Name: Lewis Ages: 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16 Current Age: 16 Christmas has just gone and I live alone with my mum. She has always known that I like wearing diapers and she lets me wear them around the house like underwear but she says that I'm not allowed to mess or wet them. It was Christmas day and my grandparents came around and they are completely unaware that I wear diapers under my clothes; they have never noticed. This Christmas as usual I don't get out of my bedclothes and I kept my diaper on whilst my grandparents came around. They had already put their Christmas presents under the tree at my house and it's sort of tradition for them to come around at Christmas. We started opening the presents and I lent forward to grab a present to hand to my grandma. As I did I passed wind quietly and I followed through and it wasn't a small one. Because I lent forward my clothes were tight against my napppy and my mum saw the swell appear in it. She asked me if I'd like to go upstairs. Of course I agreed. She followed me up and my grandparents stayed in the room unaware of what has just happened. When my mum came upstairs she smacked me and said, "You're lucky you have a diaper on. Then she pulled my trousers down and changed me. I was so embarrassed, the poo was heavy and big. It was, I right mess since I ran upstairs with it in. Surprisingly, my mum put another nappy on and treated the whole situation as if I were a baby. She used powder and wipes to clean me. But the good was only for a short amount of time she took my bedclothes away and took me downstairs with only a diaper on. I also have dummies and bottles in my room and she got them. My mum put the dummy in my mouth and said I had to go into the room where my grandparents were and explain why I was dressed like I was. I was so scared. I sat by the tree again and my granddad was in the toilet. My grandma stared and said, "you look so cute." I didn't notice but with the fear I was weeing myself in front of her and the indicator on the diaper disappeared and a yellow patch was soon obvious to see. My grandma pointed it out and laughed. I then ran upstairs in tears and lied on my bed. I was so angry at my mum. I decided to poop them again I strained and out it came even bigger than before. My grandma came upstairs and sat down beside me and explained that it's okay if I have a problem, she won't say anything to my granddad. She sniffed and instantly knew what I had done. My grandma asked where my nappies were so she could change me. I lay on the floor and got changed again. This time I put my clothes on and left my grandma, thinking I couldn't help having accidents. I preferred it that way. Even though this Christmas was full of fear it was the best Christmas ever since the next day my grandparents were coming around again. My grandma took a while to come in after my granddad but she had a surprise for me. It was a baby night clothes with the buttons on the back to get to the nappy. My mum also had a surprise and I was usually having to wear thin diapers she pulled out of a bag some of the thickest disposables I'd ever seen. My granddad sat in the back room watching TV whilst my mum, grandma and I went upstairs and changed me into them. Once that was done they said that they have been talking and if they had a new baby in the family they better start treating me like one. My mum banned me from using the toilet when I was home from school and that I wasn't to tell her if I had an accident; she would have to notice. It's great.