MR. LENNY'S DELIGHT Part 61-- A Bedtime Story Promised "Bed time boys, time to hit the hay," Mr. Lenny pointed toward their room. "Don't think we could go to sleep, Mr. Lenny!" Kevin suggested they watch TV or something. "No, you boys go to bed, I will be in to tell you a bedtime story. That will put you to sleep," Tom Lenny told them. Benji and Kevin bid all a 'good night' then headed down the hall towards Benji's room. "What kind of story are you going to tell the boys, Uncle Tom?" Donna asked. "I'm not sure yet, I have several to chose from," Tom Lenny answered, "What have you in mind? I am open to suggestions." "Well, I must say, the boys seem worked up tonight. I think they should hear something that will calm them down instead of ......" Donna didn't finish. "What you mean by being 'worked up', Donna?" Mr. Lenny asked. "Haven't you noticed ...... Well, I could be wrong, but I could see it in their eyes," said Donna. "What on earth are you talking about?" Clara asked. "I'm not sure, really, but I have seen that look before..... Have any of you seen my purse, I must have laid it down somewhere." Donna tried to change the subject. "No....... Donna, do you know something we don't about the boys?" Clara asked. "I could be wrong but...... I feel it is mostly coming from Kevin. I think he is ...... well, horny!" Donna tried to say it calmly but she could not hid her own feelings about it. There was a sparkle in her eye when she used the word 'horny'. "What you think, Tom?" Clara asked. Tom was staring out in space with a smile on his face. He did hear Clara's question and quickly changed his attention towards her. "Clara, honey, almost all boys get that way time to time. Nothing to worry about," Tom winked over at Donna. Donna ducked her head in embarrassment, "I think I should go check on the boys, they most likely need their diapers checked out." Donna quickly left Tom and Clara standing in the kitchen door way. "I am confused, what was that all about?" Clara looked puzzled. "I'll explain it to you later tonight, dear..... right now I think we should let Donna have time with the boys then I will see what story I could tell them." Tom walked over to the bookshelf. Picking a small paperback book he smiled. "Yes, this will do!" Mr. Lenny said. Meantime, Donna had just opened the boys bedroom door. She wasn't too surprised to find the boys busy wrestling on the bed. It took them a few moments before realizing they were being watched. It was Benji that first saw her. Pushing Kevin over onto his back he smiled and said, "Hi, Donna, we're just playing." "I know!" She took a few steps toward them. Kevin re- arranged his diaper which had been pulled slightly from his waist. Benji showed signs of sweat as he took his T-shirt and wiped his brow. "Guess the movie today kinda hit home for you boys, eh?" Donna giggled as she threw a pillow at Kevin. "Hey, why you do that?" Kevin protested. Benji grabbed the pillow and tossed it back to Donna. "What you think of the movie, Donna?" He asked. She swatted him with the pillow but Benji caught on one end and pulled it from her grasp. Benji rolled over on top of the pillow allowing his diapered butt to hang high into the air. Then he repeatedly thrust at the pillow until it was crushed flat. "I just came in to tell you boys that Tom will be in for a bedtime story, however, I will give each of you a clean diaper then tuck you boys into bed." Donna came at Kevin first with her fist opening and closing like a monster. Kevin screamed and drew himself into a little ball to protect himself. Donna continued to giggle as she forced Kevin to open his legs where she began to remove the diaper. To her surprise the boy was dry and clean. "Well, Kevin, why haven't you fixed your diaper like a good little boy?" Donna playfully tickled him on the back of his legs. Kevin kicked wildly as the tickling increased up his sides and over his belly. He was laughing so hard even tears formed in his eyes. "Help me! Help me!" he cried out for Benji's help. Benji made the mistake of mixing in with Donna's fun. The next thing he knew he also was getting tickled. Benji jumped up onto Donna's back trying to bring her down on the bed but she was too much for him. She, instead, threw Benji over onto the bed where she grabbed him by his diaper pulling it down some what. Both boys succeeded in pulling Donna over where they piled on top of her pinning her down. Kevin was sitting on her chest leaning over her face. Benji sat over her belly and began tickling her in the ribs. Donna began to scream out but Kevin put his hand over her mouth. She struggled to free herself but the boys held her tightly to the bed. With one more effort to free herself, Donna pushed Kevin backward against Benji. "Enough already!" She yelled out. "Keep your pee-pee out of my face!" Donna yelled at Kevin. About that time Mr. Lenny walked into the room. "What's going on in here? We can hear you yelling all the way through the house." The boys quickly rolled off Donna. Sitting together, they playfully hugged each other while giggling uncontrollably. At first Donna was upset at being held down by two boys but then she also began to laugh. She told Mr. Lenny that they were only playing and she got pinned down. She told how Kevin sat on her chest and how his privates were touching her chin. She was afraid he might get excited and pee on her because that is what he does when excited. The boys continued to laugh and giggle. "That would be funny!" Benji cried. "Alright boys, the fun is over now let Donny do her job. I want you two diapered and tucked into bed by the time I return," Mr. Lenny told them. "Aren't you going to read us a story, Daddy!" Benji asked. "Sure do, son! I was trying to think of which to tell you but now that you are all giggly I think I know just which one to tell you. I will be back in about 10 minutes." Mr. Lenny closed the bedroom door behind him as he left the room. Donna pulled the diaper drawer open and withdrew two heavy night Molicare Diapers. The boys lay side by side allowing Donna to slide the Molicare under each of them. Patting each boy on the bottom she pulled the covers back so the boys could climb under the sheets. "I wouldn't have peed on you, Donna, really!" Kevin softly told her. "That's OK!" She bent over and gave him a kiss right on his lips. "If you had I would get even!" Donna gave his face a light slap then pinched his cheeks. Benji rolled onto his side facing Kevin. "Hope I get to see it.... getting even I mean!" Donna just kissed Benji good night when Mr. Lenny came in. Donna waved a goodbye as she closed the door behind her. "Where's the book..... the one you said you would read to us?" Benji asked. "No book, son! I am going to tell you a story from memory of a boy I knew very well." The boys sat up leaning against the bed's head board. Mr. Lenny sat on the bed facing them. "Once upon a time there was a boy who felt lonely and sad. Sad because he was the only child and because he had very few really close friends. Oh yes, did I tell you he wet his bed every night?" Mr. Lenny grinned. "I bet he HAS to wear diapers!" Kevin announced. "NO! Kevin, but he GETS to wear nice soft diapers." Tom Lenny corrected him. Part 62-- A Bedtime Story Told The boys sat up leaning against the bed's head board. Mr. Lenny sat on the bed facing them. "Once upon a time there was a boy who felt lonely and sad. Sad because he was the only child and because he had very few really close friends. Oh yes, did I tell you he wet his bed every night?" Mr. Lenny grinned. "I bet he HAS to wear diapers!" Kevin announced. "NO! Kevin, but he GETS to wear nice soft diapers." Tom Lenny corrected him. The two boys snuggled up next to each other while Mr. Lenny began to tell this bedtime story. "The boys name was Mikeovichi Groytova but because it was too hard to pronounce all his teachers called him Mike for short which Mikeovichi preferred." "Mike was orphaned when he was just a baby so never did know his parents but was raised by an old maid Aunt until he was 5 years old. She died leaving him without a single known relative. The Authorities had decided to send the boy to the Rochester House which was known for taking in boys and working them for profit, lining the pockets of several City Officials. There was also another boy who was caught stealing food from the local store. 10 year old, Billy Cain was kicked out of his Uncles house where he had been living for the past 2 years. Unloved and afraid, Billy had been trying to survive by taking food here and there. The Officials had just sentenced him to work in the local coal mines. "Just as the Officials were about to make the final agreement pertaining to the two boys, a man in his early 40's stood and pleaded for the boys. He told the small group that met in that dimly lighted City Hall room that he was a 'Gentleman of Means' and provided them with many proofs of his claim. He also told them how he has recently lost his family in a shipwreck while on a world cruise. How he was drifting aimlessly across the country trying to find himself and reason to continue to live. "I just happened to be walking pass your building when a chill came over me so I walked into your building to find some warmth. I over heard you speak of a little 5 year old boy in need of a home. My heart went out for him and when I could not help but over hear your plans to put him into a work house, I just had to intervene in his behalf. "And what concern is that of yours?" One of Officials that had no other reason but to make a few dollars off the boy spoke up. "A Work House is no place for a lad of that age...... Let me take him off your hands, he could be nothing but a lot of trouble for all of you." The Gentleman spoke in defense of the boy. "In the presents of the five City Leaders there were only one that protested sending the boy to the Work House. He began to plead with the rest to allow the man to take the boy and raise him as his own. But the hard hearted majority fought to send the boy to the Work house so they could share in the profits. "The Gentleman made them an offer they could not refuse. Knowing their love for money he offered a large ransom of money if they allowed the boy to come with him. The men kept asking for a little more then what was offered. "I will make one last offer and one offer only," the Gentleman told them, "I will offer this for one time only, I offer you double the amount last agreed upon but you must give me the other boy as well. And if you refuse I will withdraw my offer and leave you with the trouble you will surely have should you send the boys to the Work house. "And what trouble do you think we will have but to make 100 % of all their Labor, Nothing could be better then that?" One harden man asked. "For one thing, it will be many years before they are strong enough to make the kind of money you want, besides, it will cost you many years profit just to feed and house them." "The City Leaders began to talk among themselves. They finally agreed to let the man have the two boys for the agreed amount. Only they held the man to two conditions. One, he had to wait till the money changed hands and they could know for sure he had such fortune to give them. Second, he would have to take the boys far from the town and never return. "The Gentleman agreed. "By the time the morning sun appeared in the Eastern Sky the City Leaders had received all the ransom amount. They escorted the man and boys several miles from the City limits. "Remember now", the Leaders spoke to the man, "Take the boy far from here and never return, that is our deal." "Yes! I understand, we will never return." The man took both boys by the hand and lead them down the road. "In time the man and boys came to a cave hidden behind some fallen trees. The man directed the boys to climb over the fallen trees and entered into the cave. "Several feet within the man lifted the youngest boy upon his shoulders and carried him while holding onto the other. Soon they came to dead end where only the cave's walls seem to close in on them. 