Nathan Summary: A boy has an accident on the bus ride home that causes him to want to wear diapers. Part 1 "Why isn't the bus moving?" Nathan thought to himself. Nathan is six years old, and in the first grade. Nathan always had to go to the bathroom when he got home from school, but on this day the bus was stuck in traffic caused by an accident. Nathan wasn't sure if he could make it. He was about to burst. What would all of the other kids on the bus think? "Hurry!" Nathan was screaming inside himself. He tried to act cool as to not draw attention to himself. Nathan thought back to the last time he hadn't made it to the bathroom. He was five then. He was playing on the playground at school after lunch, when all of his milk caught up to him. Being only five he thought that he could hold it longer than he actually could. He also didn't want to stop playing to go to the bathroom. Suddenly the teacher blew her whistle for all the children to get in line to go inside. Nathan got in line, and he could feel his bladder about to burst. He grabbed his crotch as the teacher counted to make sure everyone was there. Once the count was finished they started their march into the classroom. Every step was torture for Nathan. After about five steps Nathan started to squirt some into his pants. As they continued their march the squirting became a steady stream. Nathan was embarrassed, but he couldn't stop to regain control for that would draw attention to himself. He continued walking and wetting. He had wished that he had worn one of his nighttime pull-ups to school that day. When they finally reached the classroom Nathan had a nice wet spot running down his legs. The teacher opened the door and the students walked in. When she saw Nathan she said, "go stand by my desk." Nathan quietly and discreetly walked over to the teacher's desk. He absolutely did not want to be found out by the other kids. He was deathly afraid of being made fun of. When all the students were in the room the teacher went over to her desk to write Nathan a pass to the nurse's office. As Nathan walked to the nurse a fifth grade class was walking down the hall for their lunchtime. Nathan could hear their chuckles as they passed by him going the other way. Nathan didn't care about them though, for they would soon be gone. "I'm not going to make it." Nathan thought as he saw the lights of the ambulance pull up to the intersection. "How much longer before we can get moving?" Nathan felt the pressure in his bowels intensifying. Nathan started to remember the last time he had messed his pants. It all happened when Nathan had just turned five before he started Kindergarten. He was with his mom at Wal-Mart. They had just gotten done eating at McDonalds. They were looking for some school clothes for Nathan, when his mom met an old friend also shopping. They started to talk to each other and Nathan stood there as the pressure in his bowels grew. He had not yet told his mother that he needed to use the potty, but now that she was talking, there was no way he could. He stood there as the minutes slowly passed. He could feel the pressure building, until slowly he felt a solid warm mass come out of his butt into his undies. He was embarrassed. His mother finally finished her conversation. "Mommy," Nathan said, "I made stinky pants." Nathan's mother took him to the ladies bathroom, and into the handicapped stall. She took of his shoes and socks, and then slid off his jeans. Fortunately the mass was solid, and since Nathan was standing his pants were not dirty. She slid off his underwear and cleaned him up. She threw the underwear in the trash. Nathan was standing in the stall with just his shirt on. He was really embarrassed. His mother thought for a moment about what to do, and then she saw the dispenser on the wall. Seventy-five cents for one large disposable diaper and wipes. She pulled out her seventy five cents and made her purchase. She laid down the diaper-changing table, and called for Nathan to come out of the stall. He came out and saw the changing table and diaper, and started to cry. "I'm not the one who pooped in my pants." Nathan's mother said, "You had the accident and now you have no underwear to wear, now get up here and let's put this diaper on." Nathan went forward reluctantly, and his mother picked him up, and placed him on the table. She placed the diaper on him and then put his jeans on over it. Nathan was relieved that the jeans hid his diaper. Nathan went around the store in a diaper as his mom picked out his school clothes and school supplies. When they got to the register Nathan needed to pee, so he decided to just let it out in his diaper. He enjoyed the warm feeling, and remembered what it was like to be a baby. He didn't tell his mother that he had wet his diaper, so he walked around in it for a while as they stopped by a few more stores. When they got home Nathan took the diaper off. "I wish I was wearing that diaper now." Nathan thought as he saw another ambulance pull up to the site of the accident. Now he knew he was doomed. The bus driver cut the engine as they were completely boxed in, and had no way of getting out anytime soon. At age six Nathan couldn't fathom having an accident, what would his mother say? Sure he wet the bed, but this was different, it was daytime. Nathan could feel his load start to poke out. He readjusted his position as to try to hold it in. It worked for a little bit. Nathan saw more lights pull up ahead, finally a wrecker had arrived, perhaps they could clear the intersection soon. Nathan felt his load starting to poke out again, and he stood up to put his leg on the seat to sit on, but when he stood up he lost control and the load filled his undies. "Oh No!" Nathan thought to himself. He had just gotten some new Spiderman underwear after seeing the Spiderman movie; now one pair of his new underwear was ruined. Nathan sat back down in the seat without thinking about the consequences. He felt the bulge spread out in his pants and out the leg holes of his underwear. "Double Oh No!" he thought. Now he was a big mess. This was also the day when his mother had decided to put him in cotton shorts instead of jeans. Nathan, being only six, did not even think that as he was squashing his load out his leg holes he was also smashing it through the cotton underwear and shorts. Now some of it was getting on the seat. Nathan could smell his mess, and he sat there in discomfort and shame still waiting for the bus to move. It took another twenty minutes for the authorities to clear the accident scene and get traffic moving. All of the windows on the bus were open so fortunately nobody had smelled Nathan. As the bus came to their next stop Nathan saw a kindergartener getting off the bus. As he walked past Nathan's seat Nathan could see a wet spot wrapping around to his bottom, and a bulge. Nathan felt a little better that he was not the only one to have an accident, but still he was six and the other kid was five. Finally Nathan got to his stop, and saw his mother waiting. He got up and turned towards the seat to pick up his backpack. That was when he saw the mess on the seat. Nathan was really shocked and embarrassed. He held his backpack low behind him to hide the spot on his pants as he quickly walked towards the door. On his way he felt a small piece roll down his leg and onto the floor. He walked so fast that he didn't have time to hear the kids say, "eww gross." Finally Nathan was off the bus, soiled, but he was off the bus and safe home with his loving mother. She took Nathan in the house and helped him get cleaned up. Nathan was glad to be in clean clothes, but secretly he liked the feel of having a load in his pants. He just didn't like doing it on the bus. The next day was Saturday so Nathan got up early to watch cartoons. He was surprised to find that his pull-up was not wet. It was rare when he woke up dry. Nathan decided not to take it off, as normally was his custom. He left it on and went to watch cartoons. Of course not going at night didn't mean that Nathan didn't have to go pee in the morning. He felt the urge, but he wanted to watch cartoons. As he watched the cartoons his urge to pee got stronger, as well as his urge to poop. Nathan decided not to get up in the commercial break, as he liked to watch the cartoons for toys, and didn't want to miss a minute of the action. As the urge got stronger Nathan just let it out; in fact he had to push to get some of his poop out, but he enjoyed being able to do it in a pull-up instead of underwear, and without other kids around, since he was an only child. He knew his mother would not be happy with him going on purpose though, so as soon as she got up he got up and told her he was going to take his morning bath. He went into the bathroom and shut the door. He took of his pajamas and tore the sides of his pull-ups. He folded it up and buried it in the trash, and then he took his bath. He couldn't wait for another opportunity to poop in his pull- up, but he also knew he couldn't do it to often or his mother would get suspicious.