Dave

Ages: 13, 14

Sorry, but I'm going to give some back-history of myself here. I was 
potty-trained when I was about two years old. So, I never "really" had 
a chance to enjoy diapers. Although, I did still have accidents at 
night, so I would wear pull-ups up until I was four. Of course, back 
then, I never thought too much about wanting to wear diapers, but then 
when I was five years old, I started having dreams, in which, I was 
either wearing diapers/being babied, or actually was a baby. At the 
time, I thought I was just some sad, deranged, weird person (kind of 
still do, actually.) (BTW I've been coming to this site for over a 
year, so I do know there are tons more people like me.) Anyways, I kept 
on having these kinds of dreams, and I never had a way of getting 
diapers, For years I thought, "oh they're just dreams", and for years, 
I believed it. One year, when I was eleven years old, I, for whatever 
reason had lost a good portion of bowel control, and this wasn't a very 
good thing either, because, that year, we went camping for a week as a 
field trip for school. The next year, I had much fewer problems, but 
every now and then, I couldn't hold my poop in, and it would just come 
out. That happened at many places too, school, department stores, a 
pizza place, and I'm sure some other places. The worst thing was that I 
always wore boxer shorts, so If I did poop, it wouldn't stay in my 
underwear, such as was for the pizza place. Luckily, my poop fell 
outside the store, though. Speaking of accidents, though before my 
bowel problems, just because of one of my love for video games, I wet 
my pants, and was leaking a little bit around Sears, somehow though, I 
did keep that accident a secret from my mom, as I have for a lot of my 
bowel movements, but all the ones from when I was eleven, she knew 
about. Anyway, lets jump ahead to this last week here, two days ago, I 
went to go see my sister at her college, with my mom, and we all went 
to the mall, and I pooped my pants inside the mall,  and couldn't find 
a bathroom anywhere, so, once I did, I threw away my boxer shorts, and 
cleaned up. I was very tempted to buy that $1.00 diaper deal thing 
inside some restrooms though, but the store was closing, so I didn't. 
Anyways a couple weeks ago, I thought to myself that there had to be 
diapers in the house somewhere, and sure enough, when I looked in my 
Grandpa's closet, diapers galore, although, most of which were way too 
big. But some of them fit, but unfortunately they're the Depend brand 
with the non-elastic leg and little straps to hold them up, so they're 
barely a diaper. And now I'm going back even farther, I had been trying 
to find diapers, to no avail for awhile, so, I resorted to paper towels 
in my old underwear, which actually worked fairly well, but, it wasn't 
a diaper. Now, back to yesterday, because I had found all those 
diapers, I wanted to get back last night, so I could hide them (taking 
advantage of my mom's tiredness.) But, as I thought, mom couldn't make 
it through the night, so we stopped a few times. so, at the last gas 
station we were at, my mom went to sleep, and I went inside with the "I 
want to find something to occupy myself with" excuse, and looked for 
some adult diapers, I took one pass around he store, didn't find 
anything, took one more, and I found some, but they were baby diapers, 
but I figured something's better than nothing, and I'll just put them 
into my underwear, so I bought the pack of twelve diapers, went to the 
car, and stuffed the diaper bag into my backpack, as to muffle the 
noise. So, I opened the package, and hopped into the trunk of the van, 
and tried to put on a diaper, as I suspected, they didn't fit so I just 
put it inside my underwear. I wet that diaper, and at a rest area 
exchanged it for another one. So, then, I finally get home, and I went 
and got some diapers from my grandfather's closet, and stuffed them in 
my backpack with the others. Then, going back to my makeshift diaper 
fays, I devised a way to make the baby diapers fit. I just put it on 
front and back, and wrapped tape around it to make it tight around the 
waist. There, I had a diaper, which I am actually wearing one right now 
(a different one, mind you) So far, I have messed two diapers, one 
purposely, the other because of diarrhea and soaked five, including the 
two aforementioned. So, I'm going to go to sleep now, in my baby 
diaper, non-elastic legged diaper, and pajama's. G'night.