Little Man
Before we begin I feel like I should tell as much about me as possible. My name is Robert. My mom and all my friends just call me Rob. I live in an average sized town with just my mother. Only I am by no means average. You see I'm a dwarf, although by looking at me you couldn't tell. I merely just appear as your average toddler, but I'm eight years old. I stand about twenty inches tall. Up until now I really never thought about my height as being a problem. I was more concerned about people finding out I wore diapers. The doctors told my mother and me that I would probably have to wear diapers for the rest of my life, since my bladder didn't grow any of the muscle that would allow me to control it.
My mother told me that she didn't mind that I wore diapers all the time and that I will always be her baby. When ever it was just us around she would treat me like a baby to. She would put me a high chair to feed me. I would use a bottle and pacifier regularly, and make sure all these things were put away before anyone ever came over. It was hard being away from my mother when I first started school. I was always scared that someone would notice I had on diapers. Kindergarten was a breeze though as most kids seem to spend more time worrying about there own problems. First grade is were I was going to be put to the test.
I didn't wear my diapers to poop in and I would always poop in the toilet at the nurses office whenever I had to go. No one ever asked where I would be going whenever I got up to leave the classroom. They all believed that I was going to take medicine. It was around this time that I realized how much shorter I was than everyone. I was always ready to cry at the drop of hat, as all of my classmates found out one day at recess. I had just came outside after lunch. I usually was the last person to go out since I always got changed after lunch.
I wasn't feeling to good today though as my stomach was starting to bubble. I started to walk over to my friends Lisa and Jenny who were sitting on the other side of the playground. It didn't bother me that I was a boy and my friends were girls. Plus it wasn't like I could play any sports and that's what all the other boys were doing.
I approached a bench about mid-way towards Lisa and Jenny when I quickly sat down. I could feel poop getting ready to come out. I didn't think I had to poop at first since I did that just before I came outside. I knew however that I needed to get back inside and quick. Lisa and Jenny came to the table just as I was feeling good enough to where I thought I was going to make it to the bathroom. I told them that I had to go to the bathroom and that I was going to be right back. Just as I stood up this big kid named 'Tank Abbott' pushed me to the ground. I looked at Lisa and Jenny for help and then back at him. This is how he usually spent his recess, it just that he had never spent it this way with me before. I pleaded with him to let me go as he picked me up. I kept repeating I had to go to the bathroom, but he just kept laughing at me. Lisa and Jenny didn't even get up to tell the Teacher on duty he was doing this to me.
Tank started tossing me in the air and I lost control instantly. Than he sat me on the picnic table and started shouting to everyone that I pooped my pants. Lisa and Jenny escorted me to the teacher and explained everything, and then took me to the nurses office.
A lot has changed since then. It's the summer time now and school starts in about a week. Lisa and Jenny eventually did find out that I wore diapers, when they paid me a surprise visit one day and that was all I had on. If anything I have to say that this made them better friends. I would even let them change me at home or outside as long as no one could see. Once last year on a field trip to the museum I let Jenny change me so nobody would find out I wore diapers. The teacher allowed her to do this as we could slip into the family restroom by ourselves instead of my teacher changing me in the ladies room since she still had to watch the class. After that it was hard for Lisa and Jenny to walk beside me in school without carrying me on there hip. It was hard for me not to ask since I was used to them doing this for me at home now.
CHAPTER ONE
I woke up to the sunlight entering my room. I was used to seeing my mother in my room around this time. I waited for about five more minutes before I got out of bed. My diaper was soaked so I had a real bad waddle as I went to find my mom. I figured she was downstairs making breakfast. When I got downstairs I saw Jenny sleep on the couch. I didn't remember her coming over last night. I walked all around downstairs and I still couldn't find my mom.
I wanted to call for her, but I didn't want to wake up Jenny. I went upstairs and checked her room but she wasn't their either. My mother has never left without tell me where she was going and I suddenly got really scared. I was fighting to hold back tears as I went downstairs. Jenny was awake now and she watched me as I came down the stairs.
"Jenny where's my mommy?"
"She took my dad to the hospital."
"Is he going to be alright."
"Yeah he just needs to get his hand fixed."
"What happened?"
"He was working on a project that he's been doing this summer in his shed when he cut his hand. Something about the wood being slippery," she said.
"Oh," I said feeling a little better.
"Wow look at your diaper."
I looked down and could see it was almost about leak. The tapes holding it together were even stretched. Jenny picked me up and carried me to the bathroom.
"You want to take a bath." I could tell by the way she said it she meant both of us at the same time.
I just nodded my head. We have only done this once before when I stayed over her house. She turned the water on in the tub and started taking off her clothes. Once she stripped down to her underwear she carried her clothes out the bathroom.
"Where are you going?"
"To get my clothes I'm going to put on."
She came back with her clean clothes and then took off her underwear. I loved looking at her naked body and I never understood why I felt this way. I liked Lisa to but Jenny was the only one who made me feel like this. She took my t-shirt off me and laid it on the floor. Then she pulled my diaper off me and rolled it up so it would fit through the diaper genie. Then she sat me in the tub.