'hang on tight, my little friends, and we will soon be safe should anyone been following us.' +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ At this point Kevin interrupted Mr. Lenny and asked, "Where is the man taking the boys?" Benji also asked, "Ya What they going into a cave for?" "Hold your questions, boys. Soon you will understand this mystery!" Tom Lenny told the boys. Once again Mr. Lenny picked up his book and continued the story. The boys sat up against the head board of the bed drawing their knees up to their chins wrapping their arms around their legs. From the corner of his eye, Mr. Lenny smiled as he glimpsed at their heavy night diapers. =========================================================== "Hang on tight, my little friends, and we will soon be safe should anyone been following us. "The little 5 year old boy watched as the man reached into his pocket and pulled out what looked like a small TV remote. There was a sound like the rushing of wind. The boy hung on with all his might as the walls of the cave seem to whirl by. What seemed to be a door suddenly opened before them. "What laid before them was an new world with green grass, dark blue sky. Trees with green leaves and different color blooms. Flowers of many different shades of color. Birds were chirping their songs here and there, Butterflies darting about. Yes it was a new world none like the boy had ever seen before. Lifting the young boy off his shoulders the man lead both boys into the new world. The 10 year old looked behind him to see the open doorway close behind them as if it were never there. Together they walked hand in hand down a winding path, several animals darted in front of them showing no fear at all. "Like a in a dream the man with his boys soon arrived in front of a cabin surrounded by trees and shrubbery. The setting was very much like a mountain hide-a-way. The yard was covered in a rich green grass. As quickly as it would take to say it a fountain of bubbling water appeared beside the path. The man asked the boys if they was thirsty. "Both boys drank until it seemed they could hold no more. 'aren't you going to get a drink?' the boy ask. 'No, this is a magical fountain and is only for boys like you!' " 'Magical?' the boy asked. But before the man could say another word something began to happen inside both boys. "That is the best water I ever had," the 10 year old announced. No sooner did the words come from his mouth before he felt the need to run to the bathroom but .... where was he to go? Trying desperately to hold within himself out of embarrassment but it was no use. Like a dam with a small crack that suddenly burst open flooding every thing in front of it, the boy had lost all control. It started slowly at first, then the warm pee flowed into his short pants until they were fully soaked. The same thing was happening to the 5 year old. Like a spring the pee trickled down both leaving a unmistaken puddle around their feet. All the boys could do was to stand facing the man that had rescued them from a life of hell, now with redden faces of shame and embarrassment, what would the man think of them. It was as if each boy had no control over their bladder till empty of all it contained. "The little boy was so embarrassed he hung his head and was about to cry. But the man kneeled before him taking the boy in his arms giving him a loving hug. Then reached out to the older boy drawing them closer to himself. It mattered not that the smell of fresh pee arose from each boy. " ' It's alright. It is not your fault at all. I told you the fountain was a Magical fountain. It first washes all the old world from you then gives you a forever youth. You see, this really is the long sought 'Fountain of Youth' that your world has seek in vain for. " 'But I peed my pants.... aren't you mad at me for that... look! everything is so wet and uncomfortable.' the older boy started to cry. "At Last... it is time for me to dress you in a nice clean dry.... diaper! " 'Diaper! But I am not a baby..... I'm 10 years old," the boy held up his hand spreading his fingers and thumb of both hands. "I'm 5!"said the other, "I had to wear diapers sometime when I had a....a... accident." "All little boys wear diapers here, no matter how old you are. You will have lots to learn... but, then again, you will have lots of time. I am to show you around your new home land, I know you both will love it as much as I do. "I haven't seen any other boys!" the 10 year old said as he looked around. "You will, in time anyway." It was time for the boys to receive their first lesson to prepare them before meeting other kids. "What caused us to pee our pants.... I tried, really I did try but just couldn't hold it back. Did the water we drank do something to us?" the older boy asked. It is not that your bladder is made weaker by drinking from the magic fountain, it is that you whole body is starting the change, giving you forever youth. You see, you were a boy of the other world but now you are a boy of this world. There is no need for a strong bladder any more.... Diapers solve that problem quite nicely. "But you should know of some other things, also, like there is no girls here, just boys. Well that is not all true, I guess there are girls of sort if you want to call them that.... You see, things change here in this world. Even boys and girls are different they are in the old world. What you would call a girl is really a boy. But all boys are not the same. "That's weird!" The older boy had a puzzled look on his face. "Not to the boys of this world, it is something very nice. You see, boys will be boys, was first said here. It means, when a boy changes he is still a boy but not the boy you think he was, but he will be a boy again when he changes back. The younger boy could care less, all this talk about boys being not boys etc was more then he could understand. All he wanted was to get dressed in that nice white diaper the man brought out from the cabin. The wet pants were turning cool and uncomfortable. The older boy, however, was pushing for answers. "I know the difference between a boy and a girl. I seen a naked girl before...... she had no pee-pee thing like I have." "Is that the only difference between boys and girls, a pee-pee as you call it?" The man seemed mussed at the boy. With the 5 year old laying on his back the man undressed him and began to clean him with a nice warm wash rag. He lightly powdered his genital area and began to tighten up the heavy diaper. The job was finished when the man pulled the tabs tight locking the ends together. "A fine looking boy I must say.... I will call you Jimmy, 'the cute one', because you look just like a Jimmy to me." The man smiled at his little diapered friend. "If a boy is not a boy then he must be a girl," The 10 year old was still trying to figure out the puzzle. " 'A boy without a penis?'..... Then he wouldn't even be a boy, would he?'" "That is what I am trying to tell you. They can not be a boy, really, because the lack of penis and balls, but they have.... Well, they have nothing there, not any thing, just smooth skin. If they would put on a diaper they would not look different than a boy, But they don't wear diapers, I know it is hard to understand... it is so hard to explain. I can only say, they don't wet therefore they don't need diapers. And in this world girls, if you want to call them that, never wear anything, there is no need for them to be covered. The man had the 10 year old lay on his back while he was being undressed. While washing his penis the boy dribbled more pee, but the man paid no attention and just continued to wash him up. In time the older boy had a nice fluffy white diaper fastened around his waist. The boy sat up and admired himself while petting here and there to see how it felt. "So boys wear diapers? Do they wear anything else?" he asked. "No, there is no need to be covered, you see the weather is always warm summer, there is no bugs that bother you and nothing to ever give harm. All THAT belongs in your other world. Now you are in my world where boys stay boys forever. You can walk in warm mud, chase butterflies, climb trees and swim..... all the fun things boy's like to do..... anything you like to do. "Anything?" the boy asked. "Yes, anything, even what you do not know about yet but you will soon learn and it will be the most fun of all. When boys (girls) change they will do your diaper changes, that is what is excepted of them. They too have fun but their fun is different then yours and yours different then theirs, but you will need each other as much as you need other boys and they need other.... 'girls'. "I don't understand. how can a boy be a girl?" the 10 year old asked. "I never said they were any girls but all are boys, but boys change then change back again. In time you will understand." The man told him. "I am going to call you, Chad, 'the boy full of questions'. "Chad..... OK I like that.... But what is my last name?" "No boy here has last names just first and only name." The man told him. "Sure is weird here!" Chad said. ========================================================== "Well, that's all for tonight." Tom Lenny told the boys. "Are you going to finish it, daddy?" Benji asked. "Sure if you want me to, but your past bedtime now. I will read it again tomorrow night." Mr. Lenny answered. After tucking them back into bed, Tom Lenny left the room shutting the door behind him. "A boy without a penis? How rude!!!!" Kevin giggled as he rolled closer to Benji. "I don't get it!" Benji commented. "How can you be a boy and not a boy?" "Heck, I don't know......." Kevin answered. "Maybe one of the other boys eat it off." Giggle! Giggle! "How would you like being a girl for a while?" Benji teased Kevin. "No! NO! don't bit me........" Kevin joked. Teeee heeeee! "QUITE DOWN IN THERE YOU BOYS AND GET TO SLEEP!" Tom called from outside the door. Part 63-- Bedtime Story (Cont.) The next day ===== The boys played together with some other neighborhood diaper boys for most of the day. Donna was keeping herself busy checking and changing the boys as they became dirty or wet. A couple of boys down the street came over to see what all the fun was about. Soon they were striped down in underpants so they would not feel so left out by the kids wearing diapers. When Donna saw them she brought them a diaper from the same pack as Benji's. These were older boys that had been wanting to try out being a diaper kid. Sammy was 14 and his brother, Bobby age 12 began to find the joy of diapers. Sammy watched as several of the younger boys got themselves diapered by Donna. Whispering in his brother's ear, "Let's pee our diaper so she can change us!" "But I don't have to pee now!" Bobby resisted. "Why we got to?" he asked. "So we can be changed!" Sammy motioned for Bobby to hurry up. "But, she's a girl......" Bobby was not sure about why Sammy wanted her to diaper them. "Come on, Bobby, let go so she can do it," Sammy motioned to Donna who was coming their way. Donna could see Sammy was enjoying his day in diapers so she invited him and Bobby into the house where they could lay on the bed to be diapered. No one seemed to notice as the back door closed behind them. Most of the kids have gone home by the time Bobby and Sammy came back into the backyard. "Where's all the kids?" Sammy asked. "Gone home, I guess," Benji answered. "What time is it?" Bobby asked. Kevin looked at his Space Cadet watch. "It's almost 5:30." "We better get home, also, we were suppose to be back before 5:00." Sammy reached for his pants and shirt. "We had a lot of fun, Benji.... Can we come back again sometime?" Bobby asked. "You bet you can! We always have fun on sunny afternoons wearing diapers outside," Kevin piped up. "Sure, come over anytime," Benji invited. Sammy was trying to pull his pants over the diaper when he realized he still had one of Benji's diapers on. Benji told him to keep it and that he did not have to take it off now. "Does it show.... Can you tell I have it on?" Sammy turned around and around so the boys could examine him. "Not really.... your pants are big enough to hide it quite good," Benji told him. "But tell Bobby to keep the top pulled under his pants or under his shirt or else you can see he has a diaper on. "Will your mom let you wear diapers?" Benji asked. "I don't know... We haven't worn them for a long time, I think," Bobby said. "He potty trained very fast, but I had to wear diapers till I was started school." Sammy said. "Well, if you want to play in diapers come on over and we will give you one to use," Benji said. "Thanks!.... See ya later!" The boys waved good-bye. Donna had overheard the boys talking and knew what they were saying. "I would be glad to help you any time!" Donna waved to them. "You boys need to come in for dinner. It will soon be bedtime. I know Uncle Tom is ready for the next part of the story," She told Benji and Kevin. "OK, we'll be right in," Benji promised. "I saw you come out the door with Sammy and Bobby.... what you doing in the house?" Kevin asked. "OH, that! Well, they needed to be changed after peeing their diapers," Donna giggled. "If that is any of your business." "Just wondered!" Kevin smiled. "I bet you thought they were really cute, eh?" Benji teased. "Ok! so they are cute, so what?" Donna motioned the boys towards the house. "Bobby's cute but Sammy is...... different. He cooperated better then you sometimes.!" "Cooperate??? what you mean by that?" Benji teased some more. "Never mind.. you wouldn't understand anyway." Donna had the boys in on the back porch by this time. After dinner the boys played on the living room floor until told to go to bed. "I will finish that story tonight if you want," Mr. Lenny held up the small book he was reading out of. "Not until you both get a bath first.... I just washed your bedding and don't want your dirty feet on it till you get a shower," Benji's mom called out. With diapers off and the shower turned on the boys stepped under the spout. Kevin kept looking at Benji like he never seen him before. "What you looking at, Kevin?" Benji noticed a new look on Kevin's