FELIX

SUMMARY

10-year-old Felix finds it hard to have a normal life with all the 
pressure of the world on him, so he decides to take a different path on 
his emotions...

STORY

Chapter 1

Felix, 10, his mother, father, and 9-year-old brother Chris were one of 
those very athletic families. Felix played basketball and football for 
Scattsmen Middle School. He was very good for his age and everyone knew 
it, but his dad loved it. He showed Felix off to anyone that he came 
across. His father not only showed him off but also pressured him to be 
the best, and failure was just not an option.

Felix hated being the best. He wished he could quit, but his father 
would never let him live it down. One night Felix was having a bad 
dream and woke up very startled. The first thing he realized when he 
got up was that he had wet the bed. He was so scared, he had never wet 
the bed before, so he sat upon his bed wondering what he should do and 
the first thing he thought of was "mom". If his dad found out he would 
be too angry for Felix to even think about.

He quietly crept up to his parents� bed and shook his mom, very careful 
to not wake his dad. "What is it, honey?" she said half awake.

"I had a bad dream and umm...wet the bed" Felix said a little scared. 
Also knowing his father would be upset she quietly led Felix back to 
his room. After changing the sheets, she tucked Felix in and said, "if 
you ever need anything I'm always here." she left the room and Felix 
fell asleep.

For weeks Felix went on wetting his bed almost every night, when his 
mother just got fed up with doing the laundry every or every other day. 
One day his dad went on a business trip, and his brother was at a 
birthday party. When it was time for bed his mom came in and sat down 
on the bed next to Felix.

"Honey, we need to talk," she started; Felix nodded his head as she 
began. "This wetting problem is very hard on me. I can�t be having to 
do the laundry every day." she paused as she saw the look on Felix's 
face go numb and continued.

"I�m sorry, Honey, but we have to solve this issue, so I came up with a 
solution." she left the room and came back with a big box of Pampers 
Convertibles. His face turned pale like he was dead.

"I bought these for you, if you want you can just pull them up like 
underwear or I can help you put them on..." She could see the tears 
about to roll out of his eyes, so she put down the box and hugged him 
as he cried on her shoulder.

After some time he stopped crying and just stared at the box like he 
had never seen diapers before.

"Do I have to wear them all the time?" he asked with a stutter in his 
voice.

"Only if you need, or want to." He looked at the box again and asked if 
he had to wear one today. His mom didn't wait; she just said yes. He 
looked at her a while then spoke up:

"Can you help me put them on?"

She looked at him a little surprised and humbly said yes. His mom took 
the covers of his bed and went for his pants, she took them down, next 
cam his boxers, and Felix blushed and tried to cover himself.

"I used to give you baths two years ago; I know what it looks like."

He knew she was right and took his hands away from his privates. She 
opened the box of Pampers and took out a diaper and some powder she had 
bought from the store. She first sprinkled a bit of baby powder on and 
lifted his legs.

"Lift your butt,� She said in a little playful mood. Then she put the 
diaper under him and put his legs down. As she was taping the sides 
Felix noticed the little Barney strip that was on the diaper, and 
remembered the times when he used to cry when anyone changed Barney on 
the television. When she was all done she commented on how cute he 
looked. Felix immediately blushed and shrugged it off.

"Since it isn't a school night how about a late night movie?"

He smiled and said, "I would love that." So he got up and tried to put 
on some pants but none of them would fit so his mom just said that he 
could go like that since no one was home at the time. As they were 
watching the movie he had a sudden urge to pee so he looked at his mom 
and said, "I need to go to the bathroom."

His mom looked at him for a second and then answered, "you have a 
diaper on, why not use it?" She had a point so he just figured he'd 
wait until bedtime. But while watching the move he noticed a stream of 
pee filling his diaper. His mom looked at him and got up out of his 
site, when she came back she was holding a diaper and baby powder.

"Lie down on the floor and I'll change your diaper." He looked down at 
his filled diaper and got up off of the couch on to the floor. His 
mother quickly changed his diaper and playfully patted his butt. He 
blushed for a second. His mother then asked him if he wanted to lie on 
her lap. It took him a second and then gave in to his mothers warmth 
and laid down on her lap. When he was almost asleep his mom gave him a 
pat on his diaper as said "go to sleep baby" in a hushed voice....

Chapter 2

The next morning Felix woke up surprised. This was the first time in 
months that he woke up in a dry bed, but when he looked down he saw the 
diaper he had on was almost soaked through. He sat there until his mom 
came in because this was probably the first time she hadn't woken up to 
him tugging on her shoulder, asking to change his sheets. After a while 
his mom came into his room and smiled.

"See! Your bed isn't wet, lets just check your diaper." she took both 
sides of the blanket and tugged, making it fall off his bed.

"Seems like you wet quite a bit there; let�s get you out of your diaper 
so you don't get a rash." She changed his diaper and pulled out another 
from the box.

"I thought they were only for the nighttime," he asked indirectly.

"That�s up to you, hon, if you don't want to wear one now you don't 
have to, but since your dad and brother are not going to be home until 
tomorrow, well, I thought you wouldn't mind."

She held up the diaper as if to ask him if he wanted to wear them. He 
paused for a minute and then hesitated and said okay. His mom had him 
quickly powdered and diapered, and off to have breakfast in no time. 
When he sat down his mom got him a bowl, milk, and cereal, he did the 
rest. Felix was an extremely fast eater but that always created a big 
mess and he usually had more cereal on his face then in his stomach. 
His mom quickly got a napkin and wiped his face when he was done, 
without even the slightest protest by Felix. Felix loved being 
pampered, he loved� well he loved the love and the comfort that he got 
from so much attention.

When she was done wiping his face, he got up and went to the living 
room to watch television. He flipped through the channels but nothing 
was on, only some daytime Court TV and Barney. He was still flipping 
through the channels when his mom came in and snatched the remote right 
out of his hands.

"So, what's on?" she asked with a playful look in her eyes.

"Nothing really just people talking about how one guy crashed into 
another guy�s car and now they�re in court to do something." Felix had 
no clue what he just said as did his mother so she flipped through the 
channels.

"Hey, look," she pointed at the screen with Barney on it. "We used to 
watch this together when you were just a little boy." He gave her a 
weird look and grabbed a seat next to the couch.

They watched TV for several hours, "I think its time for you to take a 
nap,� she said after looking at him half asleep. "But mom, I'm way too 
old for a nap," Felix replied. "I'm sorry honey, but I will have to 
disagree with you there. Your father and I take naps all the time to 
get enough strength to battle out the next day with an adequate amount 
of sleep each night. Not to mention that you saw a late movie last 
night." He new she was right, heck she was always right.

Felix had a race upstairs with his mom, and as usual he won. She them 
laid him on the bed and took his wet diaper off. She took a wipe and 
cleaned his diaper area, she then lifted his butt and sprinkled baby 
powder all over his diaper groin and butt, after she took two diapers 
out of the box, "it almost leaked last time I want you to give two 
diapers a try" she then fastened one, then the other diaper on and left 
him in his room to dream.

Felix dreamt about his mom diapering him and treating him like a baby. 
He dreamt how she would put him in a high chair and then stroll him 
around town in his new stroller. When his mom tugged on him to wake up 
he just wished he had never woken up out of his wonderful dream. Half 
asleep, she changed his diaper and put him in two more diapers.

"Thank god we put you in two, or you might have just leaked on the 
bed." He blushed and fell right back asleep only to find his mom 
tugging on him again telling him she didn't want him to sleep too long, 
because his sleeping pattern might fall apart.

Without any oblige from Felix she picked him up as if he were just like 
a real baby and sat him in the kitchen chair. By the time she got there 
he was almost fully awake but he couldn't really move. It was like his 
body was numb from sleeping for so long. She put down a plate of 
spaghetti and gave him a fork. After a while of not eating from being 
so wiped out, his mom took the fork and said, "Open up, Felix." He 
didn't know what to do so he just opened his moth without protest. 
After spoon-feeding her son she quickly cleaned his face and went to do 
the dishes. By this time he was fully awake and could move. His mom 
slipped her hand into his diaper and proclaimed it was wet and told him 
to go to his room, and she would be up there in a minute. Because he 
was wearing two diapers he didn't walk up the stairs he waddled like a 
little toddler.

When his mom came in she was holding a bottle of lotion and a glass of 
water. Felix just looked at her with the same puzzled look she gave 
him.

"I think we need to talk about what we are going to tell dad and 
Chris." She looked at the box of diapers for a moment, then snapped 
back into reality.

"We can�t just hide this from them forever; they are going to realize 
something is up, so its better to just tell them sooner, rather then 
later."

She looked back at her son, realizing, by the distressing look in his 
eyes that he didn't find this idea very delightful. She continued, "I'm 
sorry, Honey, but we just can't keep a thing like this from them; trust 
me, they will find out one way or another. It�s just better for you to 
tell them, then them finding a wet diaper in the trash."

She started to take out two diapers from the box.

"Can you tell them, I really don't want to; I would be too scared. And 
what if Chris makes fun of me? I could never live that down."

Felix started to cry and burrowed into his bed.

"Don't worry about Chris. I�ll take care of him, but I think you should 
tell your father; he deserves to hear it from you," she replied with a 
sigh.

"Mom, you know how dad is, he'll hate me forever." His mother stopped 
him there.

"We�re your parents, we will love you no matter what you do. Many kids 
have to wear diapers for wetting; don't feel alone, as I said before, 
if you have anything you would like to talk to me about, I'm always 
free." After a quick pause Felix's mother announced that it was time 
for bed. She put the two diapers on him and kissed him on the forehead.

"Just don't worry about it too much, its not the end of the world, just 
a minor setback. Everything will turn out fine in the end, and in ten 
years you'll look back at this and laugh." She gave him a smile and 
wished him happy dreams. He lay back in bed, "If only it was as easy as 
she gave it out to be." He quickly fell asleep and dreamt of the day 
ahead.

Chapter 3

The next morning Felix got woken up by his mom changing his soaked and 
soiled diaper.

"It looks like someone really needed the double diapers.� Felix blushed 
and looked away.

"How could I do something like that without even waking up?" he thought 
to himself, stunned with how much of a baby he is turning into.

"So, did you think of what you�re going to tell dad?" she asked in a 
weird sort of way, half playing around, half serious.

"Yah, I think I have. I hope he won't be as mad as I think he will 
be..." he said drifting off into his parallel universe.

�Don't worry about it. I will talk to him after you do to reassure him 
that your �little problem� isn't serious," she said, trying to comfort 
him.