Once we were both in the tub she turned the water off. The water level was just below the nipples on my chest, but it only came up to her waist. She picked me up and sat me on her lap. I was so relaxed and excited all at the same time I didn't know what to do.
"Look at that I didn't know it did that," she said as she looked at my erection.
I was just as surprised as she was since this was the first time it had ever happen. She started to wash the tip and the shaft of my penis. She continued stroking it up and down until I started to pee. She didn't even panic and held me over the toilet next to the tub until I was finish. I was disappointed when she began to wash herself. When she was done she cradled me in her arms and started to wash me like an infant.
"You like this don't you?" she asked.
I just smiled and nodded my head. She cleaned me from head to toe to many times for me to count. When she was done she stood me on the bath towel and got on her knees in front of me. Even on her knees she was still a little taller than me. She wrapped a towel around both of us. She carried me like that with one hand and her clothes with the other. She brought me into my room and stood me on the floor as she dried me with the towel. Once I was dry she dried herself then she wrapped the towel around me like a diaper and laid me on my bed.
I watched her rub lotion all over her body. She rubbed it into her butt slowly while looking at me smiling. I didn't know why but I suddenly wanted to lay on my stomach and start humping like a sprinting inch worm. She started to put her underwear on when I noticed I was wetting the towel. I quickly jumped to the floor so I wouldn't get my bed wet and she held the towel on me so I wouldn't get the floor to wet.
"Maybe I should dress you first," she said as she finished pulling her underwear up. She left carrying the towel into the bathroom. When she came back I was sitting on my bed. She picked me up and laid me on the center of my bed. She began to rub baby oil all over my body. My penis went hard again. As she worked her way towards it I closed my eyes. It felt so good that I started to tear.
"What's wrong, Robby? You never mind me rubbing oil on you before," she said as she stopped.
"No it's just that it feels so good," I cried.
"Oh."
She continued on what she was doing. Once she was satisfied that she had oiled my front she sat on the bed and pulled me across her lap. She oiled my back all the way down to my legs. My penis was between her thighs and as she rubbed on my butt I couldn't but to hump a couple of times.
"Hey, will you be my baby today?"
"Okay but what would be different than any other day?" I asked.
She said I'll see as she turned me over. She diapered me in her lap just as if I really were a baby. My size made all of this things possible. I just sat on the bed in my diaper as I watched her get dressed. She put on a pair of shorts and a light blue old navy t-shirt. She put her socks on and pushed her shoes under my bed. The air condition house made me a little cold since I wasn't wearing anything.
"Are you cold?" she asked seeing me sitting with my arms folded across my chest.
I nodded my head. She went into my dresser and pulled out a pair of shorts and a black Nautica t-shirt. Once she put them on me she put a pair of socks on me. She picked me up and carried me downstairs.
"Since your going to be my baby you can poop in your diaper too," she said as we entered the kitchen.
"No, that's gross, I don't want to poop on myself."
"You have to, babies don't go to the potty,"
"But Jenny you know I hate pooping in my diapers," I whined.
"Don't worry I'll clean you up," she said as sat me at the table.
"Please Jenny, don't make me do that," I said as I started to cry softly.
She didn't say anything as I heard picking up the high chair from off the back patio. I watched as she sat the high chair up in the kitchen next to the island. She came and picked me up and sat me in the chair. Once she locked me in she my tears with her hand.
"Don't cry Robby it'll be fun I promise," she said.
She grabbed two bowls from the cabinet, set one down in front of me and one on the counter beside me. Than she pulled the milk from out of the refrigerator. She went back to the cabinet and retrieved a box of lucky charms. Once she fixed two bowls she put the cereal and milk away and grabbed two spoons. She stood up at the counter as she fed me my cereal and ate her own. She used both hands simultaneously to fed me and her. Once she we were done she placed the bowls in the sink and handed me a bottle of milk.
"Do you want to go swimming?" she asked as carried me into the living room. Earlier this summer I didn't want to go because I didn't want people to know about my diapers, then Lisa convinced me that everyone pees in the pool anyway so no one would know. I now saw this as an opportunity to poop in the toilet instead of my diapers, but just to make sure.
"I don't have to wear my diapers in the pool, right?"
"Not unless you want to."
"Okay, then I want to go," I said as I went back to drinking the bottle.
"Good, we can leave right after you poop," she said, smiling down at me.
She was upsetting me and I felt she was doing it on purpose. If I didn't have to wear diapers and need someone to change me I probably could have just left by myself. I even thought of just walking back without a diaper on, but I kept imagining myself peeing just as someone passes me on the way home. I tried to get up off her lap but she held me there.
"Let me go, please,"
"Why, where are you going?"
"To my room," I said looking her in the face. I was really starting to hate this game.
She looked like she was going to say something, but she let me go instead. I ran up the steps and closed the door as I entered my room. I jumped on my bed and started crying as I thought about how dependent I was on others, even my best friends. Whenever I would think about something else I would just find a reason as to why I would need someone else's help. Like making a bowl of cereal, I would need a chair to reach the milk in the refrigerator but there was nothing I could stand on to reach the bowls. I got so angry that I began flexing every muscle in my body as I cried into my pillow. At this time Jenny came in.
