Name: Jake
Ages: 11, 15
Current Age: 25

It started when I was in 1st Grade. Every afternoon when I would get 
off the bus, after school, I had a long walk home. It seemed like I had 
to poop every day and this was quite a struggle sometimes to avoid 
having an accident. One day as I was trying to hold it, it came to me 
to just let go. I thought, "what a relief it would be to not have to go 
anymore." So right there as I walked, it began. My unusual, lifelong 
hobby began. I pooped in my pants!!! I remember not only enjoying the 
feeling of relief, but also the cool sensation of pooping in my pants. 
I was too young to be very good at hiding the evidence in those days, 
so I got caught and my parents made me wish that I hadn't started. It 
impression didn't last forever.

Years later I was bored one night and I had to pee. I thought about 
what it would be like to pee in my pants. I stuffed the front of my 
underpants with some rags and started peeing. What a fantastic 
sensation!!!! I loved the warm wetness running around my genitals. I 
was hooked! I liked this even better than pooping in my pants.

Over many years during my early teens I would make diapers out of paper 
towels and cling wrap. This gave me the great sensation I was looking 
for but no feeling of security. They leaked almost every time. But I 
kept doing it. At one point I made it my weekly event to wear my 
makeshift diaper to bed every Friday night. I began getting excited for 
Friday to come every week starting about Wednesday. It was at this 
point that I discovered masturbation. Naturally it happened when I was 
removing a wet diaper. I had an erection. By this time I often had an 
erection from wetting my pants. I started rubbing my penis and stroking 
up and down. I had no idea what I was doing, but it sure felt good and 
I was so turned on by the wet diaper. All of a sudden the sensation 
became MUCH more intense and to my surprise, I started ejaculating!! Of 
course I didn't know what this was, but I figured it was natural. From 
then on I would frequently masturbate when removing my wet diaper.

When I got old enough to babysit I started my first experiments with 
baby diapers inserted into my underpants. I thought this was the 
coolest!!! A new revolution in my diapering habit. I started to wear 
Luvs 6's and Huggies 6's in my underpants quite frequently through my 
high school and college years. I got pretty proficient at knowing just 
how much the baby diapers could take before they would start to leak.

After I bought my first house (a townhouse) I really got going with the 
diapering. All these years I had kept my diapering to myself. Now I had 
my house to myself and I stayed diapered when I was home most of the 
time. It was at this time that I discovered diaper websites!!!! A new 
diaper revolution in my life!!! I learned about adult diapers and read 
the diaper stories and true accounts. I finally bought my first adult 
diapers!!! This did it for me. I was so excited about adult diapers and 
wearing them everywhere that I have began wearing diapers all the time. 
I have been in diapers 24/7 now for three years. I have been wearing 
and using diapers for so long that my muscles that keep me from peeing 
have been weakened to the point that I really have to wear diapers now. 
I can usually hold myself from pooping but I still poop in my pants 
most of the time. I guess I have achieved a life long dream. I have 
achieved incontinence. If I tried wearing clothing, without diapers, I 
would wet my pants and be embarrassed. I have now come full circle to 
diapers full time. I don't mind at all!!