got home I went into my room, locked the door, and opened them. I grabbed on and put it on (perfect fit). I had a huge bulge in it and decided to masturbate. After a while, just having them for the point of jacking off seemed to become boring, so I thought of now actually using them instead of the toilet. I drank a lot of water and ate a lot of food as well as some ex-lax from the bathroom cabinet. I tried to hold my bowel and bladder movements for as long as I could because I really wanted to fill up my diaper. A few hours later I just couldn't hold it anymore, so I went into my room, locked the door, and completely let go. The poopy just kept coming and the pee was really warm on my penis once it filled up my diaper. The poo wasn't really solid so it started squishing out the edges and the pee ran down my leg. This really got me hard. I felt like a baby. After I had finally finish the Goodnite was sagging down to my knees, filled with poopy and peepee. I sat down in it and squished the diaper all over my penis to become extremely turned on from the poopy and pee rubbing on my. I grabbed some baby wipes and lotion and wiped up myself and rubbed lotion over my genitals and up and down my crack before jacking off. I want to tell someone about it in hopes they change me and watch when I poopy and peepee, but I feel a little afraid.