Name: DiaperJO Boy Email: [email protected] Ages: 8, 9, 14, 15 Hey guys, my name is Alex and I'm a gay white male in my 30's and this is my true story about how and why I like to wear diapers. I wasn't a bed wetter by all accounts I had a normal childhood. But at the age of 7 or so I started to take my pillowcase off at night and fashion it into a diaper. I don't remember why I did this or even how it occurred to me to do it, I just knew that I felt good and secure with that pillow case "diaper". At that age my little dick would get hard but I didn't start masturbating for another year or so. Yeah, you could say I was an early bloomer. I started masturbating at age 8. I literary jacked off by shaking my hard little dick like a jack handle. It wasn't until I heard older boys joking about beating off that I discovered the full hand method and a little soap or shampoo in the bath sure made things smoother if you know what I mean. I was addicted and I beat off every time I took a bath. In those days we didn't have a shower. At night I continued to diaper myself and would put my hand inside the diaper and jack off. This went on for about a year or so and then I stopped using my pillowcase for a diaper. I was really addicted to masturbation and was at it 3 or 4 times a day. At about 14 or so I revisited my diaper fantasy. Instead of pillowcases I discovered that white cotton T-shirt could make a nice diaper. At night I would lay down on my bedroom floor and wrap the T-shirt around my self-using the sleeves as straps, a few large safety pins sealed the deal. Of course my teen-age dick would get so hard I would jack off with my hand inside the diaper. I continued this for years and would often diaper myself just for the warmth it made me feel. In my late teens I stopped using diapers because I felt guilty. After all I was a grownup boy and didn't need to be diapered. I joined the Army and for years I never wore a diaper. Then about two or three years ago my life long ordeal with diapers resurfaced. I discovered a few pages on the net that dealt with guys and diapers, my dick got so hard I beat off and came with in minutes. I tried my old T-shirt method but it just wasn't right so I ordered a contoured cloth diaper on line. I went to the store and bought diaper pins and couldn't wait for it to arrive. When it finally came a few days later I was so nervous I could hardly open the box. This was my first REAL diaper. Once I had it pinned on I strutted around the house looking at myself in every mirror I had, my dick was so hard I jerked off until my dick was sore. I wore that diaper the entire weekend I felt like I was reborn; it felt so soft and nice. After that I went on line and ordered a few more diapers. This time I got disposable ones. They were nice and I had a good time with them. Now I have started buying my diapers at Eckerds drug store. It was really embarrassing at first but I have over come that feeling. Now I just include them with other things. I have recently added baby powder and the feeling is so good! I have also started to wear my diapers under my shorts when I go to the store etc. At first I was really nervous that someone would know, now it really turns me on and I get so hard I jack off the minute I get home. For me the feeling I get when I put on a diaper is so good! I feel relaxed and comforted. I have not tried to wear one to work but I think this is the next step I want to be a complete diaper boy and wear them all the time. If you are reading this and are thinking about trying diapers I can tell you that its such an emotional experience If you can't buy them then order them on line. I will always be a diaper boy. Alex [email protected].