This is my story of how 2 months ago I was put permanently into diapers. I had started wanting to wear diapers again a little after I turned 14 (about 3 months ago). I kept looking for teen diapers and teenage diaper stories when I came across deeker.com. I soon went looking crazily all over it at the stories and QOTW's. Soon I found the diaper rating survey and looked at disposable diaper ratings for seeing how well different diapers that were available at the small grocery mart near my house (about a mile). I found that Luvs and Pampers Cruisers would be the best for me. (I did not want to buy cloth because I did not want to have my parents find out I wore diapers as I would have to wash them and keep the smell down eventually). I then biked to the mini grocery mart and found they did not carry Luvs but did carry Pampers Cruisers. Since this was a baby diaper I needed a big0sized diaper and luckily for me, there was a pack of 18 size 7 Pampers Cruisers! I was so excited! I quickly paid for the diapers the way that deeker.com said to pay for them and left (also it is a good idea to look like you are getting diapers for your "mom in who is in her car" by having the money kind of clenched in a fist of your hand (meaning already out); this will look like your mom gave you the money; getting your wallet out or getting the money out of your pocket might make the clerk suspect something). Halfway home I stopped and stuffed the bag of diapers in my backpack and sped home. When I got home I hid the diapers in a bush in my backyard and went to see if anyone was home. When I got in the house my younger sister was at her friend�s house, my dad working in our basement as we were remodeling it, and my mom was out getting groceries at stop and shop. SO CLOSE! My dad was in the basement and my room was down there (we had already had that part finished, he was putting in flooring where the basement TV room would be) so, I waited in the living room on the floor watching TV with the diapers concealed under the couch and I waited for him to go to the bathroom or get more flooring from the store (I knew we needed more because my dad buys it whenever he needs it, not in bulk) he soon left to get more flooring and I ran downstairs as soon as his car was out of view and I went and took the diapers to my room in the basement and took one out. I was surprised at how big the Pampers Cruisers size 7 was for a baby diaper. I put it on and it fit me very well but a little tight around the waist so it had a lot of room in the bottom. It felt really good to be in diapers again. I walked around in it and sat in it. Soon I decided to use it and peed in it after waiting for so long to do so. It felt really good to have the warm pee run down the diaper and get absorbed into it. My dad was gone longer than expected, long enough to pee two more times into and change my self (I followed the instructions on deeker.com, they work well). Considering I had time, I then proceeded to test the diapers on how well they held poop. I then took a good load into the diaper and walked around with it squished against my butt. Again, another good feeling that I had missed. Right in the middle of changing out of the poopy diaper, I heard a car pull in. I quickly wiped myself (not very well) and threw the diaper into my closet underneath some dirty clothes. Then I hid the package in the ceiling as I had a paneled ceiling in my room. I finished just in time for my mom to come downstairs to get me to have me help her with the groceries. I went up to help her. She soon left to go with my sister to my sister's soccer game (my sister went with her friend as her friend was on the same team). My dad had come home after this but left again to go meet his friends to hang out (it was Friday night and a college football game was on). This was great! I had all this time to hang out in diapers. With my family away I soon got back into my Pampers diapers and hung out in them. I soon got the idea to see how much one of these diapers could hold. I proceeded to poop into the diaper three times over the next two hours and pee in them 4 times. After the fourth wetting the diaper started to leak. I was wearing pants so I stripped them off so I could clean up the mess. Unfortunately, though, the pants were supporting the diaper's weight and the tapes let go, spilling the 3 loads of poop all over the kitchen floor. My parents were to be home soon and I freaked. I frantically cleaned up the mess, got back into my underwear, and sprayed Lysol all over the kitchen. My parents came home around the same time about 20-30 minutes later. When my mom got home she smelled the Lysol and asked why I sprayed Lysol. Having no other good excuse, I blamed my dog as she was old and was having trouble holding it all in. My mom believed me and soon went on her way. I had to be more careful. I left the diapers alone for about 3 days when I started wearing them to bed only and forcibly pooping or peeing in them at night or when I got up in the morning. I would then change myself before I came upstairs for breakfast. If my diaper was clean I would wear underwear and pants over them until I got in just underwear. (this was summer time so I had no school). Luckily for me with my bedroom in the basement once I say goodnight to my parents I would not be heard from until the morning. So that meant my parents will never know (hopefully) that I am using diapers at night. I started putting my dirty diapers in a garbage bag and putting the garbage bag in the back of my closet. Soon I had 2 diapers left and needed to get more. When my family was not around I biked to the same mini-mart and went through the same procedure. This time though they had the "economy" size with 108 diapers or