After changing his diaper she took Felix downstairs by hand since his 
diapers made it hard for him to walk normally. On the way down he must 
have fallen on his butt about five times before his mom allowed him to 
crawl to the kitchen. She commented on how cute he looked crawling in 
his diaper with his bum sticking out into the air, but didn't tease him 
too much. When he got to the kitchen he sat down on one of the chairs 
while his mom brought the cereal. She quickly put a napkin in his 
shirt.

"Do you want me to feed you like I did yesterday?" she asked in a non-
mocking voice. He said okay and she started spoon-feeding him like a 
two year old. After she finished feeding her son she wiped up his face 
and told him she would be right back. She then put the dishes into the 
dishwasher and picked Felix up from his chair. She then sat on the 
couch with Felix by her side and flipped on Barney and started watching 
it. Felix got very into it and even sang the end theme song when it was 
over.

After about four episodes of the show Felix was fast asleep on the 
couch. His mom went into his room and grabbed a blanket from in the 
closet and covered him when she came back. Soon enough his Chris came 
home. He looked at Felix for a second and when he saw he was asleep, he 
didn't notice that his older brother was wearing diapers under the 
blanket; he just went into his mother's room to talk about the party.

"Mommy, I'm home," he said as his mom put down the book she was 
reading.

"We need to talk." They spoke about Felix's problem and how she put 
Felix back into diapers.

"Now listen, I don't want you teasing your brother for being in 
diapers. You�re now the older one it the family-- act like it. You will 
have to start changing Felix's diaper whenever he needs it, got that?" 
she asked with a serious look in her face.

"Yes ma'am," he replied and left with a smirk on his face.

Chris walked back to the living room with a happy tune, his older 
brother, the one who always got all the attention, was now a little 
baby in diapers. Chris walked up to where Felix had been sleeping and 
tugged on his shoulder.

"Wake up, sleepyhead," he said in a little mocking voice. Felix 
immediately opened his eyes to the sound of his brother�s voice.

Acting like he just woken up from dozing off he replied, "Hey Chris, 
how was the party?"

Felix was now really scared, and what was worse was that you could see 
it in his eyes.

"Don't worry, little Felix, I know all about �your little problem�." 
Felix wasn't that's surprised; his mom always meant what she said.

They both stared at each other, not knowing what to say when Chris 
broke the silence.

"Do you need your diaper changed?" Without knowing how to react he said 
no, even though he was.

"Let's just see about that one, baby,� his younger brother said as he 
pulled off the blanket, exposing Felix's wet baby diaper in clear view 
for Chris to see. Chris then stuck two fingers into his older brother's 
diaper and confirmed it was wet.

"See, baby, you can't hide anything from me,� Chris said in a babyish 
tone.

"I'm not a baby!" Felix said angrily.

"What do baby's wear because they cant use the bathroom?" Chris asked 
in a mocking way.

"...a ...umm, diaper," Felix said.

"And what are you wearing, Felix?"

Felix replied "diaper" underneath his breath.

"Okay, now that we settled that, let�s go change your diaper, baby."

Felix couldn't argue. He knew that he'd been beaten, so he followed his 
younger brother up stairs to his room.

"Okay, baby, lets get you in a fresh diaper.� Remembering what his mom 
told him, he quickly powdered and diapered his older brother.

"All done, baby. Let's go play outside in the backyard.�

Felix agreed since there was a back door in his house that led to the 
fenced backyard.

When they reached the backyard Chris had some ideas for his new baby 
brother. There family never cleaned out all the baby things from when 
they were little so Chris had a wide selection of humiliating things he 
could do. He first found his old stroller.

"Come here, baby." Felix then looked at him puzzled and asked him what 
he wanted because he was playing some basketball. Chris got very mad 
and grabbed the basketball from Felix and threw it farther into the 
backyard. Chris then looked at his new baby brother and said, "Babies 
don't play basketball!"

Felix then got really upset. "Why the hell do I have to listen to 
you?!"

Chris then smiled: "you don't have to, but then again I don't have to 
not tell your whole class that you wear diapers!"

Now Felix was not only beat, but he was completely helpless to his 
younger brother's power over him.

"Okay, what do you want me to do?" he replied with a depressed face, 
like he was almost about to cry. Since Chris was strong, he ended up 
picking Felix up and putting him in the stroller.

"You really are a little baby," Chris said, laughing. He then took a 
pacifier and popped it into Felix's mouth and took a rattle from a big 
box and handed it to Felix.

"Now baby Felix, here are the rules: One, you can only talk like a 
baby; two, you only cry when you need something; three, you treat me 
like your older brother; and four, you don't question my judgment. Now, 
say 'gaga goo-goo' if you understand the rules.�

Crying a little a little bit he managed to say the stupid baby talk.

"There you go; that wasn't so bad. You probably fell just the way 
you�re dressed," Chris said laughing greedily, "When you wet your 
diaper, just cry, I don't want any �big boy� talk from you, mister."

Chris walked away feeling accomplished. He just put is older brother to 
shame. Now the brother he always hated for being older and better then 
him at everything will feel what Chris has felt for many years.

It was an hour until Chris heard the wailing from his newly made "baby 
brother". Chris rushed to his brothers' side.

"What happened, did baby make a pee pee in hid didee?" Chris said 
mockingly. Felix nodded with a sigh. With that, Chris picked up Felix 
and returned Felix's bedroom, where he was quickly powdered then 
diapered. Felix then heard the doorbell ring...

�Dad�s home.�

Chapter 4

"Dads home" Chris said with a smirk on his face, "HA! He'll finally 
find out that his older son is just a little baby who can't even use 
the bathroom!" Chris finished, but Felix was in his own world now. 
"What will my dad say, NO, what will he do?" Felix thought, he now 
couldn't breathe. His whole world was falling apart right in front of 
him. "Maybe I can just hide them from him, maybe he won't know..." but 
he couldn't and he knew it, even if he lied to his father, his brother 
will rat him out and he'll be punished for not telling dad everything 
(his family was very open, if you had a problem, the whole family had 
on).

Chris left the room, and Felix was left with his thoughts, but he 
quickly snapped back to reality when his mom yelled "Chris, come down, 
its time to eat dinner."

"Wow," Felix thought "easy for her to say, she's not going to face her 
father wearing a diaper" He was stuck, if he took off his diaper, there 
would be a chance that he might wet himself, or his younger brother 
will just tell on him. If he did wear the diaper his father will 
definitely know, and god knows what he might do.

But without giving him time to think his mother called him down, and 
hearing the tone of her voice he knew he had to go. He looked in his 
draw and found a pair of his baggy pants and put them on, but even 
though they were baggy, you could still easily tell he had a diaper 
underneath them.

As Felix walked down the stairs he could hear the rustle of his diaper 
underneath him. He walked into the kitchen and his dad was putting 
things away and didn't notice him at all. "Hi dad," he said calmly, his 
father took the milk carton and put it into the refrigerator, and then 
turned. "hi so..." he looked at Felix with a mild expression. "umm son, 
you know that you have a bulge in between your legs, right," his 
brother giggled, and his father continued "what are you wearing, 
because its definitely not underwear..."

At this point Felix felt very uncomfortable and got ready, but before 
he could say anything, his brother blurted out, "Felix is wearing a 
diaper because he can hold in his pee pee!" he then started laughing 
hysterically. His father was speechless, and didn't believe it, so he 
went up to Felix and pulled the waists band from his pants down, 
exposing the white baby diaper Felix was wearing.

His father then turned away and started laughing with Chris. Felix 
didn't think he would get this reaction, but was hurt so badly on the 
inside he just broke down into tears as he pulled up his waistband. His 
mother then came up to them. "Chris, you and your father should be 
ashamed of yourselves. Felix has a problem and you should accept it 
like adults, not like some toddlers that just came out of preschool" 
she was going to go on but was interrupted by Chris, "speaking of 
preschool will Felix have to go there now" Chris then again broke out 
into laughter but was stopped by his dad telling him to go to his room.

When Chris left his father told Felix to sit down. With a complete 
straight face (well sort of) he started, "Felix, I thought you were a 
big boy, not a little toddler who still needs potty training..." his 
mother then interrupted, "Excuse me! Your dad is just kidding you are a 
big boy, its just your bladder is a little weak from... well I don't 
know what from but we will take you to the doctor tomorrow and we will 
see" she hit her husband a little and told him to behave.

"Well if you think diaper... umm will help you not wet... yourself then 
I guess you should wear them, but while we are on the subject, how many 
times did you wet today?" His father asked. Felix didn't take count but 
thought about it for a while, "Well I think two or three... why?" he 
asked a little puzzled. "Just wanted to know... I guess." The 
conversation ended and they started eating as soon as Chris came down 
from his room.

While they ate no one made a sound, it was like they were all mute. 
Usually Felix's father was very talkative, always talking about his day 
and how much is job sucked, but today... nothing. For the first time 
Felix's family had a pleasant dinner. "it all turned out O.K. that's 
actually weird considering I thought dad was going to throw me out or 
something." He thought. Felix's family just ate.

The next morning Felix woke up in a wet diaper. He was surprised his 
alarm clock is it shown 12:00, and what was weirder was that his father 
just entered the room. "Hey kiddio, are you... wet?" he asked his son 
awkwardly. Felix just sat their and shook his head yes. His father then 
pulled off the sheets exposing his wet diaper. "Wow, I haven't changed 
a diaper, in what, 6 year? I never thought I would be doing it again," 
His father said. Felix blushed. His father then grabbed a diaper from 
inside the pamper box and laid it next to his son. He then untapped the 
sides of Felix's diaper and exposed his privates, Felix blushed again, 
"don't be so embarrassed son, every man has them" he the wiped his son. 
His dad then powdered and diapered Felix and told him to be dressed. 
"We have a doctors appointment today, don't for get "oh yeah" Felix 
thought "the doctors appointment..."

Chapter 5

Felix was never really a sickly boy. The last time he got sick, and 
actually went to the doctor, was when his brother caught the flew from 
one of his class mates and passed it on to Felix, and that was about 2 
years ago. It wasn't like Felix was scared of the doctors; it was just 
that he always felt very uncomfortable during check-ups; he never 
really liked to show his private parts to his family, let alone a 
stranger that he had just met. Felix was never into playing with his 
genitals, either, he felt it was wrong, and he didn't even like girls, 
so he had never had anything to motivate him into doing it.

Just after his dad left, Felix tried on some clothes, but none of his 
pants would fit over the bulge of his diaper. From the other room, his 
dad heard him struggling and came into his room. "Hey champ," his dad 
began to blurt out, "I see that your havin' some trouble?" his dad 
looked as Felix took off his pants. "Yeah, none of my pants fit me with 
this on" he pointed at his diaper, trying to avoid having to say the 
word. Without saying anything his dad walked over to his dresser, and 
took a look. "Son, I think we have a problem..." his father said with a 
bit of a concerned face, "I don't think that you have pants that are 
big enough to fit over your diaper." He looked over at Felix, and saw 
that look in his eyes, that look that he's about to cry.