"I'm sorry, Robby, I didn't mean to make you cry, we don't have to play this game," she said as she picked me up and held me in her arms.
"It's not that, it's…" I stopped talking when I laid my head on her shoulder. She was holding me with my butt sitting in her arms, and it felt like I had poop in my diaper. I started crying again when I could smell it as I thought about all the straining I was doing when I was crying.
"Did you?" she stopped and pulled back on my shorts and looked into my diaper.
"You really didn't have to poop if you didn't want to. I was only joking about not taking you to the pool until you did really," Jenny said as she laid me on the bed. She was starting to look like she was about to cry.
"I didn't mean to it just came out while I was crying," I said as I wiped tears from my face.
"I'm sorry I made you play this game," she said as she took my shorts off me.
"It's not that it's just, well I guess I realized that I am just a baby," I said.
"Know your not," she said un taping my diaper.
"Oh yeah than why am I still in diapers."
"Don't even start that Robby, you’re just different."
"But I look like a baby. I wear diapers, and my voice sounds just like a baby," I said and started crying again.
"Robby, stop, or I'm going to tell your mommy so she can spank you like a baby," she said.
That was usually the only time I would get spankings to, whenever I would start to feel sorry for myself.
After Jenny had me all cleaned up she laid another diaper under me. I put my thumb in my mouth because it always made me feel better to suck on something.
"Don't suck on your thumb, Robby," she said as she picked up my paci from of the bed and put it in my mouth. I took it out of my mouth.
"Doesn't this mean I'm a baby?"
"No unless that's what you want it to mean. Besides it's not like you go to the playground like that, or that everyone knows you wear diapers," she said as she rubbed powder on my butt.
At this point the doorbell rang. I knew it wasn't my mother or her father since they would have just came in. She quickly fastened the diaper on me and left the room. I put my shorts back on and sat my paci on the bed and went into the living room. When I got there Lisa was sitting on the couch.
"Hi Robby I figured you guys were over here since no one was at Jenny's house. So what do you guys want to do today, we still have a couple of days to go swimming," she said.
Jenny looked over at me, "do you want to go?"
"Okay I'll get my swimming trunks on," I said.
Jenny grabbed her bathing suit from her bag and followed me upstairs.
"Do you need to be changed?" Lisa asked.
"No I just changed him before you came to the door," Jenny said.
I grabbed my swimming trunks from my drawer and before I could even turn around Lisa picked me up and pulled the shorts away from me. She pulled my shorts off and sat me on her lap.
"Where does your mom keep your swim diapers?" Lisa asked.
"In the drawer I got the swim trunks out of, why?" I asked.
"They're thinner and you can't tell your wearing them. Plus, they don't soak up water. You don't have to wear them in the pool if you don't want but I was just going to put you in one so you can wear your swim suit there without your diapers showing," she said.
I thought it was a good idea so I agreed. She changed me out of the disposable I was wearing and put me into the swim diaper. It was a lot thinner, plus I remembered when I went to the beach earlier this year that it didn't swell up like a balloon when it got wet. I told her to bring two more and that I was going to wear them in the pool.
She placed two of them in her bag along with powder and wipes. By this time Jenny was putting her clothes back on.
"I'll write a note so your mom will know where we are," Jenny said as she left the room.
Lisa carried me downstairs, "do you want to bring a bottle of juice or something," she said as she stood me on the floor in the living room.
"What," I said looking at her wondering why she would ask such a stupid question.
"Not one of those bottles, the grape juice bottles on top of the refrigerator," she said.
"Oh okay," I said.
She packed juices for everyone. I handed Jenny the keys so she could lock the door as we left the house. Even though I had my own keys to the house I would have to go around back and stand on a chair to unlock the back door.
CHAPTER TWO
It was a hot day. The pool was only a couple blocks away, but already I could feel my diaper becoming sticky from the heat. I couldn't wait till we got there. I was tempted a couple of times to ask on of them to carry me, but I didn't like being carried outside where people could see me. Even though a stranger wouldn't have seen anything wrong with them carrying me, I knew everyone in the neighborhood knew how old I was. It would have made me uncomfortable to be carried around like a baby knowing this. My legs were really starting to get tired though but we were almost there. The pool was free for all kids so Lisa, Jenny, and I split up as we got to the entrance and walked through the dressing room. We meet on the other side in the lobby and found a place on the grass.
"Jenny, we should put all of our things into the backpack," Lisa said.
She agreed and they began to take their clothes off. I took off my shirt and Lisa placed everything into the backpack. We left our shoes next to it and placed the a towel over it. We lined up at the diving board, since this was the way we usually began when we got to the pool. The line wasn't that long but I was behind Lisa and Jenny. Finally Jenny went off the board and it was my turn. Just as I climbed the ladder and reached the top the lifeguard call down to me.
"Hey, someone get there baby off the diving board!"
"I'm not a baby!" I said, shouting back at him.
"What? How old are you?"
"Eight."
"Oh I'm sorry you just look smaller because I'm sitting up here," he said, trying to be apologetic.
