my interests in diapers started at 8 years when I took one of my brother’s goodnights pull ups and tried it on and liked it. My mom caught me as I had just finished pulling it up. She told me since I took and put it on I was not to waste it. She was very mad. Not until age 12 did I really get diapers that could fit. Now I was stupid and got caught at this program called Star. It is for kids that have a hard time making friends. Now my parents thought I couldn't make friends but the truth was I didn't want to make friends. My mom was called to come and meet with the head of the program. They interrogated me but I was so scared and humiliated that had been caught that I said nothing or the famous saying, "I don't know." The interrogation went on for a good hour which included many lectures. Finally it was over but my mom was still so mad she told me to come to her and in front of the head she stripped me of my clothes and put the diaper I was going to use when I had been caught. By that time I had been crying and pleading with her she said, "Since you wanted to act like a baby here is your chance." Then when she was finished putting the diaper on. she told me we were leaving. I asked to have my pants back. She said, "babies don't wear pants." Then she made me leave by the front door, walking past all the kids who were younger than me. This was bad because I was crying and embarrassed by the fact I was naked except for the diaper. Mom took the diaper off at home but only after I had used it. Of course I got a spanking for mom. The kids were nice to me the next day some said they felt sorry for me in private and others said nothing. My mom never told my dad. I secretly enjoyed the wearing diaper, but not being embarrassed. From that point on I acquired diapers any way I could. All the time until about a few weeks ago, I thought that I was strange for having these diaper feelings (included sexual, security, comfort.) I am 19 years old now. That is my story.