Felix's father quickly went up to his son and held him tight, telling 
him that he was sorry, and that after he went to the doctor that he 
would buy him some new cloths, cloths that would actually fit him.

"Ok Felix, we have to go, were going to be late for the doctors 
appointment," Felix then glared at his father, "but everyone will laugh 
at me," he said with one or two tear drops falling from his face.

His father then stared back at him, "the place will be empty, and even 
if you do see someone, you�re probably never going to see them ever 
again." His father said, trying to console him. "Okay, champ, lets go 
we don't have time for this" his father said pushing him out the door. 
Felix was then pushed out the door with only a tee shirt on, and a 
pampers diaper one to hide his flesh, Felix then thanked god that no 
one was out and hoped into the red minivan.

On the car ride to the doctors Felix thought about what his father was 
saying. "He's probably right," Felix began to think, "the place will 
probably be empty, I have nothing to worry about." But when they took a 
parking space, Felix counted almost 8 cars there.

"Dad, I thought you said this place would be empty?"

His dad then turned back to him, "it almost is, there are about 5 
doctors running this place everyday, so what are there?"

It took him a few seconds to count, "What there are, only like three 
patients? You'll be fine," his dad comforted him and they left the car. 
When they entered the doctor�s office, Felix saw 2 girls sitting in the 
waiting room, and when they turned and noticed him, he heard little 
giggles coming from their direction, and started to blush.

"I have an appointment made for my son Felix, at 1:30," his father 
began to speak to the lady behind the counter, but Felix paid no 
attention; he was too preoccupied by the girls giggling at him in the 
background. His father then turned to him "hey champ, why don't you go 
play while I get situated?"

This sounded like a bad idea since the two girls were sitting right 
there. But he entered the waiting room anyway. The room looked made 
more for babies then for kids, it was decorated with Winnie the Pooh 
wallpaper all around it, and had baby toys on the floor. Felix quickly 
looked for a seat, which were scarce, it seemed, in this room. He would 
have to sit next to one of the girls.

He quickly took a seat next to the blond-haired one with her mother 
still at the counter speaking to the lady at the front. She quickly 
turned to him, "are you a baby?" she asked mockingly. By her height, 
Felix could tell that she was much younger then him. Felix didn't 
reply.

"Are you?" she asked him again, now more demanding.

"No." Felix replied, now a little annoyed.

"Then why do you have a diaper on? Only babies wear diapers, so that 
means you're a baby. Did you go pee pee in your didee, little baby?" 
she asked mockingly.

The other older girl on the other side started to laugh, and Felix then 
felt like he was going to cry. The little girl immediately saw this. 
She then stuck her hand down the front of his diaper and Felix jumped 
out of his seat.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?" Felix was now pale as a ghost.

"I was just checking your didee, and you�re wet," the little girl 
stated matter-of-factly. The other girl was hysterical, and it seemed 
that she couldn't stop laughing, and Felix just started crying.

Felix's father quickly ran to his sons' crying, "are you okay?�

�What's wrong, Felix?" but no words could get to Felix. He was crying 
hysterically and just wouldn't snap out of it, so his dad decided that 
he would just carry him to the room he was assigned. When they got to 
the room Felix stopped crying.

"Felix, are you okay?" his father asked, now very concerned. Felix just 
nodded his head, and his dad sat him down in a seat. It seemed like 
forever until the doctor showed up. The women had black hair down to 
her shoulders and hazel eyes. She stood great at maybe 5'9'' and had a 
very subtle voice. She was nothing new to Felix, and she had been his 
doctor at least five of six times.

"Sorry I am late," she glared up at Felix. "Hi Felix, I detect 
something different with you... is that a new shirt?" she said with a 
smile, Felix giggled and so did his dad.

She put down her chart. "So what seems to be the problem, Felix?" she 
asked politely. Felix looked down.

"I've been wetting the bed for about 2 weeks, and now I wet myself in 
the daytime." He felt surprised that she didn't laugh.

"Well Felix, I will need to run some tests to see if there's anything 
wrong with your body in any way that could be causing this, if that's 
okay with dad." She looked at Felix's dad, who gave her a nod, and left 
it as that.

"Okay Felix, why don't we have you sit right over there," she pointed 
at the examining mat, and he did what he was told. She then went over 
to him.

"Okay Felix, don't feel shy, I will just remove your diaper; lay down," 
she said.

Felix lay down and felt his diaper fastens beginning to tear.

"I will just push down, don't be alarmed, it won't hurt," she calmly 
stated. Felix felt a slight push, and out of nowhere started to pee.

"I'm Sorry!" he said, frightened at what she might do. "Its okay Felix, 
I said not to worry,"

She started. "It's as I thought," she directed this to Felix's father, 
"Felix has a problem holding in his urine when he needs to go, is first 
nature, he just goes without knowing what he has done. You saw he 
started to urinate, and then a few seconds after he realized." She then 
let Felix's father take the floor.

"So what do you suggest?" he asked politely.

"Well, I think you should keep him in diapers for a bit longer, maybe a 
month or two, then progress to potty training, just like you would do 
to a toddler. But it still is all up to Felix, what do you think little 
guy?"

The spot light was on him: "Well, I guess, I just want to be out of 
these things as fast as I can, but I don't want to wet my pants in the 
middle of the day, so I guess I could try it..." he said in a quiet 
voice, almost mumbling.

"Okay, then its agreed," the doctor said.

"I see I don't have to prescribe any diapers to you, since you fit into 
these so well, but other then that, I think you�re fine." She then 
looked at Felix again.

"Oh, sorry about that, I'll get you a new diaper." She dug into one of 
the cabinets and retrieved a diaper and some powder. After she finished 
diapering him, they left.

"Spring break is coming up, champ," Felix's father said." He said in an 
energetic tone.

"Where are we going?" Felix asked with contempt.

"We are going to se your grandma and grandpa on my side." Felix had 
been to his mother's parent's house, but never to his dad�s; they would 
always come his house.

"Where do they live" Felix asked.

"In New Hampshire, my home state, you will love it there, they have 
tons of kids to hang around with."

He finished, and Felix drifted off. "Yah... fun..." he thought.

CHAPTER 6- The New Hampshire trip (part one)

The week went by and Felix only attended 2 days of school, and managed 
with out diapers. Other then a good athlete, Felix was very smart for 
his age, and very nice -even more now. He didn't care if kids where 
geeky, he just liked them for who they were. Academically, Felix was at 
the top of his class, ranking second, he had straight A's except for 
science, - he thought the teacher had it out for him. He was every 
girl�s dream, Blond hair-down to his shoulders, greenish-blue eyes, a 
little short � but that didn't bother them, he was also athletic and 
great in school � a plus for bringing home to your mom.

It was now Friday, Felix was thinking on his bed when his mom suddenly 
came into his room. "Its time to pack, we're leaving tomorrow and I 
need you packed up" she said with a stern voice. "I don't know what to 
pack, I don't know what we're even going to do there," Felix blurted 
out.

"Well, we're doing a lot of swimming, but theirs a problem with you, I 
don't know how your diaper will fit under your swim suit, and I don't 
want you to pee in grandpa's pool." She said with a little laugh.

"Maybe I should just not go swimming, I don't care for swimming much 
anyways," he said a little down, but trying to keep it from his mom.

"Don't kid yourself, you love to go swimming, and I was thinking, if 
you don't mind wearing a swim diaper in the water, there would be no 
problem" His mom suggested.

"Well... I guess since I�m going to wear a diaper in front of grandma 
and grandpa that it doesn't make a difference," Felix said realizing 
that sooner or later it would come to this.

"Okay Hun, ill go get you some," she then looked down and noticed the 
almost empty box of Pampers, " oh, and you need more diapers, I guess I 
needed to do this a while ago" she said with another big sigh then left 
the room.

A few moments later he heard his mom telling his dad that she was going 
to the grocery store and to help Felix and Chris pack. And soon enough 
his dad was in his room.

"Felix, do you know what you want to pack-" he stopped realizing that 
his son didn't care what he was saying, and probably wasn't even 
listening. His father soon began to pack for him and was soon out the 
door. Felix thought about how he was going to survive spring break 
while drifting off to sleep in an already wet diaper.

Felix awoke to his mother changing his soaking diaper.

"Good morning sleepyhead, you don't have to wake up you'll be asleep in 
the car," she said in a cooing voice, and to that note Felix drifted 
off to sleep.

Felix soon woke up to his mom shaking him, "Hun, do you want anything 
to drink from the rest stop?" she said.

Felix now realized it was the afternoon � with a little help from his 
digital watch. He wiped his eyes and soon knew he was in the car. 
"Where's dad?" he asked a little puzzled.

"He went off with your brother to the bathroom- and speaking of, your 
pretty wet, let me get you out of those diapers."

Felix let his mother lay him down in the seat while she got another 
diaper from the diaper bag. She soon had him diapered and up.

"Where are my pants?" Felix asked now realizing that he had none on.

"There in the back, you don't need them, were just going in the station 
for a second, and no one will care."

Felix now really didn't care to be seen in his diapers by strangers, 
its not like he's going to see them ever again. So Felix jumped out of 
the car in just a t-shirt and diaper and followed his mom to the rest 
station. When they entered Felix saw a little boy, about 3 or 4 in just 
a diaper and t-shirt just like him and got a little embarrassed, but 
the little boy didn't care at all and just followed his mommy.

"Do you want anything, Felix?" his mom asked

"Just water, please" Felix returned, "Okay," his mom said and got him a 
bottle of water (just to be clear not a baby bottle...) and soon they 
were back in the car and just three hours till they get to their 
grandparents house.

Now Felix was fast asleep and Chris spoke up. "When are we getting 
there, mom?" he asked impatiently.

"About 2 hours, why, do you need anything?" his mother asked.

"Nope, just wanted, you know," he said.

"Chris," she started in a stern voice, "I don�t want you making fun of 
your brother, if you do, it wont be pleasant for you when we get home, 
and you really don�t want that," she finished, Chris just nodded his 
head and looked at his brother, and his diaper that was sticking out 
because it was wet, and he was slouching.

Soon after that Chris was fast asleep, letting his parents talk.

"What are we going to do with Felix this trip?" his dad asked in a 
concerned voice.

"What do you mean, he�s our son, he�s not a play toy. To be totally 
frank with you I don�t care if he wants a bottle every night, in a 
crib, its what ever he wants, we're his parents, we have to be there 
for him, or he'll have no one" she said a little angrily.

