I wake up all wet and sweaty, remembering how much pain I felt during 
the accident. My brother, Conner, was awake looking at me like if 
something bad happened. Without a word he went to the closet and took a 
new diaper. I hopped on the changing table and he did everything 
necessary for me to feel comfortable.

He whispers, "Wanna go downstairs and watch TV?" I nodded with a tear 
coming down my cheek. He puts a blanket over my legs and opens the TV. 
By the look on his face he understands my feelings. He stares at the TV 
with a blank face. I noticed that it was still night outside. I fall 
asleep and soon wake up with my whole family around me, and June.

My mother said to me, "Good morning, sweetie. Connor told me you were 
still having those dreams." I nodded. My mother announced " we are all 
here because of Mike�s and June's little problem. We need to comfort 
them and help them out. For instance, if Mike is feeling left out you 
guys need to support him. I want you all to help Mike and June out. Now 
all of you have a good breakfast!" My mom changed me and June before 
going to eat breakfast. Everyone gave me hugs and kisses and said it 
will be alright.

I watched TV with Joey and Conner until I had the urge to invite a 
friend over.

"Hey, Brendan," I said as he was coming in.

"Hey, Mike, I got this cool game!" he shouted in excitement.

Brendan and I raced upstairs and stated playing the game. Soon what I 
hated just happened. I wet my diaper. Since Brendan knew I wear diapers 
I didn�t feel as embarrassed when wetting my diaper in front of new 
friends, but still, Brendan didn�t mind and said he could change my 
diaper if I wanted to since he sometimes did. But every time I got 
change by a friend I felt like a total baby.

After he took the fresh diaper out of the closet he opened up the 
diaper and stretched it.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"My mom told me if you stretched the diaper it will be bigger," he 
said. "Anyway, aren�t these small on you?"

I replied, "Nope, they still fit perfectly."

We went back to play the game when my mom said that they are taking 
Conner, Joey, and Marty to the park. I wanted to go but my friend was 
with me. After playing eating and watching TV it started to be late. 
Brendan changed me again before I slept and we both went to sleep.

I woke up again from the same dream. This time I was soaked. Conner and 
Brendan helped me to the bathroom. Conner came and showered me since I 
was half asleep. He put a diaper on me and some new clothes.

"Is he alright?"

"It�s just a bad dream," Conner replied.

I woke up next morning to see that Brendan was gone and Conner was 
cleaning the room.

"When did you start cleaning our room?" I asking, half drowsy and wet.

"Mom told me to," he said, as "you still stink after I showered you 
last night. Come on, get on the table." He puts my shirt into the 
drawer. Conner wipes me like crazy and puts a fresh diaper on me.

"I�m having a friend over today. Please don�t ask me for a change. Ask 
Cindy or Charlie." I nodded.

This was a real part of my life. I am trying to get out of diapers but 
yet not succeeding. I might continue if possible.