My name is Carl, and I am fourteen years old
this is my story.
It started at 5 o’clock Saturday morning July
2, 2005 with us pulling out of the driveway to head to a family reunion and my
grandparent’s 50th wedding anniversary all rolled in into one event.
I knew the trip would take us six hours; five hours of driving and one hour
give or take for restroom breaks and to get some breakfast. We have made this
trip many times to see my grandparents but not for family gathering. The last
time I had been to a family reunion was when I was three and that was before we
had moved out of the state.
It has a little after eleven o’clock when we
pulled in to the local park where the two events, the anniversary and family
reunion, were taking place. We parked the car and unloaded the gifts and food
that we had brought with us. We meet with relatives and friends of my
grandparents for this event.
There was lots of food, lots of kids, and
lots of games. We had a family softball game, a three-legged race, a game of
flag football, plus it was a full day of running and playing with the other
kids at the event. Being outside and active we all keep eating and drinking and
enjoying the day. In the evening a fire was started and the adults sat around
it talking, as the night sky came into view one the uncles had us kids laid on
our backs looking up at the stars. He pointed each one of them out and had a
story about them that he told us. It was interesting what he was telling us,
some was based on folk law and myths some on hard science. I shut my eyes and
was listening to him speak about the North Star.
I woke to my mom calling my name and rubbing
my shoulder. I was in a bed in a room that was not mine and it was no hotel
either.
"Good morning sleep head." My mom
said to me.
"Good morning, where are we?" I
asked her.
"Your Aunt Ruth’s and Uncle Joe’s
home." My mom said as she pulled the top bed sheet back to help me out of
bed. It was at that moment I knew something was different and not right. I did
not wear a t-shirt yesterday but I had one on now, and not my PJ’s that I had
packed, and also a warm feeling around my waist. My mom’s hand slid the base of
t-shirt toward my stomach, but she stopped when it had only moved a few inches.
"Well, well, well our aunt was
right." My mom stated.
"Right about what?" I asked as my
hands headed down to that area.
"What is it?" I asked as my hands
touched the plastic under the t-shirt.
"It’s a diaper, I put it on you last
night after your aunt talked me into it."
"What! Why would you do that? I don’t
need it."
"From here it looks like you did. Come
on Carl get up and lets go to breakfast."
"I can’t go dressed like this."
"Carl, yes you can and will go dress
this way. Your two cousins are dressed this way and are at the table."
"No way I am not going."
"Carl, please do this for me and don’t
fight it, please just accept it for now. I understand that you have questions
as to why and I will answer all them later. For now, it will help your cousins
if you come to breakfast this way. Please, for me. I will let you have your
grand whatever auto video game if you just go along with this and do not fight
it for the time we are here."
I had to think about. I did want the video
that she had said no to before.
"OK, but I am not happy about it."
I said in a soft voice. "And if any one makes fun of me I am back here and
I am changing into my clothes that’s the deal."
"That is only fair."
"I need to stop by the bathroom first. I
have to go."
"No time for you to go to the bathroom
besides you have a diaper on so use it, because breakfast is on the
table." My mom said as she took my hand as if I was a toddler and led me
to the table.
As we entered the dinning room I saw my two
cousins dressed just like me, my dad, my uncle and my aunt was coming through
the swing door from the kitchen with a large plate of pancakes. They said good
morning to me and me to them. There was a place next to my cousin Todd. On my
left at the head of the table was my Uncle Joe, across from me was my dad, and
next to him was my mom. At the foot of the table were my Aunt Ruth, then Jimmy,
then Todd and I. Todd and I are the same age and Jimmy is a year younger. We
ate breakfast, and the adults talked. I told my Aunt that she had made my
favorite breakfast, and how good it was. My Aunt thanked me, but also told me
that the children in this house do not talk unless asked a direct question or
prove them self’s to be trusted.
After breakfast, my Aunt told Todd and Jimmy
to go to Jimmy’s room that she would be there soon. My two cousins got up and
headed for the bedroom slowly. My mom said I was also excused from the table
and that I too should go to Jimmy’s room and wait for her.
Once in Jimmy’s room I asked my cousins what
music, they liked to listen too, no answer from them. I asked if they could
talk, they told me to be quiet or I would get us all in trouble with their mom.
They said in a whisper. The two of them stood next to the bed watching the
door. I noticed the smell of pee and could see that both of them had used their
diapers too.
Some time had passed when my mom and aunt
came in to the room. My aunt took the chair at the desk and turned it around.
"Today, your Aunt Bev and cousin Carl
are going to witness your punishments." Aunt Ruth said as she sat down on
the chair.
"Todd, bring me your belt from the hook
by the door. Now."