He then looked at he for a moment, "your right." and that was it, for 
the rest of the car ride there was no talking in between them.

Felix woke up a little later and realized that he was very wet. And he 
also noticed that Chris, and his mother were both asleep. His dad then 
noticed that he was awake.

"Hey champ, finally awake I see, are you wet?" He asked hoping he would 
say that he wasn�t so he wouldn�t have to go through the dread of 
changing him.

"Yea, it is," he said, not what his father wanted to hear.

"Can it hold for like a half or so?" he asked, now really wanting him 
to say it would.

Felix then looked down at his diaper, and knew it wouldn�t hold, "no I 
don�t think it can even hold more then 5 minutes, glad I woke up," he 
said a little ashamed at his position.

"That�s okay, I�ll just stop at the rest stop, and we'll get you in a 
clean diaper." he said with a half smile.

The then made a turn on the next exit that said 'bathrooms' and parked 
in the rest stop. His dad that opened his door and went to open the 
door on Felix's side.

"I don�t think we can do it in the car, I think we're going to hafta do 
it on the roof of the trunk," his dad said. Felix then got a little 
sad, but knew his dad was right.

His dad then put his arms around him, and picked Felix up. With Felix 
in one hand and the diaper bag in the other, he took out the diaper mat 
and put it on top of the trunk, then placed Felix up on it.

Felix then noticed a Van of boys about his age looking at him with 
intrigue, they were looking at him so intently, like he was the only 
thing there. Felix couldn�t do anything but blush and get his diaper 
changed. His dad the placed a fresh diaper under him and then taped it 
on.

After they were done his dad placed Felix into the car and took his 
seat in the front.

"Is anyone else going to at Grandpa�s?" Felix asked his dad.

"As a matter of fact my brother, John and his two boys will be there; 
you'll like them." his father said.

"How old are his children?" Felix asked.

"well one of them is just a toddler, about two or three, and the other 
is about Chris's age, 9. You met them when you were only about two. I 
don�t expect you to remember them, But pretend," his father gave him 
with a wink and a little giggle.

Felix got a little scared but was a little relieved that they were 
younger then him, and he hoped they wouldn�t find out about his 
'problem', but he knew they would, it was just a matter of time.

After a while his mother woke up and saw that Felix had a fresh diaper 
on, "Good, daddy changed you?" she asked, but before he could answer, 
his dad jumped in.

"Yeah, we stopped at the last rest stop," he said

Then Felix cut in, "How long till' we get there?" he asked.

"About 10-15 minutes," his dad said

Felix then looked outside and noticed that they were turning, and after 
that houses started to appear, and one by one they just kept getting 
bigger as they drove by.

They then stopped at a big mansion, and Felix couldn�t believe it. 
Felix never went to his Grandparents� home, they always came to them, 
and Felix has never seen their house, but it was huge, the biggest 
house Felix has ever seen.

"We're here," his dad said, Chris wasn�t awake to see it.

"ARE YOU SURE GRANDPA AND GRANDMA LIVE HERE!?!?" Felix asked very 
confused.

His father then laughed "yeah, I�m sure, Felix," he said with a great 
laugh followed by Felix's mother.

Felix then searched for some pants and, found some, and put them on. He 
then got out of the car and found that the house was bigger out of the 
car. His mom had to carry Chris into the house and Felix got the 
suitcases with his Father.

He took the smaller suitcases and his dad took the big ones. Felix then 
took a second look at the huge house and rolled his suitcase up the 
drive way and up to the front door, and even that was huge.

Felix pushed the doorknob down and found that when he looked in the 
house it looked smaller on the outside, which he thought was not 
possible. Even the two staircases -one for going up, one for going down 
(he had no clue which was which...) over whelmed him. He then noticed 
the kitchen a few steps in front of him. He saw his Grandparents and 
his uncle.

Felix looked at them for a while until is father came up behind him, 
with three suitcases in hand.

"What are you waiting for, champ?" his father asked with a huge smile 
on his face, one, that seemed, bigger than the house.

Felix then walked into the kitchen, and was greeted by the 'group' -
Felix couldn't even think.

"OH! Who is this big boy standing in front of me?!?!" his grandma asked 
with a laugh in her voice.

"Yeah," his uncle added, " I didn't even recognize you! You've grown so 
much!" He said with that half a laugh, and a little smile.

Felix blushed a little then spoke up. "Sorry, I need to put down my 
suitcase, where is my room?" he said with a little smile, that didn't 
show his upbeat-ness very well.

"Wow, what a mature boy, your dad will show you your room," his grandpa 
said.

Felix then followed his dad up the stairs; it was a pretty long walk so 
they had some time to talk.

"Don't be mad at me but when you see your room, don't jump to 
conclusions, there is a reason for it so don't get mad, k?" his dad 
said o him.

"Um...oooookkkkk..." he said a little confused.

But when Felix saw the door to the room his dad was opening the door to 
he knew it wouldn't be good. The room door was panted in light blue and 
said 'Welcome' in baby blocks.

When Felix entered the room, it was colored light blue and included- a 
changing table, crib, that his baby cousin was in, a 'big boy' bed, 
lots of diapers, a rocking chair and the faint smell of baby powder.

"We thought that it would be easier that you sleep in here so we can 
change you in privacy and not in front of Chris and Matt, I'm sorry we 
didn't tell you" his dad said with the smile he had on a few seconds 
ago completely gone.

Felix ran out of the room and found a bathroom close by, and locked 
himself in, while he cried sitting on the cover of the toilet, knowing 
that he would have to come out at one point. But for the time being, he 
trapped himself in his mind.

"Well, this sucks," Felix thought to himself, while tears came rolling 
down his cheeks. "I'm not a baby!" he kept repeating to himself.

His mindset thinking broke by the knocks on the wooden door, it was his 
uncle, not who was expecting, but better than no one.

"Felix, comon', come out of there, you can�t stay there forever," he 
said with a soothing voice.

Felix took his time but opened the door in the end. "Good, now let�s 
talk, its only you and me in the house," his uncle said.

"Where is everyone else?" asked Felix.

"They went out, I wasn't in the mood to go out so I just stayed here, 
and I wanted to catch up with you, but you kind of have to stop crying, 
because you cant talk and cry at the same time." He said with a very 
comforting voice.

Felix stopped crying and sat down on the couch with his uncle, and gave 
him a half smile.

"First off don't give me that ' I don't want to be here smile, but I'm 
staying because I have to' smile, you don't have to be here," His uncle 
started, and Felix giggled a little.

"So Felix, how's school doing? I hear your very smart," his uncle said 
with a big smile on his face.

"I'm doing good..." Felix half answered

"That's all you give me 'good'? Wow, that's weak," he said with a 
little smile.

It was weird. Felix liked his uncle, he actually treated him like an 
adult and not a kid, he then lightened up.

"It�s okay, I'm getting all strait A's except in science," Felix spoke 
up.

"Yeah, I didn't like science in school, I always felt like I could do 
better, but the teacher didn't like me," he said, and Felix told him 
that he felt the same way about his teachers.

"OK, lets talk about why you were crying" his uncle asked a little 
concerned, but very confidingly.

"Well," Felix started, knowing he could tell his uncle ever thing now, 
"I have a wetting problem, and I feel like everyone is treating me like 
a baby because I wear diapers..." Felix started to cry.

"It�s okay, Felix, lots of boys your age have a wetting problem, and 
many of them have to wear diapers just like you" He tried to cheer him 
up, but Felix didn't believe him.

Felix then wiped the tears from his eyes, looked down and blushed. His 
diaper was full and leaking, "I'm so sorry," Felix began.

"Don�t worry, it happens, do you want me to change you, because I don't 
have to if your not comfortable." His uncle asked

Felix then smiled a little and said that he could. He then followed his 
uncle to his room and was put on the changing table. While on the 
changing table he removed his over sized pants and let his uncle change 
him.

When a fresh diaper was put on him, Felix was lifted off the table and 
pulled up his pants.

"Hey Felix," John began, "wanna go out for a walk? We'll have fun," he 
asked.

Felix said he was ok with that and with that the diaper bag, which was 
Benji's was filled with diapers and a changing mat.

"Why are you taking Benji's bag?" Felix asked.

"Yours was in your dads car and they went out so this is all we got, is 
that okay?" He said.

Felix nodded and then they went out the door.

"This place has the biggest houses I have ever seen," Felix aid while 
they were passing the huge houses.

Hi uncle then smiled. "Yeah, they are pretty big, oh are you going to 
come swimming with as tomorrow? There is a great pool in the back 
yard." he asked.

"Um... I guess..." Felix answered

They talked for about a half an hour, but Felix was getting thirsty, 
and rally need a drink.

"Uncle John, do you have a drink? I'm really thirsty," he asked with a 
dry mouth.

"Um, I don't think so... not if you don't want to drink from a baby 
bottle..." he said with a small smile.

Felix was in a bad situation, he was soooo thirsty, but he really 
didn't want to look like more of a baby then he already led on.

"Listen, I don't care if you drink from a bottle, it�s your choice, and 
no one is out anyways so who cares?" John said.

"Well, I guess your right...I guess..." Felix said with slight 
discomfort.

"I'm taking that as a 'yes'." he said and looked into the diaper bag.

"Ok, I got some juice, will that do?" John asked, Felix just nodded his 
head and was handed the baby bottle.

Felix was so thirsty that without even thinking he put the nipple into 
his mouth and sucked on the bottle.

"Having fun?" his uncle asked with a big smile. Felix blushed and said 
'thank you' to his uncle and began walking again.

When Felix finished his bottle, he turned to his uncle and looked at 
him for a second.

"All done?" John asked, know he was by how the bottle was empty. "Was 
it good?" he added with a smile.

"Yup, thank you," Felix smiled back, with a little blush.

John then looked at the ten year old. "Don't worry, it�s our little 
secret, and who says being a baby is a bad thing in every way." He 
finished with a little wink. Felix blushed again.

Felix then thought about what his uncle said on the way back to his 
Grandparents house, and was very confused.

Chapter 7 The New Hampshire trip (part two)

When Felix and his uncle arrived at his Grandparents house it was about 
seven in the afternoon, and the driveway that was vacant before was now 
filled with two cars parallel to each other.

Felix then noticed the cold, damp and uncomfortable feeling between his 
legs. He looked down and was so relived to find that his diaper did not 
sink to the bottom of his pants. They then entered the house in a quiet 
manner.

Chris and Matt were in their room playing some games. Benji was in his 
playpen, in the living room, and beside him, on the couches, were his 
parents and grandparents. Staring for a second, Felix started to wander 
into his head for a minute, but was snapped back into reality by his 
uncle shoving him towards the living room.

