I'm a wetter. I've always been a wetter. I wet the bed while I was growing up, and pretty much slept in diapers the whole time. I've always had a small bladder too, and have always had to pee often. I've wet my pants too many times to count. Sometimes I just couldn't hold it until I made it to the bathroom, sometimes I'd be stuck somewhere and couldn't go to the bathroom at all. Sometimes I was just tired of having to go all the time, and didn't want to stop what I was doing to go pee. It's okay, I admit it, I'm a lazy wetter. I've done it a lot, probably more often than I've had real accidents I've just gone in my pants because I felt like it, or didn't want to quit what I was doing, or just didn't want to get up. Sometimes I'd rather just wet my pants than deal with it. I hate holding it, I hate the way it feels, and sometimes it hurts. I started out going in my pants when I knew I wasn't going to make it anyway, and didn't want to suffer anymore. After that happened a few times, it got easier and easier to just go when I needed to. When I was 8-9 years old I was wetting my pants a couple of times a week, and had to wear diapers on car trips, or special events in case I had an 'accident'. I loved wearing diapers because I could pee whenever I wanted without being so embarrassed and uncomfortable afterwards. By the time I was 10 or so though I wasn't really all that embarrassed about wetting my pants. I'd done it so many times that everyone knew I had a 'wetting problem' and it really wasn't a big deal even with my friends. Even when I was in high school I would sometimes wet my pants just because I felt like it. Especially when I was playing video games or something at home, but I did it even in public, and at friends� houses. My parents started getting me Goodnites to wear, and I started wearing them more often than not, and loved being able to get away with peeing myself whenever I wanted without it being such a big deal. I had to be careful that they didn't leak though, and change them pretty soon after I peed in them. I wanted to wear diapers all the time so I could just go when I felt like it and not worry about leaking so much. Now that I'm on my own I wear diapers a lot of the time, especially when I'm out. I wear really thick ones like Abena or Molicare and I pee myself whenever I feel like it. Even when I�m not wearing diapers at home I'll go in my pants if I feel like it. I peed in my boxer briefs and jeans this morning in the kitchen cause I needed to go, and right now I'm wearing about my 5th diaper today, and i've peed in it twice just writing this. I even still wet the bed sometimes cause I'm too lazy to get up. I hate having to go to the bathroom to pee, and I'll always be a lazy pants wetter! I just wear diapers more often now that I used to, and I can pee myself anytime!