face. "Oh! nothing really. I was just wondering what you would look like if you lived in that new world your daddy told us about in the story." Kevin was still looking hard at Benji. "What you mean?" Benji asked. "You know, when the boy becomes the girl," Kevin giggled. "They don't become girls, Kevin. They just change but they still are boys," Benji corrected. "I wonder what it would be like to lose it.... you know, without a pee thing!" Kevin covered himself with heavy soapy suds as if to hide himself from Benji. "I wonder.... could a boy be a boy without one?" Benji looked down to examine himself. Pulling it down between his thighs he crossed his legs." Kevin began to laugh out loud. "Maybe that is what they look like." Both boys tried to see if they could make themselves look like a girl. Only Kevin's was getting harder to hide and just slipped out. "Look! I just changed back to a boy again!" Kevin laughed. After about half an hour later the boys were diapered and tucked into their nice warm bed. Mr. Lenny came in and sat on the bed beside the boys. He opened the book and began to read more of the story. Part 64-- Bedtime Story (Cont.) Mr. Lenny came in and sat on the bed beside the boys. He opened the book and began to read more of the story. =========================================================== 'Jimmy and Chad spent the whole week in the new world. They lived in the cabin with Martin, the young man that rescued them from a life of slavery on earth. Martin insisted the boys drink lots of water from the Fountain of Youth. These waters had the power to change the boys into boys of the New World. Jimmy was already wetting his diaper several times a day which kept Chad busy changing him. But now something was happening to Chad. The moment he wake up from his afternoon nap, he felt different, but could not determine what it was. He had feelings he never had before. Strange but wonderful feelings that affected his whole body. First he had a tingling sensation all over like he was floating off the ground. Then became more conscious of the world around him. But after the first couple of hours he noticed a new and wonderful feeling coming from inside his diaper. Patting at his diaper seem to make the feeling increase immensely. So much so Chad went into the cabin to check himself out. At first he was shocked. He found his privates had shrunk to almost nothing. Chad grabbed at himself trying to pull it out to its real size but it was no use. While he was handling himself a weakness come over him and he dropped to the floor. There was a throbbing sensation that was driving him crazy but held so much pleasure he was unwilling to let go. When Chad came to himself Martin was sitting by his side stoking at his hair. "you OK now?" Martin asked. "What happened?" Chad sat up finding himself on edge of the bed. "You just made your first change into a boy of this new world." Martin explained. "Would you like to go back outside and be with Jimmy?" When Martin mentioned Jimmy's name, excitement flooded over Chad. He was wondering if Jimmy also made the change. Jumping to his feet Chad started for the door but he hesitated and turned toward Martin saying, "I.... I... forgot my diaper." "You'll not need a diaper for a while, Chad. You just made the change and now you will not need a diaper for a few months," Martin motioned for him to go outside. Chad glanced at the full length mirror on the wall. "WOW!" he yelled out loud. The image he saw in the mirror startled him so much he grabbed his hands over himself as if to be sure it was really himself. "What's the most beautiful image I ever saw. Is it really me?" he yelled. Martin laughed and explained that what he saw was really himself. Slowly Chad took another look at himself in the mirror. He was not sure that what he saw was really himself but, yes, it was truly himself. "You like?" Martin asked with a grin. Chad ran his open hand between his legs only to find smooth skin without any sign of his former self. He was aware of a tingling sensation like he never knew before. But it was nothing like his former self. Chad insisted that he wanted a diaper on even if Martin told him he did not need it. "You won't like the diaper on, Chad. But if you insist I will put one on you," Martin warned him. Chad was not diapered more then a minute before he began to pull it off. Martin explained that when a boy is changed he would not be able to wear a diaper because it would cause irritation that would be unbearable. "That is why no boy would ever wear a diaper while he is in the changed period of time." Besides in this state your body is in an almost perfect state. You have no waste, no pee. No need for a diaper. "What fun is it to be in this condition?" Chad asked. "You'll see soon enough, you will realize you have an new role to play in this new world." Martin led Chad outside where Jimmy was laying on the ground with his feet kicking into the air like a small baby. No sooner did Chad noticed the big thick diaper then something strange come over him. He had this powerful urge to reach out to Jimmy. Chad almost lost his breath when he saw Jimmy playing. It was as if something had taken over his body once again. This time the tingling came from his breast. Both of his nipples began to expand outward becoming very firm. Both of them looked similar to that of a boy having an erection only he had no control over them. The very tips became tender with sensitivity as they erected. Jimmy looked up from his play. Seeing Chad as if for the first time, Jimmy was so over come with emotion that he immediately lost all control of bowel and bladder. Laying flat on his back with his legs spread, he lifted his bottom off the ground filled his diaper both front and rear. Martin handed Chad a clean diaper. He told Chad it was now time to diaper his little friend. He also told him it would be his job now until he changed back to a boy like he had been. Chad had always enjoyed diapering boys. It gave him some kind of satisfaction that he had a hard time explaining. He just liked to do it, that's all. But now it was like a drive within. The more he thought about changing Jimmy the more his breast tingled with this new sensation. "It will all come naturally to you, Chad, you are free to try out your new body. Chad couldn't get to the boy fast enough. Once the diaper was off he began to clean the younger until he was speck and span. Then carefully re-diapered him. Jimmy could not resist reaching for the two nipples protruding from Chad's chest. Jimmy began to fondle with them. Martin smiled as he walked away leaving the two alone for their first experience since their change into the new world ways. Chad made more outward changes but Jimmy also was changing from a boy of the old world into a boy of the new world. Because Jimmy was still too young he would not be making the change like Chad until reaching around 10 years old. But he had gone though a change. By instinct Jimmy knew what he had to do. He instinctively knew he must take the blue droplets of sweet nectar that formed on each of Chad's nipples. Finding the one nipple was dry Jimmy took the other until finished. Almost as soon as Chad's nipples released the droplets they receded back into his chest looking very much like the boy he was. Now that Jimmy received from Chad another change was about to take place. Both boys were now fully new world boys. Chad in the form of beauty and Jimmy shedding off the old world to become of the new. Jimmy discovered he was swelling up as never before and something had to be done about it. He soon learned that no matter what he did for himself he could not find relief. It was only when Chad gave him a helping hand would comfort and pleasure come. Chad knew just what he needed to do even if he never experienced it before. He knew he would never be satisfied until he diapered and fed a boy. A powerful urge to serve was rewarded when he spent time with the boy. The new experience made both boys relax into a deep sleep. Chad slept with a big smile on his face. His body still withering from the experience. Martin told him this was only the beginning that they would soon be meeting other boys of the new world. Some would be in the Beautiful State while others would still be just boys. To explained that every 5 to 6 months the boys changed places where the boys became the Beautiful and The Beautiful became the boy and this change would take placed for the next 100 years. Soon they would travel to the valley below where they would meet many other boys. But before they can be with the other boys they will need more time to change into the New World system. Martin told them he would help them make the changes. "Other Boys?" Jimmy seemed pleased. "Other Boys?" Echoed Chad in the new high pitch voice. Chad was noticeably excited by the idea of other boys. "Will they affect me the same as Jimmy does?" "Even more so, because by that time you will have developed all your new systems and will be able to give more to the boys. Your greatest joy will be serving the boys. Just your changing the diapers will cause you to experience wonderful things. They will crave the taste from your erected nipples. You will find yourself needing the boys and the boys will find they need you, they can not find relief from themselves. They will seek you out and you will want to serve them." Jimmy piped up asking Martin a question. "Do you ever change, will you become a boy-girl?" "Good question, Jimmy. Yes! I will in time but first I must nourish both of you into full Citizenship. You see I am over 100 and I will soon have my own boy then within five years I will be like you again." "You're over 100 years old?" both boys seemed to be in disbelief. "Yes and I have made this change back and forth more times then I can remember. I am one of the few that get to travel into your old world to find boys that need help. As you know, your people were going to sell you into slavery. I could not allow you to be in such a condition because I loved you both so much." Martin reviled much more about himself. "Why did I have so much desire for Jimmy, Martin? I feel OK now but awhile ago I couldn't leave him alone." Chad was somewhat puzzled. "That is the order of things here in the new world. But there is so much more to do. Things that all boys do everywhere. Play, learn and live life. There is no sadness here. No death, nothing in all this world can hurt you, you never grow old. After one hundred years you step into another part of the cycle of life here. Now you can be a boy again for the next hundred years and travel to other worlds," Martin explained. "Other worlds?" The boys asked. "Yes, there are hundreds of worlds like this all over the universe. And when you are ready you, too, can travel to them, but one thing is the same, you will always be a boy." =========================================================== Mr. Lenny shut the book. "Is that the end, Daddy?" Benji asked. "What happened to Jimmy and Chad?" "That, my boys, is something for you to wonder about!" Mr. Lenny got up to leave the room. "I can tell you this, they lived happy ever after." Mr. Lenny turned out the light and shut the door leaving the boys wide-eyed in wonderment. "WOW!" Said Kevin. "Likewise!" sighed Benji. Part 65-- Mr. Lenny was had just finished reading the story to the boys. He laid down the book and was leaving the room. "Is that the end, Daddy?" Benji asked. "What happened to Jimmy and Chad?" "That, my boys, is something for you to wonder about!" Mr. Lenny got up to leave the room. "I can tell you this, they lived happy ever after." Mr. Lenny turned out the light and shut the door leaving the boys wide eyed in wonderment. "WOW!" Said Kevin. "Likewise!" sighed Benji. "That could never happen, could it, Benji?" Kevin asked. "Could have.... I suppose, anyway. Nah, not really I think". Benji answered. The boys got very quiet as they pondered the possibility of being taken to a new world where boys would be boys forever. The room was dark but the moon shined through the slightly open window. A breeze gently blew across their faces bringing a scent of roses that grew just under their window. This aroma worked like a magic potion upon the boys. Neither spoke a word but closing their eyes and breathed the perfume deep into their lungs. As if a switch had been thrown both boys let out a verbal sigh. It was Benji that first rolled onto his side facing Kevin. The silence was broken when Benji spoke, "Kevin! Kevin? are you awake?" Kevin answered, "Ya! I'm awake.... I'm just thinking...!" "Me too!" Benji reached out has arm placing an open palm over Kevin's arm. Kevin took a deep breath holding it for awhile then turned over on his side facing Benji. "Oh Benji!" Kevin started to say something but never finished. Both boys moved closer until their faces were almost touching. Benji laid his arm around Kevin's shoulder while slowly and gently rubbing has hand through the boys hair. Kevin placed his arm in such a way so he could pat and rub Benji's side just above the diaper. Both were staring into each others eyes. Kevin