| Title: | Brett #2 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Name: | Carmella | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Email: | not given | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Gender: | Female | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Current Age: | 17 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Whom Story is About: | My male cousin | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Posting Date: | 10/04/09 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Summary: | Brett will be 13 in February and I started babysitting for him when he was 10 and I was 15. He is mentally handicapped and goes to a special school. He is my cousin, but really is not, since he was adopted by my aunt and uncle when he was an infant. I watch him three days a week after school and during the summer I watched him all day, every Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday. My grandmom watches him the rest of the days. He is small for his age but not deformed in any way. He has learning disabilities and acts much younger than he is. He wets his pants all the time and is always in disposable diapers even when in school. At times he has bowel movements in the diapers but that is rare, since my aunt and grandmom told me to have him sit on the toilet at certain times. I don't think I ever minded changing him when he was wet but I don't like it if he poops in them. I never minded doing it or even minded giving him a bath. When I was 16 I started to take advantage of him and think it started because I was interested and curious abut sex. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Deekerian Score (20 is max.) [?]: | 4 (20%) |
Brett speaks fairly well and is generally well behaved and easy to take care of. He never objects to me changing his diapers or giving him a bath. When I turned 15 is when my parents thought I was old enough to care for him. I think I was a little embarrassed when my aunt taught me how to diaper and bathe him because Brett was 10 at the time and I had never seen a boy that old naked before. I know it embarrassed him right away because he would look away and close his eyes all the time. I don't know when it started but I realized I liked seeing him naked. When I was giving him a bath naturally I had to wash his privates and also touch him when I changed his diapers both wiping him and powdering him. As time went on I got more brazen with him and would pay special attention when washing his penis, scrotum and anus. By the time he was 11 he sometimes got an erection and would touch himself but not really masturbate. I began masturbating when I was around 12 or 13 and even though I've never had sex, it did arouse me looking at him. I don't think his penis is extra large but perhaps at least an average size. This past summer is when I really started taking advantage of him. When he wet his diapers I would not only wash him but actually try to make him get an erection. He is 12 and has some pubic hair and even though I never masturbate him I started to hold his penis up as I washed his scrotum and anus. When I did this I could feel it get hard as I held it. During the day I was usually only wearing my bra and panties around the house. When I showered I would either put Brett in the bathtub or let him play with toys on the floor. I knew my aunt did the same when they were alone but sometimes it aroused me knowing he could see me naked. At times I masturbated while in the shower of course with Brett not knowing what I was doing. I then started letting two of my girlfriends come over while I watch him during the day. They not only watched me change him but also when I gave him a bath. At one point in late June he did tell my aunt that one of my friends were here but I lied and told my aunt I never let my friends watch me change him. I got so aroused by it sometimes I would make him stay naked after his bath. The one part of it I didn't like was if he pooped the diaper and I really didn't even like wiping him after he used he toilet. The first week of August my aunt told me he had a heat rash and left a bottle of Johnson�s baby oil to put on him. That morning the first time I changed him I applied the baby oil not only on the rash but also on his penis. I held his penis and put the oil all over his scrotum and anus and he got an erection as soon I as I touched him. After lunch I gave him a bath and again put the oil on him and again he got hard and did touch himself for a while. Late in the afternoon that day I changed and wiped him off. I squirted some oil on him and held his penis up as I rubbed it in and felt him harden in my hand. When I let go of him he held himself and sort of pulled on his penis. Within seconds he ejaculated. It was the first time he ever did that and I could see that he didn't even know what he did. I almost laughed but never said a word to him or try to tell him what he did. Since then he has masturbated himself at least once a week when I watch him and sometimes more often. My two girl friends have seen him do it two times and I can't explain but it�s not really like masturbation when he does it. I never saw a boy masturbate but sort of know how they would do it and talked about it with my friends. One of my friends told me she watched her boyfriend do it and explained what he did. Brett mostly just keeps pulling on his penis rather than stroking it like my friend said. He ejaculates every time in less than a minute when he does it and there is always a lot of semen. About two weeks ago my aunt started asking me a lot of questions about Brett and his behaviour and things. I think he must be masturbating in front of my aunt and grandmom. I didn't tell her anything about it and acted dumb like I didn't know what she was referring to. I think it is my fault that he started doing it and he willingly lets me change and bathe him. I don't think he even knows what masturbation or sex really is. I know I should stop doing it but every time I change him I still hold his penis in my hand just to feel it get hard. I even thought about masturbating him but have decided not to do it. I know he would probably like it but I just let him do it himself when he wants to. He grunts and makes funny sounds when he does it but I never laugh at him. I feel sorry for him sometimes but he generally seems happy and is well taken care of. I think he will be in diapers for a long time and maybe for the rest of his life. He seems to be a little smarter sometimes and is never really bad or ill tempered. I let him walk around naked a lot of times even if one or more of my girlfriends are here and he is no longer the least bit embarrassed by it. When he's going around naked like that he constantly touches himself. I just sit and watch him as he holds his penis, gets and erection, and I watch as it goes limp again. I have to be careful when I do keep him naked because a couple times he peed on the floor. I just like looking at him that way and yet I know I shouldn't do that. I don't even think he is aware that I am watching him most of the time.