When the grown-ups in the room noticed both of them, they greeted one 
other.

"How was your walk?" Felix's father jumped in.

"It was OK, no complaints from me,� John said with a little smile.

Still angry with his father, Felix stammered out of the current room 
and into the one he was staying in.

"He just needs some time to cool off, don't get angry with him,� John 
confirmed with a slight irritation in his voice as to be questioning 
himself.

"Well, that young man better cool off soon, or he's in for a 
punishment. I can't believe him, just walking out on us as we were 
asking him a question-" he stated.

Felix's mom interrupted. "You can't blame him, under the circumstances, 
you would be angry too." She said in a dis-mannered tone.

Felix looked around the room in shame. But as the shame disappeared, 
the comfort level grew; the blue and white clouded room seemed to 
comfort him like old times. But his comfort was broken off by a knock 
on the door, and the doorknob twisted. His mom then emerged form the 
other end of the door.

"Its time for dinner, so common." She hustled him.

When Felix and his mom entered the dinning room, Felix's family was all 
accounted for, and where almost ready to eat.

Felix took his seat next to his uncle and the final tray was brought 
out by one of the butlers. "I hope you enjoy the food, have a lovely 
evening." The butler said and headed out the room.

They all began to eat.

While Felix was eating, he realized that in all the confusion, he never 
got his diaper changed.

"Can�umm�you�change�me�." He whispered into his uncle's ear.

On that note, John got up and went with Felix to his room. He got him 
up on the changing table and proceeded to change his diaper. After they 
were done, they went to the dinner table and sat down once more. Though 
everyone stared at Felix, they said nothing.

After the meal, they all went out on to the patio. There were enough 
chairs there, but since Chris and Matt went into their rooms to play, 
and Benji was put into his playpen, there was an adequate amount of 
space to spread out. Felix took a seat with his uncle, and his 
grandparents sat with each other, so did his parents.

"So Felix, now that you have the patience to sit with us," His father 
began, "why don't you tell us how your day was?" he finished with a 
smirk on his face.

Felix snickered "It was better then any day you could have ever 
provided me. Dad." He said plainly, as to mock his father, bad idea 
too.

They began a battle. "Well maybe next time you need me, just call your 
uncle, if he can do everything twice as good as me." His father said.

Felix knew he was at a little loss but was smart. "I will, and next 
time I play football with someone, he won�t be as bad as someone in 
this room" Felix shot back.

Felix started getting up, "Don't be so hasty, don't you need a diaper 
change, baby?" His father said in a mocking voice.

Felix ran out of the room, trying to conceal his tears. His mom then 
hit his dad and also left for her room.

"Nice going, little bro" John said with an angry look on his face, and 
then left the room.

John then went up to his son, who was in the playpen and picked him up.

"Time for bed young one" He said.

John then entered Felix, and Benjamin's room and said nothing, Felix 
was lying in his bed, sulking in his pillow. He put his son up on the 
changing table, then quickly diapered him.

He put his son in his crib, then stood there until he fell asleep, and 
went up to Felix's bed and sat down.

"Sit up Felix," he said, and Felix soon began to sit up, wiping the 
fresh tears from his face.

"Now, we both know it wasn't right for your father to say those things, 
but you said some nasty things too, and I think you should be the 
bigger man, because we both also know that your father won't say 
'sorry' for anything"

Felix looked down and realized he's been fiddling with his hands for 
the past 5 minute, and quickly stopped. He then looked at his uncle, 
and wiped the tears from his eyes once more.

Looking down he began to speak in a slow and sensible tone.

"I didn't want to start up with him," Felix began as his eyes wandered, 
"it's just that he can be such a jerk sometimes, and I can't control 
myself" he said.

"I understand that, but still, I think you should be grown up about 
this and apologize, it wasn't all him." His uncle said then left the 
room so Felix could think for a while.

After thinking for a while he dozed off into his own world. He dreamt 
about himself, he dreamt that he did horrifying things to his father.

Felix got so frightened that he woke up with teas running down his 
eyes. He then felt that his diaper leaked a little and had to move 
fast, he must have wet it when he had that bad dream, he thought to 
himself.

Quickly, but quietly, he left the room and headed down the stairs, he 
then went to the kitchen and saw his uncle sitting, reading a 
newspaper.

His uncle then glanced at him.

"Is everything ok?" he asked with a slight discomfort.

John then glanced down at Felix's diaper and saw that a little urine 
was escaping form the ridges.

He then quickly got up, then went over to Felix and picked him up, 
carrying him up the stairs and into his room.

"Its ok," John said putting Felix on the changing table.

John then proceeds to change Felix's diaper and put on a fresh new one 
on. Placing him on the bed, John spoke out.

"So, did you think about what we talked about?" he asked, Felix knotted 
his head.

"And as I said before, being a baby isn't that bad," he then got up and 
when into the diaper bag.

Felix didn't think much off it.

John then went up to his bed, "I think this will make you feel better." 
He said in a comforting voice.

John then slipped a bright blue pacifier into Felix's mouth, and got 
up. John closed the light and left the room.

And once again Felix was extremely confused.

Chapter 8 The New Hampshire trip (part three)

The next morning Felix woke up in a daze. It was like the last two days 
were a blur, but as he woke up, even more, he remembered it all too 
clear. He then looked down (with his eyes) and realized that he had a 
pacifier in his moth, and started to cry.

When he heard John coming up the stairs, he spit the pacifier, but the 
tears where still coming.

John then entered the room. "What's wrong?!?" he directed his attention 
to Felix, "why are you crying?" he asked with a fraught attempt.

John then looked down at the floor, and saw the pacifier. "Oh�" he 
began. "That's nothing, it was just to make you feel better" John said 
with a bit of concern.

But Felix was not comforted at all, he just kept crying.

"Don't worry, no one will even know. It's like it never even happened." 
John said trying to counter the boy's tears.

Felix, wasn't listening, he just sank his head into his pillow.

"Well, ok. But you are missing a pretty good breakfast. Your mom told 
me what you liked, so I made grilled cheese." John added to try to get 
Felix out of bed.

Felix cried, and John left.

An hour later, all the tears were drawn from his eyes and the last tear 
drop fell from his face. He got up and his diaper was so sagged, that 
it dropped to the floor.

He was now naked and had nothing to wear, he also couldn't put on a 
diaper because he was never taught how to. He then also noticed that 
his little cousin was not in his crib anymore, and was definitely with 
John, and if he asked for John to diaper him then he would be exposed 
to his little cousin. Since Felix was a 'late bloomer' he was extremely 
shy about his private parts. His doctor even told him that because of 
his small testicles and penis, that, that maybe the problem, as to why 
he can't hold in his pee.

Felix was then put on the spot, but eventually (after about 15 min.) he 
took for the door, and left the room. He then went down the stairs, 
pacing himself. He finally got to where John was, and was about to cry. 
He then told John his dilemma, and was then following him upstairs.

When they got to the room, Felix was picked up, and placed on the 
changing table. His feet then got picked up and lotion was placed 
allover his diaper area, keeping close attention to his groin area. His 
feet where then put down, for the moment. John then got the powder, and 
sprinkled a large amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's diaper area. He 
then picked the boys feet up once again and place a diaper under his 
butt, and then took the two tabs and stuck them on both sides.

"There you are. Now, are you still mad at me?" John asked as he picked 
the boy up from the changing table, and placed him on the ground.

"A little bit" Felix mumbled.

"Well, that's ok, but you still need to eat, and it's already 1 p.m. I 
don't think your mother would like you going hungry. So do you wanna go 
out, to umm, Denny's, or something?" he asked

Felix then nodded his head. John then went up to the shelf, where Felix 
kept his cloths, and got out a pair of pants and a tee-shirt. He then 
dressed his nephew, then called his son in and dressed him.

While John was dressing his son, Felix noticed that he was wearing a 
pull-up, and not a diaper. John immediately noticed this. "Little Benji 
here is being potty trained. He's only on his first week, so he wets 
now and then, but is a quick study." John said.

Felix got a little embarrassed by his late development, and started to 
blush. And soon, they where headed to the car.

In the car, Benji was strapped into the car seat. "I think safety is 
very important, and kids 80 pounds or below must sit in the car seat, 
so before we leave , I will have to ask you how much you weigh, 
because, you are not my child. And please tell me truthfully because 
this is only for safety, not embarrassment" John said with a serious 
face.

Now Felix was at a stand still, his late development hurt him in two 
ways not. He was only 78 pounds, and because of his low weigh was put 
into a hospital for two weeks when he was eight years old, but soon 
after was declared fine.

"I'm 78 pounds," Felix said.

"Sorry kiddo, but you will have to be put in one" John said, as he 
lifted up the boy, and placed him in the spare car seat.

Felix was so ashamed, he felt like a complete baby.

"Don't fell bad, its only for your protection." John said.

No conversation was made in the car ride, which was about a half hour.

When they got to Denny's, Felix and Benji were let out of the car 
sears, and Benji was then placed into a stroller that John got from the 
back of the car.

They then walked into the restaurant, "three please," Jon said to one 
of the employees. They were then sent to a table, but before John sat 
down he asked for a high chair for his son, and soon enough, the chair 
was brought, and Benji was placed in it.

When they all knew what they wanted to order, the set their menus down.

"Why do you treat Benji like a baby?" Felix asked John.

"What do you mean, like, why do I put him in high chairs, and in a 
crib?" John counter-asked. And Felix nodded his head.

"I guess it's just because he likes it, he doesn't really want to be a 
big kid yet, and I don't mind." John said with a smile.

By the end of the conversation, the waiter took their orders and left.

"Don't you ever just want to be a baby sometimes, have the world's 
intimidation taken away for just a bit?" John asked his nephew.

"Umm, I don't think so�" Felix said, not sure what his uncle was 
getting at.

"Well, some kids do, and I guess, Benji is one of them." John finished.

And once again the waiter was back with their food.

After they were all finished eating, John paid the check.

"Do you need to go to the bathroom, Sport?" John asked his son. And 
Benji quickly nodded his head. "And Felix I'm betting you need a 
change?" John asked, and like Benji, Felix nodded.

They then all went to the bathroom. "Wait one second, while I help 
Benji out" John said to Felix. And then John went into the stall with 
his son.

John then closed the door and pulled down his son�s pants, exposing his 
pull-up. Then the Pull-Up went down. John then held on to his sons 
little penis. "Ok, you can do it" John encouraged his son. And a stream 
of pee went into the toilet.

When Benji was done, his Pull-up got pulled back up and his pants 
followed.