I felt really embarrassed now. I made sure the string on my swimming trunks was tied tightly and flipped off the diving board. The water was cold and the shock of it made me forget about the lifeguard. I dove deep into the water and swam under the line that separated the diving area from the regular area and swam up to Lisa and Jenny. They were in the three feet area and the only area I could stand up in was the baby pool because I was so short. When ever I got tired though I would always hang onto one of the sides so it didn't really matter that I couldn't stand up, plus I was really good at treading water. We only stayed at the pool for a couple of hours before we all got hungry. We talked about a lot of nothing on the way back.
"We have to walk faster, you guys I have to go to the bathroom," I said just as we crossed the street.
"Are you that wet?" Lisa whispered.
"I don't know, but I have to poop," I whispered back.
"Alright," Jenny said as they started to walk faster.
I found myself jogging a little bit to keep up with them. Just as I handed Jenny the keys I couldn't hold it any more and I started pooping.
"Ah man," I said as I looked at the ground.
"What?" Lisa asked.
I didn't say anything as I assumed she knew what happen. When Jenny opened the door I saw my mommy and her dad sitting on the couch. "Hi," we all said as we came in.
"Did you'll have fun at the pool?" my mom asked.
"Yes," we said.
I continued to my room with Lisa and Jenny behind me.
"I'll change him, Jenny," Lisa said as we walked into my room.
Jenny began to take her clothes off as Lisa laid me on my bed. Lisa took all my clothes off me leaving me in just a diaper. While she cleaned me up I was looking at Jenny's naked body and was beginning to get the same feeling that I had this morning.
"Wow, it never did that before," Lisa said.
"What?" Jenny asked.
I already knew what they were talking about but I pretended like I wasn't paying attention.
"Look," Lisa said pointing to my penis.
"Should we tell his mom?" she said.
"She already knows," I quickly said before this turned into an embarrassing situation.
"Why does it do that?" she asked.
"It means he's happy, now diaper him, he looks embarrassed," Jenny said rescuing me from further embarrassment.
She diapered me and left me in just a diaper.
"Do you think your mom's going to give you a bath since you just got back from the pool," Lisa asked.
"No I'll just take one tonight," I said.
"I'll dress him, Lisa, while you change," Jenny said.
Jenny put the same clothes on me that I had on earlier. I tried to watch Lisa get undressed without it being to noticeable, but Jenny dress me fairly quick. I wanted to just lay there on my bed and watch her change the way I did Jenny, but I wasn't getting the same feeling. Instead I was getting the exact opposite. I scooted toward the edge of my bed and hopped to the floor.
"I'm going to see your daddy's hand Jenny," I told her as I left the room.
"Oh yeah," she said as she followed me.
Lisa said that she too would also be in to see it shortly. Jenny carried me into the living room.
"You know, Jenny, you keep carrying him around like he wont walk when you want him to. At least that's what I'll do," Ryan, Jenny's dad said as he looked at me smiling.
I knew he was just being funny, but a part of me was starting to think that it may have been true. Jenny just smiled as she sat me on the couch between him and my mother.
"What did they do to your hand?" she asked him.
"They gave me a dozen or so stitches, and wrapped it up for me," he said holding up his bandaged hand. "The doctor said that I almost lost my thumb but then I found it next to the blade," he said laughing.
"Really," I said imagining him cutting his whole thumb off.
"No not really, it wasn't that bad," he said laughing.
"I bet you kids are starved," my mom said.
"Yes," Jenny and I said in unison.
At this point Lisa came in. "Mr. Ryan may I see your hand," she asked.
He showed her repeating what he told us. She sat on the couch next to Jenny. We were watching some Disney movie when my mother called to us and said the food was ready. Jenny scooped me off the couch and carried me into the dinning room.
She put me in my high seat that I sat in so I could sit high enough to the table where I could actually eat from it. It was just a regular chair with a booster seat in it, my mother just love's to call it a high seat. My mother served chicken patties for lunch. After she had laid two out for everyone at the table along with two hamburger buns she carried some into the living room.
"Robby what do you want for your birthday?" Lisa asked me.
It was at this point that I realized my actual birthday hadn't come yet. I had almost forgot that my birthday was at the end of this month. Every since the first I had been telling everyone I was eight years old. I thought about the question but I couldn't come up with an answer that I thought she would actually get.
"I don't know, surprise me," I said.
"I don't know either that's why I'm asking," she said.
"How about a really big bear like the ones at the carnival," I said.
"You mean the stuffed ones, right?"
"Yeah," I said laughing at the thought of having a real one.
"Okay sure," she said.
"What else do you want?" Jenny asked.
"Um, I really don't know," I said eating my sandwich.
"Okay I'll surprise you," she said.
"Do you want to go outside after we eat? We could play house," Jenny said.
"I don't care," I said yawning in between bits.
Lisa and Jenny were talking about all the different things they could do while I finished eating. I was starting to feel sleepy from swimming today as was happy that I manage to at least still finish eating.
"I want to ask you something Robby," my mother said as she picked me up from the table.