something like that. My wanting took the best of me and I bought the economy size diaper pack of Pampers Cruisers size 7. When I got to the register the clerk asked that one dreaded question: "So who are these for?" This time I was prepared for and said for "My mom... she's in the car and sent me in." The clerk took this well and I went on my way. I had to put the diapers in my backpack but had some of the pack sticking out and had to cover it with the bag that I got from the store to hold the diapers in. Right when I got home I hid the diapers under the same bush in the backyard and went to see if anyone was home. It seemed no one was home so I also checked the garage, just to be sure that the cars were gone (you never can be too careful). There were no cars. I then went out to the backyard and grabbed the giant pack of Pampers and went and hid them in the paneled ceiling of my room. They almost were too big to fit in the ceiling. I got so excited that I had so many diapers at my disposal (no pun intended) that I peed myself out of sheer excitement. Just my luck, too. My mom had just walked in the door. She saw that I had wet my pants and asked why. I lied by saying, "I was taking a nap and it just was an accident." She followed this up by, "Try not to have it happen again." I then proceeded to go bike riding. When I got back I heard my mom call me from downstairs. I went down wondering what she wanted and pondered that she found my diapers. She did. When I got downstairs she asked me, "What are these?" pointing to the 108 pack of diapers. I noticed that the ceiling panel was broken and all over the floor. I replied with, "Um, I don't know. How'd you find them?" She replied with, "I think you know what these are. When I was putting dress shirts in your closet I noticed a really bad smell. I looked around your closet and came across this bag." she then proceeded to pull the bag out. "I found this filled with dirty diapers. While I was wondering why you had these and why you were using diapers this happened.-" she then pointed to the ceiling where the panel was missing. "Those packs of diapers came out of it when the ceiling panel broke. First you wet yourself, and now this?! I think you are using those diapers and you shall be punished for this. Diapers are for babies, not 14-year-olds." And of course, some more news. The news I was somewhat dreading and somewhat happy to hear. "I just talked to your father on the phone and we both agreed that you will finish using these diapers that you bought. When you run out you will be using the same brand. Also, I will be doing this. She then pulled out a trunk with a lock on it. She opened the trunk and started putting my pants and shorts in it. While doing this she said, "you will wear only diapers for the rest of the summer, so this means no shirts or pants until the day after labor day. I will only let you use the clothing when you go outside. But at home, you will wear diapers 24/7." She then proceeded to take all of my shirts and put them in the trunk with my pants and shorts. Now for the underwear, t-shirts, and socks. She then said, "I hope you friends will be accustomed to you wearing diapers, because even when they are at the house you still will be wearing just diapers. Once all of my clothes were put in the trunk and locked up, my mom proceeded to put all of the remaining Pampers Cruisers in my dresser drawers. At first I was dreading my parents� decision, but then I was happy. No more secretiveness, and no more of only wearing diapers on a fixed schedule of when my family was not around. I would be wearing diapers all the time. My mom then had me stripped of all my clothing and I was stark naked in the middle of my room. She then lay me on the floor and took out a diaper. She then lifted up my legs and put the diaper under me. After securing the diaper she went on her way. On the way out the door she said, "oh, and if you need to be changed, please don't hesitate to ask." I knew she meant anytime I needed to be changed I would have to ask, even with company and friends around. I decided to go bike riding so my mom gave me some clothes to put on. I was out a while as I went around town. I was away for about 2 hours before I returned. When I came home my mom came over and had me take off all my clothes. She then checked my diaper if it needed to be changed by pulling the back of the diaper to check for poop and pulling the front of the diaper forward and stuck her hand down the diaper to feel for wetness. I had both peed and pooped in it so she laid me on the couch and changed me. When she changed me I started getting an erection. This did not bother her and she continued to wipe me with a damp paper towel. When I went to go look at myself in the mirror with just diapers on I found that the bathroom doors had locks on them. My mom then saw me there and said, "Oh, I see you can't get to the bathroom. That's because little boys who wear diapers don't need to use the bathroom." I went downstairs to my room to find that there was now a changing table in my room that was big enough to fit me. On it was baby powder and lotion. Next to it was 2 more "economy" size pack Pampers Cruisers. I noticed she knew to get the size 7. I went into my dresser (or should I say, diaperer) drawers and all 5 drawers were filled to the brim with fresh diapers. I thought that it could've been the diapers out of the 2 boxes of diapers, but those were unopened. I went upstairs to ask why there were enough diapers to last a lifetime (I exaggerated). She said, "Your father and I decided that you would be wearing diapers permanently," (yes, meaning for good I would be wearing diapers.) "and since those diapers worked so well and do not leak, that's what you'll be wearing