whispered, "I like that, Benji"! Benji acknowledged that he also liked the way Kevin was touching him. "Don't stop!" Benji sighed taking in another deep breath filling himself with the magic of the roses. The boys shifted positions as they came even closer to each other. In the next few moments they abandoned themselves in intimate petting. As the boys progressed in their playful carousing it was Kevin that first threw off all caution of self control as he proceeded to become more serious and demanding in his petting. Kevin was allowing himself to take misbehaving advantages to satisfy his own deprived physical needs. The resulting activity was not new between the boys but for some reason Benji was responding in a new and exciting way. Being touched in this way was always exciting and desirable for Benji but for some reason he could not comprehend why he felt the way he did. He found himself not wanting to resist Kevin's direct petting procedures and positioned himself in such ways that Kevin would have every freedom to do as he liked. Benji surprised himself by becoming passive allowing Kevin to have complete control over him. He himself returning similar favors which were readily accepted. What happened in the next few minutes could never be explained by either boy. They found themselves sprawled on top of the bed without even a diaper on. The first thing that Benji was aware of was how cold his body felt. He was shaking so hard his teeth rattled. All he could do was roll over on his back and allow the tingling he felt subside so he could talk. Kevin had similar feelings but his seemed to settle to one location on his body. He tried to comfort himself as he attempted to prolong this unfamiliar feeling. Benji got courage to speak up. "What happened?" Kevin sat up rubbing his eyes, "I don't know!" he announced rather surprised at the after effects. "I gotta go pee!" Kevin said as he realized he had no diaper on. Climbing off the bed he made a bee line for the door then ran to the bathroom. Benji began to examine himself. The story his father had been reading to him made him check himself out thinking he may have gone into a body change. "This is really weird," he thought to himself." Finding his diaper, Benji put it on and soon snuggled back under the covers rolling himself up in a ball feeling very cozy. Kevin returned. Sat on the edge of the bed as he slipped his diaper back on then crawled under the covers snuggling up to Benji. Neither boy opened his mouth to say anything. A heavy and deep feeling of sleep overcame them both. In just moments both boys were in a deep sleep dreaming what boys dream. A smile on each lip. "This had truly been a strange but satisfying day." Benji whispered in his sleep. Part 66-- "This had truly been a strange but satisfying day," Benji whispered in his sleep. Mr. Lenny came back into the boys room just before he himself went on to bed. Finding the boys fast asleep he pulled the blanket over their bare shoulders then leaned over kissing each one on the forehead. "Good night boys, sweet dreams!" Mr. Lenny whispered to each. Donna was serving breakfast to the family just as Benji and Kevin staggered into the kitchen rubbing their sleepy eyes. "Well, aren't you boys a sight first thing in the morning!" Donna began to laugh out loud. "Didn't neither of you sleep last night, you look like you both have gone though the ringer!" exclaimed Mrs. Lenny. "They were fast asleep at 1:30 this morning when I tucked them into bed," explained Mr. Lenny. "When did you fall to sleep? I thought after that story both of you would be so bored you would drop off long before I finished." Benji still rubbing his eyes gave a big yawn being caught by Donna who tried to hide the fact she had her mouth open. "You boys need a diaper change, hope you know that!" Donna giggled. Kevin stretched his arms high into the air standing on tip toes as he stretched out the nights sleep. His diaper nearly fell to his knees before he caught them in both hands. It was too late, Donna, Mr. and Mrs. Lenny all got a good glimpse of his boyhood. No one said much except Donna. She had almost dropped the bowl of cereal she held in her hands. Benji's diaper had stretched also and was hanging low on one side while the back side dipped even lower in the back. "Smells like someone needs a change before breakfast," Mrs. Lenny nodded toward Benji. Donna sat the bowl of cereal on the table motioning for Kevin to sit. She placed an arm over Benji's shoulder and led him off toward the bedroom. As if the activity last night had depleted Kevin of his energy he dug into the bowl of cereal like a starving lad. Suddenly Kevin felt like strange eyes were upon him. He looked up over the empty bowl letting his eyes search those that were watching him. Both Mr. and Mrs. Lenny were grinning at him as if they knew something he didn't. "What!" Kevin sat back with his butt almost off the edge of this chair. Mr. Lenny's grinning at him made him very nervously. After a few seconds of dead silence, Mr. Lenny asked, "Did you and Benji like the story?" "Ya!" Kevin looked over at Mrs. Lenny wondering what she would say about it. Kevin was more then aware that Mrs. Lenny was looking him over top of his head to the soles of his feet. This action made Kevin feel rather uncomfortable. "Did she know what Benji and I did? Would she be mad at us?" Kevin thought to himself. Benji and Donna walked into the room hand in hand. Benji had on a brand new white diaper neatly pinned on each side. Each of them had a smile on their face. "What you two been up to?" Mrs. Lenny asked. Giggling Benji started to say something but Donna put her finger to her mouth, "Shhhhhh!" Benji grabbed his hand over his mouth while giggling. "Don't you like his new cloth diaper?" Donna changed the subject, "I hemmed them myself. "Nice fit, Donna, you did a great job." Mrs. Lenny commented. "Got one for you too, big boy...!" Donna took Kevin's arm pulling him off the chair. Both Mr. Lenny and Mrs. Lenny stood Benji beside them so they could examine his new diaper. "I like the what she made them come up high on the thigh leaving just enough room to pin them." He patted Benji over one of the pins. "Yes, and look how she made the thick part between his legs and over his butt. This will be a good diaper and will hold all his messing." She ran a hand over his diaper causing Benji to react with a shiver. "You smell better too, she must have used some perfume on you!" Mrs. Lenny stiffed at the boy. "No, boys don't use perfume.... but she did put on some diaper stuff that smells really good," Benji explained. "OH yes I know what it is..... Mrs. Wilson left little Tommy's diaper bag here the other day. I bet Donna found the diaper things and is using some of it on the boys." Mrs. Lenny sat Benji down so he could eat his breakfast. By the time Kevin and Donna returned Benji had finished his breakfast. Benji noticed Kevin was blushing behind his big grin. "Diapers just like Benji's!" Announced Donna as she presented Kevin before the whole family. "OH! nice!" Mr. Lenny's mouth flopped open at the first sight of Kevin in his new diaper. "That looks just like the ones used in the 'new world'! "There is no such place, Mr. Lenny!" Kevin corrected, "It was only a story." "Are you really, really sure about that, Kevin?" Mr. Lenny asked with a chuckle. "I would like to go there sometime!" Benji commented. "Would you really?" His daddy asked. "Ya, It would be fun, wouldn't it?" Benji responded. "I don't know!" came back Kevin, "I wouldn't want to be turning into a.... a... girl or whatever they do. I am a boy and I get to wear my diaper and I don't want to be changing where I can't wear one......! Kevin was very serious about it. "But, Kevin, you can be a boy forever in the new world. The boys that went there liked it a lot," Mr. Lenny reminded him. "Well, I just don't want to change.... I want to be a boy and wear diapers.... like these." Kevin spread his legs to show off his new diaper. Benji remained quite as he visually checked himself and Kevin out. He quickly noticed that Kevin's diaper was not as thick as his own. When he asked why the difference he was told that poopy pants require more then a pee-pee boy. Every one laughed when Donna explained that. Mr. Lenny sent the two boys out into the backyard to get some sun, besides the adults wanted to talk without having the two 11 year olds underfoot. "I wonder if the boys realize just how lucky they are to be able to go out back in diapers." Donna watched out the window as the boys did summersaults on the grass. "Donna, I didn't know you were jealous of the boys!" Mrs. Lenny joked. "I'm not really, but sometimes I just think how fun it must be for boys.... not that I am jealous of them or anything but sometimes I wish we could change places for a day or so." Donna did not take her eyes off the boys as she talked. Mr. Lenny and his wife looked at each other to check out each others reactions to the statement made by Donna. "You must have read the book I read to the boys!" Mr. Lenny asked. "Not really! But I couldn't help but hear as you read to them!" She answered. "You mean you eavesdropped?" Mr. Lenny asked with a bit of shock. "Ya!" She answered, "I think you changed it a bit, too." "What do you mean, I changed it?" he asked. Turning away from the window Donna returned to her chair at the table. "I seen the same book a long time ago. I did not remember them having... well, you know, playing around!" Mr. Lenny realized he had been found out and was not sure how his wife would take to making up such a story for the boys. "Well, I ..... err... I'm not sure I understand you, I, well, you see...." Mr. Lenny was stopped for the right words to protect himself. Mrs. Lenny got up from the table looking a little pale as she made herself for the hall way. "I will leave you to explain to Donna... I have to make beds." "Mr. Lenny.... I'm sorry if I got you into trouble, I didn't mean to.....!" Donna reached a hand over towards her Uncle. "Don't worry about it. I did get carried away with the boys, but they are boys and understand those things. Anyway they need to know some facts of life!" He looked over at Donna. "I understand also, remember I babysat boys before," Donna giggled. "But really.... changing sex every six months....." "Think I should tell the boys that I made up part of the story?" Mr. Lenny laid himself to the mercy of his Niece. "Not at all. But why did you make up the parts where boys change into.... whatever they did?" Donna put both elbows on the table holding her face in her hands. She lifted her eyebrows several times with a silly grin on her face. "Well, boys don't what to be girls, not even for a minute, so I made them just change a little. I thought it would give them the idea that boys and girls are different but they each have feelings of their own that they like to feel. But in the story of the new world, where only boys lived I thought they would understand better if I did not get too graphic about the sex difference." Mr. Lenny sat back in his chair. "OH! I see. you wanted the boys to get the idea that girls have feelings as well, but you did not want them become girls." Donna was joking with Mr. Lenny. "You got something against girls, Uncle Lenny?" "Oh no, sweetheart, I like girls but I just.... I just wanted the boys to feel being changed is OK time to time. I mean, I did not want the boys to feel they were the only sex. .........Why are you laughing?" Mr. Lenny was trapped and he knew it. "Got ya, Uncle Lenny! I got ya!" Donna and her Uncle laughed together. "Did you really read the original book, Donna?" Mr. Lenny asked. "Yes I really did. I read it many years ago, I must have been about Benji's age, I was fascinated at the idea behind it. My mother thought it was a nasty book and took it away from me. That is why I listened in on you and the boys because I heard you mention reading from the book called, "New Worlds." "Why would your mother think it was a nasty book?" "I never understood her, either. It was only about a world where people stayed young forever in a child-like body. There was no bad things to hurt them. Boys and girls could be friends without anyone interfering because no babies could be born until they were over 100 years old and even then they were still very child-like. Also in the new world neither boys nor girls wore any clothes, they were not needed," Donna said. "Well, I think the boys appreciated the idea of wearing diapers, I know they would be bored just being naked all the time," Mr. Lenny explained. "Uncle Lenny, can I asked you something rather.... personal?" Donna asked in almost a whisper. "We're family, of course you can ask, but I may not answer!" Mr. Lenny chuckled. "I will come right to the point...... Do you think boys want.... I mean, need..... sex play? Donna bit her lip waiting for him to answer. "Sex play? Yes. If I would have said NO you may get the wrong impression I am trying to make. I say yes only to a point. First of all, boys do have sex play with or without anyone's permission. It is a natural order of