At the same time Jenny dad called her into the living room. My mother took me into her room which was behind the stairs. She sat me down on her lap and was giving me a very serious look. I was beginning to feel really nervous thinking that she may have somehow knew what me and Jenny were doing when we were alone. She must have realized I was suddenly tensed up.
"You didn't poop on yourself did you?" she asked checking my diaper.
"No," I said.
"Then why are you so nervous? I should be the one nervous," she said smiling at me.
"I don't know," I said trying to not look nervous.
"How would you feel if Ryan became your new daddy?" she said as if she were asking if I wanted more chicken or something.
I was shocked as this question and it wasn't even on the list of things I thought she was going to asked.
"I don't know, happy, I guess," I said.
"Would you really like having Jenny as your sister?" she said.
This sounded like a good idea now as I thought about Jenny being over all the time. She must have noticed a change in my face though as I started to think of the things me a Jenny like to do together and began to realize that we may have to stop.
"What's wrong?" she asked me.
"Nothing, I would really like that," I said bring a fake smile to my face.
She seemed to be really excited as she kissed and hugged me. She carried me back to the table and stood me on the floor. At this point Jenny was also coming back to the table. I grabbed my plate and carried it into the kitchen.
"What did your mom ask you?" Jenny said as her and Lisa came in.
"Well she wanted to know if I would be happy having your dad for a dad," I said trying to make a joke out of it.
"Really that's what my dad asked me about your mom," she said.
"Are you guy's parents getting married?" Lisa said as she came in.
"Looks like it," Jenny said.
I could hear in her voice that she to must have been thinking about the things we like to do with each other that now meant we couldn't. It wasn't like we were worried about getting caught by our parents, it was just that we knew it was wrong, and no longer felt comfortable doing it.
"Well you guys don't seem all that excited," Lisa said as she put her plate in the sink.
"I am," Jenny said.
"Me to," feeling like it was my turn.
"Oh, well are we still going outside," Lisa asked.
"Okay,"
"Okay, but just for a little while I feel pretty sleepy," I said walking with them toward the backdoor.
Once we got outside we went into a club house that I had out back. I remember getting it when I was three and I still used it. It was to small for Jenny and Lisa to stand in but they could sit in the chairs inside comfortably. After going in the little house I realized that I was more exhausted than I thought.
"Jenny I think I'm too tired to play now," I said as I started to leave.
"Don't leave, you can sleep here. Me and Lisa are probably just going to talk anyway," she said as she picked me up and held me on her lap.
I lean back into her chest and closed my eyes. Jenny and listen sung “Rock-a-Bye, Baby” to me. I felt weird at first but then I relaxed and went to sleep. When I woke up I was still on Jenny's lap. My stomach was hurting pretty bad and I knew I had to poop. I looked around and could tell we were still outside and that it was dark.
"He's awake, Jenny," Lisa said.
"How did you sleep," Jenny asked.
"Good, but I have to go to the bathroom," I said hopping down from her lap.
"Just poop in your diaper," she said picking me back up.
"I'll get in trouble," I said as I struggled to get free.
She stood me on the ground and watched me waddle away. My diaper was really soaked.
"I see you finally woke up," my mom said as I came into the house.
"Yeah, I have to go potty," I told my mother.
I never really did know why but when ever I talked to my mother I always spoke to her as if I was two.
"Alright," she said as she picked me up.
"Ryan I'll be right back I'm going to take Robby to the bathroom," she said as she carried me to the bathroom.
I felt the poop trying to force it's way out as my mother stood me on the floor. Just as she started to pull my pants down I couldn't hold it in any more and filled my diaper.
"I'm sorry mommy, it just came out," I cried.
"Robby," she said with a long pause. "You know I'm going to start making you sit on the potty during the day like I used to," she said as she removed my pants entirely.
"But I didn't mean to do it mommy," I cried.
She put my shorts in the hamper in the bathroom and carried me to my room.
Ryan was at the bottom of the stairs when we came out the bathroom.
"I was going to use the bathroom upstairs, but now that I see your out, I don't have to," he said as he walked passed us.
"Yeah, he never really had much of a chance," mom said as she carried me upstairs.
"I really tried though mommy. As soon as I knew I had to go I came inside," I cried harder as I felt she didn't really believe me.
She took me into my room and laid me on my bed. She took my shirt, socks and shoes off me. I was still crying expecting that I might get a spanking or be force to sit on the toilet for hours like last year.
"I'm sorry, Robby, but you know I don't like cleaning up poop," she said. "I'm not going to spank you this time, but I am going to start making you go to the bathroom again," she said.
"But..."
"Don't ‘but mommy’ me, this is the second time you done this today, and you know it," she said.
I just cried softly as I thought back to after I came back from the pool. I didn't think she even knew then since I went straight to my room. She quickly untapped my diaper and cleaned me up. When she was satisfied I was clean she diapered me in my night time diaper and place my paci in my mouth and told me to be quiet.
"You don't have to go to sleep now, but if you come out your room you better have that in your mouth," she said.
"What about Ryan," I said pulling it out my mouth.
"Like he doesn't already know," she said as she left.
