Baby Tron's Story

	My story begins with some background information. I am 
24 years old and I love diapers and everything to do with 
them. I wore diapers to bed 'til I was 5, no medical 
reason, just youth, I guess. I don't remember, but family 
photos indicate that I wore diapers all the time 'til I was 
4, you may soon see them. Ever since, I've had the urge to 
wear and use diapers play with baby toys and act like the 
big baby I am. I just discovered that there were many 
others like me on 6/8/01. and, "man, has my life changed.". 
I felt alone and illegal like I was hiding from everybody. 
THANK YOU ALL FOR EXISTING! These are my experiences with 
diapers in the order they happened in as much detail as I 
can remember.

	The first time I was in diapers for fun I was eight 
years old at my aunt's house in New England. My cousin 
Ryan, who was my best friend, lived with my aunt during the 
summer and lived in Maryland with his father the rest of 
the year which he spent most of at my house because his 
father traveled a lot. We did everything together! Anyway, 
Ryan's father brought us up to my aunt's house for a family 
reunion. The reunion was all day Saturday. Most of the 
family left after dinner but we were staying for the 
weekend because we had traveled so far and also I rarely 
got to see Ryan during the summer. After dinner the adults 
wanted to stay up late and talk so they sent the kids to 
bed in the apartment over the garage. There were five of us 
including myself; Ryan who was the same age as me; his 
little brother Sean, he was four; Kelly, and Robbie.
	Kelly was fourteen and Robbie was six. They were 
brother and sister but they were not related to us and we 
did not know whose kids they were. We had been watching TV 
in the apartment for a while when we realized that the 
adults had forgotten that we were up there. So we decided 
that we were gonna stay up late. Now, Sean ,Ryan's little 
brother, was still in training pants during the day and 
wore diapers at bedtime, and before she returned to her 
guests, my aunt told Kelly to help Sean with his diaper if 
he needed it. Well, Kelly thought that we would all look 
cute in diapers so she told us that she was gonna tell the 
adults that we were still awake if we didn't let her baby 
us .Trying not to sound too easy and wanting not to get in 
trouble, we all agreed. Within minutes the four of us boys 
were in diapers and talking baby-talk. Kelly was wearing a 
long night shirt. It was light blue with cartoon puppies on 
it.
	We (meaning the boys)were all dressed in our Sunday 
duds when we got there, but I was spending the night. Ryan 
and Sean were staying for the summer and Kelly and Robbie 
were just overnight because my aunt was watching them for 
their parents and to play with the other kids at the 
reunion .We were all naked accept for our diapers and 
socks. Robbie was put in Sean's bed with Sean and a crib 
was made from the head boards of the bed. Kelly gave them a 
bottle (there was only one) and they started fighting over 
it.
	Ryan and I were on the floor playing when I peed in my 
diaper, I showed Ryan and he peed in his too! We started 
crying for mommy Kelly to come change us. She changed Ryan 
first, removing his wet heavy diaper and cleaning his 
diaper area, then applying baby lotion all over. Kelly made 
special care to note how much bigger my penis was than 
Robbie's but Ryan had a winner. I think she used most of 
the wipes on him and his dirty peepee, but we were young 
and really didn't know what to do to get fireworks, but I'm 
sure it happened by accident. I really don't remember 
though; we were giddy the whole time. She finished with a 
puff of powder then he slid a fresh diaper under his bottom 
and taped it tight.
	She then took the bottle from the other boys and 
refilled it with apple juice and gave it to Ryan. Then she 
changed me. I think she liked Ryan more because she only 
cleaned and powdered me. "No lotion, wahh," plus he got the 
bottle I only got a binky. We stayed up 'til midnight 
playing baby, getting changed and fed. We fell asleep in 
our Pampers. Luckily they fit both me and Ryan almost as 
well as they fit Sean, but they did require some stretching 
and we had to keep close watch on the tapes. That is one of 
the reasons we almost used up all of Sean's diapers that 
night.
	Luckily for us Kelly woke up early. She woke us up to 
change out of our diapers and to clean up the room, but 
being kids, we didn't get rid of the evidence; we put it 
all in the trash can. When Ryan's mother came in to clean 
up the apartment she found the trash can full of dirty 
diapers and wipes. She came down to breakfast and asked, 
"What happened up there last night?" Nobody had an answer 
but Kelly said that it was our idea, and we said it was 
Kelly's idea .my aunt sent Kelly and Robbie back to where 
they lived and told us to think about what we had done, 
even though she didn't know herself exactly what happened. 
My mother never found out about that night, or at least 
never said anything about it. Today I kind of wish she had 
known.
	Later when I was leaving to go back to Maryland, I 
overheard Ryan's mom telling him "that if he wanted to wear 
diapers and act like a baby" then she would make him do it 
all of the time, even when he went to school. As far as I 
know she did not do this, but Ryan was sure she was serious 
and did not talk about that weekend for a long time. Ryan 
often stayed at my house when his father was out of town on 
business. It was at least two years after the reunion Ryan 
was at my house, my mother was babysitting our neighbor's 
toddler boy. She had left the room to put the baby to bed 
and fell asleep herself. We were sitting on the floor 
playing with the baby's toys and Ryan asked me, "do you 
remember when that girl made us act like babies?"
	I said "yes, I do." Then he said, "these toys are more 
fun than Nintendo." Without saying another word we stole 
the diaper bag and locked ourselves into the basement, dug 
out some of my old baby stuff and toys and put on each 
other's diapers. We played for an hour or so. Then we went 
out into the yard with our diapers on under our clothes and 
challenged each other to see who would keep their diaper on 
longer. We went to sleep in them that night. When we went 
to bed our diapers were dry but when we woke up they were 
soaked and neither of us remembered peeing during the night 
(by the way, I won). I wore my diaper that night straight 
through 'til dinner the next night. He took his off around 
lunch time but did not tell me 'til later.
	Ryan and I had a few other diaper experiences but most 
of the time we did not have any diapers so we improvised 
with towels and safety pins. One time we rode out bikes 
three miles to the drug store to buy some and we forgot to 
bring a book bag to carry them home in, so we stuffed them 
in our pants and shirts when we got home. My mother asked, 
"Why do you have so many clothes on ?" I told her that we 
were body builders and that we were gonna pump. She bought 
it and we disappeared into our spot in the woods we called 
a fort to play with our diapers. We were stupid, though, we 
left the rest of those diapers in a plastic bag buried 
under some leaves and they got wet and moldy before we got 
to use them again.
	Ryan moved to Colorado with his father when we were 
fourteen and we did not get to talk much after that and so 
much time has passed since then I'm afraid to ask him If he 
is still a baby at heart and how he feels about what we 
did. I wonder if he is online today and does he know about 
all of the others out there. Maybe I can send him a link to 
Deeker's or something to let him know there are so many 
DL's out there.
	I am looking for DL's that share these experiences to 
mail and chat and maybe one day I'll find an adoptive daddy 
or mommy who wants a big baby. Will update as soon as I 
have more experiences to share.