things. This of course goes for girls as well as boys. One needs to find things out for themselves and when we find that certain foods appeal to our taste buds we want more and it helps us to stay healthy by letting us enjoy our food. Likewise sex play, as you put it, allows the boy to know what feels good to him, what makes him feel relaxed. Society will limit how far it can go by making laws with punishment, but our natural laws built into us always allows touch and play. "But with sex, comes responsibility. I don't know why we use the word SEX to express meaning to this kind of play but we do. As in all kinds of play the child learns to do adult things that will make him or her a better human being. Play releases a lot of tension and fear we have of the world around us. Like playing with their trucks in the sandbox, it teaches co-operation between the players. It also teaches about roads and need for boundaries so the trucks have a place to go. "Sex play is no different the other games boys play. They find out about other boys, they come to know they are not so different from friends. Boy and girl play allows for both sexes to understand the other and accept the differences. There is a lot of good advantages to allowing a boy or girl to masturbate alone or with a friend without fear of punishment. Some punishment can actually drive a boy from a girl or the other way around. But they need parental control, to be taught what is good and what is not in truth and not out of fear. They need a parent that will guide them and listen to them giving answers that stand on truth. "But sex play that makes babies, NO. A Child is not ready to make babies even if his or her body can do so. That is why it is important for a parent to be open minded about sex so they can rightly divide between what is okay and what is not. They need to teach their child in a way that will increase knowledge without scaring away the truth. Telling a child he came from the fairies is setting him up for sexual problems later on," Mr. Lenny elaborated. "Hey, you said more then I wanted to hear, Uncle Lenny." Donna held both hands over her ears. "Sorry, dear. What is it you wanted to know?" "Is it alright for Benji and Kevin to... well, play in bed, you know?" Donna leaned forward waiting her answer. "Benji and Kevin are very good friends. A sleepover is a very good time to experiment with their feelings. I see no problem allowing them time to themselves as long as they don't bring their play out where they could be embarrassed or hurt by others," Mr. Lenny answered. Donna had a satisfied grin on her face. "I figured it was OK for them but I needed to ask you about it." "I take it you know something I may not.... are they... as you say, playing around?" Mr. Lenny asked. "I may have said too much already, I really don't want them to get into any trouble." Donna looked back out the window just as Benji did a hand stand with Kevin holding up his legs. "I will have a special talk with both boys. Don't worry, they are not in trouble but may need some of that parental control I spoke of." Mr. Lenny pushed his chair back as he got up. Looking out the window where Donna seemed occupied he made a comment. "Maybe I have been overlooking something..... You seem interested in the boys.... have you any feelings ... I mean, towards them?" He watch for any expression change in Donna. "I think boys are beautiful....Ya, I got feelings, lots of them and I'm not dead yet!" Speaking openly about the truth almost frightened her. "Maybe Mrs. Lenny needs to visit with you, also." Mr. Lenny gave her a light hug as he left the room. Donna sat for the next few minutes pondering over her conversation with Uncle Lenny. "Did I go too far... Did I say something I should not have?" Donna watched the boys as they ran around yard free as a bird in only their diapers. Part 67-- Donna's Secret Thoughts Donna sat for the next few minutes pondering over her conversation with Uncle Lenny. "Did I go too far... Did I say something I should not have?" Donna watched the boys as they ran around yard free as a bird in only their diapers. "I sure hope I did not tell Uncle Lenny something that may get the boys into trouble," Donna thought as she went out the back door and sat on the steps. She had been noticing how the boys spend so much time together. She knows the boys are having some kind of relationship and it is bothering her something terrible. What she did not tell her Uncle was about the night of the story when she woke up to noises coming from the boys' room. Mr. Lenny had just finished reading his story to them. Having heard him leave the room she was disturbed by the sound of whimpering and giggling coming from the room. Without the boys knowing it she had quietly opened the door a crack to see what was going on. What she saw caused hot flashes to flow all over her. She had witnessed them playing before but this was far more complicated then just playing around. She was not sure if she should leave and forget or bust into the room to rescue her little charges from the passion that held them at the moment. All she could do was stand frozen in the door watching the activity unfolding before her. She observed the gentleness and caring they showed each other. At times she could not tell what was happening but the sounds were unmistakable. She had mixed feelings. Donna had a flash back to a few years ago when she babysat a little 10 year old boy back East. She had allowed play for herself and the boy until the afternoon when the boy's mother came home early. This is one of the reasons she was sent to live with her Aunt and Uncle out West. Up till now she had given this very little thought. But now with what she was witnessing her old feelings returned giving her mix emotions of fear and excitement. She tried to bring it up several times to Mr. Lenny but held back for fear he would not understand. Thinking back over the last conversation with Uncle Lenny she tried think word for word what was said. "Is it alright for Benji and Kevin to... well, play in bed, you know?" Donna remembered asking this question. She gritted her teeth when she realized just how that must have sounded. But the way he answered still left her wondering if she understood him correctly. His answer was, "Benji and Kevin are very good friends. A sleep over is a very good time to experiment with their feelings. I see no problem allowing them time to themselves as long as they don't bring their play out where they could be embarrassed or hurt by others." Donna realized this could have been taken two different ways. "But was he talking about the same thing I was?" She continued in her deep thought taking an occasional glance at the boys romping in the backyard. "He could have meant he saw no problem letting them sleep in the same bed or he saw no problem for them to play like they were doing. Which was it?" "Or he did say they should not bring their play out into the open where others may get the wrong impression, something like that!" "He had to mean that he knew about it or why would he think they or others could be embarrassed?" Donna began to giggle softly when she remembered what she said next, "I figured it was OK for them but I needed to ask you about it." "Why didn't I just come out and tell him what I saw?" She wondered what his reaction would have been! Benji had just wrestled Kevin to the ground pinning him. Kevin let out a yell, "Hey, get off me you big pooper!" This brought Donna back to the present. She looked up just as Kevin grabbed Benji's diaper throwing him onto his side. Kevin rolled on top of him and began to lightly slap his face. Benji let out a yell. Donna put her hands to her mouth to give more volume to her voice. "Get him good, Kevin!" Watching the boys was a pleasure for her. Secretly she was hoping they would need a diaper change soon. She had a few things she wanted to talk to them about. But what she was really planning was something rather daring. She had a plan and intended to carry it out. As Donna watched the boys play in the back yard she began again to daydream about what she and her Uncle had been taking about. Even if she wasn't a 100% sure that Mr. Lenny was thinking along the same lines as herself, she had always thought her Uncle had an open mind about things like this . "Sure glad I had that little talk with him." She again giggled to herself. Kevin caught her eye as he strolled out on the grass in front of her. The sight of his smooth sun tan skin, his cute little smile caused a demanding shiver that run up and down Donna, causing her to tremble. She was actually getting those little strange feelings as her eyes darted from Kevin to Benji and back. She wondered what the boys would do if she gave them more direct attention. She wondered if Benji would even want to get more personal. A few times she had already gone farther then she thought she should have. Benji called out from across the back yard, "Hey, Donna, you alright?" The sound of his anxious voice startled her from her light slumber. "Yes, I'm Ok. Guess I need a nap, eh?" She giggled. But inside she wished she could get Benji to at least talk to her about personal things. She would like to tell him she was watching that night. Would he get upset.... or would he confide in her? That was the question. The two boys continued playing in the sandbox making car and truck noises as they drove over the make-believe roads. She asked herself why she felt upset just because the boys seemed to have more personal contact with each other? Why was it causing her so much inner pain? Was she reading something into their relationship that may not be there? Or was she seeing activity that made her jealous? Donna had been finding herself down the dumps, so to speak, these last couple of days. It was not like Donna to be depressed. She wondered if it showed. "That's it, jealousy was what I'm feeling!" She thought to herself. "But why am I jealous of two 11 year old boys. After all I will be 17 soon." But now she thinks she has found the reason.... She really was jealous of the boys, but why? "Is it because they get to do things and I can't? I bet it is!" Donna understood about puberty and the pressure it can put on a body. She thought she could handle these growing feelings alone but now she was not sure. Her breast had began to fill out this last year. They were so tender and full of sensation. Every time she would diaper the boys she could see them noticing her. Even the last time she diapered Kevin and noticing him preoccupied with her, she got this almost un-controlling urge to unbutton her blouse so he could see better. "What would he have done or said if I did?" Donna thought as her daydream continued. She knew the boys were bonding much closer between themselves. "Yes, I am jealous of them. They get to do everything from wearing diapers all day to playing around at night. I'm entitled to something for myself!" Donna argued within herself. She felt life had given her a unfair dealing. What she really wants is more freedom around the boys. She knows the boys look forward having her change their dirty diapers. Besides this is one job she looks forward to. "Changing their diapers is one thing," she thought out loud, "But I need more...." Donna became aware that her emotions were building up while thinking about what she wanted to do. She realized what she wanted was not going to happen. This frustration was getting to be too much for her to handle alone. She knew she had tell some one how she felt, but how could she tell Uncle Lenny? How could she explain her need to be alone with Benji or Kevin once in a while. It had occurred to her that maybe Uncle Lenny would listen if she would present her petition in a logical approach. 