I had been interested in diapers since as long as I remember, which 
starts at the age of four years. I had never been a bedwetter, and my 
potty training went smooth, not too early and not too late. When I was 
four I had my mom buy diapers, but they were supposed to be for my 
stuffed toys, so she didn't think anything of it. Shortly after I got 
home, I would hide behind my toy box and put them on and wet them. 
After a few times, I decided to ask my mom if I could wear diapers 
again, just around the house, to which she quickly responded, "No". 
That didn't last long.

My interest kind of faded down a little until I was about eight. I 
noticed my pants would get a little tighter every time diapers were 
around. I actually realized this the time was when I was watching the 
Spiderman cartoon where that Stone guy got turned into a baby. I 
actually would get an erection, although at the time I had no idea what 
was going on.

Along the years my interest grew and grew until sixth grade. The random 
thought occurred to me that maybe I could make my own diapers. I was at 
my grandma's house with my parents at the time, but as soon as I got 
home, I got a Wal-Mart bag, some tape and a new roll of toilet paper, 
went into the restroom, and I made myself a diaper. I wet it in the 
bathroom, doing everything I could to hide what I was doing. This was 
the first time since I was five that I had worn anything that came even 
close to being a diaper.

Since then I found newer and better ways of making my own diapers. I 
went from blue Wal-Mart bags to white trash bags. I sealed in the 
toilet paper fragments (toilet paper tends to disintegrate when wet) 
with paper towel, and I would staple and glue two trash bag layers 
together to make it more shelled than just paper on a flat bag. I would 
use them every time I knew I would have at least an hour or two by 
myself at home.

Finally, I got the courage to go to the store and buy my own diapers. I 
can't remember exactly how long ago it was, only that it was about a 
year or two ago. I don't know which brand was my first diaper, but I 
have tried pampers and Huggies (I'm not really skinny, so I had to do 
some improvising) depends (the underwear and the diapers), Goodnites, 
and Walgreen�s brand. My favorite so far (and the ones I am currently 
wearing) are depends, but I want to somehow get a hold of Attends 
without anyone finding out. So far, I'm pretty sure my parents don't 
know, and my brother has seen my wearing them, but I have him believing 
I got them for him (long story) and that I only wear them once in a 
while to get him mad (He's funny when he's mad). Hopefully he won't 
find this and find out, but that would only bring up the question of 
what he was doing on Deeker in the first place. Anyway, I have a couple 
of pacifiers (I have even gotten a couple of my friends to use 
pacifiers for joke, but they have no ideas about the diapers), but 
other than that and diapers, I don't have any baby stuff. I am 100% 
straight by the way, and I do have a girlfriend, and she doesn't know 
about this. I wear my diapers at night and whenever I have time by 
myself (although once in a while I'll go out in something quiet under 
jeans, like Goodnites. Right now I'm typing this at three-forty in the 
morning and I am watching TV. My family is asleep. I think my diaper 
wearing will go on for some time. Anyway, that's the story of how I got 
into diapers.