| Title: | Just Can't Help the Feeling | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Name: | Thomas | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Email: | Not given | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Gender: | Male | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Current Age: | 14 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Whom Story is About: | Myself | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Posting Date: | 02/22/09 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Summary: | By the time I was 7 I became a bedwetter almost every night. My mother always blamed it on the fact that my father left us and they got a divorce. I don't think that was the reason and don't know why I wet so often. I live with my mom, my older brother Rob and my sister Greta. I am the youngest and even today they treat me like a little kid. My sister showed me this web site and told me I now have a diaper fetish and she is right. I don't think my mother or Rob know I do but I can talk to Greta more now than either of them. It started as a punishment and in my mothers mind still is but I started doing things to be punished and now can't stop. |
My mother was fed up with me for wetting the bed all the time and my first memory of being diapered as a punishment was when I was 7. I hated it and was put in diapers every night with rubber pants. I think I just got used to it for the first couple years but the older I got the more angry my mother became. She never made me wear diapers to school but to punish me she would spank me and wear diapers when I got home and sometimes for a whole weekend. In the summer months I would get punished sometimes for a week or more and be forced to wear the diapers all day and night. If I wasn't being punished I could take off my own diaper in the mornings, but when I was being punished my mom or Greta would change me. It was very humiliating when they did especially when my mom was at work or out and Greta did it. She is 4 1/2 years older than me but I was very shy about having someone do this to me. I think I was 9 when Greta first started to change me and it was even embarrassing when she did it in front of my brother Rob. I think Rob felt sorry for me and would leave the room or go out often if I were being punished. Greta was very mean to me in the beginning and took it upon herself to spank me at times. I did complain to my mother about it but she more or less gave Greta permission to do so. As much as I get along with her now it was the opposite when I was younger. She would purposely change me in front of her girlfriends and sometimes even spank me. I'm short for my age and she was much stronger than me and took advantage of it. By the time I was 10 or 12 I started to get erections often. My mother would get mad at me when I did in front of her but Greta would just make fun of me and tell me how small my penis was. I don't remember exactly when I started to masturbate but the first time Greta caught me I was 12. She told my mother that night and she spanked me with a belt for the first time. Greta apologized to me for telling my mom the next day since she felt bad my mom spanked me so hard. I don't know if other boys cry that much but I used to cry all the time when they were punishing me. I would even cry when Greta would let her girlfriends in the room when she changed me. I know they all thought I was a wussy but I couldn't help it and was so embarrassed by it. They all thought I was stupid and probably 8 or 10 of Greta's girlfriends had seen me naked and some had even watched her give me a bath or spank me over the years. A few times I overheard them talking about me and they all think I am immature and dumb. As time went on I started to get more erections just knowing her friends were watching. I told Greta I liked her to change me and liked her girlfriends to watch. Now she does it when I'm no longer punished and she knows it is a sexual fetish to me. I no longer unconsciously wet at night while sleeping but still do sometimes to get my mom mad. I have even got Greta to spank me sometimes and expose me to her friends. She knows that I like it now and does it for me. Her girlfriends still think it is punishment and Greta still acts like she is mad at me when she changes my diapers or spanks me. She has even started to let me masturbate in front of her sometimes and I have also masturbated in front of a few of her girlfriends. My mother knows nothing of this and would be furious if she found out. Greta understands me and we talk about it often. Her girlfriends I know think of me as a little wussy and frail kid. I know they make fun of me but the pleasure I get is more important to me. My brother Rob doesn't know about it either but is hardly ever home anyhow. Greta never does it if Rob or my mom are home. I don't know how much longer I can get away with this but hope for a long time.