John then got out of the stall and went over to Felix. He then pulled 
the hanging table down and the placed Felix on top of it. He quickly 
changed Felix, and then pulled his pants back up.

Felix was very surprised that no one stared at him.

John then put his son into the stroller and then went to the car. At 
the car he un-strapped Benji from the stroller and opened the door, 
placing him in the car seat and buckled him up. He went on the other 
side, and did the same for Felix, and they drove away.

"Where do you guys wanna go later?" John asked both boys.

"I wanna go to grandpa's pool!!" Benji said in his small three year old 
voice.

"Is that o.k. with you Felix?" John asked, to be nice, and Felix nodded 
his head, still a little uncomfortable with his position.

"Then that settles it" John added, and from then on there was no 
talking throughout the car ride.

When they entered the driveway, John attended to his son first, and 
Felix got agitated, and tried to get out of the car seat, but to no 
avail, he was helpless, he couldn't get out.

After John let Benji out of his seat, he went up to Felix.

"You know that this seat it childproof� Right?" John said with a small 
smirk.

He then left Felix out, and picked him up and placed him on the 
pavement. They then walked to the house, and then up to the boy's room.

"One second Felix, I'll go get you a swim diaper" John said as he went 
to his son's dresser. He then got some swim trunks for Benji and handed 
them to him. "Here, Champ, put these on."

John then went to Felix's dresser and got out a swim diaper, with a 
'Finding Nemo' picture on it.

He then went over to Felix and knelt down; pulled his pants down and 
then his diaper, letting Felix step out of them.

"Ok, let's get this on you" John said as he opened the swim diaper. He 
then let Felix step into the diaper, and pulled it up on his waist.

"Ok, I'm gonna go change, so ill be right back." John said as he left 
the room.

Felix felt so ashamed, in just a swim diaper, in front of his baby 
cousin. On top of all that John let Benji dress himself and put Felix's 
clothes on for him. He was at the verge of tears.

A few seconds later, John entered the room.

"Okay boys, lets go swimming," he said in an enthusiastic voice.

With that said they all went out to the backyard. 'It's huge!!' Felix 
thought as he looked at the yard, 'you could probably fit 2 houses in 
here' he side-noted as the walked to the pool area.

The pool was in the shape of a bean, and was quite large, on top of the 
vastness of the pool, a built in Jacuzzi, that could fit up to 10 
people. All in all, the place was huge.

"Do you know how to swim, Felix?" John asked.

Since Felix lived in the cold part of America, he never got to swim, 
the only thing that was nearly close to swimming was in his bathtub, 
but that didn't teach him anything about swimming.

Felix shook his head.

"Well that's okay, you'll learn now." John said, and went in back of 
Felix and grabbed him from his underarms to lift him. Once he grabbed a 
hold of Felix, John stepped into the pool, one foot at a time to get 
regular to the water.

When fully in, he let go of the boy and they were both standing (they 
were in the shallow end).

"OK Felix, this is what's going to happen: you are going to lean over, 
and I'm going to grab your sides so you're floating on your stomach," 
John said.

Felix then felt John grab the sides of his diaper, as he leaned 
forward.

"Okay, now kick your legs" John said, and again Felix did what he was 
told. "Now, do this�" John said as he showed Felix what he had to do 
with his arms.

Suddenly John let go, and Felix just sank. Not knowing what to do 
(under the water) Felix gasped for air, and swallowed a lot of water. 
John quickly scooped him out, brought him to one of the chairs, and 
laid him on his side.

"Just breath, nothing happened you just swallowed some water, it'll be 
fine." John said when he noticed tears coming down from Felix's face.

John then got a towel and wrapped it around the boy.

"Are you all right?" John asked Felix.

Felix nodded his head. "I'm fine, but I don't think I want to swim 
anymore" Felix said with a little smirk, and the remaining tears ran 
down his face.

"Okay, let's get you inside." John comforted.

Before he got the boy up, Benji ran up to the two. "Daddy, can I stay 
in the pool?" he asked.

"Sure, just come in a half hour." John answered with a wink, and Benji 
ran off.

"Aren't you a little scared, he's only three�" Felix asked.

"No, he'll be fine; he's a very good swimmer." John said with a bit a 
'proud' in his eyes. He then picked Felix up and carried him in his 
arms.

They then went to the house, and John placed Felix on the changing 
table. When he pulled down the boys swim diaper he found a little mess.

"Well, good we put you in one of these," John said with a grin on his 
face.

Felix just blushed.

John cleaned up the boy�s mess and is feet then got picked up and 
lotion was placed allover his diaper area. His feet where then put 
down, for the moment. John then got the powder, and sprinkled a large 
amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's diaper area. He then his feet up 
once again and place a diaper under his butt, and then took the two 
tabs and stuck them on both sides.

"Okay, well we still have half a day ahead of us," John said as he put 
Felix down on the ground, "do you want to do anything?" He asked Felix.

"Umm, can we go to the park?" Felix asked- a little shy about his 
request.

"Sure, what ever you want to do." John said.

"But first you need a bath, so I'll let you watch some T.V. When Benji 
finish's swimming, I'll give two of you a bath, but I'm going to go 
take a nap first. Wake me up when Benji comes in."

Felix then got up and headed down the stairs, and John went to his 
room. Felix then took a seat on the couch. He flipped the T.V on and 
started watching.

About 45 minutes of watching T.V, Benji walked into the living room 
with a towel around his half naked body. He then turned his head and 
looked at Felix.

"Where's my daddy?" Benji asked Felix.

"Umm, he's upstairs taking a nap. One second, I'll go get him" Felix 
said, trying to be a 'Big boy'. Felix then got up and headed for the 
stairs. When he got to Johns room, he quietly opened the door, and went 
up besides the bed, where John was sleeping.

"John wake up, Benji is done swimming." Felix said tapping the man's 
shoulders.

John immediately woke up. He then got out of bed, and brushed the scum 
from his eyes. He quickly picked Felix up, and carried him to the 
bathroom. Felix was very confused, he tried to make John put him down, 
but John was way out of it.

John then kneeled down and turned the knob, letting the water flow. He 
then got back up and headed down the steps- with Felix still in his 
arms.

"You can put me down, I can walk!" Felix said in an unpleasing voice, 
but John just 'shushed' him, and they continued to the living room.

"Come on Benji, its 'bath-time'" John said taking Benji's hand. They 
then went up the stairs to the bathroom, and John stopped the water. He 
then let go of his sons hand and put Felix on the floor.

John then knelt down, and pulled his son's shorts down, and let him 
step out of them. He attended to Felix by un-tapping his diaper and 
letting it fall to the floor. After both boys were undressed he put 
both of them in the bathtub.

"I can wash myself," Felix said proudly.

"That's okay, I'm just watching, because this is the first time that 
Benji is taking a bath by himself." John said, still a little groggy.

Since the bathtub was big the two boys had a lot of room, for each of 
them to do their 'thing'.

While Felix was washing his hair, he got some suds in his eyes, and 
gave out a big yelp.

"What's wrong?!?" John asked Felix.

"I got shampoo in my eyes," Felix said with his eyes shut.

"It's O.K. ya'll be fine, just open your eyes very slowly, we have to 
wash out the suds." John said calmly, to get Felix calm.

Felix followed his instructions, and soon he had his eyes open.

"Okay, let me help you." John said, and before Felix could say anything 
John was telling him to close his eyes. John washed the shampoo off of 
Felix's hair.

"Daddy, I'm done, can I get out?" Benji asked.

"Sure, go get dressed, and you can then watch T.V. I'll be done with 
Felix soon." John said, as Benji left the room.

"Ok, Felix, can you stand up?" John sort of told, not really asked.

Felix then got up and stood in the bathtub, completely nude. John then 
took the soap in his hand and rubbed it on the boys' upper body. After 
completing the upper section, he went down to the boys groin with extra 
attention, so the boy wouldn't get a rash. He then turned Felix around, 
and washed his backside.

John rinsed Felix off one more time. He then picked the boy up and 
placed him on the ground, placing a towel around him. He picked Felix 
off the ground, again, and carried him to his room.

John then strapped him to the changing table. Jon picked up Felix's 
feet then put a great amount of lotion on him. Felix's feet where then 
put down, for the moment. John then got the powder, and sprinkled a 
large amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's diaper area. He then his feet 
up once again and place a diaper under his butt, and then took the two 
tabs and stuck them on both sides.

�There you go.� John said as Felix sat up. John then went to Felix�s 
shelf, and took out a pair of pants. He went up to Felix and picked his 
feet up, sliding the pants over his legs. He then picked the boy up and 
placed him on the floor, and gave him a shirt.

�Okay put on your shoes and shirt, I�ll be waiting for you down 
stairs.� John said as he left the room.

Chapter 9 The New Hampshire Trip (part four)

After putting on his shirt and shoes, Felix went down stairs, where he 
found John.

"Okay Felix, Benji is already in the car, let's go." John said, as 
Felix followed him out to the car.

At the car, John picked Felix up and strapped him into the car seat, 
next to Benji. John then went to the driver's seat and put his seat 
belt on, followed by him starting the gas. He then pushed on the gas 
pedal and started driving.

"Felix, are you wet?" John asked, still looking at the road.

Felix didn't feel comfortable, because he had a poopy diaper. He 
usually never knew -any more, since he wore diapers twenty-four seven, 
he didn't bother to notice anymore �he would just get changed by 
someone. So he lied

"Umm� I don't really know�" Felix answered, shyly.

"Well, that's OK. Can you check Felix, Benji?" John asked.

Felix felt so embarrassed; his baby cousin was going to check his poopy 
diaper.

"OK daddy!" Benji said with a bit of enthusiasm, thinking he was the 
'big boy' now. He then leaned over and pulled Felix's pants down a 
little, exposing his diapered waist. But even that little exposure gave 
off a horrible smell.

"Felix has a poopy diddy, daddy" Benji said turning Felix over, and 
putting his pants back on.

"Okay, we'll change you when we get to the park, little guy" John said 
pulling his attention on the boy. Felix was felling more and more like 
a baby every second.

When they got to the park Felix and Benji were both let out of their 
car seats.

"Benji, go play while I change Felix's stinky diaper." John said, in a 
little 'baby voice'; while Benji ran off to play.

John cleaned up the boys� mess and his feet then got picked up and 
lotion was placed allover his diaper area. His feet where then put 
down, for the moment. John then got the powder, and sprinkled a large 
amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's diaper area. He then his feet up 
once again and place a diaper under his butt, and then took the two 
tabs and stuck them on both sides

"All done, now go play" John said, setting Felix on the ground. Felix 
then looked down, and wasn't quite content.