I sat there for a little while. I wasn't really tired anymore, but I really didn't want to go in the living room with Ryan wearing only a diaper and sucking on my paci. Although now I realized that I would soon be doing this anyway after my mother married him. I like him though, and he never seem to mind that I was in diapers. He even changed me once when I stayed over his house and Jenny was over at Lisa's for the weekend. My mom had a business trip that weekend. I still wasn't ready to be this relaxed with him yet though. I just crawled under my covers and stayed there until I went back to sleep.
CHAPTER THREE
When I woke up it was still dark out. I could feel that my diaper was on the verge of leaking. I knew my mommy would be mad at me if I went back to sleep knowing my diaper was going to leak plus I was still looking for a bargaining chip so she wouldn't start making me sit on the potty again. Last year she did that when I really was pooping on myself so I didn't miss my cartoons even though I didn't like the way it felt when it oozed under my balls and all over my butt. It usually meant that I would sit on the potty for about twenty minutes crying after getting a spanking. I mainly was just crying because I was still missing the TV.
I got out of my bed and went downstairs into my mother's room. I walked up to her bed and tapped her lightly on her shoulder.
"Huh what is it baby?" she said as she rolled over to me.
"I'm wet, mommy."
She lifted me on her bed and grabbed and diaper, wipes and powder from a shelf that was in her bed post. She kept diapers and things there for this reason. After she had changed me she, she rolled the diaper up with the wipes in it and tossed it to the floor to get it later. She held me in her arms and pulled the cover over us and went back to sleep. I fell back to sleep with my head resting on her breast.
When I woke up I was sitting in my car seat with my paci in my mouth. I could see Ryan was driving and my mother talking to him about what he could do with some of the furniture that wouldn't fit in our house. Our house was bigger than Jenny's so I assumed that they were going to move in with us. Everything seem to be happing so fast.
"Good morning," Jenny said looking over at me noticing I was awake.
"Good morning," I said realizing we were in Ryan's Yukon, taking out my paci. "What's going on," I asked her.
"We're moving into your house today," she said.
"Oh,"
"I see you finally woke up little man," Ryan said.
"Yeah."
"Did you have a long night?" he said laughing.
I just ignored the question. Jenny stuck her finger down the front of my diaper. I could never really tell if I was wet until I stood up, or unless I was soaked so for this reason I guess no one every bother to just ask me.
"I'll change you when we get to your house," Jenny said.
"Home Jenny," her father corrected her.
Jenny just smiled at me when he said this. I was beginning to feel like they were married already. We rode for about another minute before we got home. As soon as we got there Jenny unbuckled me from the car seat and carried me out of the van.
"You two don't go inside yet, grab some of this small boxes," Mom said.
I grabbed the smallest box which was still almost to large for me to carry. It wasn't that heavy just really awkward for me to hold.
"You can put that in Jenny's room," my mom said as I walked into the house.
I assumed she meant the guest bedroom across the hall from mine since it was the only other bedroom in the house. I sat the box down on the bed. I could see that they had already started moving things in already. I must have slept for a while for them to have moved all this stuff in. I knew I was due for a change so I headed downstairs to find my mom. As I was walking down the steps I flooded my diaper and it was to wet to absorb anything else. I inevitably soaked my jean shorts and my socks. Ryan was the first one to notice me coming down the stairs.
"Your pretty wet huh?" he said.
"Yeah," I said looking at the mess I made.
"Well I'll change you if you don't mind," he said as he picked me up.
I told him I didn't mind and he carried me up to my room holding me away from him so he didn't get wet.
"You must have been wearing this all morning," he said as he removed my shorts. "You can't put these back on."
He took my shoes and sock off because they were wet as well.
"You know you can call me daddy if you like," he said as he began to un tape my diaper.
I had never had a father as mine left my mother as soon as he knew she was pregnant. I had never even thought about calling him daddy until now, although I couldn't see myself calling him Mr. Ryan anymore.
"Okay," I said as he grabbed my ankles and removed my diaper.
"Good, now I don't want you to get upset but I know about you having to sit on the potty. So after I clean you up I want you to and try for a little while as we bring the rest of the things in okay," he said.
I was suddenly feeling like he was turning against me or something although I knew he was probably right since I didn't want to get a spanking today or ever now that he and Jenny were going to always be around.
"Okay," I said softly as I hopped off the bed.
"Do you want anything?" he asked me as I walked down the hall wearing just a blue t-shirt.
"Uh, a bottle of juice and my pa..." I caught myself in mid sentence. I couldn't believe I was about to ask him to get my paci for me.
"Your paci," he asked.
I blushed and just nodded my head.
"Don't be ashamed I don't see nothing wrong if you still like to be a little baby when there's no one around. Remember we're family now so you don't have to pretend like I don't know what's really going on anymore," he said as he stooped down and picked me up. He took me into the bathroom and sat me on the toilet. "I'll be right back."
I sat on the toilet swinging my legs trying to kill time as I waited for either some poop to come out and daddy to come back.
"Here you go," he said as he passed me a bottle of grape juice and my paci.
