Name: Joe
Age: 16
Ages with diapers: 7, 13, 14, 16

The first time I remember ever wearing a diaper after being potty 
trained was when I was living in Virginia. I lived in some apartments 
with my mother and my brother. I was I think seven when this happened. 
I was being watched by some of my neighbors that also had two kids 
downstairs when I needed to go to the bathroom to pee. When I walked in 
I went into the wrong room and walked into the younger kid's room while 
everyone else was outside. I looked in the room and saw a package of 
diapers sitting next to the bed. So I got the bright idea to try one. I 
walked over took one from the package, right now I can't remember what 
type they were, and went into the bathroom to put it on. After that 
moment I was hooked. I would try to get them whenever I could. Some 
times I would even wear the diaper at home and to bed. I did this for 
about a month until I got caught in bed with a diaper by my mom. She 
was pissed and then made me apologize to the family taking care of me 
for taking diapers. And that was the last of it for about seven years.

The next time I had a diaper experience was when I was in middle 
school, about seventh grade. The class was going on a field trip but I 
was not able to go so the teacher told me to go the Special Ed. Hall to 
the teacher that helps students in classes. I was there and all we did 
was sit around and play games during the day. I asked for a pass and 
decided to go to the closest restroom, which was the handicap restroom. 
When I stepped in I thought that I was in heaven. I had been longing to 
wear a diaper for so long and now I was surrounded by them. I walked 
over to a package of depends that they had and read it carefully to see 
that it would fit. The first package I looked at was too big so I 
looked at another open one and it was the right size. I took one out 
and taped it up as tight as I could. And it was a great fit. I put my 
clothes back on and went back to the classroom a little nervous but the 
teacher jokingly asked if I fell into the toilet. I jokingly responded 
yes. So I was able to get diapers occasionally from the handicapped 
restroom until I was out of middle school never getting caught. And 
that was all I could do until I got to high school.

In high school I was not able to get diapers right away. So I was 
diaperless for about a year. When I was a sophomore I was able to get a 
job, which then allowed me to get money and I was able to buy my own 
diapers so I tried out many different kinds I found that I liked 
depends the best. I have been able to be diapered almost every time I 
wanted to now but now that I am doing martial arts I have less money to 
buy diapers so I have to be careful as to how I spend my money. A 
Walgreen store just opened up close to my house and they have the 
cheapest diapers I have found so whenever I get the chance I try to 
stock up on their store brand diapers. It my not be Depends but they 
are still very comfortable. I have actually gained enough confidence 
that I am starting to wear them to my kung-fu classes. I also wear them 
to school and nobody seems to notice or if they do they don't say 
anything to me.

Thanks for taking the time to read my story and if you want to chat 
just email me at: [email protected]. Have a good day and don't 
always stay dry; it is good to let go sometimes.