Todd moved slowly to the door and removed a
leather belt from one of the two hooks and then walked over to this mother and
handed her the belt. Aunt Ruth took the belt and then ordered Todd take off his
T-shirt, then had him over her lap. In one move she pulled the back of his
diaper down to expose his bottom. Then she folded the belt over and swung,
WACK, I turn my head away so that I did not have to see this spanking. WACK,
WACK, I could head Todd now crying. WACK this went on for total of, fourteen
times before she stopped. Todd never asked her to stop hitting him. She then
had Todd stand up and pulled his wet diaper down so that is was around his
ankles. She them had him walk back to where he was standing before she had called
him out. The same thing happened to Jimmy, he had to get his belt and undress
before us the only difference was he only got thirteen hits.
Now both of them were standing in front of us
naked and crying. The one thing I noticed was the only hair on both of them was
on their heads; the rest of their bodies were hair free. They were then marched
into the bathroom with their diapers still down around their ankles. My aunt
put a few inches of water into the bathtub and had Todd step out of his diaper
and into the tub. My aunt washed him from head to toe as if he was a small
child as my mom and I watched. When she was done bathing him, his crying was
down to a whimper and then he was then sent over to my mom to be dried off
while his brother got his bath. The shocker to me was after Jimmy’s bath that
my aunt told me to come over to her as the tub drained. She removed my diaper
and I blushed with embarrassment as I stood they naked. My penis was at a state
of hard erection bouncing to my heart beat as I waiting for the water to finish
draining and then the tub to be filled with three inches of warm water. Then
she helped me into the bathtub for my bath. The only difference was she placed
a second washcloth over my penis. My two cousins stood naked and watch as I got
my bath and dried off but my mom let me keep my towel. Then it was back to
Jimmy’s room to get our fresh diapers put on. Today was going to be hot, so my
cousins got just a diaper to wear I got a diaper and a long T-shirt.
For a next few hours my cousins and I played
the board game candy land under the watchful eye of one or more of the adults
with out talking. I had pee twice in my diaper as we played the game. It was
then time for lunch. Lunch was cold leftovers from the party with a tall glass
of ice-cold lemon aid.
After lunch and the dishes washed up and put
a way and the food back in the refrigerator, it was then time for our diapers
to be changed. After that, I took a nap on my own free will. I was tired out I
think from the heat, it had to be mid ninety’s, and yesterdays fun.
After I woke from my nap I went outside and
found the adults. The three of us, my dad, uncle and I walked over to the out
building garage. My Uncle opened the door and turned on the lights and we
walked in. In the middle bay sat a red primer painted 1950 Ford pickup truck in
pieces. My Uncle stated that he and the boys had been restoring the truck, but
the work had stopped since police had caught Todd, Jimmy, and another boy
egging a neighbor’s house. My Uncle stated that the truck was for sale as is
where is. My dad asked why he was selling it now and why not waiting until it
had been restored before selling it. My Uncle stated that the boys were
grounded for the next three years. He also stated that they had been under house
arrest for the last thirty days under order of the court. Since they are
grounded no work on the truck would taken place and was best to sell it. My
uncle also stated that they (the boys) thought it was a joke until the bars
were place over their bedroom windows and the diapers. I stated that seem like
a hard sentence over a few eggs. My uncle stated that they had done a number of
other deeds to get to this point. My dad asked was not the truck meant to keep
them out of trouble. My uncle stated ‘a lot of good did, now the only way we
can trust them is to not trust them, and treat them two year olds.’ For all the
bitterness my uncle had for his sons, he had tried very hard to get them on the
right path. Only they had not followed and I could tell he had wish that they
had turned out more like me. I did care about others, I did listen to my
parents (most of the time), and I am polite and was not in trouble despite the
fact that I was wearing a diaper with out much fuss.
Around four thirty it was time for our diapers
to be changed. A big treat was that my cousins could talk to me but we had to
stay in Jimmy’s room until dinner was ready if we wanted to talk or we could
leave the room but they had to be quiet. We stayed and talked. They stated how
much they disliked the diapers. We did talk about other thing however they much
different from me in there likes' and dislikes. The hour passed by and dinner
was ready.
