Name: James I had just turned 12 and I had been having fantasies about being a little kid again and wearing diapers. I had worn them till about 4 because I was slow to train. So that night I decided that I would get into diapers. before I went to bed I drank a lot of water to make me have to go to the bathroom. Well it did work. I woke up in the middle of the night having to go to the bathroom really bad. I just let it go and then went back to sleep. the next morning my mom woke me up. "Honey you are soaked," my mom said. " I don't know how that happened," I said trying to sound surprised. So I took the sheets and put them into the washer. In the middle of the day I had to go again and I decided that this time I would try to run into the bathroom right before my mom. I started to run and then I fell on the floor and let the pee escape into my pants. I ran to the bathroom crying. My mom came after me. " James this is your second today are you alright." I didn't answer and came out about 10 minutes later after taking a shower and putting on new clothes. I went to bed that night after drinking more water and wet the bed again. The next day my mom without a word pulled the sheets off and put them in the washer. While at the supermarket I had to poop. I started to scrunch up in front of my mom and then I pushed it out. "James I am so sorry. Luckily I brought along a extra pair of clothes." We went into the bathroom and my mom squished my butt smearing the poop around. she pulled out a pair of pullups from when i was little and told me that's all she had. Acting sad I pulled them on and pulled my pants up. It felt so good. I kept it on until the next morning when it was wet. I woke up happy because we were going on a vacation to Colorado. My mom put me in another pullup and we went to the airport. Halfway during the ride I fell asleep and didn't notice that I wet it. I woke up and fell back to sleep happily but shocked. The plain attendants woke us up about a half our before we landed and when I moved it felt funny. I had pooped in the pullup. When we got to the hotel my mom checked my pullup and noticed that I had pooped she went out to the supermarket. She bought 5 packs of disposable diapers. since that night I have been diapered and pretending to have no control.