'He did say boys need to experience things.' Wouldn't to be logical to assume that girls have similar needs?" she reasoned. "Donna, look out!" Benji yelled. Donna looked up just as the beach ball hit her on the shoulder almost knocking her off the step. "Ouch!" She screamed in pain. "Sorry!" Benji said softly after he retrieved the ball. "Me too, Benji!" Donna answered rubbing her shoulder. "Guess I wasn't watching what was going on." "Wanta come play with us?" Benji tossed the ball to her. She came back with. "You don't know how much!" "What?" Benji asked. "Sure I will play with you. Kevin, you go over there by the shed, and Benji, you over there." The boys ran to their positions waiting for her to throw the ball. Clara Lenny had been watching from the window. "Tom, come here a minute," Clara called Mr. Lenny. "What is it, Clara?" Mr. Lenny asked as he walked over to the window beside his wife. "Isn't that a sight.... Those boys sure have it good, don't they?" Clara nodded towards the game of catch. "I agree, not many older girls would spend time with them as much as our Donna does." Tom gave his wife a hug. "And Benji is lucky to have such an understanding mom such as you!" "Your getting at something, Mr. Lenny, What is it?" "Now why are you so suspicious, wife of mine?" Tom joked with her. "I know you, Mister, now what is it?" she asked. "Oh, I don't know how important it is, but Donna came to me this morning. She seems puzzled over something, not sure what," Mr. Lenny answered. "You want me to have a talk with her, Tom?" Clara asked. "I knew you would, Thanks Dear," Tom grinned. "I think she wants women talk!" "You know more then you are letting on, what did she tell you?" Clare probed. "Well, let's just say she needs a woman's love and understanding about now." Tom returned to the living room where he was reading the paper. "Boy problems, eh?" Clara asked while following him into the living room. "Think so!" He answered. "I never knew she had a boyfriend.. Who is he?" she questioned. "Don't think it is any stranger, think it is Benji and Kevin!" "Benji and Kevin!" She looked puzzled. "Yep, she has something going on between her and the boys." Tom put his paper down to look his wife in the face. "I can't imagine what?" Clara picked up her netting. "I can..... she likes them," he said. "Of course she does, she's Benji's cousin..... What are you getting at, Tom?" She said, putting her nettle down. "Sex, my dear, just old fashioned sex!" Tom hid himself back behind the paper. "Good grief,......... sex! She's almost twice as old as they are, they're just little boys. What has sex to do with anything?" Clara began to work at her netting. "Well, both boys are 11 years old. Within the next two or three years they will begin puberty, if my memory serves me correctly this is the time things began to happen." Tom turned a page in the paper. "Yes, that's so. but still they are only little boys.... still in diapers I may add!" Clara declared. Tom just laughed. "Could be it is not the boys, Clara. Donna's well into her puberty. Frankly I think she is getting a little foxy!" Putting his paper down, Tom leaned over towards his wife. The back door opened sending in a breeze of fresh air. The boys ran into the living room and dropped to the floor as if exhausted. Donna was right behind them panting like a deer in a chase. "Whew! That was one of the fastest games of catch I ever played." Donna dropped into a chair very un-lady like flopping one leg over the chair's arm. "You boys head for the bathroom. This is bath night." Clara headed the boys down the hall. "I better go with them, I know Benji pooped his pants at least once," Donna started to get up but was motioned to remain sitting by Clara. "The boys will have to get alone without you this time..... We need to talk!" Clara's voice was soft and gentle but firm. Part 68-- Donna's Secret Thoughts Exposed We need to talk!" Clara's voice was soft and gentle but firm. "OK, but am I in some kind of trouble?" Donna sat nervously. "No! at least I don't think so!" Clara said as she reached out with her hand to console her niece. "We want you to feel comfortable to talk to us about anything. You mentioned something about the boys, are they bothering you?" Tom Lenny asked. "They don't bother me, Uncle Lenny, But it's just that they get to do so much and I can't." "What you mean, dear?" Clara asked. "You know........ !" Donna looked down at the floor moving her toe nervously as she bit at her lip. Tom and Clara looked at each other with Tom raising an eyebrow. Clara had a small grin forming at the edge of her mouth. "No I don't think I understand," Clara fibbed to Donna. "Uncle Lenny you know..... We talked about it, remember!" Donna just could not bring herself to say the words. "I think what Clara is trying to say is that you need to tell us yourself then we will know exactly what you're thinking. Otherwise we may go off the deep end and all of us drown, if you know what I mean," Mr. Lenny explained with a wink. Donna could read body language quite well. She still felt that Mr. Lenny was accepting what she was trying to say but had more difficulty reading Clara. "Auntie Clara, I... I.... I like to diaper the boys!" Not what Donna intended to say but was a beginning. "I know you do, dear..... Lot of girls your age enjoy diapering little boys, it is their chance to see little boys and learn from them, that is why so many young girls like to babysit. Besides, unless you haven't noticed, I too, am a girl. When I was your age I could hardly wait for my next baby sitting job. I must confess to you, there were times I turned down sitting with a girl so I would be available to sit a boy. I tell you this so you will be aware that I am human, also. I went though a lot of what your going through right now. I do understand, so don't hold back what your trying so hard to say," Clara revealed her past feelings so Donna could relax. Tom caught on to what Clara was done, so he added, "My! Clara! You mean you actually went out of your way to diaper little boys?" "Yes.... does that make me a weird person or something?" She laughed. "Donna, I just want you to know it is not strange nor weird for you to feel the way you do. You are a growing girl and someday you may have a baby of your own, it is important for you to learn all you can now." Clara made it clear she was on Donna's side and would listen to her. "Boy, Auntie Clara, I'm so glad you want to talk about it. I have so much I need to say. Sometimes I just think I will just die. It hurts so much and I can't do anything about it!" Donna opened up letting words flow. "Auntie Clara..... have you ever wanted to reach out and........ and..." Donna could not go on. Clara began to fill in the words for her. "Yes, dear, I have." "What are you two talking about now?" Tom broke in. "Why dear, we are talking girl talk..... Haven't you ever had a girl diapering you, or can you remember that far back?" Clara poked fun at her husband's question. "Well, it is a while back but, yes I do remember. You know I had to wear diapers till I was almost 12, didn't you? ........ Well, I do remember this one girl.... she was about your age, Donna. At the time I was not more then 10 or 11, She came to spend the night while my mother and father were out late. It seemed I had too much chocolate to eat and on top of that she kept giving me more sodas. Well, to make a short story shorter I ended up needing a diaper change from both ends. HA! HA! Well, she acted as if she hated me for the pooping and wetting but after she was cleaning me up... Ha! Ha! she got playing.........." Tom was cut off by Clara. "Yes Dear, you told me that story before but what you're not aware of is she fixed you up so you would have to poop and pee. That is what we are getting at.... Girls like to change boys' diapers on account they can learn more then what they look like. She set you up!" Clara laughed. Turning her attention back to Donna, Clara asked, "Is that what you're concerned about, your desire to touch them?" Donna was taken back by Clara's bluntness. She had not expected to get this deep into her thoughts right away. As surprised as she was to the openness of her Aunt and Uncle, she was concerned that they may take on another attitude if they knew she was already doing the very same things with Benji and Kevin. Had the boys told on her? And what about this very afternoon when she and Kevin used Benji's bed to play. Donna knew she could never tell about that. "Uncle Lenny, did you ever tell your parents about the what the girl did?" Donna wanted to get her Uncle to confess putting him in a spot she may be able to use later. "Ha. Ha," he laughed nervously. "No, I never did, why?" he asked. "I was wondering what happened to you if you had told!" was her response. "Your wondering why I did not tell on her, It is quite simple really, I did not want to get her in trouble," Tom said. "Why not, she did you wrong, didn't she?" Donna had more riding on this question then what met the eye. This was more then just a surface question. "Honey, she did not do me wrong, believe me. I went along with it.... in fact, I was looking forward to my diaper changes after that." Tom had that far-off look in his eyes. "But your parents, what would they had done?" Donna wanted to know. Racking his throat Tom continued. "They would have put a stop to it. I would have been punished for allowing it and she would have been asked never to return." Tom probably was right. "How would you have handled it?" "I don't know, but I think I would be more reasonable about it. After all, sex play is not going to hurt anyone, is it?" Donna waited for a response. "But Donna, being a parent they would have to take that stand, it is expected of them," Tom answered. "What would you do if you were a parent and found out sex play was going on? Clara asked. The room was hushed for a few seconds. Then Donna spoke. "I don't think I would punish the boy for what the girl did. I don't think the girl should be punished ether, she did not do anything really bad. it isn't like she hurt them or something. The parent should see it from the child's point of view." Donna told it as she what she felt was right. "It is all the way you look at it. Some say if a child gets into sex play too early that they may be damaged for life . Some others say the older person should be put in jail for life, even wanting to hang them on the spot. But you're right, as parents we should see it from the child's point of view and not from the adults view." Clara broke in. Mr. Lenny had been pondering what was said then he spoke up, "That's right! You know, children do see things differently than adults do. Some adults seem as if they were never a child themselves. If they did they would know sex play is fun and exciting and this idea should be carried into adulthood, but too many adults have lost the beauty of sex, lost the ability to see things as a child sees them. "For example, when a little child sees a butterfly he is thrilled and follows after it trying to catch it. They see the world as a fun place where everything is new and exciting. When they find that sex play with another child is just another thing to explore, they think it is something to investigate. "They are not concerned about all the does and don'ts at this level in life. All they want is to know what it is and why it feels so good, like other things in life they will experiment. "But when an adult sees a child, especially their own, engaging in sex play they panic. They see the act as some devious thing and if they don't put a stop to it the child will grow up being some kind of monster. This is far from the truth, in fact, just the opposite happens. The child will grow up thinking sex, of any kind, is bad, dirty and evil and must not be engaged in. This causes many men and women to fail in their marriage as well as their own sex life. Our country has the highest rate of men that suffer from impotency. "If their child is a boy they think they failed somewhere and now they are going to pay for it with a lustful child. If their child is a girl they think she has been ruined forever and blame the boy for all their fears. In reality the child is only learning about life, himself and those round about him, or her." Mr. Lenny gave a fine speech. "We believe a child should have the opportunity to explore his or her world without adult intervention. However, with loving guidance, not a free run. We as parents need to know what our children are doing," Clara added her input. Again their was a pulse in the conversation until Mr. Lenny gave a shocking statement. "Donna, we know you have been playing with the boys!" At this statement Donna turned hot all over. She had always felt she was doing something naughty, so she kept it a secret. Now she was confronted with the truth. It caused her much embarrassment. "Uncle Lenny, I...... I am sorry..... I didn't mean to...." Donna busted into tears. Donna was quickly taken into Aunt Clara's arms allowing her to cry on her shoulder. Aunt Clara patted he back gently. Clara spoke softly with a loving tone. "Don't worry about it, dear... If we had thought you were doing something so terrible we would have stepped in long ago," Clara continued soothing her Niece. Mr. Lenny can hardly stand having a female cry. He reached out to Donna, "Now, now, it isn't as bad as all that. Life will go on. It is alright, we're not mad at you, you are not in any kind of trouble...... Here, take my hanky wipe your eyes." Tears were in Mr. Lenny's eyes as well. Between sniffles and blowing her nose, Donna asked Tom, "Did that girl cause you a lifetime of problems?" "Why no! Not at all. In fact I think it gave me a head start in my development. I can say this in all honesty because what she did was done in love and with caring. I have always looked back at this time as something of beauty, not with shame. It was a time when I was truly loved and wanted. It also helped me find the right woman to marry." "Then after my first wife died, and I found Clara, I just knew she was the one for me. No, dear, I have been grateful for the experience," Tom said all this with much love and gentleness. "Does Benji know you know?" She asked as she wiped the tears from her eyes. "We had a man-to-man talk about these things, but no, he never told me or Clara but we knew something was going on," Tom answered. "You see, we love Benji very much and want the very best for