I wasn't expecting him to come back with a baby bottle but since he was bringing my paci I assumed he thought I wanted it. I was glad though because I preferred to drink out of the baby bottle, that and I didn't have to worry about it spilling if I drop it or knock it off the sink counter as it sometimes happen. I sat there and drank the juice. I drank about half of it before I was finished. I tossed the bottle to the floor to watch it bounce and put my paci in my mouth. I tried to think of movies, toys, or anything that would take my mind off of just sitting here on the toilet but nothing work. I was really becoming restless when I saw Jenny walk into her room.
"Jenny?"
"Yeah?"
"Can you ask my mommy if I can get up now?"
"Did you poop yet?" she asked walking into the bathroom.
"No."
"Okay but you know what she might say?"
"Can you ask her for me please, I promise I wont poop on myself really," I started to whine.
She said okay as she went downstairs to find my mom. She was gone only for a little while.
"You can get up now," she said as she picked me up.
I laid my head on her shoulder and sucked on my paci as she carried me to the room. Once there she laid me down and started to diaper me.
"You know now that we're going to be brother and sister we can't really do what... well you know," she said.
I just shook my head sadly as I knew what she meant. After she diapered me she took me downstairs.
"We can put all the big furniture in storage until I can find time to sell it," I heard Ryan say as we came downstairs.
Jenny carried me over to the couch. She sat down with me on her lap. I laid back into her chest and watched Rugrats while sucking on my paci. Nickelodeon was running a marathon on it today. We watched for about a half hour until my mother asked us if we were ready to eat. At this point I realized that I hadn't eaten anything all day. We told her we were and she told us to come in the kitchen to get it. Jenny carried me into the kitchen. She sat me on the counter on the island of the kitchen and went over to the stove to watch my mother pulling fried bologna from off the pan, and lay it on the bread.
"Jenny I want to get down," I said looking at how high up I was. I probably could've jumped if I had on shoes but it would have probably hurt since I didn't have on any.
"Jenny don't set him on the counter he could fall," mom said turning around for a second.
"I'm sorry mom," she said as she returned and picked me up off the counter.
She carried me next to the stove and picked up a bologna sandwich and handed it to me. She grabbed one for herself and started to walk out back.
"Jenny I don't want to go outside with just a diaper on," I said.
"We're going into the little house,"
"But someone might see me,"
"I'll run so no one sees you, besides it's not like anyone is watching to see us come out," she said.
I didn't say anything as she walked out the patio door. She sprinted to the house and carried me inside. She sat me on the small round table and sat in a chair in front of me.
"Do you think your mom would let you poop in your diaper if I told her to I would change you," she said as she sat down.
"I don't know I don't think so."
"Can I ask her,"
"Please don't, besides, I don't like pooping in my diaper," I said.
"Please, I really want to change you when your poopy. I like cleaning you up,"
"But I don't like the way it feels when it spreads all over my butt and under my, well you know," I said.
"Well can I still treat you a baby sometimes."
"Sure whenever you want as long as we aren't out someplace."
"Okay."
I handed her my paci and asked if she would hold it while I ate. She agreed and put it in her pocket. I ate the sandwich and was still pretty hungry afterwards. She had already finished her sandwich by the time I was done.
"I want to get another sandwich," I said.
"Okay, me, too."
She picked me up and ran back into the house. My mom had the sandwiches sitting on beside the stove on a plate. Jenny grabbed on for me and her, then went to the refrigerator and grabbed a bottle of milk. She handed me the bottle and carried me to her room.
"I didn't know you had a PS2," I said as she closed the door.
"Yeah my dad got it for me yesterday. He even got two controllers so we can play together,"
"What games did he get you?"
"Namco Museum and Splashdown."
"Do you want to play?"
"Sure after we finish eating," she said.
I ate my sandwich while she ate hers and started drinking my bottle of milk. Just as I finished my bottle my mommy came in and said that her and daddy were going out to run errands and that she wasn't going to try to be gone to long. After she left Jenny lock the door to the house. When she came back she asked if I would poop my diaper.
"Jenny, I told you…"
"But mom and dad wont be back for a while."
"But mommy would know when she washes my diaper."
"I know how to wash it."
"Please, Jenny, I really don't want to do it."
"Can you do it for me Robby?" she said giving me her puppy eyes.
"Alright, you promise you'll wash my diaper before she gets back?"
"Yeah," she said, sounding excited.
"I want to do some more of the games we used to do to."
"Okay, we can do it since there gone, I don't care if were going to be brother and sister soon," she said.
"You want me to do it now?"
"Yeah."
I tried to poop but nothing would come out.
"I can't make anything come out," I said.
She put her fingers down my diaper.
"Well since you’re wet I can put you in a disposable so when you do poop I can just throw it away."
"Alright."
She laid me back onto her bed and started to unpin my diaper. She smiled at me the way she always did before we played our little games. My penis was instantly hard, and just as she unpinned the second diaper it stood up as tall as it could get. She wiped me with the baby wipes ensuring she didn't leave a spot untouched. Then she slide a disposable under me and began to sprinkle powder all over my bottom and balls. She rubbed it into me making me feel so good. I closed my eyes and took in as much of the pleasurable feelings as I could.