"Why am I not wearing my pants?" Felix asked.

"You don't need pants, it's almost 80 degrees, and you'll be more 
comfortable in what you're already wearing. I�ll be here talking to the 
other parents, go play." John answered with a small smirk. Felix then 
left.

Walking around Felix saw his little cousin playing alone in the 
sandbox, and went over to him. Felix then sat down and started to play, 
making a sand castle.

�Hey Jimmy, do you see what I see?� a boy said chuckling to another 
boy, in the back of Felix�s ear.

The other boy, Felix guessed he was Jimmy, laughed, and then Felix 
heard foot steps. Felix then turned his head to see two six year old 
boys standing over him.

�HEY BABY!� one of them said in a loud voice, as the other boy 
chuckled.

�DO YOU NEED A DIAPER CHANGE?� he added in, as other kids started to 
gather.

Felix was ready to cry, and when the kids started laughing he did. As 
soon as the kids realized he was crying, they fled, to not get into any 
trouble.

Benji then went up to Felix and told him to come with him, and he would 
take him to his daddy. So they both got up and went to John, who was 
talking to some other parent.

�What happened Felix?!?� John asked, running up to the crying boy, and 
holding him tightly.

�Some big boy�s were making fun of him, and he started to cry� Benji 
explained, then went back to playing.

John started to comfort him, but Felix just wouldn�t stop crying. John 
then went to the car and retrieved the diaper bag, giving Felix a 
pacifier. Felix started to suck and forgot about everything else.

One of the parents went up to John.

�Aww,� she said in a babyish voice. �Who is this big boy we have here?� 
She asked John.

�Oh, he�s my brother�s son, he�s here on vacation here� John answered.

�He�s so cute!� She said. Then bringing her attention to Felix, �do you 
want to come and play with my son?� She asked.

Felix didn�t have anything else to do so he just nodded his head.

�Good, he�s playing over there with some of his friends.� She said 
pointing to a far away distance.

She then took Felix from John�s hands and took carried, with his 
pacifier still in his mouth. She then carried him to a playpen, where 
he saw a couple of toddler�s playing with baby toys.

�We�re here!� the woman said enthusiastically.

Felix felt so embarrassed, as he was put into the playpen. The woman 
left and told the boys to play nicely, and Felix was left to play with 
the two year olds.

The playpen was 5 feet tall and Felix could never get out. He felt so 
helpless, but was bored so started to play with some of the toys.

�Well, good nobody is taunting me.� Felix thought to himself with 
relief.

Felix started playing, and didn�t stop. He loved all the baby toys, it 
was like he could be free for the first time in his life, and could do 
what ever he wants.

Felix played for hours, until John came and spoiled all his fun.

�Having fun?� John asked, with Benji by his side.

Felix nodded his head and was then picked up and taken to the car. John 
then put Benji in the car seat and then, with Felix still in his hands, 
opened the back of the van and changed the boy�s diaper.

He then placed Felix in his car seat, and started driving.

Felix soon fell asleep in the car.

When they parked in the driveway, it was almost eight o� clock and 
everyone was watching T.V in the living room.

John took Felix and put him in his bed, giving him a bottle, since he 
didn�t have dinner. Felix took a liking and started sucking, and was 
fast asleep.

Chapter 10 The New Hampshire trip [part Five-A day with daddy (1 of 2 
parts)]

Felix woke up, and to his surprise, his father was standing over him, 
with a smile upon his face.

"Good morning sport, how'd you sleep?"

Felix was in shock, he didn't know why his dad was acting so nice after 
the other night. But he answered, "OK�.. Ummm�how was yours..."

"It was good, I just wanted to come in and see how you were doing, and 
to say I was wrong in what I sad the other night, and today it's going 
to be you and me hanging out."

Felix was going to say something, but then, noticed the bottle beside 
him, and was in a state of panic. His father then realized this.

"Are you OK, you seem discomforted� do you not want to hang out with me 
today?" his father said thinking that was the reason.

"Umm� no, it's not that�" Felix said

"Then what is it?" his father asked a little surprise it wasn't that. 
But then looked down at Felix's bed and saw the bottle. "Oh, this?" he 
said, picking the bottle up. "Do you want another one? Don't worry; I 
don't care if you don't."

Felix blushed, and then shook his head.

"Well that's ok. If you do want one, tell me, I'll make you one." His 
dad said. "But now its time for a bath, so come on, up." He said, 
placing the bottle on one of the dressers.

Felix then got up, out of his sheets, and was standing there in only a 
diaper and a tee-shirt. His dad then led him to the bathtub, and turned 
the water on, and went up to Felix.

"Now, let's see what you did in that diaper." He said while taking the 
two tabs and pealing them off, letting the diaper drop to the floor. 
"Good boy, its only wet," He said patting Felix on the head, and 
smiling. He then took the boys' shit off, and put it into the hamper.

When the tub was full, he placed Felix in. he then started to wash 
Felix.

"Umm� I can kinda wash myself dad�" Felix said with a bit of 
discomfort.

"Oh� Sorry, I just thought that you wouldn't mind, because you let John 
give you one yesterday�"

Felix felt bad. "No I don't mind�.I doesn't know� it's just, I haven't 
been washed by someone since I was four years old�" Felix added.

"Well, tell me this, and answer honestly. Do you like to wear diapers?"

Felix had to think a while, but then nodded his head.

"Well, the last time you were diapered was when you were two, what's 
the difference between this and that?" His dad asked.

"I guess nothing." Felix said, and with that, his dad started washing 
him.

After his bath, Felix was picked up and placed on the bathroom rug. His 
dad then got a towel for him, and wrapped it around his body, then 
picked him up and took him to his room.

Felix was then placed on the changing table. His feet then got picked 
up and lotion was placed allover his diaper area. His feet where then 
put down, for the moment. His dad then got the powder, and sprinkled a 
large amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's groin. He then picked his 
feet up once again and placed a diaper under his butt, and then took 
the two tabs and stuck them on both sides.

Felix was then placed on the floor. His dad then got a shirt for him to 
put on, and placed it over him. "That's all you'll need for now. Let's 
go have breakfast" His dad said patting his butt.

On their way downstairs Felix was a little confused. "Where is 
everyone?" he asked.

"Umm, Mom, John, Chris, Benji, and Matt, are out, and will be out of 
two days. They went on a camping trip. And Grandpa and Grandma are out 
doing some shopping and wont be back till' dinner time."

Felix hated camping so he didn't care that they didn't take him. They 
then got downstairs and Felix took a seat while his dad brought out 
some cereal, putting a bowl in front of Felix.

When Felix was eating, he accidentally spilt some cereal on himself.

"That's OK, let me get something to clean it up for you" His father 
said getting up.

When he came back he had to things in his hand. The first thing was a 
napkin that he cleaned Felix up with. The other, was then placed around 
Felix, and tied from the back.

"That's so you don't mess yourself again," He said.

Felix then looked down and saw that he had a bib on, but couldn't 
complain, because he always drops food when he's eating it, he can't 
help it. He then started eating again, and when he dropped food again, 
it didn't mess his cloth, it just fell into a pocket that was on the 
bib, and he was sort of relived.

When Felix was finished eating his dad took his plate away.

"Wanna go watch some T.V, Felix?"

Felix didn't have to think for that, and said "Sure". Then he and his 
father went into the living room where they both sat on one of the 
couches.

"What do you want to watch?" Felix's dad asked.

"Umm�I don't know."

"Well, let's see what's on," His dad said flipping through the 
channels, "What do you like?"

"I don't really care."

His dad then found a cartoon, and started to watch it.

After about an hour of T.V, Felix's dad declared it was time for Felix 
to take a nap.

"Awe, Dad, do I have to?"

"Yup, you kind of do," His dad replied.

Felix then followed his dad to his room.

"Where do you want to sleep?" His dad said pointing to the crib or the 
bed. Felix thought for a while, but couldn't make a choice.

"Felix, if you can't make a decision, I will," His dad then picked 
Felix up and put him in the crib, then left the room.

Felix was so confused, how did he get himself into all of this?

His dad then came back, holding a baby bottle in his right hand. He 
then placed the nipple in Felix's mouth and told him to go to sleep, 
then left the room once again. Felix looked up and saw the bright blue 
ceiling as he when off to sleep.

"Wake up sleepyhead," Felix heard his dad saying as he opened his eyes. 
"Time to wake up, we need to go to the grocery store, and pick up a few 
things in about an hour, and you've been sleeping for more then that, 
its not healthy."

He then picked his son up and placed him on the nearby changing table.

"Can I wear those" Felix asked, pointing to Benji's Pull-Up's, and 
looking back at his dad.

"Umm� Felix, training pants are for boys who know how to hold their 
poopy in, you still mess your diapers, its like going from a baby to a 
toddler in one day, are you sure you want to try, because it's up to 
you�" Felix nodded his head, indicating that he wanted to try. "Ok big 
boy, let's get you in one of these."

Felix's dad placed the boy on the floor, still naked, grabbed the Pull-
Up's bag and took one out. He then opened the training pant and told 
Felix to step into them.

"Ok Felix, let�s see if you got what it takes," His dad said 
enthusiastically. He then picked Felix back up, and carried him to the 
living room, placing him in the playpen. "You look too cute standing 
there." His dad said, and then left the room.

'That was weird,' Felix thought, 'dad never said 'cute�.well, not to my 
knowledge' After a while, Felix took his mind off this 'dad thing', and 
started to play with some building blocks, and other toys.

After a little while Felix heard his dad from the other room "How you 
doing, sport?" Felix heard from the kitchen, "having fun?" his dad 
added.

"Yeah, just a little hungry, what're we having for lunch?" Felix 
yelled, know that was the only way he could be heard.

"Umm� do you want macaroni and cheese?"

"Ok, but can you get me out of here, I wanna watch TV..." "Sure, one 
second."

And soon his dad came, picked the boy up, and set him on the ground. 
"There, now, lunch will be ready soon" then patted the boy's bottom and 
left the room.

Felix then sat down on the couch and flipped open the TV, while his dad 
went to the kitchen to make lunch.

After about half an hour Felix heard his dad call him into the kitchen 
to eat and Felix got up. He then went to the kitchen and sat down near 
his dad. His dad then went up to him and put a baby bib around Felix's 
neck. Felix looked down and saw that the bib had Barney on it, and 
smiled.

"Now eat up little guy." Felix then ate, and got more food on him then 
in him, but he didn't mind, and his dad didn't either, he just giggled. 
"Too cute" his dad added, and Felix blushed.

After they finished eating, Felix got his bib taken off, and then his 
dad checked his diaper, witch was very wet.