him. When we find him, or even you, are upset over something we will try to open the communication lines between us. If he is happy and feels comfortable we know everything is Ok. But if any one of you seems unhappy and are uneasy about something we still want the communication lines to be open," Uncle Lenny told her. Clara gave a few words of wisdom, "When I first became aware something was going on I was very concerned. But I also respect Benji's privacy. I also respect your privacy. I trust you to do the right thing. Perhaps it was because your mother and I used to experiment with each other when we were kids so it is no surprise that you and Benji or Kevin or any other child would do the same. All we ask is you come to us if you should ever need to talk about it. We trust you not to cause Benji to get into some kind of problem that may cause trouble down the line. I mean, don't let it go too far. You wait till you are married and have a home of your own. But there are times when you just can't seem to control your own feelings, this is the time to come and talk with us. We will listen. I promise neither of us will ever be angry with you but will give you some help if you ask us for it. Please let us know, we will help!" Clara promised to be her closest friend to confide in. "Thank you Auntie Clara, and you, too, Uncle Lenny..... I feel much better now!" Donna sighed with relief. Nothing was brought up about her and Kevin much to her relief. So far this discussion had to do with her and Benji. "Maybe they won't need to know any more. For now anyway," Donna thought to herself. "We are not completely ready to close this conversation, Donna. Now that you know we will listen and will not condemn you, now you need to tell us what it is that is bothering you," Mr. Lenny folded his hands over his belly, leaned back in the easy chair ready to hear what Donna was going to say. "Maybe they do know about Kevin, but how?" This is so embarrassing. Donna continued to worry to herself. Donna started to open her mouth but Clara put he finger to he lips saying, "Shhhhh! I will go check on the boys first then when I come back we can talk, OK?" "Sure." It would have been Donna's place to go check on the boys but under these circumstances she did not bother to get up. "Ok, but please hurry back, I don't want to lose my nerve." Donna had a look of little child anxious to get something off her chest. While Clara had gone checking on the boys, Tom began to talk with Donna. "Honey, if I can help in .... any way please let me, Ok!" Tom gave her a look that made her think he could see right through her. He continued , "You have grown into a fine-looking woman.... I can understand why the boys find you desirable," He flattered her. "Oh! Uncle Lenny.... I don't have any boyfriends...... do you really think they would be interested in me?" Donna took it as a compliment. "I can truly guarantee it. I only wish I was younger!" Tom grinned. "I'm glad you like me, Uncle Lenny," she smiled back at him while still trying to figure out what he could possibly mean by his flattering words. "Before Clara gets back I want to ask you something...... Did Benji say anything about what you two were doing that could have made you think he was unhappy about it? I mean did he give you any impression that he worried about it?" Mr. Lenny came about as close as he dared so not to upset her anymore then she was. "No not really, He seems to like me changing his diapers," she said. Tom leaned over close to her ear saying, "No, that is not what I meant. While the diaper was off and you ..... you know, sort of tickled him, did it upset him?" Tom sat back into his chair. "Don't think so. I guess he liked it..... he lets!" Donna stopped knowing she said too much already. "And how about you?" Tom whispered. I guess we both like it. I like to feel his bare skin with the palm of my hand. But I didn't mean to harm him, I just....! she started to cry again. "I know, I know, it's Ok...... I am getting a better picture now," Tom smiled. "Uncle Lenny, did you ever do anything when that girl played with you.... I mean, did you do something, too!" Donna glanced down the hall but not seeing Clara she continued, "Did you ever do anything with her?" She whispered. What she asked took Tom back a bit. Getting his composure back he answered her. "I think what is done in private should be private, Don't you?" Tom thought he may had opened a can of worms. "I think I understand!" Donna sat quietly. "No!... If I want you to be open, on top of the table so to speak, with me you should expect the same from me!" Tom sat closer to the edge of his seat so not to have to talk so loud. "Yes, were together much like you and Benji!" Tom whispered. "Maybe you shouldn't have told me. Are you sorry you told me?" She asked then quickly added, "I promise never to tell anyone!" There was a moment of silence being broken by Clara shutting the bathroom door. Tom sat back into his chair, "Maybe we can talk about this some other time, Ok!" "Sure, I feel better already! Donna wiped her eyes. "The boys are just fine, they are washing each other's backs, so guess they will get clean. I must have surprised them the way they jumped when I came in.!" Clara said as she sat down once more. Clara looked first at Donna then over at her husband, "Everything alright?" she asked. "Oh, sure, dear. We were just talking." Tom gave a nervous cough. "Ya, it was very helpful, too. I am so lucky to have you to live with, thanks!" Donna was now sure that Uncle Lenny would be on her side. "Donna, why don't you leave now and help the boys. We will be eating soon. I will give you a call." Clara instructed. "OK." She headed for the bathroom only stopping off for a couple of clean diapers. She turned her head to look back at her Uncle. When she turned back down the hall she was smiling from ear to ear. "YES!" She threw the diapers in the air catching them then entered the bathroom. Part 69-- Donna's Problems "Donna, why don't you leave now and help the boys. We will be eating soon. I will give you a call," Clara instructed. "OK." She headed for the bathroom only stopping off for a couple of clean diapers. She turned her head to look back at her uncle. He smiled and threw her a kiss. When she turned back down the hall she was smiling from ear to ear. "Yes!" She threw the diapers in the air catching them then entered the bathroom. "She seems to have recovered rather fast didn't she?" Clara asked Mr. Lenny. "Yes she did, I think we had helped her in the right way, didn't you, dear?" Tom seemed rather proud of himself. "I hope so. I know it is hard for a young girl like her to find herself nowadays. With so much sex on the TV and in the papers, too many places to get the wrong idea about it. There is really no substitute for the real thing, I always say." Clara gave no hint of embarrassment. Mr. Lenny looked surprised, "Why, Darling, I did not know you were so open-minded about such things!" "We never really had opportunity to talk about sex even between the two of us. If you get a little pushy you may find I know more then you think!" Clara came over to Mr. Lenny and sat down on his lap. "Ho, Ho! My Little Lotus Blossom, are you one of those nice little babysitters a boy dreams about?" He whispered in her ear as he gave her several light kisses. "Honey, I was known as Miss Mother's Helper of the year. And that ran five years in a row," she giggled while giving Tom a loving hand. "Only five years.... what happen..... you got caught?" Tom joked. "Maybe..... but I'm not talking!" Clara told Tom. "Little Tommy never complained!" "Little Tommy was one of your early pets I presume?" Tom began to engage in petting his wife. "That's right..... remind me to tell you all about it sometime," Clara answered. "Now is a good time....! Tell me all about it. Start at the beginning." Tom was trying not to show too much interest but what his wife was telling him had set things in motion. "You really want to know?" She teased him. "Sure.... go ahead." Tom began to unbutton the blouse of his 120 pound wife. "My, My but your becoming a big boy, Tommy Boy! If I affect you this much we better head for a more private location." Clara removed his roaming hand, "It's getting late, let's go to bed!" "Whatever you say, my love." Tom picked his wife up and carried her into their bedroom. "I got a terrific idea, if your willing to go along with it," Clara giggled. "Oh boy lets have some fun!" Tom began to pet her more but she pulled back putting a finger to her lips. "Trust me!" "We are going to play a game.... you be the little boy and I will be your baby sitter....!" Clara had never acted like this before and it almost frightened Tom. "What you got in mind?" He asked. "We will play baby sitter until we can't stand it any longer, then we ....... do it, OK?" "OK! What you want me to do?" Tom was ready to be teased. Clara told Tom get all of his clothes off and lay on the bed, she would be right back. In a few minutes she returned with a large Depend diaper which she put on her husband. She was taking her time, stopping here and there teasing her big baby. "That tickles!" Tom wiggled about. He reached for her but she would not let him. She said, "Play like you're a 10 year old boy, I'm your sitter and you must mind me. Stop being an adult and go along with me. Again she began to tease him as he laid in his diaper. As the pretend game continued Tom was finding it harder to resist playing the adult part. "No! No! you mustn't do that." Clara would slap his hands. Tom began to settle down, being a 10 year old again. Somehow it felt rather good to him playing this role. Clara did all the doing while he just laid stretched out on the bed. It had been a long time since he had been able be child like and he was enjoying it. She began to talk 'little boy talk' to him asking, "Is my little boy comfortable? Here, let me adjust your diaper, it looks crooked. Then she would proceed to mess around. Tom would wiggle and kick out his legs. He could hardly stand the stress that was building up. For the next few minutes Tom was able to relive another time when his babysitter took advantage of the situation. As the game continued both of them played their roles to the best they could. Soon their passion for each other reach it's highest advantage which proved pleasing for both of them. All too soon they completed the game which was giving them both lot of satisfaction. They soon collapsed from complete exhaustion. The last thing Tom remembers is telling his wife she was one sexy baby sitter. She told him he was one fun baby, that she would love to baby sit again. "Let's play more. Life is too serious to pass by the opportunity to be a child again." Tom leaned over his wife giving her a big kiss. Some time in the night Clara woke up to find her husband laying on his back and still in the diaper she put on him. Quietly she got up tip toed to the table where she picked up their new digital camera. Taking several pictures she giggled as she crawled back into bed. Meantime while all this was going on in the adult bed room, Donna continued to suffer with her own puberty problem. She had finished giving the boys their bath. She helped them get into their night time diapers, shut the lights off then headed for her room. With her lights out she dropped on top of her bed. The thoughts of the day flooded her mind. She had been building up tensions all day long. Now she could not get to sleep. "How much more of this can I take?" She thought to herself. I wish I had told Aunt Clara how I really feel." Donna was ready to reach out to anything that would give her some rest from all this struggling within. "I know they must be playing, that was the bed hitting the wall. Sounds like they are bouncing on the bed," she thought to herself. Normally this would have brought a smile to her face but today she was in no mood to do so. Pouting, she walked towards the boys' room. Carefully opening the boys door she observed them romping on top the bed. Usually walking in on the boys would bring enjoyment but now she felt envy. Lately Donna had been feeling the pain of being left out. It was as though time was slipping by -- without her. Even now seeing the boys in only their diapers brought Donna little pleasure. It only left her feeling guilty. What she and Kevin did recently only increased her feelings of guilt. It had left her deeply depressed. She had not yet recognized her problem. "How is it they can do it without feeling guilty, Why?" She stood at the boys' bedroom door for a moment. "No one cares about me, they get to do everything and I can't do anything." She justified her guilty feelings by blaming it on some one else. A true sign of growing up. Donna quietly closed the boys door then tip-toed back to her room closing the door behind her. In the dark of her room she peeled off her clothing dropping naked on her bed. "It's not fair," she pouted. "Everyone has someone and I am all alone." She was referring to Aunt and Uncle Lenny together in one room, then to Benji and Kevin in the other. She was aware of the games being