"We can really have fun after you poop," she said as she taped up my diaper.
She put my paci in my mouth and grabbed my empty bottle. She carried me down to the kitchen where she grabbed another one full of milk. She took me over to the couch and cradle me in her arms as she sat down. She next removed the paci from my mouth and began to nurse me with the bottle. I felt completely relaxed and just let my left arm dangle over her knee and my other one lay limp over my belly. I closed my eyes and sucked out the milk until it was all gone.
"Hey, I know what we can do now," she said as she laid me on the cushion next to her, and began to take her shirt off.
Then she took my shirt off leaving me with only a pamper on.
"You look so cute this way," she said as she picked me back up.
She stretched out on the couch and laid on her back with me laying on her belly.
"You can suck on my nipples and pretend your breast feeding," she said.
This sounded like a good idea even if her breast were still very none existent. I closed my eyes and began sucking softly on her left nipple. It was almost as good as my paci. What made it better though was with our shirts off I could feel more of her body heat, and she was rubbing my back. We did this for a little bit until I could feel my stomach began to give me signs I needed to poop.
"I think I have to go now," I said.
"Just go, don't stop sucking," she said sounding like she was really enjoying it.
I release my poop into my diaper as I continued to suck on her nipple. She waited until she thought I was done and carried me to my room while I still suck on her. She picked up two cloth diapers and pins and tossed them on the bed. Then she grabbed wipes and powder and sat them next to it. She laid me down on the bed and removed her shorts and panties. I instantly locked on to the sight of her pussy. I really wanted to suck on that. She sat down beside me and laid me on her lap like an infant about to be changed in the park. She un taped my dirty diaper and wiped as much poop as she could get. She held me by the ankles as she removed it and sat it on the floor. She began to slowly wipe all the poop off me never releasing her grip on my ankles and would toss the dirty wipes to the floor. Once she was sure I was clean she reached down to the floor and wadded up the diaper with the wipes in it. She stood up holding me on her hip with her hand on my butt, and carrying the other diaper to the trash can on the back patio.
"You should wrapped it in a plastic bag first so it doesn't smell," I said.
She grabbed a grocery bag that my mom keeps in case she ever needs them and put the diaper in it. She tied it shut and open the trash can lid. Luckily there was other trash already in it so she placed the bag under some newspaper that was on top. I started to suck on her nipples as she carried back up to my room. She laid me on my bed and started to suck on my penis. I flinched at first because it felt so good. I was worried about the fact that I might pee in her mouth since I wouldn't be able to tell her I was going to go if I had to. I couldn't make myself say anything about it though because it felt so good.
After she had sucked it for about ten minutes she laid on her back and asked me to do her. I quickly put my face between her legs and began to slowly lick the crack of her pussy. She raised her hips up and I opened my mouth as wide as I could hopping I might be able to engulf all of her pussy. I alternated sucking on each lip while sticking my tongue in and out of her.
"Put your dick in me."
I stuck my penis in her and began pushing it in all the way. She pulled my head down to her chest and wrapped her legs around my back.
"Let's get on the floor so we don't keep hitting the wall with your bed," she said.
I wasn't even aware that we were. She picked me up and laid back on the floor. We quickly returned back to our position and I began to suck on her nipple. I felt my thighs get really warm but I knew I wasn't peeing because all I could feel from my penis was it sliding in and out of her pussy.
"I'm sorry, I thought I could hold it, don't stop though," she said confirming what I had thought.
I had no intention on stopping especially now since her warm pee seem to make things slippery down there. I suddenly felt as if my penis was about to burst and I began to shake uncontrollably while I continued to still maintain my penis in her. I finally stopped and opened my eyes to see her face.
"Are you okay?" she said noticing that something had just happen.
I had just had my first dry orgasm only I didn't know it. We stayed just like that for a couple more minutes while I tried to catch my breath. I started peeing in her and I tried to get up but she tighten her grip on me.
"Wait till your done," she said.
After I was done she let me go and I stood up. Once she stood up we could see the huge wet spot on blue carpet.
"What are we going to do now?" I said.
"I know," she said as she left the room.
I watched as her naked butt still had a few drops running down it while she left. She came back with two towels and laid them on the floor. We soaked up as much of the pee from the carpet as we could. When we were done the carpet was slightly damp but it looked as if it would dry soon.
"I'll wash you in the sink in the bathroom then dress you. Then I'll take a quick shower. Oh and I have to get our shirts to," she said.
She picked up my paci and put it in my mouth and carried me like her baby into the bathroom. The sink in my bathroom was slightly bigger than average with an elegant swan neck spot. She turned the water on and held her hand under it. When she felt it was at a good temperature she laid me in the sink. She swung the faucet over my entire body. She stopped the faucet over my balls and grabbed a wash clothe from the linen closet in the bathroom. The warm water felt so good over my balls it brought on another erection. She lather the soap into the wash clothe and began by washing my face.
"Hold your paci for a little bit," she said as she took it out my mouth and handed it to me.
She told me to put it back after she finished washing my face, ears, and neck.