from now on." "Even in school?!" I asked. "Yes, It seems those diapers are thin enough for you to conceal under your clothing. So you'll wear them to school, 24/7." Soon after this I had to help set the table for dinner. My 11 year old sister had come home from her friend�s house for dinner to find me in just diapers. She was all confused at the sight of me in diapers. My mom made me explain to her the whole story of how I ended up in diapers. My mom had not heard the story that had led to this and found out about deeker.com, and when she asked about it I told her it was a site for boys of all ages who wear diapers. She then said, "Oh, so you�re not alone. You have friends all over." I had my dinner and then had my diaper changed in my room on that new changing table as I had wet my diaper twice and had soiled it once. My mom wiped me down with the new wipes and put baby powder in my crotch area. This was a little awkward because I was not used to someone seeing me naked and touching my privates. This time, though, she put me in 2 diapers. She then said, "Time for bed, little baby." Then I complained, "Why do I have to go to bed, it's only 6:30!" My mom said, "because babies don't stay up late and you must be tired after all that happened today. Now I put you in two diapers in case you go more than once tonight." She then tucked me into bed and turned out the light and went upstairs. Getting used to the diapers was easy, for the most part. They were comfortable to sit and lay in, especially with 2 diapers on. But, the diapers kind of held my legs open and I couldn't sleep on my side. I had to lay on my back or stomach. I ended up staying awake all night. Since I had lots to drink for dinner and had 2 helpings of everything for food at dinner, my bowels and bladder were working a lot. I ended up pooping 3 times and peeing 4 times, probably only because I was awake. The two diapers held really well, considered to the one diaper that had had the tapes pop off. I liked the feel and smell of the pee and poop in my diapers and how my poop squished around when I moved and the warmness of the pee and poop. Morning came and my mom came in at about 7:00 to change me before she left for work. When she saw how much I had used the diapers that night she said, "boy, aren't you a messy one, I'm going to have to put 3 diapers on you at night and 2 during the day to keep up with this mess!" She then put me into two fresh new diapers. I had gotten used to wearing diapers really fast, as I loved to be in them, no doubt about that. I loved the feel of wearing them and the feel and smell of my pee and poop. I just loved, DIAPERS. I still do as I write this with a load of poop in my diaper. My dad was away on a business trip and my sister was still at her friend�s house for a sleep over, and with my mom gone to work, I was home alone. After being bored for 2 hours, I went back to the idea to see how much my diapers could hold (why I wanted to do this at the time, I don't know). I found the laxative that was in the medicine cabinet and took 1. I then ate 3 toaster pizzas and drank 3 bottles of water (after all, it was lunch time). This.was..a..big.mistake. 30 minutes after eating I felt the urge to poop, and it came right out. And I had to pee all of a sudden, too, and started to pee my guts out. In the next hour I used the same 2 diapers for 4 loads of poop and 4 wettings (I guess four is a lucky number, because guess what's next). My mom soon came home to check on me and change me as I was not allowed to change my own diapers. When she saw the bigger mess I made in my diaper, She said, what you do, eat a whole bottle of ex-lax? (funny she should've asked this) I replied that I ate only one laxative and it was a big mistake. She said, "What a good idea!!!! I'll give you laxative so I have to change you when other people are around!!! That should embarrass you right out of these diapers." My mom was thinking of every way to try to embarrass me enough to make me stop wearing diapers. But I wasn't going to give up because I loved diapers and she didn't seem to understand that. We then went downstairs to my changing table and she had to wipe down everything that was covered by diaper because of the size of the mess. She then put me in 4 diapers (told you) and said I would regularly be in this many diapers from now on. Now I had to waddle to get around due to how many diapers I was wearing. Because of this for the next few days poop came right out of my body without warning because my legs couldn't hold it in. I also became accustomed to wearing diapers really fast. It was as if I was made to wear diapers. All of a sudden I would not think of having to go or try to hold in my waste. It would come right out. I would have the urge to pee or poop for a millisecond before my body let it out. This led to more frequent diaper changes by my mom and a more stinkier trash can. Because of all this diaper stuff I began worrying about school as I started high school in 2 weeks. My mom told me that she already arranged for the school nurse to go and change me and I would only wear 1 diaper to school (she had given up on the laxative because it did not bother me to ask to be changed while company was around). Now hear I am, finishing up my story of how I ended up permanently in diapers two and a half months ago. I am a month into school and no one has found out I wear diapers due to how thin the Pampers Cruisers are and how quiet they are. My only study hall is spent in the nurse's office. She changes me and after that I go to the library and do my homework. I still wear diapers (duh) and took a break two paragraphs ago to be changed out of my poopy diaper. (For the record this took me an hour to type up) Hope you liked it.