played out in both rooms. "I have sneaked around long enough now it is time I got to do what I want. Every one else can do it why can't I." She brooded over her situation. She vowed she would change all of that. Still, feeling rather sorry for herself, Donna said, "Every one gets to have some fun but me, but I will see that gets changed." She reconfirmed the vow she just made to herself. Somehow all this self-talk made her feel justified but did nothing to solve her problem. She still suffered the worst case of puberty-itis anyone ever had. Even her own body was fighting against her. Every fiber of every cell was crying out for some loving care. Every system in her body was prepared and alert. But every thing was idle, all put on hold. This would tax any adult to the limit.... but for a teenager it made her feel lousy. Hidden anger was building up... she was resenting the activity going on around her. Donna was brought out of her daydreaming when Benji called out, "Donna! Donna!" She was so surprised by the urgent call that she jumped up running out the door. "What! What's wrong?!" Donna called out loud. She was completely out in the hall before realizing she was still naked. Benji came running out the his door "Donna! Don........." He was not expecting to see his cousin in her birthday suit. Donna was clearly shaken but unable to move. Try as she could, she just could not make it to her door in time. Kevin stuck his head out the door, his jaw almost hit the floor. With a bright grin Kevin said, "Donna you're... naked!" By this time the boys had walked over by her not knowing wither to laugh or what. Donna could not make the door knob work, try as she did. It was Uncle Lenny that opened their door wondering what all the commotion was all about. By the time Aunt Clara had gotten into the hall Benji had managed to open Donna's door in which she rapidly disappeared slamming the door behind herself. Out in the hall stood Uncle and Aunt Lenny and the two boys who were trying to talk all at once. It was Aunt Clara that took control. She sent the boys back to their room where she learned that Benji had pooped his diaper and Kevin was sloppy wet. Aunt Clara busied herself changing the boys while Uncle Lenny was trying to figure it all out. Tom Lenny knocked upon Donna's door. "Go away!" was the call from a very frightened and embarrassed girl. "Just go away!" Then sounds of tears. Again it was Aunt Clara that brought sanity back to the household. "Honey, just go back to bed, I will take care of this." Aunt Clara said as she carefully entered the girls room. "What in the world has happened?" asked the most confused Mr. Lenny. "Never you mind... I'll talk to you later, now get!" Clara shut the door then went over and sat on the bed next to Donna. Part 70-- Donna Gets Some Help "What in the world has happened?" asked the most confused Mr. Lenny. "Never you mind... I'll talk to you later, now get!" Clara shut the door then went over and sat on the bed next to Donna. Donna was laying across the bed sobbing like her heart would break. "I'm sorry Aunt Clara, I didn't mean to cause so much trouble." "Now, now dear.... you just tell me what happened. You know I will help you all I can." Aunt Clara rubbed lovingly over her back. "I ran out in the hall when I heard Benji calling.... I could not get the door open.... and I was naked.... he saw me... all of you saw me," Donna told her between sobs. "Yes, we all saw that... but why didn't you put on your robe first?" "I don't know...." Again Donna broke into tears. "Well, never mind that for now. Tell me what has really been bothering you lately, you have been in a world of your own." Clara was calming her down by speaking in soft tones. A few more sniffles then Donna sat up leaning against her Aunt. Clara put her arms around Donna, hugging her even closer. "You know we love you.... you can tell us anything without any worry of rejection. Now please tell me." Clara and Donna sat in quiet for a few seconds. "I just don't know where to start." Donna wiped her eyes. Clara did not answer but began to slowly rock back and forth while Donna laid her head against her shoulder. "I just feel so strange!" Donna said. "I feel like I don't belong." Again a few tears. "Are you sick? You feel hot, do you have a fever?" Clara ran her hand over Donna's forehead. "No! I'm alright.... It's just that you all have some one..... I feel so alone!" Donna came about as close as she could to the truth. Before Clara could respond Donna continued, "You all have been so good to me, I feel so ashamed." "Maybe we have been working you too hard. Maybe your doing too much, why don't you let me diaper the boys for awhile that will give you more time for yourself." Clara was looking for a way to help. "OH NO! Aunt Clara, I want to diaper them, I really do!" she said this before thinking what it must have sounded like. "Why don't you take a couple of days off then, I and Mr. Lenny will get along fine and the boys will have to pitch in around the house....." Clara said. "Auntie Clara, I ..... I need to tell you something... its been bothering me. Please listen." Donna pleaded. Donna proceeded to tell how she felt she could not do this and that. How she felt left out of what she believed to be important things. Of course she could not come right out with what was bothering her but she did make a start. "Donna, I am aware you feel yourself denied of whatever it is you are trying to say and that you feel all alone even if you are not really alone at all. What I need to know is the exact thing or things you feel you are to deny yourself of having." Clara probed for more direct answers. "Aunt Clara, can I just come out and say it? Will you promise not to be too mad at me?" Donna was now as close to telling deep secrets as she had ever been before. "Of course, Dear! That is what I have been trying to tell you, no matter what is going on I will not be upset with you!" Clara promised. Donna got up from the bed and put on her robe then sat in the chair by the bed. Aunt Clara sat with her feet dangling over the bed's edge waiting for Donna to begin. "It all started last week when I was changing Benji's diaper. I guess I just came to realize that he is a boy........ I mean..... I know he is a boy but.... I can't seem to find the right word." Donna was a little frightened at the sound of her own voice. "Yes, Benji is a boy, has been one since he was born..." Clara tried to humor her niece. "Yes I know that, too.... It's just different now, I mean, I know he is a boy and I know Kevin is a boy but......" Donna tried to explain. "But, somehow you have discovered that boys are more then mere boys. Is that what your trying to say?" Clara got a more clear picture now. "Precisely! It was as they suddenly became more then just a boy, they were really boys! Ya know?" Donna was more relaxed now. "I think it is because you're growing up, your beginning to see more then what is just before you. This will happen to many of your early ideas about things. One day you see just what is there and the next day suddenly there is much more before you then you first thought. Boys are taking on a different meaning for you now. Before when you would change diapers they represented a job you had to do. Suddenly they became objects that caused you funny feelings inside." Clara was zeroing in on the problem. "Ya! That's it. I could change their diapers and saw them as boys that needed a changing. Nothing has really changed outside of myself but now inside I get all goosy. But why?" Donna began to see her problem but was filled with more questions. "Perfectly natural, Sweetheart! You're becoming a woman. You are just beginning to catch up with your puberty." Clara reached out a hand toward Donna. Donna moved her chair closer to take a hold. "Puberty?" she asked. "What does that have to do with it?" "It means you are changing from a girl into a woman. You have started when you were 10 years old and it has been a gradual change up till now. Chemical actions and reactions within your body is causing new things to happen within you. One of these things is you are more aware of your sexual needs. It is a time when your body is telling you new things about yourself. In the case of the boys you have began to cross the line between innocence and knowing." Clara quietly instructed her. "But I was always aware of boys, I know the differences!" She responded. "I know, dear, but up till now you were only aware of the physical differences and that holds some excitement for you as well as for the boys. Have you noticed how boys will try to see up girls' legs or want to look at naked pictures? Girls don't have that much interest when they are younger but that could be due to the fact girls get more chances to babysit boys than boys babysitting girls. However, after puberty sets in causing the changes in your body you find yourself more interested in boys even if you do not yet understand why. All this new interest can cause much confusion. On one hand you are the same person you always were but on the other hand a new you wants to emerge. It is called the sex drive which to some girls becomes almost unbearable." Clara continued her instructions. "You can say that again, unbearable is right. Aunt Clara, can this drive cause you to do something maybe you shouldn't do?" Donna wanted so much to tell her secret. "Yes, many girls have let go, so to speak, wishing later they hadn't been so quick to act." Clara answered. "Like having sex with a boy?" Donna shivered as she asked. "I suppose. It depends what you call sex. This is a word that is misused much of the time. Sex can mean the category between what is male and female nothing more or less. Or it can mean the act of inter-exchanging between two people of either sex. One can have inter action with themselves. This is called masturbation." Clara explained. "The boys do that, masturbate I mean." Donna did not mean for it to come out like it did but Clara did not seem be worried about it. "I know. Boys usually experiment with themselves long before girls do. In fact some girls never had. Others only after had sex play with a boy or was taught by another girl." "Is it alright for the Benji and Kevin to.... do that?" Donna asked with a little excitement in her voice. "To answer you honestly I must say it would be hard to keep them from doing so. Your Uncle and I have been aware for some time that Kevin and Benji have been fooling with each other for some time now. This can and does lead toward some kind of sex experimenting. But is it alright? To a point I would suppose, but it still is a parent's reasonability to direct their child in the accepted ways. What is acceptable is debatable." The conversation was beginning to cause Clara some embarrassment. "How far can they go? I mean, if you know they are doing it, how far would you allow them go before interfering?" Donna had something else in mind. "I would, as a rule of the thumb, that if they are not bothering each other nor disturbing anyone else it would wise to say nothing. But if they go over the line we would need to take steps to curb the activity before it becomes a set pattern. "What I am trying to say to you is, it is OK to experiment now and then. But we would need to deal it by making some limits for their own safety." The room fell into a dead silence for a few minutes. "Aunt Clara, what would happen if it did go too far before you found out about it?" Donna almost whispered. "I suppose your Uncle and I would have to talk it over and decide what to do. We would want the best for the boys and for you, also." Clara realized that she had not given much thought before but it could very well happen. "Aunt Clara..... I......I got to tell someone......" Donna began to tear up again. "Go ahead, dear, get it out.... you will feel much better if you would." Clara encouraged her. "I.... I and Kevin did it." There was a much longer quiet or so it seemed for Donna. "For some reason I am not too surprised..... but tell me, was it his idea or yours?" Clara got up off the bed and knelt down beside Donna which was now crying again. "I'm not sure; mine I guess.... Oh Auntie Clara I was under so much pressure.... I just wanted to do it so badly. I tried not to, really I did, but I did it anyway." Donna held her hands over her face as she sobbed uncontrollably. "What is done is done! I think you're giving yourself more punishment then anyone else could do for you." Clara consoled the best she could. "Auntie Clara, I don't want to stay alone tonight!" Donna grabbed on to her Aunt's arm as if to keep her near. Clara thought for a moment then told Donna she would not have to be alone tonight, "Let me go tell Mr. Lenny and I will right back." "Oh must you tell him.... tonight?" Donna pleaded. "I won't tell him what you told me but I must tell him I am going to stay with you tonight, he would be wondering what has happened to me." Clara pulled away. "Hurry back!" Donna acting just like a child that woke from a nightmare. "I will be right back, Honey then we can talk to as long as you want to." Clara left the room.