My cousins were sent to bed at eight thirty;
I got to stay up later with the adults. It was then that I was again included
in the conversation and could join in with my viewpoints and thoughts. It was
ten o’clock when I called it a night. Both my aunt and uncle thanked me for
what I had done. That was being an accepting and willing friend to my two cousins,
and my willingness and acceptances to be treated like them is the mark of a
true friend and a very good-hearted person. I blushed when they said that. I
was also informed that I could get cleaned up and to go to bed with out a
diaper. I asked what time we were leaving the next day. My dad said it would be
late morning somewhere around ten to ten thirty. I know shocked them when I
asked if it would be ok if I wore a diaper to bed like last night. I justified
my request by acknowledging the fact that I had wet myself last night and as a
sign of friendship to my cousins and the three dry night rule I had when I was
little. They, the adults, looked at each other as to question did they hear
right. My mom asked if I understood that I did not have to wear one. I told
them that I understood that. My mom stated that I did not need to wear one to
bed that I was old enough to get up if I need to go. My aunt asked me why I
wanted to wear one when I should up jumping at the opportunity to get out of
them she knew her sons would. I blushed with embarrassment at the question and
more so with my answer. I told them what my mom had said to me that morning
about the video game, and also that while it was embarrassing to be seen by my
mom and aunt naked the diaper was not all that bad. I also stated that in an
odd way it was nice to be … I stopped talking at that point, I could see I had
dug a hole that I might not get out of. My aunt stated that we had a problem
here. I thought to myself ‘Oh shit … she knows I like them.’ It seem, she
stated, that he feels he has to keep his end of the deal you made with him and
accept the fact he has to wear a diaper until you are ready to leave. We have a
young man here who must really want that video game. My mom stated that I would
be getting the video game, and I did not need a diaper. I was then sent off to
bed.
I turned and walked out of the room towards
the bedroom. I could hear my parent and my relatives talking about my request.
I was feeling cheated since I was living up to my end of the deal and I like
being in a diaper but they did not need to know that. I sat on the bed think
how to stay in my diaper and not be caught wearing it. A few minutes later my
mom walked into the room.
"I want you to know I was wrong for
letting your aunt talk me into diapering you last night and keep you diapered
today. I should not have done it and using the video game to get you to go
along with it was wrong too. I should have listen to you this morning and let
you get dressed instead of forcing to stay in a diaper. Please forgive
me."
"I forgive you mom. You were not wrong
in doing it. It has given me insight in to my self and I am better for
that."
"OH. So what have you found out."
"That I do not have much in common with
my cousin. That I do not understand why, people do what they do. And I have
lived up to my end of the deal mostly."
"Why to you say mostly. … Never mind I
know I said until we leave right."
"Yea, its … I feel like I am cheating on
the deal by not finishing what I has started. More insight I guess."
"Carl if you really feel that way. I
will not stand in you way of finishing out the time on the deal. Is it what you
want?"
I did not answer her, I looked at the floor
like I was in deep thought and I was. If I say yes that is what I want to do,
do I give a way the fact I like to wear diapers. If I say no then, I have to
remove the diaper I am wearing.
"If I were to ask yes then what?"
"Then I would assume that you would wear
a diaper to bed."
"Would you think less of me?"
"Carl, I love you. You are my son. No I
would not think less of you. You do not have to wear a diaper, I was wrong in
what I did. You are a young well-adjusted adult. I was talked into this just as
I talked you into too. Your aunt and uncle have tried every thing else to get your
cousins to think, before they act they just ran out of option. I am sorry to
have put you through this maybe they would learn more if you were not sent down
to their level and had to wear a diaper."
"Mom, I made the deal and I want to see
it through, so yes." I said as I blushed.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, and one other request
please."
"What is your other request?"
"Ahh … would … can you … Ahh … help me
with the … Ahh … diaper."
"I do not feel right in do that, but
since I got talked into this and did the same to you. I will this one last
time."
My mom changed me and then helped me in to
bed.
The next morning I got up early took my
shower and was dressed for breakfast. I helped set the table and did other
thing to get breakfast to the table. Todd and Jimmy showed up dressed just like
yesterday. The difference was I could talk because today I was an adult.
Around ten we were packed up and said your
good-byes and on the road home. I thought about what had been and how I could
diapers at home to wear with out my parent’s knowledge.
Part 2
August 16, 2005.
Last night I did a sleep over at a friend
house it was his birthday. I came home today to find this story printed out and
sitting on my bed. I had not printed it out. My mom came into my room and said
that we needed to talk. My dad was cleaning up old files on the computer and he
came across my story. My mom and I talked for over an hour about my wanting to
wear diapers. She blames her self for my wanting to wear diapers do to my Aunt
Ruth talking her to diapering me that July night. My mom points to the story
and said, she should have known that I liked diapers because I did not put up a
fight over wearing. It ended with my being allowed to wear diapers whenever I
please however I most take care of my own diapers. My mom or dad will not
change me and I can not hide when I am wearing then. I lost one item from all
of this and that is the video game.
I can live with it.
Thanks for reading this story,
Carl