Name: Anders Ages: 14, 15, 16, 17 Current Age: 17 In my childhood I had been attracted to diapers, but not worn them myself since 5. I had a younger cousin who wore diapers until he was 8 years, and I was always keen to watch when he was changed by my aunt. I considered sneaking a few from him on some occasions, but never had the courage to do it. The winter when I was 14 I got a heavy flu and had to stay in bed for more than a week. I didn't at all feel very well, and one day in bed I had to pee badly, so I pulled the bed covers aside and was going to get out of bed. But because I obviously had a fever I started to freeze, and I went back to bed again and pulled the bed covers over me. Shortly after I wet the bed, and I was surprised that I actually enjoyed it. When mom later came into my room I told her what had happened. She felt sorry for me and changed both me and the bed, she even put a plastic pad over my mattress, she obviously feared it could happen again! And it did, I wet the bed 2 more times during that flu, more or less on purpose! After the 3rd. time she said we had to figure out something, and when coming home from the Wal-mart that day she came in with a pack of Goodnites and said I better wore those until recovered from the flu. I was very excited and put one on at once, I really enjoyed the feeling of wearing it. As you can guess it really took some time before I recovered from the flu, but a few weeks later mom said I didn't need the Goodnites any longer and didn't buy any more to me. I was very unhappy, and I have to admit I missed them. So I some time later started wetting the bed on purpose to get them back. At first these wettings were regarded as single accidents that could happen to anybody, but as they continued mom asked if anything had started bothering me or if I was sick. I lied and told her I lately had some dreams where I either was peeing in the rest room or ocean or whatever, or I dreamt that I wore Goodnites and peed in them. Mom meant that I obviously needed some protection until I terminated those dreams, and I got my Goodnites back. The first night I put them on again I was so excited that I could hardly sleep at all (you can perhaps guess what I did with my excitement?). My parents probably understood that I enjoyed wearing protection, I usually put them on after showering for the evening, so sometimes I was wearing only diapers and t-shirt when watching TV or chatting on my computer, I some times in the weekends didn't change for some hours in the morning. They never made any comments about it and probably regarded it as rather harmless. I continued wearing Goodnites during my high school years. A few friends knew but didn't care, one of them asked me to wear himself when sleeping our at my place, another admitted that he still wet the bed 2 or 3 times a year (at nearly 17!). I also started wearing them during day on several occasions, such as being on long movies, concerts, sports events etc, it was very convenient, and in fact I still do on such events. I also some times wet my pants, but that could be really embarrassing, so it only happened quite seldom (once/twice a month or so). I was then sometimes teased, but not seriously so. I still fit into Goodnites and often wear them, but not every night. I also still wear them during day on occasions. My girlfriend says I look cute in them, so they don't make any problems in our relationship. I hope to be able to fit into Goodnites for many more years! Anders