"Sorry little guy, I guess its back to diapers for you"

Felix held back his tears, 'I guess it was harder then it looked' he 
thought to himself, and once again was picked up by his father.

When they got to Felix's room, his dad placed him on the changing 
table, and changed his wet diaper. "I told you it would be hard, as I 
said before, babies don't turn into toddlers in one day, you have to 
give you little bowls time to grow" his dad tried to comfort him.

"I know but I don't want to be like this anymore, I feel like such a 
baby�" Felix started to cry a little.

"Felix� come on, don't tell me you don't like it, even a little. I saw 
you, you don't mind it one bit� well only if it embarrassed you, witch 
with me I don't think it does, so for right now don't worry about it, 
k?" His dad said giving him a little wink.

"OK� daddy�" Felix stuttered. His dad chuckled a little as he finished 
diapering, his new, baby boy.

"Ok Felix, lets go grocery shopping?" his dad said putting the boy on 
the floor.

"Ok�.but can I have some cloths�?" Felix asked, a little confused.

His dad chuckled once again, "Sure you can. It's that you just look so 
cute in just your diaper, but let me get you something."

His dad then went to, not Felix's closet but Benji's, and retrieved 
something blue, Felix couldn't see it because it was crumpled in his 
dads hands. Felix then got picked back up, and was placed on the 
changing table.

"What's that?" Felix asked

"It's called a jumper, it's for toddlers that are active," his dad 
answered, not really knowing what to say.

Felix watched as the zipper was pulled down the jumper and place on 
him, he thought it was on backward, and thought it was too small 
because he couldn't stretch his arms or legs, at the least.

"Dad, I can't really move." Felix said.

"Don't worry, you won't have to, I'll carry you." His dad said picking 
the boy up and then the diaper bag. When they got to the door he opened 
it and locked it on his way out, carrying Felix to the car.

When they got to the car Felix was placed in a familiar car seat, and 
was strapped in. "Dad, why is this here?" Felix asked, because they 
never had one before.

"It's because John had an extra one that he didn't need, so he gave it 
to us."

Felix wasn't content but he didn't care.

Half way through the car ride Felix got thirsty, "Daddy, I need a 
drink" Felix asked is dad, and when the light was red his father took 
the diaper bag from the passenger seat and opened it, giving Felix a 
bottle of juice.

Felix took it and was happy, and the driving went on.

Chapter 10 The New Hampshire trip (part Five-A day with daddy (1 of 2 
parts)

When the car stopped Felix looked out the window to see a huge super 
market. His dad then got out of the car and went to him, picking him 
up. He then looked at him and muttered something.

The next thing Felix knew was, the trunk was opened and he was laying 
in it (it was a big van). His dad then unzipped the jumper and put some 
pants over his diaper. Then he picked him back up and found a near by 
cart, and put him in the front.

"Why did you take me out of the jumper?" Felix asked his dad.

"Umm, well, I don't think I can bring you with me around the store. So 
I'm dropping you off at the child care place, and didn't want the kids 
to make fun of the way you looked." His dad replied.

Felix had to think a while but knew his dad had to buy a lot since he 
saw him take such a big list from his grandma.

Felix was then taken to the kid's area. It was a big room, in the 
middle of the store. When they got in, Felix could see babies on one 
side and older kids on the other side. The kid's ages were ranged from 
2-12, so Felix didn't feel that uncomfortable.

"Ok, kiddos, ill drop you off here, and will back in about an hour or 
so, so play nicely,� His dad said picking him up and placing him on the 
ground.

Felix's dad then went away. Felix looked around, and felt uncomfortable 
not knowing anyone there, so he just went to the side of the room where 
the big kids were and sat down next to some toys.

About twenty minutes later Felix heard someone cry out. "I got it, I 
got it" it was a boy and he was Running Felix's way� Backwards. It 
happened all way too fast for Felix to think and before he knew it, the 
boy tripped on Felix's body, knocking him to the floor.

When Felix got up he saw the boy's face talking to him.

"Are you OK?" He asked. And you could hear his friends calling for him 
in the background. "Throw the ball!" They were sort of chanting. And he 
did just that and then asked Felix the same question again.

"Yeah, I think so�" Felix replied

Felix then looked down and realized that the front of his diaper was 
showing, and quickly put it back in his pants.

"Don't worry about it, my best friend wets the bed, he has to wear them 
at night." He then helped Felix up. "My name is Dave, sorry about the 
trip� I didn't know you were sitting there." Dave said sincerely.

"That's ok, my name is Felix" Felix replied, a little nervous.

The boy was slender, but not to a 'T'. He had a very nice body, a 
little buff, and his hair was dark blond, he also had dark blue eyes.

"Do you live around here" Dave started to ask, but stopped because 
Felix kept looking down. "Don't worry, its all covered up. My brother's 
just finished their potty training, but they were a month behind their 
class mates so me and my mom always found ways for them to cover their 
diapers up." Dave smiled and sat down next to Felix.

"Umm, I don't live around here, I live in Maryland" Felix said, and got 
a strange look from Dave.

"No way! I live there to; this is where I used to live, I'm visiting 
old friends"

Soon enough they both found out that they only lived about 40 minutes 
away, and are both into the same sports. They also knew some of each 
others friends, and soon they became friends, and exchanged numbers.

"So, why do you have to wear diapers, is it a medical problem?" Dave 
asked.

"Umm, yeah, my bladder is small for my age�" Felix answered.

"That's not so bad; you could have had something worse. Do you like 
them? I mean�" Dave stuttered.

"There not bad� its kind of fun to not care when you have to go or 
not..." Felix answered with a bit of shyness.

"Well that's cool, I never thought about it that way� We should hang 
out tonight, I'm going to be bored because all of my friends are all 
going out, and ill be stuck with only my brother, They're twins� 
annoying."

"Well ok, I�ll ask my Dad, but I don't think he will care though�" 
Felix answered.

They then played some catch for about forty minutes until their parents 
came.

Meanwhile Felix's dad was shopping: 'hmm� I guess he would like this' 
he thought as he put some pacifiers in cart, then took some bibs, and 
bottles.

"That's my mom" Dave said to Felix as he pointed to a women walking in 
the door. "And there's my dad..." Felix pointed to his dad. And when 
both their parents came to them, they told them about each other, and 
where they lived and all that stuff.

"Dad," Felix looked at his father, "can Dave come over?" He asked. His 
dad then looked at the boy, "Well, if it's ok with Marla (Dave's 
mother)"

"Well, I can pick him up tomorrow evening, if that's ok," Marla asked. 
"That's ok," Felix's dad then looked at Dave "If you don't mind wearing 
Felix's PJ's" Dave nodded his head.

Dave then said goodbye to his mom and his brother, and went with Felix 
and his dad. They then went outside to the car and put the things in 
the trunk. Felix was then put into his car seat and Dave sat next to 
him in the back.

To not make Dave feel weird Felix said why he was sitting in a car 
seat.

"So David," Felix's dad asked "What grade are you going into?" Dave 
looked up. "Oh, I'm going into 7th, I'm 12." Dave said with a little 
pride. "Oh, really? Felix is going to be in the same school as you 
since there's only one middle school for a mile away."

"But I thought you were only eleven?" Dave asked Felix.

"I am, but I skipped a grade. It was sort of last minute though. At the 
end of the year, the principal asked me if I wanted to�" Felix said, 
trying not to gloat.

"That's cool" Dave started, "Yeah, now you know some one there." 
Felix's dad said. Felix nodded his head.

By the end of the conversation they were home, and both Felix and Dave 
helped with the bags, and putting the things in their places.

After that was done Felix and Dave went into his brother's room and 
played some PlayStation.

The door soon opened, and they both turned back. "Felix, do you need 
see me in the other room?" His father said.

 "It's ok, I know about Felix's diapers�" Dave said.

"Well, ok. Then you can help." He gave him a wink.

"Well, only if Felix doesn't mind-." Dave started but Felix's dad gave 
way, "oh, every boy has what he has its nothing to be ashamed of, rite 
Felix?"

"Well I don't really care" Felix was really lying, but he didn't want 
to say anything. The two boys then followed the man into Felix's room. 
When they got there, Felix was picked up by his dad and set on the 
changing table.

His dad then got his shorts off, reveling a Barney designed diaper. 
"You look cute." Dave said shyly, "What can I do?" he asked.

"Do you know how to put a diaper on?"

 "Yeah, my brothers just finished potty training�" Dave said. "OK, 
that's great," Felix's dad said, pulling the diaper off. "So while I 
take this diaper to the trash outside, you can put a fresh diaper on 
him." He then left the room.

Felix's dad then left the room, leaving both boys alone. Felix was 
completely naked on the changing table and completely red. Felix looked 
back into Dave�s dark blue eyes and just stared. Dave moved closer to 
the changing table and grabbed a diaper from the stack. He then opened 
it up and picked the boys butt off the table and placed the diaper 
underneath him. He then grabbed some baby powder and supplied a 
generous amount to Felix's butt and genitals. After that he took the 
diaper and folded it upwards to Felix and taped it.

"There you go," Dave said "all done." Felix was feeling a little more 
embarrassed then when he was naked. Now he was in a baby diaper with 
Barney on it. "Don't worry dude, I don't care what you wear. And I 
happen to like your look in diapers." Dave smiled as he helped Felix 
off the changing table and back onto the floor.

Felix then went to the dresser and retrieved a pair of pants. He 
unfolded the garment and tried to step into them but did not succeed 
and as his foot tried to find the leg hole he tripped and tumbled to 
the ground. Dave just laughed and after a bit Felix did as well.

Dave came up to Felix and helped him into his pants then found a shirt 
for the boy and helped him into those as well. After that the two boys 
were called down to lunch.

Dave just took a seat but Felix saw the highchair that was placed at 
the table and just got confused.

His dad then came up to him, "Where do you wanna, sit big guy?" He 
asked.

Felix just stood there, not really thinking but just staring. Dave 
chuckled a little and got up, coming towards Felix. He then lifted him 
up and put him in the highchair. "Who cares wear you sit," He began, 
"let's just eat." He smiled.

Felix agreed and laughed a little. Both boys got served pizza by 
Felix's dad. When they were both done Felix was given a bottle, which 
he had grown accustomed to.

"Do you want a bottle, too, Dave?" Felix's dad gave him a look of 'say 
yes' for Felix to not fell as bad, and, to Felix's surprise, he said 
yes.

After that they started watching some cartoons that both could agree on 
and after a while Felix fell asleep.

Dave just picked him up off the couch and took him to his room. He then 
placed the boy in some sleeper that he found and put him in the crib. 
Dave yawned a little and got into the bed next to Felix, he then 
climbed in and they both were asleep in no time.